#//my parasite wins! yay

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[abnomi]

WANTED TO MAKE A POST FOR SONGS I ASSOCIATE WITH TURBO AND WHY!

small disclaimer; a lot of these are themed after pre-roadblasters Turbo for the grimy grunginess that the little parasite emits, but they can work for any version of turbo really! (I LOVE KING CANDY AND KING CANDYBUG A LOT im just drawn to uncanny disgusting men. i have a type apparently)🐛🐛🐛

my turbo spotify playlist yueyewaagghhh

starting off light with a high energy instrumental song :-D RED AND GOLD IS IN THE NAME. LIKE TURBOS MAIN COLOR🏎️ AND TROPHIES AND KINGLINESS ����,👑. COME ON!!!!

this song sounds a lot like it would be in a lighthearted racing game, which is exactly where he originated! playful and silly having fun time driving (He did not kill many people!) as a whole its very upbeat and matches Turbo's constant movement i think!

the quieter segment in the middle of the song sounds quite King Candy esque with its more subtle chords....scheming...how devious. it sounds almost royal! Perhaps this is the "gold" they were speaking of in the title, with the rest of the song being "red".....

even the synths align with him in some way, as the electronic sounds can be correlated with coding and video games !!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!

i initially associated this song with Ace from the powerpuff girls, but upon further inspection, i feel like the lyrics align much more with Turbo's character...... "Mess with me, and boy, you're surely gonna die!" and "I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere," ARE SOOOO HIM BROO....

more lyrics that strongly parallel his personality are "I am the plan; I am the man; who tells you what and when you can; I'm the old one that torments you; I am the voice that tells you to..." ARE U SERIOUS THIS SOUNDS LIKE STUFF HE'D ACTUALLY SAY.

also this song is about the american GOVERNMENT being CORRUPT... need i say any more (KING CANDY IS A CORRUPT POLITICIAN)

i heavily associate Primus with Turbo in general because of the heavy bass sounding kind of like a motor and the high energy of the songs being twisted into something more deviant because of how heavy and dark the instruments are. It just makes sooo much sense for his character... EVIL CAR ADHD 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Hoohhh..... ok just replace Mary the ice cube with the players Turbo latches onto so hard, and it sounds like hes grieving the loss of them after the Roadblasters incident. maybe his trophies or winning status could be a stand-in for said ice cubes the song speaks of...

its twisted and sad and angry all at once which i think is exactly how Turbo would mourn. blaming the "ice cube" for slipping away from HIM instead of the other way around, being that he's the one who drove it all away, growing more and more bitter........acidic even

"Nothing ever lasts forever," seems like a mindset he'd carry for most of his life, being why hes so intensely adamant on keeping everything to himself to preserve it for as long as he can. his possessive nature is a cover-up for his fear of it all collapsing on him and leaving him with nothing. he keeps everything close and everyone far 😢...

"It's been declared that it's not wise to prize something too much," sounds to me a lot like a narrator explaining the moral of the story, and in Turbo's case, it fits him as well as a matching puzzle piece. he relied on adoration so heavily that he lost himself.

ok hehehe this one's a little more self explanatory... HE DRIVES A RACE CAR!!!! and he DOES "[drive] so goddamn fast!"

THE DISCORDANCY OF THE NOTES AND THEN THE CRAZY ASS RIFF IN THE MIDDLE IS SO SO GOOD.!!!!!!! matches Turbos energy incredibly well :-D also side note; i love the chop top cameo from tcm2 heehehehee check out Cornbugs if you like Primus and tcm :-3

another little tidbit is the line "stuck in his craw that they made him retire," (stuck in his craw means to be made resentful about something) which i think underscores how deeply indignant Turbo is about the entire Roadblasters ordeal.

"They call me Mr. Knowitall, I will not compromise! I will not be told what to do, I shall not step aside!" this REEEKS of ego and defiance. which is very in character for Turbo!!!!!

this entire song is about this asshole who brags about himself so incessantly to such a degree that it makes him look ridiculous. as intelligent as he is, he is not as much of an admirable figure as he tries to make himself seem, which is made horrendously clear.

there are contradictory lyrics here and there that demonstrate hypocrisy and outright lying, stating things like "I am so eloquent! Perfection is my middle name, and whatever rhymes with eloquent..." when the word eloquent is defined by having a high level of literacy, and "they call me Mr. Knowitall" versus "I MUST be Mr. Knowitall." the way he refers to himself changes throughout the song

ok tehehee i cant lie i mainly associate this song with him because the bass sounds like an engine revving up.

the lyrics are pretty similar to turbos internal struggles though!! "Can't touch the image" and the frequent repetition of the word "nothing" make plenty of sense for who he is. what he wants is unreachable, leaving him hollow; he wants to be untouchable.

this song is really fucking funny its just about some guy talking about how evil and fucked up he is... imagine Jack being Felix or something and it all makes sense. bragging and bragging about how abhorrent he is, the man rambles on about how he kills people and refuses to change.

"I don't mind living without a heart; I like fucking people over for a fucking start" is the intro... like its soooo turbo 🤩🤩🤩 Yessssdss

I FUCKING LOVE MELTED BODIES YO!!!!!!

ANGER AND ANXIETY run RAMPANT in this song which is relevant as ever to Turbo... he cant feel fear without a boiling rage simmering within and thus having a need to defend himself and do whatever it takes to keep himself safe and happy!

"W-I-N-N-E-R!"

THE END OF THE SONG IS LITERALLY TURBO... JUST LOOK AT THIS: "WHY CAN'T I FEEL WHAT IT IS THEY FEEL?; WHY CAN'T I BE WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE?" "I HAVE AN ITCH THAT CAN'T BE ITCHED; I'VE GOT A SCRATCH THAT CAN'T BE SCRATCHED" his envy of others ability to be effortlessly fulfilled (maybe felix), an inability to be satisfied, not understanding why he isnt "good enough" for the players and wanting to be what they want him to be, etc etc etc....

TURBO INSECURITY BATTLE . DO YOU THINK YOU CAN BEAT HIM?

BUG ALERT 🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰 BUG ALERT 🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰

Yea this one is less personal to who he is individually and more so related to his transformation into the big scary insectoid creature he turns into later on but still!!

According to genius lyrics (😰), this song is from the perspective of "a fly personified as a wandering, self-indulgent drifter." connecting the dots with Turbo.... Yea.....Thats him

This is a stretch but one part of the lyrics sounds like theyre saying "red and white" and thats not what they Actually said but u know... a guy can dream

"How's it feel to get away, You got what you want; It only cost everything, but you got what you want; There isn't anybody left, so face yourself all alone; The truth is sour going down, You reap what you've sown" THIS ENTIRE SEGMENT AAUAGYHHHHHGHHHH. TURBO LOST EVERYTHING AND REAPED WHAT HE HAD SOWN MULTIPLE TIMES...HE REALLY DID... HE DID THAT.

the general chord progression is so chaotic and fast, it feels like going downhill and then back up again which is a lot like how Turbo is in general. all or nothing .. black and white moods with no in between

thats all for now, maybe ill add more in the future we will see :-] let me know ur thoughts..... What do u think.....

[brittlebonesguy]

time for season 8

NOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! lex is BACK???????? what, to haunt me? i thought i wouldnever see him again. and fucking TOM>??sexist, pervert tom? this has ruined my day. at least i know thisis the season boston rob meets his wife (amber) so that'll be fun at least. but i have a feeling this season is a stinker. ohgod and that "i'll do anything for you just to look at me" rob from the amazon season. kill me. "no body trusts anybody" boston rob says with his soon to be wife standing 2 feet away. i'm really only rooting for rupert. maybe amber, we'll see. sue you're gonna get brain parasites please. alicia is so right though, its day two who made amber and rob be in charge, richard is obnoxious shii ann say it louder! i want a season long combat between shii ann and richard, that would be funny. colby's face dropping the moment he sees jerri lol. he knows shes gonna hit on him again come merge. bye tina! sad it was you and not ethan

colby.....what does him being gay have to do with it. oh big tom how i loathe you. i actually don't want rudy voted out thanks. damn. okay bye old man. now that shii ann isnt surrounded by the worst filth possible i am liking her more. richard is crazy what was that? biting a shark back? i don't even care if sue is annoying. an enemy of tom is a friend of mine. sue, you are the love of my life. never leave. amazon rob really is just so pathetic. ah yes the classic jerri fight where she says the other person is controlling while also being controlling. she makes points but girl please. yes shii ann colby and lex are incredibly sexist and honestly please never speak to them again.

jenna we're doing this again? why did you come back. this whole thing of her leaving is so dramatic. of course tom would think that amazon rob is smarter than alicia... come on......NO ONE wants tom out? be serious. anyway bye amazon rob

this is colby's worst nightmare: jerri getting put on the same tribe as him. richard being naked on the balance beam think was.....definitely something and definitely gross. fuck YES boston rob winning against the show off with colby. jokes on you robby, i never though colby was tough. i agree that richard should go, however i feel like colby's motivation is homophobic, so actually i think he should stay. yes jerri, reject that alliance/vote. i love this shii ann and kathy alliance. FUCK YES bring jerry in the mix. richard, shii ann, kathy, and jerri? never thought i'd say this but dream alliance right there. kathy.....kathy please....don't ruin this for me. BOOOOOOOOO!!!!! i still have to deal with COLBY????? fuck you guys for getting my hopes up

yeah obviously doing a blinsdside would result in upset feelings kathy but sometimes you need to do them anyway. annoying. who gives a FUCK about LEX???? i forgot about how bug boston rob's ego is. i want shii ann to have a villian arc, and her origin story was colby making a snide comment at her. for sue's sake im glad richards gone because it was really fucked up. the victim blaming that happens with this show is crazy. i'm glad alicia is on her side. yeah im sure you're not sitting back because you suck or anything, ethan. lex they girls already had no compulsion to keep ethan and colby around, please stop patting yourself on the back. everyone being too callous about the whole situation is crazy. i agee with jenna in the splitting of the food. i take back everything i said, fuck kathy. its just the amount of "oh i know the guy and he would NEVER" blah blah.... and im sorry if something violates and humiliates you that much, then sometimes emotions come out, kathy. and its not pretty because its not suppose to be.

idk the jerri hate isn't sitting right with me... oh yay kathy got chosen to be safe...joy🙄. ethan's "some of us are heros and some of us are goats...and i'm a goat" has a completely different meaning now. colby not be annoying challenge failed. the way every cell, fiber, sinew, ligament, joint, nerve, and bone in my body LOATHES tom...if i have to see one more quirky music scene of him acting like a fucking idiot im beating jeff probst with my bare hands. actually lex there was an opportunity to get colby out last tribal, but that was jerri's idea so obvi we'll pretend that didn't happen because a woman came up with the idea. i love how petty jerri is. and yeah shii ann really should set aside her hatred for jerri and get out colby, which she won't because why would she make a move ever. she always talks about doing it but in the end she's just a floater. ethan is so dramatic no one gives a shit. "im sorry jerri to speak for you" "yeah please don't" that...is so funny. THE EVIL IS DEFEATED!!! fuck off colby NEVER come back. thank you shii ann, i take back what i said before and i hope you kick ass the rest of the season. also in defense of jerri, i have actually come around on her. she was right about the jerky, she was right about getting colby out. shes just RIGHT, not the most likable and a little annoying, but men get away with that shit all the time. case in point: ethan.

the men on the other tribe being so mad every time they lose to boston rob is so funny. idk....people making fun of rupert makes me sad. rupert's opinions about boston rob are so correct. i agree. serves boston rob right to miss horribly at the challenge. jerri don't feel too bad no one would have made those shots anyway. sometimes ethan is just so serial killer, i can see why him and lex are friends. why do the women of survivor always do this. they just trust mean implicitly. it makes no sense. "i just trust him, i don't know how to explain it" 🙄 bye ethan!! dont come back. i'm really liking shii ann as well. she's setting aside her personal opinions and seeing the bigger picture, which a lot of players don't do.

the ghandia slide of that book thing......distasteful. and now lex wolf whistling about a woman he doesn't even know. okay i know amber wins this season so im interested to see how she makes it out of this. because no way lex is like oh for sure rob i'll save your gf for a MAYBE alliance. again with this jerri hate. why can't we just vote out lex? i'm also SO SICK of lex being "in charge" and then telling people that thye're being voted out instead of just doing a blind side like hes the godfather or smth. i'll miss you jerri. why on earth does everyone think boston rob will keep his word? he literally doesn't. .......i hate tom. it's always rupert and the girlies. he refuses to play survivor unless he's got two women by his side. i wish men weren't the way they are tho.

exactly lex of course rob was gonna go back on his word. kathy......wtf. don't do that idiot. HA. thanks kathyyyyy. THE OTHER EVIL HAS BEEN DEFEATED!!!! as much as i hate him, i think lex is gonna make a funny juror.

god YES please get out big tom. ......cool rob is safe...😒 that foot shot of alicia was FOUL like back the fuck up. danm kath, i wish that worked out. shii ann is definitely going next. pagonging in an all stars season is so weak. please stir it up shii ann. i hope she gets immunity because.....its getting less interesting. when its just a majority alliance taking over and then going cannibal. i hope this challenge is a wake up call for alicia. and also i relate to her. i too would be emotional. jenna.....is annoying me. oh what a shock you're gonan give shii ann the bowl of rice, as if i didn't call that. rob is also really getting on my nerves. oh? only shii ann is obnoxious jenna? just herno one else here? miss oh im soooooo sorry alicia let me hug you even though we aren't friends and you don't want to be touched or talked to. alicia.....please just betray rob. fuck YES! shii ann got her first immunity. serves the tribe right for ousting her the way they are. its so rude. and the fact that not a single person will talk to her about game play at all is strange and telling. even though straying away from rob and aligning with shii ann is the better option for literally everyone but amber. "don't get too cocky sweetheart." honestly all of you can go fuck yourselves. 👆🏻you've been telling shii ann for days that shes leaving the first chance you guys get and are shocked when she doesn't really like you guys and tries like hell to win immunity, which everyone said "i'd be SHOCKED if she won that" assholes. she was gloating, alicia, because you guys say that she can't win anything and also SHE WAS GOING HOME TONIGHT. like....use your fucking brain. wow very original getting rid of alicia. can rob just leave already.

rupert didn't care about you not catching to fish jenna, he's upset because no one helped him gut and clean them, which all 120lbs of you could have handled. i will miss you shii ann. truly. and the truck curse still prevails. i......do not know how amber wins. and rob wins again 🙄. this game play.. consider me....bored. YYYYYYEEEEEESSSSSS!!!!!! the final evil has been defeated. go fuck yourself tom if you EVER come back im personally castrating jeff probst.

jenna saying that she's taking fate into her hands by voting out rupert so they don't go to rocks when her literal only two options are vote the way shes being told or go to rocks. ........ i dislike you. oh rupert i wish you had won that immunity 🫤. jenna acting like she's gonna go to rocks....like we all know you're gonna write ruperts name and go to final three (which is as far as you'll go btw). thanks for nothing jenna. no closer to a million than if you actually let it up to chance. and the final immunity goes to rob😐. this romance is so barf. kathy.....that was brutal. i hope rob feels awful after that. "since you're so interchangeable" jenna pleasekjadkjasnkjsbf. tom just sounds fucking drunk all the time. they were absolutely ruthless. rob and amber look SO upset about it too.

cbs is just letting their star host hang out of a helicopter with harness? bold. rob dominated jeff 🤨. okay then. congrats amber! i don't care for your husband. the "you suck" in the audience while lex was talking was me actually. the booing for jerri is a little much jesus. and yet colby gets nothing but cheers? i know sexism when i see it. no seriously lex is being the biggest hypocrite there is. assholes. all the booing made jerri leave. justice for my girl. JENNA AND ETHAN??? girl.....say sike. youre dating him??????? oh so they get to go on a cruise after being voted off huh? thats pretty nice. the audience voting for another winner and i think kathy saying "its rupert!" very true. colby is a contender? 😐that the fuck were some of those sexiest survivors? ROBB??? the man who just finally understood what empathy was? the fuck. AND TOM IS A CONTENDER FOR THE MONEY???? thankfully rupert won because i would have flipped if it was any of the others. all in all this season was kind of disappointing considering it was all stars. it had its juicy moments but it got bogged down by all the people i don't like so I'm gonna give it....5.8 out of 10

[ebbarights]

with open eyes liveblog

i'm not ready for this. i haven't pre-grieved enough it turns out. i feel sick

on the bright side the only spoiler i have is that shiv did something controversial? which isn't a spoiler i would say but i'm actively avoiding reading the post currently greyed out behind this open tab

stewy not on kendall's side??? that's a fucking first. it's not but it is

okay so this is just like 1x06 right. literally a repeat?

last intro :(( i'm soo fucking sad. im sad. sadsaddsad oh yay arian. saaaaaaad

EBBA

shaved matsson cursed. hate that

matsson as shiv's puppet i don't think he's gonna like that. if their deal goes through i would be really surprised

theories about roman running to mommy literally right. love that though

tomshiv is making me want to rip myself in half like rumplestiltskin. specifically the shiv part obvs

i'm sure smart people have already made posts about this but. caroline called shiv.

NEW JESS NO

"let's bag him and tag him" dog (gone rogue) motif? idk anything about hunting

roman looking beat up in a normal t shirt wearing bracelets these are my dreams come true

caroline is so real. eyes ARE disgusting. face eggs

LAWRENCE YEE

kendall looks like a fucking disney villain driving up in his range rover in a suit sing-songing roman's name

SHIV TITS

okay tomgreg scene time to think about other things. everything revolving around roman is my dream finale <3 i want him to be okay but i also love it when he's not okay. you can't lose when you play both sides

shiv is way too sure of winning so she's for sure not winning huh

tom said grinder like- [i am shot in the head before i can continue]

fully flexing my swedish here

caroline is so right. get out you guys

wait sib alliance back on?? can this be real

i hate to say it but i think kendall's right he should be the one to take over

them talking about roman's breakdown while he's hugging himself is exactly what i wanted but it will make me want to kill myself forever

noo guys don't go in the waterrrrr don't you know about the motif

roman talking about sharks in the water is literally me but this time for real for real because i do have a debilitating shark phobia

if succession genuinely has a fucking. shark attack in it. (once again on my birthday) like that's legit fucking personal. jesse armstrong has read my diary and wants to ruin my life

i just googled 'succession shark' that's how paranoid i am lmaooo

kendall don't. DON'T go in the water

i know it's ridiculous i don't like the killing kendall conversation. this is the finale please don't play me with rn

okay the music is starting which means this scene is over and they can get out of the water right please get out get out right now

are they gonna actually accidentally kill kendall. or will it be on purpose and that was a double bluff

they are spending wayy too much time on this scene for a series finale that's already pretty long so. something's definitely gonna happen with the fucking smoothie. i feel sick

okay scene is over i feel like an idiot but relieved lol. maybe just a last happy siblings scene? if that's the case i'm glad we got that. i'm happy that scene was so long

wait shiv hasn't done anything controversial yet. is this like. a double bluff? i don't know how that would work i don't think that's the case

connor's peepaw slay

hope this isn't the only time gerri shows up but if it is i'm glad she's there at all

krank real

okay tom told shiv i know what's gonna happen and i think i'm okay with that kind of betrayal

i LOVE that greg's fucking parasite both sides shit finally came to bite him in the ass. if greg has a bad ending succession has a good ending

matsson screaming for ebba that's me.

yeah that's what i thought. i'm okay with that. like i wanted more for shiv and for the sibs but that was never gonna happen

living for the karoline hugo rivalry

STEWYYYY

okay stewy queer confirmed <3 like we all knew but still. also that line is gonna sustain the kenstewys for months

GERRIII and immediate zoom on roman lol

noo roman he seemed so weirdly okay until now. the pill scene is coming up huh

jesus i. i can't think of anything to say. poison

so my guess right now is. kendall is becoming logan but he also loses the vote. so he did That for nothing

it's literally 1x06. kendall sitting where logan sat, frank doing the notes

they're 4-4 and roman's next. 1x06 babyyyyyy

you could argue he made a different choice because he voted for kendall this time but. just like 1x06 he was pressured into that vote by a guy who uses physical violence against him. still with the parallels

they just said 6-6? did they count votes we didn't hear or am i an idiot

please don't threaten suicide right now ken. now's not the time

i think lying about the waiter is the worst thing kendall has ever done and that includes the scene with roman just before

i hate that roman said iverson and sophie aren't kendall's kid (real 'just playing devil's advocate' move) but i loooooove that he defended shiv <3

living for disillusioned roman. he might make kendall kill himself but he knows what's up

yeah i don't see an ending where kendall lives

tomgreg final breakup <3 i hope greg dies in a ditch

gerri's safe <333333

the romelukas ao3 potential though

good ending because ebba wins. can't believe i have the url of someone who won succession

roman drinking a martini :((((

roman drinking a martini :))))))

jesus christ kendall and colin

don't go near the water kendall. kendall listen to me.

okay think i'm gonna do a round-up post

[joytraveler]

47. Gobble-UP

"All right, this is cute, something silly to relax by, but nothing special I guess. Adorable art, though!" She goes to the first request next, Gobble Up! "Ok parasite fans, I think your favorite character is incoming!"

DueyDecimal: YAY TAPEWORMS HNV: yaypworms Baconnaise: Tapworms. as in I wanna tap dat worm

Perhaps surprisingly, no. This is another Pac-Man style game, but the main character is... A big capital letter G? And the first level is very small, almost cramped. Just run around and eat up junk food scattered around the maze to win!

"...Oh. This game brought to you by the letter... J, oddly enough. Well it was G's idea, J just donated to make it real. It's a nice story, really"

berd_snurglar: Time for some Greed and Gluttony Llord_Kuruku: wow, truffle fries? cronuts? The letter G has expensive tastes THE_BOMBER: bea u need to go on a diet after this!!

"I thought I was supposed to be doing this BEFORE I had the baby but oh well"

The first level is completed easily. The second one is bigger and more complex, and now there's enemies: THERE'S your friends the tapeworms! You can eat them without trouble, but if they get into the food, it becomes poisonous. Also, the junk food is getting bigger-- hams, cakes, turduckens!

"Nomnomnomnom, this is certainly more to my own tastes than eating stuff out of someone's guts like last time but hey, to each their own" She ferociously defends a large cake from the worms, difficult because it's such a big target and you have to eat it one layer at a time!

Two levels down! The third level is even bigger, in fact the screen has to scroll to get it all... and now the food is a lot less food-like. Bea can tell what the icons are supposed to represent, but the messages when you eat them aren't subtle about it.

YOU ATE: A CAT YOU ATE: A PIGEON

aroseahorseboy: dude this G needs dexatrim or something HNV: Bea, push yourself away from the table. You've had enough.

"OKAYYY, now we're getting a little outside my usual snack preferences but all right, why not."

"I feel like this is the bizarre offspring of katamari and a sesame street sketch"

Chillarmy_The_Bee: omnomnom, cookies! and animals! berd_snerglar: animal crackers in your soup

Next stage is at least three screens wide, and this time... yup. You guessed it:

YOU ATE: CHILD

"This is the second game in a row where I'm eating children, not sure how to feel about that. Not a big veal fan"

DOG. GRANDMA. OTHER DOG. ANGSTY TEEN. "Mmm, I can taste the emo."

Every stage seems to double the size of the maze, and the maze gets less symmetrical each time, this latest one has a big bulge leading out of one side with just a single food item! But it's a big one-- VOLKSWAGEN.

"G is for German Ingenuity! NOMPH!"

HNV: Guys, Bea is really enjoying this, I'm worried DueyDecimal: This is someone's fetish

"Oh like none of you ever dreamed of eating a car. Or... a truck, holy crap. What's gonna be next, a house?? ..OH. "

SPLIT-LEVEL... SLUM... LUXURY APARTMENT... always with that digitized munching, gulping sound!

"Ok now this is getting silly. I bet the G was something else originally, otherwise this just doesn't really make sense. S'fun, though!"

The number of tapeworms increases with each stage, but it takes more and more of them to poison even one food item-- by the sixth stage you're munching your way through veritable rivers of them, yet the icon they're headed for takes forever to turn blue! No wonder, either-- YOU ATE: BANGOR

"Again, I'd have to be really trying to lose thing. And there goes Maine, and the rest of the East coast, sorry East bees but a G's gotta eat I guess. Maybe I'll turn into a new planet?"

Again, it really is the drudgery that's the major foe in this game-- the mazes are HUGE, the monsters do no damage, and it takes about ten minutes to complete the last stage as you're eating up NAMIBIA... UKRAINE... DENMARK... CALIFORNIA...

"Come on, give me a challenge here! What about a really gross state or country? I bet the midwest is kind of fatty and flavorless, like their food. And there goes any viewers I might have over there, sorry!"

SugaGlydah: No, you're right, we're like a hot dish but colder

And here's the tenth and presumably final stage-- it sprawls and sprawls, seeming to go on for screens in every direction before you get to: THE MOON.

Klickitat_Street: if this was supposed to be a lesson in distance between planets, you better move on...

"Yellow hearts, pink clovers, giant rocky moons! Come along Gromit"

"Juuust waiting for something to happen here.. Maybe I won already?" The Bea G searches about the maze, it seems to go on forever! "A dessert tray? I'll take a mint.. How about just a tooth pick? For my letter teeth."

HNV: well, the G isn't getting any thinner... I'm starting to suspect you're out of game.

But just in time, there's something! It's tiny, but it's something! It's... (137924) 2000 BD19.

Llord_Kuruku: I googled it... wow. That's obscure

Bea looks up from her phone. "It's a- yeah. Looks crunchy!" She moves the G over it. "Ok seriously what is going here?! I've gone from snack foods to asteroids, there's worms again, I still don't know what's going on here but I'm pretty sure I'm winning"

Baconnaise: Space is big, Bea. Really, really big.

"What, that's not it?" She keeps moving. "Oh man... Oh man, COME ON!"

berd_snerglar: it's a very long way to Venus

"...You know, we each have a finite amount of time in this world." she says, moving the G through screen after screen of nothingness. "I don't think pulling a Unicron is worth it, beez. Time to play something else?"

aroseahorseboy: oh man what if Unicron really did just start out as someone who was REALLY HUNGRY and ate all the food in the house

"He did go on to found PlanetEaters Anonymous after retirement, it's a known fact."

aroseahorseboy: hey, play quizdo or whatever, that sounds kooky Baconnaise: at least we know what to expect from the pinball one

"Gibdos it is!"

[sysig]

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[jbreenr]

⚠ WHAT IF…? 109 SPOILERS ⚠

Alright…

Let's start saying that watching the Lemurian Star mission from CA:TWS with Peggy was so cool. Like, Peggy and Nat was a team up i didn't know I needed.

T'challa saved Peter and his universe. It was obvious he would do that but it's still a relief after the ending of episode 2.

Gamora, surviver of Sakaar, defeater of Thanos (or smth like that). Dude. dUDE!!

“Nobody messes with Vegas” Thor didn't watch the Chargers vs Raiders (🤦🏻‍♀️) and it shows. Yeah, ik, I'm hilarious.

They're the Guardians of the Multiverse. (:

I gotta say that Stranger's spell with the Mjölnir was sick!!

And also, is Peggy worthy? I don't wanna start a discussion but I'm genuinely curious. She touched the Mjölnir and nothing happened so…

Did yOU SEE WANDA ZOMBIE?!??!? AND HER FACE WHEN HER MAGIC DIDN'T DO SHIT TO STOP ULTRON? WHAAAAAAT??

Nat and Peggy are BFF's in Peggy's universe. <3

Now, Strange Supreme is SUPREME. That's all I gotta say.

“Doesn't feel over.” Yeah, T'challa. I also thought it was too easy.

Now, Nat threw the arrow with the Zola virus. “This one's for you, Clint.” I'm sorry if I'm emotional.

Zola to the rescue, yay!

Or not because he's a parasite. *sighs*

Also, wt hell, Erik? I knew I shouldn't have trusted you. Damn Michael B. Jordan and his voice that makes it impossible not to like Killmonger. Xd

They were there to separate the stones from the body, not to win. Stephen's sacrifice was just the best redemption he could get for what he did to his reality.

Nat not wanting to go to her universe and Uatu taking her to one that had lost it's Widow.

+ Nick's “You're not my Natasha, but you have her spirit.” No, I'm not crying. You are.

And that ‼️ post-credit scene ‼️. Nat finding the Hydra Stomper that has someone inside. Peggy got her happy ending after all.

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coming in with some fresh ocs now that I can look at your site! 🕰️for garvith, 🤕 for shina, 💀 for noah

aaaaaa hello yes!! new oc info coming up i definitely drifted a little in these replies since i wna do justice introducing these guys to you :D!! as always u have impeccable skill in choosing ask game questions<3

🕰️ has there been an event that happened in your OCs past that affects their future or one that they think about still? is this a bad event or a good one? what are a few of their childhood memories they can recall?

extremely :D! abt this one bc it is so so vital to his existence!!! garvith is infact the other half of reina's soul (as in, resulting from the very soul split that broke the entire verse) the original ruler they were split her soul resulting in reina (who retained the original's name and appearance) and garvith, who took the form of a giant white feathered serpent, who didn't take a proper name until a bit later due to nerice getting nuked as consequence n there not having been a lot of time for identity-finding during that mess. immediate post-split reina/garvith is vry fun because they're essentially identical persons(serpents) who share a consciousness soup until they diverge into vastly different personalities over the following centuries of war :3!!! as such garvith's 'childhood memories' are exactly the same as reina's bc they were the same being up to the soul split, which definitely wins out on Important Event He Keeps Thinking About That Shaped His Future like. i do have to stress it's not that garvith is a split-off part of reina but that both reina&garvith as they exist now are divergent paths of the singular true ruler they were before the split!! i love going on endless meta on which aspects of og!reina each of them retained/are expressions of, it's soooo interesting!!!! but a ramble for a different time bc length! :D

plugging the reina/garvith aes tag here tho it's one of my favs <3

🤕 what is the worst injury your OC has ever suffered? do they have any scars or lasting physical reminders of it? do they get sick often or have any lasting medical conditions?

ohboy!!! shina is the lifesong user of lhnh generation making her everyone's favourite field medic (evil) the drawback being that to heal someone she essentially transfers their injuries to herself >:3 she's racked up an impressive scar count that easily beats out gray's habitual mutilation games to the point where there's not many places on her body that are unscarred. her worst scar(s) are the result of trying to save as many people as possible in the aftermath of one of azra's surprise attacks until the lifesong shut down on her (yay for parasitic power that wants to keep its host alive) & to her credit, with experience she learns to mitigate the damage she incurs by diverting e.g. one large injury in many smaller, less severe ones, so long as the total life force given balances out it works! descendant resilience keeps her from suffering too hard a long-term damage (everything heals eventually) also just general unrelated but vital fun fact im tacking on at the end: she absolutely fucking hates descendants and her war duty and while she will not let anyone die she is also always a second away from murdering people in cold blood, has stopped hearts in sincere threat, and despises reina with a passion. shina's only buddy is a guy by the name of irias who also keeps a pet blood demon which further dampens how much dmg she has to take for her job where she can just infuse its generated blood with her life force to heal people and then pass the fuck out. she's a lot

💀 has your OC ever lost anyone to death? multiple people? people close to them? how does the loss make them feel?

FUNNILY ENOUGH noah has never lost anyone to death (not on main anyway. avery dies a couple times, but that's Complicated lol) HOWEVER noah is notoriously unlucky in just. getting fucking betrayed to the point of the other person being dead to him/having to kill them which is just. extremely tragic how it keeps happening im laughing (crying) rn fucking f. heres an abridged list:

damia whom he technically betrays first when he allies with reina and leaves damia stuck at the bottom of the ocean. they have a cute deathmatch abt it in dream game

maheloas switches to azra's side and noah spends much of the rest of the war hunting him down/keeping him in check during battles

garvith, who ultimately flees the war during a critical encounter with azra (which also almost kills reina. oops) & that fucks noah up even more since he n garvith were kind of an item (in their own dragon/serpent way. advanced qpr)

noah's entire fucking drama revolves around a self-sustaining cycle of toxic loyalty and betrayal (where his own betrayal of damia is at the core) and he copes with what he did thru his unwavering loyalty to reina to his own and everyone else's detriment h.

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these were very fun so if anyone wants to send me more!! pls!!!! (oc page linked in description etc) uwwwwwu

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PARTY FAVOURS I CHAPTER 18

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TWs/Summary: We stan ✨women in science✨. Bruce uwu. Twitter social media AU nobody asked for. Stephen and Tony are dicks and I'm not talking about their anatomy. Setting up mood for Bruce smut, ngl. PTSD makes things spicy. I'm depressed so please be kind ✌🏻💀🙃

"I really do wonder how can you two fit those egos of yours in your pants," I kept my tone forcefully casual, cheerful even. "Why don't you just fuck already?"

I was met with stunned silence. Suddenly, the room seemed far too large and the people in much too quiet, staring at me with various expressions of horror obvious in their faces. As the strange friendship began developing between me and the team, my "outbursts" - how Steve liked to call them - lessened considerably. I had no need to provoke them into giving me attention, just striking up a casual chat was enough. The Avengers were great conversationalists, to my surprise.

Tony and Stephen, when paired, were the exception. I could count on one hand the amount of times they successfully came to a conclusion without fighting like cats and dogs. It was like each man had made it a personal mission to verbally top the other, more often than not resulting in a thirty-minute shitshow ending with one storming off in a dramatic flourish. It was mind-boggling how two supremely intelligent men could not find a way to communicate efficiently without infuriating the rest of the team.

Plus me. One way or another, I was almost always around. In the beginning, it was hilarious to see the free circus but it got old really quickly when they couldn't decide on dinner or a movie, leaving the rest of us starving and bored. Or the great Cloak debate - that one lasted days and the fussy thing was so upset, it point blank refused to part from Peter for a substantial amount of time. It's pretty fucking creepy that a semi-sentient, ancient piece of outerwear watches you when you sleep - just sayin'. I personally interjected with my own snark and sass whenever Tony and Stephen got too heated, successfully drawing the attention to myself. The fight broke up and I had amazing sex with Tony later, it was a win-win scenario.

Yet, Tony and Stephen didn't stop. To me, their way of "talking" (and I use that term loosely) looked a lot like unresolved sexual tension. Stephen frequently used his greater height to tower over Tony in a childish attempt to establish dominance; the engineer was no rookie and responded with extravagant peacocking such as "subtly" tapping the bracelet that hosted his nanotech suit or parading at dinner in a $30,000 custom made designer outfit. Because Tony could.

I was pleasantly surprised when Natasha started laughing at my remark. Full-blown, belly laugh. Those were rare, coming from the Widow, her usual mirth was quiet, sophisticated, just like her. Deadly (adorable). Bucky followed suit, snorting together with Clint and Loki.

Steve looked none too pleased with me. But then again, was he ever? "Doll, don't be rude."

"Brat," Bruce said at the same time, palming his face.

"People always call me a brat. And guess what, Steve?" I popped my hip, twirling a cotton candy pink coloured Dum-Dum between my fingers. "What can you do about it? Nothing," I shrugged, leaning my head against Bruce's shoulder affectionately.

Steve just shook his head in disappointment. "Can we get back on topic? Please?"

"Captain, I think that Stark..." Strange began talking with Tony dramatically groaning in the background and I instantly tuned out the useless babble. Steve should've been smarter and revoked speaking rights from Tony and Stephen. Or asked Loki to magically render them both mute for ten minutes.

"You're not wrong," Bruce quietly whispered next to my ear. "Ten bucks says Wanda meddles and those two finally work out their frustrations," The scientist hid a grin against my head. I felt the amused, giddy energy radiating off him like a plasma beam.

"I don't even have to bet," I rolled my eyes. "If she doesn't do it, I will."

Both Tony and Stephen were throwing me equally infuriated glances. One promised me a good, hard fucking and the other saw me a short, poisonous lecture on appropriate behaviour in the nearest future - you can guess which is which. If I had it my way, I'd skip the lecture and go straight to a hot, filthy threesome with two men twice my age. I wasn't blind, Strange was hot as hell and could be decent and even nice once in a blue moon.

He could, but he wouldn't be. I wanted that raw, unadulterated lust, tension so concentrated it walked the razor's edge between violent craving and repulsion. Ever since the incident with Clint, I had this ugly mess inside of me, like a live wire about to snap. My brain was constantly racing, darting between how utterly useless I am in a group of supers and embracing my normal-ness, amplifying it by hosting game nights and spending time trying to convince people to start a dungeons and dragons campaign. Or something.

My sleep was like Swiss cheese, riddled with holes where I stayed awake for one or two hours at a time in the middle of the night after waking up sweaty, with my heart hammering out of my chest. Sometimes I dreamt of Clint's lifeless, sickly white body, sometimes the whole room flooded with blood and I couldn't stop it no matter what, there was so much of it, I drowned in it, I startled up with the taste of it in my mouth. Rarely, the worst of it came - the one where Clint was alive as millions of millions of little fluorescent, poisonous jellyfish burst out of him and he screamed and screamed and screamed...

I had PTSD. Yay, me. As if my uselessness wasn't enough of a burden, my brain decided for me that it wasn't good enough that I saved Clint and now it was punishing me for being close to a group of people who routinely saved the WORLD.

I contemplated my usual habits - going to a party, getting trashed and dancing until my legs were numb. I just wanted to shut my brain off for a moment, give it a hard reset so-to-say, but with Tony on my back like a jet-pack, I didn't doubt he'd show up to the place and drag me out of there even if I was kicking and screaming. And he was a Stark, a billionaire, so visiting my dad in Cali wouldn't be possible on my own. Tony would gas up the jet and the rest of the team would find and excuse to tag along, too. As much as I loved being the baby menace who could get away with anything, I hated the way they all herded me, like I was an actual child. I couldn't get away from myself, not even for a moment.

I had the backup-backup plan and I was going to have to execute it. Desperate times, desperate measures. "I don't doubt y'all enjoy listening to Tony and Steph flirt," The nickname escaped unmoderated from my lips before I could catch myself. "But what are we doing for Halloween? I need to know if I gotta get a costume," Bruce chuckled next to me and wrapped an arm around me, happy for the distraction. Unlike me, the scientist was obligated to listen and participate in the avengers-themed discussion. Which was difficult because the engineer and the sorcerer constantly bickered, inadvertently taking over the talk.

"Halloween?" Steve groaned.

"We should do something," Bucky side-eyed his boyfriend. "For the children." Something told me he wasn't thinking of the children, at all. The man was positively leering, probably thinking about what kind of a tight suit he could convince Steve to squeeze into.

"A party!" Tony immediately exclaimed, interrupting Stephen mid-setence.

"Tony, no," Steve stated firmly.

"Tony, YES!" Clint perked up. "A snack bar. A bar-bar."

"I will not be helping you all if you get alcohol poisoning," Stephen crossed his arms.

"So it's a party," I stated firmly, throwing a contemplating look at Wanda and Pietro. The twins looked unsure but excited. I knew I could count on fellow young people to support my decision to have fun, dance a little, drink a little. Let loose. To nail my point, I turned to Bruce with a mischievous smirk. "Fifty bucks says Stephen is too stuck up to show up in costume."

"Beg pardon?!" The sorcerer exclaimed. His eyebrows threatened to meet his hairline.

"I think you give him too little credit, Princess," Bruce winked at me and we solemnly shook hands. It was great having a fellow partner in mischief. Loki's approving smirk just sealed the deal for me.

"It's not my fault you sometimes act like you have a stick up your butt," I gave in the way of explanation, shrugging my shoulders innocently in Stephen's direction. "I'm just pointing out the obvious."

"I don't dare to imagine what's been up yours," The sorcerer retorted dryly, in an uncharacteristically childish fashion, arms still crossed. It almost looked like he was pouting.

"Tony," I simply said, leering salaciously at the man.

"Ooh, kinky," Clint reached over and we promptly high-fived each other in the wake of multiple embarrassed groans emanating around the room. "Strange, you're a boring old man, get over it."

"And you regularly end up in dumpsters, Barton," Strange retorted quickly. "Not my idea of fun."

"You wouldn't know fun if it hit you in the face!" Tony grinned triumphantly, confident in his superiority over Strange. Look at that, the team was doing the work for me and I didn't even have to try.

"I'll show you fun," Stephen retorted darkly. It was obvious the man was planning something.

"Ok, boomer," I raised my eyebrows in muted satisfaction before turning around and grabbing Bruce to drag along with me. "I'm confiscating your best scientist to amuse myself. I am bored. We will go and do actual science whilst y'all argue. Bye."

My patience had run out. We were examining the parasites we found in the murder-anthropods-from-space, codename MAFS, courtesy of yours truly, and their amazing properties to penetrate cell membranes and feed on metals in organic life forms. Without Bruce's help I understood maybe half of it but he had the patience of a saint and dutifully and understandably explained to me the finer points of studying aliens. Signing half a dozen NDAs was never more worth it.

Steve's sigh consisted of 99% suffering and 2% disappointment. Natasha face-palmed silently in the corner, clutching a mug of coffee, a poster child for existential dread.

"Wait for me," Tony whined, going for the door and promptly being stopped by Steve pointing out the team needing his input on one mission or another. The engineer sighed. "Baby girl, don't let the green mean to start any experiments without me." Tony instructed, pointing an accusatory finger in our direction.

I clutched at Bruce dramatically, feigning hurt feelings and was rewarded with a swift motion of his arms. I shrieked delightfully at being thrown over the scientist's shoulder as he hastened his pace towards the elevator, hightailing it out of there. "I'd never snitch on science daddy," I wiggled my eyebrows in Tony's direction, sticking a hand down the back pocket of Bruce's pants, dangling over his shoulder like a happy sack of potatoes.

The lab smelled strongly of alcohol and bitter chemicals, the solution that Bruce developed to ensure the optimal state of the alien pathogens. The man's genius never ceased to amaze me: Bruce came up with the needed formula in the span of a few hours while running low on sleep, post a Hulk-out session.

We put on our protective gear - "science onesies" I called them - along with a respirator and goggles and set to the segregated part of the lab where the specimens were kept under a blue light. The glass wall between Bruce's and Tony's lab was dimmed; I reflected in it, looking positively futuristic in my double-stacked white platformed boots and white hazmat suit.

"Wait," I motioned to Bruce to come over.

"Oh, right, our music," He was already half-way to being in total Science Mode. "Friday, please put on the "Get Schwifty" playlist, 60% volume."

The playlist that me and Bruce came up with for our lab sessions. The man was such an adorable dork. Thirty percent my music, thirty percent of his indie rock shit and forty percent 00's bops. In other words, utter perfection.

I finally managed to fish out my phone from my pants. "No, let's take a selfie," I struck an impressive pose and pointed the camera as Avril Lavigne sung the first verse to Sk8r Boi.

Bruce laughed but abided by the request, giving me bunny ears in the photo, tapping the fingers of his other hand on my waist to the rhythm of the song.

"He was a skater boy, she said see ya later boy!" I sang along, switching my Instagram to stories and posting the short clip of us just vibing with the caption #sciencetime, Bruce laughing openly behind his respirator. I looked cute and silly in my outfit.

"Send the video to me, I'll post it on my Twitter," Bruce requested. I indulged him then put my phone away, ready to conquer the world of microbiology. Or die trying. Science was calling...

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SPOILERS - Tower of Dawn (Throne of Glass book 6)

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Okay this might be a long one.

The world is suffering because she got BORED?! And the Kings were just out destroying worlds while trying to find her. Wow. Random question, but does Maeve actually have any descendants? 🤔🤔🤔

They almost succeeded in saving themselves. Yay for Kadara getting help! Also I hope Falkan survives because the way he was talking to Nesryn about his niece, I think his niece is Lysandra. Which would be cool because it sounds like she’ll have a title. One that even the Lords of Terrasen couldn’t deny her.

Did Maeve have Fae warriors plant all of these books and clues to help her build defenses for when the Valg came back looking for her? Or were there Fae who figured out who she was and hid the information so future generations would figure it out and defeat her?

I’m still so torn about my feelings for Chaol. Like I’m glad he’s all better now, but going through his memories and thoughts like that just reminded me of how much of a stubborn, clueless, can’t make a damn decision to save his life, asshat he is. But then he and Yrene are so adorable ❤️ i just can’t fully hate him. It’s like a god damn yo-yo or rollercoaster. Anyway, he’s all better and set to raise an army to save Dorian so lets see how that unfolds shall we?

I knew it! I knew Yrene magic was going to be able to defeat the Valg. Yes! Damn parasites you’re going down once and for all!

Am I alone in finding it weird that Hasar seemed to go out of her way to give Chaol GOOD NEWS about Aelin winning a battle against Maeve? Even though we all know it came at great cost. That she had gathered Galan and his armada along with the Silent Assassins. That she herself had received the same request and promise of a better world. It almost seemed like she was ready to believe him, but not quite.

Of course it was Duva! The least suspect. But WHY did Chaol's spine have to break again? After all that work 😭���� Oh well, as long as he’s not being his woe is me self pitying self again we’re good.

Yrene proved twice that she can destroy the Valg inside the hosts which is great if the can get them to hold still long enough for the healers to work on them. In doing so she earns a favor with the Khagan and of course we all know what she’s going to ask for. His army to go with Chaol and fight with Aelin.

Nesryn family arrived and are safe, yay! 🥳 She picked Salkhi as her ruk! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

I’m gonna be honest I didn’t think the Khagan was going to name his Heir ever, but I’m glad he named Sartaq, and I hope he ends the whole kill your siblings thing, and they can’t have kids thing. But when she went to bow and he immediately stoped her and said ‘never from you.’ 😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍💞💞💞💞💞💞

Chaol and Yrene GOT MARRIED!!!! I guess when your lives are already tied together and you love each other it’s really the only logical thing to do. 🤷‍♀️

OH MY GOD Chaol finally looks at the note Yrene has been carrying around. I was holding my breath hoping he would recognize the handwriting and HE DID! I’m so proud. Out of all her planning and scheming she did not count on this one act of kindness to cause such a ripple. When she finds out, when Yrene finally finds out, because Chaol didn’t tell her anything except she might want to hold onto it for a while as someone else might want to see it, it’s going to be fantastic.

I know this is already super long, but I just have to say I was super reluctant to read this book because it felt like taking a step backward in the story, but I feel like it’s on the same level as The Assassins Blade. Where I’m glad I read it because I’ll understand more in the next book. Also I went into it thinking it was going to be all about Chaol, but it wasn’t. Yes he was a big part of it, but there was also Nesryn, and Yrene who both had their own stories. I can’t wait for them to meet up with Aedion and Lysandra/Aelin. That’s going to be interesting.

Alright I’m off to read Kingdom of Ash. Though I don’t know if my heart is ready.

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Ricin and Grey Rose play with robots!

Grey Rose went to visit Ricin since everything has turned either blue or pink and he doesn’t mind either he just wants to talk to someone who’s not wearing bright clothing for a once. As he arrives at Ricin’s lab to do some robotics testing to see if his mini robotic lizard can compete with Ricin’s robotic Crow. “Okay Ricin! I’m ready for battle!” He shouts.

Ricin was busy running from that parasite brat that wanted him to wear a bright color. “Uhh okay! But help me! With one of fresh’s children first! I hate pink!! I like black!! Help!” He shouts as he runs around the room as Grey spots that one parasite that likes to play with rich he doesn’t remember any of the or name but he knows she’s also part nightmare. “Great now I have to save you from a brat of a fresh child. What’s new?” He said sarcastically as he summon strings to stop the child in their place. Ricin was thankful as he set things up for the little race.

“So sorry but you brat of fresh and nightmare must go!” He shouts sending them to a different location away from the race.

After a bit of playing around and shouting the lizard robot came into first place as the crow sighs. “Well looks like my lizard is faster! Yay!! I’m the bomb!?” He shouts as he fixes his lizards up. Ricin gives him the metal they made for this little thing. “Well I did say I was running and crows were bugging that child off of me so thanks again you win fair and square now I must let you have this metal.” He said giving it up and smiles happily at you Grey Rose who went crazy happy and went to leave him to have coffee and more work.

Have fun.))

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How would each of the S/M and T boys react if they found out that their s/o's best friend had feelings for them (the s/o) and acted upon it from time to time such as cuddling them for extended periods of time, complimenting them or asking to spend time with them alone? Thanks for such amazing content btw, it's really entertaining; and semi-calmed my nerves down before my exams! ;v; So please keep going admins!

Thank you so much!! I’m so sorry this took so long to do! I (Nic has trimesters so she just started a new one I believe) have been swamped with finals as well so I relate big time! I’m really happy you enjoy our content! We strive to create large amounts of it within our posts so sometimes things take a while due to how much we put into each of our posts. I hope you did/are doing well on your finals! And now, without further delay, the content you asked for! (Yay!)

MUKAMI, TSUKINAMI & KINO

PART 1 OF 2–

THE SAKAMAKI BROTHERS:

SHU:

• He would see it as something that’s too much work to bother with at first.

• Although, the less time his s/o spends with him, the more bothered he gets. He will eventually take action.

•He wouldn’t waste time. He would be as blunt as possible about it, he’d probably even bring his s/o to the argument.

• “How indecent. You’re going after someone who’s already claimed, and you–” *lazily glances at his s/o* “–you’re allowing it. You really are lewd.”

• He doesn’t seem bothered by it but he’s actually steaming. He’ll make his s/o feel bad about it with, or without the best friend present.

• Eventually the best friend will get the hint and back off.

REIJI:

• He is  n o t  pleased.

• He thinks it’s extremely rude that the best friend is making advances towards someone who is clearly taken.

• He will immediately confront the best friend to put an end to it as soon as it starts budding.

• “I’m going to have to ask you to stop putting your hands on this person. I’m quite fond of them, as they are of me, and it’s disrespectful to see an outsider attempt to court someone who is clearly taken.”

AYATO:

• Oh man, he's  l i v i d. How dare someone else touch his s/o.

• They’re his.

• Only his.

• But apparently someone didn’t get the message.

• They need a reminder.

• “Oi! They aren’t going anywhere with you! Stop touching what’s not yours!”

• Ayato would physically pull his s/o away from the best friend.

• He’s not really big on public displays of affection, but he’ll make an exception because this friend needs to know exactly who his s/o belongs to.

• If the best friend didn’t back down, he’d probably end up in the infirmary with a broken nose and a healthy fear for the man who gave it to him.

LAITO:

• He thinks it’s cute someone else thinks they can please his s/o the way he can. He’s actually rather amused by it.

• He humours the friend by letting his s/o go, knowing nothing will come of it because they will refuse any further advances.

• Laito even asks his s/o if they would like to be with the best friend instead.

• “No.” The s/o is always quick to reply. Laito is like a drug, and his s/o is addicted.

• Nothing else would ever be able to satisfy them. The best friend, tired of rejection, eventully just stops asking.

• Laito, delighted by his victory, will smirk and tell them: “They were never yours to have. Isn’t that obvious now? They’re mine. They’ll always be mine. The likes of you couldn’t possibly hope to take them away from me.”

• The whole thing was very fun for him–like a game he knows he’ll win.

KANATO:

• He does not take it well.

• He’ll throw a tantrum, lashing out at the best friend for always being so close to his s/o and asking to be alone with them.

• No. Not allowed.

• “WHY DO YOU NEED TO BE ALONE WITH THEM? THAT’S MY S/O! GET YOUR HANDS OFF THEM BEFORE I CUT THEM OFF.”

• He’s angry at his s/o too when they get home after seeing their best friend.

• “You reek of that person! Do I need to gouge your eyes out so you’ll only look at me? YOU SAID YOU HAVE EYES ONLY FOR ME!”

• He’ll grab his s/o away from them with a bruising grip. Expect thick, dark lines around the upper arms and wrists.

• He’ll threaten the best friend to leave you alone–and if he doesn’t kill them, they’ll definitely not come near you ever again.

• He’ll be less grouchy after that, but will definetely be more clingy to his s/o when out in public.

• It takes a while before he lets his s/o talk to pretty much anyone again.

SUBARU:

• This is all hitting him like a brick.

• He’s a mess.

• He can’t stop thinking that maybe his s/o would be better off with the best friend instead of him. He is a parasitic monster after all. Maybe…it would be better if he let his s/o go.

• But he doesn’t want to. He just doesn’t know how to express that.

• He wants–no, /needs/–his s/o in his life.

• “Why would you want to be with me–a monster–when you have someone like them!”

• He’ll need a lot of reassurance that his s/o isn’t going to leave him, even if he doesn’t want to hear it.

• He’ll try and distance himself from his s/o because it hurts him to smell someone else on their skin.

• His s/o will need to cut off connections with the best friend for things to get back to normal. And if they truly love him, they will.

[wykart]

13 x Missy

Sooo I wrote a fic for the first time in a lonnnng time (and the first one for doctor who). It’s just a bit of angsty fluff + a bit of sadnesss

Fandom: Doctor Who

Pairing: Missy/Thirteenth Doctor

Synopsis: The Master is dying after being lasered in the back by her shitty dick twin and the doctor returns to save her (yay) 

The starless sky stretches out above her, bright fires reflecting in her eyes – she started those fires – so she can’t exactly complain. The doubled-edged knife in the back had been one thing – but now – she was to be consumed by the very monsters she created. She may not have stood with the doctor, but she fell all the same. She hopes that the doctor understood what she had meant, the knowing look in the eyes and the blade pressed against his side (I am going to stop him. I will stop him so that he can become the one you know now. One more nudge towards the waters of change he goes). It was fitting that the one who ended her was herself, it was an exemplar of personal growth taken to a comical extreme. Now, she is lying on a Mondasian colonist ship, paralysed and halfway dead, watching the world burn up. This time, she watches from the inside, instead of from a vantage where she can spectate with glee as death rears its head to feast. She wonders if anyone is watching now. Little does she realise; there is.  

Amongst the explosions of carnage surrounding, she doesn’t notice their approaching footsteps. Missy is startled when a face fades into view - a kind expression that blocks those fires above that were teasing her so mercilessly.

She glows, the warring fires behind her a ringed halo around her form, casting down upon her darker scalp while platinum ends dance in the breeze – a breeze conjured by a ship being eaten up by the vacuum of space, but peaceful all the same. Her face is dashed with the ashes of war, eyes wide and concerned – an intoxicating mixture of forest green and earthy tones that reflect the icy pools staring upwards.

Missy tries to move, but instead feels the full extent of her paralysis. The new arrival notices, however, picking up on the slightest twitch of an eyelid or tightening tendon in the face. Hope spreads across the woman’s face in a golden grin. “Hello there.” The woman reaches down to touch the other’s face, a gentle gesture brushing a coil of brown hair aside from skin doused in dirt and tears. “I’m sorry I didn’t come back sooner, but this black hole made things a bit of a chore, let alone crossing my own time stream. I was able to lock onto this place as a previous location in the tardis matrix, then track any Gallifreyan life signs – there aren’t too many of them around after all – and… I’m rambling aren’t I?” The doctor glances back at missy apologetically. Missy smiles, curling her lips to a thin upturn, the best she can do in her current condition.

“Hello.” she whispers.

The doctor chuckles, a mirthful laugh brought new joy on new lips. She flashes Missy a winning smile. “Hello.” They spend a mere moment gazing into each other’s eyes before the doctor springs up. “Right then!” She exclaims, and begins pacing the dusty landscape while waggling her sonic screwdriver around like an idiot. Same old Thete.

“Now Missy, I’m afraid there’s not much I can do for you, you’re going to have to regenerate.” Missy wishes she could roll her eyes, maybe offer a sarcastic remark or two - but is instead left essentially lifeless. She thinks perhaps that the doctor is enjoying this a little too much. You really do underestimate me you know, she imagined herself saying, I crafted the device myself, there is no chance of regeneration. “I know what you’re thinking, that regeneration is impossible, but I believe I might just have found a way around that.” The doctor smirks, throwing her screwdriver into the air and catching it. Oh this one’s smug alright, some things never change. “Overriding the mechanism requires a surge of regeneration energy far more powerful than a single cycle, perhaps more than a full set, and all from one source as well blimey - quite the weapon I might add - brilliant, but altogether a little contradictory to your new and improved goodness.”

“Luckily for you, I have plenty of regeneration energy to spare, a charitable donation from the Gallifreyan high council in fact - though I won’t blame you for that oversight, I would never have suspected it myself considering my somewhat rocky relationship with that charming bunch.” She rounds on Missy, her eyes flashing gold as regeneration energy surges behind them. Suddenly, Missy realises what she is about to do, and wishes that she could protest. “Anyway, I think that I might just have a near infinite number of regenerations – that’s quite enough to spare I think.” She smiles again. Happy, Missy thinks to herself, so happy. Doesn’t she realise that this could kill her? The worst of it is; she probably does.

“Alright then,” the doctor said, rubbing her hands together and blowing starlight from her lips, as if kindling a small flame. “Here goes nothing.”

The doctor bends down beside missy, inching closer. She places each of her glowing hands upon Missy’s cheeks softly. Her face grows lax, expression softening as her lips part slightly, letting bright particles flow from them, flooding life and movement into her patient. She kisses her, soft and slow and deliberate - as much a procedure as an affectionate gesture - and missy is overwhelmed by a mixture of power and love. A soft golden glow envelops them both, energy coursing from one to the other, like breath pushed back into her lungs, wrenching her back to life. Missy feels each nerve activate one by one, a tingling sensation as feeling and autonomy returns. The doctor helps her to her feet. Standing up, she no longer finds her self having to crane her neck up to meet the doctor’s eyes. It’s a welcome change.

The doctor exhales a sigh of relief. “Phew, I’m okay!”

“Wasn’t that part of your plan?” Missy teases, finally to snark this idiot as much as she deserves.

“Well, sure it was part of it. But I didn’t think it would actually work!” She laughs and links her arm through Missy’s, striding out enthusiastically and dragging Missy along with her. Arm in arm, they trek across the desolated forest, embers dancing on the winds of battle, towards the tardis.  

Missy can feel the next one along, feel it ready to burst forth into the world and bring a new age with it – like a child’s tooth, clinging to the gum by a strand of mangled skin, the new pearly white waiting in the space it will leave behind, ready to come through and bite.

It’s strange, she’s never felt the same sentimental connection with her incarnations like the doctor did, and she had always considered them foolish to do so. It probably has something to do with her past as a parasitic body snatcher, or perhaps her sheer number of incarnations, a constant plight for extended life that blinded her from the individual pleasures of a renewed consciousness. Even so, other time lords were never quite as sentimental, or as dramatic, as the doctor when it came to regeneration. To the doctor, it was something akin to death, and missy supposed it was to do with the mortal company he kept, who could not sense that underlying essence that lived in each incarnation, or overcome the superficial aspects of existence. He had adapted to that mortal way of thinking, all those infants he surrounded himself with weeping for him... her, she corrected. How could she forget.

She stood now – the doctor – fiddling around with the tardis console as if she had some idea of what she was doing. She wore an abominable mix of clothes as usual; baggy blue ¾ pants held by revolting yellow suspenders over a striped top. At least the coat was in good taste, and the look of it billowing out behind her as she strode the scene was admirably dramatic. The doctor had never shared the master’s sense of style.

“You copied me.” Missy teases.

“Well, it was bound to happen eventually. To be honest, I was beginning to think I’d developed a fault. Besides, you’re much prettier.” She casts missy a sarcastic, sultry look. Missy rolls her eyes.

“Well dear, that’s a given.” A sharp stab of pain lurches through her hearts and she stumbles forwards against the console, gasping for breath. “Why is it taking so long, I’m itching to get this over with.” She groans.

“No, you’re not,” the doctor sighs matter-of-factly. “You’re scared.”

Missy scoffs. “I’m not scared, you ridiculous old fool.”

“Yes, you are,” she steps away from the console and meets missy’s eyes.  “You’re and sad too. You spent a long time as missy, you changed so much.” She gathered Missy’s hands in her own, glowing with yellow light and buzzing with energy, with potential. “You’re not ready to let that go.” She whispers.

“Don’t be stupid.” Missy snatches her hands away, forcing the regeneration energy down again. Not yet. The doctor raises an eyebrow, as if Missy has just proven her right. “Oh, shut up,” Missy snaps. “I’m not being sentimental, I just really liked this one. I mean look at me,” she does a little twirl in her purple skirt, though it’s ravaged and caked with dirt, “I’m gorgeous.” The doctor smirks, a loving, but knowing smile. It’s infuriating. “You sure you want me blasting off in here – new regeneration cycle, and a borrowed one at that – it might ruin your pretty little control room.”

“It’s ok,” the doctor says, knocking her fist against the glass cylinder extending from the console, invoking a warbled sound from within, “she’s a resilient one.”

Missy smiles, and feels a sadness stretch through her like poison – a melancholic affliction of the blood planted by the doctor, spreading through her veins. It was a promise of stars, a promise of adventure. A promise made on the crimson grass fields of Gallifrey under silver canopies and a dark, beckoning sky. [Stand with me, it’s all I’ve ever wanted. Me too.]

“I wanted to stand with you, I was going to come back. I –“

“Missy,” the doctor interrupted, her voice suddenly gentle and series. “Everything you’re about to say, I already know.” Why, why does the doctor have to be so forgiving, after everything she’s done… “You’re here now, and I have a promise to keep.” [Every star, you and me, you watch us run.]

Missy nods, staring down, trying to take in everything she’s feeling, the feeling of being herself, being Missy. “Isn’t it funny that I ended where I started,” she begins, and – to her horror – she is close to tears, “that I always knew on some subconscious level, what was going to happen in the end.”

“That you’d double-cross yourself like the cunning bastard you are and secure both your birth and your demise.” The doctor replies snidely, coming to face her.

“Well, when you put it like that it sounds rather obvious but… yes. Oh listen to me go on with my poetry,” she sighs, “I sound like one of your pets.”

“Friends, missy, and it’s time you learned the difference.” She reaches out and places her hands on Missy’s shoulders, staring deep into her glassy eyes.

“It’s never felt like this before regenerating. Timelords aren’t supposed to feel like this.”

“Like what?”

“Like they’re dying.” And listen to her, lamenting ‘oh the pain, oh the misery.’ It’s weakness, all of it. But, she doesn’t believe that, not anymore.

Before she can beat herself up about it any more, however, the doctor leans in – just a fraction – and brushes her with a soft kiss. It’s enough to set her hearts racing, every cell in her body screaming their need to stay alive. The doctor reaches up and cups Missy’s cheek gently, and – Missy is relieved to see – she is tearing up as well. Sentimental idiot. Her cheeks are flushed, and her blonde hair hangs about her face in ragged tufts, sticking out at odd angles in the heat, the energy surging.  

“Koschei, listen to me,” she says, her hands now clasped loosely behind Missy’s neck, “you are so very strong.” She emphasises every word, a whisper. To her dismay, the doctor steps back, letting her fingers linger and brush her shoulder as she backs away, smiling sadly. Showtime.

Missy gulps back tears and returns the doctor’s smile as she finally allows that humming, all-consuming energy to course through her. She can feel it, the walls of the dam burst and crumbling to a flood of gold, of life. Looking the doctor in the eyes, she whispers one final message.

“I don’t want to go.”

[pokemagines]

giovanni, colress, cyrus & guzma + s/o being used as leverage against them

delightfulsepsis asked: hi, could i request Giovanni, Colress, Cyrus, and Guzma's response to their s/o being used as leverage against them (and injured in the process)? if that's okay, thank you.

a/n: sorry this took so long! i’m finally getting back into the groove of doing asks. it’s my summer vacay so yay me :sun: signed, mod elesa. minor tw for violence, cursing and mentions of gore???

giovanni

he’d be furious. of all the civilians to be rounded up, it just had to be you who proton brought back to headquarters. you knew nothing of giovanni’s mafia life, and to see him hovering ominously above you, grief-stricken, broke your heart into pieces. he just... looked apologetic that you had been brought into his twisted world. proton, acknowledging the relationship between the two of you, decides to play a little game.      + “hey, boss, is this one giving you a hard time? i can rough her up nice if ya want~♡” proton sneers, and giovanni immediately jumps to your defense.       “touch her, proton, and i will kill you myself.”       “ah, geez, boss, you’re no fun,” he says, pouting. “but one kick should be enough, right?” proton launches a full-force kick straight into your gut, your groan of pain sending giovanni into a rage.       “proton!” his voice bellows, his fist clenched at the sight of you doubled over. “my office, now!”

colress

another trainer was found resisting team plasma’s liberation and knocked out two grunts, proceeding to run until she was apprehended by another trio of grunts. that trainer just so happened to be you, colress’ fiancee. and now, you lay with your limbs belted to a table and your mouth gagged. a taller, gruff grunt mumbles something about ‘brainwashing’ and ‘experimentation’ as the shock of blue hair enters your vision.      + now, colress handled surprise quite well. this brainwashing procedure was nothing new to him. he sighed as he took a gander at the latest test subject, and dropped the scalpel on the ground in shock.       oh, no. oh my god, is that... “[y/n]?”      the gruff grunt (who seemed to be a supervisor of some sort) raised an eyebrow. “colress, are you familiar with this woman?”      if he said yes, you’d be killed. if he said no, you’d be killed. if he said anything, you’d be killed. colress, hands shaking, picked the scalpel up from the ground and looked into your eyes.      “run on my signal,” he mouths to you. you nod, teary-eyed at the man who, had he not recognized you, would have torn into your skin with no hesitation.       you’ve never seen a scalpel fly so fast across a room with such accuracy that it nailed someone in the eye, but here you were, witnessing it. the gruff grunt cried out in pain, and colress started undoing your restraints. “get out of here, [y/n]! please! i’ll find you, i promise!”      the last you saw was him tearing the scalpel out of the man’s eye as you ran around the corner, thankful you didn’t glimpse the aftermath.

cyrus

cyrus had never been in such a pickle. on his left, mars held a gun to your head; on the right, dawn, lucas and barry threatened you with battle. interfering in one scenario would mean the end of your plans — or the end of a life, one he held dear.       + “boss, i hate to betray you like this, but if you don’t continue the ritual... i’ll have to kill her,” mars grins, chuckling darkly. “are you really going to let a woman and some children stand in your way?”      “cyrus, please don’t do it! if you summon giratina, you’ll be awakening something you can’t control!” dawn yells, tears in her eyes. “please! the world depends on it!”      “shut up, you bitch!” mars growls, her skuntank and purugly moving to surround the three trainers. “skuntank, purugly, subdue those brats!”      for a split second, mars takes the gun away from your head. that’s all cyrus needed.      a dark force knocks the gun out of mars’ hand; cyrus is thrown backwards, and the three kids cry out in awe. giratina emerges from the depths of spear pillar, red eyes glowing ominously. cyrus stands, facing giratina.       “giratina,” cyrus begins, stars in his eyes as the god of the distortion world towers over him. “take me and my wife to your palace.”      in a flash, you’re warped out of existence alongside cyrus, who clutches your hand tightly as you enter giratina’s dimension. the portal closes as quickly as it opened; mars is left dumbfounded, spewing curses as dawn holds lucas and barry in relief.      “if we can’t be safe in that world, at least we’ll be safe in hell.”

guzma

sometimes, guzma wonders what lusamine would’ve been like had she not been possessed by nihilego. sometimes, guzma wonders how the situation could’ve turned out — maybe you could’ve been resting at home instead of him watching nihilego take over your body. maybe he could’ve seen something other than that parasite entering your body, distorting you, poisoning you, as lusamine’s cackles echo in his head. maybe... it could’ve been different.      + “lusamine, tell nihilego to let her go!” guzma cried, trying to hold back the tears in his eyes.      nihilusamine simply grinned, head twisting to the side. “it’s too late for that, my dear guzma~ nihilego seems to like her fleshy body!”      guzma, sickened by the comment, releases golisopod from his pokeball. “buddy, get that fuckin’ parasite off our girl!” golisopod chirps before charging the nihilego holding you hostage. nihilusamine continues to cackle, the awful sound echoing throughout the caverns of ultra space.      out came scizor, masquerain and pinsir to knock out the parasites circling around them. his head spins; if he loses you, he loses everything. if he lets that woman win...       no, he won’t. he won’t let her win. with renewed determination, the battle explodes.

[fahrni]

Saturday Morning Coffee

It’s early in the Fahrni household as I’m composing this post. I’ve been waking up fairly early since the knee surgery and this morning is no exception.

Overall things have been moving in the right direction. My movement is definitely improving and my pain levels are way, way, down.

Since I’ve become more mobile I was able to make coffee on my own this morning with the aid of my walker. There has to be a good old man with walker joke in there somewhere. 👨🏼‍🦳

CNN: ”The Justice Department removed 11 sets of classified documents from former President Donald Trump’s Mar-a-Lago residence while executing a search warrant this week for possible violations of the Espionage Act and other crimes, according to court documents unsealed and released on Friday.”

Of course TFG will get off without so much as a scratch. My faith in our democratic institutions is waning. I fear future historians — if they’re allowed to exist — will struggle to understand how we could piss it all away.

MotorTrend: ”Out of the 8.9 million barrels of gasoline consumed daily in the U.S. on average, only 1.8 million gallons, or approximately 20 percent, actually propel an internal combustion vehicle forward. The other 80 percent is wasted on heat and parasitic auxiliary components that draw away energy. As the world begins its shift to EV proliferation, the good news is electric vehicles are far more energy efficient on the road.”

On a positive note, EV’s are good! YAY! 🥳

Would I like to have one? Yep, I certainly would. I’m very cheap when it comes to cars so I’ll be waiting for the prices to drop dramatically before considering purchase of one.

Eventually we’ll have one.

The Verge: ”Last week, California’s DMV accused Tesla of falsely advertising its Autopilot and FSD features, alleging that the company made ‘untrue or misleading’ claims about its vehicles’ autonomous driving capabilities. The DMV’s action could result in the suspension of Tesla’s licenses to produce and sell cars in California, but the agency may not go that far.”

Speaking of electric vehicles. It seems Tesla is finally receiving the scrutiny they need to make their cars safer.

This curmudgeon believes Full Self Driving care are a pipe dream without full infrastructure support. That means roads should know to support cars with self driving capacity. Two way, active, communication.

Felix Krause: ”The iOS Instagram and Facebook app render all third party links and ads within their app using a custom in-app browser. This causes various risks for the user, with the host app being able to track every single interaction with external websites, from all form inputs like passwords and addresses, to every single tap.”

Meta(Facebook), what a scumbag company.

They need that user data so badly they implemented their own browser code. Of course if you open pages using the external browser, Safari, this scummy practice doesn’t work.

More like this. https://t.co/twq2zcTgL8

— Derek Powazek (@fraying) August 11, 2022

I really hope Beto O’Rourke can pull a rabbit out of a hat and win the Texas Gubernatorial election this year.

I know some folks needed their fainting couches when they heard someone say “motherf*cker”, but don’t say a word when there is a mass murder in their state.

To me this says we have a man, a very serious man, trying to solve serious problems against the backdrop of extremism.

Dropping a curse word in the proper context can drive home a point.

It was perfect.

Variety: ”Disney has set pricing and date for the U.S. launch of the version of Disney+ with ads, while also hiking the monthly price of the Disney+ tier with no ads. It’s also going to raise rates for Hulu — both ad-supported and ad-free versions — and introduce new Disney Bundle options.”

Well it continues to look like all that cheap, awesome, streaming is finally coming to an end. I can’t blame these companies for ratcheting up prices and offering an ad supported tier.

I know we’ve had many discussions about which service(s) to drop and Disney+ seems to be a lock because of the grandkids. 😄

This is a landmark event in 1Password history: The first time we’ve ever shipped both our iOS and Android apps on the same date with complete feature parity between them. It’s been a massive lift by our teams, and I couldn’t be prouder.

— Michael Fey (@MrRooni) August 9, 2022

Congratulations to the entire 1Password team. What a huge milestone!

It’s so satisfying to ship a new product. I haven’t installed it yet, but most certainly will at some point. It is a really spectacular service and worth checking out if you need password management for your family and/or multi platform password management.

Ars Technica: ”With Tesla stock on a rebound, Musk has just sold $6.9 billion worth of shares in his electric car company, a move disclosed in regulatory filings on Tuesday. Musk got an average of $869 for the shares, which is significantly more than the $628 that TSLA shares were trading at in late May.”

Gotta get those billions somewhere to pay that big Twitter $54.20 per share price tag later in the year.

Also, Mr. Musk, I still have the perfect domain for you.

I hope your enjoyed your coffee and the links. ☕️

[shytiff]

Small September Wins

1 - its JK's birthday, and BTS also got #1 Billboard 🥺 and then dave uploaded a video of him shaving his eyebrows. Somehow theres a lot of stuff happening as Sept starters! I hope all goes well in this month. Aamiin. DL, 6P

2 - DL, e (exercise), finished to 4 padi (took a while, but i still try to be proud), watched in the soop ep 2 yay!!!

3 - DL, e, edited 3 articles, 5P. Drank janjiw’s hazelnut latte and im still not sleepy (its currently 11 pm). like usually bcs i dont move a lot and its a boring routine day to day, im not 100% “awake”. most of the time im running on probably 90-95%, like there’s still that feel of tiredness looming behind, a slight feel on the head. (except after exercise or freshly woken up and bathed) but after coffee, my head doesnt feel the usual tiiiny weight, my eyes somehow feel like they’re fully open lmao. i see the bed and im not even thinking abt laying down and sleeping. my head feels clearer, if that makes sense. is this how other ppl feel all the time? but i feel sbux’s coffee doesnt quite have the “effect” on me like janjiw do. maybe bcs it’s arabica vs robusta. and today my back feels somewhat strong and not tired!! my legs were sore from yesterday but i can sit and do stuff for a while and not feel like ugh on my back

4 - DL, edited 1 article, MPI briefing

5 - DL, planned to run and i even changed but the weather turns SUNNY all of the sudden, and when i change back into normal clothing the suns gone lmao, watched parasite (and afterwards seeing the posters and tidbits about it), ordered damm eat (quite good, but the butter rice was a bit lacking), attended ma 50th anniv on zoom and wadah gerabah (kdm's seminar on financial planning)

6 - DL, e, 2P, ordered koper bebek pak boss (kgn!!! Taste good and oily as always just the way i like it), finished listening to Tentang Anak: Montessori just bcs i was curious

7 - DL, 2K (kompre lisan kak shela), A, the lecture was all day long so its a great distraction while im fasting, the dinner was spicy chicken so i was chugging a lot of water and my stomach was half water half food

8 - DL, D (Dhuha), 15K

9 - DL, 5K, met up with atikah and lau @ mcd citra 7, talked about coding design and branding (a refreshment from medschool vibezz), did delirium ppt for thursday submission (amazed i didnt do it 2 hrs before deadline)

10 - DL, pelatihan apd, google meets with shiko to do delirium ppt, edited 2 articles

11 - DL, E, 8K, wow nemos first webinar is finally published

12 - DL, e, joons birthday!!!!, eidcp (shock and pain), in the soop 4, mpi briefing, played among us with shiko

13 - DL, 20K, 3IKK (Cicil soal DK IKK)

14 - nugas EA bersama manusia2 terstruktur dan rapih anti deadliner club im like wow so this is how other rotations work? lmaooo

15 - DL, did KMKP QA together with B9, cicil DK IKK but my progress was sooo slow, slept in early even though i dont deserve it since i can feel the looming fatigue

16 - DL, lazed around the first half of the day wtf tif ingat kompre :((((, read kak diptas note on acls but i forgot it already (its only been a couple hrs) fkdigital obesity, did DT EA

17 - ask something for the first time in mpi class by my own will lmao. Todays class was very spontaneous. Listed sponsors contacts. DL, 3k

18 - DL, sent soal pld to alya, qc soal pld, finished ppt 1 hr before discussion, slept in until 9 am, my mood feels better after playing among us and werewolf with candra jiwa. i was alive until the very last seconds until i finally died and the evil won. i for sure CANNOT be a detective. Played until 12 am. my sour soul was cheered up, so glad i joined

19 - DT resume submission while lying in bed, kompre briefing, in the soop 5 while exercising (Emi Wong, standing HIIT), rapat sponsor nemo, read PPK Primer, diskusi asinkronus, my will to do things deteriorated again

20 - DL, hamstring and glutes sore af, 4IKK, read some PPK Primer, played among us with dajen and anak merpati, group call w shiko

21 - DL, did geriatri assignment, cicil ikk (even though turned out i did the wrong questions ffffffff), cbl at night from 19:30-21:00. Tried indomaret point's baper coffee and it did make me focus more on my laptop and deadlines to catch. Bts tiny desk concert omg!!!

22 - DL, cicil IKK as always~ geriatri discussion, drank indomaret points caramel latte and studied a bit for kompre. Somehow my stomach is less bloated when i drink coffee the night before :/

23 - DL, 1A, kompre study, dk ikk 17:00, coffee (palm sugar, indomaret point). Im not drowning in assignment... Yet

24 - DL, EA task training and simulation, cbl from 13:00-17:00 powered by sbux vanilla latte, passed out until 20:00, ate sum food, did DT

25 - wtf its friday already?!, DL, task training, spontaneous J-2 announced meeting with dr Dyah, tried ara's cake, rapat nemo and sponsor nemo, caramel macchiato~, ICORPS RSUI, cicil ikk terosss

26 - DL, have no will to do stuff, read some bitly kompre, ordered burgushi chicken mentai, cicil IKK

27 - 1A, alhamdulillahh finished reflection after a lot of stumped moments, it literally took me a day to make wtf. Its only 2 pages. And thats about it lmaooo. Played among us with solid

28 - DL, 1A, woke up at 11 am lmao, horein sam, cicil dk ikk, group call shiko. Didnt do a lot od things today but my mood is definitely better

29 - DL, will sleep at about 11 pm ish (slept through prof men’s lecture huhu) --> after posting this played my phone and slept at 12, anamnesis practice with ness ren, finished tugas harian geri

30 - DL, anam geri, finished status, and then did nothing else except reading painter of the night :(((( i didnt even do ikk. I got no fighting spirit today