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Rinzlerrrr (for the give you a character thingy)
(character ask meme here)
How I feel about this character:
I LOVE HIMMMMM embarrassingly so heās so dear to me you donāt even know
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
oooooh boy. let me pull out my comically long scroll for this one. in no particular order: clu, yori, dyson, ram, flynn, friends oc(s), able, and sometimes shaddox or a siren
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
i usually hc clu/rinz as unrequited so ig them? excluding them maybe beck idk rinz doesnāt have friends heās a loser
My unpopular opinion about this character:
š¶š¶š¶š¶ iām scared to say itā¦..but i will āļø i donāt think rinzler would be possessive of his partner(s) romantic or otherwise. protective, sure, but not possessive <- entirely based on my own hcs/interpretation of his character ļæ¼
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
THAT HE GOT MORE SCREENTIMEEEE he has so much potential in so many ways and itās never explored at all ļæ¼in rlly any capacity, iām fully convinced the only reason he even exists as rinzler is so the legacy writers wouldnāt have to think of a way to keep tron from saving the day/to write him out for sam
#cii speaks#asks#there are multiple things i could put in each catagory but i wanted to keep it simple#<- insane abt that program#no hate to sam or possessive rinzler likers btw
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so today i was sitting in my game engines class (basically intro to game programming) and im just doing fuck all on my phone waiting for my game files to zip and. we have like a forum where we post our game design assignments and stuff and my professor is idly scrolling thru it and looking at freshmen stuff and he pulls up my profile and looks at a bit of my stuff before zooming in on my profile and going like "whats this"
which for the record.
and im just like oh its my silly guy and go back to doing fuck all and i start doodling absentmindedly on ms paint as my file is still zipping
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and my professor like MATERIALIZES behind me. mind you there is only like four people in the lab and were all just doing our own things. and my prof stares at me screen for a minute and hes like "i need to run a test on you". which like. thats unnerving! im intrigued. he goes back to his backpack by his desk and rumnages thru it for like a straight minute before coming back with something in his hand.
and he gets like super serious and quiet. hes like "do you know what this means." and he produces a lanyard from his hand and like stretches it out so the words are legible and. in big bold letters. "ANTHROCON".
and i stare at it for a minute before being like "yeah" bc what else was i supposed to do, lie? after he saw my multiple drawings of my fursona? and he just nodded and went and put it back in his bag and then my file finished zipping and i left. i later told my friends about it and they all went fucking insane. i have not laughed abt something so hard w a friend in a very long time
#gamey rambles#furry#OBJECTIVELY FUNNY THAT IT WAS MY PROGRAMMING TEACHER OF ALL THINGS THAT DID THIS. HES NOT BEATING THE FURRY PROGRAMMER ALLEGATIONS#this also revealed more abt him than it did abt me considering the lanyard probably means he was There#overall an insane interaction. best thing thats happened to me all year
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Floory trying to comfort Mephone but all Mephone can think is do u actually like me???? Or did I just make you like me????
#like do u ever think abt the implications of realising everyone youve ineteracted with for years were unknowningly created by u#even the chars u programmed yourself dont like you š¤£š¤£š¤£#everything you created is full of sadness resent and anger š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£#talking#mephone4#inanimate insanity#mefloor#kinda#the floor
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#the other day i was talking to my dad and he said im at a crossroads in my life except its an intersection of many different roads#and i have no idea which one to take. but because the semester is starting tomorrow it feela more like im standing at the edge of a cliff#waiting for the ground to crumble out from under me. not sure what im gonna tell my PI when i see him monday bc i feel like ive got one foot#out the door. its just hard when you dont know what to do or which direction to go or what opportunities you'll even get#and if i say goodbye to this program im probably saying goodbye to astr0biology. and if i dont go back to my old boss im probably saying#goodbye to microbial ecology. and if i say goodbye to those things i might be saying goodbye to a job where im passionate abt what i do#in exchange for being less insane and being paid an actual salary lol#its just frustrating and it makes me even more twisted up inside bc im teaching this semester and im like#how do i put passion into this when i#when all i feel is frustration and uncertainty. i dont even want to go into my office. when i left i couldnt sit in there without crying#but we'll see. too late to back out now. unless i have a breakdown halfway through#unrelated
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I need people to like. Google what a Young Lion is before making wishlists of 800 aew wrestlers who "need to do an excursion like new japans wrestlers do"
#like yes there are some wrestlers who would probably benefit from a change of scenery#and there are ways to do that which are beneficial to both promotions#but fundamentally sending all the undercard that the audience doesnt like overseas with the instruction Stop Sucking#is different from the rough equivalent of an established senior internship program#why am i reading threads abt sammy guevara being basically a young lion???? im going insane#tussling
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just donāt know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game iāve hardly blogged abt before#but iām not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah yāall r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways donāt mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#itās insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought iād be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but iām v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadnāt found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything thatās happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasnāt Loving it yāknow#but that may be more a āme having to fight tooth nā nail to force myself to consume new mediaā thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since iām not filming my HSR stuff iām gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and iām probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but letās not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways letās return to the subject at hand while thereās still room left in these tags shall we#iām so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since heās leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2ā¦ it was nice to see-#-him here at least š„¹ iāll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was āyāknow DR RATIO once told meā¦ā like boy we get it ur in love with him š (/J!)#i love how they canāt go on these programs w/o talking abt each other itās adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILLāS KIT!?#they canāt just fuel my crackship like thisā¦ god and his whole āmuddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?ā thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothillās inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck iām here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. āwho /is/ he? ā¦ does he order milk at the bar?ā iām crying sheās so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYoās version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. weāve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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its the way yuzuru reclaimed his Beijing 2022 (hole in the ice) performance, complete with the voiceover, the 6 minute warmup, his pooh and juice accompanying himā¦talk about a new level of healing ā¤ļøāš©¹
#idk i just had goosebumps the whole time#i knew he was going to do the program based on the snippets ive seen#but I obviously was not expecting it to be like a literal replay if the entire thing#and right after his narration and talk abt healing#i just kept muttering#hes freaking insane#youre fcking crazy#like the way i would not have that much guts to do what he did#yuzuru hanyu#tokyo dome#gift ice show#yuzuru hanyu ice story 2023
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most of my day was pretty crap but i did get to go to the library science holiday party for an hour before my concert call and i not only got free dinner out of it but i also somehow managed to win two (2) raffle items. the first was a university sweatshirt and the second was a branded tote bag w more stuff inside. i ended up letting them re-draw the raffle for the sweatshirt bc i don't really need it and i felt weird claiming two raffle items, the tote bag was what i was really interested in anyway. not only is it a nice tote with a zipper and an inside pocket and everything it also came with a t shirt, a button, a mug, an Insulated mug, a travel umbrella, and a water bottle. thought that last bit is especially funny to me given the fact that they handed out door prizes to everyone just for showing up. which were. Different (less nice) branded tote bags with a note pad and water bottle in them. so now i just have two identical LIS water bottles
#extra glad i let them give the sweatshirt to someone else now bc. frankly an insane haul if i had kept it. living like the 1% over here lol#i wanna talk about me#sasha speaks#for as much as i complain abt grad school generally and lis in particular i do really enjoy the community#the core coursework. bleh. the electives are interesting#the classmates and extracurricular student association stuff are great though.#luv agliss i'm glad i've started making an effort to get to events this year#musicology. well. i'm the only one here. so there is zero community to speak of that i can socialize with#so it's really nice having a peer community in lis to hang out and chat with. especially about our courses and program#anyway everything except the umbrella is university lis branded#so in the span of one (1) hour i became a walking advertisement for the department with all the swag i can use and carry around lmao#actually i haven't opened the umbrella all the way up yet so i guess it's possible that's branded too. would be really funny if it was tbh
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haha...so this unity thing huh..hahaha......
#jay says a thing#unity#head in hands. discord is talking abt it and im. what the hell#i dont know jack shit abt anything but even i know charging the people who use ur program for successfully using ur program#is insane
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anyway doing an impromptu fic game i did on an old blog that i like to call trope trio. you give me 3 characters and 3 different tropes and/or kinks + i write a fic but the gag is you have no idea which trope of yours iām going to pair for each character you give me <3
#do it now so i can wake up and actually write#i need to take my mind off of phd applications šš»āāļø#worrying abt phd apps before the first day of my masterās program is actually insane behavior im aware#anyway open 2 all fandoms i write for so:#genshin impact#jjk#bnha#aot#nightwing and red hood#cod#blue lock!!!!#honestly if the character is fine af iāll write for them no exceptions
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someone needs to bail me out of class for the next too days and lock me in solitary so i can finally have some alone time and properly cry
#mmmmmmm my roommate has many habits that drive me insane#and im too scared to tell her off despite knowing holding it in will absolutely make me feel worse and worse#also i spilt ramen sauce all over my shit and on a white shirt i love so#one more thing to add to the cry abt list#also weird rant now#my moms given me such a bad fucking relationship with money food and gifts#and suddenly shes been so nice to me now that if feels suspicious#which is a really bad fucking thing to feel about your own mom#she got me cupcakes???? theyre being sent/for pickup via my college dining program which i didnt even know you could do#but idk why she did it in the first place nor why she didnt do it for my birthday if she did it at all?#anyways times like this makes me wish i was way more emotionally avaliable and less emotionally constipated#but i vent enough abt shit already that i feel like im whining and complaining more than anything so#a genuine hug from one of my friends or smth that doesnt immediantly give me the ick#bc i genuinely hate that it can happen to me for literally any of my friends#anyways a genuine hug would make me break down crying immediantly#this has been my rant of the day and my horror upon realizing i think one of my irl college friends actually follow me#hi if youre reading this#no you didnt
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also hi for anyone who cares omitb is sooo fucking good omg ?? like omg omg i watched it all in the last three days and its literally so incredible im so excited for the season 3 finale
#my MUM of all ppl reccomened it to me which is insane#but its literally so fucking good uhh !!! umm content warning murder and blood farily obvious lmao but like#if you like murder mysteries YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT RNN and honestly even if they arent usually ur thing#like its such a good and such a funny show tht like i reccomend it regardless yk#and i am actually a fan of murder mysteries. its funny bc i feel liek iv always like them but i never rly like.#enaged w them tht much despite tht? but i think i am going to now#i need to finally watch the knives out movies#its so dumb but ithink i kinda need this in a weird way#like obvs u shldnt be just defined by the media u consume#but i keep looking for who i am after this and like idk. murder mystery fan is someone i wasnt before but tht i can be now#and that i can enjoy being. idk its smth. esp since the outside of the media i enjoy well i defined myself by the thing i made to#but sm of that was also my relationships with and to other people and well. i just lost my biggest one. so yk .#actually thats not true. thats not true the biggest more core and most long lasting relationship i have with someone#is the one i have with myself. and it hasnt always been a good one but ill be dammed if ill let it end any time soon#anyway what was i talking abt. selena gomez is such a good actress omg i never rly new tht bc the only thing iv seen her in#is the princess protection program and like. tbh i mostly new her as a musican despite also not being super#familer w her music but shes such a good actresss omg#flappy rambles
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i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today
#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph#physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw#between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could#barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n#nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one#of those now finally btw š„¹š) and jusf hope i donāt pass out. and i didnāt but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk.#everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and#that we werenāt so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didnāt have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have#time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us#to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh#delete later#purrs#also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just#weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like itās a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and itās ummmm bad.#ask to tag#like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i canāt even talk abt it and itās so embarrassing but it#literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi#smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i donāt think thatās good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so itās#not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing#abt it. cringeeeee augh i donāt want to be one of Those people but like. itās bad and i fucking hate it
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I was thinking āhaha itās so weird and silly i got soOOO into this one very specific part/arc/related minor-ish character group of a franchise, i havenāt done that before have i? this is a new weirdness for me isnāt it?ā
and then suddenly vividly remembered my inconvenient and untenable and frankly quite extreme obsession with the romulan star empire all throughout middle school, with such force and clarity that i had to put a hand to my face
#i would absolutely have made a Discord For Romulan Likers#that was still a bit different though since a portion of that came from an instinct to subvert#bc i felt like what some of TNG era canon did with Romulans basically being pre programmed to Do Betrayal was silly needed deconstructing#(and at the same time was intrigued by how a society of people like that COULD function if taken at face value)#whereas my hangup on the village arc and Ganja is bc i rly rly rly like the story + characters (also feel Longing (tm) instilled by tragedy#and wanted to talk about them a lot and nearly all english language spaces for MiAbyss were just crammed with the s1/movie parts/characters#and not my Special Sillies#like obviously theres no āhey ONLY talk about season two of the showā rule on the server. that would be unhinged#but i made it because the rest is always getting discussed everywhere else so i hope that focus is ok with everyone and hopefully thatās no#uncouth of me to acknowledge that i personally made it for that specific reason. wait this got off topic. THE ROMULANSā¦. RIGHT#anyway i remember i was kinda grumpy at how much stuff Klingon Likers had in comparison#you can learn Klingon#you canāt learn Romulan!! (real ones know its called Rihan and not Romulan though)#(the Romulans call themselves the Rihannsu. i believe thi is 100% extracanonical material though)#(ebil did you really get tipsy on a tuesday night and start rambling about Romulans???? yes. yes i did. )#(look i had a difficult appointment today i deserve it)#anyway itās actually insane that i never read Diane Duaneās series abt them#i didnāt really have internet purchasing power and was restricted to what was at the library and easily available online#i should read those books eventually#i still have a soft spot for them pointy eared maniacs
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realizing my final project for my worldbuilding class is, completely accidentally and without even consciously realizing it, very much just nofna's 10%+ with humans. its due tomorrow
#FUCKKKK#me when i write my characters desperate to complete some kinda academic thesis and one goes insane overloading his brain:#i think ive seen this film before#literally thinking abt nofna now like it is INSANE as a piece of outsider art almost?#like he is still making it on the program from like 1999 he started it on.#and its weird philosophical furry comics
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#lowkey too relaxed/not stressed enough abt my exam tmr morning XD#not that it will help to be stressed abt it considering it . is at 8am ;-;#and i need to get on bus to get to building to take so#i'm pretty much done w studying at this point i should be sleeping LMAO isnt that the thing this semester#i do not know how to do one of these topics š¤” i should've looked at many examples over the course of a while but#i mean that's just how u should study and it has never been how i study lmfao#even tho i should#rip this dynamic programming problem idk how im gonna do lmao#if it's a certain type i mightttt be able to at least get some elements down and get some points#but if it's like the practice problem i just did idk bro lmao#fngfjblsjhdfglfhgowurhgipqurhj i'm not even like the best w all the other material too#bro why didn't i study more ;-; i got distracted by too many glowstick club things as usual lmao but i had to help plan a party yesterdayso#we also had new board meeting today that took 2 hours#idk ._. welp#gonna sleep before midnight today???? insane#maybe not before midnight maybe before 1 tho LOL#nfjdngospaighiduhrgfdlfjgs;fdgadklfjdlg#jeanne talks#like i will pass the class im pretty sure i wont do badly enough to not pass#but i would like to do well but idk i got a 75 on the midterm which was good for this class lol i'm just#:'''D it's fine i dont want to have this fucking 8am exam TT#i haven't started studying for my thursday exam#and i have a 10 page fiction thing due tmr night that i've barely started š¤©#i alr asked the prof if i could turn it in later bc i was like ya uh lol and imma email him tmr after my exam bc it was just verbally lol#but i cant be doing it too late bc of this thursday exam ;-;#ngjfnghdjfbsodbgoqurhgoqeurhgiqhgodfbojf hopefully i can just slap some words downn janjngfhjfghdfgdaslf#;-; if u are in finals season wait i dont think anyone would be my school just hella early lol#but whenever u get there š«” good luck u got this#ok i gotta go get ready for bed now im just fucking around im not even studying jfdgnhdfbajlbgdfjd#is skimming thru code answers on practice exams studying or just lowkey wasting time bc im not even understanding it š
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