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Actually it turns out I had more thoughts about that post that I forgot about lol
Would Nightmare actually give up his boys? Yes and no
If it was just a black and white situation of they're miserable, they don't wanna be here, they have somewhere better to be, then yes. He would leave them out to wherever they needed to be despite his own feelings and very quickly realise afterwards just how much he'd gotten used to the noise and company. I think he would get a little clingy with Dream about it, which I'm sure Dream would find very weird after everything but not unwelcome, he did miss his brother after all.
(If he couldn't attach himself to Dream's side for whatever reason, I think he might just sit in his castle and go insane. Or maybe he'd just spend all day at Ccino's trying really hard to project that he just likes the atmosphere and isn't lonely as hell)
But the thing is, most of them don't have somewhere better to be. Horror has his au, and Nightmare would keep up the supply of food even if Horror said he wanted to quit at this point, so he would understandably let him return home. Killer, Dust and Cross effectively don't have aus anymore though, and they tend to get into self-destructive habits when they're left to their own devices. (Obviously bringing Color and Epic into the mix to make sure Killer and Cross are taken care of eases matters, but Dust doesn't really have any friends outside their group he could go stay with - that Nightmare knows about at least).
The flipside of this is that his boys may not necessarily want to be given up. I think if Nightmare got really in his head about this he could easily end up convinced this is the right thing to do without ever asking them if it's what they want, with potentially terrible results. He's established such a pattern of always returning to find Killer when they get seperated, that if he never showed up Killer might just keep sitting there and waiting for him greyfriar's bobby style, refusing to leave because he's certain his boss is coming back.
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#Horror and Dust might take it slightly better but I think they still wouldn't appreciate being rehomed out of the blue with no discussion#Don't get me started on Cross he has such a bad track record with people not showing up for him as it is#If Nightmare left him to live with Epic one day Cross would spend the rest of his life thinking he did something wrong#and wondering what it was that he wasn't worth keeping#I do think the idea of him getting glued to Dream's hip must be funny for Blue tho#''Yes this is the being of all negativity in the multiverse. Don't mind him we're holding hands because he gets seperation anxiety''#I feel like a lot of this could come from Color's suspicion of him. because he's very much on Killer's side from the beginning#And Nightmare wasn't good at the beginning so it's understandable. it's hard to take Killer's word that he's changed because#Killer /would/ say that whether it's true or not y'know?#But I think Color shining a light on how things began makes Nightmare reflect a lot on their situation#Not to say that Color's the bad guy or anything obviously. He's respecting Killer's decisions while also keeping a good level of suspicion#about how Nightmare treats them when he's not around#It just makes Nightmare uneasy because he's made a lot of mistakes in the past and he's still learning#He is - for now at least - very very aware of just how mortal they are#And he wants to do right by them. even if it means giving them up to better places#I need to finish my fanfic... Anyway.#Luckily for him - in this particular case - this is where they are all best suited c:#Alright I let this cook in my drafts for about 3 days with some edits it can be posted now lol
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my old girl isn't doing too well :')
#she's okay-ish but getting slightly worse each day. eating less and spacing out more. it's so hard to see. trying to be there for her#making small cute memories with every drop of social energy she throws my way. simultaneously staying hyperaware of The Signs#for when it will be time. I'm not letting her suffer one extra second once the threshold is crossed. she gifted me 11 lovely years <3#i love her so much. my pancake monster. wish I could do something to make her better. I'd honestly give anything. I'd give a limb#to make her puffy and healthy again for an extra week. no such luck of course. I'm so garbage at dealing with death good lord#pet death tw#negativity#text#chichi
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New life overruns; the dust of dried tears is cleaned out and tossed into the wind; a table is placed where a friend once stood, day after day, waxing poetic to the beetles lining the windowsill; their conversations smother our glittering memories of whiling the days away in pleasant company, heedless of time, freeing ourselves – for just a moment – from the weight of responsibility to the star. Would that I might claim in me his desires wholly absent, but I dare not be so prideful.
(dialogue slightly edited from this WIP Wednesday post to fit images)
#gpose#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv#ffxiv screenshots#miqo'te#wol oc#ffxiv wol#lillian post#If this sounds like Venat excusing Emet-Selch then I am sorry for failing as a writer and I will do better by the time I reach this scene#the idea was to have Venat essentially go “yeah I get it. I might have the done the same in his position. Really fucked up to think about.”#“understandable motive - still murder on a scale undreamt of though. I love my people and all living things too BUT”#“after thousands of years of depression and dwelling on an ancient I considered a friend forever changing the course of history - Yeah.”#also this is a slightly tweaked version of the original WIP so i could fit it into a photoset
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Yk, I hate that adaptations keep making Peter a high schooler, and not just because it means he never evolves, but because the adaptations now also include wider Marvel, whitch usually (thanks to the MCU) is at the modern day stage with legacy characters and new age teen heroes, meaning that Peter is taking up Miles' spot and you can really tell when they put him next to someone like Kamala Khan or Sam Alexander who are Miles' pals. Tho Peter taking Miles' stuff is just a modern issue overall, just look at MCU whitch just stole and re-skinned Miles' personality, characters, story-beats, even the costume to an extent and then made it worse.
agree 👏
#sci speaks#sci. release the script doctor you did where it actually was miles in the mcu and peter parker is a grown ass man.#it was funny. peter was a really bad intern at stark industries#who stole stark tech on the sly.#and of course. tony catches wind of this because he has cameras everywhere and. those cameras happened to also catch.#him sneaking out of work as spider-man.#and tony ropes him into civil war or whatever because otherwise he could Literally press charges.#and peter's :((((((((#begrudgingly joins tony's side.#in the post credit we see that he's been gathering stark tech to build miles morales some very neato webshooters.#and voil.a. miles is the star of homecoming and. peter is the mentor figure that encourages miles to start small.#miles: but YOU teamed up with the avengers a#peter: do as i SAY not as i DO.#sighs. so little would have to change.#but no more child soldiers and no more over exposure of tony stark. fantastic. superb.#also showing a slightly sneakier peter parker who isn't exactly entirely morally upstanding.#steals from billionares while they're not looking to serve the people who need it.#robin hood figure !! sexy. would falll to my knees for a peter parker like that. would be my favourite on screen peter ever.#and it puts him more in an interesting spot with the villains in the movies too.#if we still go with the route of all the villains being affiliated with stark tech and stealing / using stark tech#then peter is like. in a more complex role in the story. he stole stark tech too. is he better than the criminals?#he uses it for good. he thinks. but that's his judgement.#just i think it would be neat. all the “you're just like me” rhetoric falls so flat in those movies.#but what if it hit different.#but that would be if marvel had the courage to make a complex spider-man movie#where peter parker is allowed to make morally complex decisions asides for “uhh. stupid kid makes stupid mistakes”#sci talks movies
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I think if I could give the QSMP team one piece of advice, it would be to hire someone who's a really good and experienced TTRPG gamemaster as a consultant
That's a very specific and difficult skill to acquire (I definitely couldn't do it) but it could do so much for the storytelling and the events. Even just small things that an experienced GM could tweak subtly because they know how to direct or redirect players smoothly in the directions they want them to go, without having to force it
And they would probably be able to predict certain player reactions and prepare for them better
I mean obviously it's not all transferable to this format, livestreamed Minecraft roleplay is very different from a tabletop roleplaying game, but I think a lot of it would be, understanding player psychology, etc.
And I get the feeling that the current admin team is maybe more experienced in like video game design? or maybe Minecraft adventure map design? rather than a fully interactive medium (I mean it would make a lot of sense to hire adventure map designers for a project like this, and it definitely seems like they have people who are very talented at those kinds of skills, so I'm assuming that was a priority in their recruitment efforts)
My point is, having a different perspective would help, I think, and good GMs are still such an underrated talent
#i mean like i said i wouldn't consider myself a good gm by any means either#but i feel like there are some things that even i can tell could be tweaked to work better#based on what ive learned about gming#it wouldn't even have to be anything major just framing things slightly differently#or rethinking the order in which you present certain pieces of information#or just giving the players something productive they can do while waiting to learn more#qsmp
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Tma AU where Jonah fucked up his ritual when transferring to Elias’ body and still exists but is like. On the backburner unable to control the body. Because he’s a loser. So OG Elias is able to hear everything he thinks but Jonah can’t do anything. And so he learns the evil plan to end the world and immediately decides nope that’s NOT happening.
And since James Wright appointed him as the next Head of the Institute he has full control over everything he destroys every single bit of Jonah’s carefully laid masterplan. And Jonah suffers seeing everything he’s build fall like a house of cards. At the end Elias just goes and kills Jonah — there were concerns that it may also kill him, but he was ready to sacrifice himself — and comes out alive and free from voyeristic georgian men.
Elias establishes something of a truce with Gertrude after explaining the situation and also perhaps maybe telling her that Jonah mentioned one of her assistants is of the Web and what does that mean? Also what are the rituals and why does Jonah keep saying they don’t work unless you— (Gertrude cuts him off before he says it out loud. Walls have ears. You never know who might be listening).
Michael doesn’t die. Neither does Gerry, because after he faints for the third time at the Institute — Elias doesn’t have spooky eldritch eye powers, but he has office gossip, and that’s basically the same thing — Elias personally goes down to the Archives and tells him to go to the fucking doctor dude. Gerry smokes weed with him after a few months and thanks him for potentially saving his life
By the time Gertrude dies, which is post Stranger ritual (not shot by him, but still probably not peacefully, knowing her) Sasha becomes the next Archivist, and her role in the overall world of the Fears — Elias is not an avatar, doesn’t want to be, but has some leftover traits from Jonah’s inhabitance in his body, and knows a lot — is explained before she signs any contract. Also you’re not tied for life, fuck that. There’s a mandatory Entities 101 for every employee, no matter what department they work in; the vast majority of them come here seeking answers for what really ruined their lives, none of them deserve to die because nobody tells them what they’re actually fighting against. Tim — very much alive — goes to the Archives with Sasha, Jon stays in reaserch and eventually becomes Head Researcher. Martin goes to college part time at some point. Life is good
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#original elias bouchard#he deserves so much better??#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#I have no idea how Jonah could fuck it up so badly so web might’ve been slightly involved#who knows with them#I’ve read fics with the opposite scenario (Elias can do nothing but is still present) but I live for fix its#Elias is in a weird predicament and the avatar community has NO idea what to think about the guy#like fuck you meam the head of the Magnus institute smokes weed on his lunch break and doesn’t even like beholding?#I also like the hc that Elias was on his way to become a web avatar so…#tma spoilers#my tma aus
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Another failure of HOTD in my opinion is making Otto look like some exceptionally skeevy and plotting man for... acting like any reasonable man in-universe would and in fact did act?
Like HOTD wants you to think this war is entirely the fault of Otto and his poisoning of Alicent's mind to turn away from Rhaenyra, as if Rhaenyra didn't push Alicent away herself after years of Alicent seeking reconciliation...
The truth is that whoever Viserys married and had sons with then THAT family would be at conflict with Rhaenyra as the first female named heir. The moment Viserys had any trueborn son and failed to make him heir was the moment that war and violence was all but guaranteed. Due to traditions of Andal law dating back thousands of years and most recently reaffirmed in the Great Council, sons come before daughters and males come before females, with the only exception being daughters come before uncles, which is why Rhaenyra was named in the first place, but once she had a brother, the strength of her claim faltered. The only way she could ever rule unchallenged would be to eliminate the threats of the claims of any trueborn sons her father had.
THIS is the truth that Otto told Alicent and that she told her children, and it's not something that Otto just made up out of nowhere to manipulate people. No matter who Viserys married and had sons with, this is what they would face.
And it would not matter how Rhaenyra felt about it or how hard any of her brothers tried to "cleave to her and pray for mercy." Short of marrying them, she would have to exile or kill them, or anyone who disagreed with her rule would push for their arguably stronger claim instead of hers and make war in their name.
It would make no difference if that wife was a Hightower, or a Velaryon, or a Lannister, or a Baratheon. They would face this same crisis. And you can bet that those houses and families wouldn't just leave their daughter and her sons out to dry and let them be killed. They sure as hell would maneuver to try to get to a position of power where they could avoid that fate. And that's exactly what Otto and Alicent did.
We can talk about how Otto sent Alicent wearing her mother's dress to the king to comfort him in his grief, but we shouldn't at the same time ignore Corlys and Rhaenys sending their even younger daughter all dressed up to talk with the king and try to convince him to marry her (and even instruct her to say that she would make him happy and give him children). The reality is most families wanted and tried to get their blood on the throne. Otto is not some especially evil creep for wanting this - all men who had a daughter of marrying age (or almost) in this situation were trying to put them before the king, and the king chose Alicent. We should be critiquing this system that existed where men put their young daughters before older men to be married off to a successful family in the hopes of giving them better prospects in life and their family more prestige. But instead the show and the majority of fans want to focus on one individual man and ignore everything else. Because the Greens are the designated villains and the Blacks are heroes who can't do any wrong, when Otto wants his blood on the throne it's scheming and manipulative, but when Corlys wants his blood on the throne, it's viewed as him wanting to preserve his legacy and honor his family.
Once again, it was Viserys who is the one to blame for starting the war. He chose to remarry and have more children. He chose to not change the succession once he had sons while also choosing not to change succession law to guarantee his daughter would have no issue inheriting. His inaction and indecision caused this unavoidable conflict, and the blame for the war is on his head.
#viserys is the one who started the war#otto was successful in getting his daughter married but it could have been anyone else in his position#viserys was gonna remarry someone and have sons with her and it just happened to be alicent#laena and sons could have easily been in that situation if things were slightly different#a better show would do better at balancing the sides of the conflict. anyway#hotd critical#anti viserys i targaryen
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I started this days ago and... I can't seem to figure out how the next part should go. And I was trying to finish before the TT is over so we'll see if I draw more? If not? I still love Hrid and I wish him the best.
#fe heroes#hrid#ylgr#nifl siblings are great thanks im thriving with ideas and then suffering not knowing how to draw#in addition to that my brain is adhd art subject wise and i was drawing ocs tonight and now my hand is cramping#so i genuinely just gotta stop for now and i dont wanna not post at all#but the ocs are like. do not separate those are a dynamic duo#so i gotta post an unfinished comic instead ? slightly better alternative?#this comic would be so long if i could only focus and do it
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i'll find you one day / washed out in your head we'll be holding hands / with nothing in the air
#done 👍#if i do end up changing something again the public will not see it. that's just for my peace of mind then#kalvin brnine#kal'mera broun#valence#Palisade#balence#rosa art#you KNOW it's wires and cords by the microphones again. this isn't even the last palisade art i want to make related to that song#the lyrics on genius are slightly different btw but they are lying to you. and if they aren't i like my version better anyways#coloring this was a real bother until it became kind of fun.#also i think brnine's face doesn't look the same in any of the 4 times i've drawn them here but in this case: it could be artistic intent.#think on that.#the third is my favourite though.#i'll hear what you say / and you'll hear me too. btw
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this point has been made before but santos and langdon are 100% written as mirrors to each other and if santos had been a man there would have been 15000000 meta posts about his snark and impulsivity being a cover for deep-seated emotional issues and his childhood but since santos is a woman she's a huge bitch who needs to get humbled. which by the way has already happened multiple times over the course of the past 10 episodes but i guess to appease the masses foaming at the mouth to see a woman crucified we need a full scene of idk robby yelling at her that shes a fuckup in front of the entire ER
#the pitt#DONT PISS ME OFFFF#trinity santos#they dont get you like i do.........#literally she and langdon act the exact same about patients#they give slightly offensive nicknames and whine about the boring cases and are not very good team players#you could also argue that langdon is older and should know better!!!#but santos annoys him because she's so much like him and he cant stand that!#dont get me wrong. i think javadi and whitaker should get to rib her and/or trip her in the hallway one time each because she IS mean#and the nicknames are mean!#but you ppl need to learn how to be normal about mean women!!!!!#she fits the asshole with a heart of gold trope down to a t but since shes not a man people cant stand her i hate it here#captain's log#what annoys me the most i think is ppl saying that she doesnt have empathy when she was out there threatening to kill a pedo.... be serious
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Andy from breakfast club liked the crazy girl alternative more! We all shout in unison!!
And I don’t blame him ily crazy girls y’all rock y’all make the world a better place fr
if I were a poet I’d write “ode to crazy girls” and so would Andy Clark 😌
#allison x andrew#the breakfast club#allison the breakfast club#andrew clark#allison reynolds#andy the breakfast club#rambling#ask#to be a lil real for a second I think people like Allison who are slightly nuts and don’t hide it really are better company than the more#like…repressed/put together people#idk maybe it’s my own religious guilt n internalized shame speakin but me personally I can’t just be…myself like that a lotta the time#(and neither could Andy which was partially the point of the movie ig)#so i- and Andy too I suspect- find that when im around folks who r just overshare-y n outta pocket it’s like bein given permission to let#go of ur inhibitions. Which is pretty freeing yk? like oh she’s bein nuts so i get to relax and be myself too bc she’s not gonna judge#and it’s nice. Real nice. makes ya feel understood n all#maybe that sounds backhanded but im bein completely genuine- to me this is good lol#another variation of this dynamic is Joel and Lana in risky business but they go in a totally different direction w/ that#either way tho I think that’s why Joel and Andrew are some of the most relatable characters in the world to me#nothin like a crazy girl to get ya to loose all ur shame n fear 😎#anyway tl;dr crazy girls have my heart#and yes I did have a crush on Allison Reynolds when i was 14#(ok who am I kidding I still do)
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okay .. take two !!!
+ bonus doodles
#i !!!! like this design a lot more#kinda worried abt the cloak …. but !!!#what do we think ………..#oh. wait. also#-> tried to combine the v shape and the cloak#figured out how to incorporate the bottom half wing like design#they have tails !!! they like to sometimes pretend it’s like a bird#(loop running around bc swish swish flowy) (bats their eyelash) am i not the prettiest bird youve ever seen#also while the leg straps for knife was cool#i feel they. while it wouldd be easier to maybe access#anyone could take it !!! the way it was !!!!#into the holster and belt you go#OH and and#the little chains and pendants dangling from the belt ?? those are like keychains from all the things that remind them of their journeys#OH and they’re wearing. kind of leggings ??? for better agility#im trying not to overdo everything. so that it’s not so cluttered#but that. also Is this point. as fun as this outfit is most of it is just loop taking clothing items they first see and running off#“okay rogue time. i can do rogue.” tthey are a mess <3#they’re kinda in that stage of. between siffrin and figuring out who They are now after all of that. clinging slightly while also changing#(they absolutely did steal those little pins from sif btw <3) they thought it would be funny to see how long it took for him to notice. and#then it just stuck.#“why is loop okay with the cloak now?” bc !!! its not a one to one. and also. sif here found loop at possibly the worst spiral ever#it Would have brought equal comfort as it did discomfort if they wore both the hat and cloak then. and (their words) it would be much easier#to tell which siffrin was who !!!!!!!!!!#agh .. okay#lantern’s art corner#isat spoilers#isat
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What I think shiny Vaporeon, Jolteon & Espeon should look like ✨
Do not repost!
#alex’s art#what I think shiny [blank] should look like ✨#pokemon#Vaporeon#Jolteon#Espeon#eeveelution#shiny pokemon#shiny vaporeon#shiny jolteon#shiny espeon#shiny eeveelution#pokecontent#allanimanga#userdoyeons#userdahyun#rhitag#caprisee#useranusia#usermairin#feel free to ignore as it’s not something I usually tag you in !#water type#electric type#psychic type#pokemon art#shiny recolouring#i don’t hate any of their shiny yes even Espeon but I do think they should be different so here is my take !#I hesitated on doing Eevee but didn’t think I could de better Umbreon and Sylveon are perfect though I’m not touching jcndjdnd no#purple shiny water types are the best and there’s so many pink water shiny already Espeon stays a shade of witchy green#and Jolteon is thunderstorm gray slightly blue I’m proud of that idea jcndjdnd
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Ok you know what I've been putting this off since Christmas cause spending money on "silly" things for myself gives me extreme anxiety buuuuuutttt: Going to Crossroads 10!
#i'm still kinda panicking but i have waited 10 years to do this i think i'm allowed . . . maybe#could only afford either auto or photo not both#so went with auto cause 1) i know i'll look terrible in any pic and want to die#2) everyone says autos are generally less rushed than photos and i wanna actually say something to him (assuming I don't go mute)#3) I have something specific I've been wanting him to sign since like 2015!#this only happened because my anxiety about finding out i'd left it too late and autos had all sold out finally tipped ever so slightly#ahead of the spending money anxiety#personal#eeeeeeeeeeee#taking bets with myself now on if it'll go better than when I met Kim Joy from Great British Bakeoff#where I was so nervous I bolted out of the shop the second she signed my book and her partner literally had to run after me and remind me I#got to take a photo too#I feel like she got it haha but still embaressing af lmao
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this phase isn't going away
#don't mind the slightly wonky proportions#I could have done better if I could mess around like I do digital but this was done on paper so#that's also why it's not as dark as night should be#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#dipper pines#bill cipher#gf dipper#gf bill cipher#kale's doodles
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Kep did a demo run of the CGC test yesterday, he did really well and only failed on 1 step (1.5, kind of), which was the distance stay. that was actually where I expected he’d fail, he struggles a lot with stays (combo of poor impulse control + FOMO). and he half-failed the “greet a stranger” part because he did try and jump up at first, and then the person we were using was like “oh I just ate a bag of chips” and used her other hand to pet and he stayed sitting, so we’re not sure if he was jumping bc rude or bc he smelled snacks.
he gets a final run opportunity next week, so we’ll try and work on practicing his stays more and see if we can make enough progress to get it done. if he still can’t do it I’m not too pressed, I think at that point it’s just a matter of letting him grow up a bit and regain some brains. he did really well on everything else (no barking! what an experience) so I’m still pleased overall!
#Kep is like me - he tests really well even if he doesn’t use the skills in everyday life (ADHD brain solidarity)#meaning he’s still a menace at home but can focus enough to be good while testing lol#I’m sure a better trainer could have his stay good enough by now but I’ll do what I can#the ‘scary sound distraction’ was so funny the trainer just loudly dropped the clipboard she was using on the ground behind him#and he walked slightly faster but didn’t even turn around to look at it#Carefree Lad
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