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“The life you could’ve lived.”

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seeing the weight go down is so addicting im never gonna stop🪽

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What models eat in a day!

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if I had a lock on my door I'd swallow the key and stay there until there's no fat left on my body

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tiny little tighs ๑

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how it feels baking knowing you won't be eating any of it

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˚✧₊⁎๑⁺˳✧༚*๑

you are in control.

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★ ★ ★

the hold these have on me

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i love eating breakfast and then nothing the whole day

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🥯„There is so much you don’t know about me.“

„Like what? Are you like an axe murderer?“

„Worse…“

„What?“

„I have a secret ed tumblr account and love the feeling of being hungry & empty, constantly being cold, almost fainting and thinking about food 24/7, counting my calories…..“

These pictures do not belong to me, all rights and credits to the rightful owners!!!

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this is me if you even care 🦢🍓

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Getting skinny bc I don’t want to waste my youth hating what I see in the mirror.

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i got told i got a glow up when really all i did is throw up

all my food. for months. hurray now im hotter

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I wanna wrap my hand round my wrist

I wanna be tiny

I wanna be underweight

I wanna barely take up any space

I wanna be cold on a sunny day

I wanna be the skinniest in every group

I wanna weight 40 kg

I want the thigh gap

I want skinny hands

I want long socks to fit in my thighs

I want skinny arms

I want someone to lift me like its nothing

I want my collarbone to poke out

I want my ribcage to poke out when I strech

I want ppl to ask me how i did it

I WANT TO BE SKINNY

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6 months clean today, and for the first time in a while im glad my scars are fading a bit, but im scared. am i even really better? or just a different kind of bad. do i live life debating whether i deserve to or do i die with reassurance that im sick and was truly suffering all this time...