#114lbs

[roses-n-rads]

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[shir0ch4ns-art]

I had been underweight my entire life, never able to donate blood because of it, I was tired all the time, just generally feeling shitty. I have had people say they are jealous of my figure. Girl. It was anemia and depression. I was anemic and depressed. I started taking iron pills and my husband has been working with me through my depression and I started gaining weight. I am soo happy to be gaining weight and not weighing 114lbs while being a 5"2' person. My family (my dad especially) have been pointing out that I've been gaining weight. Like it's...a bad thing.....

Bro.....

I wanted this, I'm aware of it, I want this.

Skinny does not mean healthy

SKINNY DOES NOT MEAN HEALTHY

There was something wrong with me and now I'm at a healthy weight. I'm suppose to have a belly that's how the body protects internal organs!

Anyway I feel very strongly about this, peace ✌️

[alanrants]

I looked at the calorie count of an angry orchard and now im thinking whether or not just have a diet of hard cider and the occasional actual food

[starvingforattention18]

Hiiii my acc got blocked awhile back I’m a lil bummed to lose my community but I kinda wanted to start over anyways to pls follow/reblog if ur an active Ana acc in August 2024

So a lil abt me:

I’m F18

I had eating disorders for honestly as long as I can remember but I rlly got into Ana when I was 12

Im 155cm 5’1ft

Sw: 58.9kg (129lbs)

Cw: 51.9kg (114lbs)

Gw1: 49kg (108lbs)

Ugw: 36kg (79lbs)

I’m Ana Mia and have adhd ocd major depression and anxiety

I’ve just recently turned 18 so I’m not gonna tell y’all my acc is 18+ only (at least for now) but pls only follow me if ur over 15 and dms 16+

I’m using this acc as a sort of fresh start to my journey since I was in a depressive episode and I wasn’t tracking or anything so I figured now is a good time to start over

I’ll be blogging my meals, my progress, harm reduction and whatever tips I can think of

This was a rlly long introduction but I hope you’ll give me a follow💖

Dms always open <3

[sadstrever]

god. i fucking ate. i FUCKING ate. it’s been about a month or something and i finally fucking had to. i had to but it still feels like my fucking fault that i feel this way. i had 10 strawberries, 4 grapes, 1 cucumber, 2 figs. i am so fucking upset and terrified. it’s not just that i had to eat, i had to eat AFTER i had another really bad chew and spit day, 2 days in a row. im still 114lbs and that number is starting to fucking haunt me and it’s only been 3 days. it’s all because of my doctors appointment tomorrow. tomrrow my doctors might drug test me or find out i lost 16lbs since last month and i’m so scared i’m so fucking scared. i thought eating some fruits and veggies would help the blood test seem more normal, now that i think about it that’s so FUCKING stupid. i’m so scared i’m gonna actually gain weight it’s terrifying.

whatever whatever fuck. i have laxatives. there’s 3 set out in front of me and a glass of water. i was ready to take them but now i’m fucking scared. i’ve been taking so many laxatives just out of stress for no reason and now that i actually DO have a reason(the fact that i ate) i can’t take them.

lol okay i talked myself down and i put the laxatives away. i’m gonna wait until after the doctors tomorrow. i’m gonna go to the gym straight after if i get away with having weights in my jeans and they don’t bother me about this. i’m gonna burn 800 calories and fucking pray to god i don’t gain weight. i’m gonna take the laxatives after the gym and hopefully everything will be okay. i’m so scared. i feel pathetic and not in the way i usually do. today, i lost lol. i actually fucking did the one thing that i said was so “impossible” for me to do. god. all i can do tonight is chug a bunch of cold water, which will be good to make me heavier tomorrow morning too, do a couple workouts which will also make me bloat tomorrow, and try not to take the laxatives until AFTER the appointment.

i feel so sick.

[izzyxbones]

Go Check Out My SpaceHey Profile!!! 🪓🦝🩸🧇

[dietc0ke-wh0re]

Update: they tried to blind weigh me but I managed a sneak peek and I’m 114lbs (52kg) IVE FINALLY HIT MY LOWEST WEIGHT

[compassionatereminders]

But girls will weigh like 52kg/114lbs and still talk about losing weight and like what are you on about gurl there are bowling balls heavier than you people could throw you like a frisbee

[callmejaana]

114lbs AT LAST 🥳😻😍😍😍😍

[love25tarv3]

right = 114lbs left = 94lbs

a 20lb difference

[bloodgutsandangeltears]

I’m so shocked rn I’m actually dizzy there’s zero way in 114lb. That’s like. HOW HAVE I LOST WEIGHT?? I’m so confused like what.

I would do a body check but my bathroom is actually too messy so..maybe clean up first :P

Oh anyway I also got little fake piercings (to see which I rlly wanna get when I’m at my gw) and a knife for some activities!..

[arugula2048]

ok idk how many people this is news to but it turns out Euddeum is not just a fitness youtuber but apparently a competitive lifter, pilates instructor, and the #6 Korean fitness youtubers according to this article (and checking the channel stats today, she surpassed #5's youtube follower count)

Here, she squatted 102.5kg/226lbs, bench-pressed 52.5kg/115lbs, and deadlifted 115kg/253lbs. In a video 3 months before this one, she was 51.8kg/114lbs. No wonder she survived the resurrection round!! 40% of her body weight must be nothing to her muscle-fat ratio!

She also appeared on this tv show as a master pilates instructor and her moves are insaneee

Her channel also has a few videos where she collabs with other Physical 100 competitors, like Agent H and Jjangjae! I haven't watched them yet but am excited to check them out later

[2lovelybonz]

I lost about 8 pФuиds in September

Hoping to keep it up for a good October 🎃🦇✨

GФаl wэighт by October 31st is 114lbs

Not doing the no weight October because it’s my main source of motivation amidst the depressies

Stay safe for spooky season 👻✨💕

[sadstrever]

i’m still 114lbs. i feel sick. yesterday was an awful day, i came home and had an out of body chew and spit session. i wish there was more research on this part of ed’s, or just more people who talked about it because i can’t be alone in this. i refuse to believe i’m the only sick person who does disgusting shit like this. anyways the reason why i call it an out of body experience is because it’s almost like binging-just without all the swallowing of food. i came home and immediately started doing it and filled up 1 and 1/2 2 liter bottles with food. i spent 5 hours doing this without even realizing and pretty much emptied out my whole families fridge. the guilt i felt afterwards was worse than a binge in my opinion. not only did i totally waste SO MUCH food, make a huge mess, ended up with disgusting bottles of mush in my room, i also have to face the consequences of my family coming home to an empty fridge. but when they got home they were happy that i “ate.” god i’m such a fucking piece of shit.

anyways after all that i took 4 laxatives to try and get the guilt of wasting the food out of me. i woke up in the morning today in terrible pain but still had to go to class, cuz what am i supposed to tell my parents? “yeah i haven’t eaten in almost a month and basically just threw all the food we have out in the trash and i also took 4 laxatives, can i please stay home tehe?” so i went to 1 class and ended up leaving because the pain was so excruciating. straight from class i went to the gym and somehow burnt 900 calories because i guess that’s what guilt does to me. i had to take the bus 2 hours home afterwards(bus delays and i went to a new further gym location this time), high out of my mind. i’m home now and my stomach hurts but the laxatives finally did their job. i don’t want to keep doing this. 4 years ago i said i’d recover and then i didn’t. since then i’ve forgotten about recovery (with the exception of a few random moments here and there that i block out immediately), i am so used to living in this fucking misery that i didn��t realize how abnormal my reality is. i don’t want to be a bad person anymore. but i can’t stop lol.

this is what bothers me about the girls who romanticize this disorder SO MUCH, when much of the time they haven’t realized how difficult it can become. i know i’ve done this, even now sometimes as a coping mechanism. but man, i’m sick of it.

i have a friend who writes poetry and she wrote a poem about eating disorders that make me so fucking angry. the thing is, i’ve known her for years and she’s always had the best relationship with food out of most of the people i know. she’s naturally pretty thin(not too thin but normal) and she’s very open about her struggles. i know every single one of her stories, i know she’s diagnosed with adhd. that’s HER disorder, that i don’t understand so i DONT write fucking POETRY about it. a few months ago she kind of forced me into opening up about my eating disorder. after i did, suddenly she started writing these stories about her eating disorder-very very very suspiciously similar to mine. i obviously didn’t tell her everything but i told her about how long this has been going on and just my emotions about it. seeing her start to adapt my fucking disorder into her poetry disgusted me. she glamorized the fuck out of it and made me feel so stupid for ever opening up about it. she’s naturally skinny so she got a bunch of support from our friend group from it and i’m just upset man. i’m sick of living in misery while other people can use the idea of living in pain for attention.

i promised my best friend that in 3 weeks i’ll go back to therapy and try my best to recover. it’s not true. man it’s never fucking true. it’s never fucking over. unlike ms.deep-poetry-girl i can’t just fucking write this and log off and then eat a good warm meal and talk to my parents without them mentioning my body. i can’t wake up tomorrow morning and hug them without worrying that they’re gonna feel my bones. i can’t wear shorts anymore without people noticing the bruises. i can’t go to school and keep my focus because i have nothing to feed my brain. i can’t let anyone get close because soon enough they’ll be just like YOU. OR they’ll hate me for not wanting to get better. i can’t love myself like you do because of the disgusting things i do each day. i can’t wake up thinner and suddenly stop hating myself. FUCK YOUUUUUUUU GOD IM SO SICK OF IT GOD. whatever im done. just sick and tired.

[mary-visionboard-888]

My Name ist Mary, I have struggling with my weight a long time ago but I lost no weight for a long time, because binge and no discipline for training.

Let’s get started again. This is my third account and hope that’s worked. I had a lot of follower on my other accounts just because I posted very good inspo but u know, that is not well received.

CW: 134lbs

SW:176lbs

GW:150lbs☑️

GW1:135lbs☑️

GW2:123lbs

GW3:114lbs

UGW:105lbs

Don’t report just Block !!

I hope u all are well AND I’m pro recovery !!

Please don't get to the point where the illness takes your life.

Take care of yourselves ❤️🦋

[desperate-4n4]

Yesterday in Training I were so dizzy and nauseous. The instructor got somebody to help me. My favorite nurse got me and she gave me some dextrose cause I was so tired I got somlonent (abnormally sleepy). I couldn't even lay down or move my arm or anything else. It was really scary I was probably hypoglycemic. Cause after sugar it was way better.

But I don't think she told somebody.

I have to look that next time this don't happen.

It was scary and somehow dangerous 🥴

But nothing what let me go @na....

I'm at 52.1 kg/ 114lbs.

I have now a BMI of 18.0 I'm happy 😁