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i think this will get me tarred and feathered if i don’t word this properly but i do genuinely think that fandoms with canon relationships - gay or straight - as the most popular pairing kind of suck a little. like as a rule. not the media itself, that usually is very good. and especially in the case of actual lgbt rep i would rather that over well written fanfic every day of the week. but. man. something really is lost when you no longer have to have a downward spiral of madness with your friends for 2-4 weeks before you go ‘fuck it they’re in love i’ll do it myself’ and instead you’re all shaking hands going good game good game. a kinder world, truly. but none of you are going to write a 150k word fanfic set in an alternate apocalypse universe that showed up in a single episode out of 200 just to prove your blorbos truly Are in love.
#this is mostly about the state of azcrow fanfic plummeting the SECOND neil said that was his intention on twitter and also a little about#ofmd fanfic being. not bad but slightly uninspired in comparison to a Lot of fandoms i read for#but HONESTLY the gays are not alone. jaimebrienne fic got soooooo fucking boring after they fucked#and they broke up in canon so now i have NOTHING. which whatever. it’s fine. fuck you got. anywY.#text#my post#mobi#***to be clear i don’t know if mulderscully could do the apocalypse thing i didn’t finish the x files. other than them tho.
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Art based off this AU I’ve been working on.
#body horror tw#tho nothing too extreme but it’s mostly implied#art#digital art#fanart#power rangers#power rangers rpm#flynn mcallistair#gemma rpm#power rangers gemma#honestly don’t look into the text too much#it is mostly for the vibe but at some point I will flesh those entries out!#artists on tumblr
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Grump and not so grump (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Lol#Happy to be the happy sona! Of course ♪#I fiiiinally got a haircut again yaaaay#Actually all the Reds did! We all went to the local barber and they do such lovely work <3#We got our hair cut on smol's birthday and we're all adorable!#It's really nice now that it's out of my eyes and off my neck - smol's is directly in her eyes tho lol#As long as she's happy haha#Continuing the happies trend <3 This was doodled before the brain weirdness but I'm mostly back onto it :)#Got brain-work to do about it |P But better is good! I like better!!#And I like pleased <3#There was plenty to be pleased about! :D Good dreams and good conversation and games and ah <3 Happies <3#Poor Charm gets none of the above! Haha poor lad ♪#The TVAU grump was just a spacefiller so not much more to that#She is cute tho even when she's grumpy#And then the Kaiein thing lol - so I mentioned a bit back about going to meet with one of Kaiein's ''inspiration sources'' ahem ahem#It's the same as before - they're honestly quite ineffectual once you get right down to it#I read basically everything they do in bad faith because there's no established trust - and also I don't care if they're trying to insult me#If they're trying to connect it's sad - if they're trying to be mean it's pathetic - which I mean? Good?? Lol#Them not having power over me in themself is a good thing I'm glad that's where I am currently#Basically they got me a how-to book on digital art - with an emphasis on Photoshop#I know SAI is a lesser-known program but they were the one who helped me buy it - they've probably forgotten#Maaahh it doesn't matter - not even into Evil Time about it it's just so nothing pff#Someday they'll learn that giving gifts isn't the be-all end-all to making friends. I know I would've preferred nothing :P#I'm just happy to be confident enough where I am that while I don't like it - it doesn't actually do anything to me lol#It's a better place to be :)
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in other news….the people who made the first scpxwarriorcats map are making a second one :3
#its rlly endearing honestly even tho its mostly the mainstream skips#but the assignments of the skips make sense to me at least in my limited knowledge of arc 2 of warrior cats#even i think ivyleaf should have been 105. this is based off of nothing but my own intuition#ark’s chatter
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currently trying to find a balance between being close friends with people and putting my all into relationships, and keeping them at arms length and it being semi casual, so i don’t hurt myself
#i don’t wanna push people away or isolate myself#it’s just friendship is harddddd#especially right now as i’m still dealing with a lot#like i’m mostly recovered from the manic episode#i just wanna put things in place in my life so i can better deal#not just in the event i’m manic but just in general#tho honestly all i seem to do lately is fix my life and it doesn’t really happen#but i keep trying because what else can i do?#i guess i’m just trying to take things slow#but also my fatal flaw is my impatience#but honestly anybody in my situation probably would be#no one wants to sit around for things to get better#even if i’m doing it for myself i’m still waiting as i put things in place#bc nothing happens instantly#soooo 🤷🏻♀️#idk i’m kinda torn between hating small talk and also kinda needing it?#like putting everything into relationships is exhausting#just talking casually is kinda easier for me rn#and i need to find better ways to deal bc i can’t just trauma dump on my friends#even if they’re fine with it#it’s not healthy#a certain level of talking about your problems is fine but there’s a stage where it gets to be you should probably be talking to a therapist#instead of a friend#bc your friend can only help you so much and distractions only go so far#you need like actual help at some point#even if you won’t admit it to yourself#bc honestly i’ve been through this a million times#and you always have to hit rock bottom before you admit you’re in too deep#i hit my rock bottom recently#and now i’m crawling out and paving over that hole i fell through
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right so this is why you're not supposed to run when you have covid
#honestly felt mostly fine and why was i running 9:20s?#GODDDD this is gonna piss me off for like a month til I'm back to normal#Nothing I can do about it now!#Tetrapod runs#The last time I had covid I really did ease back into it but it took about 6wks to bring my long run back up to where it had been prior#Nvm i lied it took 2#This time tho I haven't had the fatigue with the illness at all which is nice like just the 1day rlly sick now just runny nose
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In case it was ever a question
#💟#Doodles#Lol#Yes I do in fact still think about Vargas every single day#I'd tell you when that changes but that would still be a Vargas thought wouldn't it lol ♪ So for now situation normal! Nothing to report!#Haha ♫#It's not always to this level or even this consistent but it does average multiple times a day and especially around sleep#The dreams have mostly completely tapered off but they're a common comfort/come-down from the day :) Reliable thought pattern#And even tho I'm not posting them for the most part outside of sketchdumps/the occasional video/fanfic/etc. etc.#I can tell you they still grab every sixth or so scratch page lol - and that's not counting their hefty backlog!#Plus I don't always doodle my ideas a lot of them go into my notes#Honestly considering a part two of an incorrect quotes post quite a few have built up and even I've forgotten some of them haha#They're silly ♪#Oh yeah and you'll notice a near-matching uptick in WOY (Wander Over Yonder) :3c Haha wonder what that's about hahaha#And SCII to a similar degree but I don't have anything cheeky to say about that (right now) lol#Also completely off Vargas-topic I think it's really funny how often I forget my bracelet#Obviously didn't here! Got all 'em colours - which is honestly probably /why/ I forget that's a lot of tools for one small detail#But like - I never forget my glasses they are very much ''part of my body'' but I quite often forget my bracelet even tho I wear it way more#I take off my glasses to sleep and shower and the like but my bracelet follows me everywhere! How is it not part of my body just as much!#I guess I have been wearing glasses for longer overall but sequentially! Y'know! Haha
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just watched the barbie movie and like. the main two kens were kinda… were they like… 💅✨✨✨
#buzz#barbie#barbie movie#i’m kidding (mostly) but i stand by the statement that there’s nothing more romantic than rivals#honestly i liked it a lot#like. it was cheesy and ham-fisted here/there#but like. it was a good movie w a good message#like it was learning to live in a funny and sweet kinda way. i liked it#altho why in gods name was mattel there???#also a lot more adult jokes were made than i thought there’d be#oh well tho. still laughed n liked it
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I gotta complain abt being a picky eater here for a sec cuz I'm lookin @ all this stuff on the breakfast menu and there's always the SAME ingredients in all these SAME food items and it would be SO much easier if I could just order food without having to think of all the stuff I DON'T want on my food cuz I always gotta put in so much effort to look into every single ingredient in every since food item that I order bcuz I DON'T LIKE MOST FOODS !!! SMHH !!
#mostly making a post abt this cuz there are ppl out there who think picky eaters are just childish and need to grow up#as if I'm CHOOSING to be a picky eater#and they call it childish cuz they think ppl just don't wanna be healthy and eat veggies and it's not THAT bad or whatever#THE THING IS! I FUCKING LOVE VEGETABLES!! THAT LITERALLY PROVES IT'S NOT PEOPLE JUST THROWING HISSY FITS !!!!#I literally LOVE fruits and veggies and I'm honestly not a big fan of candy like I enjoy it but I have a pretty low limit for em#like I could just eat tons of fruits and veggies no problem but candy makes me sick if I eat more than a few of em#snacks on the other hand like chips and nuts and granola and stuff are a different story#which btw my family does NOT have the same taste buds as me they are all SUPER unhealthy and I like the most healthy foods#not including my outer family members I mean immediate ones that I actually care abt and effect my food palete#ANYWAYS I will say I don't like tomatos that's one of the few I'm not a fan of I don't even really like ketchup that much#tho I have gotten better about spaghetti sauce which I'm sure people would CRY from how plain my pasta is lmao#the sauce is literally called tomato sauce it is LITERALLY tomato sauce it has nothing else in it and it has absolutely no chunks#probably the reason I never had sauce on my spaghetti for so long is cuz it always has CHUNKS in it or little leaf things that would crunch#which I like crunchy but only when it's MEANT to be crunchy#anyway all I'm sayin is it would be nice to get a breakfast burrito but I feel bad changing the order SO MUCH just for me to enjoy it#and most the time other ingredients will get in it regardless and I can't eat it anymore cuz that entire area is infected with the taste#even my Mom thinks I'm crazy for that 🙄 LISTEN IF YOU PUT PEPPERONI ON PIZZA THE FLAVOUR STICKS TO THE PIZZA#DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU TAKE IT OFF THE JUICES THE FLAVOUR IT GOT ON IT I CAN LITERALLY TASTE IT BRO !!!!!#or even a half and half situation if any pepperoni touched MY side of the pizza I am TASTING it and I cannot eat it#trust me it's not a mind thing it has been tested on me before and no one has tricked me into eating it bcuz I simply DO NOT LIKE IT !!#there is no trick to be had I can simply TASTE IT !! smh smh#anyway that is my rant abt being a picky eater quota met for the first half of the year#I have one more I have to make before the end of the year (just saying it'll likely happen is all lmao)
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my personal rule of thumb is that (typically) if a video essay is longer to watch than the media that it is analyzing, it's not one you're gonna get a lot out of, neither in terms of information nor entertainment. something to have on in the background if that's what you need to sit down and work maybe, but if you're there to get a solid thesis or concise recap of the media in question, 😬.
#I had to look up quinton reviews' icarly essay just to make sure I wasn't dissing him inadvertently with this post#bc those videos honestly slap#he does a good job of keeping those videos from droning on too much#or that lasagna cat video of the guy analyzing the garfield strip for over an hour#tho that one's mostly bc it's a parody that's long on purpose for comedy's sake#also I'm sure at least one of you has an 8+ hour long essay on a 2hr film that Got You Through It.#and that's fine!! every rule's got an exception. I'm just talking abt me and my personal preferences#also if you're an essayist who makes overly long videos i got nothing against you#esp if that's your job. get your bag ig.#but like even when I'm working on something I do like to follow along w/ what I'm watching/listening to#and if you can't get to your point I'm going to stop caring and zone out sorry
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also im just really seeing my dash after a while of either being off bc i was revamping and editing and now bc of driving but ill do all the beta stuff when im on my laptop and pc. please understand that ive never switched my xkit ever and my tumblr has always worked for me, so ive never updated it or anything. it’s always just worked without issue for me and no one has ever seemed to have trouble interacting with my posts to my knowledge.
i just started getting the beta option recently in the top corner (or maybe i just noticed). ive been seeing the beta has been going to happen for a while, but it’s never changed anything for me up until this point, including my xkit use, and like…if this has been a problem for anyone specifically with my threads, no one has ever said anything directly to me about it. i just never knew this was such a huge issue bc im honestly not on here 24/7, and again no one has said my posts are unable to be interacted with, but rest assured ill figure it out and get it switched. if it doesn’t end up working for me, then from there idk ill figure something out
#im not complaining i honestly didn’t even know#i miss so much on my dash despite trying to go through it daily#but ive just been mostly focused on catching up from being gone and getting ready for this con as well as fixing my own blog stuff#so idk it’ll get fixed sometime soon#ive literally never updated the xkit so i don’t even think i have the rewritten#ive never changed it#so ill do it even tho tbh id like to keep my blog the same im willing to adjust things if it still works idc#im not trying to make an issue im just not always on the up and up#there have been a lot of posts about this that i before i left and also recently so#this is me addressing ill change or update or whatever#ive seen about the beta but nothing ever happened to my blogs so it was low on my radar for a while
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I want to know if Pelayo existed.
Previous polls (One, Two, Three)
#Honestly I would just love to visit my country pre agriculture boom#There's a saying that in Roman times a squirrel could cross it by jumping from tree to tree#Also I would love to just see how life was#doctor who style#just pop up for a visit#mostly for pre Roman and post Roman time#Like what were the Godos up to?#I honestly know nothing of the period between Hispania and Al-Andalus#And I would love to see my city in like 1600#Tho it would probably smell like piss and river water
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It’s that quarterly time of year again where I complain about tumblr’s inability to handle 50+ images in one text post
#To be fair to tungl (unjustly) - I thought I had cut the images down by half from last time but oops nope not the case#Close! And I only have a few more this time so it won't take /hours/ like it has previously#Well - probably hour(s) but like two - maybe three - mostly due to my brain being Very focused on Stardew Valley and Nothing Else for uhhhh#What day is it now? Like a week? Week and a half? Yeah working on curbing that and it's not going great lol#But AnyWay this'll be a fun light snack of a sketchdump this time around :) I'm looking forward to it#Since it Is so short I'll keep most of my rambling in the descriptions and tags themselves but honestly I've just been having a nice time :)#Still doing silly crossovers ♪ I dunno if it'll be Obvious per se but I'm sure if you've been following what I've been up to over here#No it's not the Stanley Parable surprisingly lol - technically I already did that! A couple times!#Good guess tho but nope it's a different one#Silliness
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yippeeee i added the first two dnd albums to spotify finally ... i only can confidently say i remember a handful bc they stuck out to me on first listen or theyre just iconic (muddy knees 2009)
#i will say...ive said before perfectly dysfunctional is their worst album mostly bc they were in that weird stage of experimenting#where they wanted to be a regular punk band but hadnt quite got there#i need to relisten to decathect to compare the sounds tbh since that was their like. attempt at a 'regular' punkrock band lol#tho honestly might just be comparing the two bc the album art are both black and white#and also i keep thinking they used songs from that album but they didnt they used a song from here goes nothing which wad the third album...
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#dai: jolie richard trevelyan#oc: richard joly#grapecase plays dai#they are a rendition of a disenchanted if pc with a dash of sable one of my sherlocks [who need to get back to]#i am still on the fence if i wanna do bi cullen and just do a male pc [even if that means maybe missing out scenes] or do a femme form/afab#pc who is trans#actually i think they go with they now [mostly bc the mods]. MAYBE she/they [so i dont twitch whenever they call them 'my lady' .... i thou#ht i could do it soundless but im a coward]#[though it was fun trying to imagine their voices lol]#but when they meet krem it's all over!#i think their time as an apostate has given them a lot of 'youre too pretty for a man' which has put the seed in there#hence the face tattoo serving double as a distraction from beauty and that tehy are a woman*#sadly dai thinks women's shit sould be tight forming and they should have their nails done. but i have hc for that too#[they prefer bulky arrmor bc it hurts to bind. curse of the big tits.]#*but nothing distracts ffrom their eyes unfortunately#i wanted to give them merlin eyes. for a few different reasons. but i like the idea that their family is well known for their beauties wit#their gorgeous hazel-brown and dark chocolate eyes so dark it looks like youre looking at a clear night#but then THIS FREAK. further showing they are different#as much as - what i know of him - cullen doesnt deserve to be the romantic hero for this type of storyline#i refuse to put him with a woman bc im petty#and if must endure t-rex then it must be no half assing#tho im sorta feeling dorian would be good given the bg and expectations [but honestly bruh they took me out with that slavery talk!]#kendis is - probably - still my main#but the ideas were itching#gonna REALLY wait til i start bull's romance#werweewe REALLY. i promise this to myself#*sitting on hands*#shuffle your unwanted mage child into the circle and they come back the inquisitor and man and queer
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#not one of them scary vent tag posts just. thibkin#ive been playing fe awakening mostly to collect different s-supports bc i like to get the different supports#and also just see. child character hair variants. i have to admit i think i like fates more but awakening has the vastly more#interesting child characters and like. everything with them it does have that.#i want to continue smt iv bc im on my third time through aiming for a nothing ending but like#i rrally like that game but lord its kinda a slog tbh. i might play some mlre later to ease back into it#i reeeeally want to get that neutral ending and figure out how to thread the needle fo reach it#years-old intricately detailed smt iv gamefaqs threads i LOVE you i would still be lost in naraku without you#motivation is… more isabeau screen time. or else#i have no interest in smt iv apocalypse i do not care about that i just want to see all of smt iv#anyways. new ship fic chapter draft poll and if it ends up a tie im just going to force something#or i could get my friend to jump in and vote if theres an even number of votes a few mins before it closes#a newer fear i have abt that fic now is that theres going to be more time spent before the romance#so only a little bit is the actual romance. and im going to remedy that. already have been working on it by shuffling around some events#look the plan is 31 chapters so far honestly we can do confession at roughly 40#and then just. keep going#i dont know how to feel abt it being potentially genuinely long. as. fuck.#i think it’d be funny if it ends up 70-80 w/e chapters n when i post the firsr chapter on ao3 with the bellum/linebeck tag n everything#and i do the chapter count so its like. say the plan is 75 chapters so i do the thing where it shows up as 1/75 chapters#i think it’ be funny to drop the first fic for this weird ass ship and just be open that its going to be like. a very long novel#i might not tho in case i decide to change things on the fly. anyways. whatever. i need to.#research gila monsters and also look into dnd paladins
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