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leah-lover · 1 year ago
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Meeting again. Alexia x reader part 3.
Reader is confronted by her friends.
Saying that tension was in the air would be an understatement. After the hellos, hugs and kisses the whole team went back to the changing room and took Leila with them. So there I was standing in front of Alexia, mapi, ingrid, parti, claudia, and aitana.
The silence was loud and their glares were unforgiving. All i thought to myself was that i didn't belong in barca anymore, i was cursing myself for ever choosing to leave city before Ingrid said “ We cant talk about this here how about we go to a restaurant and have a proper conversation.”
The rest of the girls seemed to agree with her, then Parti jumped and said “ okay then we will meet at our usual spot in about an hour, you still remembered no ?” she asked me with a sarcastic tone.
Confused, I only nodded and waited for them to all get inside before I breathed again. This encounter was harsh but I had a feeling it wasnt gonna get any easier.
After an hour I found myself at a table in my favorite restaurant with feelings I buried three years ago. All the anger, shame, and sadness came back with it. I waited a little before they all came together except alexia who was running late.
“ So how do you want to start this? Maybe with an apology for what you have done.” started Patri as soon as she sat down, which earned her a jab from Claudia who told her to be nicer.
“ i don't know what had gotten into you these past three years Patri but i don't this i have anything to apologies about.'' I replied with a defensive tone.
“ yes you do carino. You let us, no goodby no nothing we had to learn the news from instagram like everybody but we are not everybody we are your family and we felt hurt. Plus you didn't talk to us for 3 years. You denied every try at contacting you. You abandoned us you……” said mapi softly so as to not sound angry because she wasn't. They all went angry; they were just hurt.
“ Look, we don't have to do this. I came here to do my job and play good fucking football. I did this for my career not to rip my insides out again.'' I replied, trying to hold back my tears.
“ Darling, we are not trying to hurt you, we are trying to understand you. We are just curious why our best friend left us. ” explained ingrid with a concerned look on her face.
“ there is nothing to understand that your bestfriend is dead. She died three years ago. I have been a walking corpse since I left. I don't feel anything i am numb to everything.'' I managed to get out before a few tears left my eyes.
I then got up and went out. I was overwhelmed and all the feeling came back rushing. Which led me to hyperventilate. Suddenly I felt a hand on my back.
“ I am sorry about our reaction. We didn't know this would happen. We acted out of love for you. We missed you. We just are so very sorry just come back inside.” said aitana before pulling me into a hug.
I then started crying, all the tears i have been holding back decided to go out all at once.
“ i love her tan, i still do, i abandoned her, i gave up on her i didn't fight for her.'' I said while crying into tana’s shoulder.
“ I know darling, I know. She loves you too. She has been suffering without you we all have. Now just come back inside please.” she added running her hand through my back.
“ i dont think it's a good idea, I just want to go home now.” I said after we separated.
“ okay. Call me when you are ready to talk, okay.” she added before going back in.
When I got home Leila was already there. So as soon as I saw her on the couch I went straight to her and laid on her chest.
“ How did it go?” she said, running her hand through my hair.
“ fucking horrible.” I answered.
“ Do you want some ice cream?” she asked. “ I will get you some ice cream.” she answered herself after looking at me.
When Leila was gone the doorbell rang so i went to answer it.
And there she was in front of me, beautiful as ever. “ I know you want space but we need to talk.” she said and I ushered her in.
“ I miss you and I want you back.” she started after sitting on the couch. “ I know I was shitty to you, you didn't deserve what I put you through. I changed carino. You motivate me to get my priorities straight. You are my number 1 priority. You matter more than football more than le and more than life itself. Please give me a chance again. Please mi amor.”
Her words left me speechless. I was too tired to start over. I just want to be comforted and loved.
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greendayauthority · 2 months ago
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Bataclan | Paris, France | 4 November 2023
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coeurdeverre82 · 1 month ago
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i'm not in love at bataclan paris jan 18 1978 (fragment)
talking heads with xtc
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fidjiefidjie · 10 months ago
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Bon Soir 🎹 💙🤗 🎬
Vincent Delerm 🎶 Tous les acteurs s'appellent Terence
Live au Bataclan 2009
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cosmonautroger · 9 months ago
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Genesis, Bataclan, Paris, 1973
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everythingloureed · 9 months ago
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praline1968 · 1 year ago
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Le 13 Novembre 2015, déjà 8 ans, le terrorisme islamiste frappait la France.
Nous n’oublierons jamais les 131 victimes, les blessés, les estropiés et leur famille.
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Des vies innocentes brisées par la barbarie.
Ne jamais oublier, toujours combattre le fondamentalisme islamiste.
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Ni oubli, ni pardon.
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aferlog · 5 months ago
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guys, someone's going to see Maya hawke in concert at Paris the 2nd of July? (im scared to be alone)
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angelleborges · 11 months ago
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THROWN
Bataclan, Paris, France
04.04.2024
Suite -> Instagram:
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coeurdeverre82 · 2 months ago
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i feel it in my heart at bataclan paris may 2 1977
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meta-holott · 9 months ago
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2015 Paris
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sublecturas · 2 years ago
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"V13", de Emmanuel Carrere en la Línea C
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whileiamdying · 1 year ago
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Youssou Ndour - GET UP, STAND UP ft Angélique Kidjo
📍Bataclan, Paris, France
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dtpnews · 12 days ago
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Lawyers for Bataclan terrorist Salah Abdeslam deny claims he is to become a father
By JAMES REYNOLDS Published: 14:27 GMT, 11 March 2025 | Updated: 15:20 GMT, 11 March 2025 The lawyers for Bataclan terrorist Salah Abdeslam have denied claims he is set to become a father while serving a life sentence for the ISIS atrocity. Samia Maktouf, a lawyer who represented the victims of the 2015 attack, told French outlet Cnews that Abdeslam’s partner was pregnant despite his being in…
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quinzedeminuit · 5 months ago
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Polaris in Paris, Bataclan
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boldlymagnificentperson · 10 months ago
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Libri: E. Carrère, V13, Adelphi
Rosa Ghislandi ci segnala V13 di Emmanuel Carrère. Rosa ci scrive: “Dieci mesi, dal mattino alla sera Emmanuel Carrere prende parte al processo seguito alle stragi del Bataclan, la notte del 13 novembre 2015. Dieci mesi di rielaborazione collettiva. Male e bene costantemente in dialogo, la voce dei sopravvissuti o dei parenti di chi oggi non c’è più ma anche di chi è disposto a morire per…
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