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in other news… HELLO 👀

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eddie trying to disguise himself with a beard (mustache. because beards are too flammable) in 8a. being afraid to see himself underneath that disguise. shaving it off. allowing himself joy. looking at himself in the mirror and not hating who he sees. smiling at the person he finds underneath it. dancing loose and unbuttoned. cut to eddie in 8b. conforming. buttoned up. suffocating because he knows there’s joy there now. he saw the briefest glimpse of it. felt it. felt all of that possibility. and now all he can feel is the hands around its neck. but he'll live with it. he has to. he has to. he has to.

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this literally gives me the same feeling as phantom spiders running up my back

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be there on the next train | T | 1k | @shitouttabuck

painkillers, pet names, and other sure-fire ways to finally tell your best friend you’re in love with him

Given the number of times they end up in the hospital, we should get a silly little scene with one of them on drugs

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reblog to cum on your mutuals

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reblog to cum on your mutuals

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reblog to cum on your mutuals

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and when we see eddie get home from his parent's house and sit on his bed and press the facetime button as he unbuttons his shirt and runs his hands through his hair

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I’m gonna kms

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I just realized that many many people have jobs

Rb with your job, wtf do you people do while offline???

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imagine you have a surprise baby at nineteen years old and you enlist because you don't know what else to do and you come home with ptsd and three bullet holes and a medal you hate looking at and your wife leaves you and your parents try to take the baby you did everything for but against all odds you get out and you make it work. and then your wife comes back and then your wife dies in front of you but you're still making it work. and then five years later you have a completely unexpected understandable relapse in your grief and then your parents really do take the baby you did everything for and so you leave behind the life you made and the man you're in love with and move back to the city that suffocated you because you don't know what else to do. and you're trying really really hard to make it work. but it’s just not working anymore.

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why is nobody talking about the fact that that’s rob fucking benedict

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Stills of 8x12: Disconnected pt.1

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he grew it long. he grew it long and when he danced it flopped over his forehead and he used to run his hands through it and feel the softness and now it's hard with gel and not a single strand out of place and it's just another cage he's closed himself in to look the perfect part of everything that sucks his soul dry

just saw the stills. eddie's hair genuinely makes me nauseous

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just saw the stills. eddie's hair genuinely makes me nauseous