#同人-fanfic

[mays-bookshelf]

每天都在作死[綜英美]

我其實幾個禮拜前就沒繼續讀這本了，但一直沒有找到機會寫這篇，因為我最近把在手機上的時間拿去玩手遊了，不太有讀小說w

老實說我不太能很簡單的列出我不喜歡這篇文的原因。他的有些對話有些僵硬沒錯，主角的個性也實在不討喜，但真的要講的話應該是沒有重心吧？在棄文之前我讀到超過一半了，但我還是不知道主角到底想要啥，感覺主角就是隨波逐流的一個角色，隨著自己任性跟喜好過日子，當然你是可以寫這樣的一個故事的，寫主角如何找到自己的人生目標，或者甚至不那麼勵志就寫這裡的主角在各種情境下迫使他必須要適應並且撞出一些火花，但這篇文裡面就是主角剛好被涉入到很雜亂的一些事件，然後也沒有撞出什麼有趣的情節，因為主角的能力太強了。主角是變種人，能力是好運，這能力就算是個被動也超強(主角一開始就是), 更別提後面天啟強化主角的能力讓她能夠操控了。

另一個就是這個主角感覺作者創作出來並且放到這個情境裡就是為了達成一個目的：睡(或者睡過)幾個作者喜歡的男人，當然你不是不能這樣做，實際上我寫過的同人大多都是我想要達成某個劇情，但要合理並將流暢呀，而且你至少要把主角的個性給塑造出來吧(除非是讀者置入小說)，但這篇劇情就是作者想到什麼寫什麼，挺亂的。

I actually stopped reading this weeks ago, just never got the time to properly put it down since I've been spending my free time playing games instead of reading on my phone. :P

To be quite honestly it's hard for me to pinpoint just what exactly I dislike so much about this fic that I dropped it. The dialogue were a bit rigid and unnatural at times, and personality wise the mc is not likeable at all. I think it really boils down to focus, or lack thereof to be exact. I've actually read to over half of it already, and I don't know what the mc wants in life, what her goal or aspirations are. She just kinda, lives day by day doing whatever she feels like. You can write a story about it, about how someone finds meaning in life, or hell you can write someone like this mc but circumstance forcing them into different situations making them have to adapt and do other things. But in this there's just a lot of messy events that happen that mc gets involved in which doesn't lead to anything interesting, because mc's power is too strong. She's a mutant and her power is good luck, and that's an op power regardless if you can control it or not(mc couldn't at first). Not to mention later on just out of nowhere her power got enhanced by Apocalypse so that she can control it.

Another thing is, it feels like the author created the character and put them in this situation to achieve something: sleep(or having slept) with a few characters that the author likes. Again, I'm not saying you can't do this, in fact almost all of the fanfics I've written is because I want to achieve something, but it's gotta be logical and reasonable, and you gotta at least shape out the mc(unless it's a reader insert fic), but in this fic everything feels on the whim of the author and a bit messy.

[halfeaten-mantou]

old-fashioned yanshen cupcake | 晏无师 x 沈峤 (晏沈) | Yan Wushi x Shen Qiao (YanShen)

xxxxx words, 10 chapters, modern AU, humour/fluff, corporate drama, hacker!YWS, pharmacist!SQ | ao3

(Image credits: ugukun. Thank you for the wonderful art! Please contact me if you want this removed.)

Summary:

Yan Wushi is fifty, and the successful CEO of the second-largest pharmaceutical company in the country.

He’s also single, jaded, tired, and...tired of fried eggs for breakfast.

And although he wasn’t particularly looking, an unexpected request by an unexpected employee, along with an unexpected visit to a pancake shop, may just hold the key to filling both his stomach and heart.

🌸 🧁 🌸 🧁

Status: COMPLETE (10/10 chapters)

Now available to read on both Tumblr and AO3.

Masterlist of chapter contents (or click here to view entire work):

Chapter 1: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 2: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 3: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 4: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 5: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 6: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 7: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 8: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 9: tumblr | ao3

Chapter 10: tumblr | ao3

Extra 1: COMING SOON...

Extra 2: COMING SOON...

♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ Also a little Spotify playlist (used for writing this but also probably works for reading) if anyone's keen haha! ♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ

[universallypeacecreation]

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[sghg181]

本周六 CWT66 [攤位C35]

[inception8imagination]

Chapters: 86/? Fandom: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 魔道祖师Q | Módào Zǔshī Q (Cartoon) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín/原创女主 - Relationship, Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn/Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī - Relationship, Jiang Family (Modao Zushi), Madam Lan (Modao Zushi), Lan Family (Modao Zushi), Fourth Uncle (Modao Zushi), Gūsū Lán Disciple(s) (Módào Zǔshī), Yin Tiger Seal (Modao Zushi), Yinzhu (Modao Zushi), Jinzhu (Modao Zushi), Madam Jin (Modao Zushi), 金凌 (Módào Zǔshī), 虞夫人 (Módào Zǔshī), 金子轩/江厌离 - Relationship, 薛洋, 晓星尘, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen, Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao, Nie Mingjue, Nie Huaisang, Wen Qing (Modao Zushi) Additional Tags: Angst and Romance, Fluff and Humor, Adventure, Sibling Incest, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Childhood Sweethearts, Long Live Feedback Comment Project Summary:

一切的相遇皆是缘。 所有的相遇不是恩赐便是劫难， 若无相欠， 又怎会相见？

整个原著小说/动漫中， 我最可怜的是江澄，所以给了舅舅江宇直一点情感上的寄托。这是一个改编原著偏向江澄与原创女主的故事！

就当作是魔道祖师之江澄篇吧！

**我的头像照片就是我想象江澄与媳妇的样子！**

[rennerator]

LOVE LOVE LOVE <3

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Gotham Knights (TV 2023), Batman - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage Relationships: Fugue Harvey Dent/Harvey Dent, Christopher Dent and Harvey Dent Characters: Harvey Dent, 哈維丹特 - Character, Fugue Harvey, Rebecca March, Batman, Bruce Wayne, The Court of Owls, Christopher Dent, The Mutant Gang, Jim Gordon Additional Tags: CW Gotham Knights, Gotham Knights, 哥譚騎士, Two-Face - Freeform, Two Face - Freeform, 雙面人, batbrats, ZaddyDent, Save Gotham Knights, dc, The CW, Canonical Character Death, Canonical Child Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, Dissociative Identity Disorder, misha - Freeform, Misha Collins - Freeform, Fanfic, 同人 Series: Part 3 of CW Gotham Knights Fanfics Summary:

腦補賦格哈維（哈維．丹特次人格）的獨白與回憶。時間設定在哈維童年到 CW《哥譚騎士》第一季第六集結局之間，背景設定部分來自 CW《哥譚騎士》劇情，部分來自 DC 漫畫《The Eye of the Beholder》、《A Tale of Three Halves》及《Batman: Two-Face - Crime and Punishment》，部分來自本系列前作《地下室》。

[qilingxiong]

Q&A excerpt from a fanmeet/discussion event with Yuyi (余兒), author of the 九龍城寨 | Kowloon Walled City (Twilight of the Warriors) novels — June 2024

Translation made from a transcript written out in Mandarin; the live discussion took place in Cantonese. (x)

Q (提问者为男粉丝)："漫画和电影都产生了很多BL衍生现象（全场爆笑），想问下你对这个现象有什么看法？漫画作者司徒剑桥的画风很美型，当年我看漫画的时候就有想过会有BL，但电影我看一两次都没想到。"

QUESTION (note by transcript OP: person asking is a male fan): "Both the [Kowloon Walled City] manhua and movie have given rise to a lot of BL fanworks." [*crowd breaks out laughing*] "So I wanted to ask what your thoughts on that phenomenon are. Andy Seto's art style in the manhua is very beautiful, and the year I read it, I thought there might be BL [fanworks]. But even after seeing the movie twice I hadn't imagined this."

A："整个电影团队都没想到。（全场爆笑）十几年前九龙城寨漫画刚出的时候，港漫还没有BL发生，九龙城寨应该是第一本有BL同人出现的。当时我去了RG（编者注：即香港的一个同人志漫展Rainbow Gala）看到有同人创作就觉得“点解会咁”（怎么会这样）？当然我不是介意，我是开心的，因为大家是因为喜欢你的角色所以才这样创作。当时的同人创作持续了两三年就慢慢淡去了，直到我没想到这个月我又去了RG，居然又看到了，我只能说这就是城寨的命吧。"

"后来我反思会不会是兄弟情去到某一个阶段某一个位置，就会让你有这样的联想。（其实这些同人创作）四子他们都有看到的，也都开心，但是他们未必有看到BL的故事，只是看到同人图而已。其实我不介意这些的，但是那些作者看到我就尴尬。在RG现场我看到一本叉烧饭封面（编者注：指之前余兒老师买的All信一本）的BL同人本，就买了当作珍藏，但我没看。那个摊主还掩面很尴尬，希望大家不要尴尬，都OK的。"

ANSWER: "The entire movie team hadn't imagined it either." [*crowd laughs*] "Ten years ago, when the KWC manhua had just come out, Hong Kong manhuas didn't have anything BL happening. KWC should have been the first IP here to have BL doujinshi made for it. At the time, when I went to RG (transcript note: Rainbow Gala, Hong Kong's first doujin comic-con), I saw some doujin fanworks and thought 'Why would this happen?' Of course, I didn't mind. I was happy, since it was because everyone liked my characters enough that they were making creations like this. The doujin works continued to appear back then for about 2-3 years before slowly dying down. Until I went to RG again this month, and I hadn't pictured that this would happen, but I saw them all once more. I can only say that this must be the fate of the Walled City franchise."

"Eventually I reflected on this, and whether or not the feelings of brotherhood [in the story] had reached a certain stage and place, that caused people to have this kind of association. The [actors playing the] Walled City Four have all seen these fanworks and they're pleased about it, although they've only seen the fanart, not the stories. Actually, I really don't mind all of this, but those creators feel awkward when they see me. At RG I bought a BL doujinshi that had barbecue pork rice on the cover*, just to keep as a collector's item, although I didn't look through it. The stall vendor was covering their face, and seemed very embarrassed. I hope people don't need to feel embarrassed! It's all OK."

*The book Yuyi bought and is referring to is a fully explicit fanfic compilation of different characters in the series railing Shin (信一). Do with that knowledge what you will.

[roachie141]

what is your favourite thing about roach ☝️

Thank you for asking :))) sorry for answering so late, I wasn’t in good headspace in the last few days.

I found it difficult to answer in English so i wrote it in Chinese and translated it into English.

我觉得小强这个角色最有意思的地方就是，这个角色大半的特点是由同人作者塑造出来的。不像幽灵和肥皂这些角色，幽灵有他的个人漫画，肥皂更是贯穿了整个老三部曲，而小强在原作中没有说过一句话，更是连脸都没有，原作透露的信息屈指可数。这里我也数一下原作中一些关于小强的小细节：

这小子跳跃能力有点问题（笑）虽然叫小强但是两次重要的跳跃都失手了呢😂

肥皂日记里肥皂对比了小强和年轻的自己，提到小强也写日记

贫民窟逃亡的时候按检视武器他会自己和自己玩石头剪刀布（好像是左手出布右手出剪子，他甚至会剪自己手（笑）

谢菲尔德拿走DSM的时候他抓住了谢菲尔德的手被甩开了

甚至后两点似乎是重制版才加上的，所以说小强是一个为了增加玩家代入感而几乎没有任何设定的角色，因此在同人创作时并没有什么ooc的说法，小强的同人作基本都是作者的hc，这也是我喜欢画小强的原因之一，不用想会不会ooc，因为这就是我心中的小强。不过小强的同人作也有很多相似之处，比如选择性缄默和蟑螂须。像选择性缄默这样的设定在现实中肯定是不可能存在于军队中的，但这是同人文，反而是一种很有趣的设定。实际上我一开始并没有注意到小强，我是在看幽灵的同人文的时候发现还有人写小强的，结果马上爱上了（笑）所以我会喜欢小强很大原因是因为优秀的同人作者。感觉有点跑题了哈哈，但是我很少思考这种问题，想到什么就写什么了

And here’s the translation

I think my favourite thing about Roach is that many of his traits are created by writers and artists in the fandom. He’s not like Ghost or Soap. Ghost has his backstory comics. And Soap? dude has a full character arc throughout the whole trilogy (and his diary). But Roach, our bug boi, didn’t speak a word in the game and doesn’t even have a face. aaaand here are some CANON details I know about Roach fyi:

this boy has problem with jumping lol

soap compares roach to his younger self and mentions roach also writes diaries in soap’s diary

when escaping favela, if you press inspect weapon, he plays rock-paper-scissors with himself (left hand is paper and right hand is scissors, he even cut paper with scissors

when shepherd takes the dsm, roach grabs shepherd’s arm but get thrown off

You can see that there are not many things we can tell from the game, even the last two were added in the remastered version. So I think most fanfics and fanarts are their creator’s headcanon, and that is really interesting. This is one of the reasons I like drawing Roach. I don't have to worry about whether it's out of character, because this is my version of Roach. And things like selective mutism and antennas? COOL!! Characteristics like selective mutism wouldn't realistically exist in a military setting, but in fanfic, it's an interesting concept. I didn’t pay much attention to Roach at first tbh, I discovered fanfics about him when I looked for Ghost fics and immediately fell in love with this little bug lol

So, one of the main reasons I love Roach is because of the talented content creators in the fandom. I feel like I've gone off on a tangent, haha, but I rarely think about these kinds of questions; I just write whatever comes to mind.

[junkomc]

男性読者とオリジナル男性キャラクターに対する私の想い。My thoughts on male readers and original male characters.

male!readerを求めて広い広いネットの海を漂いtunblrにたどり着いたものの、やはりこちらでもx male!reader（男主）とｘoriginal male characterの間には大きな隔たりがあるんだなぁ…と改めて思いました。

私は他の人が書くcod×male!readerはもちろんだけど、cod×original male characterのお話が読みたいし、絵も見たいんだ！！！

もうtopでもbottomでもどちらでもいいので、とにかく男性同士の熱いロマンスが見たいんですよ！（生粋の腐女子ですので）ついでにsoap/roach とghost/roachとkeegan /loganもめちゃくちゃ欲しい。

I drifted through the vast ocean of the internet in search of a male!reader and ended up on Tumblr, but I realized once again that even here there is a big gap between x male!reader (male protagonist) and x original male character...

Of course I want to read cod x male!reader stories written by other people, but I also want to read cod x original male character stories and see the pictures!!!

I don't care if it's top or bottom, I just want to see a hot romance between two men! (I'm a genuine fujoshi) And I really want soap/roach, ghost/roach and keegan/logan.

とにかく自分以外の誰かが書くcod×original male characterを血眼になって探している変態がここにいることを知ってほしくて、ほとばしる熱い思いをしたためたのですが、グーグル翻訳がちゃんと仕事をしているか私には知る由もない。

Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that there is a pervert here who is desperately searching for cod×original male character written by someone other than me, so I wrote this with all my heart and soul, but I have no way of knowing if Google Translate is working properly.

あと、どうでもいい話ですが日本国内でも国外と一緒で○○×f! readerが多く、m!readerはほとんどないです。○○×original male characterも無いなぁ…。悲しい。

ちなみに日本国内では夢小説サイトにはたいてい名前変換機能がついているので「y/n」の部分に好きな名前が入れられ、自動で変換されるので違和感なく読み進めることができるのですが、それに慣れている為、fanficを読んでいて「y/n」が出てくると、すごく引っかかってしますのです…。それならばいっそのこと名前を固定化（いわゆるOC）された方が読みやすいし、イメージしやすいので私自身はoriginal male characterもmale!readerにも同じように愛しているのですが、「自己投影」という事に重きを置いた場合、やはり両者は似て非なるものだと理解はしてるつもりです。

Also, this is a trivial point, but in Japan, just like overseas, there are a lot of ○○×f! readers, but almost no m!readers. There are no ○○×original male characters either... It's sad.

By the way, in Japan, most dream novel sites have a name conversion function, so you can enter your favorite name in the "y/n" part and it will be converted automatically, so you can read without any discomfort, but because I'm used to that, when I'm reading fanfic and "y/n" comes up, it really bothers me...If that's the case, it's easier to read and imagine if the name is fixed (so-called OC), so I personally love original male characters and male!readers alike, but if you place importance on "self-projection," I understand that the two are similar but not the same.

80年代生まれの40過ぎのおばさんには知らない用語や、初めて聞くジェンダー関連の言葉も沢山あり、日々勉強だなぁと感じます。母として、娘とそのような話をする時に備えてちゃんと理解しておかないとダメですね。

あと、自分の半分くらいの年齢の子たちが素晴らしい作品を生み出しているのを見ると、純粋にすごいなぁと思う気持ちと、こんな所におばさんが混じってごめんなさい…という気持ちがあり、時々葛藤します…笑

もうちょっとだけ自由に投稿させてください…すべて書きつくしたら静かにそっと消えますので！！

それでは皆さんの健康と幸���を祈っています。好きなように、好きなものを創作し続けることができますように。

There are many terms I don't know as a 40-something woman born in the 80s, and many gender-related words I've never heard before, so I feel like I'm learning every day. As a mother, I need to understand them properly in preparation for talking about such things with my daughter.

Also, when I see kids half my age creating amazing works, I feel both genuinely impressed and sorry that an old lady like me is being mixed in here... and sometimes I feel conflicted... lol

Please let me post a little more freely...I'll quietly disappear once I've written everything!!

I wish you all good health and happiness. I hope you can continue to create what you love, as you love.

[mays-bookshelf]

[綜英美]才不是史萊姆

讀完日期: 6/7

在手機的google看到我有這篇文的分頁, 想說應該是之前找的文吧?(因為我有時會找推薦的文然後不把搜尋頁面關掉當作紀錄)所以就開始看, 結果看到美國隊長部分結束就想起來為什麼了: 因為我當初被刀的很慘, 覺得生氣就跑到文章頁面去看是不是其他人也跟我一樣XDD

女主莫名其妙穿越成一個共生體(電影"猛毒"的那個), 體內有個系統, 如果集到足夠能量就可以"變成人", 但結果後面說明是共生體能力"擬態"而不是真的"變成人"(攤手). 收集能量有3種方式, 吃東西(熱量越高越多), 寄生在生物上獲得契合度(只要寄生時間夠就可以拿60, 60以上的要信任度)以及吃人(驚恐). 很明顯的這個系統跟這個身分如果是不太好的人拿到了那會造成世界大亂, 但女主是個...聖母(汗), 就真的非常善良, 這也是為啥我會被刀到爆氣的原因, 因為女主從九頭蛇跑出來投靠了美國隊長, 一直都很誠實的沒有對史蒂夫說謊, 甚至快要因為沒有宿主死掉了, 都沒有強制寄生史蒂夫而是得到他允許後才寄生, 就這樣一個這麼軟這麼甜的姑娘史蒂夫竟然因為得到女主能魅惑人的資料就懷疑她把她關在一個箱子裡?? 然後關到女主要死了, 死前還犧牲自己保護史蒂夫, 你他媽的動動腦啊!? 你可以懷疑但你懷疑的前提是不把對方害死啊!!! 馬的這就跟一個人有犯罪嫌疑你就把對方關起來不給吃的喝得直到死一樣, 是不是人啊還美國隊長, 這個美國隊長OOC我給負分(爆氣).

這篇文裡面每個英雄對上女主的時候都渣, 給我觀感最好的反而是康斯坦丁, 我都懷疑作者是康斯坦丁主推了www因為康斯坦丁坑女主的原因是為了拯救世界, 而且最後也為了救女主把自己的命賠出去了, 算是挺不錯的, 蝙蝠家族在裡面也還行. 所以說作者是漫威毒粉嗎裡面漫威英雄除了蜘蛛人都好慘w

結論是我還是看完了, 因為老實說設定很讚而且作者文筆不錯, 番外的AU世界裡女主整個大崩潰也是很好看的www都是你們這些英雄造的孽(指指點點), 感覺一開始讓閃電俠找到女主並且女主開開心心的吃吃喝喝就是最好的了.

Date finished: 6/7

So I saw this fic opened in a chrome tab on my phone so thought it's a fic I found before(since I sometimes search for stuff and keep the tabs so I don't forget), so I starting reading it, but then I'm reminded why I have the tab in the first place: I got hurt so badly by the angst in the fic and got angry, so I went to the fic's comment section to see if everyone else is the same. xDD

The mc became a Symbiote(from the movie "Venom") and has a power system on her, if she gathers enough energy she can become human again, but it ended up being one of the Symbiote mimicry ability and not actually turning into a human. *shrug* But anyways, there's 3 ways to get energy, first is eating(the higher the calorie the more energy), second is compatibility(get it through time spent possessing up to 60, then need trust to get more), and eating people(*scream*). It's obvious that if someone that isn't a good person got this power system and this setting, the world would be in a lot of trouble. However, the mc is a...self-sacrificing person. *sweats* She is just a very kind person and that's why I got so angry by the angst, because the mc actually sought refuge at Captain America's place. She was honest with him all the time, even when she's almost dead because she didn't have a host for a long time, she didn't possess him without permission. Such a kind and sweet girl, and how did Steve fucking Rogers treat her? Because he saw a document on mc's ability to bewitch people, he got suspicious that she was doing that to him and that's why he accepted her into his life, and he locked her in a fucking box??? To the point where she's almost dead because she can't live without a host, and then just before dead she even protected him with her life. Can you fucking use your brain!? You can be suspicious but you shouldn't fucking kill her because of that!!! It's like just because someone is a murder suspect, you imprison them with no food and water until they're almost dead, are you fucking nuts?! Fucking yeet this OOC Captain America! *explodes from anger*

*cough* I got a bit angry. All the heroes in this fic are kinda shit people to mc, and surprisingly the only person I like is Constantine. I almost feel like the author's blorbo is Constantine, because the reason why he betrayed mc is to save the world, and after that he saved her by giving away his life, which is pretty alright considering everyone else. *glares* The bat family is also pretty alright. Is the author a Marvel anti or something all the Marvel heroes(except Spiderman) are pretty horrible. lol

In the end I still finished the fic, because the setting is very interesting and it is well-written. The extra story of the AU where mc went crazy and started killing people is also really neat. It's all caused by you heroes. *points finger* Really, the best world for the mc would be let Flash find her from the very start and then just spoil her with cakes and drinks and stuff, that would be just what she deserves.

[halfeaten-mantou]

🧁 old-fashioned YanShen cupcake | Chapter 8/10 | ao3

They get carried away. Uncharacteristically, Yan Wushi shrivels into his shell.

(Shen Qiao lies awake wondering what this sudden situation really is: an unprecedented interlude, or an unwanted end?)

(Continue reading here or under the cut!)

Yan Wushi cannot believe his ears.

Specifically, he cannot believe that he'd been occupying the mind of the person who'd been occupying his own.

"You were thinking about...me?"

"Yes."

Shen Qiao's voice is quiet but firm. Yan Wushi doesn't know what to say—he did not expect the conversation to progress this way.

Yan Wushi doesn't know what to feel, either. All he knows is how much he wants to know what's been going on in Shen Qiao's head, so he searches his face and eyes for more information, hoping he'll speak up on his own. Unfortunately for him, Shen Qiao really is far from sober at the moment—his blank, dazed expression reveals nothing, so he figures he's got no choice to ask outright.

"What about me?"

Shen Qiao is silent, still not revealing the information he needs—instead, he suddenly sits straight and stares straight at him, gaze meeting Yan Wushi's own. Their faces are only centimetres apart where they are positioned on the couch, metres away from the television, on which the movie still runs despite its existence having been forgotten.

Maybe it's the tense atmosphere that their silence is casting over them; maybe it's the alcohol, or maybe it's the uncharacteristic way that Shen Qiao is accosting him—all these factors culminate in Yan Wushi's realization, somewhere in the soberer parts of his mind, that he'd initially made the right choice when he'd decided to refrain from asking Shen Qiao to his home at first.

Because in that instant, he finds his mind losing control over his heart, as well as his body.

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Had Shen Qiao been less inebriated, he may have realized that he'd initially made the right choice when he'd decided to refrain from offering to come to his home at first, because in that instant, his inebriated mind has already lost control of his heart and his body; it becomes unclear whether it is his face that is getting magnetically drawn to Yan Wushi's, or vice versa, or both.

Millimetres away from Shen Qiao's ear, Yan Wushi speaks, the reverberation causing him to shiver:

"So it really was the scent of your lavender shampoo the other night."

Before Shen Qiao knows it, there are a pair of lips on his ear, wandering, searching and probing for the answers he couldn't say. After some exploration, they wind up on Shen Qiao's left cheek, as if to return the gesture from the other night; after a bit more journeying, they end up on Shen Qiao's lips, prying them open as if to continue the search.

The search doesn't last long, however, because Shen Qiao starts crying.

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As he pulls away, Yan Wushi realises that he'd gotten too caught up in the moment; too caught up in the flow of blood (and sensations and feelings), to various unspeakable parts of his being. As he notices Shen Qiao's tears falling from his eyes like a torn string of beads, he gets an ominous feeling that the world he'd been starting to construct, piece-by-piece, is about to start crashing down on him like a castle of cards.)

As he pulls away, Shen Qiao is now wide awake; sober.

"Sorry. I overstepped the boundaries," Wushi breathes, not looking at Shen Qiao. "Sorry. I'm sorry."

Shen Qiao wipes his eyes. The tension in the air seems to stun them both for a moment, but it doesn't take long for Shen Qiao to return to his senses. He starts staring, searching on the other's face for his eyes, painfully hoping he'd return his gaze, but his eyes are still averted.

"Sorry," is all Yan Wushi says, after the uncharacteristic moment of reticence. "I'm sorry."

"...Mr Yan, why are you apo—"

"Sorry. I was out of line."

Shen Qiao wants to tell him he wasn't crying out of a negative emotion; to tell him he hadn't been out of line, not at all. But Yan Wushi keeps apologising, denying him any chance to disrupt the flow of the conversation currently skidding downhill after a catastrophically wrong turn.

"You don't have to be sor-"

"I am sorry. I think we'd better annul this additional weekend contract—I'll get Shengyan to handle the necessary procedures, and compensate you for being the one to initiate an annulment of the contract without advance notice. You can also cancel your entire internship if you wish, with no compensation needed. Just let him know."

"Mr Yan—" Shen Qiao starts, and doesn't get to finish, because with a dull thud reminiscent of raindrops on rooftops, the door to Yan Wushi’s room closes.

(On the other side of the door, someone else feels like two things in them have, too, been closed forcibly shut:

The window to an opportunity he was only just beginning to feel hopeful about, and the lid to the feelings which were only just dawning in his heart.)

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The night is crawling. The second-hand of the bedside clock ticks listlessly, its tempo longer and more languid than usual.

It's the seventh night in the row that sleep has refused entry to Shen Qiao. He lies sober and awake, staring at the ceiling—he was not lying when he'd told Yan Wushi about his insomnia; specifically, his insomnia caused by him.

(Shen Qiao hadn't thought that the Saturday would end like this, his mind once again unwilling companion to racing thoughts.)

He starts to reminisce.

It's been a few months since they'd met—three, to be precise. Shen Qiao hadn't thought things would have remotely gone this well, and if he were to be perfectly honest, it has been nothing short of a dream. A while ago, he'd realised how happy he is here in Huanyue, where people have been unexpectedly kind; where he'd been unexpectedly fawned over for not just his physical features but also his impeccable work ethic (Ace Intern, they even call him); where he'd been unexpectedly treated like more than a refugee from a fallen company from which he'd been evicted; where 'overtime' is a word with unexpectedly positive connotations...

Where he'd realised that he'd found someone he'd be glad to spend both weekdays and weekends with.

He'd been thinking hard the entire week. It's been seven days since the day he'd accidentally let his heart take control over his mind, letting his body go with the flow, letting his actions do the talking for him. Yet, although he'd felt remorse over what was technically just a chaste kiss on the cheek, he'd also truly felt liberated, because that small incident had been the catalyst to him coming to terms with his own feelings.

The only negative feeling he'd had remaining was the fear that he (the 'he' for whom flowers were starting to bloom in his heart), might not feel the same.

Shen Qiao had caught himself beginning to think that he wouldn't be wanting anyone else to spend both weekdays, and weekends with, for the rest of his life. He'd never had such strong, foreign feelings—not of this particular brand. To think that they might be unrequited had felt like evil, crippling thoughts—they'd felt like sleep paralysis, keeping him up in the dead of the night.

A few hours ago, however, the alcohol had gotten into his head, resulting in him making the exact same 'mistake': letting his heart take control over his mind, letting his body go with the flow, letting his actions do the talking for him. 

At first, it was remorse. Then, it was sheer relief—relief to see that his actions were being mirrored, and to know that his feelings were not a one-way street.

It was so much of a relief that he'd started crying, only for these feelings to immediately fall apart like a sandcastle crushed by its own creator; like a house of cards wrecked by its own builder; like a once-broken heart kept from beating by its own defibrillator.

'I overstepped the boundaries,' Yan Wushi had said earlier, apologising profusely like the prideless person he wasn't. It was also then that he'd gone ahead and decided that whatever had been budding should be nipped before it blooms, annulling the only extra time they've had to meet, shutting the lid on their bond, both literal and metaphorical.

Yan Wushi had looked so pained as he told Shen Qiao all that. Uncharacteristically, the once-feared, once-savage corporate monster was smashing his own heart into smithereens, burning the bits and burying them into the earth, never to see the light of day again.

(As he connects the dots in his own head, Shen Qiao reckons that it's not one, but two hearts that have become collateral damage in this situation.)

Indeed, they'd 'overstepped the boundaries' this time, and no matter how much Yan Wushi may protest, Shen Qiao decides that he must overstep them further—

He's going to get across to him, and properly this time.

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[kukuandkookie]

Lmfao help I totally forgot I scheduled my last post where I rambled about Jian Suiying in the tags (I probably scheduled it to seem more normal or something because I didn’t want to flood my feed 😂).

The reason I find it extra funny is because I literally feel like I’m going feral right now and I did just draft another Twitter thread ramble before coming on here and immediately seeing my scheduled post with those tags LADNSKDNS.

My Twitter is still on hiatus until further notice—aka when I am more comfortable interacting and sharing things socially—but over the past few weeks, my drafts have become very full of thoughts on LiJian (Li Yu and Jian Suiying) and YuBai (Yu Fengcheng and Bai Xinyu).

And the main reason I feel so feral right now—as in right this minute—is because of the author of this really good fic (which I found thanks to the fan audio drama adaptation on MaoEr FM) that’s multi-chaptered where the premise is that a younger Li Yu ends up in the present day in Li Yu and Jian Suiying’s house. Li Yu is obviously very upset by this because he hates his younger self for how he treated Jian Suiying, and the story is about helping him heal from that past.

And well anyways this post isn’t about that fic specifically, although it’s a really good fic and I went crazy over it a while ago as well: since it’s told entirely in screenshots on Weibo at least, I actually captured every image of text until I had everything and then I MTL’d them using Google Translate and then I severely edited them on-and-off based on my own Chinese knowledge—so this included grammar and pronouns but also less obvious stuff where I had to check line by line or turn it into audio to listen to. 😂

It’s a really fucking good fic though. So worth it.

And well the author has done other versions; one is where a younger Yu Fengcheng gets transported into current Yu Fengcheng and Bai Xinyu’s life, and I’ve already collected every part of that one (it’s still incomplete).

Except it referenced a case where there were two Jian Suiying’s, a fic the author said they were planning to write back when they released the two Li Yu’s fic, which obviously made me a little feral.

I struggled to find it until I finally did (yay!!) alongside a masterlist of their fics in general (yay!!!), and I really really want to translate and read it right now.

But part of me also wants to save it—because I like saving things I like—to the end, since the author has other fics I can translate first, including one where Li Yu gets amnesia, which will definitely also be quite interesting.

And yet. I cannot get over the concept of there being two Jian Suiying’s and how that might resemble or reflect or differ from the fic where there were two Li Yu’s (especially since the two Li Yu’s one is just very thematically perfect).

I might just translate it first because I can barely resist??? I already translated the second half of the first part just to tease myself, and it has me screaming because like:

(The above screenshots are from this fanfic here by 丧心病狂de凌子 on Weibo!)

The image of Li Yu dragging whom he assumes is his spouse (and he is; just from a different time period) back home only to come face-to-face with his actual spouse (of this time period) being all cute in his soft cozy home clothes with a little mug instead of having gone out drinking (which the Jian Suiying from a different time period in his arms had been doing—as all the fics so far have had the person from the past end up in the present after getting blackout drunk) which was a thing about Jian Suiying that Li Yu used to worry about…

(The above screenshot is canon and from the original novel!)

Yeah do you see what I mean???

I’m just so excited because you’ll get the chaos of two time periods intersecting, but also because Jian Suiying used to go out to such places and it upset Li Yu a lot since he knows Jian Suiying’s past life and their relationship took so long to get to a good place that he’s afraid Jian Suiying will discard him again when out partying—so seeing Jian Suiying here, at home on time, patiently waiting for his husband to come home from his business trip…

*sigh* They’re pretty cute even after all the craziness of their original novel lmao. 🥹

And yeah. Typing all this out…I think I’ll translate this first out of all of the author’s fics. I’m going to go insane otherwise SLFNKSDJSKS.

[vlad-01]

Lately I've been struggling with stolen content that I've posted I'll see content I've posted on some social media and even tiktok I'm just a fan of the game. I don't monetize any of the content I post on my account. I don't sell any of my fanfic to the public. I just want to have fun with games. I want to have fun with games and meet some great people. I hate it when my pictures are uploaded twice. I hate it when my images are used without my permission. Some of my artwork and pictures are gifts from my friends, and they belong to me. Even if I put a watermark on them, they get reused and uploaded. This makes me very angry, it's something that belongs to me, and this behavior is so rude that it makes me lose the desire to upload new content! I hope you can understand that I'm not a free sourcebook and I'm just a fan of the game. Don't use my pictures for profile pictures, edits. I don’t want it to be reposted on any other accounts, especially without my permission. How bad does it feel when your friend tells you, I saw great content and forwarded it to you to read, but then you realize that's exactly what you have posted!

最近我一直苦恼于发布的内容被盗用 我会在一些社交媒体，甚至tiktok上看到我发布过的内容 我只是一个游戏爱好者 我不依靠账号上发布任何内容盈利 我也不会公开售卖任何同人周边 我只想享受游戏带给我的乐趣 跟交流游戏认识一些非常优秀的朋友 我讨厌我的图片被人二次上传 讨厌没有经过我的同意擅自使用 有些艺术作品跟图片是朋友送给我的礼物，是专属于我的东西 哪怕我在图片上放置了水印，也会被人二次使用跟上传 这让我非常生气，这是专属于我的东西，这种行为太没有礼貌了，这让我失去上传新内容的欲望 希望大家能清楚我不是免费的素材库，我也只是游戏爱好者 不要未经我的允许随意使用我发布的内容

当你的朋友告诉你，我看到了很棒的内容，转发给你看，但是你发现那是你发布的内容，那种心情有多糟糕

[inception8imagination]

Chapters: 88/? Fandom: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 魔道祖师Q | Módào Zǔshī Q (Cartoon) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín/原创女主 - Relationship, Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn/Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī - Relationship, Jiang Family (Modao Zushi), Madam Lan (Modao Zushi), Lan Family (Modao Zushi), Fourth Uncle (Modao Zushi), Gūsū Lán Disciple(s) (Módào Zǔshī), Yin Tiger Seal (Modao Zushi), Yinzhu (Modao Zushi), Jinzhu (Modao Zushi), Madam Jin (Modao Zushi), 金凌 (Módào Zǔshī), 虞夫人 (Módào Zǔshī), 金子轩/江厌离 - Relationship, 薛洋, 晓星尘, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen, Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao, Nie Mingjue, Nie Huaisang, Wen Qing (Modao Zushi) Additional Tags: Angst and Romance, Fluff and Humor, Adventure, Sibling Incest, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Childhood Sweethearts, Long Live Feedback Comment Project Summary:

一切的相遇皆是缘。 所有的相遇不是恩赐便是劫难， 若无相欠， 又怎会相见？

整个原著小说/动漫中， 我最可怜的是江澄，所以给了舅舅江宇直一点情感上的寄托。这是一个改编原著偏向江澄与原创女主的故事！

就当作是魔道祖师之江澄篇吧！

**我的头像照片就是我想象江澄与媳妇的样子！**

[ririya-translates]

Pixiv for Beginners

(Note: I wrote this for finding Jack Jeanne art but most of it is usable for finding Japanese fan art in general, including for other otome series)

Pixiv is a website primarily for Japanese speakers for both fan art and fanfic, both of which generally fit under the umbrella of "doujinshi" (同人誌). This word sometimes has connotations of being nsfw (r18) but there’s a lot of content that is cute fluff and all-ages (全年齢). 

While most of the content on the site is in Japanese, the site interface has an English version that makes it pretty easy to sign up and use. You can find the English site here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/

Mobile users can also find an app version: iOS | Android

Make an account like you would with any other site. Pretty standard.

Once you’re registered and logged in, you can start searching. For Jack Jeanne art, good tags to start with are ジャックジャンヌ and JACKJEANNE (all caps). You can choose to limit results to all ages, r18 only, or both. 

The ‘top’ tab gives you some of the best entries in the tag. Illustrations are likely the most useful category for non-Japanese speakers. Manga is, well, manga (machine translating these would require some sort of OCR program) and novels is the category it uses for fanfiction. The text is readable by browser machine translators and is compatible with automatic JP-EN dictionary lookup apps like Yomichan. Unfortunately, the pixiv search and tag features are not on the level of depth of something like AO3 but you can search for ship tags or specific character names. 

You can like and follow both creators and works both publicly (short click/tap) or privately (click/tap and hold).

The most popular JJ ships are between the main LIs + Kisa in the following order: Neji, Fumi, Mitsuki, Sou, Kai, Suzu (see previous post of JP ship names). But all of the characters have decent followings so you can usually find things, even for the side characters. I’ll attach the full list of character names in Japanese under the read line since this post is already pretty long. You can search for any of these on pixiv or even just Google and will likely find something. Here is a character list with images (JP).

Generally, you can find character name lists by searching the name of the game in Japanese (Wikipedia or VNDB can help you out) + キャラ一覧.

JJ character names in Japanese sorted by class:

Quartz

Kisa  立花希佐

Fumi  高科更文

Kai  睦実介

Neji　根地黒門

Mitsuki　白田美ツ騎

Suzu　織巻寿々

Sou　世長創司郎

Otori  鳳京士

Onyx

Kaidou  海堂岳信

Sugachi  菅知聖治

Kasai  加���中

Toichi  長山登一

Dante  ダンテ軍平

Rhodonite

Tsukasa  忍成司

Minorikawa  御法川基絃

Mare  忍成稀

Yuki  宇城由樹

Eita  鳥牧英太 

Ion   一ノ前衣音

Amber

Chuui  田中右宙為

Kamiya  紙屋写

Momonashi  百無客人

Teachers

Enishi  江西録朗

Nagayama  長山山門

Midori  丹頂ミドリ

Tagane  箍子数弥

Chuza Shuri  中座秋吏

Non-Univeil Characters

Ao  茜あお

Mona  茂成秀吾

Akika  安西アキカ

Tummy  オナカ

[getwonderhoyd]

可憐な

「わぁー、司くん、とてもきれいな手をしてね。」

司はかたをきかだててかたを上げました。「もしオレをからかっているなら-」

「そのようなことはまったくありって、やくそくして。」

司と類の身長差は８センチです。類は気づきます。

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This is a Japanese translation of the fanfic Dainty by Lynchie (me) on AO3. Read it in English here

Mr Showtime ビデオの手の大きさのちがいに気がくるいそうになる

このファンフィクションは日本語訳です。英語に元の話はこちらからをよみください。 日本語は僕の第一言語ではありないで。大丈夫だったといいのが

ワンダラーズ×ショタイムはれんしゅうきすがたでステージに座っていたが、さいしんのスクリプトをよみます。類は気をつけてはずのに、たしかに少し気がちっています。

類はゆかにずわっていても、司の身長が自分よりかなりひくいことに気付にばられません。司はまるがおで大きな目のため、最年長の一人であってにもきわらず、同学年のたの男子よりもわかく見えます。類が気ついてように、司のスクリプトは折りたたまれて、まるで文庫本を持って中年のきょうじゅのように片手に持たれています。類の目は司の手をなぞり、あるかんがえがかれをおそいます。

「わぁー、司くん、とてもきれいな手をしてね。」

司はかたをきかだててかたを上げました。「もしオレをからかっているなら-」

「そのようなことはまったくありって、やくそくして。」類はハイタッチを持ってかのように作ってくれたブレスレットを見て、司のむねがあっくなります。「僕たちのものはどれほどがうのかをかんがえていたところで。」

司はほんっのうてきに類に手をかざします。おどろきの声を上げります。

「へー…」司は手のひらのそこを類に押し当て、ゆびをならべります。類の言うとうり、手はレンチやドライバーを持った長い夜であれてかたくなっています。手首とかんせつは少しこぶじょうですが、最大のちがいは-

「手がとても大きいよな！」司はおそらくおどろくべきではない、類がかれかしっている中でもっともせが高いことをかんがえると、かれはじっと見つめずにはいられなかっています。司の手のひらは少し広いですが、類の手のひらとのゆびはりょうほうとも司の手よりもはるかに長いです。おそらくかれは司のゆびの上でゆびをまるめることができたでしょう。

類は司の心をよんでにちがいない、なぜならそれをする前に少しさくくすくすとわらってからであります。

「まさにピアニストの手だとわかる司くん。とてもやわらかいね。」司はこきゅうを止めります。「とても小さくてきゃしゃで、かわいいね。」

司はやけどしてように手を引っ込めります。「スクリプトよみにもどらなければなりないで。」

「は、そうだな。」類は司にほほえみかけります。

司がひざの上の台本にみをのり出して自分のいちをさがしていると、類は司のかたごしに寧々が自分をまっすぐ見つめているのをはっけんします。寧々は類に眉をひそめります。類はしずかにわらって、本当にがまんできないです。