#...i hate power dynamics so much
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ā You summoned that demon! Except it was a spirit of wisdom at the time. ā You made it kill. You twisted it against its purpose.
#datv spoilers#da:tv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#solas#IM UNWELL#amburu#now im 100% taking the vallaslin off lavellan in crestwood because i'm sure that would bring him some temporary relief#and it brings a whole extra meaning to this interaction (on those who had mythals markings but many of us did)#it's not as random of a deflection from almost giving up on his plans and confessing everything on the spot anymore#in a way it's funny i've always picked mythals marking from my first day in DAO just because I like trees#I feel like solavellan was my destiny from the very beginning#(that and the first thing done in this franchise being stepping into a goddamned eluvian)#dragon age#...i hate power dynamics so much#there's always nuance but it's still AWFUL and SAD#he was stuck on this torture of a path for so long#sobbing#Solas' story is deeply messed up#im so upset#finally it's his turn to be free#I deleted this to repost as a standalone because it made more sense#i'm sorry for the inconvenience
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imagine ianthe's suffering rn. its so funny to me. girl all u wanted was power and i respect that but turns out that the side effect of power isnt the moral implications or whatever, its dealing with god's personal drama.
#ianthe/john dynamic is so fascinating and amusing to me.#theyre equally awful in such different ways#post-htn especially.#ianthe's so much for the grind for the power of it all yknow. theres only one person she cares about really.#and she has to deal with the most powerful guy ever being just a very sad very lonely wet kitty of a person.#i imagine at some point the (toxic codependant) instincts kick in and she starts like. genuinely caring for him#in the way she cares for people. which is by endlessly tormenting them#and he starts caring for her the way he cares for people which i can only assume is by constantly asking her if she hates him#theyre both the worst. they can be the worst together.#the locked tomb#tlt#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the first#saint of awe#htn#htn spoilers#harrow the ninth#john gaius
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So hereās the question: what will Kellās reaction be if he finds out Alucard kissed and tried to seduce Lila on the ship?
I imagine it would end in the same way most Alucard and Kell interactions go
Alucard would goad Kell about him (more or less successfully) seducing Lila on the ship and Kell would go at Alucardās throat while (presumably) Rhy is holding one of them back
Big jealousy from Kell and just a smug ass smile from Alucard like that one cat image

#alucard and kell dynamics will never cease to amuse me#these two HATE each other so much that this would be no different#kell: YOU SEDUCED MY GIRLFRIEND????#alucard: youāre just jealous i did it first#alucard loves to push kellās buttons so i wouldnāt be shocked#alucard emery#kell maresh#a darker shade of magic#the fragile threads of power#adsom#tftop
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seeing a post or fic about Jinx and Isha:
it doesnāt make them mother and daughter:
#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx#isha#txt#look if you like it all the more power to you#but I /hate/ it#jinx herself in canon even made allusions to the fact that theyāre sisters if anything#āI never got to do much of this stuff with my big sisā or w.e she says#why does she have to be her mother for any of it to matter??#its so much more interesting and narratively compelling for them not to see each other that way#also theyāre way to close in age for it to even make sense#like jinx (if you really push the timeline) is at most 20#idk usually those annoying posts about how found family is more than just the nuclear family or w.e are kinda dumb to me#not because they arenāt true but because it /is/ still an version of found family#because (at least the ones Iāve seen) act like it shouldāve even be an option when it comes to found family and itās like ???#*shouldnāt#no the point is or should be that found family can be anything/any dynamic of family even the ones you donāt like because theyāre overused#but man is the arcane fandom really making me feel a kinship with those posts now#like actually maybe the nuclear family found family should be left dying in a ditch
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It is interesting, in retrospect, how during and immediately after their encounter with Delilah in episode 77, you can see it actively dawn on Imogen that Delilah is a 24/7 voyeur to everything that happens to/around Laudna, including her relationship with Laudna. Delilah taunts them by saying, "I'm always here" and Imogen whispers to herself, "Always," like this is the first time she's realized it and then immediately starts trying to plan a way, any way, to separate them, including saving the gods from Predathos specifically to call in a favor from one of them. It's such a numb, sudden, harrowing realization. It build perfectly to her admission of disgust when they were in the Fey Realm a couple episodes later
#on today's episode of ''I was in the transcript search looking for something specific and then got distracted'': This!#like but actually in retrospect the way that scene plays out is WILD#anyway actually genuinely curious how this dynamic shakes out in the long haul#because liek yeah maybe it's possible to separate laudna and delilah! idk! pike seemed to think there was a minuscule chance it was possibl#and delilah obvi says there's not. but. who's to say.#if a god could do it i'll put my money on the matron both for fate-relating powers also because i knew she hates delilah so fucking much#i bet she'd love the opportunity to punt her from existence#but again. don't know where that leaves laudna. considering the matron's domain is so anti-undead#there's some interesting potential here though either way#cr tag
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I feel kind of bad about doing something so petty, but each time I block a shipbrained weirdo, I feel a little lighter. And I think this will make my experience a lot better overall. I wasnāt caught up on the show until Chikhai Bardo, which is when I finally got online about it. And Iāve loved speculating about what might happen and discussing interpretations of various details and things like that, but honestly the shippers are also ruining it a little bit for me, to the point that Iām starting to feel hints of bitterness toward characters I love and relationships Iām invested in. Solely because of the dismissive, reductive, and bizarrely competitive attitudes I see shippers take toward the characters outside of their ship, and also tbh the objectification of the characters within their ship, and the horniness for the most toxic, psychologically damaging possible versions of the ship & characters. So this is the policy now. If your weird aggressive post makes me feel a streak of resentment toward a beautifully written character, well then so long, friend
#I recognize this post is also weird and aggressive. sorry. Iām just so tired of it and I hate that it affects my enjoyment of the show#inb4 someone thinks this is vagueposting a particular ship: no Iāve felt pissed if at plenty of both markhelly and markgemma fans#*pissed off#although when I talk about the frothing at the mouth for psychologically damaging toxicity I am thinking more of markhellys.#I think probably bc the fetishization of huge age gaps; weird crazy power dynamics; hypersexuality born of serious mental health issues etc-#-all tie in way too closely with my severe traumas of my teens/early twenties#and itās fucked up bc I donāt think any of those things are actually significant factors in the markhelly relationship on the show!#like for one thing once youāre in your 30s a 13 year age gap is pretty meaningless#another side of this is ppl insistingggg that Gemma was really dead and only existed as a shell of herself. or was doomed in some other way#or that the relationship with mark was a failure. Iāll grant that the infertility issues put a lot of strain on the relationship. but also -#-every long term relationship goes through times of strain like that#but then on the other hand there are people who refuse to acknowledge that mark and hellyās relationship can possibly be meaningful-#important and real#reducing it to two children who like each other when the truth is itās a deep connection and bond between adults#thatās love! they are in love#saying that imark should blindly follow omark and just walk into oblivion leaving his love behind#painting helly as catty and cruel#like have you even watched the show?#and either faction insisting that their ship is INEVITABLE and the only conclusion that makes sense for the showās narrative arc-#when actually itās perfectly transparent that the reason for saying so is not good faith analysis but rather ship motivated#BOTH relationships are beautiful and meaningful and important. thatās the point! thatās the tragedy!! is it so impossible to lean into and -#-explore that? I get that the tension that creates is challenging and maybe it feels psychologically easier to just pick a side and die on-#-that hill#idk I just think these guys might prefer something more like⦠The Twilight Saga maybe?#or just sports. pick a team and root for the team and thatās pretty much all there is to it!#r&r (ranting and raving)
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So how did you start to ship them? Tbh it was because they were fighting. I usually don't ship hate/love relationship but for these two they're so balanced in fighting that it's just funny
I always see NK as being the one who can actually lead their relationship because Killer T is a Tsundere
GOSH I HAVENT OPENED MY INBOX IN FOREVER IM SO SORRYššš
iāve always been a sucker for whatever trope they have, i like when two characters donāt get along at first but slowly warm up to eachother as the series progresses while at the same time still being able to pick on eachother LMAO its also cute how theyāre both pretty competitive individuals so its only natural for them to make fun of eachotherās weaknesses but i like how instead of making fun of her he decides to help her get her back up on her feet in this sceneš„¹


(fellas is it normal for me to catch feelings for my rival after we get forced to team up during battle)
also yeah i totally get where youāre coming from FJKSWJNDNX iāve always liked the idea of nk leading their relationship cause thatās how iāve been seeing them my whole life tooš kt probably refuses to show too much emotion at first and tries to be all tough but it just leads to him becoming a huge cringefail loser psshhh but again i still think kt doesnt have to always be the loser in the relationship, they still equally blackmail and compete with eachother in the end lolz
#its also just because theyre really funny in general#they have so much in common but still hate eachother like whaatt thats so stupid i love them so much#i remember drawing hearts and kissy faces around them in that one panel of the manga from back when i was 12 or something LMFAO#theyre dynamic is so fun though you can see them as both a really badass power couple or just a girlboss and her loser husband#physical touch? no!!! physical attack!!!#renny rambles#im gonna start using this tag for rambles now#cells at work#hataraku saibou#nk cell#killer t cell#nkt#kiraenu
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i block from main so for all i know ppl could be reblogging my posts trying to fight w me and i just can't see it. i wish ppl tried to fight w me i'm bored
#txt#tbh i always think i'm going to get a lot of hate whenever i post abt incest#but i guess i'm so empathetic & cognizant of material power dynamics that everyone loves me#or i've already blocked everyone who'd want to lol#i love blocking ppl so much. get out of the tags!!
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man i want to steal the concept of shadow collector from the owl house so badly
#i did like pastel coloured collector but the sinister shadow pupper version appeals to me more#their ā3dā design is very cute but i would have preferred if they maintained the dynamic shaoes of the ā2dā design#they wouldn't even have to be evil#being essentially a child and cosmically powerful is scary enough#the way they moved the moon away from the sun on the day of unity is Terrifying#not having a concept of death too is so interesting#god i hate disney so much.#they teased me with continent-wide giants and cosmic horror archivists#AND THEN THE SHOW WAS CANCELLED#i also want to steal the titans and the archivists from toh......#and don't say ājust write fanfic���#i have no inclination to write toh fanfic actually lol#pia.txt
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Some notes on Frank Underwood I donāt think people notice.
He grew up in a background littered with domestic abuse. He was born when his parents were presumably quite young (his father was 24 when he was born), he lived in an unstable background where food wasn't even a guarantee, his mother hated his father, hell his father even asked Frank to pull the trigger on his gun and kill him. And Frank regrets not doing it because the next seven years were full of abuse.
His faith in God was already shattered by the time he was at the Sentinel. He is not an atheist. He just believes God is cruel and hypocritical. He doesnāt even believe in heaven because of it. It comes from the place of someone who has most likely been shown the hypocrisy of something he has grown up with since childhood in his teenage years, and of course Frank never changes this view.
He didn't escape poverty even at the Sentinel. He spent his scholarship money on his father's gravestone because the Underwoods were that poor. And even then he had to work with a weed farmer to have enough money simply toĀ buy school books.
He views himself as seemingly largely unlovable by default, especially given the breakdowns of his friendships such as with Freddy in the late seasons. He says as much to Claire when he says no one will ever love him like she does.
He is raped, but this is never acknowledged by the show as potentially having consequences for his mental health because he is a male victim (I will rant about how the 3x02 sex scene was rape for ages).
His anger causes him to throw things, and he easily gets violent. Yet at the end of it all he has a very machine-like atmosphere, he has to be stoic, at least in public, or he will just see everything crash down. Showing vulnerability is a weakness.
"But do you wanna know what takes real courage? Keeping your mouth shut, no matter what you might be feeling."
The voice he speaks with is just as much a persona as the rest of him. The persona is that he is affable, a Southern gentleman, he speaks eloquently if he can. He only speaks with his natural accent and dialect in one aside when talking about his childhood and an event that is parallel to his abuse. He is proud of coming from impoverished roots and making something of himself - but his natural voice reflects the trauma. He suppresses it.
Everything he does is based on one root cause - survival, not just legacy. He has fought to kept himself alive throughout his life. He has fought through being born into poverty. He has fought through both military college and Harvard. He has fought to be a congressman - in particular a Democrat in the Deep South - and later VP and president. His need for power comes completely from his will to survive.
"You don't deserve it. You have no idea what it means to have nothing. You don't value what we have achieved. I have had to fight for everything my entire life."
"We're murderers, Francis." "No we're not. We're survivors."
In conclusion your honour this man has C-PTSD but would never admit it
#house of cards#frank underwood#.. no reason why Iām making this I just think people donāt realise how truly fucked he is and how the writing just excluded him#yes Frank is a monster but heās also remarkably humane in his approach and his understanding of people#his worldview is that he needs power to make up for the fact he never felt like he had control over his life#heās an extremely complex character and there were so many missed opportunities to use that or explore his past#but I think it also explains his relationship with Claire to a degree#Harvard was apparently the first time in his life he ever felt in control of himself#and thatās also where he met her#sheās a lifeline for him. and he hates that because sheās so much richer than him sheās so much more free#he really feels heās too worthless to be her equal. but he wants to be her equal regardless because he loves her.#that is what the Frank/Claire dynamic should have been#analysis tag
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i finished it!!!! šŖāØ
#dragon age the veilguard they can NEVER make me hate you!!!#what a journey!!! š„¹#i absolutely loved it!!!#at this moment (and bare with me i literally just finished it ok) the only things that i think were lacking were:#1) the romance (or at least lucanis' romance) the few scenes we had were SO GOOD but i other than that i didn't feel much interaction...#...between the two idk if it was a general thing for all romances or just lucanis' buuut... i wish we got a little more out of their dynamic#bc that first flirt scene was so so so goooooood and the final scene of them together too!!! like we seriously could've had it all!!!#and 2) the inquisitor's outfit lmao ššš like guys why would you put her in THATā¢#i had a curvy/chubby inquisitor and that outfit looked so weird on her ššš i didn't like it at all lmao#like she's a hero of thedas and that's all she gets... the disrespect⢠šļøššļø#and what did i say??? lavellan saved him with the power of the š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#the ending was beautiful!!! i'm so glad we FINALLY got that closure (10 years later!!!)#anyway can't wait to do a second playthrough hehehe#i hope all my dragon age girlies also had fun playing the game šš« i loved sharing this excitement with you all my loves#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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"are you a top or bottom" well first im gonna ask what definition that you're using for that cause there's the actual meaning of positioning and then there's the really intrusive implication that there's an inherent power dynamic in all gay sex related to who is giving and who is receiving. and then i'm not gonna answer either way cause thats not anyones business. what the fuck man
#this is apropos of literally nothing. sometimes i think about that whole thing and get so mad.#we both wear pants also . also skirts. what are you fucking talking about#AND yeah he's femme and i lean towards butch but if you make a comment about that im gonna rip your face off like an ape.#stop putting power dynamics in queer relationships its so weird i hate it so much oh my god.#this is not just pointed towards cishets. queer people are also so so so so so fucking strange . about queer dynamics. and lesbians if im#being so for real. people are so intrusive
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#interview with the vampire#i just found and watched a video on youtube that is a lestat hate and rant about his fans and it was so SO cathartic#i dont even agree with everything said and was naturally at first skeptic of a youtuber's opinion#but finally FINALLY there is a louder voice of someone who can see things about this show from another point of view#even if it's a pov that's more strict than the one i use to analyze media myself#i thought i was going crazy when seeing the fan opinions surrounding this show. mostly out there but sometimes here too#like yeah with how popular loustat is i knew there would be plenty of bias for the angle that flatters it#but the things ive seen lestat & loustat fans say.... the longing for eye bleach was real#but finally someone is there to underline that hey. that very present very intentional racial and power dynamics are in fact very real.#do in fact influence the characters accordingly. and does not come out of thin air or just 'the circumstances'#it's valid to explore the other side of the coin in louis' character of course. but it doesnt mean that it's not there#mind you. all of that shit louis described? is while insisting he was not 'an abused person'#and its so satisfying to see how someone can pass all the bullshit and have the serenity of heart to recognize that#regardless of everything else. there is a reason why louis felt like lestat was a predator and he was being preyed on#that is because he largely was. lestat *was* a vampire on the hunt. an emotional vampire to boost along with the more literal sense#he might disagree to be doing that on a conscious level and he might have clear reasons to have the instincts he does. he still did that#thank you for also calling bullshit on the reunion scene dialogue and parts of the trial in how it was trying to frame certain things#its the main reason why s2 didnt fully work for me. like jesus christ.#that man literally was part of a ploy to murder their daughter. BE SERIOUS. and im supposed to be mad about armand's involvement??#i also felt so seen when he talked about how dickmatized penis delirious to the point of frustration louis is#there is so much to be grateful for. in highlighting the weight of lestat's involvement vs armand's#in talking about louis' family's side of things. expressing how people for some reason love to call armand a mastermind lying manipulator#when the first culprit of that is the blonde bitch??#honestly the irritation i feel towards many of the fans of this show and the major opinions was such#that i was feeling bad just be seeing iwtv content around and i dont wanna feel like that. i like the show so much.#this was soul clearing in a way. even if. again. i dont fully agree with everything#love how its so clear how so many people try to invoke the books when trying to dissuade him from thinking ill of lestat#because thats exactly my experience too LMAO. talk about a weak limpdick argument#and people who try to invoke unreliable narrator are not much better#and the whole story is made up from the writer's head and nothing matters! see i can do this too
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Man, I keep wanting monster hunter to be fun in multiplayer and it just keeps....not being. Idk if its the game, the people I'm playing with, or me. Whatever the case, I'm now PRAYING that they don't make Wilds co-op only.
#idk its just a different and worse experience to me#i cant play the game like i wanna play it#theres this insane rush and pressure#that makes EVERYONE not pay attention to the game#worsening my experience AND making people I want to experience it not able to#AND i feel like im being constantly compared to others#i hate turning something fun and enjoyable into social power dynamics#not to mention the monster becomes way more unpredictable when other people are involved#god. sorry im just bitching#i want to be having fun so bad but i just keep thinking how much more fun i have with this game alone#is this a microcosm? am i fucked up? maybe.
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For the writer asks !
How many wips do you have
When did you first start writing
Do you have a guilty pleasure to read or write
How many wips? Way to many ngl (ć_<ć) But lookin' at the numbers, I've got Works in Progress according to ao3, which I seriously thought there'd be like 30, (it feels like thirty istg) but turns out I have grossly underestimated the amount of oneshots I have. Still, 20 is around half of all my total works, so 45% are WIP's. A little under half!
I've been writing since I was really young, I think? I don't have an exact year, but I've been writing little scribbles of stuff for a while. But if we're talking, like, fanfic specifically, I joined ao3 around summer of 2021, so about 3 years of fanfic writing! I never checked before, I could have a little fanfic anniversary, haha!
Like I said in another ask, I am super indulgent on whatever I write honestly, but basically: villainous/evil women, characters turning evil, characters rejecting destiny/responsibilities, truth serum/spell, time travel/time loop, freak for freak (rare ship moment), but some bonus ones I forgot to mention: ā§Ė° any trope that has to do with the mindscape like a somehow going into a character's mind, or like the physical manifestation of parts of characters' personality/emotions. Plus angst. Non-romantic angst, but gimme a mf whose just having a terrible time and I should be sold. And when characters snap, when the mask drops, when they gotta admit the lie, etc etc, especially masks being revealed. I'll eat it up, scrumptiousssss. And any dynamic where they're just trying to make the other worse, especially if they think that's "better" somehow.
#i personally find romance rlly boring so any grief or tragedy tied specifically with romance will have be yawning#rare exceptions exists obvi but i will be fighting sleep#but mutually obsessed with never not be funny to me. like what is wrong with the BOTH of you???? make each other worse <3#be codependent !!! be an angry dog and their pathetic handler !! be devoted and obsessed! have funky power dynamics!!! hate when they're TO#uneven?#asks#also i am so serious i thought the wips would be SO much higher holy shit#i rlly thought it was more 30/40 than the 20/44 turn out???
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In terms of Inquisitor stories I'm hoping that we potentially get someday, I'm looking forward to seeing how the Seventh Sister and Fifth Brother's dynamic got established. While we don't know much about them as a duo before rebels, it's been established that if they're in the same room, they're near each other (be it fighting or just in each other's presence), and they also hate the other's guts. We also know, based on their sparring together in Vader (2017) and their appearance in Rise of the Red Blade (also sparring together and/or Seventh heckling Fifth while around Iskat) that they've been at it since 19BBY and kept it up until 3BBY, which, especially considering the backstabby nature of the inquisitorius, is a long time!
I do ship them, so clearly my questions about/view of them has a bit of a romantic and/or sexual tinge to it, but even completely in the context of a platonic relationship, the question of why those two gravitate to each other fascinates me, given everything else we know about them as characters and how they interact with the other inquisitors.
There's quite a bit of evidence for this on Fifth's endāhe doesn't take shit from Reva or Iskat, and the only inquisitor he shows true fealty/respect to is the Grand Inquisitor. Seventh, whether or not you take stock in the numerical rank system, doesn't outrank him, and she'll also openly confront him, so there are similarities among her, Reva, and Iskat in that none of the three of them are doormats. Notably, one could also assume Fifth's attitude skews a bit misogynistic, as he doesn't seem to have the same issues with Eighth or Tualon based on what little we get of those dynamics, but that's a different post.
We've gotten less of Seventh's dynamic with a variety of inquisitors given her comparative lack of content compared to him (not that I'm bitter), but she's clearly headstrong, smart, cruel, and isn't afraid to push others under the bus in order to gain the upper hand in a situation for revenge. Given all this, it's notable that despite their arguing, she consistently works with Fifth and spars with him (which, even Iskat notes that sparring with Seventh is sort of terrifying). Clearly, Seventh's willing to put up with him as much as he's willing to put up with her. Since she isn't that different from Reva and Iskat, all things considered, what was The Thing that did makes Seventh and Fifth tolerate, and even gravitate toward, each other?
Obviously, I have my own ideas for why (up to and including "they want to jump each other's bones about it"), but in terms of guessing what canon may do? I'd estimate that when the two first meet (and they're probably among the earliest to do so/the earlier initiates), Seventh takes Fifth's surliness less personally than the other inquisitors and makes it more into banter, keeps pushing him back. This pisses him off, but the fact that she doesn't back down draws him in, both as a rival and otherwise. Given the fact that he's dyed-in-the-wool committed to the inquisitor cause and less fazed about evildoing, her propensity for cruel and unusual violence may not bother him as much as it would the others. The two of them coming as a set may be process of elimination as much as it is being drawn to the other, honestly.
This bit also didn't really fit anywhere else, but what cements their dynamic as different to me is something I noticed while watching Rebels, where despite the fact that Seventh almost always takes point on missions (and in notable contrast to owk, he usually lets her), the two have what seems to be an unspoken agreement that Fifth is the one interacting with imperial leadership and Vader. By the end, they clearly know each other, even through pointed barbs.
#star dorks#inquisitorius tag#r: always two#idk their dynamic is so good and despite evolving canon and more characters always rings as one of the most interesting#and honestly I was wondering to myself that if Iskat and Tualon are an item does that diminish them?#but honestly I love pitting Seventh and Fifth in contrast to them#each couple works as a foil in multiple directions#(fifth and tualon loving their dangerous women and being led by them#seventh and iskat taking power in knowing this is true#fifth and iskat being power-hungry volunteers and driven but with the loyalty to the cause being their fracture.#fifth SEEING iskat and knowing what she has with tualon and thinking they're so unbearably stupid but envying it so much it aches#tualon and seventh both having been irrevocably fucked up by the process on nur/HQ but being good inquisitors despite it all)#and iskat and tualon could eventually put love to their words#I think fifth and seventh did keep an ember of hate generally stoked#they never loved as deeply and it's what kept them alive#something something the opposite of love isn't hate it's apathy#crossposted from twitter but this has director's commentary due to lack of character limit#the fact that they were included in rotrb is a relief bc I was genuinely wondering if dlf was going to leave their dynamic in the dust#sw headcanons
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