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wanderingblindly · 2 days ago

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LIQUID MY LIEGE EPIC CONGRATS!!!!! so so proud of u, u absolutely deserve ALL of the love ever!!! ❤️❤️

may i request an existing fic with a twist? you bring me closer to god, but from lando's pov? 🥺👉👈

thank you so much tea darling!!!!!!!!!! i appreciate you and your support endlessly <33 and thank you for such a fun request!!! I decided to show what Lando was doing/thinking riiiiiight before one of my favorite scenes -- their bartop kiss :) celebratory prompt post here!

You Bring Me Closer to God: Lando's Version

Lando lets his hands rest on his hips, probably radiating irritation. It works when he's dressed up like this, some pouty wanna-be rockstar rather than a kitten who needs to be scratched behind the ear.

Alex and George are prattling on about something behind him, only audible over the music once they bump into his back – confused by his sudden stillness.

But his eyes are locked on the bar, locked on Oscar – not looking at his disgruntled bandmates.

He's doing in on purpose, Lando says as much.

"He's doing it on purpose." Maybe he whines it, that's none of his business.

George and Alex seem to catch on at the same time, not making too far a leap based on Lando's incessant – if not unsubtle – infatuation. Alex puts a hand on his right shoulder. "Making a drink, that's –"

George puts a hand on his left. "So rude of him, mate."

"Totally on purpose,"

"Just making a fool of you, isn't he?"

Lando's face grows hot at their sarcastic prodding, staring as Oscar flits down the bar – leaning in towards a crowd of girls, adorned in birthday sashes and tiaras, with a beautiful smile on his face. It's the one that makes Lando feel a bit queasy, adorably oversized front teeth on display, the corners a little crooked, his eyes warm.

And then he has the… the gall to show off, picking up a row of shot glasses in the space between his stupidly small, delicate, elegant, mesmerizing, deft fingers.

The music seems to get louder, ringing in his ears like a furious pulse, as Alex and George get back to whatever the fuck it is they talk about – hands still squeezing Lando's narrow shoulders placatingly

And then Oscar laughs.

"I'm gonna fix it myself," Lando declares, shrugging them off without a second thought.

He can do this, he can prowl towards the bar the same way he's done every other show-night since Oscar started working. He can flash Seb a quick pleading look that says 'I'll pretend I'm sorry, but I'm gonna do it anyways', he can bring on knee up onto the barstool and haul himself onto the bartop, he can –

Oscar holds his hand up, overly-full shot glass perilously held between his fingers.

Lando grabs his wrist before he can think otherwise, winking to the girls and downing the shot instinctively before freezing – brain desperately trying to catch up.

Oscar's eyes widen as he locks on to Lando's face, lips parted in surprise. And his wrist, so easily dwarfed by Lando's hand, jerks – liquor spilling across his fingers.

He has him.

Maybe it's the only time he'll manage it.

Lando can do this.

He tugs Oscar's hand closer, staring at him through his lashes as he runs the flat of his tongue along his knuckles – narrowly repressing a shudder at the feeling of it, at the way Oscar's pupils dilate in the dark.

He can't remember how to swallow, voice raspy as he tosses a look over his shoulder: "Mind if I borrow him, girls?"

#you kNOW the mans snapped in that moment #he's been trying to flirt with oscar for SO LONG #BUT HE'S SO FUCKING DUMB AND DOESN'T REALIZE IT'S BEEN WORKING #PATHETIC #landoscar #f1 drabble #ask me :)#liquid's milestone celebration!!!#you bring me closer to god

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amagnificentobsession · 1 year ago

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You bring me closer to God 🔥❤️💋

#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale x crowley #michael sheen #david tennant #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #gos2 spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #you bring me closer to God #nine inch nails

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a-eix · 2 years ago

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#you bring me closer to god #Spotify

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rooolt · 6 months ago

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have yet to stop thinking about the plane ride to Barcelona, aka the worlds most awkward plane ride in the world. Like who do we think sat together? Did Devon talk to any of them, like is she’s friends with any of the other teens? Did Eli and demetri drag other people into their drama, was demetri very obviously trying to avoid Eli, messing up the assumed plane seating arrangements? Was Robby brooding over his missing girlfriend and her dead mom the whole time? Were Daniel and Johnny still beefing or do we think they tried to save face for the kids? Is there any chance that Miguel and Sam were able to just have a nice time hanging out with each other on the flight or did they get dragged into everyone else’s drama? I’m so obsessed with the logistics of the Barcelona trip, not to mention the flight is like 11 hours long if it’s non-stop. it sounds like the trip from hell

#Like Devon is implied to be younger than them bc she’s always with Anthony and Kenny so like I don’t think she knows them that well #MAYBE Miguel from eagle fang days but I doubt they’re close and also he is closer to literally everyone else on that flight #Did she just awkwardly sit with Johnny like I know he loves her but it’s still sad #Also I beg the question (which may actually get answered) did Johnny and Daniel like bring their families??????#Like are Amanda and Carmen there? Is Anthony coming just to watch? That feels mean to him #If Anthony didn’t come then I doubt Amanda did which makes me doubt that pregnant Carmen did which then begs the question #Do lawrusso have to share a hotel room and hilarity ensues? To me? Yes #It’s just like I think there’s no way Miguel and Sam escape the binary boyfriends drama which is a shame bc they’re not fighting with anyon #They could have peace but alas #And then you know Robby is going through it #Oh my god it cracks me up so much I haven’t stopped thinking about it #cobra kai

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nemesis-is-my-middle-name · 8 months ago

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and happy pride to these assholes. it's still june so i can technially still make that joke right

#the nemesis speaks #nemesis art #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanart #god i hate tagging for new fandoms yall scare me. im stopping there #anyway i have too many directors notes for this. ive developed such a vivid image of john in my head #but absolutely nothing for the dude with the actual physical body lol #idk just thinking abt the fact that the trader said ''two appear before me'' implying he could perceive john visually #but it's hard to wrap my head around like. a totally separate body that john doesn't appear consciously aware of himself #so: i think they are generally tied together. like this.#but anyway yeah. tattered/torn piece of something else. shattered crown. open hood implying a face behind it.#(yellow also has/had a mask and an unbroken crown it's symbolic™)#the stains on the cloak are blood btw! since injury/death so consistently brings these two closer together #(and the red symbolically brings the yellow closer to arthur's brown color scheme)#the blood on the CROWN is legally john's though. or. the king's more accurately.#the intact crown on the king himself pierces through the cloak like barbs #this is all a metaphysical representation and not Actual blood ofc but (gestures vaguely) you get it #i'm talking too much whatever it's very late i probably shouldn't even be posting this WHO CARES #tomorrow i will have my proper pc back and not be drawing on an ipad old enough to have a tumblr acct maybe i'll do something better then #fuck it hit post #mv liveblog #<- almost forgot

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aprillikesthings · 6 months ago

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Yessss

Okay but of Catra and Adora (in your au) who likes the song Closer more

Or are you comfy answering considering the au in question is like teen rated lol

I wish I wasn't done with the Camp Bright Moon series because there's going to be a point in religioustrauma!Adora’s life, probably sophomore year in college, when she hears someone (it's Sea Hawk, let's be honest) play Zero by Smashing Pumpkins and she is going to imprint on the bridge like a baby duck.

Emptiness is loneliness And loneliness is cleanliness And cleanliness is godliness And God is empty just like me

#spop #church camp au #okay but it does have the line #you bring me closer to god

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ahopefulbromantic · 12 days ago

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Me crawling out of my "twelve tests and exams in two weeks" finals hole:

#i am back baby!!!#i am so sorry you all will have to suffer my posts again #i have been lurking in the meantimes so it wasn't as dramatic a break #but it did make me think a lot #such hiatus probably will happen again #but not in the nearest future! in the nearest future expect lots of posts shoved to the “for later” category heh #it made me realize a month off tumblr isn't so bad actually i won't loose all the friends i made here #it also made me realize i love it here and this blog actually brings me closer to God instead of away from Him #i also realized i love my siblings in Christ (yes you too!) my blorbos from my tumblrs <3 #woah i'm writing those tags as if somebody noticed i wasn't posting and cared talk about self-absorbed!

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aroacettorney · 2 months ago

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love how ludger rejecting divinity means so fuckin little because even if he is not a "proper" god hes still the most op and successful character in the entire multiverse

#your statement means nothing to me; i have seen what power you already had #even his suffering is so meh once we know what happened to his siblings #hell. even flora arguably has had much worse than ludger lmfao #he has the power to change his own fate. she didnt even allow to have that.#and got stuck in her abusive family for 18+ damn years #until she got rescued by a mary sue who then lectured her about rebelling & fighting back against ur oppressors w ur own power #shes not you my dude. only one person in this multiverse is the gods' favorite princess and its certainly not her.#if not for the divinity you would have died in the damn imaginary space. you would have died by the time you reached *one month old*#u cant just use the power of gods left and right to achieve ur goals then say “acktually id prefer to be human” after you got what u want #u cant eat the cake and have it too. fuck offffff #where are the damn consequences for those divine interventions? for his “”self admitted crimes“”?#3 years in jail? solitary confinement? please. people w minor burglary crimes have had it worse in america.#EVEN THEN WHERE ARE THE CONSEQUENCES OF THREE YEARS IN SOLITARY #WHAT IS SO HUMAN ABOUT COMING OUT OF IT UNSCATHED #gdi im so pissed @ sayrens writing decisions in aup #every sidestories chapter brings me closer to dethrone casey & become ludger cherishs no. 1 archnemesis #also ludger is lowkey a con mathematician bc real mathematicians would *show* their works #what even is the point of developing a work but hiding all the progress behind the scenes #what is the point of developing a character but always jumpskipping to the results #literally the explanation for every OP bs he pulled in aup is “ofco he can do that hes the goddamn ludger fucking cherish™️”#either show your proofs or take that thesis conclusion of yours and go home

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wanderingblindly · 2 months ago

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hey! so i’ve been having a bit of a f1 fic moment atm and so have been essentially reading everything you’ve written, and i was wondering, from one hardcore seb fan to another, whether you have any story in mind for the sebson get together prequel for the dirty blondes series?? i love both of those fics with literally all my heart and am obsessed with both the background brocedes and the background sebson in particular!! also sebson in general has my whole heart and was literally the first f1 ship i ever got into and it makes me so gassed that people are still writing it so tsym!!!! <333 i’m also so in love with how you characterise them and their relationship, they’re just so flirty and jokey and in love with one another!!! okay rant over but this is basically me hoping one day you consider writing their story :)

(dirty blondes series)

HELLO sorry this took me a few days to get to! I wanted to do it justice :)

oh my god you don't even know how it exciting it is to hear that people go through all my post, like I'm chewing glass about this uggghhghghghghghgh tHANK YOU!!!!!!! I hope you've been enjoying yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've definitely bounced a few ideas around for a sebson prequel! And it's definitely on my list to write -- I'm so fucking obsessed with Dirty Blondes sebson and I need to explore every single thing about them. Lest I give the entire thing away, I'll tell you some of the high-level points I've considered for their possible installment :)

It's definitely going to be set after the events of You Bring Me Closer to God and Love is Killing Me -- probably after the summer, so when Rookie Year is back from tour and all the boys are back home. I'm thinking it would be cute to have Seb and Jenson telling them about how they met in sort of a 'how I met your mother' type set up (I think, I've never seen the show). So it's them kicking off a bit of the story, then us seeing a flashback, then maybe some interjections from the current time (seb calling jenson a liar, jenson trying to make the story more PG, seb actively leaving out the moments that make him embarrassed and jenson poking fun at him, etc).

I've had a few different ideas on how they met. Sometimes I picture their first meeting at a house party -- they're both in Uni, jenson accidentally walks in on seb doing a line in the bathroom, seb drags him in and changes his entire life. Sometimes I picture them meeting when Title Fight is playing one of their small-time gigs -- jenson tries to be a Cool Rockstar and leans down to sing to someone in the crowd, and seb takes it a step further by grabbing his neck and kissing the hell out of him.

I also have visions of -- in true 2000s fashion -- seb's flip phone being dead and jenson having left his in someone's car. So after his set, seb rips off a bit of torn up flyer from the walls of the bar and writes his number on it, getting way too close and sliding it into jenson's front pocket. Goddddddddd it would be so good.

Regardless, it's sort of a 'jenson always tries to play it cool but seb actually is cool' dynamic, To Me. That might change as i write it though, which isn't rare for me lol.

As expected from the Dirty Blondes universe, I have some sickeningly sweet romcom moments up my sleeve that I won't spoil just yet. Because I do really want to give it a shot.

#sorry for the unedited ramble #but also tHANK YOU SO MUCH I'M SO GLAD SOMEONE ELSE IS REALLY EXCITED ABOUT SEBSON #and god i'm so pleased that you like their relationship -- the silly little found family queer polycule of the bar is So Important to me #ask me :)#love is killing me (tryna figure it out)#you bring me closer to god #sebson #dirty blondes verse

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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was going through my blog trying to track down an old post i made talking abt my feelings on jolene and it was. much longer than i remembered it being. and haha yeah i still agree with it. i need to fucking. sort out my feelings on that character and that subplot

#like. its just been A Thing where once i thought abt it too hard it was just Wow i hate this actually #its not entirely like a visceral discomfort but its a sort of like. its unpleasant to think abt this for too long #like??? the easiest way for me to explain it is that normally its fine like ok a pursuer antagonist character to add lil backstory #but the moment you toss in the implication that she still has romantic feelings for him it jumps up to WOW THIS IS UNCOMFORTABLE #for me. for me. like just all of it? and some fan stuff that influenced it like. bad jokes and uncomfy phrasing that leans to linebeck bein #like an unwilling participant or ‘giving in’ like fan stuff also REALLY hasnt helped so i just. yknow avoid it #salty talks #might delete later but i didnt delete the og so whatever #like she is absolutely just. badly written. shes a joke and poorly written and its just. there and there are implications #it does just come down to. shes badly written and the way linebeck reacts to all of it doesnt help #like when i worry abt like. coming off as sexist. its like nah shes just fucking badly written #casca is a similar kind of character as someone aggressive to her love interest and lashing out at him despite having feelings #but shes like. well written. and guts reciprocates. and you like. see them communicate and grow closer #here youre just given a disastrous fucking aftermath where communication is completely broken down #and while the aggressive party still has feelings the other party actively wants to just not engage with it and actively doesnt care #cuz like. he literally does not bring her up or allude to her outside of her being immediately relevant i cannt see him being interested #GOD. i just need to write all this out i keep justifying myself with it i need to. get it out #im narrowing down. something. for how i think their backstory together goes with it being a lot of miscommunication and it just being like #a bad situation anyways with their last actual encounter being a violent one and its like yeah no that was a trainwreck #i know its a fucking like. comedic(????) subplot in a lighthearted childrens game #but it has Vibes to me and that game does have some darker vibes to it we all know that #and it just. i dont like her. i dont. i remember i used to be like. alright with her. and then i thought on it too much #casca addendum ig. shes objectively not like. well well written. but all things considered. shes pretty good #like im p sure she was made to suffer to make guts feel bad but. she does happen to be a kickass character in the midst of that

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seiwas · 1 year ago

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the new troye sivan album is so good for situationship iwa tho 😭

#guys i go insane over at least one situationship fwb iwa thought a day i seriously Need him #the ff are all song lyrics #international straight shot to my heart????#open invite if u wanna come 😭😭 god i wish it was yoUUUUUU #i hope that i got u the way that u got me baby ???#COS I FEEL SO GOOD AROUND YOU?? can u imagine what we'd get up to??? there's smth diff abt tonightttttt #i dont think i can stop it i dont wanna go home alone alright ????#KINDA MISS USING MY BODY ?? FUCK IT JUST LIKE THIS PARTY DID TONIGHTTT #dont go bringing me that close cause i feel so good around you im going in tonight like i love youuu #inching closer to sunriseee how we're laying side bby sideeee #in the morning ur hands around my waist?? just us two??? in the evening on my mouth ??????!!??!#i dont wanna clean up yet keep it messy messy messyYYYYYY ??????#cause u mess me test me wrECK ME??!?!?!?!?!? all alone in my room m just thinkin bout youUUU #im still in it like that baby :-( a love junkie like that :-( im so silly like that :-( can u hit me back???#IM UNWELL #i talked so much again

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positively-peachy-143 · 9 months ago

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Got Schoolyard Jam stuck in my head again chat, brain going mushy !! /notneg

#schoolyard jam #music #spotify #sallyface #Sally face #sallyface music #chat its so good #the whole SF OST makes me so happy #I really like ep 4's music #and ep 3 #all the eps #teehee #the whole ost #I think I ascend whenever I hear it #sallyface music brings me closer to god #you could say im #a devourer of god #anyway

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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misery despair suffering etc etc

#purrs #delete later #two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before #but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought #of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t #text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or #whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i #wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was #more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me #and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who #you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have #all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry #to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post #that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to /#for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to #stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone #reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a #and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be #kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there #to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and #hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to #again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it #and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing.#idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to #post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want #anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual #people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try.#actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first

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unholyplumpprincess · 2 years ago

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Nothing is hotter to me than ppl with dicks fucking fleshlights??? And there is not a lot of art or fics or even many videos with that sorta content?? Like dude if I had a dick I would be DEMOLISHING fleshlights esp the see through ones?? It is sO HOT!!!!

#princess talks #nothing brings me closer to god than watching a girl fuck a fleshlight in a short skirt lemme tell ya #or some tatted nb or dude going ham on one and you can see their arm tattoos??#ugh

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apollos-olives · 2 years ago

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my day is going great! so far i:

missed suhoor

am menstruating

am being forced to fast

am being forced to pray

am being forced to do physically arduous tasks (i’m disabled 👍)

am crying severely with no tears coming out bc my body can’t produce enough water bC I MISSED SUHOOR

day is going great!!