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You do attract strange anons. First of all, they clumped you with everyone who misunderstands Cassian. Second of all, they decided to bitch about Lucien to the one guy who would rally for him heaven and back. I mean, all of your fics are proof of that😂 If that isn't stupid, Idk what is.
I think the funniest part is that they are talking to the one person who is never going to water down a character's bad actions, in fact I will rally behind them as they make those bad decisions. If they wanna interpret Lucien caring about his bff as defending DA? Then fine! I still stand behind Lucien regardless. I support my favorite characters rights and wrongs (not that Lucien has ever done anything wrong)
#dumbass must have seen me in the anti elriel tag and decided#“im angry lets attack this person”#did not do the barest of research smh#disappointing#im all for a good debate you just need a decent coherent argument#otherwise im just going to mock you#mj asks
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to “educate” me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic 💀 they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my “anti ship propaganda” in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right 😅#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will 💀#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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I've been through 2 near panic attacks for no reason...there's been 0 triggers. I'm exhausted and want to cry.
Still trying to figure out maybe a reasonable explanation.
I'm agoraphobic with panic disorders. Panic disorder. I've been off my medication for 6 months.
Think I found the problem and solution.
My mind is such a mess.
#personal#i have this thing about not relying on medication#for some reason#IT ALSO COULD BE ive been notified that ex-manager is out for blood#im worried enough to let the family know#im traumatized apparently#add it to the list#i keep suppressing those attacks/reactions/emotions#i want to be angry and lash out but im preventing from doing so
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Two is so . Hey man
#he contains multitudes#he is so nicey too me :-] but i think he genuinely was considering shooting someone#hey man .#i don't think he would've Actually done it but wow .#hes low-key just me if i was angrier and said fuck more and also was half more confident i guess#so hes like me if i was a different person. you see#i think its sweet the similarities with typing and stuff i share with Caine and him. jt vould just be like . instinct to mask I guess ????#but also its sweet . instinct from just repetition and familiarity maybe#Caine has said rn instead of right now a few times and i felt him actually cringe at it#reallt funny#i had yet to see him get properly angry at stuff . lets not shoot and kill people#guy not to confident in himself more confident than me js . well it says alot i think/lh#im still trying to box fit him which im letting up on because i get how it's annoying to have everything you so analyzed#less boxes#♥️#i like thay he is like . nice to me (generally? in his way which is hard to explain but easier to pick up on)#my world :-]#i csnt tell two's whole. deal . well#which doesnt seem on purpose on his part#if i take a guess j tbink hes grappling with alot rn to seeing as we all want to kill ourselves but seperately from each other. really unny#my guess js that hes also . not super confident in himself i guess ??? hes touchy about being “ooc” or whatever which like yeah#would be annoying to be constantly analyzed about how you act to makw sure you fit something preconceived about you#which i feel he js . assuming of alot of people and stressing himself out vut whatever we keep trucking#my parting wisdom is . i think its ok to be a little “ooc” or whatever babe ♥️ just dont worry about it to much and dont kys#goodbye and goodnight#yap attack Lord . congratulations if you read rhis .#mighttt . delete it in the morning could he over sharing
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Cherry Picker [teaser]
part of the winter with you collab hosted by @camandemstudios!
Choi Seungcheol x reader
est. word count: um 30k (?) EDIT: projecting near 20k [see reblogs] EDIT pt2: we're back to 30k (possibly more)
est. release date: January 10th
warnings: Hockey player! Seungcheol, figure skater! reader, *deep breath* ENEMIES TO LOVERS, angst, fluff, smut [MINORS DNI], more to be added in final post
synopsis: Cherry Picking [ice hockey]: a manoeuver in which a player, the floater, literally loafs (spends time in idleness) or casually skates behind the opposing team's unsuspecting defencemen while they are in their attacking zone. There wasn't much you counted on in life; just your skates, your drive and how it felt to win. And of course, your local ice rink, that is now being colonised by an obnoxious hockey team in all their big, loud, stinking glory. Neither does it help that one particular red donned specimen forgets to leave his cherry picking on the ice.
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[a/n]: I first wrote hockey player Cheol quite literally a full year ago and I promised to expand on the concept, so here we are!!! im so excited for y'all to read this bc im genuinely putting my heart and ass into this fic. lmk your thoughts about the teaser!!! please remember to support the rest of the fics coming out in association with the winter with you collab, all of these writers are working so hard to bring you fics you're going to love 🥹
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The ice is empty, mostly. Placing your laptop in the sound booth and your shoes under the benches, you step foot on the ice. They’re there, on the other end, sitting on the cold ice with their jerseys still on, eating what looks like cups of dippin dots.
Seungcheol and Jeonghan, you remember from Lorelai’s squealing, either don’t notice you on the ice, or simply choose not to. Because it’s easy as you skate up to them, gaining speed from across the rink, you slide to a stop, sending a perfect spray of ice from your skates, directly into their cups.
Seungcheol’s full spoon hangs mid air, halfway to his mouth, now garnished with ice shavings.
“Thought you’d have the respect to keep the dippin dots out of this,” Jeonghan comments, disbelief in his eyes as he looks up at you.
“Ice is booked.”
“What time?” Seungcheol asks. Your gaze flickers to the left side of his face, a nasty bruise blooming purple and blue that you hadn’t noticed before.
“Two sixteen. It’s nearly fifteen minutes past.”
“You’re only one person.”
“And?”
“And…you have about 97% of the rink to yourself.”
You raise your brows, hands on your hips. “But I booked 100% of it. So I’m gonna need that plane of ice you’re currently sitting on.”
“What if I don’t move?” Seungcheol presses. It’s menacing, the way he looks at you, like he’s a dragon only waiting to be provoked.
“We’ll find out another day,” Jeonghan sings before you can snap back, grabbing onto the collar of Seungcheol’s red and white jersey to yank him up. He continues to glare as he obliges with his friend’s tugs, nearly as angry as you are. “Let’s go, sport.”
You watch as they walk to the exit of the ice, realising they’re wearing their shoes instead of their skates.
Jeonghan calls from the benches, right before he and Seungcheol move out of view. “Trash those for us, would you?”
Their half eaten dippin dots cups, with the ice now melting on them remains on the floor of the rink.
Once again, the unexplainable urge to kick something befalls you, hearing them laugh and talk from far away as they exit the rink behind their long gone teammates.
You give in, swinging a leg over to kick the cups and spoons, dippin dots and plastic scattering across the ice. It’s another sprawl of mess you’ll have to clean up, but it feels good to ruin something of his, no matter how inconsequential.
The empty rink is only encouraging you, needing to scream so loud the plastic barriers crack and break. You know it’s impossible, but that doesn’t stop the urge.
You channel it into the most aggressive warmups on ice you’ve ever done. Your spins are faster, your jumps higher. But this also means you crash heavier, fall harder.
It’s then, sitting on the bench to take a break, breathing so heavy you can hardly sip your water, you find an unmistakable headline on your browser home page.
Everything stops.
!HOT TOPIC!
SEAT AT RISK FOR SVT HOCKEY TEAM’S SHINING STAR? Read All About It Here!

#winterwithyoucollab#thediamondlifenetwork#seventeen#seventeen fluff#seventeen smut#seventeen imagines#seungcheol fluff#seuncheol smut#seungcheol imagines#seungcheol scenarios#seungcheol x reader#seungchel angst#scoups#svt#svt smut#em.writes#seventeen scenarios#seventeen x reader#Seungcheol x reader#svt scenarios#svt x reader#svt fic recs
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i’ve absolutely loved the way vi’s appearance has been modified throughout this season.
in act 1, she retains her season 1 look, which could be seen as symbolic of an enduring self image of someone who must be unyielding and unchanging, i.e. someone who can protect zaun. this strength was borne of anger and grief surrounding the loss of her family, and her unchanged appearance makes clear that this vision of who vi believes herself to be still prevails. she becomes an enforcer after the attack on the memorial—not because she forsakes zaun, but because she believes she can’t protect anyone from jinx without the badge.

this is also the same hair she had when she first met and worked with caitlyn. we get the impression that she wants to be the same tough fighter who can keep them both afloat, but considering that vi seems most vulnerable in the presence of caitlyn—who causes her to suffer by persuading her to become an enforcer—we know this is futile. this theme is present during their first kiss, where vi almost buckles while caitlyn stands up straight.
then after caitlyn’s betrayal, a drastic change to her appearance occurs. she dyes her hair black and applies black eyeshadow, even black paint, to her face. she paints on a defensive facade to hide how vulnerable she is and her misery over making the wrong choice again and again and again. she tries to seem dangerous by making her rage visible but only ends up making her pain visible. hints of pink show through at the ends of her hair.

then jinx asks her to help her save vander, to overcome her lasting hatred for the hope of reuniting their family, and she actually does. she makes herself vulnerable again, and is rewarded by an unreal reconnection with jinx in the serene surroundings of viktor’s commune. she feels a flicker of hope that they might save their father. vi has the chance to forge a self-image that is not related to loss, and she seeks her younger self: the person who would put herself in harm’s way for her sister without a second thought.

then she bumps into caitlyn, who describes her as “an angry oil slick”. vi doesn’t respond with anger as she usually would—she just lets caitlyn see her. “don’t sugarcoat it, cupcake.” her dyed hair and shadowed eyes become a metamorphic signal. i believe caitlyn senses vi’s changing relationship with anger and is pushed to confront her own. she leaves her vendetta behind and defects.

in episode 8, vi’s hair is reverting back to pink and growing longer.

she goes to a locked up, grieving jinx and immediately opens her cage. vi’s transformation is almost complete; she has overcome the rage that made her reject powder all those years ago and replaced it with the desire to hold her sister even if her sister won’t hold her back.
succumbing to the loss of isha and vander, jinx traps vi in the cell and leaves, but it doesn’t matter. vi has become a force of love, not rage. caitlyn finds her, and reveals that she met vi halfway and allowed her to free jinx. caitlyn, too, has let go of her revenge motive. unlike vi, caitlyn’s appearance hasn’t changed, but she still expresses—through actions, not words—that she won’t let her anger control her any longer. she finally affirms her loyalty to vi. now on the same page, they kiss for a second time.
by the end of the finale, some remnants of vi’s transformation remain: her dark eyeshadow, her longer hair. she has come to terms with the things which she allowed to haunt her for a long time, but she must still learn what to do with her grief. she leans on caitlyn’s shoulder and accepts her support. interestingly, a physical change has at last found caitlyn, who wears an eye patch. after losing her mother at the start of the season she tried to remain unchanged and unwavering, but came to the realisation that her obsessive, grief-fuelled anger was obscuring her vision. her eye patch represents both an altered worldview and a newfound vulnerability; her skilled sharpshooting will definitely be impeded.
arcane teaches its characters that sometimes being vulnerable is not the same as being weak, and that attaining emotional clear-sightedness is a turning point on the path to self actualisation.

#arcane#caitvi#piltover’s finest#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#jinx arcane#arcane season 2#arcane analysis#arcane discussion#arcane stills
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please, don't.
pairing: agathario x reader
summary/request: you're an inexperienced witch who tried to stop her coven from executing agatha. after agatha kills them, rio appears, and that is how you meet the loves of your life. once you and nicholas die, agatha and rio part ways, only to see each other on the witches' road.
content: character death, getting shot, blood, crying, begging, angst without a happy ending.
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a/n: erm so im not entirely sure if this what u wanted but this is what i wrote anyway :> icl this is not what i normally write so if it sucks that's why lol
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The forest was typically quiet, the only sound being the running of water and the chirping of a bird. You loved the quiet, though. After living in a busy, loud village for most of your life; the quietness was peaceful. Plus, it gave you a chance to practice your witchcraft without someone screaming in your ear about it. But, it sometimes got lonely.
So, when you heard the loud screams and cries of a woman, it peaked your curiosity and you crept towards it.
One half of your brain was blaring alarm bells. This could easily be a trap that you were foolishly walking into. But, the other half of your brain told you that there could be someone in danger and you couldn’t not help them.
Your eyes widened. There was a group of women standing around a small stage with a woman tied to the pole in the center. The scream must have come from her.
“You stole knowledge above your age and you practiced the darkest of dark magic.” One of the women spoke. “You will be executed for your crimes, Agatha.”
Even before you started practicing witchcraft, dark magic had always been an interest for you. You had dreamt of learning dark magic and becoming a powerful, twisted witch. Now, this was your perfect chance to learn dark magic and your teacher was about to be executed.
You couldn’t let that happen.
You were positive that these witches had centuries of witchcraft on you, but that didn’t stop you from throwing an attack spell at them. You impressively managed to hit 3/6. The three witches that you hit fell to the ground and squirmed in pain.
Unfortunately, you were blasted into a tree by one of the other witches. You groaned. You felt like all your bones had been snapped in half.
Two witches lifted you to your feet and dragged you in front of the oldest looking witch. She was angry.
“Who is this pathetic excuse of a witch?” She asked.
“The hell did you just call me?” You roared. “I’ll snap your fucking neck.”
Your threat was empty. You had never inflicted such damage against a person, but you hated being called a ‘pathetic witch’. You preferred the term ‘inexperienced witch’ or ‘baby witch’.
“I’ll deal with her after this.” She waved her hand and you were dragged to a tree, hands bound behind your back with magic.
You couldn’t believe it. You had lost your chance of learning dark magic and now, you were probably going to be killed. That is beyond embarrassing.
You flinched as Agatha was blasted with six beams of magic. Normally, that would kill a person immediately, but she didn’t die. She screamed in pain but with horror, you watched as their blue beams turned purple and they had the life sucked out of them.
Their lifeless bodies slumped to the floor. “Holy shit.”
Agatha sighed, stepping down from the stage and looking contently at the dead bodies of her coven members. You accidently snapped a twig underneath your foot as you moved towards her, causing her attention to snap to you.
“You tried to save me. Why?” She asked.
“You’re unique and that interests me. Not many witches practice dark magic anymore and I want you to teach me.”
Suddenly, you felt an uncomfortable and cold feeling wash over you. You glanced around the forest until your eyes landed on her.
“I must say, that was quite the performance.”
The woman moved towards Agatha and you. There was an unsettling feeling about her - something not human.
“And you are?” Agatha questioned.
“Rio Vidal.” She bowed dramatically. “And I think we’re going to make a perfect team, baby.”
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You scowled and crossed your arms. You had been trying to successfully do this spell for the past 5 months, but you haven’t been able to. It frustrated you that you couldn’t do it.
Agatha kissed the top of your head as she walked past you. “You’ll get it at some point, sweetheart.”
You noticed the basket of fresh strawberries in her hand. “What’s that for?”
“We’re having a picnic.” Your eyes lit up and she smiled. “Come on. Grab your coat, it’ll be cold.”
You walked for 20 minutes until the thick trees faded and you walked into an opening. It was beautiful. You followed the trail of flowers that led to the edge of a cliff, the strong smell of wet grass and salty seawater combined with a nice breeze made you smile.
“There are my girls.” Rio sat cross-legged on one of the cushions on the picnic blanket and smiled at you. She patted the cushion in the middle and you sat down.
There were different types of fruit, baked goods, and drinks spread around the blanket.
“When did you plan this?” You asked.
Agatha sat next to you and placed her hand on your thigh. She always put her hand there; she said it made her feel at peace.
“A few weeks ago.” She answered, grabbing a grape and popping it in her mouth. “We figured you deserve a reward for doing so well in your learning.”
You kissed both of their cheeks. “Thank you.”
For a while, you talked and ate with them whilst looking out into the ocean. You excitedly pointed out every marine animal you spotted in the waves, which caused Rio to spew facts about them. After being around since the start of death, she had many nerdy facts about animals.
Once the sun had started to set, you became sleepy. Your head was resting in Rio’s lap and she scratched lightly at your scalp, lulling you to sleep. Agatha sat with her head resting against Rio’s shoulder and they quietly talked.
You sighed happily. Sometimes you thought about what your life would have been like if you didn’t try to help Agatha. You wouldn’t have met Agatha and you would’ve first met Rio once you died.
Suddenly, there was a loud scream.
You all stood and became very aware of how exposed you were in the opening. There was silence for a few moments, then there was another scream and a gunshot.
“You need to go.” Rio shoved Agatha and you towards the forest.
“What’s going on?” You couldn’t hide the panic in your voice.
“Witch hunters.”
Your heart dropped. Lately, there was an uprising in witch hunting, but you thought that you lived far enough from a village that there was no risk. Clearly, you were wrong.
Agatha grabbed onto your wrist and dragged you through the forest. You shook in fear with each gunshot and scream you heard. Even though your girlfriend was Death, death still scared you.
“Oh, and what do we have here?”
You froze and Agatha cursed loudly, shoving you behind her. A man stood in front of Agatha with his gun pointed at her with a sick, twisted smile on his face.
He pulled the trigger.
You don’t even know how your body reacted that quickly, but you managed to step in front of Agatha and took the bullet straight through your heart. You dropped to the ground, blood spurting from your chest.
Agatha screamed and blasted the boy with her magic, leaving a blazing hole in his stomach. His lifeless body collapsed.
“No, no, no.”
Agatha turned you on your back. There was blood dripping from your mouth and your chest. She couldn’t feel a heartbeat.
“Agatha.”
Rio stood next to her.
“Shut up, Rio.” She snapped. “Please, shut up.”
“Agatha.” She said more sternly.
Agatha shook her head. “You can stop this. Bring her back to life.”
Rio sighed and crouched next to your body. She tried to brush your hair out of face but Agatha slapped her hand away.
“Do not touch her.” She spat. “You bring her back to life or you don’t fucking touch her, do you understand me?”
Rio stood, her face emotionless. She stared at Agatha, almost like she was waiting for Agatha to change her mind, but once she realised there was nothing more she would say, she left.
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Agatha cried out in pain and leaned on a tree for support. After carrying her child for 9 months, he was finally ready. With tears falling down her cheeks, she prepared herself for birth.
She was finally going to meet her boy.
Then, she saw the familiar figure.
“No, please.” She cried as Rio stepped towards her. “My love, please don’t do this to me again.”
Rio didn’t reply.
“You took Y/n from me. Please give my boy, I need him.” She begged. “I will hate you forever if you do this.”
Rio swallowed. “I can only offer time.”
And so she did. Agatha birthed a healthy baby boy who she named Nicholas, and he lived for six years until Rio took him. Once again, Agatha’s heart broke and she was left alone.
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Since the death of Nicholas and yourself, Agatha and Rio weren’t in contact. Agatha hated her with every fiber in her body. Rio, on the other hand, missed and craved Agatha with every fiber in her body.
So, when Rio was summoned to The Witches’ Road, the exact place where Agatha stood, they both felt strong emotions.
“Agatha,”
It was quiet, besides the occasional snores from Alice. If you were there, you would have considered it to be peaceful and relaxing.
“I know you’re awake, Agatha.”
Rio carefully stepped over the sleeping bodies and sat in front of Agatha. She rolled her eyes when she saw that Agatha had her eyes shut, pretending to be asleep.
Rio flicked her forehead. “I want us to talk.”
Agatha glared at her and sat up. “There’s nothing to talk about.”
Rio grabbed Agatha’s collar and tugged her forward. Agatha tried to recoil but Rio kept her close.
“Yet, there is.” She insisted. “They wouldn’t want us to be like this. Y/n would want us move on and continue living the perfect life that we had.”
“Don’t say that. You have no idea what they would want.” Agatha scoffed.
"Do you seriously think that Y/n and Nicky would want us to live with anger and hurt for each other?"
Agatha didn't respond.
Being this close to each other, Rio noticed small details about Agatha’s face. There was a small scar under her left eye that hadn’t been there before, and she wondered where she got that from.
“It broke my heart to take both of them from you. I did not enjoy watching you cry and beg, but-"
Agatha cut her off. “Once we get off The Witches’ Road, I do not want to see your face again. I want you to leave me alone, do you understand?”
Rio felt her heart break and she blinked back tears. She released Agatha from her grasp and stood. If Agatha truly didn’t want to see Rio’s face again, she would respect that, no matter how bad it hurt her.
#agathario x reader#agathario x you#agathario x y.n#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness x reader#rio vidal x reader#bluewrites
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ride or die. l.jn smau

018 — for her, i am.
(a/n: u might wanna grab some popcorn for this one.)
JENO POV
“i know who leaked my secret.”
he had said it so quickly that he forgot the words had even come from his mouth.
jaemin stares at him, eyes wide in a mix of shock and weirdly, sadness.
but then jeno realises why. he had let jaemin be bullied, staying silent as all of his friends attacked him. he had done nothing.
jaemin didn’t care that jeno knew who it was, he didn’t care who had ruined jeno’s life, because jeno had ruined his. he thought that jeno thought it was him, he had assumed that’s why jeno did nothing, out of hatred, out of anger. but now, now it made no sense. jeno was meant to be his bestfriend.
jeno became angry at the thought. not at jaemin, but at himself. and he hadn’t even explained to him the whole story yet, he hadn’t even told him who it was.
jaemin spoke first after their silence.
“you better start explaining.” jaemin says, and rightfully so. jeno feels as if he should had done the explaining a while ago, he wanted to. but it all happened too quick. he never got the chance.
he doesn’t know why, but he feels like jaemin and him aren’t going to be the same after this. not after what he’s about to tell him.
jaemin grows inpatient, angry even.
“come on, jeno, im not gonna sit here and wait for the fucking grass to grow!!”
jeno says nothing still, and this only makes jaemin’s anger worsen. but he just doesn’t know what to say, how to word the sentence that will ruin their friendship.
“WHO WAS IT JENO?” jaemins grabbing his shirt at this point, and there’s nothing he can do but close his eyes and take it. “WHO WAS IT YOU HAD TO PROTECT SO MUCH TO THE POINT WHERE YOU HAD TO LET ME GET PUSHED AROUND, HUH? WHO SPILLED YOUR FUCKING SECRET, WHO DID YOU FEEL WAS SO SPECIAL TO YOU THAT YOU COULDNT SAY ANYTHING TO ANYONE?!! WHO WAS IT, JENO?! WHO W-“
jeno’s heart races. his fists clench. his arms tense.
he snaps.
“IT WAS ME!”
jaemin stills.
he lets go of jeno’s shirt.
his eyes never divert from his, his last breath never leaving. they both stand in the apartment lobby, the cold air of outside, breezing through the window, half cracked open, the distant buzz of the vending machine whirring in the corner and the deep hue of the midnight sky absorbing the light from around them.
they’re silent, they’re still.
neither of them dare to speak.
until jeno notices jaemins face.
it’s not anger, it’s not sadness. it’s pity.
“it was me.” jeno’s voice is lower now. “i leaked my own identity.” he looks at the floor, in both solemnity and shame.
“why?” jaemin asks. “why would you do that to yourself?”
“i didn’t know it would spread so fast. i posted it on an anonymous account before my race. i wasn’t expecting it to be spread so quick, let alone on national news. i thought it would be slow, i was going to tell you, i was going to tell everyone. i had decided i didn’t want to be samo anymore. but the speed of it all… i wasn’t ready yet, i hadn’t prepared yet, i hadn’t told her.”
jaemin stills at the mention of you.
“so that’s why.”
jeno nods.
“you’re an idiot.” jaemin says, throwing jeno’s words back at him.
but jeno isn’t laughing.
“for her, i am.”
that’s where he realises the gravity of it all. that both of their deception had all come down to the route of one thing, of one person.
you.
jeno continues. “do you know what she told me when we first got into that fake relationship?”
jaemin shakes his head.
“she told me that she didn’t understand why i liked living as samo more than jeno. and usually, i did. i loved living as samo, it was the only time that i was able to really be myself. but when she came along, i realised something. i realised that i didn’t want to be samo anymore, i wanted to be the person that she knew. technically, she knew samo, yes. but it was me, as jeno, that she truly knew. and when she told me that i should just live as jeno, avoid all the public attention and just go outside without a mask, i realised that she was right, that that’s who i wanted to be. i wanted to be me, because of her. so when she told chenle who i was, i should have been mad, i should have been pissed. but, truly? i was relieved. she had done the first step of my journey herself, i could break off the deal. i could explain that i didn’t care about it anymore. i could explain that i wanted to date her for real. but i didn’t do any of that. i was still angry, i was angry at the reason why she had told chenle. he ruined it all. i couldn’t explain it to her, what i really wanted. because she liked him. and it only confirmed my suspicions when i found that stupid fuckers hoodi-“
jeno realised he had be talking for too long when jaemin began to smile.
“oh man i’ve been waiting for you to say that for the longest time, that you want to be yourself.” he pulls him into a brief hug as he speaks, as if he hadn’t even heard the second half of jeno’s rant.
after a second, jaemin pulls away before stating the obvious truth of what’s staring them both in the face, “if only it wasn’t because of her.”
reality dawns on him, pushing on him like an incoming storm. “im sorry jaemin, but ive made up my mind.”
jaemin nods, expecting jeno to say more. but he doesn’t, he just walks to the elevator, clicking the floor to their dorm. jeno hopes that jaemin forgets all about you, that he puts his feelings for you aside. but he knows jaemin too well, he knows no matter how much he tries, jaemin will never forget you.
“you getting in?” jeno says, a smile plastered on his face.
jaemin grins back before running to the elevator to join him.
jeno was going back home.
well, he will be once he fixes things with you.
jaemin lets out a sigh, seeming deep in thought. “you sacrificed everything for her.”
jeno looks at him, an understanding of what he means by this.
“jaemin-“
“i’ll take the fall for it.” he says, a smile on his face that doesn’t reach his eyes. “you don’t have to tell them it was you yet, if you’re not ready.”
jeno panics, “i can’t let you do that. not anymore.”
“please let me.” he fidgets, watching the numbers on the elevator screen climb up, and up, and up. “it’s the most i can do.”
jeno doesn’t know what to say, just like before. so he does the easiest thing. even though he knows he shouldn’t, he does what he knows he’s going to regret.
the elevator dings to a halt.
he lets him.
a sacrifice for a sacrifice.
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baby (name)! (Mihawk, Buggy, Shanks, Brook, Chopper)
featuring - Dracule Mihawk x F!Reader, Buggy x F!Reader, Shanks x F!Reader, Brook x F!Reader, Chopper x F!Reader
summary - you somehow get turned into a baby and they have to spend 24 hours babysitting you
warnings - my first time writing for ALL of these characters, so i'm sorry if i get their characters wrong! im only 416 episodes into the anime. i tried my best!
a/n - this was requested by @faioula16, i hope you like it!
MIHAWK
This could honestly go either way. This guy is unpredictable and even you never know what his next move will be. But you're his faithful and loving girlfriend, so there are some exceptions when it comes to you. Like when some deranged devil fruit user turns you into a baby, and Mihawk could have had someone else take care of you, but he wanted to do it himself. He was curious, now that it was you who was an infant.
But that may also be because a witness to the scene had expressed fear for infant you, saying that Mihawk was too cold and ruthless to take care of a baby. He didn't need to prove otherwise, and he didn't want to, but something just gnawed at him. Protectiveness, maybe. You were in such a vulnerable state right now, only he could protect you and care for you.
It had absolutely nothing to do at all with the fact that you looked so adorable staring at him with your big (eye colour) eyes, reaching out to tap his because the strange colour fascinated you. No, it had nothing to do with how cute your excited squeal was every time he picked you up or looked at you. He was absolutely not entranced by your cute little smile or how you clung to him with little hands that could barely hold his one finger. Absolutely not.
Mihawk is actually a pretty good babysitter. But only for you. He will sit and read to you with you on his lap, trying not to smile when you giggle and smack the book, always catching you when you lunged forward excitedly and almost fell off his lap. He will never finish the story, but he reads to you anyway because you seem to like it...for a little while.
"(Name), no!"
He almost had a heart attack when he set you down for one second to put the book away, and you almost fell off the table because you were trying to crawl to him. Your eyes filled with tears when he yelled, even if he hadn't meant to sound angry. His gaze softened, and he picked up and cradled you against his chest, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple.
"It's alright, I won't hurt you. You're fine, little one."
And then you really are fine, your little body comforted by his actions and words. They lull you into sleep, and soon you rest on his shoulder and fall into a deep sleep, gripping his shirt collar tightly in your tiny fist.
"Sleep well, (Name)."
When you awake, in your usual adult form, you're too nervous to suggest it, but thankfully Mihawk is thinking the same thing.
"I think I'd like a little you or me to keep me company."
BUGGY
Buggy is horrible with children. I mean he's not great with people, but he is absolutely, terrifyingly not good with kids at all. So when you were somehow turned into a tiny human being who could barely stand on two legs, he was shocked. And slightly scared, though he would never admit it. You were the only person he genuinely liked, so he tried not to be too...rough, with your little form. Picking you up was as far as he got, but even then he held you out awkwardly like a football.
And then you squealed and happily reached for his nose, the bright red circular appendage attracting your attention instantly. Now, Buggy was sensitive about his nose, but he let you touch it. A testament to how much he liked you. And, if he were being honest, you were actually kind of cute squeezing his nose like that until he couldn't breath-
Exhale out the mouth.
When he remembered he could use his mouth to breathe, he smiled a little at how much you were enjoying yourself playing with his nose. You even touched his makeup and all his markings, out of curiosity. Your eyes were bright with confusion but also fascination, and it did something weird to Buggy. Made him feel...warm inside?
Then he decided to, experimentally, see what your reaction to his devil fruit would be in this tiny form. He set you down on the floor again, and then detached his hand. Your eyes went wide and you instantly covered your eyes with your small hands, your bottom lip trembling. He panicked, tripping over himself and falling into a tangled heap in front of you. You peeked between your fingers to see this, then burst out into cute laughter. Buggy almost glared at you, but then remembered you were just a baby and instead picked himself up and smiled - or rather tried his best not to smile like a maniac - at you.
Then you saw his floating hand, and grabbed it.
"No no, (Name), that's not-"
You stuck his fingers in your mouth, and he groaned. You just giggled innocently, and only then did he realise his devil fruit could be a source of entertainment for you. He detached multiple limbs and floated them around, watching as you squealed in glee and crawled around trying to catch them.
Were you actually having fun because of him?
When he finally put his body back together again, you pouted but crawled up to his leg and hugged it, gurgling happily as if to thank him. He was stunned. He slowly picked you up and you offered him a toothless smile, before yawning. Still unsure, he laid you on his shoulder and awkwardly patted your back, but that seemed to work because you slowly fell asleep.
When you woke up again, finally an adult, you grinned at him, "Shall we make you a father?"
SHANKS
It was his fault, really. He picked the fight, contrary to his usual behaviour. But that guy had said something about you, and he couldn't ignore it, so of course he acted. And now here you were, a tiny baby fisting his shirt in your tiny hand and looking up at him with big, curious (eye colour) eyes. He had experience with children, of course, having spent some time with Luffy. But you were so small, so delicate.
"Captain, what-"
He ignored the confused questions from his crew as he brought you back on board the ship, immediately taking you to his quarters. It shouldn't last long, he reminded himself, but he still felt guilty. Though that quickly disappeared when you giggled and crawled around his quarters, knocking things over and hiding with a loud giggle when he caught you.
"Oi, (Name)!" He tried to sound stern, he really did, but his laugh have his mood away. You stuck your head out from under his bed and stuck your tiny tongue out at him, and he burst out laughing. "Oh, you're cute, sweetheart."
He lifted you up again and you squealed excitedly and reached for his hair, the bright colour attracting your attention. He grinned and put you on his head, keeping his hands on your small waist, and soon felt you tug on his red strands. You were giggling and pulling and kicking your legs happily, so he endured the pain just for your sake. It was very cute how you thought his hair was a toy, and by the time you got tired of it, it was a mess. Strands were everywhere, out of place, sticking out...but it didn't matter to him.
Because now you were looking at him with your big, innocent eyes and suckling on your hand as he cradled you against his chest. He gently rubbed your back and pressed a soft kiss to your tiny tuft of (hair colour) hair.
"You're so pretty even as a baby, (Name)."
You rewarded him with a sloppy kiss on his cheek, making him laugh. He sat on his bed with you still in his arms, watching as you grew tired and offered him the cutest sight - the tiniest of yawns.
"Sleep, little one."
He gently rocked you to sleep, reassuringly and soothingly patting your small back as you drifted off on his shoulder. He felt warm inside, as if a small fire had been lit inside him. He knew what it was.
And when you woke up in adult form, he grinned at you, "Let me give you a baby, sweetheart."
BROOK
Brook has experience with babies. Maybe not human babies, but babies nonetheless. He knows a human baby is very different to a whale baby, but he figures that there can be similarities too. Such as entertainment, which is his area of expertise. So when he looks down at his feet to see baby you tugging on his pants, he is somewhat prepared. He has no idea how you were turned into a baby, of course, but he's not complaining because you are so, so adorable.
"What happened to (Name)?" Franky asked the skeleton, raising an eyebrow.
"Nothing important!" Was Brook's gleeful reply, followed by a laugh when you somehow crawled on top of his afro and knocked his hat off so you could take its place.
"Nothing imp-" Franky sighed. "Do you even know how to look after a baby?" Franky's eyes worriedly drifted to where you sat upon the skeleton's head, tugging on his afro and squealing with delight. You wobbled precariously.
"No, but it can't be any different to a baby whale!"
Franky would have commented on that, if you hadn't slipped off Brook's head. The cyborg easily caught you, before holding you out to Brook, "Don't let her sit on your head."
"Noted."
For the rest of the day, Brook occupied you by sitting you down on his bed and playing music for you, telling you stories about Laboon and his crew, and about his experiences in the Grand Line before you guys found him. He sang all sorts of songs, played all sorts of melodies, while you giggled and clapped your hands excitedly, bouncing up and down. Brook smiled, the sight warming heart - oh, but he doesn't have a heart. He hardly ever got tired, but you prompted him to play for hours on end, until he really was exhausted. So he picked you up, settled on his bed, and lay you on his lap before humming a tune. You slowly drifted off to sleep, and Brook smiled.
He hoped he could play for one of the crew's babies one day.
CHOPPER
Another island, another mishap, another adventure. No trip is ever boring with the Straw Hats, and this was again proven when an unfortunate encounter with a devil fruit user who could change people's ages led to you being turned into an infant. And that's how you found yourself cradled in Sanji's arms, with Chopper trying to get a good look at you all throughout the walk back to the Sunny.
"Chopper, she's fine," the cook tried to assure the doctor, but Chopper was having none of it.
He was so worried, because no one was equipped to take care of a baby, and he cared about you so much that now you were a baby, he was becoming overprotective. As soon as Sanji set you down somewhere safe for Chopper to examine you, he was grabbing his bag and bringing out all his different tools. He checked all your vitals and made sure you were first and foremost healthy, before he could consider anything else.
Then you touched his blue nose and widened your eyes in fascination, gurgling softly, and Chopper blushed brightly. He smiled and poked your nose back, and you let out the cutest giggle that melted the reindeer's little heart. He shifted to his humanoid form and gently lifted you up into his arms, cradling you as he gazed down at you with the utmost love, adoration and fascination he could manage. You were so tiny, even more so than him, and so so cute. Then you sneezed, looking stunned for a moment before giggling loudly. And Chopper thought there was nothing more joy-inducing than holding and watching baby you.
"Chopper, where's-oh." Nami stopped when she saw Chopper standing there just holding you, one of his fingers in your tiny hand as he cooed at you and made you giggle. She smiled softly and left the room, deciding you were in safe hands.
"You're the cutest baby in the world, (Name)," Chopper told you. You just smiled brightly, exposing your gums cause you had no teeth, and waved your small arms around happily.
Chopper was really good with you. He monitored you throughout the 24 hours, making sure you ate properly, got enough sleep and were bathed properly. He is probably the best caretaker out of all the men on this list, not only because he's doctor but he's naturally caring and nurturing. It comes like second nature to him. Besides, you were such a calm and quiet baby - except for the giggling - that you made it easy for him. He was almost sad when you fell asleep, knowing you'd be grown up again when you woke up.
But maybe one day the crew would be able to fawn over a baby everyday. Maybe one day.
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HEYYYY I HOPE LIFE IS GOING GOOD FOR U! Im here to ask for your amazing writing. I was wondering if you could make me a strawhats x teen! Regeneration! Reader.
The reader is very aggressive, a bit rash stubborn and quick to lash out alot. She LOVES battle and is literally the most reckless kid EVER. Her fighting style is extremely brutal and reckless and she really isnt careful with herself just because of her regeneration devil fruit. She could literally get a whole canon ball to the head and it would be a blood bath but she’d grow a new head in seconds and she’ll immediately join the battle casually. Her cold and rude behavior is a result of her past though, how she was used in a cruel way for her powers. But inside there is a kind kid and the crew starts to see that as they notice more and more things about her. How she smiles and acts so gently with little kids, how she helps out despite looking mad, how she buys things for them as a gift and just walks away before they can even say thank you and how she gets in front of a crewmate to take the hit because she knows she’ll just regenerate. She just doesn’t know how to express herself. I kinda base her off Sanemi from demon slayer. She loves everyone in her own way and has a heart full of love and care. Her body is full of scars too and she’s really strong and fit for her age. She’s quite clever as well, not just an angry brute. Sometimes the crew worries about her because of her recklessness, especially Chopper.
ANYWAY THATS ALL I ASK FOR! TY SM FOR ALL YOUR WRITING. PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!
─Strawhats x teen!reader (Platonic)
─Summary: Your regenerative powers are great, but you need to stop being so careless or you'll give your teammates a heart attack.
─Warnings: none
Hope you're doing good too!! ty love <3
─ They had never met someone as careless as you, Luffy sometimes did stupid things due to his impulsiveness, Zoro also kept getting seriously injured, but you? You completely surpassed your companions.
─ The times you have scared Nami and Usopp to death by protecting them from an attack and taking more than a minute to get up are countless.
─ Franky finds your power totally cool, although he doesn't like you being so careless sometimes, he will be one of the ones who won't meddle or scold you for covering his back.
─ It's not like the others don't appreciate you putting their safety above your own, but they had methods to protect themselves, even if it's a fatal blow, Luffy, Sanji and Robin hate seeing your body destroyed even knowing that you will get better soon.
─ Chopper, poor stressed reindeer, you're going to make him go bald like an egyptian cat one day, your bravado will take him to the grave, all your scars bitterly remind him that he must attend to you as a priority despite having no wounds present.
─ You've lost count of how many times you've cut yourself with Zoro's swords because you grab them by the edge and not the handle, Sanji also has you banned from the kitchen just in case.
─ Brook laughs so much at your antics when you look like a dwarf being with rage when attacking your enemies that he swears he could die laughing, he pats you on the back saying that it's a joke, because he's already dead, you keep laughing at the same joke every time.
─ Jinbe gets a little anxious during battles when he sees you rush headlong into danger against the worst of enemies, he takes care to restrain you on many occasions, it is preferable that you avoid getting hurt despite your power.
─ Despite your rough or disinterested expression, you keep a sentimental personality deep inside you, you can stain your fists with blood, but you would never do it with the blood of innocent people according to your ideals.
─ Chopper and Nami appreciate that little soft side that you let show from time to time in a much less violent environment, you are still a teenager with a big heart and that is why they hate, like the rest, seeing how you break down and compose leaving those marks on your body.
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Short-tempered S/O always gets in fights

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Akihiko, Jing Yuan, Dunban, Lighter ]
[ Persona 3 ] [ Honkai Star Rail ] [ Zenzless Zone Zero ] [ Xenoblade Chronicles ]

Hehehe ~ some of my favorite boooys with a caotic s/o (one of my favorite prompts) im definetly up for it!!

Akihiko Sanada
Akihiko is an incredibly caring boyfriend, he will never dare to underestimate you but he wants to be able to protect you because of how important you are for him, is just something that he feels like he should do and your short-temperament it keeps him a bit alert
Akihiko loves you for who you are, he respects you a lot and he wants to be supportive but your short-temperament it does trouble him a bit, is just that he doesn't like seeing you constantly in a bad mood or getting angry at others, it something that won't be good for your health for the level of stress you will be in and that just makes him feel uneasy, he wants to be of help for you and will try to lead you to learn diferent and more healthy ways to deal with your emotions
Akihiko doesn't want to stop you nor scold you for getting easily mad at others but he does tries to teach you (and probably just end up learning with you) ways to handle your anger in a better way, although, his first attempt to help you is offering you to take out that frustration while training with him (wich can actually help)
Akihiko loves you so much, he wants to protect you so, even if it may not be the most rational thing to do, whenever you get mad at someone else he makes sure to stay at your side while trying to stop things to escalate, you will be his priority so he will be hearing your side of the story first (and if the other person has offended you in purpose then he will get in the argument too)
Akihiko gets in fights out of Tartarus just because other people bother him and push him to do so, he prefers to avoid unecesary fights but he won't doubt on getting in a fight to defend you or someone else, even so he doesn't like when is you who gets in fights, being protective over you is almost an instinct for Akihiko so he rather get in a fight himself than letting you fight, so most of the time he tries to stop you or convince you while treating your wounds
He really prefers if you don't get in fights but if he can't convince you then he will try to keep you out of troubles and make sure you know how to defend yourself (and just use your strenght in self defense!), still the more you get in fights the more he tends clings to your side, worried about your safety and even stepping in front of you before the battle starts (altought, most of the time is to fight in your behalf)

Jing Yuan
Jing Yuan is an incredibly loving boyfriend, he can be lazy and most of the time he come up with excuses of why you two should lay down and nap instead of taking care of what it has to be done but he actually puts a lot of atention to you, he may constantly fall sleep but he is always aware of how are you doing and even of what you like (managing to always surprise you with things you really like or wanted)
Jing Yuan has fallen in love with you because of who you are, including your short-temperament. He actually finds it odly charming in its own way and is something that will always bring a smile to his lips, he knows he shouldn't encorauge you to keep picking fights all the time but he can't help but laugh under his breath whenever you tell him about the most recently fight you were in, about how some idiot made you angry and you had no other option than fight
Although, you are someone too important for Jing Yuan, so as much as he finds it funny he will already be taking care of you, he likes to personally tend your wounds as you rant about what happened because he wants to make sure is nothing to be concern about, he subtly analize your side of the story and your wounds to make sure this isn't an actual and personal attack towards you or that you weren't overeaction and risking getting serious but unnecesary problems
As long as the problem doesn't scale to an actual serious problem where there would be too serious concecuences he would let you deal with things the way you want, still whenever is the two of you he will slowly teach you to relax and handle your short-temperament, inviting you to relax at his side or indirectly suggesting other ways to take out your frustrations, after all he doesn't want one day to recive the news that you got seriously hurt or worst, that he have lost you
Still, as much as it amuses him and wants to let you be if he has to step in the problem as the General of the Xianzhou Loufu then he will do it, he actually reprimend you with a serious expression if need it just to tease you and ask what happened with the same amused smile of always when you two are finally alone, apologizing only if he thinks he had exaggersted a bit for the sake of solving the problem while also gently warning you to be more careful next time

Dunban
Dunban is incredibly caring and loving, he will not cross the line to be overprotective and underestimate you but he would always be there in case you need support and won't even doubt on defending you and your honor, still he prefer to don't get in unecesary fights
Dunban has fallen in love with you for who you are, he is the type to get close to you and know you for a while before developing romantic feelings, so of course he knows about your short-temperament and it worries him a bit because of the stress it puts you in
Even before getting in a relasionship Dunban has been trying to help you handle in a better (and healtier) way your feelings, at least to don't snap against others and get in too much troubles, even so whenever you get mad he doesn't mind staying at your side and rant about whatever have made you angry (he rather have that than getting you in fights honestly), although he may not take it too serious when you get mad for small simple things, he respects you but he can't help but laugh some times (he laughs with you, not at you), still if he notices that there is someone bothering you in purpose the he will take it more serious
Dunban is always trying to get you out of unecesary fights as much as he can, he tries to intervene and drag you away (or, if necesary, tell the other person to please leave you alone) before things escalate into an actual fight, he is constantly exasperated by how reckless you can be but that doesn't mean he don't valid your feelings, he just wishes you avoid getting in troubles and hurt
Even so, as much as he prefers to avoid fights if he can't convince you to don't get in a fight he will just let you be (as long as it doesn't cause big problems), still he will scold you after while treating your wounds, but if you need help he won't hesitant on stepping in to stop the fight

Lighter Lorenz
Lighter is someone incredibly caring and protective, he would never underestimate you but it is because of that love that he will always being looking after you, besides he is the champion of the Sons of Calydon, he would step in the battle to protect you without a doubt anywere at any time
Lighter have fallen with you for who you are so your short-temperament doesn't really bother him, if something he makes sure to pay attention whenever you get mad over something just in case someone had intentionally made you mad or even if someone is actually against you
After a while Lighter will just kinda get used to your temperament and will let you rant all you want, he doesn't mind staying at your side and just listening to you vent but he won't really say much, even if you aks him something it will take him by surprise, he may seem like he isn't paying much attention but he is, he just don't see a point on him getting angry too or even start a fight (not that he judge you)
However, it does bother him a bit that you constantly get in fights, as long as you don't end up initiating an inecesary rivality between gangs he doesn't mind much that you want to solve things in your own way but he hates seeing you get hurt, he wants to protect you and keep you safe but that is dificult when you willingly end up getting in fights
He will try to talk you out of this bad habit (he won't push much, he makes a living out of fighting so he would feel a bit hypocrite if he inisist too much) but if he can't convince you he will simply accept it and will make sure that you at least know how to properly defend yourself, to be quick and eficient so you don't get injured and that you don't end up winning dangerous enemies or causing problems to others
He would hate if you end up getting enemies or people holds resentment towards you because of your bad habit of constantly fighting, but if it happens then he will become more protective over you, he is your boyfriend and no matter how this problem started he will not let anyone hurt you seriously
He loves you and want to accept you the way you are, so if he can't stop you from getting easily angry and get in fights because of it then he will at least be there for you for back up if you need it

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dating tenya iida headcanons - part three
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warnings: extremely self indulgent, not proofread, reverse comfort!!! for iida!!! because even an uptight strong person like him has his moments!!!!
a/n: you guys are EATING these headcanons up...thank you to all of you who like my content, im so glad that theres actually people who like iida as much as i do out there <333 also i will be creating a taglist for this series, so please send me a request if youd like to be added!!
this headcanon popped up into my head as i was taking off my mascara today but like if youre too tired to, iida will gladly take off your makeup for you
he does it so softly and gently im gonna sob
while doing so he's whispering sweet nothings to you(EXCEPT HE MEANS EVERYTHING)
"you're so gorgeous. *wipe* everything about you intrigues me. *wipe*. im so glad that you let me be with you. *wipe* "wait-why are you crying??"
he's such a good cuddler guys omg
going back to my headcanon on how he's touchstarved, it takes a while for him to open up to cuddling
hes worried that he'll act inappropriately and would fear if something he did anything to you
but slowly and surely he warmed up, and now almost everyday you guys are just lounging in each others arms
he's a little stiff, but he figures how you like to be cuddled and he also enjoys it
as long as he's with you he'll be okay
iidas a gossiper. no one argue with me
he won't create false rumours
but he keeps an open ear, and ALWAYS happens to overhear the drama
when he tells you everything he knows your jaw DROPS
because no way does someone so goody goody like him talks shit
but its okay you guys have like designated days to spill everything you know to each other
probably over some snacks too while youre at it
reverse comfort time!!! because our big hunk has his moments too!!!!
during the stain incident, he had so many breakdowns
over his brothers condition, his familys wellbeing, the fact that his brother was actually attacked by a villain
but the major thing was that iida was the successor to ingenium
growing up he knew he was gonna become ingenium at some point, but he didn't think it would be this early
he had a panic attack in the middle of the night, about whether he was worthy enough to actually BE ingenium
in the middle of the night, he knocked on your door
you opened it to find iida with his hair all messy, glasses slanted and almost falling off his nose, while he had tear streaks running down his eyes
when he sees you, he's apologizing profusely under his breath(he's scared he's bothering you :()
"imsorryiknowitslateandireallyshouldntbeherebutididntknowwhattodoand-" "iida?" "iknowimbreakingsomerulesrightnowandiknowiwillhavetofacetheconsequences-" "iida?" "butididntknowwhereelsetogoand-" "iida. you're spiraling, come inside."
he almost crumbles when you let him in, as he trudges to sit on your bed whilst wiping his face
you hand him a bottle of water while you sit next to him, ears open
seeing him cry made your heart crack a little bit, because iida doesn't cry unless he's under an insane amount of pressure
he slowly opened up about how he felt unprepared to become the new ingenium heir in such a short time and if he really was worthy of taking the name for himself
all while you held his hand and listened intently
you two ended up cuddling, you lying down while he had his head on your chest and his arms around you
your fingers were playing with his hair as you were reassuring him through all of it, and he realized he likes his hair to be played with
"y/n?" "hmm?" "thank you." "of course, tenya."
the next morning you got to class and on your desk was a little origami flower with a little note from iida as a thank you
he HATES arguing
he hates it so much he doesn't like getting angry in general, especially at you
when you guys have your first argument he doesn't really know what to say because this is his first relationship, and he wasn't sure how to navigate his feelings
but he never snaps ever; at most his voice gets a little bit louder and his tone is a little more rushed
he never wants to raise his voice at you, so he goes off alone for a little while to cool his head. then, if both of you are ready he'll try his best to tell you his persepective of things
after almost a year of dating, he's more open with showing pda but still gets a little shy
its time!!! to meet the family!!!! tensei has heard of you through iida, and you two have met briefly when you visited him in the hospital with iida
you're a bit scared that his parents won't like you or will think you aren't good enough for their son but theyre not like that at all!!!
he brings you home during the break between first year to second year
when you got to his place your jaw DROPPED
sure hes the brother of ingenium a famed hero but this mans house is NICE(like this as an example but a lot of backyard space)
its not like extravagant but big enough to make you question the amount of money you have in your bank account
he squeezes your hand reassuringly to calm your nerves before you go inside
when you guys go inside, you're greeted by his mother and his brother
his dad was at the agency clearing up some paperwork
his mom is so sweet im gonna cry
she's so welcoming and very patient with you, and she gladly shakes your hand and even welcomes you with a hug
she shows you to the room where you're staying for the time being, and when you get to the room your jaw drops even MORE
it has its own bathroom, the bed is huge, and theres so much lounging space
not to mention the view??? ok im done yapping about houses
theres a special pyjama set on the bed and slippers for you
during dinner you guys converse about how you and iida met, and how life is at ua
after dinner you and his mom gossiped about work stories and stories of raising iida
she showed you baby pictures of him and oh my god HE WAS SO CUTEE
when he first got his engines i headcanon he didnt know how to stop and he hit the wall.....so theres just a picture of a baby iida shaped dent in the wall
your new nickname for him after seeing that was "wall wrecker"
his dad came home a little later and greeted you with a firm handshake
it was a little scary meeting his dad but he seemed to be pleased, just a little quiet and strict
iida showed you to your room when it got late and gave you a little goodnight hug and peck on the cheek
"thank you for letting me bring you home. i hope my mother isn't too...overbearing."
HES SO CUTE IM GONNA CRY
the next day he took you out on a little picnic date at this park
held you in his arms while you watched the petals fall im SICK TO MY STOMACH
he after the picnic he took you out to dinner at this higher fancy restaurant
he held your hand the entire time im gonna barf hes so cute
ignored all your requests to split the bill and he paid the full thing(eat the rich im gonna eat HIM)
you guys watched the sunset while walking home and it was so nice to spend the day with him
the entire day he was telling you stories of the places he took you
he literally never let go of your hand during the day, but his face was still a little red <3 i love him so much im gonna sob
"everytime i look at you im stunned by your beauty. you're even more radiant than those sakura leaves, darling."
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a/n: WAHHHHH HES SO CUTE IM GONNA CRYYYYYYY
guys i know youve all been looking forward to part 3 but lowk this one was a little rushed and last minute but i hope it lives up to your expectations :3 nuubiii signing off!!!
#tenya iida#miruac#i love him#iida fluff#iida x reader#tenya iida x reader#iida headcanons#iida tenya#tenya iida fluff#iida tenya headcanons#tenya lida#iida tenya x reader
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i feel like i cry about this at least once a week but that one scene in catching fire with thread whipping gale and then katniss gets in front of him and then HAYMITCH gets in front of her .... hes literally her father you dont understand .... im literally bawling and pulling at my skin AND THEN PEETA TURNS UP AND HAYMITCH JUST PUSHES HIM BEHIND HIM?????? HES LITERALLY THEIR DAD. HE IS LITERALLY THEIR DAD. sobbing katniss whose dad is dead and cant protect her anymore and peeta whose dad never protected him YOU DONT GET IT I AM LOSING MY MIND. haymitch :(((( you were always my favorite and as an itty bitty eleven year old i didnt understand why but now i do i love found family i love found fathers NOBODY talk about the haymitch&katniss/joel&ellie/vander&vi comparisons within twenty miles of me i will immediately burst into tears and explode ..... i love them so so so much i will legitimately never get over it
and effie :(( effie i love you oh effie who was almost like a mother to kat and peeta especially in the movies :( she loved them so so much even when katniss's mom was absent and peetas mom was abusive effie my girl ... my girl effie. i dont even ship hayffie but they are literally their parents i refuse to let a single person say otherwise
back to haymitch cuz hes always been my fav and always will be i just. he loves his kids. in his own, kind of weird way he loves them and they love him. i love the way he holds katniss i legitimately sob every time one of those scenes comes up when hes holding her i know haymitch realistically probably would not be the greatest father to a child but i need to be held like that so bad ... tweaking ......
and then the hovercraft scene where katniss attacks haymitch im not even angry im just so so sad it upsets me very very much because he saved his little girl but she didnt wanna be saved she wanted him to save his little boy instead and he wanted to save him but he couldnt- DO YOU UNDERSTAND???? IM CRASHING OUT. and then them in mockingjay. i just. haymitch i love you.
#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#effie trinket#the hunger games#thg#catching fire#riri's void
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okay so you mentioned harumi in your destinyswap au... can we know more about her? pretty please :3 (btw no pressure)
OFCCCC I LOVE DS HARUMI SM IM SO GLAD U WANNA LEARN MORE ABOUT HER . here’s my special little thing , she’s all that matters to me 💜
as always … lore ramble under cut !!
likewise to her canon self , ds harumi is a silly little kid from ninjago city . she lives with her parents and is a huge fan of the ninja and their feats . she collects merch , especially toys and action figures based off of them . she’s justg…. So silly
for ds (and my headcanon) , she’s about one or two years older than lloyd :)
now here’s the fun part:
without lloyd releasing the serpentine , the great devourer is not revived in season one . ergo, harumi’s parents never die during its attack . harumi instead meets lloyd during one of his patrols in ninjago city , while shes hanging out with her friends . her friends, also fans of the ninja, immediately circle around lloyd, who is happy to answer questions and chat with them (he wants a break from work, anyway) , and harumi just … sits at their picnic blanket.
when questioned by her friends about her love for the ninja?
essentially…… harumi and lloyd don’t get along very well at first . she thinks he’s a loser. but her favorite is nya, so the first time she manages to meet nya, she reacts excitably and happily, while lloyd simmers with rage behind her .
somewhere along the line , harumi becomes regularly affiliated with the ninja . she’s smart and capable , and she’s able to come up with plans and solve puzzles that they weren’t able to do without her . the first time she helped, they were so impressed by her ability that they sought her out the second time, and then the third … and it became a regular occurrence.
next thing you know, she’s hanging out at the monastery often, playing with swords and helping zane cook and annoying lloyd with her presence . and when she learns about nya’s destiny to fight wu / the overlord , she becomes determined to help in any way she can. she’s not an engineer like jay, and she’s not an elemental master like the others, but she is an intelligent kid who is now pretty knowledgeable in prophecies and elements . thus , she pulls garmadon aside one day and asks to learn magic.
he’s very happy to help her.
enter mage harumi!! she trains in magic and combat while the others work on their elements , intending to be another person at nya’s side when she has to face her destiny : )
blah blah, that’s really all i have for her . she’s still one of the characters that’s more under construction than not , but i care her very much and she’s super super dear to me <3
like i did with lloyd, here’s some canon stuff about her!
- her magic is pinkish-red and she gets very upset when kai jokingly compares it to lloyd’s fire . it’s also emotionally charged, so it sometimes gets unstable when she’s angry….
- the ninja all call her rumi as a nickname!
- she doesn’t like hugs from people other than her parents very much, but she will let the ninja hug her .
- she is a HUGE fan of the movies that jay acts in (as most kids her age are) and she may or may not have talked his ear off when they first met . it made him a little reluctant to connect with her at first, but being the only two members who weren’t allowed to train (at first) made them interact more.
(and harumi learning magic and getting to train with the ninja totally didn’t upset him… totally.)
- when she needs to move quickly, she ties her cloak around her waist
- morro is the one who ties her hair into space buns . zane does it in a braid sometimes !
- like I said, nya was her favorite ninja , but she likes them all equally when she joins, because they’re part of her family now
- she’s still attending school during her training . the ninja help her with her homework
- she WILL leave during training hours randomly if she wants to see her parents. she dgaf . sometimes they’ll come up to the monastery to visit her though <3
- she cuts her hair on her own . that’s why her bangs are kind of fucked up . it’s ok tho she’s a cutie pie
- she doesn’t actually like being called a ninja . she’s a mage and she likes to be recognized as such . being called “the violet ninja” did nearly urge her to go back on this claim though …
- the pink tint in her eye is from a spell mishap
- I LOVE HERRRKWHDKSHFAKSH
that’s all thank u
#rumi rumi rumiii#thank u guys for sending me asks about destinyswap! :D it helps me more than u know!#feel free to send more…. if u want……#destinyswap au#ninjago#MY BABY
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hi lovely! I come bearing a henry winter request
So maybe they are all in Francis’ house (reader and henry are dating) and henry gets one of his headaches and idk reader takes care of him (as he reluctantly lets her)
Im sorry that is all i came up with for now😭 thank you <333
uhm i literally love that idea so yes of course.
just let me help you//henry winter x reader
doing this in the way i wrote my last henry winter fanfic, instead of using “you” I write “i” and so forth. (don’t worry tho cause there will be plenty of “y/n”’s thrown in here:)
warnings: mention of alcohol, mention of migraines, swearing, drinking
(not proof read)
sitting in the hammock Reading my book at the country house is probably my all-time favorite thing to do. the fall air, the sounds of the twins bickering with Bunny as they all play croquet, Francis and Richard out on the boat, and my lovely Henry reading on the porch with a glass of scotch. However, this day is severely different. As my friends and I drive to the lake house, Henry is growing increasingly snappy. Bunny begins to go off on a rant about how “religion is a ploy to get all of the dumbasses who believe in that shit’s money.”. I listen to his rant, shaking my head slightly as the twins let their mouths hang open in disgust. “Bun, it’s not as if you could truly know that. No one knows if there’s a God or not. It’s all based on personal belief," I explain from the front seat. Being a devoted Catholic, it takes all my willpower to not wear the same face of horror that Camilla and Charles hold, but I know that’s precisely what Bunny wants. “Your joking right, y/n?” I watch him in the rearview mirror nudge Richard. “Old man, can you believe the bullshit she’s spewing?" Bunny says in his nasally voice with a chuckle. I see Richard simply shrug and continue to look out the window. “Bunny, please just change the topic; no one likes bickering about religion with you," I say a bit sharper than before as I continue to watch him from the rearview mirror. “Old gals on her period," he says as if it’s a fact. I turn my head to Henry as he drives, my expression angry and my gaze saying, “Your seriously going to let him speak to me like that?”. Henry glances over at me briefly before returning his gaze to the road silently. I let out a small scoff and voiced my thoughts aloud to him. “You’re going to let him speak about me like that?" I asked, irritated. Bunny chuckles behind me, which only angers me further. Henry only takes a deep breath and remains quiet. “Your attack dog is not barking for you, y/n?” Bunny asks amused. “Both of you, shut up," Henry says sharply and suddenly as he continues to face the road. My eyes grow wide, and I scoff in disbelief before looking out the window and shifting my knees towards the door away from him. Bunny remains chuckling in the back seat. I remain quiet for the rest of the drive, my face undeniably red with anger and embarrassment, both from Bunny speaking to me like he did and Henry not defending me. As we pull into the driveway of the country house, I practically swing open the door as soon as the car stops. I slam it shut, just so Henry can know how frustrated I am. Everyone piles out of the car stretching, except for Henry, who swiftly makes his way towards the front door. I follow behind him as he swings it open and walks up the stairs without a word to me, not even bothering to get his bag out of the car before going to his room. I stand at the bottom of the stairs for a moment, watching him in udder disbelief. Everyone piles in behind us, chatting loudly and heading for the kitchen. I walk away from the stairs, following the group to the kitchen. “Asshole," I mutter under my breath as I walk to the cabinets to get a bottle of wine out. “He’s more...irritable than usual," Charles says behind me as I grab the wine bottle and turn around to get a glass. “Yes, maybe he’s upset about us arriving so late," Camilla replies back as she scrunches her face the way Charles is—something that they always do when they’re thinking. I shake my head and nudge Bunny out of the way of the glasses, grabbing one and setting it on the counter. “He’s just in a pissy mood; he has been since this morning," I say, annoyed as I cork the wine and pour some into the glass. Francis looks up from the piece of mail he’s been studying since we walked in. “Did you see him as he got out of the car? He looked as if he was going to pass out," he says, running a hand through his hair. Camilla shrugs, “Perhaps he’s tired," to which Charles immediately nods, “Yes, perhaps he is.”. I scoff slightly and take a sip of my wine. “Tired? My god, I’ve never once seen him tired. He’s just being a supercilious jerk.”.
Richard shakes his head. "He looks ill," he says in an emotionless voice. slightly irritated that no one’s agreeing with me, I turn around and walk out of the kitchen with my wine in my hand. I find myself back in front of the stairs, staring up at them as I sip my wine. I place my foot on the first stair, and before I know it, I'm marching up the rest of them on a mission. I get to the top of the stairs and look down the left hallway, marching to the room Henry always stays in and slamming open the door. “How are you feeling, darling? Hopefully like a real lousy boyfriend," I say sharply as I see him sitting on the end of his bed with his face in his hands. “Out," he says without looking at me, his voice audibly shaking. My face softens slightly as I continue to study him and the state of his room, curtains closed, no lights on, his jacket off, and his tie loosened. I walk towards him slowly, setting my wine in the dresser as I do so. “Hey, what’s wrong?” I ask, placing my hand on his shoulder. He looks up at me; he's sweating and extremely pale. Any ounce of anger I have left in me immediately disappears. As I study his face, my own face drops. How could I have been so stupid? “Migraine," I whisper as he looks up at me. He flinches at my quiet word in pain, “Please, please just leave y/n.”. It absolutely breaks my heart whenever I see him like this. Henry is always so put together and independent, but when he has his migraines He becomes almost small-looking, desperate. I rub his shoulder gently and whisper, “Where’s your medication?” I ask softly. “Car," he says as he flinch’s from the pain of hearing his own word. I immediately turn around and jog out of his room, downstairs, out the front door, and to the car. I grab his bag from the trunk and jog all the way back into the house and up the stairs. When I get back into Henry’s room, I'm panting and trying my hardest to catch my breath quietly. After about ten seconds of standing like an idiot, breathing heavily in front of him, I place the bag on the floor, following it down, and sitting on my knees in front of it. I hear him let out a quiet gasp of pain as he hears me unzip the bag. I riffle through it, trying to be as quiet as possible, until I find the small orange bottle of his pills. I unscrew the lid as I stand back up and pour one out into my hand. I grab my wine off the dresser and walk to him, holding the pill and wine out to him. “Please, darling, I can take care of myself," he says quietly and desperately, his voice betraying his words. I move my hands towards him more as a way to say, “Just take it." He slowly reaches out and takes the small pill from my hand, putting it into his mouth before taking the wine from me and using it to wash down the pill. He still looks ghostly white; his eyes close instantly. I gently take off his glasses and lay him flat on the bed, climbing beside him as I cover his eyes with my hand gently to make the room darker for him. He lets out a soft sigh. “I wish you wouldn’t trouble yourself with this," he whispers. I shake my head as I continue to hold my hand gently over his eyes and lay on him. “I’ll do this all night if I need to," I whisper back, my thumb gently tracing his scar in a soothing manner. “Please, y/n, stop treating me like a child. I can take care of myself," he says unconvincingly. I shake my head again and whisper back, “Just sleep, hen.”. He finally falls asleep about five minutes later as I lay beside him for at least three hours, my hand never leaving his eyes. I watch his chest move up and down, his breathing as he sleeps much more even and natural compared to his breaths when he’s awake. I don’t notice at first when he wakes up. “How long has it been?” he asks in a raspy, mumbling voice. I take my hand off his eyes, and he turns on his side to look at me. “Just a few hours, are you still feeling ill?” I ask, running my fingers through his hair.
“You didn’t have to do that; I’m more than capable of taking care of myself," he replies, wrapping an arm around my waist as we lay on our sides facing each other. I nod. “Just let me take care of you from time to time, okay?” I say, moving my hand out for his hair and placing it under my cheek. He closes his eyes and nods slightly as he pulls me closer to him. “Sorry," he mumbles into my neck. I chuckle softly; he’s acting like a child right now, clingy and sleepy. “It’s okay, just get some more rest," I say back as I put my chin on top of his head. "I love you," he mutters into my neck. I kiss the top of his head gently. "I love you too, Hen.”.
A/N: hope this is what you were looking for:)) thank you for the request, i loved writing this!!
#the secret history#tsh#tsh donna tartt#the secret history donna tartt#the secret history fanfic#tsh fanfic#henry winter fanfic#henry winter x reader#henry winter imagine#henry winter image#henry winter smut#henry winter#henry winter tsh#camilla macaulay#francis abernathy#bunny corcoran#richard papen#julian morrow#charles macaulay#edmund corcoran#fanfic#henry winter request#request#reqs open
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Insane Mary Hcs because she needs to be more crazy
@averageambivert you asked for insane Marylily so i hope this delivers! I'll probably do one for Lily at some point too.
• Mary was the best dueller Hogwarts ever saw. She could beat just about anyone, including Flitwick. She was actually the reason the duelling club got shut down, because her duels got so competetive that one kid straight up almost died.
• She could do wandless, wordless magic by fifth year, partly because she was one of the few kids who could control it even before she got a wand. Only Lily knew because she was the same.
• She had an older brother (one and a half years older) who she despised. I'm not talking normal sibling rivalry here, when they were growing up, he'd hit her when he got angry. It meant that at hogwarts, when Mary felt threatened, her instinct was still to just fucking scratch them.
• Speaking of scratching people, Mary had really long nails. Never got acrylics because she knew they would annoy her when they broke or fell off, but she grew her nails out really long and painted them bright colours. This was good bc she could scratch people, but did make playing the guitar more difficult.
• She was ADHD but didn't figure it out until long after she left Hogwarts bc the wizarding world had no clue when it came to disabilities. Eventually got diagnosed the muggle way.
• Figured out she was bisexual in third year but not really. She knew even in elementary school and was in denial. She remembers thinking "okay so im probably bisexual but let's not get into that just yet" and then legitimately did not think about for another four years.
• Became friends with Remus before the Marauders did. They sat together on the train after he overheard her defending werewolves to another kid. She was also the first person to figure out he was a werewolf (yes they reanacted the whole "i know what you are" thing)
• When she lost her temper, it was near impossible to get her to see sense. When Mulciber attacked Lily in Fifth Year, she hunted him down and tried to torture him. It took James, Peter and Sirius combined to intervene.
• Marlene met her right after the sorting but was terrified of her, so they didn't properly become friends until second year.
• When she gets excited, her smile turns feral and it's fucking scary.
#mary macdonald#marylily#insane marylily#insane mary macdonald#mary macdonald x lily evans#mary macdonald hc#the marauders#dead gay wizards#marauders era girls#the valkyries#hp marauders#marauders era#marauders map#marlene mckinnon#lily evans#peter pettigrew#lily potter#lily evans potter#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter
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