#& it’s still kind of whatever imo
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personally i headcanon rose as a really, really gay. idk if that's going to make anyone mad but that's just my hc.
#homestuck#rosemary#rose lalonde#kanaya maryam#davekat#theyre also there#pls send me movie recommendations#specifically horror movies i dont watch much else#so if thats ur genre#also if you like alien movies#like little grey men alien movies#like The Fourth Kind (2009) movies#i also liked Dark Skies (whatever year that was)#oh and Abduction (idk) which was not as good as Dark Skies IMO but it was still enjoyable#but yk the vibes?#i want to watch movies like that#more of htose#anyway#art
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i’m with you till the end of the line. or, you know, till someone figures out time travel and i can go marry that lady who already lived a full life because i owe her a dance
#Guys. is anyone still here it’s 2024#im Thinking about in catws when peggy was like#‘i have lived a life. my only regret is that you didn’t get to live yours’#she lived her life & she got married and had kids !#they took her agency & independence imo like ugh Fuck whatever was going on in endgame#and what was the point of them having this extremely meaningful phrase between them. what is the point!!!!#if when cap finally saves the world & bucky is no longer in danger he just leaves him!!#okay it’s not that serious but im mad about the lost potential#winter soldier brainworms#soapbox#txt#stevebucky#kind of
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stray homestuck2 thought: there's something about how jake likes blue ladies; and jane, who is coded blue, but chooses to wear red.
#lucabytetalks#homestuck#lucabytereads#still thinking on my avatar joke from yesterday and a discussion i had about jake's emasculation in the plot & how#ppl will staunchly call him Gay when hes one of the dudes in homestuck who most frequently does express some kind of attraction to women#whereas with dudes its like. seemingly mostly just dirk for him. and even thats oft coded with his 'well by jolly he is my good chum#after all and i would hate to see him upset!' same way he approaches his relationship with jane#since i dont think brain ghost dirk is exactly. well yeah hes clearly hung up on the man. but getting in ppls heads and defacto replacing#their internal monologues because He Knows Better is a Dirk Thing... like.. in GENERAL...#this is a messy and im sure not new observation its just idk. while i do think jake and grandpa have the potential to want to BE their#blue ladies and not just want them. i do think they also clearly do want them. its a bit weird that jake's dragging through#the absolute gutter of the narrative is so frequently pointed to as evidence of him being Exclusively Gay#like imo whatever that guy is under the trauma induced aromanticsm. inclduing maybe just actually aromantic. i think its gonna end up like#complicated in some way. hes clearly not just a guy who likes dudes in a clean cut manner...#anyway yeah his relationship to jane is genuinely an interesting addition to his character and i think is more interesting if its not just#Regular Comphet. its more. Comp-Relationship-At-All
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gabriel and mc, enemies to lovers would have been so good tho
#its not gonna happen ever#like ever#but i saw some ppl cooking earlier this year with gabe and mc (where mc turns out to be god)#and omg#OMG#the squandered potential for it in the game makes me kinda sad lol#ik there was that card with him tied up#but i mean like actual feelings developing#also i dont have that card and never will lol#the only way it could happen properly too would be if mc turned out to be god (as stated above) or gabe fell and became a demon like luci#tho i still want him to have that stuck up attitude he has#but now hes forced to bring himself “down to their level” since hes no longer an angel if that makes sense#anyways yea that was in my head today#ive been very talkative today...#follow for more random opinions about whatever things i play#alSO i dont think this would be feesible with the type of mc we have (well at least with the fallen gabriel)#like we need an mc who is like kind of charming for it to work right imo#whb#whb gabriel#ALSO i just think gabriel is really gorgeous and really would have loved proper romance with him and then h scene obviously lol
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ok ill just say this i was one of the “girls” salò shit was being done to in ms like straight up movie style psychological torture type bullying and tbf i dont tend to use the phrase “female camraderie” in general or esp about myself since im a man now. but if you asked me if I’ve experienced it i would say yes for instance in the countless intimate hushed conversation in bedrooms ive had with cis, straight women (same type of girl that was torturing me in ms) bonding over shared madness inducing experiences such as being in extremely abusive relationships with men. So i wouldnt jump the gun on that one. But whatever
#i get that being a type of person who got excluded from ‘’’’girl bonding’’’’ growing up bc of being not white /transfem / gnc/ whatever can#lead towards resentment i think thats perfectly logical and justified. but imo 99% of any types of feminist and or lgbt#for lack of a better word infighting comes from all parties (with their wide variety of individual ‘positioning’ across various social/#political/bodily ‘fault lines’ kind of. naturalizing their lived experience into some kind of axiom#without considering that very often someone who does not have XYZ trait/situation may have been victimized in very different but equally#real ways. most straightforward ex of this imo is the whole bi vs lesbian infighting in the quote unquote queer female community#but anyway . i see very often - not just online but also and especially offline - people being extremely cogent and lucid in analyzing#their own positioning and situations. but then painting people in different ones by the most generic reductive sweeping overgeneralizations#and its like. okay. maybe just give some thought to the fact that everyone else livs lives as complex and intricate as yours. thats all#PS i went on a tangent and forgot to say to be extremely clear. i absolutely did not have access to ‘girl space’ for the entirety of my#life until age like 17 to 21. and even then i was tenuously tolerated as some kind of inoffensive creature that was nonetheless still made#of different matter than the ‘real’ girls#idk. dont really have an end to that sentence i guess
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why are you, as an adult in 2024, still hung up on reylo. why are you still mocking the shippers. why do you believe yourself to be superior only because you dislike a stupid ship from a fucking space fairytale. girl (gnc) get a grip
#it's ridiculous. this ship is... stupidly cliché. like if you know fandoms at all#you could easily guess why people would be into it. hello?? have you tried to watch tfa without your hate-on-kyle-ron goggles?#did you watch their scenes together? you don't have to like something to recognize the hints#hell. at the time i didn't really like jonerys but i realized they were going to be a thing when i read agot in 2011#like folks. it's been nearly TEN LONG YEARS. let it go. LET IT FUCKING GOOOO#and for the lucy/cooper shippers out there who think reylos are (again) delusional when they compare the two ships:#no. *you* are being delusional only because you think reylo is unsexy and uncool (which is your right to think btw. obv)#if you can't see why someone would like both of these pairings for similar reasons... idk what to say honestly#people compared it to hannigram... honestly. again i see why they would appeal to anyone who's into both ships#i really do. but... unpopular opinion (since i'm more of a clannibal fan than i could ever be of reylo):#they are more similar to reylo than will/hannibal. there i said it#i'm not talking about the writing (admittedly the quality of it was questionable). i'm talking about tropes#never mind that imo the ghoul is more akin to vader than kylo but whatever#hannibal is an unapologetic kind of villain. he's not gonna have a redemption arc and that's okay#cooper is an antivillain who used to be a good man and became a disfigured cruel bastard. a parody of himself#lucy is him. him before the bombs dropped before he discovered the person he trusted the most wanted to commit genocide#nice. moral. polite. infused with the Good Old American Values™. he's basically her dark side#all of this is very hannigram/clannibal. i'm not denying it at all#but what'll likely happen is that lucy's actions will have a positive influence on the ghoul and remind him of what it means to be a man#and that's way more reylo-like. sorry.#beauty&thebeast/villain with some hidden good in him+morally righteous heroine/enemies to lovers etc.#i mean. hello??..... having said that. i'm not so much of a reylo shipper anymore and tbh never was. i really liked it at the time#but i was never fond of the st era. my fav characters are vader and leia and revan from the old eu. just saying#*and* it's also not impossible lucy gets darker with the ghoul as her traveling companion. in fact i wouldn't dislike it at all#if done well i mean#but i would still like for people to be intellectually honest and less puerile. god knows i have my notps#but i really don't give a fuck about the shippers. good for them i guess? i have better taste lmao but that's heavily subjective#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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is it a hot take to say astarion is evil/evil-aligned
#.txt#not even just for his selfish tendencies#that's part of the appeal imo. even in act 3 he's actively manipulating you into ascending him#ESPECIALLY if you romanced him. and a lot of players fall into his trap and ascend him bc of it#no matter whatever kindness you show him it still plays out the same (he manipulates you)#and perhaps after his quest he gets better but most of the game he's evil. to me#yeah mb it's a trauma response but it's an evil one. LOL#(obligatory not an attack on his character etc)#LIKING/ROMANCING HIM DOESNT MAKE YOU EVIL BTW. JUST IN CASE.
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for todays wip wednesday i thought it would be kind of fun to do a little wips vs final drafts post just to kind of illustrate how far back first drafts can really start. so following the famous 5+1 fanfic format (4+1 cause u can only post 10 pics on mobile)—four wips (left) & their related final drafts (right) + one that is still a wip (bottom two)
#in the doodle those are supposed to be their eyebrows fyi#this post is just cause we writers like to suck our own dicks sometimes#an anon sent in a follow up ask after my writing advice post talking about little notebooks…#i have gone through three 200 pg notebooks during the drafting of some of this content lol#one 200 pg notebook was basically ONLY slider one shot content#1. the little doodle that led to the cyclone one shot#2. ayrmy…. this doesn’t even count as a 0.5 draft#3. this is not the first attempt at this scene. this big blowup scene went through like a dozen different drafts#& it’s still kind of whatever imo#5. here are my original notes/outline for wwgattai :) it’s all i had to go on for the entire story#the first concrete image for the entire story i had was of mav begging ice to quit smoking#and ice quitting only cause he asked out loud#6. this is the WIP. female mav for a prompt fill. will then lead to of course! lesbian charliemav.#thanks for tolerating all my wip wednesdays :) they’re just kind of fun for me even if nothing makes sense out of context#top gun#top gun maverick#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav#top gun fanfiction#edts notes#btw in the cyclone excerpt epaulettes should be shoulderboards whoops#ignore the weird tag numbers there were originally 6
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My hyper-specific type when it comes to otome guys:
- Absolutely pathetic - Cannot speak to a girl normally to save his life - Tries to be calm/aloof, but turns tsundere when flustered enough - A good and pure man at heart, yet does some questionable things - ...Little Red Riding Hood???
#heart fragment#taisho x alice#otome#doofenshmirtz voice: if i had a nickel for every time i fell in love with a video game guy heavily associated to little red riding hood...#..i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice!#i made this post basically as a way to announce i played heart fragment recently. and uh. it's REALLY GOOD#i probably do love clive the most (and i was immediately interested/biased considering his similarities to Red) but...#the rest of the cast is great too! I ADORE shannon and i am beyond ready to figure out what jasper's deal is#and honestly i'm into the mystery and the strained family relationship aspects too. just great writing all around even beyond the romances#this is one of Those Games that messes with you and the more you play it the more it sneaks new creepy stuff in#whatever the hell is going on with inigo in the dreams is unsettling. and i love it.#but seriously i'd recommend this to any otome fan and ESPECIALLY taiali fans considering the similarities go far beyond just this#you like fairy tales? you like exploring psychological issues and trauma? this is the game for you#also you can date guys AND girls which is a rare treat! again - i LOVE shannon. i just... love clive even more#but to be fair i think the hangup is that no matter what you're very close and friendly with shannon#so even if you don't romance her you still have a great relationship with her regardless#meanwhile with clive he's starting as a stranger and you basically have to be a jerk to him or blow him off which hurts my heart#and also clive seems to fall kind of fast and hard for you so the relationship developing in a romantic direction just feels. right IMO#i can accept being just besties with shannon (even though I definitely still love her romance outcomes)#but it pains me to spurn clive's affections#on an unrelated note i do intend to post my thoughts (basically a review) of winter's wish: spirits of edo#but i want to finish getting the sorrow endings for CGs and lore which means a second run through several routes
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tha terf paradox of promoting acceptance of oneself's biological nature and not changing it for societal ideologies but then turning around and criticizing any person that has a different perception of their biological nature that doesn't immediately enter the "male or female" binary hmmm,,,,
#berry.rambles <3#does this make sense#like#ok cool. lets remind women that just because they're gnc doesnt mean that they have to transition (which isnt a malevolent idea at all imo)#but then the second a gnc woman (that's consciously aware that society sees her as a woman) decides to go by she/they or anything else#she's suddenly the woke version of not like other girls???#HUH#what does that even mean#do you people realize that some women just dont really care about the language used when they're talked about#like its not a “distancing myself” from femalehood (??) thing its literally coming to terms with the fact that language is not rigid#i go by any pronouns because i literally dont care#im a girl i know that#but im not gonna flip out if you call me he or they or she or it#like i have bigger problems didya think about that for a second!!!#this idea that any kind of personal uniqueness/individualism is ALWAYS patriarchy-related is so???? yes the patriarchy doesnt care but#why shouldnt we care about what the women feel too???#its so insane how they'll talk about eliminating the patriarchy/distancing themselves from it to weaken it#but then the second a woman talks about her unique experiences as a female and how it differs from other women's#they jump into her comments/reblogs talking about “yeah sure whatever but remember you'll always be seen as nothing but a female”#“men don't care about that so you might as well not even view yourself as unique or different from other women”#“patriarchy doesn't care about (insert gnc/trans thing) cause you're still female”#literally using the patriarchy as an excuse to lump all women into a monolith#i dont wanna be with other women#some of you are dumb!!!#traditionalists. conservatives. zionists. religious women. liberal women. libertarians. nationalists. some of you are vile im not gonna lie#some women reject class consciousness as women#thats on them#some women think that their societal condition is natural. thats on them unless they change.#you'll never get everybody on your team#which is why instead of yapping about this nonbinary person or that he/him lesbian
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(mgv) ouughhh those scenes when cuddy and wilson are arguing over something house has done but they're both alphas so sometimes they get a bit heated.... one time wilson almost got in trouble for growling at cuddy because she threatened to let house try to get out of the trouble with the board of directors or whatever by himself without her protection (which could mean he finally loses his license). they already had been circling each other in her office and she was just barely holding back from baring her teeth
#house md#hilson#call me basic or whatever but i'm not huge on huddy or hudson BUT i do see the potential#even so imo for all their boring straight people flirting cuddy works best when they're uninvolved but she's still in charge#yknow??? like being house's boss and kind of his friend..... who needs sex when you're fucking each other over at work#meanwhile despite being coworkers house and wilson are (un)fortunately ride or die so#things can get a little........ testy if one of them is confronted on matters regarding the other#im rambling. but most of you are here for that so yap i must#mgv
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NOT understanding the hype around longlegs
#left the theater thinking ok imo mid at best but parts of it seemed compelling & then is lost me so i read through some of other peoples#thoughts & analysis and the most i can take from any of it is 'well im glad it did all of that for you but yeah still not seeing it'#like some of it is very much ok those themes are just Not For Me like things im not especially compelled by which is whatever but then like#so much of it was too easy to poke holes in imo & you guys know im not the cinemasins ding type w movies lmao i also think i went into it#immediately on the wrong foot bcus im like *5mins in* 'hm ok is this gonna be transphobic?' & like yeah kind of?#& then 'ooh the spooky bad guy has a weird fucked up face' like 🙄 please i am so tired#texticles
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bitching abt my job again
tags contain frank mentions of transphobia and homophobia
#this happened like. i dont know. a month ago or something but i still keep playing it in my mind#for those unawares: theres been a fucking community outrage over the pride display at the library i work at#and have been working/volunteering at for 5 years#only it never went up. it never went up. bc the mayor came in as a quote unquote private citizen and demanded it taken down#despite the fact that patrons are required to fill out complaint sheets and even then it isnt ensured a display will be taken down#so obviously its a misuse of power that hes spinning into him being a concerned citizen#and i made a whole post bitching abt it and im doing so again (hi) bc i didnt like how our director responded to it#and yeah. so there was a board meeting after that right. well i set up for them as i usually do and let me tell you. that was the first#--time more than like 6 people came to spectate. it was insane.#and i guarantee that this months meeting wont have half as many people that fucking crammed themselves in there to complain abt gay ppl#bc of course they dont give a shit about the library#they just care about how scary the queers are#and yeah it was a shit show. i learned we have a far right organization in our town#and i was sat right in front of her husband the whole time#(standing actually. i was standing between him and my moms chair and he was sighing and grumbling the whole time bc he couldnt muster the#--balls to ask the 5 foot 2 fag in front of him to please move lol. small victories right)#when i say her i mean the leader of the freaks. idk. chairman? anyway she had a whole speech about how like queers are bad and cutting#the penises off little babies or whatever and she pulled up this passage from a book that was part of the display#its some book by the youtuber rowan ellis-- here and queer i think was the title. it was cataloged in our ya section and contained passages#talking about like having safe sex and what dildoes are and all that kind of shit. just really clinical descriptions imo. im not familiar w#--the youtuber really but im assuming they wrote it as informational bc shocker: teens be having sex. unsafe sex. especially queer teens#sourse: i was one of tgose#and...think for a moment. remember when you were a teen. youd rather fucking DIE than listen to your parents give you the sex talk#and chances are if youre gay your parents arent even going to know WHAT gay sex is (hugging without shirts on) so youre going to look#--elsewhere#bc if youre a hormonal fucking teen youre going to figure it out one way or another! especially if youre from (cough) a podunk shitwater#--town like mine that ran on abstinence by way of sex education#i think teens deserve to have access to that sort of information through trusted means. and i do mean het teens too#but no these fucking morons put on airs like everyones waiting till marriage--no! not my becky sue! as if they werent fucking around in#--holy shit i reached taglimit. i didnt ecen know there was one. hold on
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I’m just so… I don’t want jaehyun to eventually alter the way he acts or presents himself due to backlash from fans (in and out of the bonedo fandom) regarding his “loudness” and energy. it doesn’t cause harm to him or his band members. he’s relatively good at reading the room and adjusting his seriousness (like sometimes I think people think they chose the bonedo leader willy nilly lmao) and he’s not oblivious or unaware of his bandmates and others. like anyone else, I’m sure there’s moments when he might need help refocusing or w/e, but I have yet to see anyone who is warranted to have an opinion (ie: knows him irl) react negatively to his personality? like he’s not the first idol to be talkative. he’s not the first idol that might run around a bit. he’s not the first idol to make a lot of jokes or flirt with half his bandmates. it’s not a new personality. it’s a little different than what we see in other leaders but again, it’s not “new”. loud people were not invented in 2003. and over time, maybe he’ll mellow out a bit. it happens. or maybe he’ll remain as he is, that’s cool too. and as a leader, I kind of hope for the latter bc the industry will work them and burn them out and I hope they’re able to maintain their youth and softness towards the world. that not everything is a battle or a fight, that the job while a job, can be one they continue to enjoy to do.
#to delete probably#from behind the door#like i don’t know to explain how i feel protective of jaehyun’s personality and those with similar ones#example is j@ckson w@ng (sorry i don’t want this in his tags) and how he outward personality has sort of#shifted in more recent years to be less known as the more loud and goofy kind of guy#to this cool guy or whatever#and that’s a bit… generalizing LOL but it’s an example#mark and bb discussed it i believe#contrasting.. you have mj#who is still the same mj imo#and like personally have whatever opinion you do yknow?#like it gets annoying? that’s fine it happens#hell I do not think I’d survive a day with jaehyun#love him to bits but that would be a lot#and guess what? I don’t have to lmao#i’m not in bonedo LOL#AND NETIRHR ARE YALL ON THE INTERNET#like just step away#take a break#turn off the volume#like… it’s one thing to be like he’s loud and it’s another thing to use it as something inherently negative#like ‘your personality is cringe’ like noooo don’t tell people that#idk how to explain it…. i guess it’s really on my own upbringing of#if you don’t got something nice to say don’t say it#y’all can comment on your group being quieter than other groups and how you love that#without dragging in some other name to say they’re annoying and the opposite#actually i take back what i said in a previous tag#you can probably address a person being loud or talkative or just… a different energy level#without calling them annoying i think#WHY DID THIS BLOG TURN INTO ME RANTING
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look u dont have to sympathize w hawkwing bc he DOES treat pebblepaw like shit like im not denying that but reducing his trauma to "his brother died and he was sad abt it" just rly rubs me the wrong way like. again that is NOT excusing the way he treated pebblepaw at all but its just. kinda weird to me to downplay the experience of watching a loved one die especially at such a young age. but idk maybe im just reading too deep into it bc of my own personal experiences (not gonna go into detail obvs bc this is a fucking warrior cats blog) but yeah
#mod meows#hawkwing#pebbleshine#seeing ppl read/react to hawkwings journey makes me dread seeing ppls reactions to violetshines story#bc she parallels her dad in many ways#and i do NOT want ppl calling her a goddamn abuser or whatever for lashing out at her loved ones due to her own incredibly similar trauma#again not that trauma excuses anything + the stuff she says to twigpaw isnt nearly as bad as what hawkwing says to pebblepaw imo#but still. Pain#also uhhh disabling reblogs bc this is kind of a heavy/personal post somewhat and id prefer to not instigate arguments over it
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some game design thinky thoughts.
#it speaks#da gameplay complaints so weird to me. which i say as someone whose favorite combat was origins.#i mean 1 like i just enjoy a lot of different types of games. including crpg style tactical and including action#and inclulding me style arpg#but fr like people just keep saying over and over 'only three abilities???????????' like bro did u know in dai#that one of the warrior abilities was COMBAT ROLL.#a lot of things like that were previously abiliities and can in real time combat become different kinds of mechanics#and lemme say as someone who never invests in combat roll i spend a lot of time in dai fighting dragons by fruitlessly jumping in the hope#that THIS time i might be able to dodge the incoming attack i can clearly see coming (i can't)#idk like the point is obv if you don't like action-oriented combat whatever but complaining about design changes which actually serve#to make GOOD action-oriented combat is wild to me.#love that it's still rtwp my beloved. love giving commands to followers. love that it's built around synergies and that the wheel actually#tells you things like detonation combos and enemy resistances because i love taking advantage of stuff like that but find often in games#that information is overly obscured or a hassle to discover#and if i in real time action combat had 20 different abilities to choose from while still needing to dodge out of the way and pop off#an attack- that would be at worst overwhelming and distracting and at best feel like more than i need.#and at the same time! the skill tree looks great. best i've seen from da (and iterated from other franchises well imo) and still looks#plenty deep and customizable. way more than me's five little blocks or whatever#and wrt to party control yeah i'll miss it i like it a lot!#but again for this style of combat i literally don't think you need it and that's okay!#the game feeling better for what it is is okay!#even in dai like i have a lot of moments in that game where it's actually more a nuisance than anything else to fully switch control#to use an ability. e.g. i usually spec solas out with spirit magic and i almost always will fully enter the tactical cam just to#tell him to cast a barrier. or a revive. or dispel some demons before they spawn in#like i'm literally already just telling him to use abilities and then i switch back to me. and in that game there are def times where i hav#thought yeah this would actually be smoother if i could just tell him to use it +position it!#i spend the most time party switching in origins esp on higher difficulties but obv the game is most fine tuned for that#and you can play through the entire series as if it were an arpg if you want. that's what i did when i was a kid lmfao#well anyways. that's my two cents! i think it'll be really engaging! from what i've seen the game director isn't talking out of her ass!#vir dirthera
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