#^vent

[sweetlovingfictionals]

I really look at a lot of my Fictional Others, I really see a lot of interesting storylines that I write for them. Some problematic. Some more tame. Some more on the adventurous side. I just… when I look at a lot of my F/O’s, I see healing and I see them cheering me on a lot. Even in my day to day life that I… find peace in that at least they have me covered and at least they’ll care for me. They won’t abuse me or hurt me or use me like people have done in the past. They show me that I don’t need my body to be wanted. Sure, I am still hyper sexual, but, that just stems from past childhood things.

When I think of my F/O’s, I think of confidence. I think of cockiness to be more alive and myself. Like Rocket Raccoon for example. Or even General grevious. They have no fear to be themselves when I wish I could be like them. To be fearless. To stand up for myself. But due to my living situation, I don’t really believe I am able to be myself, so, I really am thankful that this community exists. That fictoromantic / Fictosexual / fictophilia exists. Because… I truthfully don’t think I CAN really be attracted to human beings. Or at the least be attracted to ‘normal’ people. Guess my standards are too high?

Maybe I’m just looking too much into it. I want to be able to have sex with real people, but, my fantasies sometimes can be a lot. Especially if it comes to Fursuiting with sex or cosplaying with sex. Hhhhhh. Again, I just… I can’t find that human relations attractive. I just am not attracted to real people. Maybe one day when the right person comes to me. Though I really do doubt that day will come. I am WAY too clingy, too romantically and emotionally needy and I am not afraid to admit that. Those are my flaws. That’s what happens when you have years of shit tied to your life and hope people will accept you sexually or at the very least tolerate you.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[leroleroart]

Depression comic

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[commonzinnia]

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.

[gayvampyr]

no offense but you guys need to learn the difference between someone implying their experience is universal and a post simply just not being about you

[blatantlyhidden]

despite everything.

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[doom-dreaming]

"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD

[actuallymagsdump]

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[krmljam]

more bugs more drinking

[miitopia-cake]

me looking for ace/aro characters: lets go gambling!

[character's sex repulsion is used for jokes] aw dang it

[character is put in sexual situations despite disliking it] aw dang it

[character's identity is ignored by fandom] aw dang it

[characters creators sexualize them] aw dang it

[aro character gets 'fixed' by true love] aw dang it

[aro/ace character is literally an animal] aw dang it

[creator messes up definition of asexuality] aw dang it

[characters asexuality is never brought up in media] aw dang it

[reikacchan]

don't give up