#Haha ♫

[vargaslovinghours]

In case it was ever a question

[sysig]

Permission to headbutt: Granted (Patreon)

[melodyplucked]

@inspotlight | spotify wrapped starters

🎁 + 73 | wildflower by billie eilish

    ❝    she was crying on my shoulder, and all i could do was hold her.    ❞    he wasn't sure how to explain things... around his and lily's relationship. but he felt like he needed to tell nini, because she knows he had something serious with her, before he met nina, the princess... but he doesn't want to make her feel compared either. they're different people, met in different parts of their lives.    ❝    you know it only made us closer. we went through a lot together.    ❞    but that bond wasn't enough to be forever. they did love each other, and ricky did have his firsts with her... but he's also really happy he's getting this chance with nini now. because he just- he knows this is it this time.    ❝    i just- i guess i just want you to know that the fact that i loved her... it doesn't change the fact that i love you. i'm in love with you, nina. you're the love of my life. i hope you know that i mean that.    ❞    he doesn't take the i love you lightly, and he's saying words stronger than that with her now.

[e3ocs]

Haii! What genre of music does SATRN make??

Theyre a traditional band. they play whatever bad gig they can get due to their bad organization... One day theyll make a big break...!!

[pluviacuratio-a]

I'm feeling L O N E L Y

Oh, I wish I'd find a LOVER that could HOLD ME

Now I'm crying in my room

[melodyplucked]

    ❝    i didn't deserve it... i've been working on that. on a lot of things around that, but... no... you're right... it's not my fault and i didn't deserve that...    ❞    the abandonment... it had hit him hard... it had made nini's change towards him, her distance, all that much worse.    ❝    i uh- i do wish you hadn't believed her... but- i'm sorry i made you feel like i would do that kind of thing to you in the first place...    ❞    he ends up admitting, biting his lip even though they're so close to each other. the 'how much i like you' means a lot... because it's not just about love... it's just... general appreciation, happiness, enjoyment... there was a while it felt like she hated him. dislike wasn't a strong enough word.    ❝    i love that you like me. i mean- i like you and i love you. those are two different things, you know?    ❞    and that distinction does feel important right now. her nuzzling his neck is such a sweet gesture, and one he's absolutely delighted by, as evidenced by his smile.

    ❝    i'm sorry... that does suck. i get that hurt though... since i never stopped loving you either... so- feeling hurt by each other... i get it... trust me...    ❞    he exhales, slow and somewhat shaky still. staying the night together, like she said, really was always really nice, even if it was a rare thing.    ❝    i really did love that. when we'd sleep all cuddled up like that... it's my favorite too. and i'm really, really happy it's yours.    ❞    his feelings for her being validated, that feeling in his gut that they were reciprocated, or at least could be... it's a really satisfying thing. fulfilling... to know she loves what he's loved.    ❝    always nini, i always will.    ❞    and he means that so wholeheartedly, and he hopes she can tell as she kisses him again, and he kisses her back with all of that emotion, all of that love behind it. they really do fit together perfectly... and it just- feels so right. after everything they've been through... back together. where they're meant to be.

it    breaks    her    heart    to    see    him    so    sad.    she    hated    that    his    mom    had    done    this    to    him;    had    made    him    feel    like    this.    ❝    i    know,    i    just...    you    didn't    deserve    what    she    did.    leaving    like    that?    i    hate    that    you    were    going    through    that    and    i    couldn't    just    go    talk    to    you    about    how    upset    i    was.    and    i    really    hate    that    i    even    believed    that    stupid    rumor.    ❞    she    sighs,    shaking    her    head.    it's    in    the    past    now.    it    hurts    still,    sure,    but    they    can't    do    anything    about    that    now.    ❝    i've    loved    you    for    so    long.    starting    over    sounds    so    good    to    me.    i've    missed    letting    you    know    how    much    i    like    you.    ❞    she    says,    sniffling    as    she    nuzzles    his    neck.    

❝    i    didn't    make    it    easy.    it    feel    like    if    i    pushed    you    away,    it    wouldn't    hurt    as    much    to    be    around    you.    but    i    never    stopped    loving    you,    so    it    just    sucked    sometimes...    ❞    she    sighs,    shaking    her    head    as    best    she    can    while    pressed    against    him    like    this    with    her    chest    on    his    shoulder.    ❝    those    few    nights    i'd    let    myself    stay    with    you    and    fall    asleep,    or    not    kick    you    out    in    the    middle    of    the    night?    those    were    my    favorite    nights.    just    getting    to    be    with    you.    hearing    you    whisper    that    you    love    me    when    you    thought    i    was    asleep.    i'm    excited    for    what's    next    for    us.    thank    you    for    believing    me.    and    for    loving    me...    ❞    sweet    words    are    accompanied    by    her    standing    up    straighter    and    looking    him    in    the    eyes    before    she    leans    forward    to    kiss    him,    lips    molding    against    his    like    they've    always    belonged    together.

[seongclb]

— enhypen when you’re jealous because of their bite me performance !

idol enha! x gn!reader, fluff, established relationship au, no warnings :)

req. by fellow bengali anon, hope u like it !

n. oops i got so distracted with sunghoons

♫ you by lloyd

𖠗 이희승 | lee heeseung.

you were so so excited for this comeback, especially since heeseung kept everything a surprise for you

he said he wanted today to be the “grand reveal” so you complied with it, noticing how nervous he was getting, too

even though you’ve seen his previous comebacks

midway through your excited squeals due to the chorus, you notice the women making their way to the stage and a gasp leaves your lips

so this is why he kept it a secret, you thought.

even heeseung couldn’t perform his best knowing you were watching

he takes small steps when he walks towards you

“hi baby” he spits out nervously when he sees your expression and your hands placed beside your hips

before you get the chance to get a word out, his hands are making their way to cup your cheeks for a small kiss

followed by a few more kisses

and a few more

just kisses until you stop being mad

“you better be giving me kisses like this every day until you stop performing this song” you demand

“ofc my love :D” now why would he say no to that???!

even though he wants to tease you, he knows better

𖠗 박종성 | park jongseong.

you guys watched the mv together and initially you were so excited and complimented your boyfriend the whole way through

until

the women came in their red dresses & began their sensual dances

“oh haha you didn’t mention this”

jay didn’t really pay much attention to that

but then when you don’t say much for the rest of the video

he narrows it down

“my loveeee” he calls

“hmmm?”

“are you upset about the back up dancers?”

“ofc not lol”

he knows you’re lying anyway, he’s too in love with you to not notice

so jay being the best bf ever just pulls you into a tight embrace where he just reassures the heck out of you

“it’s just work, lovey. i didn’t even look at them when they were dancing and i’d much rather dance with you”

would never even think about teasing you, you’re his precious lovebug

𖠗 심재윤 | sim jaeyun.

would probably tease you

again, you’d watch the mv together and you’d be hyping him up when your face just drops

unlike the one with jay, you’d probably ve a bit more open about how you feel

smack

“OUCH??????” he yelps

“that’s what you get. why are you dancing so close to her???”

“babe that’s my job???” pause

“are you.. jealous?” he smirks.

“nuh uh” “yuh huh”

to this, you give him a dirty look and push him before running away into another room to avoid his jokes

jake would chase after you and just throw himself onto any part of your body until you can’t move

“you’re sooooo cute, angel!!!! i love you and you only! maybe if you learn how to dance, you can dance it with me instead!”

you just stare at him in annoyance while he giggles at how cute you are

dude would make jokes ab this just so he could smother you with love again

any excuse to hug and kiss you tbh

𖠗 박성훈 | park sunghoon.

i think similar to heeseung, he kept it a surprise

but unlike hee, hoon only kept it a surprise so he could annoy you and tease you rather than be scared for his life

he initially wanted to reveal it at the live performance so you could get a good view of it live

but he gives in and lets you watch the mv cos he’s a simp and can’t refuse when you say “please” with those cute eyes of yours

literally watches you in anticipation but you’re too busy staring at your pretty bf to even realise

but then.

you see another pretty person who doesn’t look like you ALL OVER YOUR BF??????

he’s literally smirking like he can’t even hide it

“waaahh you know these dancers are like so professional, i don’t know where hybe got them but they were so good”

he expects a big reaction from you but you’re just like

“oh really? that’s so cool.”

and then he just frowns

but he doesn’t give up

“yeah it’ll be fun when we perform live”

you whip your head to him so fast, “live?”

“yep,” his smirk reappears.

“teach me the dance,” you ask.

“sorry???” he sputters

“teach meeeeee! i wanna learn so we can dance together.”

he’s literally combusting at this point, but he stands his ground

“no, you’re always such a horrible dancer.”

you frown, “fine, i’ll go ask jake.”

it’s his turn to whip his head at you

“WAIT NO I WAS JUST JOKING”

who’s smirking now, hoon

𖠗 김선우 | kim sunoo.

wouldn’t intend to make you jealous, it just happens

realises kinda fast tbh

when you’re watching it together, he’s in the midst of explaining the day and the make up artists blah blah

when he realises you’ve stopped paying attention to his details and rather you’re focused on the woman dancing with your boyfriend on the screen

sweet boy just closes the laptop

“y/n” he smiles at you.

“why’d you turn it off? i was enjoying it!” you so painfully obviously lie

“who wants to watch that anyway when i can just reenact the full thing for you, minus all the extras”

sunoo discreetly makes you feel special with this special concert only for you, his beloved

would probably teach you so you can dance together

if you end up telling him that you’re jealous

he wouldn’t have any of it

just constant reassurance and frowns bc he doesn’t know why his literal perfect s/o has anything to worry about

his eyes are only for you!!

𖠗 양정원 | yang jungwon.

absolute cutie

he tells you the day he finds out about them dancing with him

don’t get me wrong, he’ll still find this amusing

but he’s too in love with you to actually let you be sad about this thing

“y/n, i have to dance with these women for the bite me performance”

you’re glad he told you but you still feel jealous when you see it

laughs but asks what he can do to help you feel better

“just hugs.”

to which he immediately embraces you

“and kisses.”

to which he’ll leave soft kisses on your face

tells you every day, “one day down, only _ days of this performance left!”

even though you both know it won’t be the end until his career ends

when he sees the edits of him and the back up dancer, he panics about you seeing them so makes sure to keep an eye on what you watch of him & even if you do see them, he’ll be quick to make up for it

reminds you all the time that he doesn’t even look twice at them or anyone

would do anything for you just say the word

𖠗 西村力 | nishimura riki.

is so excited for you to see him dancing a new choreo

probably brings you to a dance practise one day

and that’s where you see the full choreo

“did you like it??” he asks.

“it was.. interesting.”

he just looks at you, confused

probably leaves it but wonders what was wrong with it, especially since he liked it so much

o m g

has a lightbulb moment out of nowhere

you’ve probably just forgotten about it when he shouts, “I GOT IT”

you look at him with fright “got what???”

just hugs you instead while laughing his head off

“y/n, you know i love you right? like i literally omg i love you i cant even express sometimes”

*big sad he’s so cute*

blushing, heart pattering, smile from ear to ear

“yeah, i guess i like you, too?”

kisses ur cheeks bc wow you are adorable

[kraro-school-life]

✦ 15. 9. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Sunday ✦

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My essay planning is not nearly as pretty as my study notes, but sometimes I just like scribbling stuff down, connecting, crossing out, etc. It´s fun :) I basically did ca. a week´s worth of assigments in a day, but I have planned for it so I am fine.

🗒 What I did today:

did documents for Abitur (What is Abitur in eng??)

polish essay (850 words)

Philosophy homework

Economics homework (pain...)

Physics research + hw

But I´ll have to finish physics in the break, cuz I have it after. For once prioritising the task by lesson was useful haha

🌱🌿🪴 - 4h 2min on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ New Woman - Lisa

[pukefactory]

glisten with a reader who loves to bite the everloving shit out of him for no reason unsolicited. please and thank you. *hands over -0. 3 cents as "payment"* (i just stole 0.3 cents from you haha)

As a habitual biter myself, this was fun to write and sink my teeth into, hehe. Also, hey! Give me my three cents back! >:(

˚₊‧꒰ა . —— BITE! BITE! —— ˖ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

♫ Summary: Glisten with a reader who cannot stop biting him

♫ Character(s): Glisten (Dandy’s World)

♫ Reader Pronouns: Non Specified

♫ Genre: Short Story, Fluff, SFW

♫ Word Count: 303

♫ Warning(s): None - Completely Safe!

Glisten sat at his vanity, applying his usual makeup as part of his daily routine. He picked up his blush brush and gently dusted his glass cheeks, carefully blending the color to achieve as symmetrical a look as possible. After a few minutes, he examined his reflection, slowly tilting his head from side to side, admiring his work. Satisfied, he set the brush down and reached for his eyeshadow palette.

CHOMP!

Glisten let out a startled scream, yanking his hand to his chest in both shock and pain. His wide, panicked eyes darted around the room, searching for the culprit—until they landed on you. You were crouched behind his chair, a mischievous, toothy grin spreading across your face.

“What was that for!?” he snapped. “You could’ve ruined my makeup, you know!”

“It was just a little bite!” you said, standing up.

“A little bite!? Look, look at this bruise!” He extended his hand toward you dramatically.

You leaned in to inspect it—but there was absolutely nothing there.

“There’s nothing there,” you pointed out.

“Yes, there—OW!”

Before he could finish, you nibbled at his hand again. He yanked it away, glaring at you.

“STOP THAT!”

You giggled, flashing him a clear view of your sharp, pointed teeth. “You might bruise now.”

Glisten backed away from you like you were some kind of wild animal, clutching his supposedly wounded hand as if you had nearly taken it off. His over-the-top reaction only encouraged you further. You took a slow step toward him, grinning wide.

“Stop that,” he warned, inching farther away. “Stop that right now.”

For a moment, you stood still—before suddenly lunging at him.

Glisten shrieked, sidestepping just in time and bolting out of the room.

“SOMEONE HELP! THERE’S A RABID ANIMAL TRYING TO EAT MY FACE!”

“I only bit your hand!”

“HELP! HEEEELP!”

[hisui-dreamer]

rinnnaaaa!!! congrats on 2k, and i hope you have loads of fun with this event 💖💖 for my request, how about leona (haha i'm so unpredictable, ikr) with peonies! (any culture works <3)

fit for the throne

Pairing: Leona Kingscholar x gn!reader

Synopsis: it wasn't fair how his life had treated him, so it was up to you to give him what he truly deserved

Tags: fluff, reader is a leona apologist, leona has never done anything wrong in his life :), reader is secretly royalty

Word count: 700+

Notes: thanks soru!! i hope you don't mind how long this took hehe. i poured all of my leona simp energy into this (⁠*⁠ﾉ⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♫

Masterlist

flower of choice: peony

peonies are often referred to as the "king of flowers", because they overwhelmingly bloom in splendor, giving rise to interpretations of "wealth" and "magnificence".

A sigh interrupts your focus, drawing your eyes away from the grimoire cradled in your hands. Your focus shifts to Leona, who sits with regal poise in the armchair, embraced by the golden glow of the setting sun. The fading light plays upon the angles of his noble countenance, highlighting the sharp lines of his jaw and the elegant curve of his cheekbones.

“What’s wrong, love?”

Leona's emerald eyes meet yours, frustration etched into his features as another sigh escapes his lips. “It’s another letter from home. They’re requesting my presence for some big event,” he grumbles.

An eyebrow arches at his words. Undeniably Leona's presence radiates warmth and comfort, like the brilliance of a supernova that dispelled the darkness, but it isn’t unknown to you how his worth went unappreciated in his childhood. Surely, anyone could appreciate him better than the palace of the Sunset Savanah had. What could they possibly want with his presence now?

“An event?” you echo, your grimoire long forgotten now that something far more important has caught your attention. Rising from the desk, you move to settle on Leona's lap, his legs shifting so you can lean against him comfortably. "It doesn’t seem very considerate of them to request your absence from school," you frown, your fingers combing through his hair in an attempt to soothe his frustration. It's unlikely they truly require his presence; more probable is their desire for the second prince to make a token appearance, showcasing the facade of a happy and stable royal family.

He huffed at your comment. “When have they ever been considerate?”

It was unfair, how they treated him like a chess piece to wave about whenever they pleased, but refused to acknowledge when he had a voice. He had qualities that could rival the great kings of the past, but his potential is overshadowed simply by the order of his birth. You can't shake the feeling that his true potential is being squandered within the confines of his homeland.

You've observed firsthand how effortlessly he embodies the qualities of a leader. One of your favourite attributes about him is his intelligence. His mind is razor-sharp and perceptive, effortlessly dissecting complex problems with precision. From your casual discussions alone, you’ve gleaned that he possesses a keen insight into matters of statecraft and diplomacy, navigating political intricacies with a deftness that belies his years.

His voice is velvety, smooth, and rich, with undertones of authority. When he speaks, his words carry weight, resonating with a quiet power that commands attention without the need for raised voices or harsh commands. He possesses a natural eloquence and is able to convey his thoughts with precision and clarity, leaving no room for doubt or misunderstanding.

His profound care and compassion for his people fill your heart with warmth. Leona's unwavering dedication to bettering their lives is evident as he tirelessly pushes for policies aimed at fostering prosperity and equality throughout the kingdom. Yet, what truly distinguishes him is his genuine warmth and kindness, treating everyone with respect and consideration, irrespective of their status or background.

But perhaps most striking of all is the aura of calm that surrounds him, even in the midst of chaos. Like a steadfast lighthouse in a storm, he remains unshaken by the turbulence of the world around him, his demeanour unwavering and composed. It is this unwavering composure, coupled with his innate sense of duty and honour, that truly marks him as a king among men.

“You would never be fit to rule!”

The words of Lilia Vanrouge resurface in your mind, the ones that triggered your beloved into his overblot, and a surge of fury begins to build within you.

Because he is wrong, entirely wrong. Because Leona is the only person you could ever see ruling by your side.

Said lion beastman nestles against you, nuzzling his nose gently into your cheek, his way of silently probing your thoughts, having sensed your bubbling anger.

Calmness washes over you at his affection. He truly deserves the world and so much more.

You pulled away slightly, gazing directly into his eyes.

It shouldn’t be too difficult for him to fall in love with your kingdom.

“Leona, dear, did I ever mention that I'm the heir to a kingdom's throne?”

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[sysig]

can i ask for larry and kabu.... is it allowed......... if not i can ask for something else lol

Day 2 - Warm feelings

[melodyplucked]

@inspotlight

❛  07 .   a  kiss  to  say  what  you  can’t  say  aloud .

the way his lips press to hers says everything he means to tell her tonight. he thinks she'll understand what he means without him needing to voice the feelings to her just now. he'll say the words afterwards. she deserves to hear them. but he feels like he really needs to show her, not just tell her. he wants to be with her, for real. he finally feels ready to give her what she deserves out of a relationship. what they've shared up to this point has allowed them to grow their connection, to be so much more than it was that night at the olympics. his hand caresses her cheek as their lips move together in a sweet kiss. it's undeniably passionate, but not asking anything more.   ❝    i love you nini. i'm ready to move forward...   ❞    he says as he pulls away just slightly, leaning his forehead against hers.   ❝    will you be my girlfriend?   ❞    

[orshii]

Will I Ever See You Again? (masterlist)

Author: orshii

Pairing: Kim Hongjoong x female reader

Rating: Violence, suggestive, swearing, mentions of death, lots of angst

Trope: brother's best friend

Status: Finished ♫

Summary: You were left alone with your brother, Yunho, and his best friend Hongjoong, after your parents' death. Yunho had someone to grieve with, but you? You had no one as your brother and his best friend pushed you away, singing becoming your only savior. There was one rule that Yunho made inside his friend group: “Don’t touch my sister”. And for this reason, Hongjoong had always kept his distance. But one night, you find yourself in danger. And from then on, Hongjoong does not leave your side. He is suddenly overprotective of you, and your relationship shifts and becomes fraught with tension and unspoken feelings, with secrets lurking beneath the surface and a painful past haunting you. Will you find out the secrets your brother and best friend have been keeping away from you? Will you be able to finally free yourself from your cruel past?

Will you fall in love amidst the chaos around you?

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A/N: Well finally I managed to piece together the whole idea I wanted to write...tbh I'm not sure if this is what I wanted but, since I really wanted to write something with an overprotective and jealous Hongjoong I guess here it is. This story is a whole rollercoaster there are a lot of deep emotions and stuff, at least I hope I managed to do that. All the story is already written but I have to make a few changes and I’m writing my thesis rn so updates will be slow a little 🥲 but if you are interested at all the taglist is open for everyone. I promise it'll be worth it haha.

Title inspired by: Red Velvet - Will I Ever See You Again?

A big thank you to my bestie @bvidzsoo for helping me in everything, for supporting me, and for helping me when I got stuck lmao. LY.(divider)

[floylia]

ELYSIAN ♫

05. Time is a bargaining tool

Time is a bargaining tool.

Scara knew that.

“You want me to feature on your album?” You repeated Scara’s words, beginning to doubt your ability to hear, “Do you realize how risky that is?”

Scara bobbed his head with pleased a expression etched on his face as if his words weren’t weighted with worry, “That’s why I asked you if you were ready to take a risk.”

You stood up, unable to sit still, now pacing across the room. Bambi must have sensed your unease, because he too, started following you while rubbing himself against your legs, “On a normal occasion, I wouldn’t mind. But you’re playing with two careers here. I might sound frustrating, refusing your offer, but don’t blame me for being realistic.”

“When have I ever cared about reputations?”

You fought the urge to smack him back into his senses.

“Never, but you’re in an industry where the public’s opinion can change the trajectory of the career you’ve established for years.”

And I don’t want you to go through that as well.

“We’re not puppets.”

“That’s debatable.”

Scara sighed, tousling his hair once again—his nervous habit, “We shouldn’t let them control us.”

It’s easier said than done.

But you understood where he was coming from.

You faced him, offering your utmost sincerity, “I don’t want to drag you in my mess. Nor do I want to cause more trouble than necessary.”

Silence engulfed the room. You glanced over at your friend. He’s deep in thought, gaze intense, expression unreadable. But you knew he was scheming, thinking of ways to persuade you—anything to assure you that all’s well, ends well.

Because what Scara wants, Scara gets.

“How long is your hiatus?”

You shrugged your shoulder and decided to sit back down. Bambi trailed you as he leaped up the bed and onto your lap. Clingy cats are the best, “I don’t know, but they’ll probably kick me out before it’s over. I have less than three months left, anyway.”

“What if we use this opportunity?”

“What do you mean?”

He crossed his arms, “Tell your story. Your silence leaves for more assumptions to grow.”

“I would if they let me use my voice. I was planning to wait until my contract is up to take legal actions.”

He tilted his head, “Why can’t you now?”

“Because they’re silencing me. Especially since my accuser is from the same company,” You deadpanned, stating the obvious, a detail he may have forgotten.

Scaramouche scoffed in disbelief, eyebrows furrowed as he shook his head in disapproval, “But they’re willing to throw you under the bus and take her side over you?”

“Which is why I don’t want to be responsible for ruining the career you’ve built for years. Even my friends are receiving unnecessary hate just because they’re connected to me.”

“So it’s a lost cause?”

You nodded.

“Can you…” Scara hesitated, wondering if he should continue, “Can you think it over some more? At least until your hiatus is up?”

You crossed your arms, failing to hide the faint smile creeping across your lips, “You sound desperate.”

“Enjoying my misery?”

“Absolutely.”

“I’ll win you over, just wait.”

Time is a bargaining tool.

You realized that.

Notes:

“We’re not puppets.” Haha so about that

another update cause i feel bad for ghosting 🫡

hope you all enjoy :))

i’m sorry if i couldn’t tag you (bolded = couldn’t tag)

Synopsis: After 7 years of enduring the media’s relentless pursuit of painting you as a villain, you’re forced to go through an indefinite hiatus with a tainted reputation on your head. However, just when you thought your career was over, a certain 5WIRL member wants you to feature on his solo career. Surely, this won’t affect your reputation once more, would it?

Scaramouche x fem!reader

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[melithril]

[Adar] That Would Be Enough

♫ - Philippa Soo - That Would Be Enough

A/N: Adar is slightly OOC here, but I am still in mourning so I needed something fun to cheer the vibe up haha, enjoy! <3

Adar stumbled through the door with a bang. A less than graceful entrance for the otherwise fairly light-footed uruk. Which was strange, how he could be so quiet despite the heavy armour he wore. The noise was enough to snap you from your writing at the desk, and your head swerved round to face the door in panic. 

"Dear grace," you gasped, your eyes giving him a once over. Adar was covered in blood on his face, cuts and marks that were sure to leave bruises in the morning adorned his skin. You shuddered to think how battered he may be where you couldn't see. Walking to him with haste, you placed a hand on his shoulder to steady him.

"Starlight," Adar managed to whisper out, before almost falling. With quick reaction, you caught him and held him up as best you could. He's too skinny to weigh this much, you'd thought, trying to keep some semblance of normality about the situation.

"Come here, let's get you laid down."

You did so, carefully laying him onto your bed and unclasping his gauntlet and chest plate. Removing his shirt, you could now see the true extent of the damage done.His chest was bruised and under his rib cage was bloody and scratched. You widened your eyes, the initial shock hitting you that he could have easily not returned to you this night. 

"You are lucky to be alive right now, my love." Your tone was dull, worry had washed over you far too much to feign otherwise. 

"Depending on who you are, that is," Adar mused back, somehow finding his current state humourous. You narrowed your eyes.

"I fail to see how nearly dying is funny to you, Adar. One of these days-" He placed his finger against your lips, hushing you.

"Be quiet and kiss me, my light, I almost died."

So, you did. You leaned down and he was quick to capture your lips in a needy kiss, one that told you he was thankful to have come home to you. 

Adar was always a bit of a joker around you, which was quite out of character for how he acted day-to-day. But, behind the closed doors of your shared living quarters, he was a different man. That being said, it took a lot of work from you both to get there. When you had first met, he was quiet, stern and was reluctant to speak about his feelings and emotions. As time went on, you worked on breaking down all those barriers with him and soon found a wonderfully bright man underneath. 

Adar was not opposed to joking around, nor was he opposed to affection; half of the time he instigated most of it, always wanting to hold you close and have his hands on you in some way. He had a stressful job, trying to keep his family in tact and safe, so when the end of the day came and night had fallen, he jumped at the chance to show you the love he had for you.

Back to the present, you began patching your lover up slowly, clearing any blood and bandaging the wounds. You took your time, ensuring as much as possible that you didn't hurt him any more than he already was. As you worked on him, Adar simply stared at you, smiling every time you caught him. 

Adar began to think as silence fell over the room. He began to think about how lucky he was to have a family on his doorstep to care for. How lucky he was to be able to come home to someone who cared for him. Someone genuinely happy to see him. Adar never believed he could have this kind of life, one where he was loved and appreciated exactly the way he was, especially given everything that happened in his past. But, when the sun rose and he awoke every day, he looked to you beside him and thanked whatever powers of the universe had put you together. 

"There we go," you spoke, snapping the uruk out of his daydreaming. "You're all done, Adar. Please do not ever come that close to death again."

"Thank you, Y/N, for all of this."

"You nearly get killed, I patch you up, it is the way we do things here." Now, you were able to joke a little, now he was safe. Adar smiled but shook his head, sitting himself up against the headboard of the bed.

"No, beautiful, not just this. For everything. For giving me a place to be safe, somewhere I can call a home. Thank you for being someone who cares for me, and someone who loves me no matter the cost or circumstance. You could have anybody in the world, someone better for you in so many ways, but I am glad you have chosen to stay with me."

Your face had softened, moving a little closer to him and taking his hand in yours. Giving it a light squeeze, you brought your free hand to his face, careful not to touch his fresh cuts. Your thumb ran up and down his cheek, and Adar sighed in content.

"Never," you began. "Never would I dream of my life any other way. You give me so much, Adar, just as you do your children. I have never felt safer with anyone, nor have I felt more cared for. Do not doubt yourself, ever, you are all I could ever ask for, my love."

You leaned in, kissing him softly. Adar returned the favour, weaving one hand into your hair. Pulling back, you kissed across his jaw and down his neck, grazing your teeth along his collarbone. He hummed softly, enjoying the feeling. You lay your head there, and he brought his arms around your form, one hand resting on your thigh, one idly playing with a strand of your hair. 

"Just do one thing for me, Adar?" your voice quiet as you spoke, your sentence coming out as a question more than a statement. "Please do what you can to stay alive. I know you can never promise that, but so long as you come home at the end of the day, that would be enough."

Adar smiled to himself, placing a kiss atop your head and tightening his grip around you, despite the discomfort it gave to him. He'd already made this vow to himself some time back, so clarifying it to you was of no big task. Adar had something to truly fight for in his children, and something to make sure he lived to see the sunrise for in you.

"I promise, I will always come back to you, starlight. Always."

Thank you for reading! <3

[melodyplucked]

    ❝    merry christmas angel    ❞    he beams as he leans over to kiss her. it's still hard to believe sometimes, they're really here. it's been years since they became friends, and now they're moved out from home, and they're at her moms new place in los angeles for the holidays.    ❝    i see your gift wrapping skills have improved    ❞    he teases, reaching up to run a hand through her hair.

❝     merry     christmas!     ❞     nini     exclaims,     the     girl     practically     jumping     with     excitement     as     she     holds     the     little     stack     of     presents     in     her     hand.     ❝     here!     open     it,     open     it,     open     it!     ❞

open to mutuals !