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Ok I decided to be brave and share properly at a reasonable time. You can still pretend you didn't see it if you don't like it though.

Rated G

Pairings: Pre-relationship Eddie/Buck, Past relationship Buck/Tommy

Note: It's a bit open to interpretation though, if you want to imagine it's heading in a different direction.

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Summary: Buck is studying his hands now, lost in thought. "Tommy made me laugh," he says finally. "He was... he was always goofier than I expected him to be, and he cared, so much. He let me take care of him, too. He made me honest to god swoon, sometimes. I had fun, with him. I'm going to see if maybe it's not too late to try again."

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eddie who is taking a knife to his own heart for chris. buck who is taking a knife to his own heart for eddie.

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I love to see you enjoy and celebrate all the things you liked while everyone is grumbling <3

baby I do not get paid enough to be upset about anything about this show

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Okay we talked abt bucks face can we talk abt Eddie’s face now? That ‘I’m so lucky to have you-thank you for not making me explain- god how are you exactly what I need” face?

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every single person who's left buck, from daniel when he was a baby to tommy a few weeks prior. and buck still sitting there on that couch looking at eddie who's still there but won't be soon and thinking "you're the loss of my life"

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i haven't even talked about buck letting himself in to eddie's house with a pretty basket of baked goods cause he ran out of baking supplies at the loft so he went to his second home to use eddie's baking supplies instead and make them snickerdoodle and he blushed a pretty blush when eddie complimented him and then he saw eddie's tablet and in the flirtiest tone possible he was like i will respect your privacy no i won't we don't keep secrets from each other also I want to know what kind of porn you watch and then it all went to hell but like. i need to discuss how for that brief thirty seconds. buck was home

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i genuinely can't be articulate right now like you guys don't understand that I once put off reading a fic with this exact concept for a month cause it was genuinely too fucking painful for me to even consider and then i just had to watch it happen in front of my eyes i feel like they killed my dog and then shot me with the same gun

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right. right but eddie moves to texas buck doesn't see eddie as much. eddie moves to texas and buck doesn't get to see christopher either. little boy who he saved and saved him and who he bakes cookies for his class with and takes him to the zoo and loves him to the moon and back. he won't see him. I AM STARTING A FUNDRAISER TO BUY BUCK A TICKET TO TEXAS

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buck and eddie are going to be making out on my screen and declaring their undying love one day and some people are still going to be insisting that because best friends can do that too, the show isn't making them a couple

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buck is really going to sleep with half of LA trying to get over eddie. oh my fucking god.

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Buck finds out Eddie wants to move to El Paso: a story in three parts

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I think about this quote every time I think of buck and never more so that right in this moment

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Just win after win

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this is kind of like the best thing that's ever happened to me.

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do you need to replace the guy in your will if you don't live in the same state. is that something you should do.

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yeah that jumper call was foreshadowing buck wanting to kill himself for three months

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EDDIE MOVING. BUCK HEARTBROKEN BUT SUPPORTING HIM. EDDIE BUCK CHIM CANON IN HOTSHOTS VERSE. MADDIE CENTRIC EPISODE NEXT WITH AN ACTUAL NEW PLOT. IVE NEVER FUCKING WON MORELAKDJF;LASKJF;AS