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starfallkaz · 6 months ago

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this is the birthday message my bestie sent to me,, I hv no words. Like why is she so LOUD

#birthday baby #it was yesterday tehe #besties #unhinged comments #unhinged message #book girl #IVE BEEN SHOT #ATTACKED IN MY OWN HOUSE

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grondds-and-roses · 5 months ago

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My favourite thing about AOT is that when Eren first met Armin and Mikasa, he scared the hell out of them

Like imagine this: You just had the worst day of your life. A bunch of kids beat you up/ you watched your parents get killed then you got kidnapped and out of nowhere a creepy little kid in a red scarf shows up and he is like “yo, wanna tatakae and be my bestie forever :)”

#even in the lost girls OVA when Eren walked into Mikasa’s house acting like he owned the place the poor girl was scared of him lmaoo #Eren would be that one boy in kindergarten who would bite the other kids and push them off of the swings and slides #One of my favourite scenes is when Grisha is like (hey Eren be be nice to Mikasa and try to be friends with her I don’t want you to be an #outcast) and Eren is like I will be nice to her if she is nice to me >:(#and Grisha is like sweetheart this is why you only have one friend 💜#like if Zeke and Eren were raised together Eren would give him younger brother trauma #kid Eren was born to be in a horror movie fr #he would have done wonders for that genre #eren jeager #eren yeager #armin arlert #mikasa ackerman #EMA #eremika #attack on titan #aot #shingeki no kyojin #snk #shiganshina trio

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minotaurapologist · 2 days ago

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Bunnies is a difficult animals

#he had to be separated from his boyfriend and wife because he’s started behaving really aggressively due to gideons head tilt #we aren’t sure if his head tilt will ever fully go away #which means Elwood probably will not be able to be re-integrated with them based on his behaviors #he’s been in his own pen for about a week now and has returned to being very territorial/aggressive (mouth open lunging #shrieking #etc)#he tried to attack the dustpan the entire time I was cleaning up #and then came and gently rested his head on my knee #he’s just confused and lonely I think #I love him so dearly and I think we forget how complex animal emotions can be #he hasn’t been like this since before he was neutered #he was so happy in his little trio so it’s kind of heartbreaking seeing him outside of it again #pets #animals #bunny #rabbit #house bunny #rabbits #house rabbit #eldritch horror #beastly animal #bunnies #velveteen lop #english lop #lop bunny #lop

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amid-fandoms · 9 months ago

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my phone did a thing im devastated

#attacked in my own house this is ridiculous #dan and phil #dnp #phan #that last one is for phil

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yo-yo-yoshiko · 1 year ago

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Magiranger but Kai talks about the time he got mauled by a bear a normal amount(at all).

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angelmush · 2 months ago

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tis the season !

#the charcuterie board was devoured and ppl rly loved the cookies and the dates r usually popular #and the baked brie too!!!#and then ppl brought their own assortment of treats and drinks as well #i rly enjoyed my blackberry orange drink personally #my gf’s friend does really beautiful pottery and all the food she brought was in her gorgeous homemade pieces #was so fun i love feeding ppl and making things look pretty and festive #my gf did the insane lettering on the drink menu #and decorated so cutely #and then we all went to the halloween event at the amusement park afterwards and it was fun and cold and misty #and i mostly sat outside of haunted houses while they walked thru them haha #i struggle rly rly bad to recover from being startled and sometimes it just. turns into a panic attack even if im not like Scared?? idk #it’s stupid my body just can’t distinguish real danger from fun danger very well #but they had these “’no boo”’ necklaces i could wear so actors would then just interact w me nicely and creepily instead of jumping at me #which was still fun :-)#bummer tho i hate being mentally illlllllll #and rly embarassing bc the necklaces lit up rly bright so it was like i was wearing an im-a-weenie beacon #lolll #also shoutout to my mutual who recognized me while i was waiting for my friends and stopped to say hi LMAO that was crazy #won’t name names so i don’t dox u #but i’ve never been recognized from tumblr before was a very i like your shoelaces moment😭😭😭#top 10 most embarassing things to happen to me ever but thanks for saying hi !!!#personal

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0vergrowngraveyard · 9 months ago

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cheese slaps YOU ‼️‼️💥💥🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀

WTF!!!!! 💥

#ask #ATTACKED IN MY OWN HOUSE?!!?!?#HUH?!?

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leviiackrman · 5 months ago

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I am fighting for my life to be mentally stable and it’s not working

#personal*#jess talks #trigger warning cus I’m feeling really low and might vent #but genuinely I want to give up #I don’t want to exist #I feel like a burden and a scrounger #I realised yesterday that everything I have is because of someone else #I haven’t earnt anything for myself or done anything with my life #I complain that I can’t support myself #yet I make no effort to fix that #im scared of my insecurity to do anything #I’m scared I’m not good enough #I’m scared to exist in my own home #it doesn’t feel like my home #I haven’t felt ‘at home’ since before uni #I’ve moved house 6 times in the past 7 years #I never feel secure or safe #and I feel responsible #I wish I could just go get a good paying job and support myself and my family #all I want is my independence back like I had at uni #but even at uni I was living off of a loan I’ll never be able to pay off #my whole existence is a waste #I’m contemplating giving up on my art and business because it’s getting me no where #I might as well give up entirely #I can’t see any positive resolutions in sight and I feel so helpless #but all I’m doing is feeling sorry for myself #my parents are sm worse off than I am currently yet I’m the one having panic attacks and terrified to leave my room??#I’m gonna be 26 still living with my parents achieving nothing for myself #with no relationship experience and not an inclining of self respect #grow up Jess

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willowfey · 1 year ago

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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept #i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them #if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens #i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it #i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut #it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair #my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking #if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back #if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off #ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal #but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends #i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens #and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too #since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out #i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now #now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that #i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill #in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it #my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes #sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested #i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore #i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world

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chibishortdeath · 5 months ago

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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!

And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!

#we’re cooked #we’re doomed #idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn #I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much #apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man #m a n #especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs #doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man #how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell #and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful #I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen #I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress #it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know #we’re fucked #we’re screwed #I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess #if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess #fuck fuck fuck anyway #not putting this in the main tags #definitely deleting this later #if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um #literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened #oh we’re really in it now Simon #hell world #there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything #I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it #not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure

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wicked-west-cats · 7 months ago

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Must be rough losing them so young huh?

shadowbelly looking at lil memorial graves of his parents ft itty bitty roachkit unaware of sad things

#shadowbelly #roachshade #lakeclan #warrior cats #warriors oc #hidden lore #i found out today that the man who basically was a second father to me passed away and i guess this mindless doodle was a way for me to cop #some pond lore for you: my dad was an addict when i was growing up and he didnt always know how to properly deal with that #and also be a parent at the same time when i was visiting him + he was in an abusive marriage #so when things were just really bad he would take me to the house of my 'aunt' and 'uncle' who very much helped raise me and take care of m #i have very fond memories of them #and my 'uncle' actually made sure he got a motorcycle so i could ride with him specifically at my dads own memorial ride #he had since stopped riding bikes but it was important to him that HE be the one i ride with because ive ALWAYS been like his fourth kid #he also is the only adult on my dads side that i came out as nonbinary to #i didnt even have to come out he just asked if i was trans/nonbinary and i said yeah and he just said cool ill always love you #idk they think his death was sudden like a heart attack or something but we wont know till after today #my 'aunt' is letting me keep some of his ashes in a necklace so i can have one for both my dad and my “dad”#ill be okay but it just feels really strange right now #we didnt see each other much after i grew up but he made sure i knew that if i ever needed anything i only had to ask #doesnt seem fair to lose two dads in less than three years but i guess it is what it is

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worfsbarmitzvah · 7 months ago

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you ever have to live with someone whos becoming seemingly more antisemitic by the day

#txt #when my sister gets home i will be Having A Panic Attack #seriously cannot be in the same room with her anymore after what she said the other night #im stuck between becoming even more loudly jewish to counter her shit #or becoming invisible in my own house just to not have to be around her #vent /

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windupaidoneus · 1 year ago

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how many times do you think this kind of thing happens

#art #my art #gintama #yamazaki sagaru #sagaru yamazaki #shimura shinpachi #shinpachi shimura #if u tag this as ship i might actually come to ur house & commit atrocities by the way. dont.#id in alt #let me know if the ids are insufficient or tedious to read in alt by the way! i'll change to adding them in the post itself if so #but yea . to me off-work zaki is a critter who needs to be studied #& to answer my own question it happened at least three times bc i have two other shitty comics like this one drawn already LMAO #i'd been drawing artfight attacks all day then got distracted

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specialmouse · 4 days ago

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You know .

#my mental breakdown this summer was actually completely explainable and while i did/said things i dont stand by #i dont actually think i was the bad guy here. interestingly.#i had to help my mom move and it triggered a huge panic attack bc of past trauma from moving house #and so now my family is saying im going insane #and my friend kept egging me on to ask out his friend #who he and i had developed a really nice friendship but he did kind of like. seem like he was trying to be my personal savior #idk i had a big crush on him bc ofc i fucking did no man has ever treated me that well before #then i jokingly tell him how i feel and he goes all serious #oh and it was four days after the 17th anniversary of my fathers suicide #who i think had bpd/ptsd #so i may be developing the same disorder . and it’s freaking me out #this guy claims he knew i had a crush on him which actually means the way he was talking to me means he was to keep my attention #(he sent a picture of him zoomed in naked hours before this so EXCUSEEE ME FOR ASSUMING)#and i started getting upset with the way i was being talked to and asked him to just say he was talking to me that way for attention #for my own peace of mind. like mind u we were talking every day throughout the day for months #voice calls would last over 5 hours. that kind of thing #i snap at him finally but immediately apologize #he then sends me a screenshot of his ex telling him ‘you have experience in dealing with mentally ill women’#followed by him saying ‘youre right. teehee love you’#so yeah duh i went to the fucking hospital it’s like someone hit me with a hammer in the head three times #then my fucking friend who goaded me into confessing to him tells me when i get out that he feels like im trying to make him choose between #when all i ever did was apologize profusely over and over again #fuck my entire ass man. oh and then two weeks later my best friend abruptly told me she was moving to maine #in two weeks. well no she didnt say that. she said can i stay at yours for a week #and i said um. what? and she said yeah im moving. and then used the fact that she had to get an abortion weeks ago as an excuse for not #telling me. and i said dude what the fuck? and she never talked to me again! so #one two three all gone BAM BAM BAM #oh this was also a week before my birthday #the trauma from moving wasnt actually abt tbe moving it was about how i was treated when we were moving #or basically any stressful family event

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iero · 10 months ago

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Had a panic attack that literally woke me up in the middle of the night last night and lasted until the early morning and let me tell you, that shit is TERRIFYING. Needless to say, I think I'm ready to go back to work.

#personal #Am I still in pain? Yes. Is it controllable when painkillers are taken though? Also yes. Somewhat.#Breaking news!#Girlie who doesn't have their mental health under control feels 100x worse being holed up in the place they live alone under for FOUR days #I literally have not left my house since my surgery on Wednesday morning...#And then I'm wondering why my anxiety/panic attacks have been God awful these four days... Gee I wonder why!#Like I don't wanna go back to work because capitalism but I need to for like... A distraction.#My thoughts have been racing and I'm just begging for people to talk to me in my personal life to calm my anxiety down.#It feels debilitating at this point. It's literally taken over my life.#And I have my anxiety meds but I only just got them so I have to wait that 1-3 weeks for them to actually 'kick in.'#I really should have asked my new GP for the tiniest amount of benzos to get me through this recovery.#And I don't even have a follow-up appt. for my recovery but I am gonna call them on Mon. and ask for one for my own peace of mind.#I've called this office three times now over the course of three days to make sure what I'm feeling is 'normal.'#Anyway!!!

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j-esbian · 13 days ago

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god i wish my coworkers would stop acting like we’re in fucking high school

#have you considered that maybe the person who started on monday isn’t being a bitch and is just shy #why is someone else’s behavior a personal attack on you. every time #or yesterday when they were making fun of someone who used to work here because she still tries to keep in touch but they think she’s weird #‘she wants to get me a bottle of wine for christmas. if she comes to my house i know a guy who owns a chop shop and he can jack her car’#WHAT #can we all grow up and act like adults and stop reading negativity into every interaction #i’m just trying to get through the days #man i really told myself. i gotta make it two years here. the work is done but the environment is testing me #maybe it’s just the specific flavor of things wrong and different with me bc i feel like i have very little in common with anyone #and apparently that’s unforgivable. grow uppp #mine

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