#₊˚⊹♡my ed diary

[elwiewie]

What the hell noone told me losing weight is so addictive. I can already feel my hipbone and ribs so much????

[beatheprincess]

uhhh just had to open up to my mom abt my past ed :/ v triggering and because my insensitive sometimes incel step father bought up the fact I was "greedy" not knowing the full truth, feeling insecure about your body sucks and esp not even wanting to eat cus u feel so gross, then wanting to gain weight to be deemed more attractive then wanting to loose ?? I am so sick n tired of worrying about body image as a woman so I'm working on not going to n I've come a long way and listening to my body more and being healthier 🥺 but the body shaming can be v triggering still-

[huellitaa]

୭ 💭🎀 all about bee!

🩷🧸 17.11.09, she/they/any, pan, infj

꒰ა 🎀 i ♡ : historic women, ada lovelace, my melody, heart dotted i's, beaded pink jewelry, tubatu, friendship bracelets, writing and rambling, glitter and gems, long coats, lalaloopsies, hairclips, penguins, vinyls ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 terms & conditions

🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ if you are an ed/nsfw blog, support israel or putin or discriminatory towards anyone you will be blocked. bcuz like, ew.. ⊹˚. 🎀 ada lovelace's hot girl daughter 🐰𓂃 ࣪˖ aspiring fashion designer, writer, and business woman, who is also a MINOR don't send me weird shit ꒰ა 👛 in recovery ♡ ⊹˚. 🎧 moments from my life, girl talk from me to you; thoughts and diaries ♡

— FREE ALL OPPRESSED COUNTRIES!!!

asks and dms always open! ily 🐧🩷🎀𓂃 ࣪˖

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 extras

spotify 💭 bee's magazine 🧁 navigation 🎧 dni list 🧸 bee's diary 🎀 pinterest ⭐️

ㅤ ㅤ۫ ㅤ۪ㅤ۫ 🐧 🧁 🎀 ㅤ

thank you for being here 🫶🏻 all my love, xoxo

[pinkacademiaprincess]

🎀 welcome to my blog! 🎀

♡ hi! my name is vivienne - you can also call me v, viv, whatever you like!

♡ i'm a 21-year-old business student in my last year at uni and my goal is to become a certified public accountant (cpa)

♡ i spend most of my time on campus, at the library, or in coffee shops where i am studying for my classes, the cpa exam, or working on my university research!

♡ my hobbies include reading, pilates & yoga, online shopping, cooking & baking, self-improvement & self-care, and crafts

♡ my main focuses in life are academic achievement, career & financial success, and personal improvement

♡ this blog will be my public diary where i can hold myself accountable to my goals and inspire others to achieve their dreams too!

thanks for reading, i'm happy you're here!

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

** dni if you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, sexist, fatphobic, pro ed, or rude **

[ribb0ngirl]

𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑔!!

hi you can call me Ale and this is my digital diary where I post my thoughts and literally everything else ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ I also take vision board and mood board requests! write them in my ask box!

♡ 7teen, she/her, Spanish and Colombian, currently living in bcn

♡ I post mainly about girl problems, school, drama, etc.

♡ I love: Brandy Melville, Victoria’s Secret, coffee, matcha, baking, reading, drawing, Lana del Rey, Sofia Coppola, internet drama, gossip, sanrio, coquette aesthetic, Spotify, Pinterest

♡ my pinterest

𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠! 𝑑𝑚 𝑚𝑒! ₊˚⊹♡

DNI if: you are racist, homophobic, sexist, etc., you are a grown adult, or/and you are a creep

TW: I’m recovering from an ed and sometimes I will talk/vent about it

𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡

𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑜𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠

♡ my vision board ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

♡ she's in her smart girl era ⊹˚. ౨ৎ

♡ she practices selfcare ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

♡ Her skin is always perfect ‎♡‧₊˚

𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑏𝑜𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠

♡ sad girl 𐙚

♡ Forever a mocha girl ⊹୨୧₊

♡ written and directed by Sofia Coppola ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

♡ she's who I aspire to be ₊˚ʚ ᗢ

♡ dear mom and dad, I hope you know I am trying ໒꒱°·๐

♡ She listens to Fiona Apple ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

♡ You're losing me to a live of my own . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

♡ She has a pinterest addiction ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹

♡ beauty and brains ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

♡ can't wait for pretty girl summer ⋆˚✿˖°

♡ The pink office siren .𖥔 ݁ ˖

♡ farmer's daughter ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆

♡ Mom was right, it's my fault 𖦹

♡ balletcore 🩰 ‧₊˚ ♡ ‧₊ ୨ৎ

♡ obsessed with her lately 𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖

𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠

♡ my fave youtubers !! ₊ ⊹ ♡

♡ my fave wellness by her posts ⊹ ࣪ ˖𝜗𝜚

♡ my fave movies ⊹ ࣪ ˖

♡ my fave clothing stores -`♡´-

♡ fawns ɞ˚‧｡♡

♡ my fave playlists 🎧 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠/𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑠

♡ my reset routine ᧔♡᧓

♡ her mindset ♡‧₊˚

♡ my weight loss guide ʚɞ ⁺˖

♡ my guide on surviving a toxic family ౨ৎ

♡ my guide on studying for finals ༺♡︎༻

♡ manifesting perfect grades ୨୧˚. ᵎᵎ

♡ achieving the girlblog vibe/aura 𐙚𓂃࣪˖

♡ my guide on achieving the "doe who turned into a teen girl" vibe ₊˚⊹ ᰔ.˚

♡ my guide on getting it together this summer and finding your self worth 𓆉°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

[qurbanjaan]

Welcome to qurbanjaan’s ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿

About me ੈ✩‧₊˚

♡You can address me as qurban, I’m 19 years old and this blog is nothing but reflections of my life — random, crude and inconsistent thoughts and opinions.

♡I’m half Pashtun half Brazilian, ex-muslim (atheist) and a honor killing attempt survivor. Lived in Afghanistan, Brazil, Austria and Angola. I consider myself a RADFEM, struggle with anorexia nervosa and PROFESSIONALLY diagnosed with PTSD according to DMS-V and more specifically diagnosed with CPTSD according to ICD-11.

♡I speak English, Portuguese, Swedish and German fluently and intermediate Pashto. Feel free to interact with me in any of them.

I’m anti-religion, anti-ed and pro-recovery, anti-cosmetic surgery and anti-veiling.

‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿

Some of my interests include .ೃ࿐

♡Aesthetics, skin and hair care, nails, drawing, reading, animals, archeology, religion, linguistics, feminism and women’s rights and healthcare, fashion, music and bakery.

♡I appreciate the diversity of women’s beauty and I have an obsession with Rwanda and Sweden.

‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿

Please do not interact if you are ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

♡A man, younger than 16 years old, disrespectful, and unwilling to listen in general, here to search for arguments and to pick up fights, a NSFW page, racist/xenophobic or homophobic.

‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿

What to expect from my blog ༊*·˚

As I mentioned up there, my blog is solely a public diary to discuss my experiences and opinions, some things here may be contradictory or controversial. I’m up to talking and befriending other women here.

TW!! THIS BLOG TOUCHES SENSITIVE TOPICS: ED, MISOGYNY, VIOLENCE, MENTAL HEALTH AND RELIGION

[tightjeansjavi]

Love me Tender

Joel Miller x f!reader

A/N: I came up with this idea late last night and ran with it. Purple is definitely Joel’s color ♡

Warnings: comfort, soft ! joel, fluff, reminiscing on the past, implied mentions of death, the softest thing you will ever read

Song: “Kiss Me” by Ed Sheeran

Joel was sitting beside you comfortably on the couch. His chin was resting along your shoulder and his arms were wrapped around your middle, comfortably. You were lightly leaning back against his chest while he held you. You had a tattered box between your hands in your lap. It was a box of all the memories from the past; your past.

You could feel his eyes watching your face as you carefully removed the lid of the box. You hadn’t opened it in years. The memories were all too painful but with Joel by your side, you were ready.

“This you and Honey?” He gestured to the photograph on top. You had the brightest smile in this photo. Your arms were loosely wrapped around your horses neck, giving her a hug. The photo was taken in the back fields of your uncles horse ranch. You and Honey were surrounded by wild flowers.

“Yeah, that’s her. Told you she was beautiful, didn’t I?” You spoke softly, brushing your fingers against the photograph as you remembered how happy you were that day.

Joel watched as your finger tips brushed against the old photo. He moved his one hand that was comfortably resting along your waist, up to your face, using his thumb to gently tilt your chin up so you were looking at him. His deep brown eyes were warm, inviting. “Yeah, she is beautiful.” He rasped out softly, brushing his thumb against your lower lip.

He wasn’t talking about your horse, he was talking about you. You were beautiful.

You leaned in slowly then. Closing the small gap between you two and greeted him with a sweet kiss. Your lips slotting together perfectly. You were both smiling as you let the tender moment wash over you.

You pulled away slowly after a few seconds, setting the photograph down on the coffee table in front of you. The next item you pulled out was your diary. Joel thought all your little hearts and doodles on the outside cover were adorable. Your personality was leaking from the cover alone, like warm molasses.

“Lemme guess, you wrote down all your crushes in there, yeah?”

You couldn’t help but giggle and swat his arm gently. “Maybe I did, maybe I didn’t. Guess you’re gonna find out, cowboy.”

He chuckled then, you could feel it against your back, sending warm vibrations up your spine. He watched as you opened the first page, giving you a gentle, reassuring squeeze when you hesitated.

“The only crushes I had were from fictional characters out of the books I could get my hands on. Peter Pan was always my favorite though.”

You both silently read through the pages then, he caught your giggles every-time you’d come across something that you wrote that was particularly funny, or sweet.

You had just started to close your diary when Joel had stopped you, he had read something particularly interesting about your life.

“Woah. Woah. Woah. Hold on now ‘darlin. What’s this about your uncle’s stablehand? You sure it was just fictional characters that ya had a crush on?” He teased.

You immediate response was to feel flustered by your man’s teasing. “Yeah, okay I lied. It wasn’t just fictional characters. You got me there, Miller”

“Did ya ever tell him how you felt?”

You shook your head, closing the diary completely as you set it down next to the photograph. “I never got the chance.”

His face fell slightly when he realized the reason why you didn’t tell your uncle’s stable hand about your little crush on him.

“I’m sorry doll.” He spoke gently, his tone genuine.

“It’s okay, Joel. You don’t have to apologize for that. I lost a lot of people through those years. I miss them, of course but I try and not let it bother me. Y’know? I keep them right here.” You gestured to your heart.

“I understand, Sugar.”

There were more photographs and doodles inside of the box. What particularly caught Joel’s attention was a few bottles of barely used nail polish. He reached over, grabbing one of the bottles, it was light purple, lavender hues. You watched as he held the small bottle between his fingers delicately. His brows furrowed inwards as he let out a soft sigh.

“This was Sarah’s favorite color.”

You looked over at him. Seeing a whirlwind of emotions flash over his features. You reached for his hand, gently inclosing your fingers over his with a soft smile gracing your features.

“Yeah? Well, she had really good taste.”

“She did.”

“If you’d like, I could paint them for you. Your nails. Only if you’d like to me to. I actually think that color would suit you quite well.” You spoke while looking up into his eyes. Hoping that you weren’t crossing over a boundary.

His lips parted and a sense of surprise, curiosity, and tenderness washed over him.

“Oh, I don’t know about all that Sugar—”he paused then. Thinking it over when he realized just how sweet of a gesture it was. You were trying to comfort him in those moments. Damn, you were something else. Something beyond special. “Sure, I’d like that a lot actually. Never had ‘em painted before.”

You smiled then, leaning in and gave him a quick peck before you gently removed the bottle from his grasp.

“You’ll love them, I promise.”

You scooted out of his lap, turning so you were facing him and crossed your legs. You could tell he was feeling bashful and perhaps a little nervous. This was a new found intimacy that he had never experienced before. He watched as you gently grabbed his hand, holding it out flat in front of him while you used your other hand to open the bottle of polish.

“This shit is definitely expired, but you know what? We’re gonna make it work.”

He chuckled, leaning forward a little so he could watch you closely. “Well, since that is sorta outta your control and all, I promise I’ll still tip ya well. Kay honey?”

You giggled softly and grabbed his hand once more as you dipped the brush into the nail polish bottle. Your tongue was slightly peeking out between your lips as you concentrated fully on the task at hand. “I wouldn’t expect anything less out of a true Texas Gentleman.”

As you carefully painted each one of his nails, he found himself watching your face. He could tell how much you were enjoying this. Why else would you have offered? This was making you happy and in return, he was feeling the same. 1000 times over. No one had ever been this soft, this gentle with him before.

Once you finished with his first hand, you had him rest it on your knee so it could properly dry. He of course, couldn’t help but flex his fingers against your skin then. A small grin appeared on his lips when you had given him a warning look.

He behaved as you finished with his other hand.

“Alright you just gotta let them dry, okay? Did the best job I could with the materials I have to work with.”

He brought both of his freshly painted hands to his face, looking at them closely. You were right, this was definitely his color.

“I love ‘em” he spoke softly. Careful to not accidentally ruin them already. He didn’t want all your hard work to go to waste.

“Good. They look very pretty. I really love them too.”

“G’nna be kinda hard to tip ya with my hands tied like this honey.”

You gently grabbed his face in your hands. Stroking your thumbs against his coarse beard as you leaned in and gave him a proper kiss, smiling against his lips as you both savored the moment.

“That’s alright, I got you. You can give me a proper tip later.”

He kissed you back. Resisting the urge to pull you into his lap and wrap his arms around you once more.

“Oh, I most definitely will be, Sugar.”

[angelbambifemme]

Welcome to my girly diary ~ ᡣ𐭩 🦢｡🩰ꪆৎ ˚⋅.

♡⁠˖⁠⑅ ୨୧ Angel ♡ Minor ♡ She/they ꒱⁠˖⁠♡

🎀 ︵‿︵‿୨ About me ୧‿︵‿︵ 🎀

୨୧ Sapphic posts ✧ Asexual abroromantic dyke ✧ Librafeminine ✧ Bambi lesbian, glamor dyke, lipstick lesbian ✧ Certified lover girl ✧ Autistic and ADHD ✧ Vintage obsessed high femme ✧ Worshipper of Aphrodite ୨୧

*⁠.⁠✧ Do Not Interact!

Cishet Men, proshippers / "MAP's" (pedophiles) pro-ed blogs/edtwit, antivax/mask (pro-virus and diseases) | ableist | ageplay blogs, kink blogs, NSFW blogs | prolife (pro-forced-birth) | anti-blm | "zoophiles" (pro-beastiality) | incel/racist/sexist/misogynist/misandrist | right-wing pricks | cancel culture/discourse weirdos, fascists, cop bootlickers, zionists, anti kink at pride

TERF/swerf/transmed/radfem/xenophobic/anti-neo pronouns/queerphobic | general exclusionists | nazi/neo-nazi | anti-furry, anti-age regression | anti-kink, anti-sex-work | Male "lesbians" (Trans-masc lesbians are welcomed here!) | "femcels" (radfems/misandrists)

All listed above will be BLOCKED on sight!

💌 Tags: ♡⁠˖⁠꒱

Princess Talk - beauty tips and advice, makeup/clothing tips

Angel Answers - answering asks

Anon ask - answering anon asks

Vintage style, not vintage values! 🦢

🇵🇸 FREE PALESTINE! DEATH TO BENJAMIN NETANYAHU!

[vanillaxdoll]

୨⎯ hi! im v,⎯୧

welcome to my blog! since this is like my digital diary im going to blog/reblog things that might be triggering to others (ed content etc.)

take care of yourselves!! ༝༚༝༚

୨୧

my pinterest ♡

[elwiewie]

૮ฅ・ﻌ・აฅ edblr intro!

I support recovery! Please take care of yourselves!

✧ ° ｡ʚ 🤍 ɞ ｡° ✧

♡ Via/Anonyma

♡ 20 years old

♡ 5'4 - 165 cm

✧ ° ｡ʚ 🤍 ɞ ｡° ✧

₊˚⊹♡ hw: 187 lbs - 85 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 1st gw: 165 lbs - 75 kg - REACHED on OCT. 5

₊˚⊹♡ 2nd gw: 154 lbs - 70 kg - REACHED on DEC. 6

₊˚⊹♡ 3rd gw: 143 lbs - 65 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 4th gw: 132 lbs - 60 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 5th gw: 121 lbs - 55 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 6th gw: 110 lbs - 50 kg

₊˚⊹♡ ugw: 100 lbs - 45 kg

✧ ° ｡ʚ 🤍 ɞ ｡° ✧

I play games like resident evil, dmc, metal gear, but I also like watching anime and cartoons.

Looking for moots and friends to interact with! ₊ ⊹

Feel free to dm, rb and like if you are active!

[emptycaloriies]

hey!

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

i’m grace ♡

this account is basically the interior of my brain (weight loss diary) !!

dni if in recovery please !!!!

i follow back active ed accounts so comment to be mutuals :)

pro recovery/please don’t report, this is a safe space for me

if you stumble across my account and don’t already have an ed pls block me! I know I romanticise it but that’s just a coping mechanism and in reality I would do anything to have a healthy relationship with food. prevent it before you start. <3

stay safe!!!

kisses x

[mysticalrexie]

This is my first ever post on here after scrolling through 3dblr for an eternity so let me introduce myself

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Introduction (stats)

・❥・

18 y/o

Height: 1.76m (5“9)

Sw & Hw: 85.5kg (188.5lbs)

Cw: 68.8kg

Gw: 55kg

Ugw: 53kg

(Edit! New ugw for now is: 49kg)

'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'

I’ve had an ed since elementary school but YK never really was „good“ in it. I just recently began to really restrict on a longer basis. I’m probably going to use this account as a small food and weightloss diary but if any of you want to be 4n4 buddies I’m open to comments/ dms! That’s all for today:)

Bye<3

[stringbeanmcmean2]

I'm Raine. I'm 27 years old. Married with kids. This here is my diary. A way for me to channel these thoughts and keep track of myself and hopefully make some really awesome friends that would be down to keep each other on track and check on each other and obsessively text each other all the time maybe 🤭

My stats

Height 5'4"

SW 160lb

CW 131.4lb

GW 140

GW2 130

UGW to be determined lol

♡I've got a support gc going on snap. It's for parents over the age of 21 who struggle with ed of any kind. So if you're an adult and you've got kids, and you wanna get in there, send me a dm!!

[cherries-in-wine]

Hi! How did you discover tumblr? What inspired you to start blogging? Also, what are your fav blogs? I wanna follow more people :3

♡ hiiii unrelated but I love your writing <3

♡ discovered Tumblr through fanfiction lmao 😭 I've had this blog for like 2 years but I only started posting a few months ago. I treat Tumblr like my diary it's like social media but the social part is optional and as long as I don't come across creeps or ed blogs Tumblr is my comfort website I love how I can't just post anything and everything and the unhinged shit will make normal people go "wtf is wrong with you get help" make the girlies go "OMG yes 🎀". Feels like a sleepover <3

♡ I ADORE every single blog I've interacted with but here are a few favourites:

@greengirllover @gcslingss @elexnorislingtxn @nymfettamines @ballerinainterrupted @babygirl-of-sadness @iluvthesky @itsviiii @creelby @im-on-crack-send-help @sec0nd-breakfast @eat-men-like-air

[opalesscentt]

dear diary..

welcome to my castle. 𖥔

i’m rosi or rosario. i’m 18 and go by he/she/any pronouns. this is my main blog, i post & reblog aesthetics i enjoy. i enjoy making friends with similar interests so feel free to reach out. ♡

all photos are not mine unless specified, please dm for credit or removal.

dni : basic criteria, ed / sh blogs, hateful individuals

[444delgada]

pinned : about me ༉‧₊˚.

gw : 100lbs / / ugw : 95lbs

100% vegetarian, 80% vegan lol

fluently speak english, spanish, and french, currently learning portuguese

i've had an ed throughout highschool, my first full recovery attempt was in 11th grade but since then i obviously relapsed, recovered, repeat.

other interest/things i l♡ve : pedro pascal MY #1 MANNN you'll see him on here a lot, fashion, books tons of books i read a lot, i also love artists like yves, lana del rey, faye webster, aespa, tyler the creator, nessa barrett, imogen heap, tyla, jeff buckley, charli xcx, a$ap rocky, ariana grande, ethel cain, and frank ocean, etc.

NOTEEEE !!!! this is mainly a vent account for ME, this account is for me to talk about my personal issues, thoughts, etc., almost like a diary. would also like to note that i do not condone or support genocide nor do i support zionists, if u support israel please, disrespectfully, block me and free palestine thank you