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Draw your favourite characters in your favourite album cover [challenge from twitter]
I forgot to draw the wheel
#subspace is tied up rodeo style#courtesy of my friend#medkit did not want to go he is regretting his life choices#scythe's new baby sitting carrer#they don't have a driving license#subspace is fuming#badum tss#phighting#teal trio#scythe phighting#medkit phighting#subspace phighting#GORILLAZ#I LOVE GORILLAZ RAAAHHHHH#Drawing cars is suffering on god#Also the text was suffering#I need a graffiti brush so bad#art#verdes_fanart#verdes_phighting#verdes_art
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Sometimes tweeter people know their stuff- this is the right kind of toxic angst I want to read.
#tweeter#tweet#text#shipping#ships#fandom ships#ao3#I feel like this applies to fanfiction too so imma add this as a tag#fanfiction#I like Harrymort because it’s toxic and wrong#not because for the wholesome “I will love you forever junk”#I mean it’s adorable and I will read it#but I’m not in it for the fluff#I want to watch as my characters suffer in a relationship where everything goes terribly#and they either come out of it stronger and better#or they break into tiny pieces as I watch them suffer because of their partner#HP/LV is awesome#harrymort#harry/tom#I feel like this also applies to billford#billford
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Something Something, Joker’s whole thing in DC is that he does irredeemable, awful bullshit, which he always minimizes by calling it a joke, regardless of how critical the damage is to people around him and never takes accountability for it, something something literally the plot always tells you he’s an absolute loser for that and aspiring to imitate that behavior makes you a loser, something something comedy should be an outlet for laughter and pain, not taking joy in hurting someone else
#once again the clown is an absolute fucking loser lmao#I also wanna underline that this mf does not suffer from anything except acute assholeism lol#I’m once again asking ppl to realize not every bad person is a psychopath and not every psychopath is a bad person#not every flaw is a symptom and not every symptom is a flow#this is for joker boys specifically yall are kind. hm.#dc#dc comics#anti joker#text#batman
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#hsr textpost#hsr boothill#boothill hsr#hsr spoilers#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them#still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving#anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord#i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now#i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post#but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest#i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end#he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops#i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak#anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now
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d- do yuo think eridan and karkat would wear each other's colors if they got in moirails with eachother? smiles with big wet eyes
yes, he already does that canonically w/ feferi and vriska's colors! :)
karkat is Not a fan (and his sweatpants drawstrings are only violet because eridan bought them and switched them out and karkat can't un-switch them without getting apoplectically pissed off by that stupid little string that won't go through the holes)
like, man. this is weird. why are we doing this
#homestuck#karkat vantas#eridan ampora#erikar#roxy lalonde#erirox#eriroxy#calliope#calliope homestuck#calliokat#callikat#???? what are these ship names#eriope#calliodan#callidan#???????????#callieroxy#calliroxy#btw if you bring up the signless/sufferer RE: eridan wearing karkat's sym69l#hes literally just going to be like 'no this is karkats symbol'#'shut up that freaks got nothing to do with this'#i also kind of hc that eridan eventually drops the ww/vv#it's canonically a fake thing he does anyway and it's tied up in his sea dweller bull shit#... and starts d9ing the sym69ls in his text#like kankri does#(which kankri picked up from his culler... who was beforus!eridan)#(it all comes full circle....)#again: karkat is not a fan
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I find the most interesting difference between Shen Jiu and Shen Yuan isn't "malice" and "kindness" but rather Shen Jiu being a desperate-to-survive sore loser and Shen Yuan being an uncompetitive good sport, and it's interesting to see how their differences kind of flow from those two opposing traits
Both are desperate to survive in their own ways, however I guess you could argue Shen Jiu did everything to secure the life he wanted, meanwhile Shen Yuan idled and idled until fire was put under his ass and he finally had to do something to secure better living standards for himself
You could argue Shen Jiu has a stronger will to survive, but even being alive he didn't seem to enjoy it and be happy all that much. Meanwhile Shen Yuan strives for very little but generally is happy with the bare necessities and choosing to just loudly inflate his complaints about little things instead, which probably endears him to the people around him
#my text#idk just had vague thoughts about their difference in desperate competitiveness#you could also extraplate how being a sore loser didnt lend well to developing friendships or showing vulnerability#which meant shen yuan could just seemingly effortlessly develop sqq's relationships while sj suffered to do the same#maybe that lack of vunerable honesty was why sj failed to save lqg on a meta level#a man as hard headed as lqg wouldnt respond well to such an acidic sort of help that strongly tied to sj's pride and face#even if he wanted to genuinely prevent his death#i guess sj is bitterly saving any face he can#while sy is just embarrassed about losing face in just a cringe way#the ignorant insecurity-feeler vs the enlightened petty cringer. i guess lol#svsss#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#shen jiu#jiuyuan#scumcum
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Thinking about Lieve’tel and Bertrand and crying at the club
She’s off putting and she knows it, knows that she moves a bit too carefully to seem entirely natural and when she speaks there’s an unearthly resonance to her voice and when she closes her eyes she sees all the threads of the world converging into warp and weft. She’s seen generations pass her by while she remains unchanged, her goddess’s voice and silence guiding her onwards, and she knows when people look at her they reject what they can’t understand. The Champion left behind his family to serve the Matron, and she takes it as her duty to watch over them even when they insult, demean, mock and dismiss her (even when they watch her back in battle and allow her to guard theirs in turn, which for warrior folk like them is as good as a declaration of care even as they refuse to meet her eyes or hold her gaze too long in a challenge she won’t answer).
And Bertrand is… normal. Ordinary. Unremarkable until he opens his mouth, and prone to sticking his foot there. He’s an aging human enamoured with the idea of being not a hero, per se, but a heroic figure. The dream of a legacy drives him. He learned to duel in fencing clubs but his first real fight was a half-drunken brawl to reclaim a bard’s stolen tips. He has a sense of righteousness but doesn’t always act on it and the older he gets the more frightened he is of dying without meaning. He makes her laugh, and then he does it again on purpose, and he keeps doing it for as long as they spend together.
She makes time for him when he’s in Vasselheim, usually scouting out the up-and-coming young adventuring parties that make their way through the city because he wants to be a mentor but hasn’t quite figured out what he has to offer yet. He attends services and makes offerings and lets her unpick his tangled anxieties about what comes after. They get thirty years in intervals of hours to weeks, and they’re not exclusive - neither of them is ever in a place to make promises they don’t really need - but they keep circling back to each other.
She knows she’s going to lose him and he knows she’s already mourning him. He gives her a bell for her prayer beads and she passes on the name of an old supplicant with a bloody past who might have work that suits him in Marquet. When he dies, she knows he’s gone before she wakes that morning. When the world is poised to end, she puts herself on the line with his token in hand because it is her duty and her honor, and because Bertrand once said that to be remembered well is to be immortal without cost, and what they had might not have been love but it was important.
#text#critical role#c3#critical role spoilers#lieve'tel toluse#bertrand bell#everyone please suffer with me#might turn this into a fic#i have Ideas#I just think the spooky death priestess is neat#and she deserves many hot boyfriends but also to have intense devoted life changing demi-romance(s)#op
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my knight-monk agenda strikes again, but this was less of a 'I read something that made me experience several emotions and a strike of inspiration at once,' and more of a 'wouldn't it be fucked up if the bejeweled skeleton saints came to life and and started. eating people. or something. in revenge. medieval catholic horror, or an older horror of not being buried right. zombies, even. a complete bastardization of holy visuals. zombies.'
it's a far away idea, but I still wanted to play around with font layouts. like, if I DID make it into a full comic: these would be visual vibes, perhaps.
it's also a little bit about the kind of intimacy that these kinds of spaces provide, or in the case of this monk: the heavy trauma of war and the death of your brother, the escape to a secluded monastery, spiritual brotherhood to make up for your dead brother, but your role as a physician keeps pulling you back to this violence you want to escape. physician, heal thyself, only you have a holy calling to serve those in need, so instead: physician, open up your wounds again. saint jude, patron saint of lost causes, give us a fucking hand here, man. amen.
Homosexuality in the Renaissance: Behavior, Identity, and Artistic Expression, James M. Saslow
and this one is about earlier history than the medieval period that this comic is set in, but the monk character is sort of an exploration of earlier themes. a little bit. I like overlapping eras with each other, I've done it before and I'll do it again. this character is an exploration of some other stuff too, but mostly this book was interesting to read
From Monastery to Hospital: Christian Monasticism and the Transformation of Health Care in Late Antiquity, Andrew T Crislip
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost
#i almost made him a benedictine monk but then we would've been reaching territory i do not feel like suffering through#generic medieval tag#i had more tags but i started talking politics and honestly if im going to talk politics i think its better to just make a post about it#i dont actually talk politics on tumblr even tho a lot of my work is extremely political in its subtext/text#because i think that tumblr is very annoying for that. its so anglo-american-western centric in its political theory#and i am WELL beyond that. i use twitter for politics because i love suffering lmao but also its like. still better for getting stuff done#komiks tag
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MATTMELLO WEEK DAY TWO: ONE SIDED ROMANCE
He’s fallen victim to one of the classic blunders (crush on straight(?) best friend). Point and laugh everyone
[10/12/24]
#i love requited mellodramattic as much as the next person but i also like making mello suffer a little lol#my art#mattmelloweek2024#the human whose name is written in this note shall die || Death Note#the old world’s runner up || Mello#“it’s so boring watching something that never changes.” || Matt#demolition lovers || Mello/Matt#death note#deathnote#death note fanart#deathnote fanart#mello#mello death note#death note mello#mihael keehl#matt#matt death note#death note matt#mail jeevas#mellodramattic#mello x matt#matt x mello#2024#id in alt text
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and you just watched it happen...
#barry.txt#taylor swift#been thinking about this literally since the song dropped#also the lover one took so long bc it wssnt a glitter font so i had to use a corse pencil preset to add the shine but then i had to restart#bc I wanted to move up the text and make it bigger. the endless suffering of the artist
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my “if something bad happened to them i’d kill everyone in the room and then myself” gang from the masquerade series (…..yeah i’m still in denial over [redacted] shut up)
#id in alt text#alternatively: baru and some of the ppl whose lives she fucked up 🤪#alternatively (2): mentally unstable blorbini from my books <3#seth dickinson i’m in your walls#myken i’m Also in your walls i’m going to send u the therapist bill since you’re the one who convinced me to suffer so much 😤#i want to be clear that something bad happens to these characters Constantly#lgbt stands for laundering grifting bankruptcy taxes#aminata#iraji#tau-indi bosoka#tain hu#baru cormorant#svirakir#the traitor baru cormorant#the monster baru cormorant#the tyrant baru cormorant#the masquerade#my art
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love poem (typical)
#my writing#my stuff#words#poetry#poems#i doubt that these tags will go anywhere so mainly for archiving purposes#guys (slamming head into table affectionately¥) i fear your favorite mr worldwide manwhore is once again In Love#i have this disease where everywhere i go i fall in love with people and then i write about them#what can i help it though she’s devastatingly lovely#i texted my friend three weeks ago and i was like#i am suffering from an excess of kind beautiful and extremely hot women in my life and she was like#this is a good problem to have. i mean it is also kind of giving’will hsge to do crazy troubleshooting later’#but for now i’m love love and i get to write poems about a beautiful girl so#wahoo! and yipee! and the like#hope love is with all of u too. in every shape. love of friends and lovers and family and all the other things and people
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please do yourself a favor and listen to david tennant malvolio reading the fake love letter to him (act 2 scene 5 of twelfth night). im going to actually start sobbing. oh my GOD
#twelfth night#shakespeare#malvolio#david tennant#my edits#ws#DYING AND SCREAMING. SHAKING AND SOBBING#HOW DOES HE MANAGE TO BALANCE HOW FUCKING FUNNY THIS SCENE IS BUT ALSO PLAY IT IN SUCH A WAY#WHERE MY HEART BREAKS SO BADLY FOR HIM AND I AM ALSO SUFFERING THE WORST SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT OF MY LIFE#DAVID TENNANT MALVOLIO MY WET BEAST OF ALL TIME MYYYYYYYY PATHETIC LOSER EVERRRRRRRRRRR#I CANT TAKE THE HANDS OFF MY FACE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR HIM PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THIS POOR MAN#THE WAY HE TRIPS AND FALLS OVER THE BOXTREE AT THE START AND ITS SOMEHOW DOWNHILL FROM THERE#th production of twelfth night i just watched (mark rylance's version) has malvolio played in such a way#where he's sort of like this doddering old fool that gets easily duped by the prank#here it's like. david really plays into how malvolio thinks he's ALL that he thinks he's soooooo so smart#and that's why he's even falling for it at all#and like this def has more basis in the text cuz maria is like Oh this loser thinks so highly of himself and thinks everyone likes him#this is going to be how my plan works#which is so so mean btw i think this woman has something wrong with her too
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The fucked up dynamic between Hyden and Ambroys is kind of sexy ngl. You've said you're not a shipping person so not trying to push an agenda here or anything, just gotta say thanks on behalf of the freak likers. I also feel this way about a certain rat and Hyden. You guys are so good at characters and making these awful and compelling dynamics.
Hahaha well obviously I think their dynamic is great fun to play with too. Whether it be their full-on enemyship in Amaranthine or them bonding over being rich cads in other settings, they're tons of fun in their complementary awfulness.
Same with Hyden and Theo. I think their dynamic, built on childish fantasies, misplaced loyalty and manipulation, is also delightfully fucked up and headed for disaster, which is the best course for any fictional relationship.
I find it a little funny that I seem to have garnered a bit of a rep as a shipping-hater. It's not so much that I see no appeal, but to me it is an occasional insubstantial treat, one that I dip into every so often but find unfulfilling as my main artistic output. When I see or hear others talk about how much they love shipping and don't read anything but romance, it sounds like someone saying they eat cookies and candy corn for every meal. I don't know how a person would be satisfied with that. :P
#text#also people want that shipping candy so bad#if i indulge that too often i fear people would want nothing else#i definitely know people come out of the woodwork in a big way whenever there's a whiff of kissing or physical intimacy haha#but like i said... drawing that all the time would bore me#i need the dolls to fight and suffer and die and also make fools of themselves in my play pretend games#also wear outfits... i do like making the barbies play dress up
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Jinx and Isha bc I think they're neat, it was supposed to be a quick doodle but it got out of hand very quickly
#Ignore the background. I tried and fought for like 7 hours and then lost#Surprisingly this time I didn't have issues drawing the hair so that's good#Also bc all my pain and suffering went into THAT DAMN BACKGROUND GOD IT TOOK FOREVER#it was supposed to be messy but I kept redefining details and uuuuughhhh#but whatever who cares I'm not bitter#jinx arcane#jinx fanart#jinx and isha#isha arcane#isha and jinx#Arcane#Arcane s2#arcane season two#I've been trying to get rid of this style of rendering bc I'm not vibing with it anymore but I'm too used to it so it's hard idk#basically it looked better with just the flat colors but then again. Took too long to let that effort go to waste yk#i drew something#id in alt text#alt text
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choked up, face down, burnt out
#fatt#ephrim#friends at the table#hieron#blood#gore#id in alt text#biannual ephrim redraw time#bit of a new take on it. i want to see him suffer <3#also kind of a rush job but i still like it
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