#3 says they arent friends but we know the truth

[love0dragon]

⭐🫐💙"Are We Friends In Every Universe?"💜🍇☕

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Little animatic I made yesterday that I forgot to post here. This trend is so cute so I had to do it with my sillies! Also in all the other places I posted it and never explained my reasoning for each of the pictures, so I thought I'd share that here! ^^

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Cats - I personally see 3 as a cat and 4 as a dog, but I thought the imagery of them cuddling as cats was cute, and I love seeing people draw themself and there friends as little animals for this trend, so I had to :3

Stars - I love star imagery and think about them relating to the galaxy along with there meme powers ✨

Coffee - of course this is mostly a reference to 3s coffee shop, but I just like to imagine them sharing coffee together. Also having blue inside the purple cup makes me imagine how, while 3 is saying "no" to 4s question of friendship, it shows his deep connection to him and internal want to protect him, knowing what the two has been through 💙💜

Berries - I love when people make jokes about 4 being blueberry and 3 being blackberry, so I thought I'd include this! Also these fruits are yummy and I've never drawn them before. I just had a lot of fun with it XD

Eggdog and Beeg - THE KIDDOS!! Of course I had to include their children. They are so cute and such good friend ANSJXJDND any opportunity I have to draw Eggdog and Beeg I will take it. I love my sons 🥚🔵

USBs - I love how their USBs complement eachother, and I think it's a strong symbol of their connection

Their hats - of course, their hats are one of the most recognizable symbols they have, and I love how they complement eachother as well. I don't often draw 3 and 4 in their hats, but I still love them anyway 💜💙

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That's all for this! Thank you for reading my rambles ^^ I really had fun with this and hope I can do more of this in the future! It can take awhile and I don't have much other than CapCut for video editing, so I'll do what I can! Thank you 💙💜

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[moonferry]

welcome to a segment i like to call "are they/arent they" where i list a category & some stardew valley characters and debate whether or not they actually would be that thing. potentially nsfw text?

first up, non marriageable npcs and whether or not they are a dilf/milf:

marlon: obviously. there's no debate here.

the wizard: yes. no further comments.

linus: no. that is my best friend d right there i will not "go into his tent"

lewis: absolutely NOT. that man is greasy.

marnie: you know what? yeah. she is. in more of a "rich wine aunt you see at parties twice a year" way.

kent: do i even have to say anything? yes hes a dilf 100%. makes me think of that gg audio that's like "im a truth seeker, i seek the truth..."

jodi: yes but more in a "IM GOING TO MAKE HER MY GF" kind of way.

robin: .... seriously guys? do i need to answer this? (the answer is yes btw)

demetrius: no. but he'd be nice to sit and have a chat with, he can ramble about his experiments to me <3

pierre: honestly a strong maybe, but im gonna say no because his vibes are abhorrent.

caroline: yes. caroline was the first npc i became friends with so she's always a yes <3

george: no. don't even ask that.

evelyn: NO. that's my sweet granny im gonna make cookies with her.

sandy: i mean she has the potential but i don't think she's old enough to be considered a milf? it's a maybe but a definite yes in the future.

gus: hmm.. im gonna say maybe with high yes potential. i mean he can cook.

willy: i know this one is likely gonna get split 50/50 between you guys but it's a no from me. that's my uncle figure. he literally calls me his skipper and i go YEAAAH!!!

clint: ❌❌❌

gunther: yes. i just wish we could actually talk to him tho.

gil: hmmm.. it's possible. this is a maybe.

pam: no </3 love her but not like that

now, onto the marriage candidates and whether they are a top, bottom, or switch. here's the nsfw text. feel free to skip or read, it's up to you.

shane: dominant top. i just can't see him as submissive im sorry guys.

sam: submissive top. literally just wants to make it enjoyable for his partner, probably likes to be praised. u tell him good job? hes gone.

sebastian: power bottom. he knows what he wants and isn't afraid to let his partner know.

emily: trick question. she's asexual.

haley: dominant top. i don't really think i need to explain this.

penny: bottom. please treat her nicely or she'll cry.

harvey: SWITCH. he has potential for both, but i feel like he'd be more on the gentle side. maybe slightly more submissive depending on the situation. (#menwhowhimper)

maru: i feel like shes a tough one. on one hand i can see her as asexual, but on the other i think she'd be a switch. i think it fluctuates for her & she goes through periods of sex repulsion & hypersexuality.

leah: dominant switch, but i feel like she'd be more open to topping. muscular women .. ooogh.

elliott: another switch. he is literally open to anything & everything.

abigail: ooh another tough one. im honestly not sure possibly bottom? she'd also be open to top of you asked.

alex: *cracks knuckles* oooh you see those big muscles and personality and think "top" right? wrong. that man is a submissive bottom. he also has a tendency to allow himself to get overstimulated because he wants to "see what his body can handle"

[stevie-petey]

could we get a blurb of one day steve went and visited her at work, just some goood friendly and fun banter and friendship and maybe accidental flirting while he helps her out and hangs around? 🫶

hi anon that i have zero clue who u are you !! and yes, i CAN give u a cute lil happy blurb

enjoy <3

“lets play two truths and one lie.”

you roll your eyes at steve. “didnt i tell you to quietly stack some books while i arrange the shelves?”

“but im bored,” he groans, following you as you straighten some books and start setting up a new display area.

“youre the one who insists on coming here every day. it’s summer now. go get some sun.”

steve blinks. “but youre in here.”

“and?”

“itd be boring without you, too.” he says, his face open and sweet as always. his candor is still something you arent used to. theres never anything hidden within his words.

you poke steves chest. “you need to figure out what you want, buddy.”

he grabs the hand thats poked him and tugs you close. “i wanna play two truths and one lie.”

he bats his eyes at you and your stomach flutters. youre insanely close to him now, hes still holding your hand, and he now rests his other hand on the small of your back in a way that makes you shiver in the june humidity. this close, you can see all the freckles that dot across his pretty face.

“i…” your words catch in your throat, which steve smirks at. sometimes you think he does these things purposefully, that he likes seeing you blush.

you pull away, not wanting to think too deeply into things. “fine. you go first, though.”

“yes!” steve does a happy dance, fist bumps the air, and then seems to remember that youre still there. he regains his composure and clears his throat. “okay. my first kiss was interrupted by her dad walking in and seeing us, im scared of the dark, and i was obsessed with frogs when i was younger.”

youre surprised by steves choices. theyre all so wildly random and bizarre. you think for a moment, stumped. he definitely seems like the type to be caught by a father, and what little kid doesnt love frogs?

“you’re not scared of the dark?” you finally guess.

steve cheers. “no! i win! im totally afraid of the dark, im human.”

“okay, so…” you nudge him. “what was the lie?”

“oh yeah. i was actually obsessed with toads, not frogs.”

you hit his chest. “thats cheating!”

“nuh uh. theyre different species. i won, just admit it, y/n. im like, totally better then you.”

“fine, wanna play it that way?” an evil grin spreads across your face. “my turn. ive never been kissed, my dream boyfriend is spider-man, and i have a cat named mews.”

steve answers immediately, confident in his answer. “easy. you dont have a cat named mews.”

“nope!” you go back to arranging a display, secretly elated you won. you turn back to steve and wink. “my dream boyfriend is peter parker.”

“but theyre the same person—hold on,” steve seems to realize something. “does that mean no ones ever kissed you?”

“never.” you turn now and notice that your friend is seemingly frozen in place, still processing the information youve just told him. he seems genuinely surprised.

steve is speechless. “but… i just thought—you know… youre just so you and—”

“and whats that supposed to mean?” you make a face.

“nothing bad, obviously! i just mean. well, c’mon. you gotta know what i mean—” steve is stumbling over his words with a panicked look on his face and you feel bad. you know what he meant, but you like watching him squirm.

you start to laugh. “relax, steve. im just messing with you.”

though in a way, it does kind of hurt. no ones ever shown an interest in you, but at least steve seems surprised by it. if the king of hearts was surprised by your pathetic love life, then maybe there was hope for you yet.

he exhales and rests a hand over his chest. “fuck, you gotta stop doing that.”

you smile but dont say anything else. the display still needs to be set, so you let the conversation die down and focus on it once more. youre not necessarily insecure about not having a first kiss or even a boyfriend, but it’s not your favorite topic, either.

then, after a few minutes of silence, just as you think steve has moved on, he of course has to speak.

“what if i kissed my fingers and then pressed them against your mouth—”

“steve?”

“yeah?”

“shut up and stack some books.”

“yes ma’am.”

[suffarustuffaru]

otto, doing something with good intentions: are you sure you want me in your life. i bring a lot of trouble you know. and i helped you just for my own benefit. this money isnt mine by the way. so like im gonna give it to you. just out of pity or whatever. no its not my money haha why would it be my money. also we didnt like Murder those people haha why would we do that? they fell off on accident <3 dont worry i lied to the authorities for your sake - i mean. they. um. i told them the truth about what happened hahah. also did i mention already that youre better off without me in your life. and im gonna leave the moment theres danger. just so you know. so like dont be surprised if i leave you. also im not gonna tell you why im doing any of this for you. the reason why is so boring anyway. its not like i care or anything. idiot. but also maaaaybe im kind of the worst person ever oopsies 🫢 and can you stop putting yourself in danger. its.................................. a lot of work for me and totally not concerning me at all. ugh why am i still stuck in this goddamn job. yeah i know i couldve left like a year ago, im staying here because. because. um. well im too USEFUL now the entire place would fall apart without me. who else is gonna do your paperwork huh?? i do it way better than all of you because all of you SUCK ASS at everything around here. no its not like i Care that much. like yeah youre my friends but i already warned you ages ago about the consequences of keeping me around so you deserve me complaining to you actually.

otto, doing something bad: i LITERALLY mean well okay :<<<< this is FOR YOUR OWN GOOD why arent you thanking me on the spot and listening to my advice already. ive never been wrong about anything EVER in my whole life. you should be bowing down to me and kissing my little forehead and telling me im right BECAUSE I AM. im the BEST PERSON EVER right now. i LITERALLY deserve so much better than this. im going to save all of your asses and then youre going to come fucking crawling back to me the moment you need me again, i guarantee it <3 im Extremely useful and youd miss me the moment im gone. right? right. right. im right, right? please notice me and listen to my extremely good advice 🥺 why are you saying its bad advice??? cmonnn stop ignoring me :((( just because im lying to you, keeping secrets from you, manipulating you, hoping everyone else dies for your sake, repeatedly trying to abandon millions of people, etc etc DOESNT MEAN that im wrong and ive Never been wrong. Ever. .......yeah a bunch of people are gonna die, so what? have they tried like, not standing in the way of my goals? 🥺

[saltynsassy31]

no cus i totally understand your frustration, ive also quit splatfests for the moment until they get an overhaul

i suggest if you feel close to getting hateful to either shiver or shiver fans then maybe quit for a while for your own sake cus ive felt a lot better after doing so, im still really sensitive to negative comments towards frye or rude ones about shiver winning but taking some time for myself has made me feel infinitely better

ive been close to hating shiver before bc of how cocky and rude them and their fans can be but it doesnt really do anything but sour your enjoyment of the game more, so its really not worth it

i do have to say though, anyone who says "its just a game" reaaally needs to understand the frustration of people OTHER than them, sympathy is something a lot of people forget about when it comes to things that arent real life. just because it doesnt affect you doesnt mean everyone can shut off their attachment to the game or a character like a light switch; a lot of the time you dont know whats going on with them. i myself am really attached to frye cus i am hashtag autism creature and he brings me comfort, so anyone being rude to me about shiver winning really REALLY gets under my skin. its not entirely (if they were serious, if they werent then its not at all) their fault, but nintendo fixing the frustration of splatfests constantly keeling in one direction (which theyre supposed to do anyways but they havent) would definitely fix the issue. we need to find a way to have nintendo fix this, not attack anyone else for what bundle of pixels and text theyre attached to.

not everyone has really thick skin and if we want splatoon 3 to be more hospitable then we should try to cut down on the general splatfest bullassery in public spaces (being overly cocky and rude/blaming others in a way with no basis or truth behind it). its not something everyone can always do since we arent all perfect, but if we make steps in that direction then we could help more people enjoy the splatoon community rather than being eaten up by toxicity and spite

i didnt word all of this entirely correctly so like interpret ad best as you can cus im eepy but yeah.

a fye for u to enjoy (also ur anon is off btw)

u dont have to but for the sake of not being harrassed id appreciate if u didnt tag with public tags

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I don't want to quit playing it, I do enjoy splatfests, to a certain extent, i like going with my friends and i made a lot of new friends through it, it's like, the online community that I'm having a problem with

I don't hate shiver, I thought I did but I can't, she is still a comfort character (tho Frye is like, my obsession besides being my comfort character cuz I am also part part the 'tism XD), in a way, I like her dynamic with the group at least, she annoys me, yes, very much so, but I don't hate her

And I don't hate people who like her either

Who I do hate is people being mean about it, I had turned off anon cuz of a stupid person who was going around every frye support account anonymously just saying mean stuff and praising shiver as the best, I just forgot to turn it on, so thanks for reminding me 😅

Saying that "It's just a game" is so annoying to, tell that to the football fans, they go just as crazy if not more so

Splatfests are ment to be fun! You should be able to enjoy the splatfest without having to worry about people fighting

I don't like fighting with people, I hate how angry I become, how mean I can sound sometimes, I usually just vent without interacting

At least she won in Japan, so that is one other win under her belt, I just wish she'd win more in the future 😔

Oh also I almost didn't participate in this splatfest either and I did only because I haven't had time to play and I haven't finished my catalogue yet 😅 I usually use splatfests to up my catalogue quicker lmao

Also, don't worry, I won't tag anything that could get you harassed, if anything does happen, please block for your health, I don't want anything happening to you, you seem very sweet ;w;

Edit: also YOUR FRYE PLUSH IS SO CUTE! I've been seeing people get her but idk where to buy her!!!! Where'd you get it? :0

[meowingmeowser57]

Chuuya x gender neutral reader

TW: Smut included and bit of angst (chuuya and reader are sex friends)

When I met Chuuya, I was immediately drawn to his charm and wit. He was the type of person that everyone was drawn to, whether they wanted to be or not. His confidence was undeniable, and I found myself falling under his spell.

As we began to spend more time together, I realized that there was more to him than just his charisma. The way he talked to me, the way he smiled and laughed, it was all just so.. attractive.

I began to flirt with him, even though I knew it was a dangerous game to play. He was a criminal after all, and he had no problem causing trouble. But the truth was, I couldn't help myself. I was captivated by him.

Chuuya was a master at flirting back. He had a way of making me feel like I was the only person in the world that mattered. Even though I knew it was just another one of his toys to him, it still made me feel special.

We spent hours talking and teasing, but there was always a sense of danger in the air. I knew that at any moment, Chuuya could turn on me and leave me behind. But even with the risk, I still found myself drawn to him.

It wasn't until I fell into trouble that I realized how much Chuuya grew on me. He was there for me when no one else was, and he helped me through some difficult times. It was then that I realized that my feelings for him were deeper than just a flirtatious game.

Chuuya might have been a criminal, but he was also a friend, a confidant, and someone who I could always rely on. And as we continued to get to know each other, I realized that there was more to him than just his charm and hypnotic face. He had a tough demeanor, and I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.But how can I be with someone who seems like he uses me, someone who treats me like a pawn.

We both sat at his penthouse bar,Chatting about my last mission i was sent on.

"Arent you getting stronger,dear"

You blush from his compliment

"Its all thanks to your tiring training"

Chuuya chuckled rubbing your thigh

"If you'd like i can train you more,to the point you cant even remember how to speak"

You gulped as you felt yourself getting butterflies

"I would like that alot~"

"Oh yeah, how much?"

"This much"

You kissed him gently giving the other man a french kiss as you tasted eachothers liquor mixed in eachothers saliva, holding his shoulders as he held your waist. He easily carried you and placed you on the table unbuttoning your already loose shirt you removed his gloves using your teeth staring at him while doing so.

"Arent you already getting needy"

"Just hurry up, i dont think i can wait any longer"

"Anything for my love"

You wanted chuuya more than anything in the world. His soft long hair, his hypnotising voice that was enough to make you melt.He started to remove your undergarments smirking at the lustful evidence that could make you die from embarrassment, you wanted him to hurry up so using your knee you rubbed his crotch smiling deviously. the long haired man forced open your mouth with his slim fingers choking you with 2 fingers , but thats not all he stuck 3 fingers then 4 ,until his whole hand became wet of your saliva.

He rubbed your hole with his ring finger(his fingernails were cut dont worry 😉) he stuck 2 fingers in your tight hole.

"Nnghm!" You whined feeling goosebumps by his sudden movements.

He used his 2 fingers to move around your walls. His saliva deepened between your hole making you feel all warm and stuck you in a dazed state.

"If you want me so much then say it"

His words made you wonder

Are we only sexfriends?or does he feel the same too the words stung you making you feel heartbroken.

[stanlunter]

Hiii i saw a post you made about a year ago about ships like lunter zutara and robrae

Im dying to watch a show with that kind of enemies to lovers dynamic! (even if they arent cannon lol)

Could you recommend me anything to watch please? 💌

Sure!

1. Inspector gadget 2015 - Penny x Talon. They are enemies-to-lovers and have super similar dynamic to Luz and Hunter's one. If anyone, they are the most similar to them

2. Bungou stray dogs - Akutagawa x Atsushi

They have similar dynamic of enemies who are feel like the opposites for thw first sign, but then we find out they actually have a lot of things in common. They pretend like they hate each other, but deep down inside they know they can trust each other. Also the way Atsushi helped Akutagawa realize a lot of things and become better

3. Gravity falls - Dipper x Pacifica

Two completely different teens who hate each other, but have to work together while finding out about each other more. They find out a terrifying truth about the family of one of them and then become friends or at least become more tolerate to each other

4. Chainsaw man - Power x Denji

Not like really enemies to lovers, but at first they actually hated each other, so. Also their dynamic is kinda similar to Lunter. Two silly besties on the same vibe who truly care about each other

5. Arcane - Jinx x Ekko

I can't say their dynamic is actually similar and unfortunately they don't have so much time together, but I wanted to add then too basically bc of their past friendship and the way they don't wanna fight, but have to

6. Death note - Misa x L

I can't say what exactly did I find in this tbh. But their personalities give me smth similar

7. Hell's paradise - Sagiri x Gabimaru

Actually I haven't watch it yet, so I'm not sure about this one, bur my friend told me they actually are similar, so it's better to add then, than not

May be it's not what you actually was looking for tho, but I think they have some similarities, after all, it's basically impossible fo find smth that would be the same. May be, if I remember smth else, I will make part 2 tho

[knightzp]

omg can I hear about your ocs im curious

!!!!! yes of course!!

(im warning you this is gonna be Long bc i cant summarize things aldksk)

okay so first theres zayu. shes actually my dnd character and basically her whole story can be summarized in: shes a demon too good and pure for this world. she is such a lovely person an absolute sweetheart who is always very kind and whose mission in life is just having a humble life trying to help others in need as much as she can. but yeah you read it right. she Is a demon so the people from her homeplace didnt like her personality at all and they ended up kicking her out from hell. however some people thought that was a weak punishment and are now after her to make her pay for her "crimes" (the crime in question being a too good person yeah) so zayu is now travelling around around the world enjoying her life as she had never been able to do before and always moving from place to place to avoid the other demons that are chasing her. also this isnt really relevant to her story but i have to say she is very ourple (light purple skin and dark purple hair 💜)

the other characters i mentioned on that post are from an original story i began writing quite a few years ago and that i never finished..... i havent touched it in soooo long but its the only one og story ive started that i really want to finish some day. it takes place in a medieval royalty fantasy setting where theres a continent with many kingdoms. the main characters are from two of these kingdoms which have quite a close relationship

one of the kingdoms has 3 princes: auron (oldest), crysta (middle) and davel (youngest). given their birth order, auron is the heir of the kingdom so was taught mainly politics and necessary knowledge to rule the kingdom as the next king. crysta was raised to be a leader in the army forces so she is now the captain of the royal knights. and davel being the third child and since his siblings already learnt the main disciplines he was taught how to use magic, which is an ancient power that is quickly disappearing nowadays so there arent many people who can cast magic in this universe

on the other kingdom we have a pair of twins: alrick and lavianna (also shortened as lav or lavi) as the prince and princess. alrick was born first so he has always spent most of his time studying and preparing to be the next king while lavianna has had an easier and less busy life in this aspect

as i said both kingdoms have a very close relationship so both families meet up a lot. davel and lav have been best friends since their early childhood and being both the youngest from their families they had a lot of time to play and spend together. both are easygoing and they have the same age and kinda similar personalities (davel is charismatic and adventurous but also lazy when it comes to his studies and lavi is cheerful active and innovative) so they get along very very well. so well that their parents got the wrong idea and used their good relationship to engage them together in an arranged marriage against their will wanting to strengthen even more the alliance between their kingdoms. none of them like each other romantically but even if theyre shocked at first they let things be bc they arrive to the conclusion they prefer to be married to their best friend than have their parents arrange another marriage with an stranger instead

however! there is someone who isnt quite happy with this announcement and thats alrick. he hasnt had as much time to spend with davel in his life as his sister and he is also much more reserved as a person than her but truth is he is jealous. jealous of davel for all the freedom he has (contrary to him who has many responsibilities) and jealous of lavi for being able to spend so much time with davel and for being now engaged with him. bc alrick has a huge crush in davel but no one knows, not davel (who is very dense to these things (actually arospec coded)) nor lavianna (she is a bit suspicious but doesnt know anything for sure)

as for crysta she has a really close relationship with her brother davel and loves to tease him a lot but she isnt that much close with the others. she is a really cool butch lesbian knight who really worries a lot abt her people and has a soft spot for davel and will do anything to help him in any situation

auron isnt very relevant to the story but well. he is already married and just had a child too and is like the perfect prince son soon to be king

and now to end im gonna just to tell you a bit abt the plot. the thing is that one night alrick wakes up and discovers that everyone in his castle has been petrified. the castle workers his parents even lavianna. all of them except for him. so he does the only thing he can think of and rushes to the neightbour kingdom to ask for help. there, davel crysta and their family talk abt what happened and thought abt a way to reverse what seems to be a magical spell that has petrified the people in the castle and the three of them part on a journey to find more answers and a way to reverse the spell

and well thats more or less it!!!

[melanifiquesworld]

I just saw #allofthosevoices

So, i dont see the point of this movie really. We learn nothing.

Part 1 Its talk about 1d. I loved this moment. My best part. But we already knew that Louis love the band, was put down and lost in confidence in it then love writing 1d songs and didnt want the hiatus.

Part 2 Family moment. The sad music, the granpa who maked me cry, painting Louis as someone who lose everything his band his mother his sister etc. Like he has only his family and his music. He is a person too with his hobbies friends and ffs his husband ! I will talk about it later. No private life no lovers. Louis has been single all his life. Officially with the same girl during 10 years but they broke so nothing about her ? Ok... And suddenly he is a father. Will talk about it later too.

Part 3 His solo career. A bit of what we saw in afhf doc and of the videos about his tour posted in Instagram. Nothing new.

We learn nothing. If you are a fan you already knew everything. If you arent you will not going to see this movie.

There is not point to make a movie there.

He doesnt talk about the bad during 1d. We know it wasnt just a good time. He cant.

He doesnt talk about the fact that he is a part of lgbt communauty. It miss so much. A lot of lgbt flags. He cant coming out.

And he doesnt talk about his love life. H misses so much. Its so unfair. Because Louis wasnt alone when he lost his mother etc and he is OK also because of H by his side. He is the love of his life since 13 years and he cant be in the movie about his life !

The kid part...In the middle, like a hair on the soup, the 5 minutes with the kid. It doesn't add anything. We don't understand why it's there. He says cliché things about fatherhood. It sounds false. The moments with the kid seem wrong. The kid looks at the camera in a weird way, like he's wondering what he's doing there. Nothing is natural. I compared one of the hugs with my 7 year old son and his dad and it was nothing like that. Mine would have laughed and enjoyed the hug and the little one looks like he's nervous and wants to run away. For me those 5 mins are just a reminder that he is a father. To end it or to anchor it the future will tell.

So yeah it really miss something in this movie. The real truth. The total truth. Its not all his life just the part he can tell. It was ok. I dont love him more after this. I am not more proud of him. I already knew him and love him. He is kind humble and sensitive. A good guy and a great artist. Close of his fans. A family guy (who will definitely not live in another country that his child when he will be a father).

This doc is good for fans but dont bring anything really.

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

so, lance and veronica like kuron- i think thats very fucking cool for multiple reasons- but does that extend to other members of their family? i think it would be funny if they just decided to adopt this weird fucked up guy into the family<3 though knowing your au, i have a feeling things arent that simple in this situation....

Honestly that is a good question, cause i didnt even factor in Lance's other family members. My instinct is, "obviously yeah Lance's family love strays, they'll see Kuron's pathetic little meow meow ass and bring out the adoption papers." However given the entire family is already a bit fucked up right now, i dont think that would happen immediately and also i have like 3 options.

1.Veronica doesnt say shit and is a lying liar who lies- pretty much everyone here is bad at communication and to be fair this is like a very weird ass situation to even process let alone explain, so when Veronica gets a call from her mom, she thinks back to when Lance was missing and everyone was having a really hard time and than the Galra came and then they were having even more bad time and Lance comes back and war ends and i think Lance and atleast his parents move to Altea¹ and while she wasnt around much things were fine? She guesses? And then Lance runs away and they were all having a bad time again and Christ alive Lance their parents are in their 60's their hearts cant take this anymore.

Anyway Vero remembers all this and she hears her mom asking if she found anything on Lance and she goes, "yyyuuupp in fact i actually found Lance! He's umm.....he's sleeping right now! Yup! He's definately fine! That is right! He just needs a little space and was uhhhh.....helping out a friend, he will definately call you if- When he wakes up!!! I will tell him to call you back, we are going to have a long chat anyway! Dont worry mom! He's ok :)!!!"

She'll definately tell them!! Eventually! The time is just isnt right yet!! The fact she is ready to full on "Weekend at Bernie's" this shit doesnt mean anything!! She'll figure it all out and then Lance will wake up and she'll fucking kick his ass for doing this and everything will go back to being normal!!! This will not come back to bite her in the ass and her family is Not getting Suspicious at all!!!

In this scenario Lance's family never meet or even know about Kuron. In case they do eventually find out he'll kind of go overlooked cause 1) they just found out Lance is in a coma. 2) they just found out Lance has been in a coma for a long time. 3) they just found out that Veronica knew and she lied to them! 4) they just found out that Lance is uhhhh not doing Great. Supernaturally. Kind of makes it hard to pay attention to other major elephants in the room. (This could be where Kuron can stand up for Veronica and be like "look none of you are ok! Veronica isnt ok! Lance certainly wasnt ok! And things are not ok and they have changed irreversibly and all of you are hurt! And you know what that is ok! But we all have to acknowledge that hurt!" And something else super cheezy along the lines.)

2. Veronica tells her family only like half truth- in this Vero still trying to process the situation kinda just tells her family that Lance is in a coma but not about Kuron or magical shit. So to the family Kuron is Lance and Vero's weird friend who is really all over the place but ultimately a good friend who is just trying to help and be supportive and is kind young man with good head on his shoulders 😊 (they do think he should stop with his self destructive habits like they arent going to judge but smoking isnt good for you :/). The option where Kuron is adopted the fastest. Meanwhile Kuron is kind of being crushed by guilt. Like logically he understands that Lance's condition isnt his (Kuron's) fault, but at the end Lance did drop into coma to bring him back so he does feel a bit responsible. So it's just Kuron screaming internally.

Obviously the family isnt doing great at all. But i also feel like few of them (maybe few of the siblings) saw something like this coming. It's either because Lance was very clearly not ok before he ran away and also they have gotten just so used to this bullshit that they are just numbed to it. It doesnt make it any better but man just tough times for area family.

3. Veronica tells everything- Basically Vero and Kuron tells her family everything they know. Naturally family has mixed reaction towards it. Atleast few members arent surprised that Lance went and did this for a friend. One of them is really heartbroken and angry and most definately lashed out on Kuron and i think Kuron lashes back. There are those who are a bit uncomfortable but more because they really do not get the situation cause like what do you even do? Atleast one of them is also angry at Lance for repeatedly running off and pulling this stunt and doesnt he know what everyone is going through because of him? Just all around fucking mess everyone. It's tearing the family apart.

¹ Yeah i think Lance and his mom did move to Altea. I did actually watch the last ep just skipped to it and in the ending credits he seemed to be in Altea cause of fucking course he is. It's not like he spent the whole fucking show missing Earth or the fact that him being a normal human of Earth was a fundamental part of his narrative, nooooooo he is A-ok with moving to Altea and not even to help in rebuilding the universe but to be a fucking farmer and "tell Allura's stories" or some shit, cause yup that's all his character is! And i am Definately Fine with This! Yup! Definately! Now if you'll excuse me i am going to walk into the ocean

[funshinebf]

dude when i was younger my mom used to get REALLY mad at me cause a lot of times where she was having us clean the house i would need to stop and go use the bathroom, and id end up in there for a While. she got really mad and accused me of just hiding in there to avoid cleaning. but like i really was just having stomach problems. but i just realized like.. i have dealt with anxiety related stomach issues for Years. there is a very good chance that was what was happening then too. i had a Lot of anxiety surrounding the times where my mom would make us do chores (for several reasons, most of which being that things always piled up, so they took hours to get through, and my mom has pretty bad anger issues and problems with perfectionism, so any time we had to clean it was very hard not to do something the 'wrong' way and upset her, triggering her to verbally abuse us) so like. its literally not a stretch at all to assume that this was an early case of my anxiety related stomach problems... i also very frequently would start feeling sick before any kind of social event, such as going to a friend's house, which was AWFUL because then i'd either have to leave early or use their bathroom, which was hell for me. its gotten a lot better as far as anxiety induced problems go, i dont deal with that sort of thing very often anymore, its only occasional. but instead now i just have a Very sensitive stomach, and i think IBS or something similar. on a regular basis i deal with constipation, and i dont shit more than maybe 3 times a week, which ive been told is Not Normal, and that people are supposed to shit like once a day. but then also every few weeks or sometimes months i get horrible diarrhea that traps me on the toilet for at least an hour every time, or sometimes takes me on and off it all day. its not fun! i feel like the diarrhea episodes are like... my body cleaning out after the long periods of constipation. its like dude this has to leave already. get rid of it ALL right now. and its awful and i hate it. but my mom has told me that if i try to pursue an IBS diagnosis that itll be a pain in the ass, cause they make you take certain things out of your diet for a while to try and find the cause. im not sure if thats fully accurate but my mom IS a nurse so she's usually pretty right on that stuff? but ive also heard other people say getting an IBS diagnosis was really simple and easy for them, so i dont know... ive been told by my dr before to start taking mirilax (powder that gets mixed into a drink) every day, but 1) im really bad at remembering to do it 2) when i had my mental hospital stay they had me take it and it made me miserable cause it was just making me have the diarrhea episodes for several days on end instead of my usual once every now and then. (this especially sucked cause the hospital only had one bathroom we could use during the day, and we werent allowed in our rooms unless we were going to bed. plus the room doors had to stay open, the room bathrooms only had this weird half-door foam thing for privacy. all the other kids with rooms in my hallway could hear me shitting my guts out. it was insanely embarrassing.) and 3) the mirilax label says that you arent supposed to take it for like more than i week i think it is? like its not meant for every day use according to the directions?? so it confuses me lmfao. like my dr says every day but the label says not every day so what is the truth. anyways im rambling about my shitting habits. again. whatever you all love me

[sqqsfeet]

why would my best friend of 7 years not wish me a happy birthday

idk it might sound a bit petty saying this but tbh even if they forgot then it would be fine, but theyve seen my story (like the usual type of stuff) and i just want to know why. its not like i do anything extraordinary on my bday, usually id just treat it as any other day with the exception of just talking to slightly more people including that friend. either way, 3 years ago it was when i had to move away and although we slightly parted, we kept close contact still.

we had a conversation and stuff about a week ago literally aswell although it was just along the lines of me asking when they can come over to mine etc, but they replied with the same "my mum isnt doing too well financially" which i understand but it was the same thing for 2 years now and i even offered to pay this time and stuff (its about 10 quid for a bus to here) but they said that they anyway probably cant come - also smth to note is that they never actually ask their mum about it. idk it may be just that they arent as keen as i am but idk i cant help but feel sad about it.

i suppose a factor of this could be my ex, which tbh was a little messy now looking at it bc she took it in another way that i couldnt control and kept altering the truth and atp slandering me to my friends, like by saying i broke up with her on our anniversary (it was a month before) and that i was forcing her into a corner (i always was hesitant on asking her about doing stuff with me bc i knew about her personality being that way, so i literally asked 10 times about it and she still says i forced her to it :/). either way in short i broke up with her bc i really wasnt doing well mentally and i questioned a lot on my identity (im aromantic i figured now), which actually made sense why i didnt exactly feel like i was actually in a relationship ig?? it felt unfair to bind her to this for no reason and to burden her with the effects of what i was going through (and tbf i had a feeling that at that point she was just waiting for me to break up just so that she could blame it all on me) so i took upon that role. although it was a little sad at first that she in fact chose to block me everywhere (even turns out that on games like idv which i havent played for months too 💀) and not even try really going with it further, i think maybe it was for the better as i did feel better without the burden of a relationship and knowing that i potentially could be making someone worse just because i feel worse, until of course i realise that the friend (who i spoke about in the beginning) starts hanging out with my ex more and kinda distancing themselves from me, which kinda leaves me to the assumption of my ex slandering me :/

[matchaoink]

Watching the vidcon dsmp panel vod thoughtss

JACK MANIFOLD MC ????

The audio isnt synced sadge

YOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE

Unannounced guests???

BOOMER OMG

YOOOOOOO CPK??

THE PEOPLE CHEERIGN WHEN THEY EACH GO ON STAGE AWWWWW

Props to Jack for mc-ing the best ‼️‼️‼️

HAHAHAHA PURPLED WHATTAHAJS

CONNOR?????

Shaking rn i just feel so haopy wTching it cringe is dead idgaf

Ranboos outfit is....something at least its not jorts

oh god tommys "HELLO? " AMAZIMGNGNGN

HE ACCOMPANIED RANBOO ONNFLROOROR

Tommys being tommy again HAHAH

OH GOD THEY SEE COSPLAYERS HAHAHA

HAHAHAHAH wilbur is like a giant mans just

OH GOD THEY STARTED A CHANT

HAHAHAHHA 20 MINS IN

Oh no questions time HELP

SPIDERMAID WOOOO

Im so

Im going to get thru this. Without cringing.

SPIDERMAID AND JARED???M WHATTT spidermaid jared aint for u WHAT THEYRE DATINGGGG

Im so glad the pog chanr was stopped TT

GOGY GLASSES OMG

HAHAHAH REPPING TUBNET

GHOSTBOO LORE OMG

GOOGLE DOC???? BROOROOROE YOU DOTM FET TO DROP THSI

So many ppl on stage TT like i feel as if some pekple arent getting questiosn and just sitting there

AHAHHAHA CONNOR

ghostbur suffering. sadge

Aww i heard "thank you" from the connor choosing person

Good question :OOO

I could never be on top of stage TT

WHATTT THE PLOT PIINTS WERE ??? MINUTES BEFORE DSICUSSDD????

Just realised how ranboo is sitting??? I sit like that too

HAHAHAH CONNOR BRO

HAHAHA THERES A LARRY VEGGIETALES COSPLAYER HAHAHAH

WOOO PIERCED EARS

Tommy is taking control HAHHAHA

I LOVE TBE QUEEN HAHAHA

Tommy is being so tommy rn ykwim

Im not looking at the video rn bc i cant look at the people who arent speaking and i feel so bad an dim cant

RANBOO STRWAMED LORE OVER SCHOOL HAHAHAHHAHAH

NAHHH THE SCHOOLKIDS RLLY SKIPEPD SCHOOL OVER MINCRAFT

HAHAHA THE FUCKING GIFTCARDS

SPEAK UR TRUTH TOM FUCK AMERICA

PRIMESSS

HAHAHA DREAM COSPLAYER

LMANBURGGG

QUACKIRY COSPLAYER

oh no this is THE question isnt it

OH NAHHHH THEY SATRTED WITH THE C!WILBUR

J CANT NAHH NAH ANH IM CANR

EVEN WILBUR SAID "youre not doing this"

I cannto. Cannot. STOP THSI AMDN3SS IM POWERING THROYGH THIS.

IM BUSTING MY ASS RN THEIR FACES

wilbur wishes he could go back in time and just not

TUBBOS FACE IS MAKING ME LOSE IT

thank god DONT SAY SORRY KING finally now we know tntduo's exacr dynamic

WOOOO SADIST

Crimebroosososos

OF COURSE WILBUR EASILY SLIPS ON

CEIMEBROSS LMANBRURG

HAAHA PHILS EYES ROLE

Awww CLINGYDUO :*(#*×*(×

JAHAHAHB FUNNY MODE ENDS HERE

NAHHHH NOT THE HOUSE BLOWING UP

Elytra :::&**((((

CPKKK WOOO

HAHAHA the house blowing up is like a passageway into lore

The left hand side be chill asf

LMFAOOO THE DSMP DVD

HAHAHAH CONNOR

Eret damnn bro

Ranboos character is just him when he like new-ish to streaming HAHAH

Ranboo what TTT *skull emoji x7*

THE STALLING HEHEHHE

THE M8 WOOOOOOO LETS GOOOO

Tattoo of the ranboo crown dedicated asf

THE FANRT FRRRR SLAYSSSS

These questions are nice and i love hearing the content creators talk about what they likr about streamign

Omg i just realised the *minors* of the dsmp are all here

CRIMBROSISISISSS

CIEMRBSOSOISOS crimbros cyeing rn

Awwhh :))) i love tubbos answer

Puffy <3<3<3<3

I hinestly cant rlly believe how theyre all friends in the server but its nice

CPK AND PONK :DDDDDD AWWHHH

This question is so wholesome :'))))))

no. WHY JUMP IN THE CADILLAC why BUT hinestly iconic tho, ah feels like donos

NAHHHH THEY SINGING IT BRO.

Pls next QUESTJON PLEAEE

TWITCHCON BRO I FIRGOT ABOUT THAT AHHAHAHAH

Awww the karl jacobs person WHOLESOME ASFFFF LETS GOO

THE ANGST PERFEVT ANSWER

AWWW IRS ENDINT :((((((

HEUGHT CHECK HAHAHAHHA

LMFAOOO JACK NEXT TO RANBOO AND PUFFY NEXT TO WILBIR AHHAHAHA AND ERET NEXT TO CONNOR HAHAHAHAHHA

AWW

Its over

So. That was fun

[lilastromama]

Rating the Signs as big 3 Placements

(Sagittarius, Pisces, Leo, Virgo)

Sagittarius:

sun: whoopsie, i dont know. Most of them are really great to have conversations about mysterious and weird topics, like aliens and the universe as a whole, i enjoy that so lets put the positive stuff first. What im not enjoying on the other hand, is them being very competitive, even with their closest people. Also when theyre mad, they are gonna talk about u behind ur back and think of very evil and scary ways to get revenge, 6/10 tho

moon: i really do like sag moons. I think i mentioned this in one of my posts already, but: Theyre SO uplifting, supporting and caring! I really like how they always find a way to catch you when ure falling. Maybe theyre extremely stubborn and dont like being wrong in whatever aspects, but yeah, lets put that aside! giving them a good 8/10

rising: Sag risings are really to die for, not trying to be dramatic. Theyre extremely creative, also deep. My first take on sag risings is always "mhm, i dont think it would work out" and then boom, they show you their real persona and whats behind this mask. Really loveable creatures, they just seem a bit off. giving them 8/10

Pisces

sun: I dont like them. Listen here, im not trying to be a bitch and im not the person to feed into stereotypes, but with pisces suns its just TRUTH. they will try to hide their insecurities by acting confident, instead of actually trying to get better, what makes them come off as self centered and arrogant, even tho theyre not. Also most of the time, sorry not sorry, - theyre AWARE of the fact that theyre toxic but wont do shit about it because just sitting and being miserable sounds easier than actually digging into the dark parts of oneself. 3/10

moon: pisces moons are actually very sad to watch. Theyre more on the introvert side than the extrovert, u'd think theyre very quiet and private people. What most dont know about them tho, is that they live inside their heads and if u would take a look inside, u'd be surprised. Their head and mind is their own little world, their own little universe. Its chaotic, always moving. There is so much going on inside of them and if u get to know them, u will find out how deep and interesting they really are. Dear pisces moons, let us be part of your inner world and your beauty, dont hide. 8/10

rising: ohhhh HELL YES. Idk about you people, but to me, they have such a mystical, interesting look to them. Lagoona blue from monster high vibes and i said what i said. Very creative, also intuitive, maybe interested in the occult and so called "taboo" topics. Maybe theyre even activists, trying to help out and raise awareness where they can. Just as with pisces moons: they come off as private people, but probably would have an more interesting life story than most of us. 9/10

Leo

sun: Its a yes from me, but somehow a no, too. Leo women? GIVE IT TO ME! Leo men? well, only if evolved. What i like about leo suns is their confidence and the way they present themselves. U'd notice a leo sun everywhere they go, believe me there. If unevolved, they can be one hell to deal with, i gotta admit that (but also hella fun) - If evolved tho, theyre SUCH angels and actually very aware of themselves and their actions. Theyre the ones to push you to be the best version of yourself, i vibe with it. 9/10

moon: Its actually a yes too! Theyre so complex, hard to understand - but only if ure not open minded! To vibe with them, u have to be evolved - sorry not sorry. If not, theyre going to push you till you are. And that, not really in comfortable ways for you. They truly dont mean no harm and trying to help out, but its really not for all people, especially if ure sensitive. Keep an eye out i guess and let them do their job, u will thank them sooner or later. 9/10

rising: yeah, idk. To me, theyre fake leos and im not even sorry ☠️ They come off as leos, but not really in the same font. Instead, to me, theyre way worse! Its like those cheap nutella-copy products ur mom wants u to buy. To me they have more of the traits that virgo suns have. Perfectionists, egocentric, analytical but not in a good way - and always searching for something they can talk and gossip about. They constantly break down ur life instead of worrying about themselves and call it "trying to help" - (No darling, u just like putting ur 2 cents in that no one asked for) 5/10

Virgo

sun: once again a no, im sorry at this point :( Even tho i have to say, YES they seem very kind, caring, even supporting and accepting, but if u look closer, ure finding nothing of it all. They are always up everyones ass, as i mentioned in one of my posts aswell. Just like pisces suns, theyre making themselves something they arent. I actually believe they could be such great friends, they just have to better themselves and watch how theyre handling their own emotions. Both of them project their insecurities onto others and make it their problem to handle. Please, virgo and pisces at this point: Get ur hands dirty, do shadow work and you both are great to go! 4/10

moon: oh well, we're talking about me here (this doesnt better anything to be honest) - I feel like virgo moons are very, very serious when it comes to their own feelings and mind, theyre warding it from anything or anyone. Thats where i think they have something from scorpios: They want to know everything about you, but you cant know anything about them and if so, you probably get rejected sooner or later because it would be too dangerous to get hurt. Very analytical, skeptical and calculating people. We really need that emotional safety to actually come out of our comfort zone but IF we do, u'll get to know a new person! still complex tho- 8/10

rising: I dont wanna start a new stereotype but: Am i the only one that kind of noticed how virgo risings look like those pinterest-indie-kids? Its either that or the grunge kids u always see on instagram as an outfit inspo. Im actually invested! They really possess that motherly/caring vibe ure instantly familiar with and feel comfortable around, im a definitely a fan! 9/10

[transmasc-wizard]

hi hi, nico! do you have any advice for coming out to parents? Im kinda scared becas they arent really that supportive in my experience with lgbt+ people :( but i dont want to lie to them.

Anon. Listen to me.

Put your safety first.

I was going to start this reply differently when I first saw "do you have advice for coming out..." in the notification, but if your parents aren't supportive, please do not put yourself in any sort of danger.

It is not lying to present yourself as cishet, it is a safety decision. I really do hate the way that media has begun to portray coming out as "telling the truth" and being closeted as "lying", because that is honestly such a dangerous mindset. You should never ever feel bad for staying closeted, okay?

Now. If you do want to come out still, I do have some advice.

1) Figure out their general feelings on lgbtq people further. If it seems like they would be emotionally or physically harmful to you (berating you, yelling at you, kicking you out, hitting you, etc) if you came out, do not tell them. If it seems like they'd maybe be awkward about it, but not too bad, and you're okay with that, then that's not as bad.

2) Have a safety net. By this, I mean people in your life that can help you and that you can go to in case things go badly. A friend you're already out to, a supportive extended family member, a neighbor you can trust, etc etc. Have somebody (or, preferably, multiple people) that will be able to help you if the worst happens.

The sad reality is, even if you don't think they'll be terrible, people can surprise you. People in my life have certainly surprised me in this way, and it hurts, but more importantly, it can endanger you.

3) Figure out the best way to do it. Pre-covid, I would have suggested coming out in public. This is because if you come out in the middle of walmart or mcdonalds, they can't freak out. Now, I know that's harder; the closest thing is coming out through a text, because you don't have to be in the same room as them, and it has the same can't-easily-freak-out effect. However, it's about what you think your family will react best with--if a big sit-down in the living room is what will work, do that.

4) Do it on a good day. If your parents had bad work days, or you got disappointing family news, or someone in the house just got a terrible report card... maybe skip out on telling them that day. Mildly homophobic people can be much worse when they're already upset.

5) And of course, once again: do not come out unless you think you will be safe. That is the most important part of this. Your safety--mental and physical--is a thousand times more important than being transparent with them.

I don't know a ton about your situation, so I can't help further as is, but if you're comfortable, you can DM me and we can talk more about this. (I'll be available for about 40 more minutes tonight, and generally around for most of the next 3 days for sure.)

Overall, to say it again: Stay safe.

I hope this helps you, and you have a good day/night.

[stardust-hiraeth]

This didn’t have to hit me so hard

The hand touch???? He loves Sarah so much?????? Literally his best friend?????????? He looks so sad and conflicted. 

I think this is also one of the few moments we see the 4th doctor vulnerable. He’s usually much larger than life and hides whatever he is feeling behind jokes or sarcasm or moving onward. 

In Revenge of the Cyberman, when Sarah is bit by the Cybermat, the doctor is fairly calm and immediately gets to work on getting her down to Voga. When the transmat doesn’t work he gets amped up. He clearly stresses as he talks faster and rambles. When Harry says “she wont last longer” 4 shouts back that he knows and hurries. When it does work he visibly relaxes, even smiling to himself.

In The Sontaran Experiment, he keeps calm to get the hallucination device off of Sarah. Very gently checking her over once she passes out. This is tucked away as soon as the Sontaran shows up. He immediately rounds on them, distraught.

When he knew there would be danger in Mask of Mandragora and Sarah confronts him on it, he puts on the lion mask and fools around. Quote “you know the worst the situation, the worst your jokes get.”

And 4 immediately sobers up, going quiet and when Sarah says “things are bad, arent they?” He doesnt hide, but tells her the truth.

We see him vulnerable again in Genesis of the Daleks when he thinks Sarah and Harry have been killed. The explosive upset (to stop the button from being pressed) fizzes immediately. When talking to the girl in the green overalls, he stares directly at the screen where the rocket was shown. No covering up. Until he has to focus on stopping the Daleks or talk to someone.

That disappears once he reunites with Sarah and Harry. Note he shakes Harry’s hand but pulls Sarah in for a hug.

In Pyramids of Mars when Sutekh says that Sarah can be gotten rid of, 4 breaks his composure (against the mind control) to shout at him not to. He looks distressed. And once again when in the pyramid, when Sarah is trapped, he plays the fool. He tells her to relax and as soon as he looks away we can see he is a) thinking and b) distressed.

We see him reveal his hand again in Brain of Morbius. When Sarah is blinded he reassures her and guides her to Solomon. He stays cool and composed, but doesnt hesitate to take her hand when she holds it out. 4 doesnt hesitate either to to back to get the elixir of life to help get her sight back despite being almost sacrified a scene prior.

Seeds of Doom, 4 tells Scorby where the other pod is when a gun is raised at Sarah. He says nothing when its at him nor the other man. He doesnt look at her though and stares at the floor until he quips with a grin at the other gunman. 4 also jumps through a window, fights 3 guys and pulls a gun to keep Sarah from being infected by the Krynoid. Even after being tossed into a compactor, he quips once he is saved by Sarah.

And in Hand of Fear he practically mountain-goats over rocks to pull Sarah from the rubble and lets his scarf (comfort item tbh) fall off on the way over. His response to the worker was short and tempered. In the next scene we see 4 gripping his scarf (which we’ve seen him play/stim with it other times). Come to the end of the episode (the unforgettable goodbye scene), when Sarah comes in with a huff. We get a perfect shot of the Doctor looking surprised (and rather hurt). He talks very straightly, never breaking eye-contact or joking or moving to hide like he normally would. He tells Sarah the truth. When the TARDIS lands, we get a shot of him with his back to Sarah. Once again attempting to hide, distracting with piloting the TARDIS. 4 only turns to her when he says they’ve landed at “Hillview road, to be exact”. 4 is also known for blowing out a sigh when stressed (which he does here before smiling at her after they said not to forget each other). With that, 4 also pulls his coat on rather harshly and flips up the collars. He never does this before now. The entire scene has him shrouded in shadow and then with a light on him, then it goes back to an obscured view and back to a full view. We never get this with Sarah, who’s face stays in the “spotlight”, as she’s very open with her feelings. The Doctor, meanwhile, is ping-ponging back and forth between what is and isn’t expressed. The smile (not a manic grin, but probably the saddest warmest smile 4 has ever smiled) he gives her is the nail in the coffin for me. Probably the scene where he shows his hand the most. 

Now with Leela, we don’t get much of this. The 4th Doctor remains pretty on top of things and always prances around and talks and smiles his way out of things. He doesn’t get as open as he did with Sarah. Don’t get me wrong-- he is concerned for Leela a few times and even went as far as banishing her to the Outlands to keep her safe during the Invasion of Time. He cared for her but not as intensely as he did Sarah. 

He was also very open to K-9. Despite telling him to shut up and stuff, he genuinely cares for that robotic dog. Quite a lot. Enough to repair him and worry over him. 

NOW ROMANA. Romanadvoratrelundar. The first regeneration (Romana I) was cared for, but more similarly to Leela. The Doctor knew that she could hold her own and was stronger than past human companions. The same is so for Romana II. Although in certain situations it was usually because Tom and Lalla were dating so that became evident through the characters. The Doctor kept most of his feelings about things held tight to his chest. 

The 4th Doctor has me really messed up whenever he lets his guard down. Coming from a character that seemed to never run out of steam or broke (like some of the later incarnations), makes it all the more sad. So while he may be the “most alien” regeneration, he still shows a wopping amount of under-the-surface emotions. I think he’s up there with the 11th Doctor in terms of burying emotions until they get too heavy to handle. 

My point is that the Doctor (at least in this regeneration) doesn’t open up to people that he doesn’t entirely trust. People who are his best friends are the ones who really get to see what’s going on underneath all of his banter and wacky fashion choices. The 4th Doctor is a really messed up regeneration and I don’t think it’s mentioned enough.