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I very often call my family members āfucking stupid shitheadsā and I say it with love
#Iām at that fun part of my depression cycle where I dread my future#or maybe itās my anxiety. idk either/or. perhaps all of the above#so Iām like trying to think of how I could get out of this. what I should do with myself. and if itās achievable#bc I could think of reasons why I should keep living all day shit I have a whole ass list of things Iād like to do#but I have to convince myself that I can actually do them. and if theyāll even be worth the trouble#sure I could keep on living but will things actually get better? and if they do get better will they be better as in āI love my lifeā#or better as in āwell Iām not so bored and I donāt feel like I want to disappear anymoreā?#is that all I have to look forward to?#I donāt think ADHD meds will help me to achieve anything bc I donāt have anything in me.#I think the meds will help me to be a fucking loser with a better memory#but I digressāback to the fam. living with the fam is unbearable. and they wonder why Iām such a control freak#my parents simultaneously think Iām useless and want me out but also want to keep me around so they can exploit me#which is crazy to me bc if I were a parent and had a kid like me Iād be so content. like sure they grew up to be a fucking loser#but theyre MY loser. they stick around and they love me and theyāre considerate and actually try to help run the house#they make money to contribute and theyāre honest and forgiving and empathetic. whatās not to love? whatās not to appreciate?#but if I leave then Iāll be alone. nobody will want me. Iām too weird and unattractive and unaccomplished#too neurotic. too miserable. too mean. huh#negative#depression#adhd#my bullshit
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i've talked about jon & jordan here. but honestly, jeremy would pretty much get along a lot better with natalie.
#she'd be a really dear friend to him i'm sure#& part of the fam too bc why not?#anywyas i had a problem with my pc but i'm back :)#ā āā āŗ Ā ā not in the lab right now / ooc ā
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twin flame - t.c.
a/n: I wasnāt going to post this but I couldnāt resist it so here it is. Iāll probably make 2 or 3 more parts of this. Enjoy!
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tchalamet 1095 days with you. thank you for making me the luckiest guy on earth. so ready for round four. letās do it again, my twin flame.
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yourusername letās gooo šš»šš»šš»
tchalamet šŗš»šŗš»šŗš»
yourusername loveyouloveyouloveyou
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zendaya š„¹š„¹š„¹
robertdowneyjr happy anniversary you two, kiddos.
yourusername thank you š„ŗ
tomholland2013 so happy for you two mate!
tchalamet thank you so much brother!
ynmybaby AWWWW šš
ynandtimmy did he just call her his twin flame??? š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹
timotheefan15 YES HE DID SIS š¤§š¤§
timochalamtt time flies š„¹š¤§
timmyfan i remember the day i learned they were dating š„²
ynfan2 iām so happy for them š
pauline.chalamet HAPPY 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY BABIES šš„¹āØ
tchalamet THANK YOU PAAAAAULINE!!! š«š¦š
timmytimmy EVERYONE, SAY THANK YOU ZENDAYA FOR INTRODUCING THESE TWO
ynmybaby Thank you Zendaya! ā¤ļøā¤ļø
ynandzendayafan Thank you sooo much queen!!
timofann thank you Zendaya!!!!
ynandtimmy Thank you queen!
tchalamet THANK YOU ZENDAYA!!!!
zendaya youāre welcome my babies!!
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yourusername 3 years, 1095 days. yet i still feel like we met yesterday. i canāt and probably never will get enough of you. letās do it again, mon amour.
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tchalamet i love you so much it hurts.
yourusername good to know our feelings are mutual sir.
florencepugh crying rn š„ŗš
chanelofficial Happy Anniversary you two!
timofann Chanel celebrating their ambassadors anniversary. Wowza š«Ø
zendaya seeing you two so happy makes me feel like crying iām not even kidding
yourusername babyyyy š
zendaya iām a proud mama
yourusername love ya mama
ynmybaby i love their friendship so much š„ŗ
zendayafann I adored them since their Disney times š
ynandzendayafan and look at them now. they found their soulmates and living their best life š„¹
ynsbabygirl they deserve it š«¶š»
tomholland2013 love you guys!!!
yourusername love you too!!!
ynsbabygirl itās supposed to be 4 years but- š
chalafann ugh I wish they never broke up but Iām grateful bc theyāre happy now.
ynmybaby not Kylie liking the post š
timmytimmy i was laughing for hours
ynsbabygirl iām so embarrassed for her
randomuser why? what did i miss? š„²
timotea0 long story short, according to some āsourcesā kylie and timothee was dating since the new years. kris jenner and some pr team fueled the story by some pics but none of them actually worked. bc even though him and yn broke up at that time he was still so in love with her so he denied everything about the rumors and admitted that he was still in love with yn. then tom holland and zendaya made them get back together.
randomuser oh god, what a loser she is.
timotheefan15 ikr
kidcudi you guys are so cute
stephanebak my guy and my girl being the cutest couple
pauline.chalamet ok but when are you gonna be my sister officially????
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ynandtimmy WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
ynmybaby Y/n Chalamet era soon?????
timmychalamet9 omg omg omg omg
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voguemagazine Y/n L/n and TimothĆ©e Chalamet are recently seen at a dinner in Venice with Zendaya and Tom Holland, celebrating the coupleās anniversary.
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ynmybaby my fam š„°š„°š„°
ynsbabygirl i think theyāre on a well deserved vacation together š¤§
timotheefan1 they are! š„¹
ynandtimmy the way he looks at her š„ŗ
zendayafan i love their friendship so much
tomhollandfann seeing them together makes me even more excited for their upcoming movies and euphoriaās new season! I miss Zendaya and Y/n together!
ynsbabygirl same here! I still canāt decide which one should i go first. Y/n and Tomās or Dune 2???
zendayafan0 ok but i need all of them in a movie together š©
timotheefan15 same girl same š¤§
chalafann i love how he nuzzles his head on her neck awwwww
ynandzendayafan theyāre having so much fun š„¹
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zendaya sisters having fun. period.
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yourusername so youāre not gonna mention how you tried to sink me into the water huh??
zendaya i have no idea what youāre talking about miss
tomholland2013 should i be offended by the way you didnāt post at least one picture of us or..? You didnāt even mentioned that we took them :(
tchalamet you should get used to it broš„²
tomhollandstan LMAOOO
ynsbabygirl aww poor boys lolll
ynmybaby POWER DUO š
zendayafan45 SLAYYY š
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tommyfan1 you two are sooo cute
zendayafan9 love you guyss
florencepugh i missed you two š„ŗ
yourusername we missed you too bby š¤§
zendaya come over so we can ditch the boys and hang out together!!!
tchalamet ouch
tomholland2013 hey!
tayrussell cuties ā¤ļø
yourusername ššš
zendaya love youuu
ynandzendayafan MOTHERS!! š
ynsbabygirl i want what they have š©
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tomholland2013ās story
#timothƩe chalamet#timothee chalamet#x reader#instagram au#timothee chalamet x reader#celebrity reader#timothƩe chalamet x reader#timothee x reader#social media au#social media#smau#zendaya#tom holland#timothee imagine#timothee chalamet imagine#timothee chalamet x you#timothee x you#timothee chalamet social media au#timothee x y/n#timothee fluff
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Crack AU treated seriously: Diomdes goes to Ithaca with a twist
So this would generally be your typical Diomedes going to Ithaca AU. Presumably after getting exiled (? Is there a better word for it?), instead of going to modern day Italy he goes to Ithaca under the impression that heāll see Odysseus there. But, of course he doesnāt because The Odyssey is happening. The twist that makes NO SENSE and is just purely my want to see my platonic rarepair happen (Telemachus and Neoptolemus/Pyrrhus), and the twist is: for whatever reason, Neo is there with Diomedes. Donāt ask why because I could not explain to you a good reason to make this happen lmfao
Story elaborated below but itās a little long be warned
I like the dynamic of Neoptolemus and Diomedes, mostly because in so many ways as soldiers Diomedes foils/contrasts Achilles but in so many ways parallels his son. Diomedes gets on begrudgingly with Neo, and I could go on a whole other rant on a different post about some fake dynamics/scenarios for just them, but the main point in this post is that Neo somehow SOMEHOW tags along with Diomedes. They reach Ithaca together and meet Penelope and Telemachus.
They greet Diomedes and Pyrrhus with good courtesy, but the elephant in the room of āhold on where tf is your husband??? he was so eager to go back to you guys???ā is very present. One way or another Penelope explains the situation, that being Odysseus is absent/mia (much to his own dismay) and the suitors all trying to wed Penelope. Diomedes is sad obv (Iām not gonna go super big into the angst right now) but he tries to brainstorm with Penelope on solutions for her predicament. Since Odysseus was his closest friend (more than friend for me personally but u can interpret it as platonic if u want) and he knows that Odysseus would want whatās best for his wife and son, they think of a solution that can the guarantee of their safety as of now until they hear news of Odysseus. That solution is fake marriage bcs I am a bit of a sucker for that troupe.
But back to Neoptolemus because heās here too, I want him to bond with Telemachus what with their dads not being here (oneās dead oneās absent). Neo is like way stronger than Telemachus so at first he thinks heās a bit of a wimp (keep in mind theyāre like both teenagers, Neoās life was just kinda fucked up), but over time they get along better. Pyrrhusā relationship with Odysseus is a little complicated, so while Penelope and Diomedes might share all the good stories/parts of Odysseus with, Pyrrhus got off to a slightly rocky start with him lol. What with Odysseus taking him away from his mom and basically all the war shenanigans (war crimes), Telemachus for the first time has a whole and humanized version of his dad. Itās more than what the suitors have said out of malice and jealousy, the things Neo has told him have opened up the trickery/cunning side of Odysseus more than heād known before. Heās jealous that it seems like everyone knows more about his dad than him, but heās grateful to have someone his age who would view Odysseus more like he would: an annoying dad/uncle??? (Neo vehemently objects to this, and Odysseus would too. āYouāre not my fucking dad!!!ā āHoly shit thank the GODS for that!!!ā)
All in all, happy family. Odysseus returns home to Penelope and Telemachus, and now two surprise guests too. Telemachus has like 3 kinda parents now (Diomedes might be more like an uncle) and a kinda brother/friend/??? I love my little delusional found family. Odysseus is more than a little surprised, considering this IS Neoptolemus. Kid did a 180Ā° in terms of personality in Troy and then ANOTHER 180Ā° somewhere on Ithaca at some point. Or maybe more like a 90Ā° turn in terms of personality, I imagine Telemachus is the most sane of the family and it is much to his dismay.
And when they all eventually die (Diomedes wonāt ascend to godhood here I want him to be in the underworld with the rest of the fam) theyāll live happily in the underworld and Pyrrhus can catch up with his dad and mom.
#No one can stop me from making found family AUs#I will make EVERYONE get along (platonically)#the Iliad#iliad#the odyssey#odyssey#diomedes#odysseus#penelope#penelope of ithaca#penelope odyssey#neoptolemus#telemachus#my crack family that makes no sense I love it#uh ship tags#odypendio#deadbaguettes AU#Diomedes goes to Ithaca au#Diomedes goes to Ithaca au ver 2#< new tag wonāt use it too much but this is for THIS au exclusively#maybe when Iām having Neoptolemus brainrot#deadbaguettesrambles
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ā the wrong way to hard launch (10) | OP81
summary : oscar's girlfriend is a walking pr problem for literally everyone (including herself) social media au
pairing : oscar piastri x zhou!fem!singer!oc
a/n the calm before the storm?
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No bc I'm so mad rn I usually post my rants on ig stories but I need the tumblrites to tell me if I'm crazy or what. Jwcc/ct spoilers WHATEVER
First of all I want to preface this by saying that this is just my opinion on the matter, I'm not saying your headcanons are "wrong" or whatever tf, it's a kids cartoon where they unironically use terms like "fam". You can play with the characters however you'd like.
That being said, this is why TO ME it does not makes sense for Ben to be anything other than gay. Again, if you think he's bi or straight or anything else that's cool. I'm also leaning towards the opinion that he does actually have a girlfriend. I don't think the shows gonna pull a 180 on it because, realistically, 2 queer characters is already a lot for a DreamWorks kids show. As much as I'd like it not to be.
But, since the beginning, Ben has been very clearly coded as exclusively into men to me. Before finally going into it, I remind everyone on here that I'm a lesbian. I have felt an affinity with his character specifically for the experience of only liking the same gender. I might be totally projecting.
Ok, so.
1. The arc Ben goes through during the show is yes, one of self discovery, but also one of self acceptance. He changes a lot from the start of s1, but he also comes to terms with stuff himself or other people didn't like about him. He doesn't throw the dork pouch away or tells Kenji to keep it, the first thing he does when he takes it back from Kenji is put on hand sanitizer. He is covered in dirt, he's not afraid of filth anymore, but he still does that action because it's part of who he is as a person. He also becomes very unashamed at the things he does. He went from being embarrassed of his carob bars to eating grubs in front of people who he knows think it's gross. He knows himself as he is and he accepts it. To me (and to lots of other people) this works very well as a gay metaphor, and pairs up pretty nicely with the whole "jungle boy? Jungle MAN" arc being a trans metaphor. But how does this make Ben uniquely into men?
Well, it doesn't. But I think this next one does.
2. Enter Yasmina. She's pretty, she's smart, athletic, funny, all that good stuff. I'm not saying that means every wlm character should automatically be into her, but it certainly helps. Now forgive me if I don't remember specific episodes/seasons, but we all remember that episode where Ben convinces himself that Yaz is in love with him for some reason. When he "rejects" her, he says : "I'm just now starting to find myself". That's cool, cause I'm pretty sure Ben's " finding himself " personality wise was over and done a couple of seasons ago. To me, that is a really good hint at him dealing with his gayness.
3. He's also the first person Yasmina talks to about her feelings for Sammy. Now, in this particular context, the options for Yaz to talk to were Darius, Brooklynn, or Ben. It would initially seem to make more sense for her to confide in Brooklynn, since the two of them are far closer than her and Ben, and it also wouldn't be the first time she brings up Sammy as a romantic interest for Yaz (see: everyone tweaking abt that one line back in like s2). So why does Yasmina, a very private and reserved person, choose Ben to talk to about her same sex crush? She has probably gathered from the previous conversation that Ben relates to her struggle in a unique way in which Brooklynn just can't. Ben seems very receptive of what Yaz is saying ("feelings, am I right?") and it seems like he REALLY gets where she's coming from.
4. This is one I don't see talked about a lot, and maybe it's just cause I'm too out of the loop with the fandom, but I want to examine it as well. It's when Ben decides to not actually stay on the island. Everyone (except Sammy) already knew he wasn't going to stay in the end, but still didn't force him out. I think this is especially clear in a line Darius says when they reunite on the boat that goes something like "you needed to figure it out on your own" *smile hand on shoulder combo*. No explanation needed I think
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pls god i will give you both my femurs for some good comfy soapghost plsplspls simon meeting johnnys fam and being simultaneously adopted bc john lets him call him johnny and no one else is ever allowed to call him that, bc soap told them how heās always got a mask on but here he is meeting them without the mask PLS I WILL BEG
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(I attempted to write a Scottish accent in this. I tried š„²)
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Ghost underestimated how much Soap talked about him to his family. Even before they started dating Soap was gushing about his very attractive lieutenant. Ghost learned that because Soapās elder sister was bringing up everything and anything to embarrass her brother in front of his boyfriend.
Ghost wasnāt sure about meeting Soapās whole family. Meeting his sister was already nerve wracking and she greeted him with a hug. She was a tall woman, taller than Soap. Maybe an inch shorter than Ghost without the heels. That was his guess. She was practically the female version of Soap, except taller. When her eyes met Ghostās he felt himself start to sweat.
āI wasnāt too sure when my baby brother said he was dating a Brit. But now looking at you? I can see why he jumped on you when he had the chance.ā
Soap is mortified as Ghost blinks in shock.
āEVE WHY!?ā
The woman laughed, poking her brotherās forehead, āOh come on! You never brought any of your boyfriends home! I have to make up for all those years of embarrassment you deprived me of!ā
Ghost had a brief relationship with his brother. This relationship that Soap had with his sister showed they had years of trust and love between them. Something that Ghost never had. Watching Soap try to grab Eve while she held him back by simply putting her hand on his forehead and pushing awayā It made Ghost realize how much he missed out in the sibling department.
Going out to eat with Eve wasnāt as bad as Ghost thought it would be. She stopped being so intimidating when she started sharing things about Soap that Ghost may have or haven't already known about. Still, Soap still tried to argue with her on everything she said.
āānot to mention that you always deflect serious conversations with stupid jokes.ā
āI do not!ā
Ghost laughs, āSorry, Johnny. Sheās right about that.ā
The mood at the table suddenly changed. Eveās eyes widen before she turned her head and gave Soap the most deadly glare. Soap pales, focusing on his food. Ghost looks between them, wondering if he said something wrong.
āJohnny?ā
āEve-ā
āNo, you let him call you Johnny? John Hamish MacTavish, since when do you let anyone call you Johnny?!ā
Ghost blinks, āHe doesnāt let you call him Johnny?ā
āNo!ā
Soap was covering his face, groaning, āItās not that big of a deal.ā
āNot that big of a deal! You always fought anyone you tried to call you that! Pa, Ma, me, Carolāā
āPleaseā¦ Eve-ā
Eve pulls out her phone and Soap gaps before trying to grab it from her, āNo!ā
āEveryone in the MacTavish family is going to hear about this!ā
Soap wasnāt able to stop her. Eve laughed victoriously when the text sent out, turning to Soap who looked like he wanted to die. By the end of the night when they left the restaurant, Soap hung back to talk to Eve. Ghost was sitting anxiously in the car, watching them talk. Soap got in the car and groaned loudly.
āSorryā¦ā
āAbout what?ā
āCalling you Johnny in front of her.ā
Soap takes Ghostās hand, āShe was bound to find out.ā
āYou seem pretty upset about it.ā
Soap laughs, āIām upset that my sister has already called you her favorite brother. Iām her only brother!ā
Ghost canāt help but smile, āShe likes me that much?ā
āShe loves you. Godā¦ Christmas is going to be a messā¦ if you comeā¦ā
āWhy wouldnāt I come?ā
āMy family can be overwhelming. It might be too much for you and I donāt want you to be uncomfortable.ā
āJohnny, Iām going. It would be rude to ignore your parentsā invitation.ā
Soap smiles and leans over and kisses Ghost later that night as they laid in bed Soap was getting bombarded with texts and phone calls. Ghost didnāt think something as little as a pet name would be the cause of this. Soap had to put his phone on ādo not disturbā before hugging Ghost.
āI think ignoring it might make it worseā¦ā
āMaybe. Donāt care.ā
Soap kisses Ghost, the man melting against him as they got comfortable in bed.
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Christmas came sooner than what Ghost was prepared for. It felt like he just blinked and Christmas was around the corner. He was nervous as he packed, getting ready for their flight to Scotland. Soap was excited, talking about his hometown and how he couldnāt wait to show Ghost where he grew up.
He guess he was too quiet because Soap stopped talking and walked over to him. He was trying to fold a shirt but he was shaking so bad that he kept wadding it up. Soap took the shirt from him, making Ghost turn to look at him.
āBaby, are you sure you want to go? They will understand if you choose to stay behind.ā
āIām fine! Just nervous.ā
Soap puts the shirt down and hugs Ghost, āI get it. But I promise theyāre going to love you.ā
āI hope youāre rightā¦ā
āWhen have I ever been wrong?ā
Ghost stares blankly at Soap. Soap bites his lip and picks the shirt back up, folding it.
āDonāt answer that.ā
They finished packing, deciding to watch a movie before heading to bed. Ghost tried staying focused but he was so nervous about fucking up and doing something to make Soapās family not like him. Heās only ever met the family of a ex-partner once before and that didnāt go well. To be far that boyfriend wasnāt out of the closet and Ghost was visiting as just a friend before his boyfriendās cousin outed him. That was a bad experience and they broke up a couple days after.
Ghost knew that Soapās family knew about his sexuality, they knew he was dating a man. But what if it was just mild tolerance rather than acceptance?
āYouāre thinking pretty loud.ā
Ghost blinks and turns to look at Soap. He had paused their movie and was looking at him with concern. He didnāt even have to say anything and Soap knew what was worrying him.
āTheyāre going to love you, love.ā
āWhat if they donāt?ā
āSi, I know my family. Theyāre going to take one look at you and then you wonāt be able to get rid of them.ā
Ghost sighs, āThat fast?ā
āOh yea. Shouldāve seen them when Carol introduced her husband. Poor guy wasnāt able to even go to the bathroom without someone bothering him. The only person that didnāt like him was my dad but that guy can look at a puppy and scoff.ā
Ghost winces, āSo I have to worry about your dad?ā
Soap rubs the back of his neck, "No?"
"Johnny..."
"Fine, guy can be a bit... Protective. When Carol introduced her husband he wasnāt too happy about the guy already proposing to her without asking for his blessing. Heās old school like that.ā
Ghost doesnāt say anything and Soap tries to smooth things over.
āHe doesnāt like people that quick! Itās nothing personal heās just like that. Always has been.ā
Ghost looks at Soap and he leans over and kisses him, āHe will certainly learn to like you way faster than Oliver.ā
Ghost smiles to ease Soap even though he wasnāt convinced. They finished their movie and went to bed, but Ghost wasnāt able to fall asleep that night. When their alarm went off he was still awake and groaned. He was dead on his feet as they checked their luggage before heading out the door to leave for the airport. They had gotten a early morning flight because Soap wanted to spend as much time as possible while back home.
On the car ride Soap noticed Ghost lounging in his seat, eyes barely open.
āOh, baby. Maybe you can take a nap on the plane ride?ā
āI doubt Iāll get much sleep on a flight that is barely over an hour.ā
āStill better than nothing.ā
Ghost sighs, knowing that his anxiety will keep him from even getting an house of sleep. The flight was rather uneventful and Soap gave him his earbuds to listen to music so he could try to sleep. Ghost thinks he slept for thirty minutes before they landed. Seeing how excited Soap was made him keep pushing, not wanting to ruin his boyfriendās experience of coming back home after being gone for so long.
When they walked out of the airport Eve was there. She got out of her car and ran over, hugging Ghost before hugging Soap.
āWhat the hell, Eve?ā
āWhat? I hug people in the order in which I like them.ā
Soap gasps and Ghost couldnāt help but preen. She helped pack their luggage in her trunk before Ghost got in the backseat. She frowned in a cartoonish manner when he did this.
āI was hoping to not have to share the front with this loser.ā
Soap glares at his sister with the fury of a thousand suns. Ghost chuckles as they get in the car bickering about something. Ghost ended up falling asleep again. It wasnāt a deep sleep but it was a better nap than what he got on the plane ride. He woke when they came to stop, seeing that they were in a town. Soap and Eve were talking lowly, probably to prevent from waking him.
āIām sure you talked to him about Paā¦ā
āA little bit?ā
āJohnā¦ā
āI was worried about scaring him. Heās already nervous about meeting everyone.ā
āI doubt hiding how Pa is will help.ā
Ghost made a noise and pretended to be just waking up. Soap turns his head and smiles at him.
āHey, baby. Welcome to Glencolm! The place where I grew up.ā
Ghost sits straighter in his seat to look at the town as they drove through.
āFarkirk CafĆ©?ā
āHas the best burgers in the world. I have not had a burger as good as the oneās that olā Kenzi makes.ā
Ghost makes a mental note of the place. They ended up driving a few kilometers out of town. They came to a big homestead, several cars already pulled alongside the driveway. Ghost saw some kids playing around the house. They paid no mind to them until they saw Ghost get out of the car, a couple boys running inside afterwards. Ghostās anxiety immediately picked up, grabbing his luggage from the trunk along with Soapās.
āI can get my own bag, Si.ā
Soap is suddenly tackles by two girls. He caught himself on the car, laughing when he sees who jumped on him.
āAye, look who it is! Two of the most beautiful girls in the world!ā
He goes to grab them but they squeal and dodge him, running to Eve. They hide behind her, giggling as Soap stalked after them. Eve rolled her eyes with a smile.
āMina, Ellie.ā
The girls stood at attention, looking up at Eve. She makes a shooing motion at them.
āGo get your father.ā
āYes, Mama.ā
They take off, giggling the whole way. Ghostās heart ached at the innocence, they reminded him of Joseph.
āTheyāve gotten so big!ā
Eve letās out a deep breath, āTell me about it! Soon theyāll be dating! And you know Iāll have to kill whoever breaks their hearts!ā
Eve and Soap start to move towards the house, Ghost following closely. The closer they got to the house, the harder his heart would beat. A man opens the front door, taking Eveās hands immediately and pulling her in for a kiss. He then turns to Soap and pulls him in for a hug.
āJohn!ā
āHey, Jay!ā
Ghost notes the manās faint Welsh accent that mixed with a Scottish one.
The man looks at Ghost and looks him over before offering a hand, āHello, you must be Simon.ā
Ghost puts down a bag and takes the manās hand. He could tell Jay was trying not to stare at his scarred face or hands. But Ghost recognized the curiosity and slight horror. He tries to ignore it as Jay and Eve welcome them inside. As soon as that door closed Ghost felt trapped. He wish he was wearing a mask but he knows that wouldāve brought up questions. Jay reaches for the bags Ghost had.
āI can take those to your room.ā
Ghost goes to protest but Soap takes his hand, āLet him. Ma would have a fit if we didnāt immediately go see her.ā
Eve laughs, āShe would. Hun, where is Ma?ā
āIn the kitchen.ā
Soap starts to drag Ghost through the house. He tried to look around but Soap wasnāt giving him any time to do so. They walk into a big kitchen, two women talking over some tea. One turned and Ghost knew that was Soapās mother. Eve and Soap looked just like her. The small woman smiles broadly and walks over, pulling him into a tight hug.
āOh, my baby boy! Let me look at ya!ā
She holds Soap by his shoulders and pushes him away at armās length, looking him over before she grabs him by his face.
āAh missed ya so much!ā
āMa, I was here for Easter!ā
She waves her hand dismissively, āLike that matters.ā
She looks past Soap and straight at Ghost. He tensed as she studied him, unreadable. Then she smiles warmly and moves past Soap, taking his hands.
āYe must be Simon.ā
āYes, maāam.ā
She laughs, āNo need for such formalities. Ye can just call me Muriel.ā
She looks over Ghost, pulling away and looking to Soap.
āYa got yerself a looker!ā
Ghost blushes as Soap shakes his head, āMaā¦ā
She ignores Soap and looks back to Ghost. She hooks an arm with his and leads him to the kitchen island. The other woman finally speaks.
āAh see that yer just gonna ignore me!ā
Soap laughs, āSorry, Carol!ā
Soap walks over and the woman glares at him but it melts away and she reaches out, pulling Soap into a hug.
āGood to see ya, little brother.ā
Carol turns to Ghost and looks him over before turning back to Soap.
āDid ya see the biggest guy in the force and decide thats yer man?ā
Soap smacks her shoulder as she laughs, āWhat? Ye always had a thing fur big guys!ā
Ghost looked away as the two start to bicker, Carol walking out of the room with Soap chasing after her. Muriel shakes her head before grabbing Ghostās attention with a gentle tap to his arm.
āWould ya like some tea, dear?ā
āYes I would.ā
āAhāll get ya some then. How do ya like it?ā
āJust a lot of sugar added to it.ā
Muriel walks over to the kettle which still had hot water in it. Ghost looks around the kitchen, unsure what to do without Soap there. Ghost looks at the decorations in the kitchen. There was some porcelain farm animals in the window sill. A woman walks into the room, groaning.
āMa, Jacky just threw up.ā
Muriel turns around, āOh no! Where is he?ā
āIn the family room.ā
Muriel rushes out of the kitchen, leaving Ghost alone with the woman. She was short, had reddish brown hair and blue eyes. Her face was round and she had light freckles. She studies him like she was trying to figure out who he was.
āAhām sorry, who are ya?ā
āIām Simon, Johnās boyfriend.ā
Her eyes widen before she rushes forward and hugs him tightly. Ghost tenses, not expecting her to hug him. She pulls away and is holding him by the shoulders.
āYer not what Ah was expectinā! Much moreā¦ handsome.ā
Ghost flushes as the woman steps back and clears her throat before offering her hand.
āHello, Ahām Andy. Johnās big sister.ā
Ghost takes her hand, āNice to meet you.ā
Soap walks into the kitchen, āSorry about running off Si-ā
He freezes when he sees Andy. Unlike everyone else heās seen, he seemed to put his guard up.
āAndreaā¦ I didnāt know you would be here.ā
āThat makes two of us,ā She looks at Ghost, āWhere did ya find this big guy?ā
Ghost felt uncomfortable as she looked at him. He also didnāt like how Soap was acting. Soap glares and steps forward, getting between her and Ghost.
āMilitary.ā
āHuh. Maybe Ah should join. Get me a big guy.ā
She starts to leave the kitchen, flashing a smile at Ghost, āGood ta meet ya, Simon.ā
She leaves and Soap turns to Ghost after a minute, seemingly making sure she was gone.
āWhat was that?ā
Soap blinks, āWhat was what?ā
āHey! John! Simon! Paās cominā in from the garage!ā
Soap jumps up, āOh shiļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ Cāmon, babe!ā
Soap grabs Ghost and drags him out of the kitchen and through the halls. They come to be big open room with a couch and loveseat. Ghost assumed it was the family room. There are a couple kids running around but they see Ghost and run upstairs. Thereās an old woman, maybe Soapās grandmother, and a woman that looked around the same age as Muriel. On the loveseat was a man with black hair and eyes. He looked at Ghost and immediately looked away when Ghost turned his attention onto him.
He looks to the big sliding doors as they open, and his heart picked up speed when a mountain of a man came through. He had a light tan, red hair and blue eyes. Ghost realized this man was taller than him. Soap walked up the man with a grin. Before he can say anything the man grabs Soap and pulls him into what looked like a bone crushing hug.
āMy boy! How are ya?!ā
Soap wiggles free from the man, āFine, Pa! Hey, I want you to meet Simon!ā
The manās gaze turns to Ghost and it was ice cold. Ghost could feel the judgment as the man walks over, definitely sizing him up. Ghost has faced hordes of enemies head on, has almost diex multiple times. But for some reason, this man was the most terrifying thing he has ever faced.
āYer the fella my boyās been gushinā ābout?ā
āYes, sir.ā
While Ghost addressed Muriel as āmaāamā out of respect, calling Soapās father āsirā felt like a necessity for survival. He holds out a hand to Ghost who grabs it.
āHmmā¦ firm hand ya got there.ā
Ghost could tell the man wasnāt looking for a reply. Soap groans and grabs his fatherās arm.
āPaāā
The old woman speaks up, āIsaiah. Stop foolinā āround. Heās a fine young man.ā
Soap turns to the woman, āThank you, Gran!ā
Isaiah rolls his eyes before backing off. Muriel comes into the family room with a little boy in her arms. Isaiahās attitude instantly changes. He smiles and walks over to her, placing a loving kiss on her head. Soap walks over to his grandmother and sits next to her before motioning Ghost to come sit. The other woman around Muriel and Isaiahās age smiles at him.
āDonāt let that eejit scare ya.ā
Ghost looks to her and she pats his shoulder, āIām Miranda, Johnās aunt and Murielās sister.ā
āSimon.ā
āWell, welcome to the MacTavish home.ā
Ghost smiles but he looks ahead of him, feeling Isaiahās heavy gaze on him. Hell, he felt like he was in a war zone.
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#call of duty#cod mwii#modern warfare ii#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#ghostsoap#ask#thanks for the ask <3#fic#fanfic#mactavish
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You asked so let me lay out the mental gymnastics I have done to reach buddie roomates
1. Not a single bts of that loft. I feel like we were getting loft bts all the time last year (also there were like so many loft scenes last year too so that might be why)
2. Built the biggest most expensive rolling stage thing of all time. I believe either they have to build new sets this year or rent the sets from fox = bucks loft didnt make the cut (pure spec on my part watch oliver post bts of the loft today on his ig takeover)
3. āGiving the fans what theyre asking forā in terms of buddie what the fans have been asking for (at least that I see the most and think the writers would be aware of) is buddie canon, trapped dads (which was mostly just finale spec but I do think could happen in cruise disaster), buck breakdown/therapy, buckley diaz fam content, death to bucks loft/buddie roommates. And buddie roommates not only captures 2 of those but is also my fav of them so my mind went there
4. Buck and eddie closer than ever / knowing each other on a deeper level than before (Im paraphrasing bc I cant remember all 20 devastating ryan quotes rn): from personal experience, you can be very close with someone, but living with them is a whole new experience and you learn things about people you never knew before. One of the most intimate ways to get to know someone imo
5. Kind of like a said with a newish audience, 10 ep season that includes 2ep big emergency and madney wedding, and also the fact I feel the show has never explicitly hinted at buddie (I dont count the s2 stuff tim has said was fan service and 601/612 felt like it but thats it) I dont think full buddie canon is on the table this season. But a great way to explicitly hint that buddie canon is happening at some point would be roommates storyline
In conclusion: there will probably be 30 loft scenes this season and Im dumb but one can dream
everybody take a look at this ask and learn. this is the exact kind of deranged unserious reaching that we've been missing in this fandom lately. I love you and I applaud you anon š«µ
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Jjk headcanons/fan theories/ random thoughts/random facts
I made this in a few months time so its prob repetitive
Tsumiki went into her year and 7 month long coma when megumi was 13-14 years old meaning tsumiki missed her sweet 16 :( (sheās a year older than him)
Toji was a good dad in the end (both times) bc he was already dead and told Gojo to take Megumi as a F u/later fix the allianceās of the clans and to make sure that Megumi would be protected, fed, housed, and taught sorcery bc toji damn well couldnāt much less protect his kids from curses anyhow.
Noaya (and the men of the Zenin clan) abused Mai and maki bc theyāre women (implied SA) noaya hinted at asking to beats em up like he used to (could be implied bc he called them hot & Mai has the same face) but he was also possibly teasing since Mai just š but thereās no way he could have known that
Itās worse to be a male Zenin with no cursed energy bc then youād be absolutely powerless, useless, worthless, etc. no other clan woman would want you and your fam would never coughed for you much less protect you bc why do they have to you were born a Zenin and yetā¦
So we know Kokichi Toji Mai n maki all were hit with HR but it was just a double whammy to also be twins? Yes. HR hit Toji so hard bc he was the first to be without cursed energy but then Nanako and Mimiko, bc theyāre fraternal twins that thatās possible theyāre able to both have CE?
Kenjaku stayed in Iori for so long that his stitches healed Iām guessing he planned it all (or saw hat happened which is why he chose Jin (bc thereās no way thatās random) and killed Jin and went to Geto when it was time (did Ken know about the KFC break up too??)
maki had no CE but still couldnāt get in tune with her full potential is bc Mai was there this the twin HR is fād but thereās probably more chance one could š the other to become powerful but in this instance it was about sacrifice and distance love. Different paths yet they were āthe same personā so thatās only with identical twins?
sukuna loves to eat and is a cannibal and lactates and has 4 arms, 6 mouths or more, 20 fingers, many eyes, 4 legs, 10 toes, 3 heads, hopefully 9ft tall in his monster formā¦.Ā
stg toji had his divorced dad rock on religiously (nickel back fan donāt even start w me, weezer son nickleback dad)
nobara gonna be used in some way theres no reason to have her status as unknown of not to edge us istg Iāll even take a cursed spirit piloting her to mess with Yuuji more and sheās part of sukuna or some even worse group they gotta fight after the culling game arc
after chapter 253 are maki and yuta dead?? Hopefully Yuta was eaten but on Yutas birthday gege thats foul (I love it) š«£š¤©
Itās past ch253 and weāre waiting for 3/24 for the next chapter but I heard yuta yelled at Hakari to shut up with cursed speech? Or was that earlierĀ
Maki Mai and Megumi and Tsumiki met probably around the time tsumiki went into that coma/megs entered jjk no wonder hes so formal//doesnāt know them well he was under gojos protection for so long
some jsckass said mais first love is unknown or megumi are you dumb shes in love with her sister no sister kissed the other to give them a sword cooly and die she literally just wanted to be with her no matter what to go to the ends of the earth it didnāt matter as long n as maki was with her but maki knew Maiās potential to be better than her so she tried to make herself better, leaving Mai behind in the process and they still never hated each other even after all the time away.
mai likes to take care of cacti/the clan favored her over maki bc she has at least some CE//weve only seen maki being affected by her family's rejection (jjk0 makis mom said shed wished shed never have given birth to her as she was a failure and same girlie but my mom chose any and everyone to compare me to) but Mai either didnāt see herself special in that way and put the blame on maki or dealt with it in her own way (maki vs the fam excluding Mai and Megumi // whereas Maiās version US against the world)
if choso is yuujis brother and kamo is one of chosos distant family, that would mean Yuuji, Choso, Yuki, Todo, and Kamo are all "Brothers" I love the thought of them being super cool and scary together with their cute yuki & Yuuji golden retrievers in a Doberman family
the same people who ship yuki and choso also ship utahime and gojo or shoko and gojo yall have NO comprehension skills at ALL or cant believe men n women b close like Yuuji & Nobara/Power & Denji/ Sasha & Connie/ Nami & Usopp, Franky, or Luffy)Ā
Kenny planted the first finger by Getoās twins to Yuujiās school. they just had to get the finger to the occult clubĀ
Does Kenny have a witch or oracle or even premeditative powers to know the future or did he just plan this out to a T and what is his damn goalĀ
Yuuji and Yuta are from the same home town bc gege said itād be easier for the story but then todo also went to Yuujiās middle school
Nobara dyes her hair lighter and I wonder how often she talks to Fumi back at home. And her grandmother if sheās like me w low contact
Megumi was alone with gojo for almost 2 years (no tsumiki) no wonder heās so to himself he was probably always with tsumiki before, who decided everything for them (in a big sis way) and he respected itĀ
Yutas a pos for forgetting how Rika š then trapping her w him bc of how traumatized he was like bruh you also yelled at her the first time u ever yelled at Rika was over another girl and he doesnāt do much else but manipulate like the Pisces man he is (I kin him/made an oc before I found out about his BITCH ass and he got everything word for word but is a dude Iām losing it)Ā
As an astrologer, I must say Gegeās planning with the character birthdays and everything else I can read from that is incredibly accurate Iāll give examples in the next points
getoās mission was to go to remote village, he finds curse and exorcizes it, finds the twins the next dy, he kills everyone, he goes back to his pants to get supplies and kills them (prob no his first choice but once again was probably proven right) and runs has been gone for way too long and gojo doesnāt know what th ehhell happened. which is why he was so mad at kfc and geto just had to accept his new role while gojo was still in the past
Toji and Megumi (Kamo, Nobara, Todo) being cancer moons meaning they care about the heart, (todo has other placements making it seem a lil more āshallowā when he just wants a āstraightā answer (lmao Megumi)
Yuta being a Leo moon and (outwardly asked) liking the chest
Yuuji being a libra moon liking butts all this makes sense (libra moons are indecisive, will weight out all the possibilities and still want the peaceful side unless thereās such chaos thereās no way for that to happenā¦ then we snap)
Yuuji and Junpei wouldāve been perfect friends we already saw but they both just didnāt ask for any of this and chose their own paths, theyāre almost parallels of each otherĀ
Getoās birthchart shows a lot more of wanting to get humanity to evolve where gojos looks more like a POWERFUL cog in the machineĀ
Yap: Gege basically made this for women Iām sorry boys but why all the beautiful men & perfectly written women & relationships maybe itās just a rare case where the mangaka actually knows women (or gege is a woman š¤) & how all the dudes fit a Yaoi archetype & the women,,, theyāre perfect & cute & not sexualized (other than maki in jjk0 & the glasses girl in ep 1 getting groped) but everything else is just hot w/o taking ur clothes off kinda energy & thats INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT w everything else going onĀ
You think something broke in Meimei when she said she wanted to be comforted and Gojo was like bruh I was joking šĀ
Kirara and Uranmeās gender is yes šš¼Ā
Geto raising the girls as a 17-18yr old is insane same age as Megumi and gojo so for how long was Geto their dad? Inbetween 10 years but when did the girls realize that that wasnāt their dad anymore? Iām guessing Kenny can remember the vessel he takes overs memory or does something to their brain to replace it w him
I doubt a male mangaka can write good women (mostly bc of the stereotype that theyāre shut ins but also from just reading/watching with my own eyes and being a woman myself) and add them in correctly, though the thing is in jjk theyāre all just in a world but in Naruto and berserk and stuff sheās the add in into /their/ world where they keep fighting bc they miss each other and she gotta be used and a pillar for them or an excuse like Nobara and shoko werenāt used like that by satsug and itafushi they were their own ppl w their own sh like donāt get me wrong vasca and Sakura also were their own people but they really were given the bottom of the barrel sh bc of the dudes decisions. Shoko and Nobara strictly did what they wanted instead of falter to men
Theyāre literally all kids it doesnāt matter if some are weaker or useless, imagine a god/demon came here rn like the strongest will survive/fight you have to also apply the āweak charactersā to irl bc I bet you theyāre still stronger than most of us (miwa, Kamo, idk about momo still but she been w them I canāt doubt her skill just cause they had POWERFUL enemies
Gojo not being able to drink makes sense no drugs to impair his power and eyes (maybe lightweight maybe uncontrollable drunk and no oneās really ready or able to control that)Ā
Gojo isnāt coming back and he wouldnāt bc he half assed the fight and now heās with his love and everyone has to fend for themselves nowĀ
I like to think Gojo had Megumi and tsumiki, Geto had Nanako and Mimiko and nanami had Nobara and Yuuji in this preschool/parent AU (tojis gojos ex baby daddy)Ā
All of them are taller than me other than momo and Nobara. (Im 5ā4ā so gojos 10 years older and a foot taller š«£)Ā
In one of Geges book covers it has Gojo in the winter w pink camellias and those flowers mean ily even after death and that flower is also specifically for the birthday feb3 (Getoās) AGAIN WHY I THINK GEGES A WOMAN RAHHHHH
Maki, Mai, Toji, Kamo, Kokichi were all raised w no love like at all. Yuta had it good til 11, Miwa, yuuji and megumi never fully had it good, todo, Toge (?), Panda, momo, and nobara were just chillin.
HOW DID NOBARA COME UP WITH HER TECHNIQUE THEYRE ALL EMO BITCHES SHE WAS LITERALLY 16 FOR 2 MONTHS BEFORE HER FACE BLAST
SHE WAS SO YOUNG HOW DID SHE COME UP WITH HAMMERING NAILS INTO HERSELF WHAT
Uranme and Kirara go by (they/them)
Gojo and Geto were soulmates no matter the relationship
Utahime, Shoko, Momo, Mai and Nobara all like girlsĀ
Gojo knew Geto for the short amount of time but thought of him for 5x longer.
Megumiās been without his sister for 1.5 years so she went into a coma when he was 13, his 2nd-3rd year of junior high)
Ā Mai and maki didnāt know about Toji and Megumi until that year (2018)
Kenjaku planted the first finger at Yuujiās school by Nanako and Mimiko (theyāre the same age) hence why thanking Satsuki for taking care of his son
The person Rika is gone, her cursed spirit is what remains (an embodiment of her love/the curse yuta placed on her)
Yuta is wrong for using Rika and forgetting about his promise and why sheās even there for 6 YEARS then yelling at her about MakiĀ
Shoko started smoking in high school and stopped about 5 years ago, but started again when she heard Geto was alive again.Ā
Sukuna has 6 mouths, 4 arms, 4 legs, many eyes, and lactates.Ā
Choso, Yuuji, Kamo, Todo, and Yuki are all ābrothersā by blood or not idc i love their lil weirdo family.
Toji was a good dad, dealt the worst hand, everything going down so the best way to protect his kids is to give them to people who can kill curses and teach them about sorcery.Ā
Nobara and Yuuji have the same friendship as Power and Denji, Nami and Franky/Luffy/Usopp
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#geto suguru#maki zenin#mai zenin#toji fushiguro#megumi fushiguro#itadori yuuji#nobara kugisaki#inumaki toge#stsg#satosugu#shoko ieiri#choso kamo#nanami kento#nanamin#yuta okkotsu#higuruma hiromi#todo aoi#kamo noritoshi#utahime iori#headcanon#jjk angst#jjk fluff#tw#satoru gojo
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Every You, Every Me
Story 2
Workplace romance??
A three piece suit and parted bangs, this is indeed an office bl and the set up is very BossBabe
LMAO grandma, not single and ready to mingle
Another tiny nod to aro people, someone working on this show is def in the fam
GONG YOO MENTION
They've done a good job making Mick look older in this ep
Grandma watches BL and the caretaker is a fujoshi, amazing
But like all bosses in a workplace romance, he is married to his job
LOL does this brand presentation really just say "branding" in a little circle, how lazy are you lady
I really approve of this teal/cream/brown color palette they have them in for this ep
Not as into this relationship dynamic though, I liked it when Top was more confident and flirty and here he's just being bossed around
Hahahaha spoke too soon kill him with competence
Hey I recognize this background music what is it from
Oh Top's name is First in this one. I admit I'm not paying much attention to the names bc I know they're gonna keep changing. Which is INTERESTING from a lore perspective.
Iced americano with no ice, why are you like this
The BossBabe energy grows including inappropriate flirting in the office smh
Why do you have so many buttons unbuttoned at the office sir
This boy trained in eating ramen cutely, he must have watched a bunch of kdrama
LOL if you're this much of a lightweight why are you drinking at work, First
He's really reminding me a lot of Book in BossBabe, not quite as chaotic though
Those clothes are so big on him lol
Defending the boss to your colleagues is not a good way to make friends in the workplace, First
Oh now they're delivering snacks to the staff, just like in BossBabe
How are they always in color coordinated outfits, is this a soulmate thing?? Is the universe guiding them to the matching garments every morning
Grandma really had to decode that for him, huh
You see what happens when you're mean to your grandma who is just trying to help you!
This episode is feeling draggy, it's definitely too long and there's a lot of back and forth that feels unnecessary
Oooh pretty pool scene
I like that First recognized that he can't pursue him if he stays his subordinate and grandma's spy
More familiar background music, they must be pulling from a generic library
CUTE confession scene
Ehhhhh not a fan of the blushing maiden schtick
"He got promoted"?? Just like BossBabe, this show does not understand work/life boundaries LMAO
I didn't like the concept of this one as much as the first. It hewed very closely to some bad tropes that I don't love in workplace romance. I hear the next one is a two-parter with a pretty different vibe, though.
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Marchil crumbs part 6
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Wake up broskis Adventurerās Bible 2 is dropping soon
Love getting the confirmation that she specifically was the one to invite him and his fam to the dinner in the "Thank you for reading!" pageā¦ Love that it kinda confirms that her and Senshi greeting them first is them being like "Uh thanks for the invite" "Thanks for coming!!". Love that canon is the best marchil factory
Laios haterism is a deep bond not easily forgottenā¦ I love that even post-canon they tend to stick to each other in groups and go in a corner together like old women ready to gossip and whisper meanly.
Also oh hey Marcille got her bangs cut evenā¦ Sad, thatās invalidating my post-canon appearance take for her but yāknow what cute, she doesnāt style them at all anymore tooā¦ WAIT. She doesnāt style her hair anymoreā¦ She leaves it undone and flowingā¦ As per his succubi sheās closer to his ideal omggggg no wayā¦ At the beginning of the comic she even just wears a headband. She seems to just wear way simpler hairstyles in general in the other comics too.
Oh and by the way her braids in post-canon are messyā¦ Which, yāall know I hc who does her hair for her always changes and isnāt always the same, but the braid looks like the one Chilchuck made for her, so <;3 Here are some more pics about it/why itās plausible
Heās such a hater, Falin came late too whyās he singling her out
Speaking of Falin, Marcille so casually touching Chil to chide him about a snide remark he made about Falin (aka the person she would go to war for, and he only gets a gentle chiding? Aw)
Already during the dragon arc thereās some progress from this
I love how the two pics below during the Thistleās house arc show how they breached the gap in their different, their respective prejudice against the other. So funny that the time Marcille goes "yeah elves kinda suck" is at the worst possible timing lmao, meanwhile Chil is ready to vehemently defend magic use against someone (bc he doesnāt want to go to prison rip). With the page before that panel where he imagines the western elves all evil and all too, itās really nice to note how big the gap between them was at first with the historical horrors the elves have committed, and what a strong bond theyāve made through it all anyways.
Ok time to address what I hinted at last part and in another post but I think the anime frames this scene a lil different which I think is funny. In the manga Chilchuck walks to her bedside to call out to her to wake her up close, but in the anime he sort of just speaks in her direction. So Marcille heard "Hey, clumsy-head.ā and knew it was targeted at her, she went like oh someone is calling me I need to wake up lmfaoo? Listen thatās good for the ship, she woke up because it was his voice and insults like "clumsy" and "dummy" are practically his pet names for her, and itās also neat how she was the one he chose to call out to in the first place- Why? If itās bed placement, Laios was on his other side, is it because some need rest more than others? Or perhaps, because he finds interacting with her to be the easiest and he knows she wonāt make a big deal out of it?
Speaking of making a big deal out of things. Ok so first of all, during the cockatrice chapter, heās funny. Staring at his petrified party member like š¬ And look at his little relieved sigh when she gets revived! Standing in the corner and doesnāt care for celebrating, but he cares nonetheless.
And then lookā¦ He worked hard to get Marcille un-petrified again too, gathering medicinal herbs even with the risks! And in the end, he wants to take credit for what revived her hehe.
For once sheās the one who gets to tease him lol.
I want to know how the group whispering strategizing went. Chil for sure was part of the "If we tell her sheāll look cute sheāll take the bait" convo. Funny that in the end he doesnāt even praise her, I think heās the one talking about her frog-like silhouetteā¦ Edit: EPSODE 10 IS OUT GUESS WHAAT Laios is the one saying the frog silhouette is fun (should have seen it coming) Chilchuck is the one saying "that looks great on you"/"very cute" depending on the translation, the line delivery in the eng dub at least sounds shaky, sounds like hesitance.
You know I never put this in a marchil comp/post even tho itās a page with a lot to say, and I only realized recently why it made me so uneasy/conflicted. Because by all means "Our magician successfully stood against the mad magician" is flattering, but Chilchuckās point in this page is that heās worried about how her life is gonna go, which ties into his worry for others about the law, their jobs, the way Puckpatti is carefree, etc. In this chapter he suppresses his worry and care with anger, but the point still remains that heās worried for her and her professional future and thus like, her general life direction and all. Sigh anyways more analysis coming on this topic at some point
Looking out for her:
Keeping each other in check. Always gets to me how much she listens to him when the topicās serious
Love how this is how the party naturally divides. Sigh Chil, Marcille & Izu are so family shapedā¦
Ep 7 is out and was fun! Not many marchil moments though. This one was notable though lol, never caught it while reading. Truly they are comrades in fear, hide behind each other when something unpleasant is happening. They would risk their life for each other but also they would throw each other under a bus and use as a meat shield if necessary /hj
Anime director doodle! Them against the worldā¦
Get yourself a man who looks at you like this after you did dark magic and caught him shit-talking.
See you soon! With the anime and the new adventurerās bible I have no doubt that Iāll find more to share with them shipping goggled eyes oā mine in no time, And if you follow these as they come up, go back to look at the end of the last part in case you missed the crumbs I edited in up until it was completed!
30 pics have been reached in this partā¦ See u later gators
Part 7 here
#Come get your marchil crumbs masterpost part like itās your morning newspaper everyone#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#marchil#chilchuck tims#marcille donato#Just realized today that maybe Chil started teasing her so much as revenge for the way she treated him as a kid help#Love them interacting like all the time ty canon
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Mischaracterizations are prevalent in fandoms. I'm curious, which ones of the CoD:Ghosts franchise bug you the most, and make you want to pull out your hair once you see them in fics/other materials?
This question created several additional thoughts, so Iām putting all my yapping below the cut lmfao.
Tbh it doesnāt bother me a whole lot except when itās a large part of said character, or one of their only canon descriptions/facts/etc. I think itās great for ppl to create what they want, esp when a lot of the ghosts have little/no info so we quite literally have to make shit up and fill in the likely blanks, but if youāre straying so far from who a character isā¦š
Like, Keegan is described and shown throughout the game as being a very quiet manā¦so it does make me side eye when people portray him as this talkative guy, or someone with a really big personality lol cause thatās just not the vibe. Thatās why I rbād that thing, because I was thinking about how heās the most popular ghost by far, and I think a lot of those fans arenāt necessarily into the rest of the ghosts game (and they donāt have to be, just an observation). I think thatās why so much of the content made about him outside of the actual ghosts fandom seems out of left field, bc people just kinda take a hot character and do whatever with him (which again, is fine, free will in fandom is good and necessary). I also think thatās why so many people get him confused as being part of other CoD games, because they arenāt aware of where his character even comes from in the first place.
Now this may be a bit of an unpopular opinion bc I know a lot of ppl hate some of the smut aspect thatās written about these characters, because they include themes that are/seem ooc, but Iām gonna be honestā¦that part doesnāt bother me so much because at the end of the day, people just want to put their fantasies and ideas onto hot masked manā¦and I get it lmao. Not to say im necessarily gonna read it, esp stuff with hard kink type shit, but itās more so bothersome when people mischaracterize them because they donāt pay attention to the actual canon character in other fics/materials.
Thatās why I kinda separate smut fic from everything else a bit, because a lot of smut Iāve noticed, especially with Keegan specifically, is written ooc, because making it canon/character correct isnāt the point, the sexy time shit is. Now I still prefer reading smut that seems largely in character lol, but I do have to defend the larger idea here that itās not a crime to write an ooc smut fic because half the timeā¦the smut is the main focus, not the canon/implied personality of the character.
I completely understand the shock of seeing certain smut in the first place (talking about the more fucked up shit hereā¦), especially when itās then placed on a character you know and love, but it honestly doesnāt bother me that much-and maybe itās because Iāve been on the internet for too longš- but thatās kinda the point of fandom I thinkā¦doing whatever pleases you, having an outlet. Thatās the type of smut I think is very obviously written with the idea in mind, and not necessarily āwould the character do/behave like this?ā. Because yea, these ghost boys would most likely not do all these fucked up things, but I think people still deserve the freedom to write it, and theyāre going to anyways lmfao (IF youāre tagging disturbing content correctly, you owe people that much!)
Iāve been having those thoughts for a while now so I had to yap them out of my head lol, but to answer the actual question, aside from Keegan, I hateeee seeing the Walker fam mischaracterized. I think because (it seems) they have more info available on them compared to the other ghosts, so when I see people just giving their personalities a 180 Iām likeā¦Hesh would NOT act like thatš©. Especially with Elias because heās my husband obviouslyā¦so people missing larger parts of his character or stuff thatās implied about him makes my eye twitch a little lol.
Also, I donāt typically see a whole lot of ooc stuff for the ghosts in the first place tbh (minus Keegan, bc he has reached the CoD masses of course). Because weāre a smaller fandom, and I think people tend to stay in character more in smaller fandoms (at least from what Iāve seen) because thereās so little content available on characters, and itās like weāre all clinging to what we DO know about them lmfao.
Thanks for attending my ted talk š
#this turned into more than I intended lol#thanks for asking anon cause I love the question though#call of duty ghosts#cod ghosts#gunnrblze rambles
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You get kai and bonnie so much together and individually everything you say fits them in canon so well it's too bad the writers really fumbled with them because when kai showed up he was a breath of fresh air and the best part about him is he's all about bonnie that was new and realistic bonkai was their last shot at getting the vampire diaries interest back up again
AH thank you so much for this lovely message, you're so sweet!! Yes, it really is such a shame the writers fumbled Bonkai bc it rly did seem like they had some great ideas there in the beginning, but the execution fell flat :( I feel like Kai was a breath of fresh air not just for us fans but also the cast & crew! U could rly feel their spark of new excitement for a dying show when kai showed up bc i think they all sensed that he was unique and different from the tired, recycled plotlines they'd had since S4.
Ian in particular seemed much more interested in his scenes when Kai was around (and much more lifeless when he wasn't) and Bonnie ofc was *given* much more interesting scenes when Kai was around, compared to prior seasons. Even Alaric & Jo, who started S6 as rick's new boring romance of the season, became relevant, layered and interesting bc of their links to Kai. Like rick loved to play the hero & act like damon was morally beneath him in S6 but his need to protect Jo from Kai brought out a selfish streak that made him go behind Jo & her fam's back to make shady deals w Damon & Kai as long as it kept Jo safe! Even Jo was revealed to be quite crafty considering her backstory of how she tricked & betrayed Kai in 1994, which made her much more interesting than her early role as rick's bland gf.
Even Liv & Luke were (im sorry) SO BORING in S5 but 1000x more interesting in S6 once their story got linked to Kai. His existence single-handedly linked so many disjointed characters & plotlines from previous seasons (like why'd they even bring Rick back after dying in S3? His relationship w Jo (and by extension, Kai) was the only thing that made him relevant for the rest of the goddamn show)! Even the Heretics were introduced to the show through KAI & the gemini/siphoner lore and fully lost steam as soon as Kai wasn't there to make 'em interesting!
As for Kai's links to Bonnie, ya i agree she rly was their last chance to make things interesting bc they'd already given Elena & Caroline "dark" romances that fans were too attached to to accept anything else (see: Delena being forced to stay together; Steroline forever being overshadowed in most fans' minds by Klaroline) so giving Elena & Caroline new pairings would've disappointed fans, whereas Bonnie was a blank slate they could've gone WILD with bc none of her canon pairings had strongly attached fans... yet they gave Elena & Caroline new romances anyway and scrapped Bon's romance with Kai :)))
That is what felt malicious. In S6 alone, they gave Elena who ALREADY HAD DAMON the new guy Liam, then gave Caroline the same guy Liam, Enzo (briefly) AND Stefan, whereas Bon *almost* got Kai & *fully* lost Jeremy in S6. ??? Any writer who paid half as much attention to her fans as Plague did (considering how much ott fan-service she wrote into tvd & how many twitter fights she got into w fans whose ships she disapproved of) HAD to have known her fans wouldn't accept Caroline/Enzo, Care/Stef, Care/Liam or Elena/Liam as much as they loved Care/Klaus & Elena/Damon. Yet she did it anyway bc she preferred LOSING FANS to giving Bonnie someone interesting!
She even planned Kai to be Bon's love interest in S6 bc she thought he wouldn't be popular w fans & instantly torpedoed that once she noticed fans' love for him bc, as I said before, Plague PAID ATTENTION to her fans' reactions. So fans having lukewarm feelings about Steroline was enough to get 'em married, but fans LIKING Kai was enough to get Bonkai axed. It's a common joke that Plague saw Caroline as her self-insert (neurotic, hyper-organized blonde control-freak) which is why she dated more men than even Elena. But I think a large chunk of tvd's white teen girl fans saw Care as a self-insert too (bc w each subsequent season, Caroline was increasingly written & designed that way, which is why fans turned on tvd's original self-insert, Elena, & worshipped Care instead).
Her "im never the one, im not perfect like elena" insecurities made her a blank canvas for (white) girls to see themselves in, which is why she wins Miss Mystic Falls, why she's a privileged Founding Fam member, why she gets to dress fancy & go to Mikaelson balls that have nothing to do w her, why she gets ALL the men, why she becomes the 1st vampire to be pregnant, why she gets to marry Stefan (then instantly lose him so she can go kiss Klaus in the spin-off), why she gets to be tvd's last vampire standing, why she repeatedly gets to have her cake and eat it too. By presenting Elena as "perfect/ideal" & Caroline as an "underdog," fans naturally sympathized more with Care's "struggle" (even tho she repeatedly got EVERYTHING!) Based on this, Plague refused to let ppl like Klaus date Bonnie (which would've made sense) but shoved him w Caroline (which didn't make narrative sense) bc that gave her & white fans the chance to see themselves in Care & feel like THEY were dating Klaus.
(Btw I wanna add that I actually do like & enjoy Caroline! This is a critique of the shadiness that went into *writing* Caroline, not a critique of Caroline herself)
Similarly, Kai was allowed to want Bonnie as long as fans didn't like him, but once he got popular, Plague killed Bonkai bc she believed that she & her (white) fans wouldn't be able to see themselves in Bonnie and feel like THEY were the ones dating Kai. But Kai was not Klaus, Stefan, Damon, Enzo or Kol. His character was CONCEIVED w Bonnie in mind to the point that erasing his obsession w her would make him not even feel like KAI anymore. And that wouldn't work bc fans wanted gucci kai, not walmart kai. Also, his general personality quirks were just not the type that would vibe w Caroline. Chris Wood said it himself, "Kai likes to be the one who talks, he doesn't like to listen, so I think Caroline might make him wanna snap her neck & move on" bc Caroline ALSO likes to talk. So writing him w Care would change Kai too much & writing him w Elena was not an option bc Delena was set in stone & Nina was leaving. So, how'd plague have her cake & eat it too? She refused to let Bon have Kai, and bc there was no other white girl who made sense for him, she kept Kai eternally single so white fans could eternally imagine themselves w him.
And uk what's the worst part? I don't believe all white fans would've necessarily struggled to see themselves in Bonnie if she'd dated Kai. I think Bonnie being the ACTUAL underdog struggler of the show made her very relatable to people, regardless of what your race is (esp bc tvd rarely addressed her race or centered any plotlines on it). I think Plague's own subconscious biases just made it impossible for her to fathom seeing herself in a PoC character, which is why she wrongly assumed all her majority white fans worked the same way & letting Bonkai happen would've disappointed them & made them stop watching. (But that being said, even if it was just a "business decision" to her... isn't it funny how disappointing masses of white klaroline fans didn't stop her from tossing Care at stef, enzo, whoever she wanted, but ONLY stopped her when it came to Bonnie's ships (bc she was looking for excuses to scrap 'em anyway)? Oh plagueee ur biases are showing, girlieee)
#bonkai#kai parker#bonnie bennett#bonnie bennett x kai parker#bonnie x kai#tvd#bonkamily#josette laughlin#caroline forbes#headcanon#asks#mine
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Pluto 11H Transit - Personal Observation
As Pluto's been hanging around the last degree of Capricorn I've been feeling so unsatisfied in my friendships and my goals lol a weird feeling like it's not bad but like....it's off and not really what I want.
The other day someone asked me if I had any goals for this year and I said no bc I did not write out goals and I haven't for 2 years! The goals I made 5 years ago that I really wanted didn't happen and I got tired of re adding them to my goals for the new year so I just stopped altogether lmfao but partly because as the years went by I got more like "idek what I want!!!" about them!
With friendships I've been realizing that I don't have friends in my immediate environment that share my more exciting interests. Astro for example Idk anyone in person that knows more than just the basic like their big 3 and how to look up their chart and some people are even against it for "witchcraft" lol and other exciting interests I have are creative and I've been calling it excitement blue balls lmfao when I get super excited about something and I show my friends and they just don't get it at all or they get it after I explain but it's just not exciting for them so they can't match my excitement lol and it's so disappointing! The other day I was looking up pluto 11H natally and it was talking about how someone with this placement can be a loner and that's accurate for the transit too! I find myself doing things alone a lot bc I'm the "host" of my group of friends and they are all part of different groups (family or friends) but for me this is my one group so when they are doing things with their other groups I'm literally alone lol so the thought of "i want different/more friends!" is in my head a lot!
Ready to leave this transit behind! But first let's look back omg
(Description from Planets in Transit - Robert Hand)
Period of great changes in your long range goals and your hopes for the future
This transit started in 7th grade for me and now I'm 29 lmao so yeah things have definitely changed! But I think that's around the time I started seriously saying I wanted to be a lawyer and in early high school I did these summer camp things for legal justice. I'm a lawyer now and it's like yay......I guess lmfaooo idk like it pays my bills I can't complain! However for the last 2 years I've been wanting to get a different job and nothing I've seen has looked exciting and I'm like maybe it's bc I'm not looking up what I want but what do I want?? idk!
The kinds of people you have as friends will change
This has definitely been true because this transit started a year ish after I came to the US and that's when my fam told me that it wasn't temporary so all my friendships from Haiti that I had just kind of died overnight bc it was hard back then to communicate internationally and I was also 11 lol and my fam does not value friendships so no one even cared! Those friends and I were definitely like the "it" group of elementary school lol but the friends I made in middle school were different bc we just minded our business and entertained ourselves! Then in high school my friend group changed again bc I was in IB classes so the people I was around were different and I had to be a lot more social and I stopped seeing my middle school friends around. Then in college I was on a caribbean dance team and that's who I was around and they were all black bc caribbean which was so different from my friends throughout middle and high school. It was interesting bc going in I thought I would have been more like them bc i am caribbean but I was still different bc I grew up in haiti and they grew up here lol Then in law school I went to an HBCU and the vibes were off for me bc so much elitism so I only stuck to a couple people and minded my business lol
Activities that you once enjoyed may no longer appeal to you now
I can't remember for the entire transit but recently that's why I've been like eh about my friendships bc the stuff that they want to do I used to want but now I don't anymore so I go more to hang out with them instead of bc I want to do whatever it is lol this halloween season for example I wanted to do this bar crawl and this party on saturday and everyone bailed so I ended up skipping the bar crawl and going to the party alone and like I had a great time!! I was in the front by the DJ and I know i'm gonna be in their promo pictures lmao but then there's another party on halloween that I'm going to and I didn't even really want to do it I wanted to do this boat party but again no one wanted to do that so lol
You will be looking for quite a different kind of friendship than you have had in the past. Now you seek out people who will provide very intense encounters because you are seeking to confront new dimensions of yourself through them
Real af bc I was just saying the other day how I want more nurturing and caring and intimate friendships! I also find meeting people who are eccentric exciting because I'm literally studying them lol especially if i know their astro placements I'm like mm i know why!
One friendship in particular may change your life at this time. You may meet someone who affects you so strongly that the entire course of your life is changed
This has to be my bestie! We literally met in middle school in 2008 and then she moved out of state the next year and we somehow managed to stay besties long distance this entire time and now that we have our own money we see each other more and travel together lol I feel like if I didn't have the one stable friendship I might have ended up in friend groups that wouldn't have been good for me lol
Avoid associating with individuals just because they are powerful and persuasive
This showed up a lot for me in law school bc I swear you have to be a bit insane to choose this as a career path and yes I know I chose it too and yes I think I am a bit insane for it lmao but maybe not as much as some others which is why I ended up keeping to myself. So many clashing egos as if we weren't literally just students lol I met this one girl and we had started to become friends and she persuaded me to come over to her place and teach her how to cook some foods bc we're both Haitian and then I realized that she literally just wanted me to meal prep for her and I was like uhhhhhhh.... and avoided her after that lmao I also could not get myself to gaf about networking and I really tried!! These professors were not clicking for me and befriending random attorneys at events bc of the firm they work at idk it wasn't my vibe lol
Possible you will meet someone who can really act as a guide and teacher
Idk if I can say I've met them bc they are people I only know online but I've come across a few people that I still go to for advice and guidance! We're friends now but when I met him it was bc I got a tarot reading from him where he looked at the entire upcoming year and that was honestly so helpful!
You may become associated with a group or movement that wants to reform society
Yeah that was the goal in law school lol I wanted to do juvenile justice at first to help the kids and then I wanted to do family law to help the kids and then I wanted to do immigration to help the families and I still kind of want to do immigration but I'm in patents lmao unfortunate detour
Shallow old friendships may end under this transit
My friendship with my high school bestie ended in 2014 I wanna say which is one of the years when this transit was exact on my 11H degree and it was a shallow friendship bc we were besties bc we had every class together and sat next to each other bc of our last names lol it was great at the time but then we went to different colleges in different states and it wasn't sustainable lol then in 2017 another friendship ended with my roommate of 3yrs after we graduated college and idek what happened there lol we were just really good roommates but not friends that would stay friends outside of that. There's also people I used to hang out with all the time that now I only see on socials and say happy birthday to lol
The fundamental purpose of this transit are transformation through your friendships and regeneration of your goals
Friends have definitely been a major part of my growth over the years not just through my personal experiences with them but also with their experiences with other people lol I'm always thinking about why people act how they act and a lot of times i can see how I acted similarly and it clicks for me! It's my 1H saturn return right now so a major thing has been observing my own behavior and I've been working through a lot of people pleasing tendencies after going NC with my mom and I think that I made friends along the way based on the things that they liked that I liked too but not the things that I liked you know??? lol idk how else to say that! But yeah now that I'm more aware of it and also choosing to do things I find exciting I'm leaning toward things that in my group i'm the only one into them lol idk how to go about making new friends based on that tho!
Idk about the goals still so I'm hoping that once Pluto leaves Capricorn for good I can have some clarity lol
(I wrote this post last night and had a dream about my glasses being shattered and when I looked it up it was talking about not having the tools to look at reality with clarity..........okayyyyyyyy so where are the tools? lmao in the closet? at home depot?)
#astro#astrology#astro tumblr#learn astrology#astro community#pisces rising#pluto in capricorn#pluto in aquarius#pluto in the 11th house#pluto 11H#pluto transit#pluto 11h transit#pluto 11th house transit
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I loved your posts about Rodolphus! Please talk more about his and Bellaās relationship.
thank you so much for asking!!! i talked a bit about them here but iām always so happy to talk more about themā¦ iāve missed themmm
for me, the fundamental thing about them is that they would defend each other with their dying breaths but they also canāt fucking stand each other - in this way, their relationship is kinda more sibling-like than anything else (but, notably, both of their actual sibling relationships are a bit more complicated than that). like if theyāre left alone in the same room for too long, thereāll be nothing left of the extravagant, antique furnishings by the time they leave. but also like if one of them gets hit by a curse in a battle, thereāll be nothing left of the person who cast it by the time the other is done.
itās very unspoken (and when it is spoken, itās yelled, bc god forbid either of them ever communicate like normal people) but itās mostly about duty. bc theyāre married. theyāre husband and wife and that means something. i think it was an arranged marriage and they donāt love each other at all, never have and never will and they both know that, but thereās still this sense of them being bound together. like iāve said before, both of them are very devotional, like rodo is fastidious about his duty as lord, thatās his entire life, and bella is fervent in her loyalty, primarily to her family (& later voldemort) but rodo would receive a degree of this as well.
i also think at their cores theyāre made up of a lot of the same stuff (altho, iāve said it before and iāve said it again, the blacks to me are just More than the lestranges (& most other pureblood fams) are, theyāre an Extreme) and bella expresses this more outwardly while rodo keeps all his passion and anger and wildness simmering under a much more upright, refined exterior (which does erode as he gets more sucked into the DEs, and esp after his time in azkaban)
later on in their relationship i think the main thing that binds them together is voldemort. like neither of them can be members of Society anymore - after the azkaban escape, theyāre wanted criminals, they canāt be the lord and lady lestrange as well as that. i think a lot of this begins before the first azkaban trip too, like theyāre some of if not The most zealous DEs at the end of the first war. please see: torture of the longbottoms bc they need to get info on the whereabouts of their master. i think this is where they give up on the idea of their social standing (which was so important to them before, mainly to rodo w the duty thing but also to bella bc of the level of pride that comes w being a black).
this is a central thing that i think is so interesting about the death eaters and the way tom operates. he cultivates a dependency on him so that when heās gone, people like bella and rodo just canāt really function. they have to find him and when they canāt, they scream their loyalty to him all the way to azkaban. they canāt just go on living a normal life like lucius for example (and i think this is part of why the malfoys fall out of tomās favour so drastically in the second war. bc he knows that lucius can live without him, can denounce him and pretend it was the imperius and basically just walk away scot-free from being voldemortās right hand manā¦ tom canāt rely on someone like that, but anyway that's unrelated!!)
bella and rodo are Dependent on voldemort by the end of the first war. bc, like i said before, theyāre both incredibly devotional and tom sucks them in so that the vast majority of this goes to him rather than like to rabastan, or narcissa, or each even each other. thereās still the sense that theyāre married and theyāre in this together and they will still defend each other etc etc. but like. consider a death eater meeting:
in the first war, i think bella and rodo wouldāve sat next to each other, bc theyāre husband and wife and so they should sit next to each other, but maybe by the end of that war and defo in the second one, i think bella sits next to voldemort and rodo sits who knows where. i think a lot about the death eater seating plans lol i think theyāre v important, and i think as time goes on, for bella and rodo, it would become less important to maintain the proper position of husband and wife, and more important for their seating to reflect their positions in terms of their relationship to voldemortā¦.
this all ties into the way the power dynamic between them twists and turns w rodo being the Husband, but bella (at least in the second war) being of higher standing in the death eaters (which to me is to do w the like. the aesthetics of the warsā¦ the first war is marked by secrecy and strategy and someone like rodo would be highly valued (i've said before: poster boy) and imo heās like. sat next to voldemort at the head of the table, across from lucius, w bella sat beside himā¦ but the second war is messier and much more public and bella takes that seat instead and i think snape takes luciusā(?? would have to check) but anyway the power dynamics switch between them! interesting!)
anyway sorry this is SO long, i appaza have more to say than i thought but iām gonna stop hereā¦ sorry for all the side notes ahsjshsjd thank you so much for asking <3333
#i loooooove an arranged marriage and bella&rodo make me craaaaaazy#godddd#asks <3#rodo#bella#finishing this up whilst on the tube in semi captain hook costume btwā¦.#the grind never stops#rodolphus lestrange#bellatrix black
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Hi! I saw in the tags that there's no Millicent and her sisters in your AU Haligtree fam. Can I ask why? Tell me your headcanons!
Oh, thank you for the ask. I love headcanon dumping! Though still can hardly find time to do more often... Need to do better (asks like this could help š)
I liked this theory. Always thought the same: Millicent and her sisters were parts of Malenia, they had to return to let her recover and live. So it was a right and noble decision for Millicent in the end.
In my headcanons, don't see Malenia doing parenting. Just saw an interesting short vid on themes of motherhood in Elden Ring, they said Malenia was an 'unwanting mother', to the kindreds, to Milli and her sisters. An interesting thought. At least it made me remember to finally finish editing this post āŗ
I'd rather focus on Malenia's relationship with Lyra. They are like children themselves in some ways, despite everything (learning to live a more peaceful happy life bc the girls deserve it!).
Not that I'm opposed to maternal characters. There are some, including Loretta, who has an adoptive daughter and cares for her greatly. Or some of my OCs: Waldemia (one of Miquella's best healers), mother Svenja (crucible touched lady, more human-looking than our typical misbegotten, which helped her survive, also a healer).
Then there's Miquella. In my AU he's really a chill and reasonable guy, def more maturte than his ladies š
Millicent played important part in Lyra's story, helping her fully regain her memories. When Lyra just awoke, at first, all she could recall was her name, her death and bits of recent life prior to it (one distant kingdom across the sea from the Lands Between, she was exiled there and tried to return later, but died in the storm - other story. Probably she's been to Roderika's homeland, that would be a nice detail). Many important things were lost. How in the older pre-shattering days she left Caria to serve the Haligtree (enough in common with Loretta š Maybe that's why they became friends later). Slowly, one by one, she could recollect those bits... Millicent offered the last and most important piece of the puzzle: after meetimg her, Lyra remembered something crucial. Including her devotion to Malenia. Then she decided to return to the Haligtree, to serve it again.
Lyra felt that part of Malenia in Millicent, that's why she grew attached to her. But all good must end... for the sake of something bigger. Sacrifices and losses are needed, too.
Then, I consider this story a 'sunshine AU', the one with a more or less good ending and brighter tones - something we can't naturally get in a Fromsoft game... But too much sunshine is no good, it's blinding and burning.
It's just the way I feel it. Of course, I enjoy other people's headcanons, including those where Millicent is actually present alongside Malenia.
I def like drawing her, so here's one of the studies I did:
#oh hope I piut it all together well enough...#quite nervous posting it (yet I want to)#asks#asks answered#Age of Abundance AU#millicent#malenia blade of miquella#oc: lyra#elden ring#headcanons
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