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no ebay im okay i don't want to look at that again

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Thank you @soupcorvus! You inspired me to make a picture of Velma and Shaggy designs that have been sitting in my head because you are correct! 👏💖💖💖💖

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"bear in mind" why yes, dont mind if i do

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The most common social advice is to say people's names a lot. But personally I really dont like when people say my name.

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before labubu blew up I knew her as "popmart monster" bc I've been familiar with popmart (the company that owns her) for a while, they actually have made Little My figures before as part of a "Life in Moominvalley" series;

some of my favorite labubu figures under the cut

Say what you want about labubu and the horrible consumerist culture around it- I’m talking about the actual design of the dolls. I understood her so much more when I found out that she’s supposed to be just a little girl.

As someone who used to be Just A Little Girl, I don’t think I’ve seen a more accurate representation of what being Just A Little Girl is like. Idk how to explain it. It just captures the feeling of being a chaotic little beast that mixes shampoo to make potions and drawing all over yourself with mamas makeup and making worm hotels so well.

I feel almost a kinship with this terrible little elf girl. I’m so sorry labubu. You deserve better than being the face of scalpers and TikTok consumerist culture. They don’t understand you like how you should be.

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“Ummm Ruby if you don’t have a job for no good reason I don’t think you should be demanding $10” every time you say bullshit like that the number goes up. It’s $20 now. Pay up, job-haver, since that’s so important to you. Distribute your wealth into my back pocket you classist cunt

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Reasons your loved(?) ones may be unemployed;

- physically disabled, can’t do the jobs

- physical disabled, can’t find jobs/nobody wants to hire them

- literally any other kind of disabled same as above

- not white

- not cis

- nvm she is cis she’s a woman and oh my god I shouldn’t have to explain this to people??

- etc etc marginalized or chooses not to bury/hide a part of themself they technically could

- trapped in a horrible living situation (could be related to any of the above)

- doesn’t want to be employed and honestly who fucking cares about the reason why do any of us have to justify this to anyone what if people thought before they spoke outloud that would be crazy

Re: last rb.. tbfh if you’ve ever said that to me I’ve instantly become more uncomfortable every interaction with you since, it does not make me wanna be around you. At all. It’s literally never funny idk why you people say that shit

“Haha i see myself as above other people because I contribute diligently to the economic death machine!” “Haha I’m better than you (and so many people I think so little of I currently forgot they exist) because I make $5 an hour” I need you to walk into a fire

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Re: last rb.. tbfh if you’ve ever said that to me I’ve instantly become more uncomfortable every interaction with you since, it does not make me wanna be around you. At all. It’s literally never funny idk why you people say that shit

“Haha i see myself as above other people because I contribute diligently to the economic death machine!” “Haha I’m better than you (and so many people I think so little of I currently forgot they exist) because I make $5 an hour” I need you to walk into a fire

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Crazzyyyy that we've turned unemployed into an insult. Especially to disparage women and particularly trans women. Like I feel like maybe you should wonder why there's a large intersection between marginalized women and homelessness. Like this is blatant antifeminism and classism and everyone acts like its normal!

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I like when people like a character so way too much that it transcends even self shipping or kinning and becomes more of a patron saint that you pray to type of deal

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Also does anybody like abyssal on here… smiles so cutely

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I think it’s to be noted I’m like. Fine rn (as far as I know), like it’s been worse (way worse!) I am genuinely honestly just experiencing normal emotions I’m just maybe not dealing with them in normal ways (have I ever? Uh oh), and I’m sane enough to recognize that and like. Try to break down why. Or more importantly, how do I start doing the important stuff (haven’t figured that one out yet)

I had a longggg talk abt this sort of thing recently and I said that I’d try to say something to my friends about like.. caring about me. But I realize I have no idea how to do that. How do you do that? That feels so accusatory… it’s not that I believe any of my loved ones *don’t care abt me* (when I can think rationally, anyway) but that it would be nice to be reminded that they do. Or to feel this and understand this. It would perhaps make it easier to fight off the irrational thoughts that they do all hate me.

But that’s not really the point. Irrational thoughts are irrational. This isn’t about wanting my friends to fix me, I think this is about just.. wanting to be wanted? To not feel like a tool? To.. not feel so alone, to stop trying to accept solitude even in groups

But again there’s that part of me that’s like “you’re fucked in the head, you’re gonna feel this way forever, probably best to keep it under wraps. Won’t do anything to say anything for something that can’t be helped” kinda stupid. Blehhh. Annoying. Bc again I’m literally fine rn I’m just thinkinggg

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Horrrible mistske of trying to finfd advice for when you have [The Disorder] by just looking it up

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welp

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im joining the war on gross disgusting pornographic content on the side of gross disgusting pornographic content

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