#ADHD shit

[foxirori]

I think that that falls into their misinterpretation? But yea over explaining because YOU STILL ARENT LISTENING feels louder and more accurate

Reasons Autistic People May Over Explain When Communicating

Trauma

Historic gaslighting experiences

Neurotypical bias in communication exchanges

Masking

Neurotypical misinterpretation of autistic communications despite autistic efforts

Learning what others do not believe you meant exactly what you said

Anxiety

Littlepuddins.ie

[corkinavoid]

Okay, so

I have come to the realization that I, together with my ADHD brain and poor time management, will never be able to write a coherent, conjoined story consisting of more than three chapters. Unless it's hyperfocus, but it's not right now.

So, the decision has been made to give zero fucks about story consistency and just write whatever the fuck my brain cooks up.

That saying, remember me mentioning the Space Adventure and Space Fights? Forget everything I've said about both, I'm writing some completely different shit. It's still cyberpunk shit, though, so that's good.

Oh yes, and the Horror Castle is in the editing process.

[welcome-to-the-agender-agenda]

When you're listening to music and you find that one specific tune that hits the spot and listen to it on repeat for the rest of the day.

[oliver-the-raggedy-doctor]

The tv is completely off but I can hear it buzzing. Its like a fly but it's constant and a bit lower pitched. I often also hear lights. I don't think that's normal.

[velvet-thirst]

My Autism: Man, I love reading other peoples rants/opinions/rambles about my special interests and hyperfixations.

My ADHD: I dont care if it's about my special interests THAT is 8 paragraphs and it should be 12 but they didn't break it up well so it looks like 8 consecutive walls of run on text. If I try to read that, my eyes will melt out of my skull.

[deer-are-very-silly]

IM ON A STIMULANT ALL OF YOU FUCKING COWER IN FEAR

[6catsandanerdo]

Fellow ADHDers, how do you know whether it's real love or a hyperfixation on the person?

[petrichor-moss-and-lightning]

I’m full of rage I’m battery acid I’m gnashing my teeth spitting venom at the gates of hell (i have to wash my emotional support bra)

[the-0ther-mother]

7/100 days of productivity

Thursday, 4 July, 2024

Yeah today was not good. I had a microeconomics final today which I'm really hoping i didn't fail but i was so unprepared for it that i can't even tell just how bad i wrote it. My cousin came over to stay and he's gonna be staying for a few days which will not be good for my exam cramming but he's lovely so i don't know.

I had a bit of a cheerful and relieved afternoon and i even managed to rest for a bit and watch one episode of Jeeves and Wooster. That show is a delightful distraction.

Then i sat down to study for my grant exams and then when i was mostly done with it my mum reminded me that i had some papers to print for this exam cuz it's different from my university's exams, and lo and behold, i find out that i didn't actually register myself for this exam (which i should've done two months ago) and i just forgot about the fact that i had forgotten to register myself and i fully believed that i was going to an exam tomorrow. I'm having a whole breakdown about it. This is when those quirky adhd jokes really turn sour cuz this is actually what it's like having adhd and i absolutely loath it sometimes.

Before this happened I even bought a movie ticket for myself to go watch a movie after all of my finals are done. Well, at least that's not lost.

Today wasn't really productive it was just heavy and eventful and none of it was nice. Ended up crying through my Duolingo lesson.

I have a headache and i want to rest.

I have so much to do tomorrow.

I still love you.

Night <3

[welcometotheravenclawcommonroom]

Whenever a death eater tried to do legilimens on a bi/multilingual student’s brain, they weren’t able to get much because everything was in an incomprehensible mish-mash of different languages in a pattern completely incomprehensible to the monolingual brain.

[welcome-to-the-agender-agenda]

Me: *sitting and scrolling through Pinterest*

Brain: We have energy so we have to do something

Me: Why not shower?

Brain: Not enough energy

Me: Read?

Brain: We can't focus

Me: Read fanfiction? You usually love that

Brain: Boring

Me: Watch a movie?

Brain: We can't just watch a movie and not do anything else as well

Me: Draw whilst watching a movie?

Brain: Too tired

Me:

Brain:

Me: Well can I sit here and scroll on my phone?

Brain: No, you have too much energy!

[oliver-the-raggedy-doctor]

Holy fuck

People.

I have hyper empathy. That's why I get drained so easily in social situations! Oh my god this is a revelation. Amazing. Holy cow. I always knew people tired me out, but I never knew why!

[basilzebub]

Oh look at that I'm redesigning my fursona. AGAIN!! I couldn't help it the art is ARTING!! gotta draw when my brain gives me a chance!

[6catsandanerdo]

Sometimes I open up to people about my ADHD and how my brain doesn't cooperate with me and they are like yea it happens to all of us.

But doesn't your brain stop you from putting your finger in boiling water?! Cuz my brain allowed me to move the hard-boiled eggs while still boiling in water on top of the stove with fire underneath it with my finger!! I kept telling myself I shouldn't use my hands to do it, I need to pick a spatula or something but my brain just didn't feel like stopping me.

[eccedeus]

we moved to a new temp place in the city centre with an actual kitchen and a couch that doesn't smell, I've been doing phone call chats with recruiters and might actually be getting the job I interviewed for on Monday. I went for a swim yesterday. Load of laundry AND the dishwasher are running.

It's frustrating but also kinda reasurring that the meds can and do work but that my environment matters as well. Which isn't a magical revelation but hey you forger

[darcymariaphoster]

You know those jokes about how ADHD'ers will do literally anything except the simplest task that they just don't want to do? I didn't really feel like I related until tonight.

I have one question on my English assignment left to answer. And, instead, I just wrote out the essay that I've been putting off for a month. That question is so much easier, and I have avoided it for a week. But it's apparently less of a hassle to write a three page essay than it is to write 150 words. 😒