#young eddie diaz

[schrijverr]

I'm so close to being done with the Chris finds Eddie's HS diary fic, I swear this time. I promise I'm keeping it under 80k (I always said 80k, right? haha...)

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July 31, 2007

Happy birthday to me… I guess. Papi didn’t make it home until evening, so he missed the cake. And he didn’t get me a bat and a glove. I don’t know if he remembered. I reminded him before he left, but I guess it was a dismissive grumble. I should have known. Besides, money doesn’t grow on trees.

I know Adri is turning 16, so she’ll have her license soon and she’ll need a car and Soph has been begging for dance classes. Plus, the sink broke a while ago. Mom called the plumber, because papi wasn’t here, so that cost a lot. Next time, I should see if I can fix it before she does to spare costs. Still, I’m a little sad about not getting the bat and glove. Maybe he meant Christmas, since technically it’s not a year now? I hope so. I’ll just continue to borrow Cody’s glove or one from school for now. The tshirts were nice too, I shouldn’t complain, with the way I’m growing, I needed new shirts. I got three and two are actually okay to be seen with in public.

Also Soph spilled her drink over her slice and cried about it, so mom made me switch with her. That sucked. Juice flavored chocolate cake and soggy whipped cream isn’t as nice. But that is bound to happen, maybe she’s less clumsy when she’s ten. And those dancing classes might help. Maybe mom will let me have an extra cookie to make up for it.

Edit: now fic'ed

[thegunslingerletmedrop]

[iinryer]

every time i remember how young eddie and shannon were it makes me want to WAIL… i can’t even do it justice with photos im finding, they were BABIES. they were just barely not teenagers anymore. augh….

[stagefoureddiediaz]

Calling it now - this episode is going to really play on the buck wanting kids and Eddie and his constant saving children (and his want for more kids) and play on them wanting to give kids what they didn’t get themselves as children - that’s why Eddie is always first in to save kids and why we’re getting a buck and Jee baking scene.

It’s all about parenthood - the desire to be a parent (to have their kid back).

I think the sperm donor arc might be coming back into play for buck - and be part of the issues that arise with tommy - buck wanting kids v Tommy not wanting them etc.

[james-spooky]

just gonna leave this here… i see what you’re doing tim minear i’ve cracked the code

[glorious-spoon]

i don't really have a coherent thesis here because it's one am but buck and eddie's dynamic with each other is almost the exact opposite of their dynamic with everyone else

[hainethehero]

I'm sorry.... young Ryan Guzman for Calvin Klein exists??? My omega!Eddie fanfic brain is going FERAL for these. Buck needs to put a baby in this man nowwwwwww

[cal-daisies-and-briars]

Fic Update: Things We're All Too Young to Know

A scene I have waited A LONG time to write, here.

Summary:

Buck and Eddie meet their daughter.

Snippet:

“Not that I don’t entirely sympathize,” Bobby says. “But I think Eddie might be right that you need to breathe a little.”

“Ugh,” Buck groans. “I know.”

“Save that reserve of energy,” Bobby counsels. “You’re gonna need it.”

Buck sighs. He knows Bobby is right. He should probably be trying to bank sleep instead of stress. 

“It all just feels out of my control, you know?” Buck says. “Like if something goes wrong at this point, what can I do?”

“Nothing,” Bobby says. “There’s nothing.”

“See? That sucks!”

Bobby smiles. “That’s parenthood, though. That’s just… How a lot of it is.”

Buck nods. He knows that. Conceptually, he knows that. He just doesn’t like feeling it. He likes being able to do something. Manage potential problems. Be the solution. And as much as he knows that a baby a day overdue is not actually a problem, it just feels like the beginning of that anxious feeling he can’t do anything to solve. 

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[watchyourbuck]

someone just used generative ai to make buck and eddie make out. like VISUALLY. listen I do not support ai but I was so fucking surprised my body took a screenshot oh my GOD what we could’ve had

[schrijverr]

Another snippet of the Chris finds Eddie's HS diary fic, this time a part of Eddie's diary itself. I'm posting snippets to peer pressure myself into finishing this lmao (and because I want to cause it's fun). Hope y'all will like it when it's up :D

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September 2, 2007

There was another bonfire to celebrate the first week of school being done yesterday and I finally got to go. I absolutely hated it. Cody and Marco snuck all these drinks and they were just stupid to be around and they called me lame for only trying one beer, but it doesn’t taste nice and my papi would kill me if I came home drunk. Mom too.

Marco also spend the whole night plastered to Maria. They kept kissing and it looks gross, I don’t know why they seem to like it so much. Cody called me a pervert for staring then a fag when I said it looked weird. I hope he’s forgotten that at Church today. I probably thought it looked gross because I’m a late bloomer, at least that’s what abuela says.

It was also really loud and you couldn’t hear anyone and I don’t know how to dance. I took all those classes for Adri’s quinceañera, but that’s not at all like the dancing that happened at the bonfire. It was more people rubbing themselves together. It looked claustrophobic. Thankfully nobody forced me in there.

I don’t get what the hype is about, is that weird? Am I missing something?

Edit: now finished

[1doesnotsimplyhavejust1fandam]

Truly just paused in my tracks because my brain had A Thought, and that Thought is Marcus Sköld (from young royals) and Tommy Kinard (from 9-1-1) give off the same vibes. Granted, they both have very little screen time in their respective shows. They’re dismissive of their partner’s signals and verbal requests (Simon not wanting anything serious with ANYONE post-video/breakup with Wille, Buck talking about his struggle with Bobby’s near death experience while Tommy makes a daddy joke). They’re both so clearly plot devices for a different endgame ship (Wilmon, Buddie), but a few wild corners of each fandom started shipping them with their temporary love interests anyway. They don’t fit in with their partner’s inner circle (we barely ever see Marcus interact with anyone besides Simon, Tommy has bad blood with basically Buck’s entire family that knew him before the two of them met). They’re willing to take shots at their partner when they feel like they’ve been done dirty (Marcus during the ENTIRE breakup scene with Simon at the stables, Tommy making a closet joke and almost outing Buck to Eddie and Marisol bc Buck didn’t cop to being on a date the first chance he got). Neither are genuinely trying to connect to their partner, or if they are, it’s done with a marginal amount of effort (Marcus coming to the dance at Hillerska, but later berating Simon for not appreciating this effort taken enough, Tommy coming to the bachelor party for Chimney that Buck plans, but without an actual costume, and leaving as soon as everyone decides Chimney’s a no-show…unlike Eddie, who sticks by Buck’s side for literally the rest of the night).

[poughkeepsies]

the way for MONTHS I've been listening to when we were young by adele and imagining an au where eddie moves back to el paso and they reunite like 20 years later. this shit is SERIOUS to ME

[stagefoureddiediaz]

Something something about the cursed mummy working at a rodeo and the connection to lassos and wrangling bulls and foreshadowing. Something something about buck wearing a moustache when he dresses up as billy boils which connects things to Eddie.

How rodeos are connected to Texas in the general psyche. The idea that Eddie needs to go and wrangle with his bull in the next episode - Helena.

That she has been constantly trying to Buck him off but he needs to hold on in order to break the curse she has been on his life - the play on Buck being a massive support to Eddie - that gives him the strength to stay on and win the fight and pen the bull.

That he needs to break free of that curse in order to transform into his true self and how the werewolf is a representation of that happening and also a foreshadowing for the shaving off of the stache

[air--so--sweet]

This edit has broken my heart and yet I cannot stop watching it. It's so fucking perfect.

[nyxenthusiast]

I can’t be the only one who thought of this

[mazzystar24]

Anyone else wanna cry over the fact that in s2 buck mentions how Maddie told him “to go after what he wanted, be confident, girls aren’t scary”and now in s7 he’s gonna be having a similar conversation with Chris as he starts dating

Also mind you that that season 2 episode (2x08 /buck actually) was the one with the see me Norman! Thing and the fact that that couple are the ones that are gonna be appearing in the same episode in season 7

ALSO that same episode is the one where he points out how madney act like more than friends without realising it - I’m not saying nothing I’m sideeyeing heavily tho