#*sincerely A cry for help

[ryllen]

this PSA is brought to u, by first year farmer ・゚ *✧

[taya-ki]

Gomens s2 comic time! Spent FOREVER making this because I could. Lmao

[sentientsky]

oh, my eyes are getting all bleary! u know what that means! ineedtogotobedholyfuckimsofuckingtired time to look at pictures of The Blorbo for five! more! hours!!

[blossoms-phan]

im so jealous of dan howell. found his best friend companion through life soulmate etc etc aged 18 and never looked back since. ik life is more than your 20s and finding a partner I believe wholeheartedly in finding yourself and true friendships and community but life also changes so fast and in so many dramatic ways in those years a real yearner like me can’t help but wonder who I’ll be as a person one month one year ten years from now and it would just be nice to have My Person to experience that all with

[funeralcity]

i miss pleying dota i should get back into it

[ystk-archive]

No but I'm fixing to add counters to the sidebar on here to keep track of how many days since we last saw Nakata Yasutaka (612) and the last time Toshiko updated her social media (117)

[ooc-miqojak]

Sinus infection hell. I feel tired and disgusting all the time, on top of having many inches of snow (and weather in the negative degrees F) that prevents me from ever wanting to leave the house.

Protips for anyone else with one -

A. Humidifiers!! It's winter in the US, and that means dry air, which will nuke your sinuses. (I was prone to them while living in L.A. as well - it's always dry there, and the smog is terrible. Use humidifiers always if you live in a dry place!)

B. Flonase. Flonase is your one true savior (I'm not kidding, it's very much like a magic bullet every time I get one of these...my sincere thanks to the doctor who first prescribed it to me years ago for this reason) - but you can pair it with...

C. Zyrtec! Flonase helps a lot with the swelling and drainage, and if it's allergies, pairing it with Zyrtec helps kick the allergies in the teeth.

D. Drink lots of water! Lots of things suggest vitamin C as well, but citrus interacts with/neutralizes ADHD medication, so I can't have my favorite source of it...OJ. Imbibe your Vitamin C in the form you wish.

E. I refuse to do this one, because I refuse to waterboard myself: Neti-Pot. But be sure to use distilled water! I worked in a pharmacy in my 20s and heard horror stories (to include death) that came of improperly used Neti-pots. Pour that stuff in your face holes if you're up to it (I'm sure as hell not) to flush out the sinus holes in your face bones that are nasty and making you feel bad.

D. Sudafed - my go-to decongestant anytime I'm ill and stuffy! No decongestant will ever clear you up like this one. Be aware that it is in the same family as adderall, so depending on your dose it may not be advisable to take this (my dose is low enough that I'm safe). If you have heart problems... again, this is in that same family of drugs and may not be safe for you, so check with your pharmacist (they know more about drug interactions/effects than the average doctor... its their job to, after all!).

E. Rest. Nap all you want, cuddle your favorite pet or person or stuffed animal or whatever... but if you're tired? Answer the call. Your immune system is hard at work, so take the pressure off of everything else and rest up, let your body do its thing with the help of those meds. Maybe watch some Osmosis Jones, and celebrate your immune system being so cool.

[beliefandsayingsomething]

dare i say… b b babygirl

[meatriarch]

yknow im probably going to sound a bit overdramatic for a moment with this sorry but,

ive said like two lore streams ago or w/e that im not going to let myself get as heated as i did at the start with how gun's been handling ( read : forgetting she exists ) maria all this time bc at this point i consider my portrayal of her an oc, as i essentially feel across the board with my other texas muses frankly but like.

i do think, while i was obviously thrilled to no end that they announced maria & she was playable etc, i do think the execution of her in-game really sincerely disappointed and pissed me off so badly. like yes end of the day shes a bunch of pixels etc etc whatever sure but its like. genuine frustration at how absolutely sidelined she has been since day one. and i know theres plenty of valid arguments for other characters receiving similar treatment ( ie. sonny ) in a variety of ways, and i do get the angle of maria initially serving as a haunting of the narrative, haunting her friends and sister and being more of that sort of invisible presence rather than physically there in the moment like they all are - but its severely disappointing to see just how little they give a shit about her, both in lore & in gameplay etc.

model-wise? shes completely fine i adore how she looks and everything shes beautiful shes adorable shes exactly as babygirl as i hoped and imagined her to be & look. but shes otherwise both so underwhelming and so borderline useless ( being generous ) and her ability is just the most uncreative pointless thing i feel they could have thought to give her. like. theres so many pieces i can rip apart for just that alone but i dont wanna yap for an eternity lmao

i just wish they gave an ounce of a shit about her. and like sure yes they could easily alter things or add on things on for her in the future etc. sure, yeah, fine and all but its just... i dont think im going to forget how sloppily put together they made her. or how they've consistently forgotten & disrespected her all these months. and with them branching away from her & the friendgroups' story into other victims' as time passes, their already sheer-ass attention spans are only going to grow thinner across the rosters and i guess in my eyes theyre just never going to make up for any of how they treated her character. and like yes thats fine bc i & others will do her infinitely better justice than they ever will but its still just like... its still disappointing.

like so much went wrong with that release day that i think i was just trying to cling onto the excitement of her just being playable but everything else, certain other complaints etc i wont get into, made me think that disappointment in how she was executed was an exaggeration on my part bc im too attached to her lmao and so i kinda just internalized the disappointment i think but it really is just like man. i feel like ive lowkey been in mourning of her since she was released. no faith at all that they are ever going to give her an ounce of dignity outside of how her model looks.

and again. i know i and the fandom do her infinitely more justice than they ever will at this point and that fact alone does make up for this all, i just wish she was remotely fun to play as and didnt feel like such a slapped together, zero-thought, near copy-paste non-asset in-game. i play her bc i love her but she also just makes me fucking sad LMAO

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[chrisbangs]

❤️‍🩹

[elijah-loyal]

HELP I'M IN A SITUATION

writing in a list so y'all get the picture quick

on valentine's day, my previous post about homie4 was actually VERY incorrect, um he was NOT going as just friends with me

homie4 happens to be the best friend of the guy i broke up with 3 months ago (context: we did not really mesh well together and he broke up with me after less than a month and we had zero communication ngl)

i am not OPPOSED to chilling with homie4, although i very rarely date people i'm not immediately adoring which could be a red flag on my part honestly.

WHAT DO I DO!??!?!?

[officialpenisenvy]

im so fucking depressed i genuinely cannot function

[cashweasel]

Me: I’m not sad about Valen today

Also me:

[meezer]

the more I think about my therapist the angrier and more bitter I feel. when we were talking about how my trauma affects me in the current day we exclusively talked about how I'm scared of men and I'm not having sex. maybe it's just me but I feel like things like constant nightmares and hypervigilance and non-stop anxiety affect my life more than the fact that I'm not having sex. but what do I know

[teddybeartoji]

WAIIIIITTT SUPER IMPORTANT FACT❗❗❗❗ me and yuuji both love jennifer lawrence❗❗❗❗❗ my eyes were about to pop out of my fucking head when he said that in the anime lmao i had to rewind and listen again bc i thought i just fucking imagined it or some shit buT NO WE LOVE JEN ME N YUUJI ARE HOLDING HANDS CHEERING FOR HER ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS❗❗❗❗❗

[perplexities]

like not me and this man having eachother blocked on everything but we were cuddling on my couch last night :/