#<- person that is overthinking

[somewhereincairparavel]

"jason is a knockoff watered down percy" NO hear me out, jason actually parallels annabeth immensely, sharing SO many similarities with her personality, not percy, in this essay I will-

edit: my full analysis is out now! here

[cup-o-stars]

I'm definitely going to redraw this one day, but for now:

Zeff and Sanji is something I dearly appreciate 🙏

[idiosinkratico]

Did something.

[boredintjqueen]

[borderlesbian]

memories come in waves, and today im fucking drowning

[krikidilly]

Guys I love mugen train wasn't it the best

[sunlit-mess]

I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

[umblrspectrum]

happy solvermas

[hamoodmood]

[protectorcraft]

thinkin about isat again (big surprise) and it would be a wonder if someone in the gang doesnt develop separation anxiety postgame. like other than siffrin considering that's the entire premise of the games plot, i mean.

[taliesin-the-bored]

Tag game: tag nine people you’d like to know better.

Tagged by: @oneshoulderangel (Thank you for tagging me!)

Last song: At the moment, I have "Losing Your Memory" by Alan Star stuck in my head, which I suppose makes it my current song, not my last song. Hm. I get songs stuck in my head very easily, but the last one I had there for a significant amount of time was a mashup of different language versions of "Les Rois du Monde" for about a week. "Lehetsz Király", the Magyar version, is probably my favorite of them. It's worth a listen.

Currently watching: Normally, the answer would be "random mostly terrible old movies/shows" or "nothing much", but I currently have a hyperfixation on the musical Roméo et Juliette and have been watching it in multiple languages. (Thus, the song).

Three ships: This is hard. Maybe as a result of being on the ace and aro spectrums, I'm more likely to care about which characters are interacting than whether it's romantic or platonic. Here goes:

Kedivere/Bedikay. It can be romantic, platonic, or queerplatonic, but whichever way, I'm here for it. I probably spend too much time thinking about how in Cullwch and Olwen, when Cai gets mad at Arthur and marches out, Bedwyr stays behind, keeps acting like nothing's happened, and isn't the one to avenge Cai's death. The feeling of betrayal on both sides has a lot of unexplored potential. And the version where Bedivere dies and Kay fights to bring his body back safely while mortally wounded himself... And the version where Bedivere survives Camlann and Kay isn't said to fight in it, so they might be left together after their world has fallen apart...

Platonically or queerplatonically, Galahad and the Grail Heroine. I really like the tragic Grail Quest friendships, but I like theirs most, maybe because there's something weird and otherworldly about them both. I like it when characters are strange and endearing and doomed by the narrative.

Ever since reading John Matthews' retelling, which I read before the original, I've had a soft spot for Caradoc and Guinier. The Story of Caradoc is very disturbing, and I have some major qualms with Caradoc over a detail Matthews cut out, but all the same, there's a reason these two have the best track record with magical fidelity tests. Each of them would go to the ends of the earth for the other, and together, they're stronger than any curse.

Favorite Color: Blue, particularly royal blue and some teals.

Currently consuming: Black licorice with chocolate.

First ship: This is a hard one, since through elementary and most of middle school, I tended to go along with whatever I thought the author's intentions were and was more likely to unship something. The first non-endgame ship I got invested in was Sonya/Nikolai in War and Peace. I didn't like Nikolai, but Sonya did, and she was my favorite character, so I wanted her to be happy. The first non-canon couple I thought was meant to be together was also in War and Peace: Marya Bolkonskaya and Julie Karagina. My eighth grade self did not think their letters could be interpreted platonically. I still don't.

Last movie: If the musical doesn't count, the last movie I watched was Quest for Camelot, which was awful. Though not Robot Monster-level bad, Robot Monster has an elegance to its simplicity which Quest for Camelot lacks.

Currently working on: Various fics, most of them Arthuriana or CotRK-related (I am woefully behind on the Badfic Bingo), and (theoretically) an epic-style poem, though I haven't gotten much of it written for quite a while now.

Tagging: @gawrkin, @emperorcandy, @wildbasil, @gorewound, @knightsofsomethingorother, @ladyminaofcamelot, @tasosotaso, @amashelle, @gingersnaptaff (I have no idea who's been tagged so far, apart from the people on @oneshoulderangel's post, so I apologize for any multi-tags)

[hisenemy]

[shradsmanifestt]

Stop asking me everyday to help you to manifest what you want. Your circumstances are not special. Your circumstances are not unique, and no your subconscious mind is not gonna be like I am not gonna give you that but you can manifest something else. You don't have resistance. There is no such thing as a big manifestation or a small one. If you don't mind me telling you but manifesting one dollar or manifesting a complete 360° degree change in someone is all the same to your mind, unless you believe otherwise. Writing out all of your circumstances in my asks and dms only tells me how you're not willing to change because you clearly aren't listening to what I say. Because if you did, you'd be sending me success stories or even thanks.if you're not willing to change what makes you think that I'll be able to do it for you? I can manifest for you but I won't. Because you're the creator in your reality, why would I bother doing something that you can clearly do yourself?! Now I'm not ranting to make anyone feel bad but rather to make you guys aware of what you're doing wrong. Stop feeling the need to dm me everyday when you could be using that time to saturate your mind that you already have what you want. Which you do. It's really as simple as that. And if you can't accept that then stop. Live your life like before you knew the law. Stop making yourself miserable over this and stop overcomplicating this shit.

[eliotquillon]

dying to know what the in-universe reason for cameron going blonde is. hair changes in this show usually go one of two ways: they’re not mentioned and are non-diegetic—eg cuddy who cuts her hair shorter after s1 and briefly gets those unflattering bangs, foreman (never forget he had hair for s1 and a bit of s2!), cameron’s s2 auburn hair/s3 bangs—OR they are mentioned in some way in the story and are diegetic—eg chase’s divorce haircut, house’s mayfield/s6 buzzcut. cameron going blonde is pretty squarely in the latter category (both her and house bring it up on separate occasions, it’s why he thinks he’s losing it a bit in the s4 premiere because he’s all ‘but cameron was BLONDE!!’) so like this isn't just because jennifer morrison the actress has gone blonde, cameron The Character has also consciously dyed her hair blonde in-universe. and while i could read really deeply into this (something something cameron's hair changes every season until she makes a radical change for good) i think it's funnier to say 'cameron got into a relationship with chase and immediately tried to prove her commitment by booking an appointment with her hairdresser so they could have matching hairstyles’

[veerbles]

I know it's certainly been said before, but I just know in my heart of hearts that ronan (impulsive, romantic, religious, all or nothing) woke up with a ring in his palms the morning after he and adam kissed for the first time. and then he probably didn't dream for a while, after his mom and gansey and cabeswater and noah - but once he started again and also started sharing a bed with adam I just know that he dreamt rings again, and I just know at some point adam caught onto it, and I just know adam (practical, logical, love-skeptic, took a year to consider his feelings before making a move) freaked the fuck out. and I think that's hilarious.

[razberrypuck]

also the only person that came to help troy after he got knocked out was lint. out of the entire cloudspire team, referees, and crowds full of fans, the only person that made sure he was okay after he was run over by his own sled and dragged down a slope covered in obstacles was lint. smiles.