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[splatloafbud]

THANK YOU SPLATOON 1 FOR CHANGING MY LIFE ❤️

[bsptourist]

mu_aughts_v1

created by Cevi_Samy

[asdbur]

one of the other wilburs in the sys was drawing source mem art but i’m posting it as tombur lol

[naivety]

“The agonies I have suffered night after night have made for a hell composed of an infinite diversity of tortures, but—though this is a very strange way to put it— the wound has gradually become dearer to me than my own flesh and blood, and I have thought its pain to be the emotion of the wound as it lived, or even its murmur of affection.” - Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

[sdnik0]

About me!

I’m a serial designation N fictionkinnie! (The source memories go wildddddd)

Art by The-Fever-Coven and Obesum! Two old pals of mine.

Basically he’s one of Cyn’s backups of N that for some reason was activated after the events of the show, and he has all of N’s memories! Once he was online, he essentially had an existential crisis about how he was, and tampered with his body to try and differentiate himself from N (like giving himself sharp fingers and extendable limb mechanisms) Unlike N, however, he has the AbsoluteSolver code in his system.

And now he’s (I guess I should be saying ‘I am’, huh?) in your tumblr fyp!

I like Murder Drones (duh), Sonic, Splatoon, Devil May Cry, Resident Evil, Marvel Rivals, MCU, movies in general, Persona, Miku, Oneshot, and a lot more! (Ask and I’ll yap! ^^)

Feel free to DM me, I love making new friends!

I like to rp, and I run a lot of blogs! Such as:

@sittingcrisscrossapplesauce (WD!Cyn)

@grumpymctraumabot101 (SD-V)

@sdn0101 (SD-N)

@xxxdarkxwolf17xxx (Uzi)

@thesolverofabsolutefabric (TesCyn)

@khonshusfistofvengeance (Moon Knight)

@antishadowsuppressionunit (Aigis)

@centralparknutcase (Squirrel Girl)

@thedanceofthebutterfly (Psylocke)

@themarvelmessiah (Deadpool)

[bragganhyl]

@herearedragons had a very good critical post about Edér's writing in Deadfire, I wanted to share my two cents as well but what started out a reasonable-ish-ly connected to addition turned into a vaguely linked ramble about Edér's relationships and some presumptions about why he was written the way he was written, so it got its own post, read it at your peril

Now I want to get my personal biases out of way, I, too, ship Edér and the Watcher but I also ship the Team Gilded Vale OT3 so my reading could and probably is affected by it, so sorry if some of my reading is just wishful thinking

But okay, some of the things about Edér's writing in Deadfire can be very easily chalked up to Eric Fenstermaker leaving Obsidian in the middle of Deadfire's development. Supposedly he did some writing for him before he left (imo it's Edér's main plotline content, but that's just a guess based on that... he feels like his PoE1 self the most in his interactions with Eothas) and the rest was done by the rest of the writing team. I also remember reading ages ago on the Obsidian Forums that the policy about romance options at the time was that only those characters became romance options whose writer felt comfortable writing romance. Which would explain a lot about the will-they-won't-they kind of writing Edér and the Watcher got - after all, maybe there would be a pillars 3 one day, maybe Edér would be a returning character and maybe his new writer would be fine giving him a romance arc but I'm being presumptuous here about what thought process might have been.

Now as far as his personal questline and his relationship with the Watcher goes, there are bits about it that I think make sense - namely I do think it makes sense for him not to question his feelings about Elafa and the Watcher until he was pressed to do so. He did the same thing about Woden after all. Yes, Edér is insightful and empathetic but part of what makes his story tragic is that due to the trauma he suffered during the Saint's War and its aftermath, he is no longer able to approach himself with the same kind of empathy and insight he has towards others. As a result, Edér doesn't really know who he is and he instinctively searches for the answers he has about himself in others. Woden was his sense of morality until the idealized image he had for him was ruined during his PoE 1 personal quest. And bc he didn't find out what Woden's reasons were for betraying the Dyrwood is why Edér is left with no other choice but to trust his own judgment again.

Imo his PoE 2 personal quest starts out similarly - he does mention (at least mayor!Edér mentions) that he wants to show Elafa what he did to Dyrford bc he aimed to recreate the Gilded Vale of their childhood but he doesn't really remember what that was like. I read this as him projecting onto Elafa the way he did with Woden but instead of morality, looks for his sense of normalcy in her. Which lines up pretty well with Deadfire's overall "there is no going back to the world before the Saint's War" thing and Eothas' idea of "we die together or we move forward together". The problem is, however, that Elafa gets killed and the whole questline gets derailed to whether Edér is Bearn's baby daddy or not before Edér could reach point similar to the part in PoE 1 when he learns that Woden fought for Readceras, as such Edér is not forced to rethink his idea of a normal family life - which he will have to in a post-broken Wheel world - instead he's looking for that normalcy in Bearn rather than Elafa which is one of the reasons why i'm one of the five people who prefer reading Edér and Bearn NOT being biologically related, at least then their dynamic is rooted purely in empathy and sympathy rather than any kind of sense of obligation one might feel towards their long lost child but that's beside the point. I guess this is a long-winded way of me saying that Edér's arc could have been good if it was good.

"But what about the Watcher?" You might ask. Same as with Elafa&Bearn and Woden, except the Watcher is Edér's sense of purpose and his best friend and as far as Edér is concerned he doesn't need to unpack any of that. I personally find it fine, that upon questioning whether he has romantic feelings for the Watcher, his immediate instinct to say no. I also do believe he isn't lying or being inconsistent when he at one point he calls Elafa a friend and the next he says she is part of the reason he hasn't really found himself harboring romantic feelings for anyone in a long time. Mainly bc imho Edér wasn't in love with Elafa - smitten mayhaps, crushing maybe, but in love? no - they had a very close, psychologically impactful friendship that happened to involve sex but I don't think Edér had romantic feelings for her, and as a result I think he also doesn't recognize when he has them (if he has them). Case in point: that one banter with Serafen where he gets mad at Edér for fooling both him and the Watcher (listen if the resident telepath says that something's there, then there is something there). Funnily enough you can kind of push Edér to sort his feelings about the Watcher out by countering his rejection with... rejection (you can go without confessing any kind of romantic feelings towards him and then finish the convo by saying you don't actually have feelings for him, you were just curious) - to say that Edér sure has a reaction to that is... an understatement - unfortunately there isn't a follow-up conversation to it but... I already mentioned why I think things were left open-ended on that front up above.

[ultrakill-confessions]

Also re: v2 fictionkin stuff

I wouldnt be lying if i hadnt thought about it- especially when i got back online after a break, and also right before i sent that haha-

I started trying to align myself more with it- but that's kinda hard to do when the only sort of different memory thingy you've had was unlocked when you were staring up at the sky years ago and was like "fuck. I miss flying. I wanna touch the clouds again."

Shrug emoji, ill probably wind up looking a bit more into it, ive got a couple friends who are in fact fictionkin so ill dm them and get more information from those that actually go through it and also. Uh

Wiki i guess?? I mean honestly this feels kinda right cause OH my god. I forgot about the fucking vrchat thing. OHHH THIS MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE NOW OH MY GOD.

(I was messing around on there with a v-model model (it was custom, i had it as orange) and people started talking to me like i was v2 and i got really happy. Dear god why did i not think of this sooner OH THIS MAKES SENSE. FUCK.)

- Citrus

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[marinatoon]

Hi!! ^__^

i can do sourcealls on my own guys I'm wearing my big grl pantz :P

Hello everypony !!!! I'm a fictionkin (or fictive, questioning system) of Marin Ida from Splatoon and currently hoping to find a Pearl and Marie !!^__^ I'm willing 2 talk 2 anyone else from Splatoon as I have memories of almost everyone (especially the idols)!!!! js ask :D

I'm 13-15 so plz noone 18+ :P

I have /r (romantic) memories of Pearl and Marie so if ur uncomfy wit dat I'm not the one 4 u!!! I also have familial mems of sheldon, acht, big man, agent 8 and flow!!! rest r /p (platonic)!!! I am also willing 2 meet anyone noncannon as I might hav memories of u !!!!

uhh thats it!!!! :333 i havent seen ANY splatoon sourcecalls so I thought I would js do one myself lol,,, if u want 2 contact me js dm me here/send me ask ^__^ also my interaction blog is @matchmakingrouge

credz: graphic made by @gearfr3ak,, divderz made by @pleasantbrush

[g-rgeous]

Sending myself an ask so nobody else is afraid to be first 😼 And to hopefully provide an example 😮

We're looking for Naruto friends! We have a couple introjects, and are currently rewatching Shippuden :-) Sasuke & Naruto front the most out of them all, but keep in mind we're 18 bodily! If you're under 16 or over 20 please do not reach out :-)

Contact us @ Discord (wokesasuke), Tiktok (.galvantula) or here!

Hi guys it's me can you tell 🤫

[scriv3lloirl]

I shouldn't be laughin. Not at all. This is one of Audrey's memories we're watchin her write down right now!—but I'm sorry. This little bit is jus.. a little comical.

(I got permission t' post this.)

[qi-mera]

Dyb Devlin: I’m sorry Phoebe, but your brother is DEAD.

Phoebe: So he’s here? :D

Dyb Devlin: What? No, he’s… *Points up*

Phoebe: … I’m not buying it.

[evangelistofmurder]

Was it casual when you took the stairs all the way to the mysterious suicide elevator, looked everywhere for me, held my hand and gave me the most romantic gesture by giving me your umbrella?

[pixxlotl]

theyre watching

[oacest]

noted alumni of cigarette between the teeth academy

[roycekeaner]

If you haven't already talked about it, why did you vomit down ethans chimney?

uh. imean theres two reasons that kind of melt together into one

under a cut cause theres talk about gross stuff lol

1, i used his chimney ( as well as the basement ) to get into his house uninvited—vampire law isnt hard to break if you do trial and error… thats why i was there in the first place. theres also a scene at the start of three geeks and a demon ( i think right before the intro song ) that i failed to land on his roof… i was gonna sneak in and failed hardcore

2, i was already like a chronic puker ??? i was horrible to be around when i was sick tbh ( pretty sure theres like three scenes throughout the show its mentioned ) and its very common for vamps to have digestive issues ( like with sarah in flushed. its different for different vamps… i never had to deal with what she dealt with but i was a puker and she was not. you win some you lose some )

off topic ilove your asks…

[newfrontiers-memory-log]

I've come to make an announcement, G.U.N. are bitch ass motherfuckers. They destroyed the fucking ARK. That's right, they took their fucking blazing guns out, and they destroyed the fucking ARK. And they said they were doing "the right thing" and I said that's disgusting so I'm making a callout post on my tumblr.com, Guardian Units of Nations, you've all got small brains, they're the size of this walnut except way smaller. And guess what, here's what my brain looks like *explosion sfx.mp3*

That's right baby, all smarts, no fluff, no empty space. Look at that it looks like the brain of a genius

They fucked my life so guess what, I'm gonna fuck the earth. That's right this is what you get, MASS EXTINCTION BITCH!!

*bigger explosion sfx.mp3*