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o thank god i finally fixed the issue where any time i opened the reblog screen it went black till i refreshed

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TJP is so proud of himself for being able to overcome the bloodthirsty urges of the aswang. He hasn’t fed it in months and he feels great.

(He doesn’t know that Akira is taking it hunting at night.)

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reblog & put in the tags the most unserious / non-issue reason why you have ever blocked an account

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i’m this person

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i just thought this time would be different

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or something

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Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me

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Looking at my list of wips and it rly is like. Not possible to divine my fave characters in things by who i write my fics abt usually.

The problem is my daydreaming habit involves a complex and fully self indulgent long running brainfic of whatever my hyperfixation is, and writing it down would actively hamper my enjoyment bc part of the fun is every couple times i run the tapes i change smth. Most of my Absolute Blorbo guys are either guys whose plotlines i consider impeccable and therefore have no notes OR no one will ever see my notes bc most notes get folded into my brainweasel fic and if i share them fully someone might mistakenly believe it is open to debate (happened before).

If i write a fic of a fave its usually bc i either got a prompt/discussed a scenario that excited me or i got so mad nobody was writing that i forced myself to come up w smth separate from the Brainfic. Strickpages part in tool academy happened bc i was mad there were only 6 tagged fics and so i forcefully extricated threads from the brainfic to jam them on, and im happy w the result but its something that im only occasionally going to do

Most of the fic i DO write is abt characters that i think are medium amts of great and so i pause and interrogate them in an attempt to figure out whats neat abt them and then fic comes out of it. And the end result IS usually me liking them better but they are rarely my faves and im only usually interested in writing a handful of fic abt any given person b4 i go okeydokey who is next?

The end result of this is that i am so sorry i WILL occasionally complain abt someone having no fic abt them and then contribute between 0 and 1 work to the pile. I wish i were built different. Unfortunately, it would likely end in me tapping out of the fandom way faster bc id Finish Interrogating all the characters i like and then go leave

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sometimes the best writing advice is "just let it be bad." revolutionary. terrifying. but it works.

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Idk how much sanada will end up in this fic. Trust and believe it isnt bc i dont love him. Its bc he does not give a SHIT abt gabe kidds mental health crisis. Hes having a hotgirl summer even tho its january rest assured that while this all happens if u pan to the left hes cutting his crop top shorter and giggling evilly every chapter

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why must the guard dog characters unquestioning devotion to their master be born from trust or some shit cant they be manipulated into it. raised into it. brainwashed even

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you can love someone and still murder them in cold blood without remorse btw!!! the two are not mutually exclusive and to suggest otherwise is a very heteronormative point of view!!!!

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i feel so weird. i never finish fic chapters before 10pm at night. who am i