#Bataclan

[leah-lover]

Meeting again. Alexia x reader part 3.

Reader is confronted by her friends.

Saying that tension was in the air would be an understatement. After the hellos, hugs and kisses the whole team went back to the changing room and took Leila with them. So there I was standing in front of Alexia, mapi, ingrid, parti, claudia, and aitana.

The silence was loud and their glares were unforgiving. All i thought to myself was that i didn't belong in barca anymore, i was cursing myself for ever choosing to leave city before Ingrid said “ We cant talk about this here how about we go to a restaurant and have a proper conversation.”

The rest of the girls seemed to agree with her, then Parti jumped and said “ okay then we will meet at our usual spot in about an hour, you still remembered no ?” she asked me with a sarcastic tone.

Confused, I only nodded and waited for them to all get inside before I breathed again. This encounter was harsh but I had a feeling it wasnt gonna get any easier.

After an hour I found myself at a table in my favorite restaurant with feelings I buried three years ago. All the anger, shame, and sadness came back with it. I waited a little before they all came together except alexia who was running late.

“ So how do you want to start this? Maybe with an apology for what you have done.” started Patri as soon as she sat down, which earned her a jab from Claudia who told her to be nicer.

“ i don't know what had gotten into you these past three years Patri but i don't this i have anything to apologies about.'' I replied with a defensive tone.

“ yes you do carino. You let us, no goodby no nothing we had to learn the news from instagram like everybody but we are not everybody we are your family and we felt hurt. Plus you didn't talk to us for 3 years. You denied every try at contacting you. You abandoned us you……” said mapi softly so as to not sound angry because she wasn't. They all went angry; they were just hurt.

“ Look, we don't have to do this. I came here to do my job and play good fucking football. I did this for my career not to rip my insides out again.'' I replied, trying to hold back my tears.

“ Darling, we are not trying to hurt you, we are trying to understand you. We are just curious why our best friend left us. ” explained ingrid with a concerned look on her face.

“ there is nothing to understand that your bestfriend is dead. She died three years ago. I have been a walking corpse since I left. I don't feel anything i am numb to everything.'' I managed to get out before a few tears left my eyes.

I then got up and went out. I was overwhelmed and all the feeling came back rushing. Which led me to hyperventilate. Suddenly I felt a hand on my back.

“ I am sorry about our reaction. We didn't know this would happen. We acted out of love for you. We missed you. We just are so very sorry just come back inside.” said aitana before pulling me into a hug.

I then started crying, all the tears i have been holding back decided to go out all at once.

“ i love her tan, i still do, i abandoned her, i gave up on her i didn't fight for her.'' I said while crying into tana’s shoulder.

“ I know darling, I know. She loves you too. She has been suffering without you we all have. Now just come back inside please.” she added running her hand through my back.

“ i dont think it's a good idea, I just want to go home now.” I said after we separated.

“ okay. Call me when you are ready to talk, okay.” she added before going back in.

When I got home Leila was already there. So as soon as I saw her on the couch I went straight to her and laid on her chest.

“ How did it go?” she said, running her hand through my hair.

“ fucking horrible.” I answered.

“ Do you want some ice cream?” she asked. “ I will get you some ice cream.” she answered herself after looking at me.

When Leila was gone the doorbell rang so i went to answer it.

And there she was in front of me, beautiful as ever. “ I know you want space but we need to talk.” she said and I ushered her in.

“ I miss you and I want you back.” she started after sitting on the couch. “ I know I was shitty to you, you didn't deserve what I put you through. I changed carino. You motivate me to get my priorities straight. You are my number 1 priority. You matter more than football more than le and more than life itself. Please give me a chance again. Please mi amor.”

Her words left me speechless. I was too tired to start over. I just want to be comforted and loved.

[joselito28-1]

Merci Plantu pour ce beau dessin.

[fidjiefidjie]

Bon Soir 🎹 💙🤗 🎬

Vincent Delerm 🎶 Tous les acteurs s'appellent Terence

Live au Bataclan 2009

[cosmonautroger]

Genesis, Bataclan, Paris, 1973

[lordadmiralfarsight]

You know, the current mess around the I/P situation reminds me of something that happened after the Charlie Hebdo attack, and even a bit more after the Bataclan attack.

We had people in the International Left, Americans and non-French Europeans (Scandinavian countries were pretty well represented in that movement back then) telling us French that we deserved it, that if we hadn't been oh so terribly oppressive to our Muslim population then there wouldn't have been terror attacks. There was no examination of the ideology of the terrorists, no taking into account their motivations, no looking at their VALUES. Just ... France bad, terrorists good.

And let's not talk about how the Muslim/Arab world reacted to those attacks ...

Oh it wasn't everyone, there were a lot of voices that offered support ... and then picked up the same criticism as the terrorist fan club, in the same tone, word for word, without looking at the actual situation or what lead to it, not even a week later. Showing that they had the same assumption that France was being EVIIIIIL to Muslims for funsies.

So yeah, I'm seeing the same way of thinking, acting and talking in the way many on the left react to the terror attack on Israel. Except more. Because antisemitism "antizionism".

And looking through the tags recently, I am frankly convinced a lot of Tumblr Leftists would cheer if Charlie Hebdo or the Bataclan happened tomorrow. All you people need is the right sticker on the murder to say it's good.

I've seen enough of you people say "France should cease to be" or "UK needs to disappear" or some other insane thing in the name of anticolonialism to know that, even if Israel packed up tomorrow and all Jews left the region, you'd still argue for their murder. Because you don't want to make things better, you want blood and to kill "righteously".

It was awful then, it is awful now, and the end result will be the same : worse consequences for the people you claim to defend with your braindead takes.

[praline1968]

🕊️

Le 13 Novembre 2015, déjà 8 ans, le terrorisme islamiste frappait la France.

Nous n’oublierons jamais les 131 victimes, les blessés, les estropiés et leur famille.

Des vies innocentes brisées par la barbarie.

Ne jamais oublier, toujours combattre le fondamentalisme islamiste.

Ni oubli, ni pardon.

🕊️

[aferlog]

guys, someone's going to see Maya hawke in concert at Paris the 2nd of July? (im scared to be alone)

[naipan]

Let’s talk about the Bataclan massacre.

Imagine that on 13 November 2015, the terrorists would enter the nightclub accompanied by their extended families.

Imagine that apart from killing 60 innocents and injuring 416, they would also take 250 hostages. Then they hole up in the building, using their women and children, as well as the hostages, as human shields.

Then they begin to murder the hostages one by one, airing videos of them tortured and begging for their lives.

All the while, they also shoot rockets into Paris, causing the evacuation of the city.

If you imagined all that, can you also imagine the French police or army not storming the place, to the detriment of the elderly, women and children held in the building?

I cannot.

(And apology to my French followers for raising that horrific memory).

https://x.com/faniaoz/status/1747693818697175211?s=46&t=UnfJHs5jrN--r9aG6DyqgQ

[manateia-seriallove]

Vip tickets in paris were gone in .5 sec😔

But i got one ticket 🥳🥳

Not sure what the "tarif fan" means tho🤔

[andelkacroatia]

‼️WARNING: GRAPHIC AUDIO‼️

Audio of the moment when the gunmen opend fire in the Bataclan theater during "Eagles of Death" concert in Paris on 13 of November 2015 at around 21:50.

These attacks claimed 130 lifes.

[joselito28-1]

13 Novembre 2015, des terroristes islamistes donneront la mort à 131 spectateurs et blesseront plusieurs centaines de personnes dans la salle de concerts du Bataclan à Paris.

[meta-holott]

2015 Paris

[sublecturas]

"V13", de Emmanuel Carrere en la Línea C

[curvascirea]

Comunque che bello partecipare a un evento musicale senza essere stuprati, rapiti e ammazzati

[thebroken--soul]

I have never experienced such an incredible concert where an artist puts all his energy, love and passion into his songs. And because of this, I think Dermot Kennedy just got the first place in my best concerts list.

"An evening I will not forget" 💜💙🧡❤️