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FIC PITCH

To begin, I will likely never write this fic because 1) I am literally drowning in school work and the goddamn FAFSA, and 2) I am viscerally uncomfortable with writing any sort of smut.

That being said.

I present to you, a fic idea which has been floating around in my head since watching 806 air, the undeniably cracky, accidental-BDSM monster of a mess, Sub-to-Sub Communication.

The scene opens on Eddie's couch (because where else?), and our beloved idiots have drunk themselves to a state of emotional availability unlike ever before, the soft lighting pulling their heads out of their asses and towards sweet, sweet connection.

Buck finally opened up about whatever the fuck happened with Tommy after avoiding it for an hour and a half, and Eddie talked about the priest and the juice and the dancing after not mentioning it at the door, and they were at something of an impasse.

Because where do they go from here?

Buck is lamenting his most recent relationship, and how he can never seem to pick 'em right, like he was cursed to always choose wrong. "I just wish--" He cuts himself off. Looks away.

Eddie turns nearly all the way towards Buck, bare knee grazing the side of his leg. "What?"

Buck sighs. "I just wish that someone would tell me what to do with my life so I'd stop making the same fucking mistakes, man." Eddie is quiet for long enough that Buck feels embarrassment bleeding onto his face like like hot water up a bone-dry napkin. He grimaces. "Forget I said that--"

"I get it, actually." Eddie hardly believes the words falling from his mouth, but just can't hold them in (the alcohol seems to have eroded his usual filter). "Sometimes I think the only way to get me do the right thing is if someone makes me." He doesn't tear his gaze from Buck's wide eyes, but he wants to, a little bit. So the room falls nearly silent, and only the HVAC's thrum fills the space between them--a space now fraught with consideration and shame and the unparryable weight of understanding.

"Maybe--" Once again, Buck cuts himself off, but one look at Eddie (brows loose from good beer, body lax from an impromptu dance session) and he continues on. He glances away, though. "Maybe we should just tell each other what to do."

And a deal is struck.

Anyway. From that point they pretty mcuh accidentally dom each other at any and every opportunity, including at work (all the victims clock that something is going on, but the 118 is just like 'no this makes sense' or don't even notice), all culminating in like. Idk. Probably some pining and complete and utter fucking confusion about what they're feeling (it's burning attraction) before they find themselves staring at each other with barely half a foot between them, and Eddie just.

"Touch me, Buck."

So if any of you beautiful fic writers want to take this into your loving, adept hands, be my guest. Maybe like, tag me or smth when your done though. I wanna read this shit.

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"When you comin' home? Home is where you're supposed to be Turn around, it's not too late, did I hurt you? You live too far away Are you turnin' off your phone again? If I take back my words, would you return to me?"

Ice Slippin - Omar Apollo

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Missouri Moseley on doctor odyssey?? I love her so much. That “good, good!” was so nostalgic she is so cuuuuute omg

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THAT WAS THE END OF THE EPISODE?????

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the way i am going to scream when season 8 episode 9 is buck hauling ass to el paso to retrieve the love of his life and his son..... like..... thats whats going to happen, right? even if buck doesn't know WHY he's so pressed about it (buck is perpetually unaware of his real feelings) that's absolutely happening!!! right???? am i going fucking insane??????

SPOILERS??

i am so freaking out internally and little bit externally. what was that face for????? buck???

is this. is this the buddie realization arc. bc eddie is moving to el paso. buck realizes hes in love with him. omg. omg. omgggggggg. hes gonna be in fuckin el paso for three months and the new ep in march is gonna be a time skip and buck will be freaking the fuck out and being pissy at eddie's replacement. i can see it now. i can fucking SEE IT

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SPOILERS??

i am so freaking out internally and little bit externally. what was that face for????? buck???

is this. is this the buddie realization arc. bc eddie is moving to el paso. buck realizes hes in love with him. omg. omg. omgggggggg. hes gonna be in fuckin el paso for three months and the new ep in march is gonna be a time skip and buck will be freaking the fuck out and being pissy at eddie's replacement. i can see it now. i can fucking SEE IT

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rewatching 9-1-1 and huh?? Chimney WHAT

So I'm using the time between season 8 episodes to rewatch 9-1-1, as any fan would, and like. Chim canonically invented the fucking SNUGGIE???

Like. "Blankets with sleeves" is just a snuggie, right? Snuggies were released to market in 2008, and Chimney Begins takes place mostly in 2005. So. We got Mr. Snuggie right here.

Anyway I'm still recovering from (celebrating) the events of 806, but in light of Madney baby #2 (OMG I CRIIIEEEEED) I think this is so funny. I wonder if he felt cheated the first time he saw the infomercial. Man coulda been a fuckin millionaire or smth idk.

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There’s just something about wearing a suit, man.

My feet hurt, I am kind of nauseous, I got horrible sleep last night, but WOW do I feel like a bad bitch rn it’s incredible

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Newsflash:

I am scared