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I've only got one more discussion board to climb

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so much happened in 911verse today but I had an equally eventful day so I'll just deal with it when the episodes come up god bless

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thinking about a welcome home party for eddie and chris where buck knows he's in love with eddie. trying to attach himself to christopher's side because they've always used that kid as a feelings buffer (and if buck thinks about that for too long he'll lose his motherfucking mind) and it just makes sense because chris was gone longer than eddie but chris is a teenager now and he missed denny and he's perpetually embarrassed by adult affection so he suffers it for a little while before slipping away to play video games with denny. and then buck is dodging eddie every possible way he can, waiting on pregnant maddie hand and foot, helping bobby in the kitchen, tom cruising it up behind the bar for hen and karen (and eddie), cleaning up messes, taking food and drinks to chris and denny, playing with jee and mara, anything and everything possible to not get stuck alone with eddie because he just can't. and he ducks outside when the whirlwind gets a little too much, when he catches eddie's eye across the room and sees nothing but overwhelming fondness with this little hint of sad understanding, and he just needs a breather. but then the door opens and closes behind him and a warmth as familiar to him as his own body settles beside him and they just breathe together for a moment before eddie jokes that he thought buck'd be happier to see him. and buck can't really joke, not about this, so he tells him that he missed him like a lung and he's just getting used to breathing again. and eddie asks why buck's avoiding him. and buck just whispers "i don't think i know how to be around you anymore". and eddie says "i don't think i know how to be without you, so we should probably figure that out". and buck looks up at him with big, wide eyes and eddie's looking back at him with nothing but certainty in his eyes.

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Literally sobbing. A judge, a US judge defended us. A judge brought up intersex people, uaing the term intersex, to *defend* us by not allowing our erasure. I'm having a lot of feelings right now

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catproofing my house. did anyone want to tell me these things can kill themselves with anything at any point in time or did I have to figure that out myself

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EVAN BUCKLEY 7.05 | You Don't Know Me

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They're waiting to make Buddie canon for my birthday in March

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sometimes i feel like im climing up this incline again alone but thankully sisypus and the itsy bitsy spider and here with me

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you ever get home and you're so tired you gotta take a break just to sit in the car before going in

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bro I'm the only one in the back with the patient for a 2hr transport and I completely forgot IM now the medical professional in charge I was like oh maybe I can take a nap till we get there

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finding enough plastic in human brains to make a spoon is certainly a shocking headline but I just don't have it in me to be shocked anymore. not only can I see the evidence of spoon brain all around me I can literally feel it in myself

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Tell me again.

By Michael Gray | for @magicinavalon <3

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for everyone who asked for butch buddie yesterday 🫶

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name the baby accordingly

if anyone has any boy cat name ideas pls send them to me

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if anyone has any boy cat name ideas pls send them to me

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And that was it? That was it.