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god mikah when i made them: soft. quiet. cute. dislikes humans. obsessive over the god of the sun/day. is a tiny bit possessive over beings they care about
god mikah now: still all of that but with the added flavor of being very possessive. admits to ignoring the all the weird, violent ritual sacrifice things y'all do at night bc it's not their business and if y'all wanna kill each other, cool. throws an entire fit if their loved one is taken and plunges the world into eternal darkness at night, watches as the tides recede into the ether, and people get endlessly and horribly lost without the stars to guide them. probably eventually mirrors the personality of whoever they're close to because they're so touch-starved and crave validation and do not want crumbs--they want the entire fucking cookie and they want it now
#☾ ┊ ⧼ solitary in their existence ⧽ ⇹ ( god!au. )#.do not remember if i made a post like this before#.i know i talked about it on discord tho#.this is not all the things they would do#.but i'm looking at the changes between then and now and i can't help but laugh#.good for them tho#.anyway i love this verse :) love my little moon god
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a family member of mine just got engaged to his partner of the last several years
lore rekindled got a 30 minute readalong video made about it by DazzlingKate22 (the same person who made the "Is Persephone a Mary Sue?" video among many others) which is just absolutely amazing and overwhelming at the same time
and now the shit-talking train over the "never apologize for being sicilian" panel from S1 of LO has pulled into Twitter and people are dragging the FUCK out of it, i'm literally crying over how funny it is
hey webtoons i don't think your constant mass marketing of this series is working because this post is popping off way more than literally anything else regarding LO on twitter LMAO
it would be so genuinely hilarious if this one out of context panel from like 4 years ago is what gets people in the mainstream webtoon audience talking about how ridiculous it is
like it's not even a recent scene where people could go "wow this comic really went down the tubes", it's an old ass scene where people are going "wait this comic is still around, who the fuck reads this" 😭💀😆
so yeah, today's been pretty fun LMAO
#fr tho i haven't been on twitter in so long i forgot how savage y'all are#it's funny but i also know just how brutal it can get too#i literally had to recover an old sign in to see what was going on with this after ppl were talking about it in discord#i'm still very happy cozy here on tumblr but it's fun to watch the folks on twitter finally get their hands on this#also the ppl who have been part of the anti scene for years releasing all the pent up frustration that they could never let out#y'all are being so validated rn#anti lore olympus#lo critical#lore olympus critical
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A silly guide on how I draw normal Riolu vs My sona
#Riolu#Doodle#The Mod#Do not use my sona thanks#Just wanted to give a silly doodle while I ramble#I admittedly made the last few daily pieces as basically a progression of my eyes for the last ~1.5 years#Keeping up with everything became harder because of my eyes#I only talked about this briefly on my main twitter#I was diagnosed with keratoconus#My eyes got worse over time#so I was squinting constantly and would get headaches trying to focus my eyes to draw or play half the games I did#it sucked. I slept a lot to get rid of pain and I felt like I couldnt do my normal work so it kept piling#I had surgery + got RGP Contacts to help me see normally this year tho!#So I can finally get my shit together and have been slowly trying to get everything going/sorted#Just to like... explain where I disappeared to#Ofc Its hard to do anything art or reading without my contacts in#tbh i didnt even know until December lol so it went for awhile and thought my prescription went from good to shit#so i took a minor break from social media to keep where my eyes used online to mainly discord
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still thinking about this interaction i found on reddit. Because His Name Is Caesar Clown 💥
#caesar clown#i need to caesarpost on more than just private discord servers where only 1 person sorta knows wtf im even talking about#most of it is just me calling him a pathetic insecure overdramatic loser tho LMAO#one piece
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nsfw :)
#i dont see myself writing it much on my blog still#homie vip passes only#i talk about it a lot on discord tho heh#everyone who writes it every sunday or more live laugh love im cheering u on smirk#everyone go stupid go wicked#no more judgement in this day and age#i do enjoy ship partners who like discussing it but writing idk why im like wow. im on stage fucking!!#funnee i know
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hey so i know we were talking about vampire umemiya in discord but have you ever thought about mirror sex with him?? vampires don’t have reflections, and somehow that makes you flush even hotter when he pins you down in his lap and keeps you all spread open and pretty for him. you can feel his body pressed against yours and feel his breath ghost over your skin and feel his fangs scrape your neck and feel how his deft fingers toy with your needy cunt, but when you stare at your reflection at his behest, you’re entirely alone. seemingly reduced to a puddle of bliss and messy, tear-streaked pleasure all on your own. but you’re not alone, and the thought spears your brain when you feel the tips of his fangs dimple the delicate flesh of your throat in preparation to sink in and drink from you and flood your systems with a sick aphrodisiac that’ll make you even wetter than before.
im gonna let vampire kaji in ur house and he’s gonna Get You
#GRRRR IF I DIDNT HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY FOR THE TRIP YOU KNOW THAT UME FIC WOULD BE AT LEAST 2/3 OF THE WAY DONE BY NOW#u know THAT one#finally posting this one too tho the discord convo? 🤌 its in the folder#aria🎨#mari answers#just remembered mino was talking about vampires earlier
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just a little update !!
been kind of on and off this past week because things have been busy (and i've just been too tired bfjshf 🥲). i'm not sure how this week will look but i'm hoping to get some reading done and a bit of writing too!! (currently working on: gym toji for my start of the year event).
i've been feeling a bit meh with my writing lately, but i'm trying to write through it 🥹 in the meantime, i finally got my custom theme working again!! it gives a more complete search when you look through tags, so if you're interested in some fic recs, you can look through my tags page for reference hehe.
that is all!! i hope everyone has a lovely week ahead 🥹
#i was thinking of taking a semi-hiatus but i still go on here just not to post much#i miss everyone tho and it's been forever since i last dropped in inboxes jsdfbjsd#hopefully i can get to it soon!#im also near another major milestone 🥹🥹 thank u all for being here!#my writing anniversary is coming up so i've been thinking of an event to do surrounding that too 🥹🥹 it'll probs be submission type#bc god knows how many wips i have from the events i did ages ago#but hmmm yes much to think about !#i talked so much again#IM ALSO TERRIBLE AT REPLYING IM SO SORRY FOR ANYONE WHOS SENT ME A MESSAGE SJDBFDS BOTH HERE AND ON DISCORD
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trying to make friends online is...........hard
#im in this little discord group and there's 247 ppl in it but only like 20 talk#and i talk a lot !! and i get along well with them !! and we have the same interests !!#and like we added each other as friends !!#but sometimes i feel a lil self conscious sbdjgsdj#i know logically it's no biggie but maybe it's because i haven't really talked to new people ?? for these past few years ??#because i've been taking care of my dad so i haven't gone out and stuff so i know i'm rusty as hell#so it feels a little hard !!! but i decided i should try with this group because like....#if you don't do anything nothing will happen but if you do try then something might happen#so i'm happy about the progress i made but sometimes im like.............(｡•́︿•̀｡) am i being Strange#EVEN THO LIKE...U KNOW...UR LOGICAL BRAIN KNOWS UR OVERTHINKING IT...#✉️#update: i have Assimilated i feel better ehehe 🥰
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#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again#and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet#basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um#someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much.#like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols'#they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that#no-pressure museum not-a-date#and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot.#basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person#because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it#tho they are two v different situs#an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes#same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time#but at least i only said ill think about it?#and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted#and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no#weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff#and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um#is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people#i guess#but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha#and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually.#if they ask again#i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff#im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you#(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)
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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.
#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#vent#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin#I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it#or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again#I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY#that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back#that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha#No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel#safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#stuff
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every time i see an ask that says seven is mad for no reason my eye twitches DJSJ no but like even if your mc doesn’t vote agaisnt them they still get fucking fucked the fuck over. like imagine all of your closest childhood friends join a band YOU made and you’re all super close and super passionate and SUPER serious about it. One of those friends could also possibly be like the love of your life and everything is going great and you’re happy and in love and all of a sudden they all go. “you know what looking at this from a business perspective your absolute best friend since middle school/partner is basically better than you. So we want you to basically stand off to the side of the band YOU TWO created and be useless and be cool with it.” and then even if mc DOESN’T vote against them they clearly didn’t leave the band and went along with it long enough for the fallout to happen at a party and not at the exact moment iirc. Even if seven agrees to it for even a second mc should know them well enough to know that’s a goddamn lie. And if they didn’t that’s is being at best naive and at worst deliberately obtuse to think seven can or should be satisfied with backing vocals in a band they founded.
TLDR; seven got absolutely shafted by all the people they loved and trusted the most in the worst way possible and is rightfully hurt and fucking pissed off about it. they lost everything in the divorce and has to start from scratch like :/
#infamous if#not to be a seven apologist bUT I MEAN#i’m not actually mad tho im mostly kidding as we all know seven is VERY well loved#and i can’t wait to see where this goes#but i feel like some ppl don’t understand just how DEEPLY they hurt seven and fucked them over#like that’s fucking brutal so i totally understand why they’re Like That even if mc may not ‘deserve it’#seven is FAR from completely unjustified#if you don’t know what i’m talking about go play infamous if it’s good shit#lyriumsings txt#long post#i hAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS aND CURRENTLY nO DISCORD TO POUR THEM INTO#🥺
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guys
my color markers things have arrived
i have no idea how to use them
have a random screenshot
#if you dont know what markers im talking about#its like ohuhu markers but a different brand#art#markers#how do i use them tho#im so dumb#tomii speaks#discord chat#discord
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People say the most… wildest thing, and say it so proudly.
#【 𝙊𝙊𝘾.#{ look… }#{ Hot take… }#{ who you’re voting for shouldn’t really matter rn }#{ but to sit there and say PROUDLY }#{ that you’re happy that this storm is swiping out }#{ major red states… is so gross }#{ that is a HORRIBLE thing to say }#{ is that all you care about??? }#{ essentially you’re happy that there are people dying }#{ that is just WRONG }#{ I don’t get it }#{ my dad and aunt live in FL }#{ and tho they are in a safe area }#{ well my dad is }#{ I’m incredibly worried about them }#{ so to hear this makes me so angry }#{ like what happened to people these days??? }#{ idk man }#{ I’m just ranting }#{ I know I’m nervous about going down there next week }#{ my mom and sister and I are talking about it here and there }#{ they say it should be settled by next week }#{ but stil??? }#{ anyway I’m gonna paint now }#{ I’m available on discord }
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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ive been so caught up in drawing fanart i realize i kinda forget to make content for my farmers too 😅
#dont get me wrong tho i love doing stardew fanart#but i realized i used to draw content for peaches more often (especially comics) but kinda stopped to focus on fanart 😂#and i only talk about them with my close friends and private servers in discord#so my friends know them well but here not really#i havent even introduced apple to you guys properly yet#so with that being said. you guys might just see some solo farmer art or stardew character x farmer art / comics eventually#this blog is meant for self induglence anyway 🐱🐱🐱#im still gonna draw pure fanart tho. havent gotten that out of my system#and sigh....i really...really still wanna work on that stardew balley webtoon. [grips my sides]#yearning to draw even more self endulgently due to friends and artists here lmaooooooo#sorry im jsut babbling to get my thoughts together lol
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Every day I say ten thousand words on whatever topic has popped into my brain and then I’m like “man maybe I should post this to the internet maybe people would like this perspective” and then I go and ask if people wanna hear my thoughts and people go “yeah!” And smash like button. Then I never post those thoughts o7
#this is about the alduin post#and the fnc post too I guess whatever I’m not rlly into that anymore#at least not rn and not for a while now#I still fw Skyrim major tho but like gimme a sec I just#download fallout nv can everyone shut up#also. this is also about my perspective on the dnd alignment chart#just rambled about that for about 30 minutes maybe#I keep saying I’m going to post more personal or vulnerable things and then#speed running this process where I#say I’m going to post my thoughts and just simply don’t#queen of making up excuses as to why I can’t talk on the real internet#real being like. a social media like tumblr#I say everything that comes to my mind on discord if you know me on#discord girl I’m so sorry about that you can#kill me if you want o7#people who don’t get online anxiety I don’t understand you#this shit is fucking terrifying tell me your secret#or tell me what I’m doing wrong and how to fix it#real invitation for adviceee hehe
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