#:-) i hate myself

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[americanwh0rerstory]

MANWICHES [kai anderson]

based on this conversation

DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A JOKE. I AM NOT INTO THIS. I MADE THIS FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES

CONTENT WARNING: sandwich. kai. penis. sex.

SUMMARY: when kai’s a bit mad at y/n, the term manwich just got a bit literal.

NSFW BELOW

“are my manwiches ready yet?” kai asked, his voice echoing through the kitchen as he glanced in your direction. he was leaning against the doorframe with his hair tied back, shirtless, and wearing a pair of sagging gray sweatpants which exposed the waistband of his boxers

“almost” you respond in a sweet tone, beginning to put the sandwich manwich filling onto the white tortilla and roll it into the perfect wrap. it looked delicious, exquisite, perfect. it was the most perfect manwich you had ever made for kai and he was bound to appreciate it. however your admiration was cut off when he spoke again

“i overheard a conversation earlier” he stated, being stoic and not giving away anything. “speedwagon and pusbucket were talking”

“what we’re they saying?” you asked, wondering where this lead. the cold tone and matching gaze made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end, your body rigid as you wait for kai to respond

“how a certain someone is a filthy little whore who loves to flirt with people she shouldn’t” he says harshly, his tone taking an aggressive turn and his face contorted into a glare

“do you think i let you live with me, fuck me, and keep you around for you to make a fool of me? did you ever stop and consider for a minute that your actions affect me? you’re a stupid fucking slut” he spat as he began to drop his sweatpants and boxers in a quick sweep.

you quirked an eyebrow, wondering what he was doing but ultimately deciding it was better to not question him

once he was fully naked you noticed his hard-on standing at attention, the tip an angry red colour with a bead of precum beginning to form. without any more words he grabbed the manwich and thrust into the wrap from the opening. he then proceeded to pound the sandwich in the same rough way he’d take his frustrations out on you.

“take that you fucking cunt. you don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve to fuck me. you’re more worthless than this damn manwich” he aggressively spat between thrusts, glaring daggers at you without showing an ounce of pleasure on his face.

“make another manwich.” he demanded as he continued to thrust

this was your punishment. your punishment for offering kai’s men a drink. nothing more, just a simple cup of water

[vive-la-revolution]

guys what’s a gender neutral term for a parent

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

[traaumaa]

i give up

[adxrnunofficial]

these days are kinda stresfull for me cuz of my exams and i cant think straight rn im so sorry for this

also this is like…a very rare post of mine.. i dont really draw ships cuz i get too embarrassed of myself HSBDB i think im gonna die

Ill probably delete this LMAO

[an4failure]

do you ever have the feeling that you suffered something traumatic as a kid but you can’t quite figure out what it was?

[fucklife101]

I don’t feel anything anymore, I’m so exhausted. I just want to be gone.

[hamoodmood]

[brokenlikeglass]

[lovelornstorm]

i wanna fucking slam my head against a concrete wall

[treedecor]

I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. How am I supposed to be happy in a place I so clearly don't belong

[bunnighost]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

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I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

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I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

I will never be enough.

[andy-clutterbuck]

1x04 - What We | The Ones Who Live

[shuaaflower]

Where’s the ‘log out’ button in real life? I’m so sick of myself.