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i love him so much it hurts
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Sooo I have my own selfie related au and I was looking some info about seal and I found this:
Do you think this has any possible applications in you Selkie!Jason au bc I think it would be cool.
Like maybe Jason had a little sound he made around Bruce(and Dick + Alfred) when he was happy or looking for them and the others just thought it was some sort of vocal stim or something.
You could have Jason frantically making that call in the warehouse hoping his mom Shelia will at least stay with him in his final moments, or that his dad will find him.
Or the Bats noticing that Red Hood makes the same “vocal stim” Jason used to and it’s just one of the many things that tips them off to his identity.
My brain is chewing on this but idk what do you think?
Ooooo but wait! Human throats can't make seal sounds, BUT!!!
What if one time, while Jason is taking a dip in the cave pools, he gets really annoyed at Bruce ignoring him (because he thinks Jason is a ghost/hallucination) and makes that unique little cry of a pup calling to his parent?
And Bruce just kind of-- drops whatever he's holding and stumbles to the water.
(Tim told them about the unique seal pup calls while on a caffeine high and researching fun facts about seals. The moment Dick and Bruce realised, rewatching years old footage of Jason making the same calls at them over and over when he wanted their attention... it kind of breaks them.)
#damn I can't cry about seals at ass a clock in the evening oof#this is painful#selkie au#selkie jason todd
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LISTEN, all im saying is yknow how Wei Wuxian lay under the night sky constantly telling himself to just consider it a debt repayment and failing to convince himself about the core transfer at all. Living onwards, maybe even outright ignoring it after until Wen Qing showed up straight at his door, a reminder of the core and cultivation he's lost, but that's not whats important. Do you guys think he was living day to day life in burial mounds and starting to think 'its not so bad living without a core' do you guys think he looked up at the night sky after drinking the wine uncle four made specially for him and thought 'its not so bad on the ground?'
and then it all came crashing to hell and i just think i made that one fucking line worse for myself when wwx was running after wen siblings after 3 days lying helplessly "where should he go, it felt like the world had no place for him in it at all"
#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen remnants#wen siblings#wen qing#wen ning#this is painful#granny wen#ayuan#lan sizhui#burial mound settlement days#core transfer#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#i have to think of this so you should too
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it's the way her eyes shift from the look of adoration to betrayal at the memory of halbrand. she lost her companion, someone who she thought is a friend, and someone who she believe can trusted her life with.
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My Adventures With Superman Spoilers: This episode—good lord this episode
#blackdagger 456#maws#maws spoilers#maws season 2#my adventures with superman#kara zor el#lois lane#jimmy olsen#braniac#superman#supergirl#clark kent#good lord#this is painful#but so good
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Be a Marauders fan, they said. It'll be fun, they said. For the record, I'm currently not laughing.
#marauders#marauders fandom#harry potter#painful love#this is painful#fanfiction#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#regulus black#lily evans#marlene mckinnon#mary mcdonald#dorcas meadowes#barty crouch jr#pandora lovegood#evan rosier#wolfstar#rosekiller#jily#jegulus
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This scene is so good and horrifying at the same time- the way he remembers Steve and Bucky Barnes breaks through!
"Then finish it, Because I'm with you till the end of the line"
#bucky barnes#the winter soldier#steve rogers#mind control#marvel mcu#marvel#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#marvel bucky barnes#i'm not crying you're crying#i love him so much#he deserved better#he makes me sad#my heart hurts#screaming in pain#captain america#captain america 2#this is painful#he deserves the world#my poor baby#hydra marvel#i cried#till the end of the line#bucky and steve#sebastian stan#chris evans#catws
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Do you think Omega ever sturggled with not feeling like enough? Like no matter how hard she tried she wasn't strong enough, or skilled enough, or smart enough. Do you think she felt to small or to weak or to timid? Do you ever wonder if she struggled with those things? Because she was a clone so it was in her nature to be a soldier but she wasn't taught how? (I wish I could tell her that she was good enough)
And did you think Wrecker blamed himself for not holding onto the rail car when Tech initiated Plan 99. Do you think he cursed himself for still not being strong enough, for not holding on long enough, for being to heavy that he couldn't get down the rail car to save Tech. That he lost his brother because he wasn't good at the one thing he was supposed to be good at. Do you think he thought about it before he went to sleep. Knowing it was his fault he had lost another bother. (It's not his fault and I would never blame him)
#tbb#the bad batch#the bad batch wrecker#the bad batch omega#tbb wrecker#tbb omega#angst#whump#feelings of guilt#survivors guilt#just an idea#this is painful#sw tbb#wrecker and omega
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Amok Time: In the throes of his Pon Farr mating period, Spock must return to Vulcan to meet his intended future wife, betrothed from childhood.
Devil in the Dark: The Enterprise is sent to a mining colony that is being terrorized by a mysterious monster, only to find that the situation is not that simple.
Feel free to reblog in order to help this poll reach the most people! Remember to vote on the other polls in this round, listed here!
#this is painful#star trek tos#star trek#james kirk#spock#bones mccoy#star trek bracket#elimination game#jim kirk#leonard mccoy#star trek poll#amok time#spirk#launched fanfiction#pon farr#devil in the dark#horta#william shatner#such a good episode#tragic that they ended up against each other this early#i didn't plan that this would release on k/s day#wild coincidence#k/s#space husbands
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Me writing vs Me editing
#painfully editing#why so many commas#editing#editors#edit#first draft#this is painful#writing#books#writers on tumblr#writersnetwork#writers#writing community#writerscommunity#writers life#author#writer#tumblr writing community#writer problems#writer things#writers of tumblr#writing process
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jenni trying to start forward movements and directing eva, olga and tere into place but no one knowing how to play tiki taka or do overlapping runs and just passing it back is painful to watch
please just put jenni and alexia on the pitch together. alexia would have known, it would have been perfect.
#anger drove me to this#i screamed into my pillow then typed this#THIS IS PAINFUL#luca watches the olympics#jenni hermoso#espwnt#futfem
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istg tiktok must want me dead because HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE???
#bau#spencer reid#criminal minds fandom#dr spencer reid#criminal minds#david rossi#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#jj jareau#mgg#criminalmindsedit#reid#doctor spencer reid#spencer reid criminal minds#spencer reid fandom#aaron hotch hotchner#maeve#this is painful#behavioral analysis unit#bau team#thomas gibson#matthew gray gubler#mgg pics#tiktok#george foyet
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I don't want to know it's name anymore,
I want to feel it as though it is a memory
Leave it and forget it,
like the seasons of my life.
Honestly I have ran out of time.
#poetry#writing#new poets society#daily poem#poets on tumblr#title#female poets#orginal poem#poems and poetry#poems and quotes#twcpoetry#original poets on tumblr#poetic stories#poeticstories#painful#a poem#this is painful
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We don't talk enough about what a painfully small chance Prince Justin had against the Witch of The Waste, a literal magic holder. There was particularly no chance he could do anything to her, no matter how strong he was. There was a huge chance he would just get himself killed. But he did it anyway, hoping it would lead him to Wizard Suliman.
He knew it was connected to the Wastes. He argued about how he the King shouldn't have let Ben do anything there in the first place, argued to the point he wouldn't even listen anymore, just do whatever he needs and go away.
He bought way more than one searching spell to find him — a dozens from Howl, at least two from Lettie and ms. Fairfax. And he didn't stop until he found something that looked the most right, even though it still missed. Everyone, almost everyone including his own brother and Ben's mentor believed his was long dead at this point, but Justin still spend loads of money and power at the really smart chance he could find him. He was searching for months.
He had to go there himself, clearly, without any additional help from the Royal, because no one believed him — because Howl mentioned that Suliman might be alive along the lines and that made things worse. He went to this scary place miles away from Kingsbury, the spells were leading him the wrong way and the Witch had to use her own magic to show him the right one, but he still knew where he was going.
The Witch used Ben as a bait to lure Justin right to her hands — the exact same strategy she used with Sophie to lure Howl — and it worked perfectly, to the point when ever King himself acknowledged this?
The fact that the first time they actually became separate people and saw each other aftee all this horror with dogs and servants, they were smiling at each other, shaking hand and basically hugging?
The fact that Ben was almost able to recognise Justin, saying he "reminds him of someone he knows" without a doubt, — the same way Midnight were able to recognise something familiar in gennie's bottle — even though the Prince was under a spell and the room was in a horrible haos?
And you're telling me the only fanfiction there is about them is mine?
#like Justin was basically ready to DIE for his bestie and no one bets an eye???#AM I THE ONLY ONE SEEING THIS??#I checked it idk millions of times#both are most certainly adult men#(way better than Ben and Lettie gap If anything)#AND??? I AM THE IDK THIRDS PERSON POSTING ABT THIS SINCE 2020#this is painful#this fandom needs more rarepairs for sure#(Like I absolutely ADORE Howl and Sophie they're my most best OTP ever but also LOOK AT THEM)#they're also fabulous#pls#hmc#hmc book#howl's moving castle#prince justin#ben sullivan#wizard suliman
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alright wincesties and supernatural fans, just finished a fic that will make sense to neither of yall.
it’s jason teague (jensen’s character from smallville) and clay miller (jared’s character from friday the 13th).
crackship? yes. am i known for writing selfcest and strange crossover pairings? also yes.
is it a gym teacher x student fic? you bet.
enjoy lol idek if this is gonna do any numbers
#what the FUCK do i tag this#ao3#fanfic#fanfiction#clay miller#jason teague#smallville#friday the 13th 2009#crackship#crossover au#crossover pairing#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#j2#wrote 11k words from 8 pm to 1 am with no break. i am a beast#i think i have brain damage#this is painful#enjoy#i guess#samdean#kind of#wincest#sort of#au#alternate universe
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