#^vent

[sweetlovingfictionals]

I really look at a lot of my Fictional Others, I really see a lot of interesting storylines that I write for them. Some problematic. Some more tame. Some more on the adventurous side. I just… when I look at a lot of my F/O’s, I see healing and I see them cheering me on a lot. Even in my day to day life that I… find peace in that at least they have me covered and at least they’ll care for me. They won’t abuse me or hurt me or use me like people have done in the past. They show me that I don’t need my body to be wanted. Sure, I am still hyper sexual, but, that just stems from past childhood things.

When I think of my F/O’s, I think of confidence. I think of cockiness to be more alive and myself. Like Rocket Raccoon for example. Or even General grevious. They have no fear to be themselves when I wish I could be like them. To be fearless. To stand up for myself. But due to my living situation, I don’t really believe I am able to be myself, so, I really am thankful that this community exists. That fictoromantic / Fictosexual / fictophilia exists. Because… I truthfully don’t think I CAN really be attracted to human beings. Or at the least be attracted to ‘normal’ people. Guess my standards are too high?

Maybe I’m just looking too much into it. I want to be able to have sex with real people, but, my fantasies sometimes can be a lot. Especially if it comes to Fursuiting with sex or cosplaying with sex. Hhhhhh. Again, I just… I can’t find that human relations attractive. I just am not attracted to real people. Maybe one day when the right person comes to me. Though I really do doubt that day will come. I am WAY too clingy, too romantically and emotionally needy and I am not afraid to admit that. Those are my flaws. That’s what happens when you have years of shit tied to your life and hope people will accept you sexually or at the very least tolerate you.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[golden-letters]

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

[leroleroart]

Depression comic

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[gaynfl]

tweets that did get a chuckle out of me

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[futuristic-koala]

[oshidorifuufu]

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

[rafeandonlyrafe]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[vexwerewolf]

I genuinely think there was no greater insight into the modern Christian mindset than when the Pope said he very much hoped Hell was empty and he was absolutely hounded by both Catholics and Protestants outraged at the idea of a man who wanted a place of infinite suffering to have nobody in it.

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[pangur-and-grim]

I think Pangur likes the new bed

[hey-its-puddlesock]

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