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If Black Raisan was still alive:
she would come back just to do this
#KILL KILLL#also LMAO???? god i need to read the crk comics i had no idea this panel existed#vanilla what did you DO#i gotta find the comics but if anyone has a link for a read online thing or smth then feel free to send it to me#beast ancients au ask#saint vanilla cookie#black raisin cookie
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aegon/jaehaera/daenaera ot3 au just moved to the tippy top of my list due to the fanartist whose art inspired it being driven off of twitter by deranged team black stans who are mad they like jaehaera, there's no explanation for why Those People constantly mock actor's appearances and deride other's fanart other than that they are not only too talentless to draw themselves but also depressingly ugly and taking it out on other people
#personal#anti team black#hotd fandom#you people are DERANGED#like the comments i've seen on rhaenicent art just because people are inspired by emma d'arcy having short hair#or rhaenyra's CANONICAL ISSUES SURROUNDING GENDER AND FEMININE GENDER ROLES#(like the show flopped on it but it's there it's canon)#whatever happened to just scrolling past things you don't agree with??? online etiquette is fucking dead#i mean honestly are team black people so pathetically insecure that they can't like things unless there's outside validation for it#cuz i can still like daenaera even if others don't as i am normal#i have mutuals who don't like daenaera! mutuals i talk to and consider friendly if not friends!! but we're normal!!!#so it doesn't fucking matter!!!#god i hate team black fans literally the pits of fandom forever no wonder people don't engage in stuff online anymore#it's become so much more toxic in the past five years alone
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Anyways speaking of being gay apparently teenagers on tiktok are mad at me because they found out I’m a lesbian who uses he/they pronouns
#txt#there’s something funny about telling a nb lesbian that their identity is ‘terminally online’ while regurgitating talking points#from 2015 transmed tumblr#like first it’s Pearl clutching over masculine women and feminine men and now it’s non-binary lesbians making people go berserk#honestly I wish I could find this funny (I mean in concept it is) but it’s irritating how tiktok incited so much online harassment and#bullying by just making shit up about queer identities and terminology to a point where we’re just back to acting like we have to fit into#our stereotypes. but only the accepted ones because god forbid your lesbian character is masculine lol#I remember a bunch of 15 year olds on twitter blew up at me because I pointed out that dyke is not a term exclusive to black lesbians#because guess where they got that insane ass assumption that ignores decades of lesbian history and queer activism#that’s right! another random ass teenager on tiktok with no sourcing#just gatekeeping a slur meant for all lesbians#I feel like if a tiktoker interacted with a real butch lesbian they’d explode and die
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When I engage with the Silmarilion fandom it’s always very educational and enlightening no matter what side they’re on regarding Finwe and his sons. But whenever I interact with the HoTD fandom it’s always “you’re condoning XYZ and therefore you’re a horrible person!!!” Or doing mental gymnastics to try to justify whichever atrocities their side committed.
Thematically both stories are quite similar. We can find parallels with Rhaenyra and Feanor but even at his worst (Pulling a sword on Fingolfin, First kinslaying, burning of the ships etc.) Feanor had never put a bounty on a toddler (Rhaenyra stating that Maelor should be bought to her dead or alive causing him to be ripped apart. Like hello??!??? How is that ever a justifiable thing to do???). I can find parallels between Feanor and Rhaenyra, sure. But if I’m honest the parallels stop with them being the only child of a kings first wife who’s father then went on to face four more kids with another women. Finwe is ten times the father Viserys was. And literally none of the kids (Feanor included) would ever take their anger out on their siblings child like we see the so called Maegor come again do.
But I digress, I was talking of the fandom. I may get heated talking about whether Feanor was right in his anger at Indis or whether Fingolfin should’ve absolutely demanded more reparations from the sons of Feanor when he crossed the ice. But I’ve never seen anyone in the Silm fandom saying that someone should die because they had an opinion.
But I’ve seen many instances of HoTD fans threatening rape and death on people who think Alicent is not the monster they portray her as, or that Rhaenyra isn’t as ‘girl boss queen slay!!!’ As people say she is. Maybe it’s because HoTD is a TV show and many of the fans haven’t read the books and therefore don’t understand nuance since the TV show focuses so much on Rhaenyra’s manifest destiny arc that team green gets painted as the ‘ultimate’ villain for our girl boss queen Rhaenyra to ascend to the throne since it’s her ‘birth right’.
Not to mention how the whole made up show canon prophecy to justify colonialism means that team black stans are really showing their true colors on what they think is right. Because guess what? The Silm also has what could be said to be as a colonizing story line with the Noldor coming to Beleriand and settling but most fans agree that the cutting up of Beleriand was very much a colonizing behavior no matter what they think of Thingol.
Point is, most HoTD fans can’t hold and intellectually simulating debate over their characters without feeling like said debater is personally attacking them since their entire personality is so deeply entwined with their fav that a critique on them would automatically equate to a critique on themselves. Therefore making it entirely impossible to have a decent conversation on the thematically very important foils that Rhaenyra and Alicent pose to each other (since they still think a good story must have a black and white view of the protagonist and the antagonist lmao).
Media illiteracy in these fandoms truly is a cancer that spreads to even the most level headed and literate individuals. Pick up a book! Understand themes and how foils are supposed to be written without internalizing criticism of your fav as a criticism of yourself! I don’t get mad when people criticize Feanor, nor do I get mad when people say I’m wrong when it comes to my own interpretation of the statue of Finwe and Miriel. It’s called having a discussion and you can only do that when you’re not on the front lines dying for a fictional character who wouldn’t spit on you if you were on fire in front of them!!!
#media literacy#hotd#the silmarillion#feanor#pro alicent hightower#alicent hightower#anti team black stans#anti team black#pro team green#please I’m begging for people in this god forsaken fandom to stop defending a fictional character with your life#cw rape#anti rhaenyra targaryen#anti Rhaenyra Targaryen fans#rhaenyra targaryen#as you can see I despair at the lack of reading comprehension skills and media literacy skills most team black stans have#literally head empty only girl boss slay queen omg she’s such a boss bitch!!!!#if you can’t recognize the flaws in your fav character maybe don’t debate their actions online?#like#a character having irredeemable flaws is like half the reason you like them
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reread the first 3 volumes of berserk (aka the black swordsman arc) today and started Really paying attention to guts this time and my takeaway is that he is TERRIFIED way more often than i thought. like puck mentions fear in the mix of emotions he's sensing from him but he is truly wide eyed quivering princessmoding his way through a lot of this ordeal
#could not resist the urge to call him princess i don't know where it came from and i just know he'd hate it. and yet#like the first times (2) i read thru black swordsman the anger and sorrow were kinda the things i got the most but really stopping to think#about the fear and what's causing it and where it's coming from has been so deliciously upsetting. so sorry bestie <3#god. when he first sees griffith-as-femto he's absolutely furious but when he first speaks guts' reaction is just like. desperate#idk if im remembering this wrong since i've only read thru the eclipse once but doesn't griffith not speak at all once he's femto in that?#so theoretically this'd be the first time he heard griffith's voice in a LONG time. so no wonder it kinda fucked him up. not to mention#what he actually said#(unless they met again in the meantime and i just haven't gotten far enough for that to be depicted/mentioned :p)#berserk#guts berserk#yes i read that even knowing that our copies of the next like 12 volumes are with someone in another state#no im not sure if i'll just read them online or something in the meantime#i swear i really want to actually catch up and not just read the same bits over and over i swear but for various reasons it has not happene#and also berserk just kinda hits that harder than most things for me. i need to rake through it over and over and sometimes that means#putting things into chunks. it also means my analysis is very limited so eh grain of salt
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Double creature feature? Early in the morning when I've risen up for the first time but crawling back to my den to rest one again 🦇
2014/2024 battle ready ⚔️
Tagged by @zombearzilla I tag anyone who wants to play? Maybe @gingerbeer-queer ?
#double creature feature#2014 tumblr#2014 vs 2024#personal growth#2014 throwback#decade challenge#before and after#sword art online#10 year challenge#@zombearzilla#is this something??#im 15 in the first one#😭 i really found that black lipstick was my thing and ran with it for a decade 😅😂#black lipstick#punk isnt dead#punk is not dead#im the one keeping it alive#youre welcome#right to bear arms#😂😂😂😂#oh my god look at those blank canvases!!!!#theres gonna be over 25 tattoos on those babies in the next decade 😂😂😂😂😂#tattoos#obviously ive always been angry and ready#ive been fighting for over a decade 🪓#goth punk#to my core#look at those nails 😂 the era of getting long silver sharp pointed nails done at the salon every 2 weeks#theyre for defending against#werewolves
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i hateee when ppl on here act all high and mighty for being on tumblr. "haha we're so much better than the tiktok fandom god they're so chronically online lol annoying" like ooh yeah youre so quirky and special. i bet you bring books to concerts. should we tell y/n
#this is literally such a non-issue but it annoys me so bad 😭#especially since like. the average tiktok user that these people are refering to is like 13.#like SHOCKER the 13 year old is cringe and annoying /sar#thats literally how theyre supposed to be leave them aloneee#sure i like a little joky joke about tiktok users but some of you people are actually for real. uhm.#also throwback to when i was in the mcyt fandom and every week i'd see posts on here like#“ohhh did you see the crazy twitter/tiktok stans are cancelling x creator lol theyre so dumb and chronically online”#“thank god us tumblrinas arent like that”#and then i'd go to see what the problem was and 9 times out of 10 the “crazy twt stans” were just black ppl saying “please dont be racist”#cant remember how i got here uhhhh#my point is dont make having a tumblr your whole personality okay bye#i need to lie down its not that big of a deal but im a hater#stella's horoscope
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This class has been out for forever, and it is so funny how he's still lacking rlly good paid gear. So much of his regular gear shows gams, titty, and swole arms, it's wild how they think I'm gonna pay to cover him up, smh.
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ID. a collection of search engine auto-complete suggestions for the phrase: "what do different types of..."
the suggested ones are:
what do different types of headaches mean
what do different types of poop mean
what do different types of magnesium do
what do different types of poems look like
what do different types of hugs mean
what do different types of mold look like
what do different types of dreams mean
End ID.
i'll be honest this collection of suggested searches is kind of like a poem to me.
#like yeah look up your medical symptoms online bc you don't have health insurance but those supplements that influencer is selling sound#pretty magical so maybe theyll fix you#and youre not sure what the hug your coworker gave you meant and you can't move out of your terrible apartment#so you hope to god it's not black mold and maybe your dreams or a poem will get you out of this.#you know?#my posts
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gay ass heart shaped pitcher i attempted to make on a lesbian pottery date the other day!
thankful to my gf for listening to me talk about video games for a whole calendar year already! happy to have gotten to introduce them to toby fox and nier. or sorry that happened. 💞 bc now they’re ensnared in The Lore alongside me.
#the pour spout is off center and the walls are a little thick#but i audibly gasped when the instructor demonstrated a heart shape in front of god and everyone#people thankfully thought it was funny haha#but i HAD to attempt it myself or the regret would kill me#happy pride everyone !#abby.txt#i take my coffee black so idk how much use this will get but i love it anyways#great memories (‘:#possibly tbd ?? i do not talk a whole lot abt my personal life online but !#i’m comfortable sharing this (:
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What no one tells you about making plushies is that the hardest part is finding the motherfucking fabric
#i'm trying to make a pokey doll and by god i will#but finding the blue fur is not only IMPOSSIBLE but whatever similar fabrics i can find are so damn expensive too#i have like one place left to go ask#either a miracle happens and i find it there or i'll have to compromise and get white short fur and dye#or order the long one online and hope for the best#also white bc blue is not that popular a colour ig#i'm distressed#lords in black#pokey#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#diy merch
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i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it
#snap chats#being without my computer charger has been maddening#that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :((#AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK#i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that…#MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill#anyway. daigo plushie so cute :((((((((((((((((#mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo#alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️#lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That#THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :((((#anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea…#also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies#tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack…..#ok bye its tea time#help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’#calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO#ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god
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No pressure, just to manage my expectations - is there a possible early update this week or Monday? Either way is totally fine! Can’t wait to see these boys home together 😍
hi anon!
how sweet, thank you! :)
omg i will try my absolute best but i definitely can‘t promise an earlier update :(
i want to upload the epilogue (which will be chapter 17 that i haven‘t marked on ao3 yet because i don‘t want to lead readers on to believe that it‘ll be an actual chapter) like a day or two after chapter 16….but guess who accidentally deleted the epilogue without a trace of getting it back? yeah this bitch right here 👹 so i‘m trying to rewrite it from memory and edit chapter 16 as soon as i can!
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#like bro why is it that i can‘t delete the embarrassing pics of me online from when i was 12 but i can delete a whole document and it‘s jus#lost in the void forever. gone. swallowed up by a black hole. HOW.#it was my fault tho😭 this weekend sucked my god lmao (besides oscar podium 💅🫶🏼)#asks#will o the wisps
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as a russian who doesn't talk to russian people online what the shit is happening there hello
look man i myself have put in the effort to Not talk to online russians for like (checks hand) 7 or so years (of course i’ve met some really great ones but this isn’t about them and they probably know it) but i’m sure the community didn’t change much. actually from the glimpses i see it seems to have gotten worse. don’t even get me startedddddd man
#Like okay first we have the misogynist dudebros. not a category exclusive to online russians but#there are so many it’s fucking crazy. homophobic to hell and back and Will hate on you for no reason#alpha male type mfs who hate women but will still harass them because of course they will#the second category of course is weird unironic fujoshis who are also usually proshippers#and they are either 12 (forgivable) or 25 and the thing is you can NEVER tell. But it’s kind of fucked how#acceptable it is to just straight up fetishize gay men (hell probably not only them) in online russian communities#and listen to me. the secret third category is that there is no third category. Both of these categories are racist#deer was right i have never seen a community more racist or xenophobic than fucking online russians#you draw a character one shade darker than their usual skintone and suddenly you got annoying as fuck russians in your comments going#BRO BURNT IN THE SUNNN 🤣🤣🤣 ENGLISH FANDOM LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE !!! <- in recent times they have taken to blaming the english fandom for#‘wokefying’ their sacred online russian spaces. Of course we can only be woke enough to fetishize gay men. god forbid black people exist#now the actual third category is the online russian tеrf/radfеm community. it seems recent to me but also as i said i have not really#interacted with russian comminity as a whole for a long while. But yea anyways they’re crazy i dont think i have to explain this one#but they’re somehow more evil and miserable than the ones you’re used to#another recent one is the russian twitterians … i’ve only seen glimpses of them as well as i dont use twitter#but you will not believe the shit these mfs try to pull. They try to get you to stop swearing at all bc they find a way to make every#russian swear word offensive. AND they speak fucking … englussian. rusglish. Half of their sentences are just english words written in#russian letters. all the same buzzwords english speaking twitter users like to say!#if you’ve never seen a russian talk about feminization or gatekeeping or being woke or yadda yadda. Well i have#it’s bad. they’re just very very terminally online#and don’t worry the last two categories will also always be racist/xenophobic even if the last one tries to seem Progressive#don’t know if i missed anytning but those are just the Specific Types of annoying asf online russians that i have noticed and have been#observing from a safe distance like a scientist#my point is keep not talking to russian people#cramswering#edit: I FORGOT BUT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ONLINE RUSSIANS TREAT TRANS PEOPLE#YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE WAY THEY REACT TO TRANS HEADCANONS IT’S LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD TO THEM. OR TRANS CHARACTERS#OR GOD FORBID ACTUAL REAL LIFE TRANS PEOPLE. it’s actually quite incredible how bigoted online russians are
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I love my little brother because he is chill enough to sit through an hour and a half long, winding diatribe of how I hate the direction this website is headed in, and the stupid specifics of online queer infighting and crab bucketing I’ve bared witness to in the past several years that never ends. I can air out my bad decisions and NEET habits to someone who isn’t there but understands the words I say and it’s so. cathartic
#when you grow up on the internet. you learn about stupid niche drama and see terminally online people#we are close in age but have radically different interests. so we can talk to each other about the weird shit we see#anyways I smell radfem wave 2.0 creeping into this site even when it isn’t about specific infighting and it makes me wanna pull my hair out#like i knew this site chased away so many PoC especially black people. but GOD the lack of intersectionality in these posts is DIRE#same with sex workers getting chased off this site despite several spam and independent sw’s abusing tags and clogging up searches#and people love to pull the ‘go read x book’ as an argument still. and it’s the same book!!!!#do you read other books?? or do you only read the one book by one author for one opinion and nothing else???#tumblr’s vitriolic transmisogyny is causing this site to crumple once again. it’s making everyone’s time here worse. it’s MADDENING#the only positive side is it’s making me get off my ass and go to trans support groups. because my online one is going to SHIT#and that’s cause I have the privelage to drive in my own car and do that!!! I feel so bad for everyone else#anyways quit trying to downplay each other when it’s more complicated and nuanced then your perception. unify or die#flor.txt
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DAD OF THE FUCKING YEAR AWARD ILL SCREAM
#GRRRAGARGAGAG okay so BASICALLY#i was telling my dad about how i hoped i’d eventually find both bullets and black parade so i could complete the set#and so obviously the guy went online and was looking at prices of secondhand sellers#we mostly just looked at bullets listings#the price was super high and so i just kinda assumed that it was something i’d have to buy (or at least pay him back for)#at the very least not something i’d be getting soon#but NOPE#MOTHERFUCKER ORDERED BOTH OF THEM#i’ve got them all now. holy fucking SHIT#i’ll post them individually in a bit just. oh my GOD#cd posting
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