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Haven't drawn the boys in a hot minute-
#okok#so#the ruin dlc amiright#but like#I JUST HAVE MORE QUESTIONS NOW#Is Eclipse just stuck in the daycare again#or does he actually have enough of a clear mind to realize no more kids will come#and he maybe tries to leave somehow#we did see he isn't hostile#like monty for example#I'm just rambling#BUT LIKE#COME ON MAN#I WANNA SEE MORE OF EM IS THAT SUCH A CRIME#someone needs to write a fanfic about this I swear-#...hmmmm maybe I can do that myself#hueueue#anyways if u're still reading#hi#have a loaf of bread#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fnaf ruin spoilers#fnaf sun man#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf eclipse#art#my art
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AU where Brent is a drone to help out at crime scenes and offer input after Right finds the drone. And basically he befriends the really weird guy possibly controlling the drone but has his doubts as to how human the drone's source can be. So Right and Brent just go around trying to solve crimes while Right just calls the drone "Fuckwad (affectionate)".
#my characters#i love right so much and i think he would actually do pretty dang well with a lil assistant drone because not a person#which means not liable to get hurt with a bit of contact so he can just#tap the lil drone or poke it to push it away a little#anyway hi i had a very VERY bad morning and im not gonna lie#i was genuinely at one point thinking huh what if i get hospitalized that sure would suck#and i was thinking huh maybe i should think of how to instruct my mom on how to post on tumblr to tell you guys im hospitalized#which in my defense i had to bother my mom at 2am bc i went down to get pain meds and couldnt make it upstairs#and was breathing so intensely on the stairs hunched over i was like hmmmm not the usual panic attack feelings#and she immediately asked me if i wanted to go to the hospital#so im like cool not gonna let that outta my mind thats fine surely no problem#just gonna fixate on being hospitalized#anyway i finally got helped upstairs and was in incredible pain and couldnt breathe v easily#and it was leading to a bit of a panic attack because i was in so much pain simply trying to inhale and#my breathing was so shallow and sharp and my arms were just having bad circulation and shaking and hm#yeah it was p bad#anyway as a treat to myself not being in a hospital i drew my beloved raccoon son right
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Decided to sketch some of those YCH ideas for warm up but they kept getting smaller as I went
Finished the papyri and then went “ok, time to do some sanses!” and stared blankly at the canvas for like six minutes
#I wanna emphasize that these can be either platonic or romantic but even STILL I hc sanses in general as just not being fans of physical#affection that much which makes character interaction things like this. difficult#maybe sledding with blue…but then I’d have to do full body…ough#ooh. sans putting the snowman’s carrot through his nasal cavity and the insert laugh while holding a snowball to imply making a snow#snow man I hate typing on the ipad dying ten thousand deaths. anyway#hmmmm#HMMM…#OH maybe I could add Pup and insert character getting tangled in Christmas tree lights that’d be cute right??#not a sans lol OUGH red is so Not a touchy guy who doesn’t participate in things it’s hard to imagine him in most seasonal situations#maybe just smth simple like insert putting a knit cap on his head to keep him warm..? ough#wanna self indulgently add void but Who would want that and What would be even be doing. wait no cute imagery of him knitting and insert#holding the yarn for him watching curiously OUGH…what a grandma#maybe I could just draw that as him and the Chara who lives w/ him for a bit as a Christmas doodle like the one w/ abstract#I’m just talking to myself at this point ok sorry bye#sunny with clouds#wips in the sun
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ever since that poll a few hours ago i keep thinking "what if i played the harp for real?" and ive done some googling and harps are wayyyyy too expensive
but kalimbas and lyre harps? More reasonable. Anyway im rotating them in my mind
#boblabla#im not coordinated#so learning an instrument is hmmmm#maybe not the best idea#HOWEVER#theres a store in chadstone that has kalimbas#and theyre on the cheaper side comparatively#so maybe if i buy one#and actually do use it#then i can reward myself with a lyre harp later down the line
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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers
#Priorities! Next month no food challenge#At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs 🥰#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums#Id be happy#eating my own organs and shit#Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices#I want to spend money#🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it 👻#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die#Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF#IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL#aaaaaaaaa🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt#oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good#Ahhhhhhhhh. 😾#Gimme money#Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough#insanity is my middle name tbh#also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse 😭#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all#but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in#but dang is it hard next to school#getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun#But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work 😭 so this is shit#n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry
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i need more sitting-down activities that i can do outside urghghh i want to sew but it's too windy (even just a small breeze is too much) to be working with little pieces of fabric and thread. also sidenote hey guess who learned they've been tying knots in the thread the wrong way their entire life (Kam says we did actually know the correct way to tie a knot years ago but that knowledge didn't get passed to me as a part but I don't know if I believe that fsdjkl). i've been doing some arcane wizard shit with tying the thread after threading the needle and I watched a video a few days ago of someone sewing something and saw the way they looped it around their finger and pulled it through and my brain just about exploded HFDSGJKL
anyways. i usually end up drawing outside but sometimes I simply do not want to draw. same with crochet. but I don't know any other easy sitting-down activities that i can do outside so then i don't get outside as often as I'd like to because I cannot think of anything to do AUGH
#and i'd like to go for walks more but unfortunately we have bears in the neighbourhood in broad daylight fdsjkl#so walking by myself is not really safe#sucks though bc i miss walking down to the [redacted] to just hang out in nature :(#somehow with the many hobbies i have i do not feel like i have enough fdsjkl#i always feel like i should be doing more. more for fun and more for creating and more for productivity and more for trying to find income#augh augh augh. psychic damage x10000000#i could work on just plain old worldbuilding i guess in my notebook hmmmm but i think i'd like Two more activities to choose from#mostly i just want to SEWWWW that's all i've been wanting to do lately bc i'm making a really fun lil thing sdfjkl#i may share it here when im done but also maybe i'll be too embarrassed fsjkl#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#WAIT !!!!!!! READING !!!! I CAN READ OUTSIDE#OKAY ONE MORE ACTIVITY I CAN DO OUTSIDE AND THEN I'LL HAVE FIVE TO CHOOSE FROM
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Pick a side, it’s the same coin (Patreon)
#Doodles#I've been drawing myself less lately :0 I'm not sure why exactly - I can take a guess but hmm!#I mean I've also been doodling less overall lately which tends to happen between events haha#But I'm still doodling /some/ things just Sona Classic less#I usually draw myself (and Bar) when I'm poorly but I've been doing kinda good this year so far actually :0#Not a Huge uptick or anything but noticeable! Probably calculable hmmmm that might be some fun data to crunch on lol#I do have my moments of course lol#First just a casual complaint about my hair I need a haircut I always need a haircut I want a haircut I'm gonna get one#Especially before it gets hot egh#I've got swoopies as like bed-hair and resting while my hair's wet lol#It switches sides! How does it do that#Bad Mood Brain - had one recently too#At least they only last about a day lately! Sleep-reset and the next day is better :)#Still hard to slog through the low days tho |P But I've had 100% success so far lol#Finishing up a page and ran out of toner again lol - just on the energy side it's easier to just draw the lines and not worry about it#Finishes the page quicker! Much better lol#And finally the big'n#I had maybe thought that I'd been unduly ignoring [Purple Text] for a while but a year?? Damn#They're still fun to draw - rude#Wings man#Really playing up the manic side of the low moods - it's a coin toss it's just a matter of taking inventory of which side to approach from#They at least give the alternate perspective - I don't have to like them but they are good at it
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me like “oh Steve harrington is actually cute.” that’s the grist I’m talking about. And it doesn’t happen until it happens.
#the thing is. I can’t explain the LAYERS of blindness I can have going on#where I can literally see him on the screen and be like ‘he’s NOT cute he doesn’t even have BROWN EYES’#no literally I didn’t know he had brown eyes I COULD NOT SEE HIS EYE COLOR BECAUSE I WOULD NOT#so I was like hmmmm. this blue-eyed untrustworthy snake is being untrustworthy#and that was literally NOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING#and I guess I’m saying (once again) that many things are like the Steve journey for me#I see things that are right in front of me wrong#until I don’t#until someone the right person comes along and is like. no you’re hurting yourself over there for no reason let me show you what it is#and then I can do it#and it’s just once again a metaphor for life maybe#I’m trapped in the emotional freezer about many things#and I can’t save myself from it#lol#there’s a fairy tale idea in here#anyway I keep downplaying it by saying lol#but LOL#I do mean it. I do think it’s true#(and then I’m just disgusted with myself for having such a broken and needlessly difficult internal life that blinds me to REALITY)!#(but that’s not helpful so I have to shut that off)!#anyway like. everything is disgusting and difficult internally and I just [ screams ]#okay I’m done#ALSO IDK IF I’M USING THE WORD GRIST RIGHT#BUT IT *FEELS* RIGHT
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so the thing about this journal I got for christmas last year is: it turns out I actually (and somewhat to my own surprise) really like this soft cover leatherbound style-- but this paper is... difficult, and while it is very Aestheticque, and it was fun and good to work with it over the last year, I think I want better paper for my next sketch/ hodgepodge book. the PROBLEM is that this style of book construction is SO simple I almost feel that I must make my own from scratch rather than buy one, but that leads me back around to the same problem I've always had with making my own sketchbooks, which is that I dunno where to get loose paper I would actually like :'D
#I guess I'm also not sure where I'd get a big chunk of thick leather BUT that feels thriftable#if not something I could sacrifice aesthetic for to make it out of pleather I already own#I can IMPROVISE the cover but the paper is really important :')#the last time I made my own sketchbook I used canson multimedia paper and it turns out I Do Not Like It as much as I thought#.... although on the other hand maybe that would be just the happy medium I need#between Smooth And Nice fill paper I prefer for drawing and watercoloring on properly#and this very soft very toothy very very rustic recycled brown paper that I allowed myself to not worry about or take too seriously#which-- also-- I do actually like the color too. maybe a kraft paper...?#BUT ALSO-- the recycled paper in this is SO thick and soft it holds up really well to being in this style of binding#where maybe a thinner or more rigid paper would be inclined to wrinkle or tear...?#HMM.#hmmmm#I mean maybe I get another really similar one and take out the entire final signature of paper#and stick a bunch of loose Nicer Paper back there instead that I can slot in wherever as needed#about me
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#i think I have done a lot of growing lately#if I think 4 years back... I wouldn't react the way I do now#I wouldn't have been so okay right now#damn if 16 year old me would have been here what would she have done?#I am so proud of that little girl who learned to become who I am today#not even talking about 13 year old me 10 year old me#she thought she'd never make it to 18#look at me now#almost 21#and now I can see myself make it to 30 to maybe even 40#I can see how much I still have to grow but it doesn't seem that scary anymore#at least today it doesn't#hmmmm I should go catch my bus#proud of you little liyah
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Me running through the logistics of me watching the WAD livestream:
#please ignore me in the tags as I convince myself I can do this#I wanna watch it just because it’s been like a year since I have seen WAD and I want to see it again#I also wanna watch it with everyone#but it’s just like how much data will I need#will I even have a good signal to be able to stream it because fuck knows how good of a signal I’ll get across the ditch#the whole being awake at like 6am and having minimal sleep will just add to the energy I believe#I know that it is available for 48 hours after but I will still be overseas for the 48 hours#and I highly doubt I will get time to watch it during that time#so live is really the only time it works#because it’s so early and everyone else will be asleep#I also know there will be *other* sources of it after#but I want to watch the slitining with everyone because I know the match slits will kill me#maybe it will be a decision for me when I am actually across the ditch#and I can actually scope out the situation#hmmmm#I know I’m gonna do it I just need to convince myself this is the right choice
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GRAGHH
#so i've been looking back at the relationship super critically#and i'm like#hmmmm i should not have let that amount of shit slide#but also i was like#i really liked him sndfjkgvas and i guess i was. Not putting myself first#and although there was A LOT of good#the bad parts although they were few were like. significant#like idk why he kept trying to pursue a romantic relationship with me when he realized 2 months after we met that#i was lacking something that he really needed#whatever#anyways i'm trying to focus extra hard on all the bad reasons so i can be sad as fuck#and MOVE ON nadsjkfdsf#and now he tells me he got me a christmas present#GODDAMN ITTTTTT#i was like huh. maybe we CAN go more than a month without seeing each other#[EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]#goddamn it.#when the communication is key person has to communicate but doesnt (me)#tbf i actually don't know what to do#long term about this#because it's not like he's a bad person in any way#but being around me literally makes him anxious and Bad and causes him severe pain. and now i'm trying to Grieve Properly#and hopefully speedrun the 5 stages of grief#after bottling that shit for 2 months straight#so idk if this is the move#i understand he's being nice and i'll accept of course#but. Gah#i actually don't know what to do long term about this#idk#we probably have to move on first ANDJFK
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now i cOULD go to bed righ t now. OR i could start writing at 3 a.m., as is the usual ritual
#just me hi#hello we're back on track!! [the track goes over a cliff. this is well-known to us]#ohh but sleep would be nice. but also i'm this far already sooo.. :3#top ten things said before a Terrible Day hshfvbha#i tend to have Very good tuesdays and then the rest of the week just kinda ranges from Ah. Alright to I'm Going To Explode(negative)#could this be my fault? why yes actually! i'm a champion of screwin sleep schedules over when they were finally figuring out what was up lo#//i'm listening to music and i'm not even like. registering the noise anymore Lmao#like okey. maybe i should go to sleep#buut alsooo hmmmm#i'll figure out this pose first and THEN sleep. or if i can trick myself then i'll just go to sneep :3#//i like having an hour or two at night to draw on stuff but Auh. i do not have the#(i forgot the word!)#i think strength. fortitude? something like that lol#i'm not gonna look up synonyms to figure out what i was looking for. i'm going now :)#bbbye !
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MOVIE NIGHT MOVIE NIGHT MOVIE NIGHT WOOHOOOO
#making popcorn and going to maybe do pizza for dinner and then i will watch Raggedy Ann and Andy A Musical Adventure!!!#sometimes u have to make ur own special movie night to retain sanity#going to get myself all comfy cozy and then close the blinds and YEEHAWWW#i could even make a float if i wanted... i've got pop and i've got vanilla ice cream... HMMMM#i also have fruit i need to use up and whip cream.... damn i am living in luxury fr#all u need is some nice food and blankets and a movie and bing bang boom u got urself a movie night#trying to do what i can to keep myself sane rn sdjkl just had a massive spike of anxiety bc of calendar notif for tomorrow bday stuff#i really dread it jsdfkl its just. going to be rough :\ BUT! tonight i am having a movie night !!!#nothing can be bad when u are having a movie night !!!#i feel like a little kid getting so excited abt smth so simple but fjsdjkl i do not have much going for me rn so this is Excellent#making good things for myself!! things will not happen any other way !!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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hey guys need you to be my voice of reason real quick
really oddly specific post to the void but does anyone know any physical puzzles similar to the Lonpos Cosmic Creatures? however distant? photo below for probably most people who don't know what i'm talking about
you've got a booklet with 8 levels and 100 or so different puzzle setups in it. basically what you see pictured at the top of the lil plastic container. you set the pieces they instruct you to, where they instruct you to, and then you have to figure out how the rest of the pieces fit in. level 1 is ridiculously easy but i really don't want to admit how long i've spent on some of the level 7 puzzles (especially considering this is probably a kids puzzle................)
i've had this puzzle for probably 10 years at this point and it's still one of my favourites to go back to but i've done most of the puzzle setups now :( i would so love to get something similar. thank u for reading
#so i can't find a way to get kanoodle locally as recommended to me#but i have managed to source rush hour and quadrillion from the same site which is local#problem is it comes up to $100 nzd#is that a problem? hmmmm#well you tell me#do i have 100 dollars? yes#do i have 100 dollars to spend? technically. but. is it responsible to spend it on puzzles?#but i already bought something for myself this month and it was 40 dollars#however...it is april in a couple of days...maybe i can mentally put that on next months treat purchase...#hmm....#YOU GUYS DECIDE#if i pick one puzzle i'd be spending between 35-60 dollars#depending on which one
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How I Imagine TWST Could Be If There Was A Female!MC
Had a bad day yesterday and just wanted to write some brainrot for myself
TW: MC/Reader is solely female here and will be main point talked about/focused on. Many mentions on bullying because you are a girl in an all-boys-academy.
Little differences/somethings there would be I think if MC was female:
Since NRC is an all-boys-academy I think there might be some differences on how the MC might be treated.
Let's just pretend you are really the only girl there, for simplicity's sake.
Grim might feel indifferent OR is stupid enough to not get why being a girl in an all-boys-academy might be a big deal for everyone.
Crowley might go HMMMM how UnusUAL, I'm sure my schOOL isn't miXED....HMMMMM...pondering very deeply.
Oh, well. Who cares. Do his chores anyway.
Would give you the usual school uniform, might ask if you'd like a skirt or even maybe dig up some old skirts. Who knows, maybe NRC used to be mixed.
If you do want that, he'd make you -PSYCH! Of COURSE he'd tell Sam to buy you one. Size and length as well as style can be chosen by you, it just needs to fit with the rest of the uniform.
When barging into the ceremony I believe everyone would be too startled/beside themselves to notice. Grim is the nuisance having to be dealt with.
If there is anything you specifically need...Crowley will just throw it your way.
On your first day Ace might need a second to realize you are a girl. Uh, not only do you not know who the Great Sevens are but you are at the wrong school, too, idiot! Haha! What's a girlie doing here?
Shenanigans happen quickly and Deuce comes to the rescue!
Needs much longer to realize you are a girl. You speak your thanks and as he says it's no problem he - suddenly - clams - up. Oh. Oh. You...g-g-g-girl...? Female....? A womf...?
Blushes like crazy and can't get a peep out, still as a statue. Ace's yelling is what snaps him out of it.
When Ace asks you if he could stay the night since...he got cuffed...you are first like - hmmm. Hmmm.
ಠಿ_ಠ
Nah, nah, nah! It ain't like that! He's gonna sleep on the couch in the lounge! There is no other place and Ramshakle is as good as abandonded anyway. What, you just want some cat as company?
...What do u mean here are ghosts ಠ_ಠ
Trey would be like, oh. Hello. Um, well, I didn't expect you here.
Well, if the headmaster says so, please, feel welcome! Anyone and everyone is welcome to a tea party! (well, if it aligns with the rules...)
Cater might be more surprised. You are so cute! Like, don't take it the wrong way but he just...finds you cute! From the way you make your hair to how you get a unique outfit (if you choose to wear an uniform skirt), oh he wishes he could do it too! Unfortunately, he can't cuz well, uniform is UNIform...
Riddle is too preoccupied and pissy to even notice a new person in the room. He'd probably only notice you after his overblot is over.
Cue in a few days later and he comes to apologize and properly introduce himself. As you introduce yourself back he makes the silent note that you are actually a girl. Huh. This school is not mixed...and you being here certainly must break a rule somewhere...but...you don't seem so bad, so he'll just ignore it. He is the dormleader of Heartslabyul, not of the entirety of NRC.
All in all: Ace barely cares that you are a girl and would just throw his usual jokes and jabs. Would sometimes throw in some that have to do with you being female but those are never in ill will.
Deuce my beloved would at the beginning be very shy but grows used to you and proclaim you as his best friend anyway. Would sometimes forget you are a girl and catch himself in the act. Might feel sheepish or EXTREMELY embarrassed. When the topic of you being female comes up anywhere, no matter with whom, he gets flustered and shy regardless of how close you are.
Trey is the most indifferent but throws in some protective advice anyhow. As your senior and you as his junior, he has to look out for you and he takes you being the only girl in an all-boys-school in account as well while doing so.
Cater annooooooys you to hell and back about how cute you are. He just thinks girls have much more variety when it comes to styling and likes to show you new trends. He has sisters as well so he is more used hanging around girls, anyway.
Riddle is also indifferent but he catches himself often in situations where he focuses intently on you being female. Do you feel comfortable? Is anyone bullying you? That behaviour is unacceptable, so do tell him when something like that happens. Riddle tries to grow from his flaws but will gladly cuff someone's head for that anyday... Would also act more gentlemanly for you. Opens doors, tells Ace and Deuce to hold your books can't you see they are heavy, invites you over to tea parties and takes out the chair for you. A bit more reliant with you when it comes to rule-breaking.
Savanclaw issssss...a bit more attentive of you being female.
Jack is a million times x 100000 more protective of you. You are the only girl here and people here kinda suck are like twisted villains. What are you doing here?!
He has little siblings so he somewhat sees you as his third one (if you'd like that. Though he would never admit that...) and just asks and asks and asks if you are okay, if you need something.
Will walk you from class to your dorm or anywhere else you need to be even if he doesn't, no matter what.
10000000% tsundere. He's...not doing this cuz he's worried...or likes to take care of you.
Ruggie is confused??? On what??? you??? are??? doing here???
UH this is not a mixed school!!! Helloooo??? Does something go 'ding ding ding'! in your head or what?
Also protective, mostly because of his own siblings and that he thinks you are naive. People that are different in any regard are unfortunately easy targets for others. This school won't be easy for you he already knows. So he might as well help out instead of being another troublemaker for you.
While he helps out he is also kinda wary of you??? Women in his home are uh, intimidating and if you have been doing good so far, you surely are, well, at least something that he doesn't want to mess with. Better stay on your good side, even IF you are a more gentle and meek one.
Leona issss....weird?
Makes fun of you but makes sure you aren't messed with at the same time? Tsundere that drank respect women juice.
Don't hang around him, don't bother him...but also stay out of trouble, if someone bothers you, tell them Leona sent you.
Softer around you and while he does tease you, he never really disrespects you. Distant but not cold.
Azul is intriguied but perhaps wouldn't care too much - unless he can make a deal out of this.
Aren't you tired getting all of this attention? You are magicless and the only girl to boot! Azul can help you...just sign here.
Might try to win your favor by being a suck-up gentleman by calling you Miss (Name). How are you today? Need any help?
Only if you can offer anything useful to him. Like, no offense but you're magicless...and unfortunately not as stupid as ADeuce.
Besides, his gentlemanly acts aren't as genuine as Riddle's.
Floyd has a 50/50 chance of not caring a bit or straight up interested in you because you are female.
Either: Huh? So what, you are just another plankton.
Or: Huh? A fishie swimming against the stream? What's a girl doing here?
However, if you are not interesting enough expect his interest to go down the drain.
If you heavily react to being picked on because you are girl, don't show it. Otherwise Floyd will exploit it like crazy. Will mention how lonely it might be to be the only girl, will pull on your hair, might switch between Shrimpy and Miss Shrimpy or straight up call you girlie or lassie. Kind of a bully but likes you nonethless if you are interesting.
Jade will increase his gentlemanly behaviour 100%!
Is more intrigued by you than Floyd. Oya, oya, what do we have here?
More keen on calling you miss or whatever you prefer and treats you quite nicely, almost like a princess, especially if you are regular at Monstro Longue.
Just as teasing as his brother but more consistent with it. Likes to mess with you but acts less roudy than Floyd but there is still...a certain air to him that makes him even more unbearable than his twin. A weird mix of looking down at you and treating you like you are special.
KALIIMMMM
A good boy 100%. Stupid enough or rather oblivious to notice that you are indeed the only girl here!
Nothing would change to how he treats you honestly. A good guy, a real champ. Is definitely gonna give you nicknames however if you are sweet to him, ending your name with the honorific '-chan' and you cannot convince me otherwise.
Can be very stupid about how your situation might affect you. Treats it like nothing's wrong, cuz there IS nothing wrong!
JAMILLLL
Kinda confused as well? Well, you've been here long enough and are surrounded by good friends so he takes it you are or will be fine.
Still, be careful, okay? There are some meanies out here...he's not saying it out of worry, it is common sense.
Might keep an extra eye out for you but if nothing happens, he'll stop. His priority is Kalim and if you are okay, then everything else is okay, too.
Will tell Kalim to stop being so unaware of your situation. Show a bit of decency, try to see it from her perspective. You are magicless as well so things are sure to be difficult.
Might also ask Ace on how you are doing to get a third party's perspective of things during basketball training. Just as pre-information, nothing more...
Will definietly not ask Floyd. He knows how he is and if the topic turns to be about you and he hears it, he gets all "Heeee, you're talkin' about Shrimpy????"
It's annoying. It's even more annoying how much Floyd wants to annoy you.
Might think of his sister when he sees you and remembers to write to her a bit more frequently.
Epel: "Wait, you are a girl for real?! I thought yer just looked like one, like me! ...O-Or pretended to be one, maybe, I think..."
Squints his eyes reaaaal hard to really identify you. You sure you're a girl? And not just...a pretty boy like him?
Hm, ah shucks. Kinda hoped he might find another cursed soul like him. Well, at least you get it when people treat you a certain way just because of your looks.
Might have an easier time to show you his true self when speaking since you might either see through him easily or because he just knows he doesn't need to pretend in front of you.
He has a feeling you get it.
And when you agree and tell him how cool he is? Aquired yourself immediately a fierce friend (or crush, he kinda liked it when you called him cool...)
Hell, yeah, you get it!
Does actively NOT treat you with you being female in mind. You're one of the boyz. Doesn't want you to feel any different or casted out.
Got your back like crazy. He finds himself feeling more confident around you and will defend you like nothing else. So what if you are a magicless girl?! You're hella cool yourself!
Will call you cool and not cute, even if it isn't accurate.
The most annoying for sure is Rook.
The guy is a romantic at heart and believes it is fate that you came here.
You aren't an outcast! No, you are like a chosen hero! A princess around 22 twisted villains~ How exciting! Doesn't it make your heart beat faster?!
'Mademoiselle' is thrown at you constantlyyyy. The moment you hear the word you know Rook is around the corner, watching you. Weirdly nice and romantic towards you. He truly does believe you being in NRC is something special. He cannot help but gush about it!
When it comes to special events, he offers to prepare you for it with outfits or make-up. He's creative and sees you as his canvas and believes that no matter will be done or not, you will look beautiful! 100 points!
Vil is *sucks in breath* quick to criticize.
Doesn't truly care...but if you show the slightest bit of interest in fashion and beauty, hooh boy will he be watching.
Means to help but is, uh...mean. So, so, so mean.
But other than that...I don't think he'd care? HE is the fairest of them all...and you are just a potato.
Huh? Oh no, is this some shojo manga and you are the heroine getting a reverse harem or somethin'?
Idia is...weirded out but as long as he doesn't have to deal with you, he'll be fine.
Until you start getting involved in these overblots and...everything turns out okay? Like in a happy ending of a fairytale?
OMG are you a heroine?
No, he doesn't wanna be part of your harem!
Maaaaybe a bit more shy but just maybe. Will avoid you just as he does to everyone.
When in a good and braver mood, will call you 'heroine' when some 'anime shenanigans' happen as he calls them. If you're confused, will scream internally out of embarassment but also HOW COULD U NOT KNOW THAT TERM U NORMIE
Might call you that more often to mess with you.
Orhto kinda...won't care?
Probably scans you on your first meeting and goes 'yep, indeed f for female'.
As long as you are nice to his brother, all is good. Hey, be his friend too, while you're add it! Pretty please?
Malleus wouldn't care either. You being a magicless girl in NRC is quite curious and he will ask you about that...but no matter what your answer might be, he will listen, maybe take it to heart and set it aside, here and there. He doesn't care much for it.
As long as your bravery and willingness to be his friend remains, he won't ever make a fuss about it. Just be you.
During your meeting he might ask, "Oh? Are you perhaps a witch with a fitting black cat living here now in this abandonded house with a few ghostly roommates? Heh, I jest."
No matter what, you will still be his Child of Man.
If you do end up having trouble in school because you are a girl, he might go to Lilia for advice. He never had to deal with something like this before...shall he burn these bullies to crisps for making you school life difficult?
Lilia secretly agrees but tells him not to.
Other than that, same old Tsunotarou.
Lilia would go like "oh!" and that's it.
Curious, this is unusual for NRC but he is always happy and excited when changes happen.
Like the old man that he is he offers you his advice and help in anything. Even if he is an ancient fae, he is also your senior, so go ahead and ask him, alright?
Will also call you something endearing like Kalim and Rook. Adds the honorific '-chan' to you, definitely.
Very glad you are Malleus' friend, for that you automatically earned his protection. Just call when something's up, k?
Silver first needs to wake up.
huh????? zzz...
Wait, let him wake up...
Still a bit more.
There we go. Now that he is fully awake he realizes you are a girl.
Still somewhat in his dream lands, might wake up and say, "Wait, I didn't dream about a princess...or did I?" when he sees you.
Sometimes he does not fully realize its you when he freshly woke up. Needs to blink away the weariness before he goes "oh."
A tad bit more worried about you than his old man. Anything could happen and while you are in good hands not Crowley Silver sometimes tends to think about your happiness and safety here at NRC. You doing okay with the lessons? The teachers? The classmates? He's willing to offer his protection too, you know.
Perhaps its a knight thing to protect the maidens or smth, i dunno.
HUMAAAN!!!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! THIS IS N R C, SILLY! AN ALL-BOYS-ACADEMY! THERE'S NO 'F' IN THAT!
BUT THERE WILL BE ON YOUR MARKS SINCE YOU SUCK SO MUCH!
A meanie, especially at the beginning since he doesn't believe you belong here.
Magicless at a magic school? Failure.
Female at an all-boys-school? Unaccaptable.
nOT WaKA-SAmA????? A DISGRACE
He will warm up to you though...it takes time. Protective as Silver but not as subtle.
Idiot will scream HOW OF COURSE YOU NEED HIS HELP YOU ARE THE ONLY GIRL HERE! HOW MANY HAVE ALREADY MOCKED YOU, HUH?! CUZ HE CAN PROBABLY COUNT HOW MANY TIMES BUT WOULD NEED 20 HANDS FOR THAT!
Means well but...obnoxious.
#twst#twst x reader#twisted wonderland#f!reader#f!mc#twst headcanons#smth silly#smth stupid#my days have been hell i need this#twst x f!reader
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