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Reminder that this is the level of drag 'representation' angel dust gives :/
This is bottom of the barrel feminization towards drag performing arts :/
And since helluva boss fans are only do passive as to read everything at surface level only here is the Spitting definition of drag queens/kings
At no point is it intrinsically all about just sexual performance or sexual drive, it can be a factor or a small portion but it is not just a large generalization as much as people are trying to make drag performing seem to be.
Drag is an art form. It is a statement. It is a person of beauty and the love and appreciation of fashion and expression!
Angel Dust is the complete opposite of sex workers or drag performers at all! If AD is supposed to resemble the theme of abuse in industry [something she already failed to portray with fizzerolli] and the toll that sex workers and addicts within the industry for that matter, we have no clue how he will act in Hazbin but the sneak peek of him in leather gives me no hope if the implication is that he will purely be centered around valentinos abuse. Considering someone on the team ship's and actively adores the ship that is Angel x Valentino
How can you claim to support sex workers while actively seeing them as purely fetishism gay yaoi bait THAT YOU ACTIVELY MERCHANDISE AS """SEXY""":/
There is nothing to angel dust besides the appeal of a feminine man being sexually abused.
#anti vivziepop#fucked up#i am a transmasc nonbinary binding male please. debate me over this. ive also dealt with addict and od's within my family.#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel critical#please stop supporting spindlehorse#vivziepop critical#anti helluva boss#please stop supporting vivziepop#spindlehorse critical#been meaning to make this post for a while#vivziepop is aphobic#vivziepop is homophobic#*if she isnt her writing sure the hell is#also im acearo while im now an ex-kinnie of AD so i know my shit as to what the fuck im talking about with vivzie history and her art ;/#there is no characterization or bite to angel outside of his drag sona#the merch is problematic becaua ei thought the red smoke resembled the control valentino had upon him so... why????#is it just me am i the only person noticing the problem???#leather with no mystique and lace with all the abuse blatantly written over :x#anti raph
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@crazify linked me in a "spell your URL out with songs" post and I was like hmmmm probably not. I'm pretty shy with my music tastes. Then I did this anyway and not only picked song titles but also the specific OC from OIFIL that I would associate it with.
Yes, B is just the same song. I didn't really have many B titles that could fit Rick..... so I just slam dunked him like a leech onto Karen's B song. It actually still works for him so its fine.
#moe talks a lot#my characters#oops i fell in love#i mean like yeah sure i spent most of the day thinking about songs rather than drawing but#my brain is also stuck on i am very stressed and incapable of functioning due to stress#but i do not work tomorrow and hopefully I can rest up#paul is such a funny lil guy who somehow gets pop songs sung by girls and im like yeah thats him#thats my weird little bisexual freak of a guy#I HOPE ITS OKAY I TAGGED YOU BTW IM SORRY IF IT SEEMS WEIRD BUT IT was inspired by your tagging me#so yeah uhhhhhhh cheers and RIP that none of these are by set it off which is one of my current fixations#also fun fact of nearly every song i could think of is right or brent coded#right even HAS a playlist - he is my only oc with his own playlist#also i debated between rick and evelyn but evelyn isnt as developed as a character#so song association was harder
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Somehow they got people more worried than when the QUEEN herself got pregnant.
I stumbled upon my airigo parent AU notes and had to doodle them feeling miserable
#it looks like hugo and aiden fought fkfjdkd- they did not- theyre just feeling sick#i think Daniel and Faith each stumbled upon one of them being insane and thought maybe putting them all in the same room would help#daniel debating whether those three idiots really should be allowed to have a kid or not- 😔#faith isnt sure what concerns her the most about the whole thing-#eryart#doodle#airigo#oc x canon#Vat7k oc#tangled oc#tts oc#Vat7k aiden#Vat7k varian#Vat7k hugo#tts faith#tts daniel#varian#Vat7k#tts#varigo x oc
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I suppose I'm a little late to the party, but I needed time to collect my thoughts.
Here's the thing, everyone's caught up on Caiti's age and whether she consented. To me, that isn't anywhere near the point. Her being so young is certainly creepy and strange, but not the point.
Here's the first thing, though less important than the next. As an adult, it is blaringly clear how irresponsible these "adults" were. Two grown ass men supplying alcohol to underaged girls in a hotel room. They were up drinking until 6am. They were one noise complaint away from getting the cops called.
Second thing. While underage drinking in the US is fairly normal, 18 is still pretty young here. Also, publicly admitting to supplying alcohol to an 18 year old is crazy, but not the point.
18 year olds can't compete with grown adults when it comes to alcohol. They don't have the same tolerance. There never should have been any "one upping."
No one should have gotten that drunk. The fact that there was a girl leaving, vomiting in her hand is fucking ridiculous. When someone, regardless of their age, is drinking too much too quickly, you cut them off and give them water. This is how college parties are run. Once you start wobbling a little too much, your speech is slurred, and you stop being a person, someone gives you water and walks you home.
And nobody walked her back to her hotel room?? Two grown men. I don't give a shit how tired you are. You always walk a girl home. Who the fuck raised you??
I am an adult man in college. I have been around a lot of different men. I have hung around men that behave like this. Let me promise you this: they got those girls drunk like that on purpose. They both wanted something. When they didn't get it, they just let the girls go. They were never interested in their safety. They were never interested in who they were.
And let me promise you this: there's never just one girl. And any well brought up man would have cut them all off and sent them on their way. There is way more to this situation than lets on.
And of course George never asked for her consent. It was never a question. They brought those girls back to that hotel room with the thought that they'd get something out of it. To George, he heard 18 and thought, "oh cool, she's legal."
I see this happen all the time in college. Usually men don't grow out of all of it, but they usually grow out of begging like a shitty dog in some random girl's DMs. To hear a grown ass man, 26 years old, behave like a fucking 19 year old sophmore in college is pathetic. I'm not interested in giving pathetic men any more time.
Also, love and light to Caiti, she looks like she's 16. "I didn't know she was 18!" First off, doesn't matter. Second off, I would've guessed she was a minor, so I know you checked first. Or else you're even dumber than the fucking college kids. Damn.
#in a few days im sure ill have a less angry post about it all#remember men#it is your responsibility to look after the women around you#cut them off give them water and walk them home#if a girl doesnt wanna fuck you whatever#dont let your ego get so bruised youll put a women is danger#are you out of your fucking mind???#anyway#anyone trying to claim that caiti is lying isnt seeing the point#these men put young women in danger because theyre pissed they didnt get laid#danger that they themselves put together#this isnt a debate#thats fucked up#also#if a woman is so drunk shes not acting like herself anymore#use some fucking critical thinking#can she consent?#fuck no dipshit#if you need to get a girl wasted to get laid#maybe you just have the charisma of fucking ball sweat#take the L and go home#yall fucking exhaust me jesus#thoughts of dante#caitibugzz#georgenotfound#gnf#dream#dreamwastaken#oh that bitch isnt exempt either btw#hes trying to say what happened was ok
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I think it's such an interesting take on life seeing it all through an ace/aro lens cause legitimately I was so confused as a kid why certain celebrities were lorded so much and everyone was like oooh they're so unreal this is the standard etc. about their looks and I was just sat there like...? they're just people? what's the fuss? and I understand aesthetics now as an adult but again I'm still just like okay?? when someone shows me someone with a face cause that's literally all I see ..
(this thought process stemmed cause I saw a photo of the Kardashians and someone praising their looks and I just genuinely have never looked at them and been like holy shit I literally am just like wow that's a person with a face and a body good for you)
#honestly even me reading books i was just like surely you guys are lying attraction cant be like this but no i was wrong lmao#when i used to see debates about neils demisexuality and i was just like oh isnt that normal?#asexuality#asexual#ace#aromantic#aro#aromanticism
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Every now and again I wonder if maybe all trans people face roughly the same amount of bigotry and one just gets more attention, but then i have to read terf posts and.
wow.
obviously every group of trans identities faces their own struggles and unique oppression but there's this incredibly vitriolic kind of hatred reserved for transfems and its sickening.
#ramble#trans#i have a lot of thoughts about terfs i wrote them down somewhere at some point but really theyre just misogyny all the way down#transmascs are poor misled little meow meows who dont realize they just have internalized misogyny. transfems are the embodyment of all evi#nonbinaries are... not talked about. because they ruin the bioessentialism if you think about it critically#to be fair any amount of critical thinking ruins bioessentialism#if gender isnt a social construct why do different societies have different versions of gender. do you never sit down and think for a momen#and like so much of the ideology is wasted hating individuals rather than the actual systems that produce them.#the sex worker thing pisses me off so much. how can you claim to protect women while you shit on the most vulnerable.#“sex work bad because no woman actually wants to do it” like even if that were true (it isnt) the problem wouldnt be sex work#the problem would be capitalism and people having to do things they dont want to make a living.#dismantle capitalism not gender neutral bathrooms#being a man isnt genetic and neither is being evil. the former at least has a genetic predisposition.#whether some people are born evil is like a massive philosophical debate on top of the socio-biological#and like. dont you have anything better to do in your feminism?#like actual problems to fight rather than someone down the street? what progress are you hoping for here?#were losing access to reproductive rights but hoo boy good thing we get to share a scapegoat with our oppressors? really?#theyre not gonna give you equal pay just because you refuse to engage with biology past the 6th grade.#actually im pretty sure we already covered some rudimentary sex/gender stuff in 6th grade but my school mightve been an outlier#definitely compared to the us school system but whatever the point stands#crimes against the gender convention#long ramble in the tags apparently#transgender#queer
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Mili from gote to handa!!! these were originally simple doodles but i had to polish it because she's my favorite from the game
#gote to handa#gote and handa#miri gote to handa#or mili.. or milli... im not sure what spelling of her name would be the go to in general fandom translation#love her range of expressions they're so funny so i drew a few here#im still not done clearing up my schedule to go back to my challenge but that dont mean i cant draw in between it :333#would love to draw her more but i have to finish my japanese drills www SOON...#goofy bonus storytime but i debated so much how to draw her prior to this because i didnt know what a junior high was#basically the translation for gote to handa i read described the characters as being in junior high#but im not familiar to english or american school customs outside of movies and such (its feels unreal compared to my culture www)#i tried looking it up but for whatever reason it brought up elementary school... and then middle school?#and i didnt know how to look it up because again im not familiar with english school systems if not superficially HDALJDKAD#so i gave up and read up on japanese school uniform usage and inferred from it that they are middle schoolers#BUT IM STILL SO CONFUSED ON WHAT THE JUNIOR HIGH IS ... i didnt know there were more terms than elementary middle and high school😭😭#in the end its not like how i drew mili is that much different from how i draw characters younger than her tbh BUT I TRY...#just a funny story of how i dont comprehend ... english... american ... school systems at all let me know what a junior high is LOL😭😭#i dont know if its an american or. general english speaking country thing thats why i mention both#is there a catchall word for english country natives in english. there sure is in spanish but would sound strange mixed in www#(i must say the difference between elementary and middle school was crucial because shes said to be in second year)#SO SECOND YEAR OF WHAT WAS. INDEED CRUCIAL because thats a big difference isnt it😭😭😭??? didn't want to draw her too big nor too small lol#and second *year* confused me the most because the term “year” is not used for students younger than what would be high school students her#so yes i was fighting for me life#drotter fights culture shock the story
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gonna be watching some s5 vods later after i get home but can someone pretty pls confirm if i got team pb&js' definition of peaceful ending correct?
pentar - used to be the same as minute but later changed to permabanning or imprisoning the PlayersTM if they dont give up but letting them live if they do (flexible according to whichever teammate hes talking to wants, fine with letting the PlayersTM live or die as long as they get stopped) (ngl im the least sure with his definition cause he was more dodgey about it and also kept changing according to who he was talking to when he does talk about it)
minute - no permabans, no exploits, somehow convince the PlayersTM to stop killing everyone and destroying everything (flexible according to what team overall wants but on his own this is what he wants)
ash - ending without exploits, violence and permabanning perfectly fine
jumper - permabanning the PlayersTM (willing to compromise but this is what she really wants)
squiddo (permabanning the PlayersTM as revenge for how they, particularly mapicc and wemmbu, treated her) (ngl im p sure i missed the stream where she talked about her motives and that im just connecting the dots rather than having any definitive clue what their motives actually are)
#mine.txt#p sure the fct they werent all on the same page is one of the core things that led to their downfall#like maybe they shouldve discussed what ending they Actually wanted a bit more and debated the pros and cons of each#and then chosen one(1) path to work towards together#like ash especially-- i really dont think anyone properly explained to him what they actually wanted for the ending#just that the PlayersTM were against them and they wanted to win#like the Moment ash explained what kind of ending he wanted and when he kept trying to say the PlayersTM thought pb&j were bad guys#i was just like... oh no... this is gonna be a disaster isnt it
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✴.·´¯·.·★🎀𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼, 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓸𝓸, 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓮𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓯𝓪𝓿𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 (𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓲𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓸𝓵)🎀★·.·¯´·.✴
Fun fact: you sent this while I have both Take Aim (Sleep Token) and Something To Believe In (Kesha) stuck in my head! I think I'm being haunted at this point
Anyways, here's the songs I'm choosing that aren't echoing around in my head right now
I was debating adding Kesha (and Sleep Token) or leaving room for other artists BUT the last time I passed an askbox music rec around I got it back like. 4 times. So! I'm choosing one song from each of them for just this one. The issue is narrowing them down. Hmm.
Thank you for sending this to me!! ^_^
#second fun fact: take aim has been stuck in my head for over 24 hours#music#if i had a nickel for every song named jericho that i loved id have two nickels which isnt a lot but it is interesting#wasnt sure about adding explanation but i decided against it? i can always explain my choices if thats wanted though#was debating doing take it off for kesha instead tbh#the apparition was the song that got me into sleep token It Is My Beloved
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let's bring back the guillotine guys
#2024 presidential election#presidential debate#im actually so fr#we got dementia risk and convicted felon#somebody is gonna die and it sure as hell isnt going to be me before i get this book published#asta discusses#president biden#president trump#im moving to canada american mutuals youre coming with me
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i Think Cookie9 plays games like this on occasion but ONLY like this .
#hi welcoem to the post i will ramble on . this should be a warning on every post i make ever .#this is for you cookie ... can the crowd differenciate (guy who cant spell) Cookie from Cookie#THIS WAS ACTUALLY BETWEEN COOKIE AND BUGLIVIA#Sorry about The Illness but imagining them being an asshole on skate 3 makes me giggle so hard#also they dontn KNOW EACHOTHER but i like imagining cookie and buglivia playing really shitty modded minecraft together#buglivia plays Spore ... ????#(<- isnt sure . debating .)#i am still figuring The Dynamics out here but they make me think of finding framed darkiplier fanart at the goodwill Real Event#trying to drag myselkf back to canon and Failing Every Time .#cookie9#buglivia#sorry for main tag maybe..#i have Never been normal about this game but my insanity has only been available in private for 2 Years . This is CHANGING
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Unfortunately all chatgpt is good for is interview/job application stuff which I think says a lot about the hiring process as a whole
#wrenfea.exe#as an actual artifical intelligence? no its horrible bc it really ISNT one#its a writing synthesizer it generates writing based on data searches and boundaries from training#thats what a neural network is its a very convoluted input-output sequence#it has no capacity to understand the meaning behind what it generates#it is simply generating the specific things that the user is looking for#the job interview process has become so robotic and automized that ai fits in perfectly#but employers HATE that people are turning to chatgpt for cover letters and interview answers#so it was fair for them to use filtering programs to accept/deny applications before it got in front of an actual human being#and its ok for them to use ai and pre-written formats to make job announcements descriptions and interview questions#but god forbid we are forced to use those exact same tools to get a humans attention so we can get a job and not starve#pushing aside the whole copyright debate on chatgpt and the environmental impact of its power usage btw#im soley analyzing how its become commonly utilized on both sides#by interviewer and interviewed#the mechanization of the whole process is now on both sides#it just seems very inhuman..#its also how some people have figured out how to somehow become employed multiple times by the same company due to lack of human oversight#and how automated theyve made their hiring process#probably should have made these tags into a separate reblog oops#also disclaimer do not cut and paste right into your application materials bc chatgpt often just lies#also many places now can tell you used chatgpt due to how similar its answers are#i only use it to make a template and see how things can be phrased to be more professional and buzzwordy#id never use it for something actually creative#and dear god do not write academic essays with it#i tried using it to supplement my own cover letter template but it was too robotic even for a cover letter#it is very good at accessing and summarizing publically available information#thats all it does not make sure the information is true or good
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fucked up in the crib at 7:30 am coping with the fact that I just wrote 6k words of springtrap porn and i'm apparently not done being on this year old bullshit yet
(also I figured out my workaround for the fact that the crack written seriously became kiiinda nonconsensual by just making a choose-your-own-ending where the second ending is actually super consensual so don't worry about it guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
#the my shit tag#springtrap#just to let you fellas know#heavily debating posting on my main AO3 or on a secret AO3 acct#on one hand posting on maind entails posting noncon on an account tied to my official internet brand which isn't good#on the other hand I'm making this post and therefore connecting the secret AO3 acct to this acct#so I can't show off the fic I wrote without creating a paper trail back to my official internet brand. which isnt good#just risky business all around. Not sure. To say I'm paranoid is to say my fears are unfounded which. the internet is terrifying. they aren
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just saw a mildly irritating post that talked about seeing takes about how sdv is actually bourgeoisie or whatever (am not reblogging because the rest of the post was honestly kind of unrelated and i want to talk about this sdv claim w/o derailing the rest of it) as if that take popped out of the void when i know for a fact that that take specifically is a response to the much more common "stardew valley is actually a leftist anti-capitalist utopia" type takes, a thing that is even less true about stardew valley than claiming it's bourgeoisie
like. the double standard of making completely detached from reality statements about how left-wing the ideals of stardew are, and then claiming people making the opposite take are armchair activists like... you don't think claiming that you play sdv because it fits totally with your leftist values (rather than that you play it because it's cute and fun or any other thing you are probably actually choosing to play it based on) is a form of armchair activism? isnt it more weird to need everything in your life to perfectly align to your politics, not in the sense that you select your pastimes based on those politics, but that you select them based on non-political criteria & then insist to everyone that Actually This Is Based On My Politics even when we can all plainly see that it's not???
stardew valley is a little farming sim. whether you like to play it or not says nothing about your irl politics. but literally just by looking at what you do in the game, which is produce things so you can sell them to make more things, you guys cannot seriously be claiming THIS is your anti-capitalist utopia and get weirdly mad and project this sense of armchair activism onto people who point out that it just literally isn't. sdv is a lot of things, but anti-capitalist is so totally not one. and i have no interest in explaining the intricacies of how the sdv farmer could be capitalist when they throw joja out of town, because frankly i have seen other posts about that and i have yet to see anyone involved in arguing for #sdvleftistutopia demonstrate any understanding of like. well like even the most basic understanding of class dynamics or that the word bourgeoisie has a specific meaning that is distinct from 'rich person' or 'ceo of corporation'.
also everyone takes it wayyyy personal like saying that sdv isn't anti-capitalist somehow translates to saying anyone who plays sdv and is anti-capitalist is actually a FAKE LEFTIST BETRAYING THEIR VALUES which is just not what anyone is saying ever and acting like they are kills the conversation dead. the conversation that YOU STARTED by claiming sdv was leftist or whatever
inb4 anyone gets on my ass about letting people do what they want, i LOVE stardew valley. i have played more than 1000 hours of stardew valley. if pointing out that sdv is capitalist makes you shit your pants then actually i kind of think you are a fake fan. what was all this about the spreadsheets to maximize efficiency. just like think for even 20 seconds about what you do in the game and how it may actually clash with your irl politics and hope for the world and ultimately imo that will make you a much better leftist than insisting that everything you do is actually already leftist simply because it makes you feel nice and cozy. niceness and coziness are not correlated in any way with 'correct' politics and the sooner you internalize that without viewing it as an attack on the things in your life that are nice and cozy the less we will have to have stupid conversations like this
also last thought it's totally your prerogative to turn off your brain and not think about politics while gaming but if that's your position then don't get on tumblr dot com to claim these things are leftist (how would you know, your brain was off) and also when people kept their brains on (regardless of what their conclusion was about the internal politics of sdv, or for that matter any media) and are trying to talk about it to each other, don't annoyedly get on your high horse about how actually you shouldn't have to turn your brain on. you don't have to. stop talking to me about it if you won't though.
#good idea generator#might be a limited time post this is the stupidest hill to die on ever#but im not dying yet. im standing on this hill for sure rn but if someone comes to kill me for it i'll just leave#im just. we're not going to pretend that a swath of people are calling sdv problematic. i cant do that#when i KNOW what happened is a bunch of people specifically tried to claim it was anti-capitalist. when it just isnt#and then when other people were like no its not. oh NOW we can talk about how silly it is to read politics into a farming sim!!#'video game politics are so serious when i think they align with my values but when i dont everyone who is talking about them is silly#and how come they arent talking about Real Problems? why wasn't i talking about real problems you say uhm uhhhh well'#and nobody is even calling sdv problematic a bunch of people are claiming OTHER people are calling it problematic!!!#(also also to address the real problems point. i firmly believe you can care about multiple things at once#and because of that. some of those things will be less important than others. and you will still care about them#i think this is true for all people which is why no one ever says Real Problems#like that unless they are losing an internet debate. usually one that they started. whataboutism central)
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i know its because of the announcement for next year but what a time for me to get reinvested in a video game about governmental animosity towards science and the protection of human life, authority figures being inherently untrustworthy because they always have their own hidden agendas, the issues inherent in a majority white occupation of land previously inhabited by an indigenous population now used almost solely as a workforce and talked about/treated like animals, and the devolving of trust in any kind of authority or control during a period of mass death because anyone who has authority or control is only ever doing things for their own benefit and couldnt give less of a shit about the regular people being affected by the death and destruction they in fact helped to cause by their own negligence of anything resembling moral or ethical frameworks when trying to grab for power . actually i think everyone should play pathologic right now, now that im reading that back,
#to be clear. the treatment of the kin from a narrative standpoint ALSO ISNT GREAT. LIKE LETS NOT GLOSS OVER THAT ITS STILL#PRETTY FUCKIN RACIST. IN BOTH VERSIONS OF THE GAME. and the misogyny underlying the narrative in some part is also Pretty Suspect.#but gddamn. what a game.#like literally everybody in town who has anything resembling power has blood on their hands.#and even the people who only really have power via their influence on those in authority (ie people like the stamatins) arent clean#like. depending on your reading of things. THE POLYHEDRON IS KINDA THE REASON THIS IS HAPPENING. AND PETER AND ANDREY SURE DID BUILD IT#but also theres so much to like. read into. or debate. when it comes to the Canonicity of certain things#because Nuance and Subtlety Of Storytelling and Unreliable Narrators and such#like if you want to experience a story that makes you feel Deeply Unwell because it so clearly breaks down how the struggle for power#Especially with money involved can lead to so much suffering on the part of everyone but the people at the top. until at the very end#even they cant get away from the consequences of their actions#PLEASE PLAY PATHOLOGIC#but if you play the original maybe have a guide handy. just sayin
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on today's episode of 'acaica's background thoughts for the dess raises kris au': okay but lets be serious do dess and chara actually stay together in the end--
#drkau#chatter#i debate over this point SO OFTEN LOL#they are BACKGROUND characters. like medium at best.#dess (or asriel or both you can argue any way) is the catalyst for everything but at the end of the day this is a kids story#and noelle IS still going to be the main character#but. man. does desschara work it out#their dynamic will be by far one of the hardest ones to write it think#it is very messy and very complicated and neither of them make great choices#and ive been writing a test piece of them for a WHILE#which. was good to get a decent nail of their characters as they stand in this au#but introduced SO MUCH MORE MESS. bc chara is aroace and 100% has some trauma and fucked-up feelings around sex#but xe DOES have sex with dess. and its like. does xe fully consent to it? yes!#does dess check in to be sure hey you're down bc she knows chara is ace while she isnt? also yes!!!#by the books they do everything right its just. chara is very very very good at rationalizing things.#and xe is. not actually as okay with this as xe is trying to be. and in fact this is very unhealthy for xir#(and then theres this whole OTHER layer of dark worlds and prophecies and everything that leads to frisk being born)#and its like. man. Man. this is so much to juggle#just everything between desschara is jngdfg they are trying their bests but it really is not going that well#bc they meet at like. 19-20 i think and chara's had nobody at all and sorta keeps chasing being someone's most important person#and dess has never had someone who has understood her on a level like chara#who really truly gets what shes about as a person and how she operates in the world#and its just a perfect storm really. and they both have kids and dess did technically kidnap hers just a little bit#and she never tells that to chara. and she tries but she cannot stay in place with xir#and chara couldnt hate her bc. again. has never experienced unconditional love#or love at all really </3 so instead of ever having hard conversations xe will brush it all under the rug#and sorta just enable dess's worse impulses. even sometimes at the expense of their literal children#ITS MESSY YALL. AND LIKE.#at the end of the day we'll see lol maybe they work it out maybe they dont. i have no idea. ive gotta write the thing#and if dr chapters 3&4 come out that could complicate things even FURTHER--
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