remembering the fact bpd is considered a terminal illness and my own brain is trying to constantly kill me. im never going to be okay.
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you know it’s getting bad again when it’s harder not to relapse, every little things annoys the shit out of you, you want to crawl out of your skin, the distractions don’t help anymore and not even your favorite special little treat makes your day better
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Whatever, man. What fvcking ever.
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when you experience something that is just a little too painful and your entire system shuts down but you know that youre going to have to deal with that episode later and its going to be catastrophic…you agree
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i feel trapped in my own body
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You hate me? You hate me. I hate me too.
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living with bpd has made me realise that maybe i’m just not meant to have any friends, that’s why everyone keeps leaving.
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fuck relying on people
its comming to something when the only thing you trust is a stuff dinosaur, cuz its the only thing that hasnt hurt you
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