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Through the power of your mind, you can transform your life
We are in a constant state of trance. When you are able to detach and understand that you are the observer of reality, of your life, of your thoughts, emotions & reactions. You watch and watch your thoughts like watching a movie.. and you fall asleep.
Your thoughts hypnotize you, you believe them to be real. Emotions arise and you react in accordance — and this cycle creates your reality (unconsciously)
Through hypnosis you are able to allow your conscious thinking mind (ego) to rest, to go deeper into a state of trance.
When you recognize that you are not your thoughts, not your feelings, not your body. You are not your mind, you are the one observing all these things — you are even beyond the soul. You are the soul of the soul. The creator of creation.
When you feel this detachment, from the self, from the story of your experiences — you create space, for the streams of divine grace, of pure consciousness, of awareness, to fill that space. This is where the dissolving of limitations, of illnesses, of habits and attachments occurs — this is how healing happens.
#hypnosis is life#literally#consciousness expansion#you are the observer of reality#whole embodied health and wellness
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My favorite song for Act 1 may just be "Sucker". Obviously the lyrics, the melody, the tone all fit right to capture Jinx's perspective as things fell apart. But what puts "Sucker" above the rest for me is the loop.
As Jinx walks away from the remaining chembarons fighting for Silco's seat we immediately cut back to Silco, alive and stressed. In that moment it's like Silco's watching Jinx walk away. Suddenly the sequence isn't just a brief overview of the state of Zaun. It isn't just Jinx stewing in self-hatred and grief, it's Silco SEEING her like this.
For that split second, it's like Silco's ghost is stuck in place and he can see Jinx in her misery. Silco can see Jinx, but she's pointedly walking away, unwilling to look back, to be seen by him. If Jinx looked back maybe she'd see the mix of concern and frustration on his face for her, but she doesn't want to see it, she doesn't want to feel it.
Jinx would rather leave it all behind, but she can't because the entire chorus is punctuated by the sound of chains. No matter how much the lyrics say she wants to escape her life and the one she lost (Silco), it's impossible because the bond of love she shared with Silco is still holding them together, even in death. And Silco can see how she's let it weigh her down into a spiral of self-loathing and suicidal ideation, rather than carry it forward and live.
#arcane#arcane meta#jinx arcane#silco#silco and jinx#yes i understand that was a lot to get from a visualizer#but in my defense i haven't seen new footage of silco in 3 years#in a less angsty interpretation you can read it as silco watching jinx leave a boring chembaron meeting he wanted her observe on#neither expected it to be as dumb as it actually was and jinx left bcuz absolutely not and silco had to say#and he's looking at her and thinking “can a child truly abandon their parent with such ruthlessness”#but in reality jinx blows something up to give him an excuse to adjourn the meeting early!#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers
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kind of a random thought, but i really appreciate that it takes holmes a while to figure things out. if he's untangling a problem he's sitting on it for a while, there's no instantaneous bolt of lightning- and it's usually one small, but obvious detail he's missing, not some grand drawn out plot. he just needs to give himself a moment, which is something (not to project, but also yes to project) i'm having to learn being something currently unmedicated for adhd.
sometimes you just need to let it sit, or come back to it later, or whatever needs to happen. it's not going to happen in an instant, and that's okay, because it will eventually~
#like it kinda just struck how much like actual thinking holmes does#he's not constantly going about sort of skipping from thing to thing with perfect competency#though that does happen of course but when he runs out of his course of action#he thinks :3#and! also i imagine having watson to draw him out of his thoughts means that when he returns to them it's with a fresh perspective#if watson doesn't just outright furnish him with the missin piece :>#i dunno i have a lot of adhd sherlock holmes thoughts sksksk#sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#granada holmes#<- peak adhd holmes alongside canon#it also grounds him in reality in such a good way#which is what happens when you observe actually intelligent people instead of the concept of intelligence (sneaking my shade in)
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aw man i just love that one character nicknamed pinkie who has piercing blue eyes, loves to cook, is a horrible detective, has specific episodes about their emotions (and how they're terrible at dealing with them), gets made fun of but also not and is incredibly respected at the same time, is incredibly audhd coded, is commonly headcanoned as pansexual, is drawn in fanart with curlier hair than they visually have in canon, has the most outfits of the main group, has an animal that they're really close with, has multiple siblings that they barely interact with in the show due to them being far away from the main setting, has multiple versions of themself, who remembers everything but also nothing at the same time, etc, etc, etc, etc there's more but I'm lazy.,
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#if anyone can think of more comparisons please repost with them#because there are more im forgetting but i just cannot#“zane is more like fluttershy zane is more like twilight” SHUT UP NO HES LITERALLY PINKIE PIE#he's literally pinkie pie but y'all are too afraid to admit it#just because you don't see his whimsy even tho he's constantly making ppl laugh and is making jokes#BUT Y'ALL DON'T SEE IT BC YOU'RE TOO BLINDED BY HIS VOICE BEING MONOTONE#when in reality he's just a silly. silly. silly goose#and you should observe him more and stop seeing him as robotic and serious#because half the time he is not#anyways#ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago zane#zane#mlp#mlpfim#my little pony#pinkie pie#pinkie pie mlp#mlp pinkie pie#pinkie#my little pony friendship is magic#my little pony x ninjago#rant#yet another character comparison#because they're my specialty
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i can't stop thinking about the first episode of season 6, when sam tries to convince dean to come with him, to come back to hunting. he says "it's just better with you around, that's all." it's an interesting line because sam is soulless, obviously. and even though he doesn't understand the details yet, he knows something's wrong with him.
"it's better with you around" he says, citing dean's compassion and care for others as the reason why. and how interesting is that? sam's working with plenty of other hunters who still have their souls—they're all more than capable of caring about the people they save. but sam needs dean specifically. he knows he's missing something, and he sees dean and recognizes that something in him. even cold and calculating and unrelentingly logical, sam recognizes that dean, alone, can "complete" him, give something back to him that he's supposed to have.
in episode 8 he tells dean he "needs his help." he doesn't elaborate; he never explains what he means by that. he has a whole family of hunters who'd be willing and able to help him, but still he needs dean. even without his soul, his hyperrational mind knows he needs him.
soulless sam isn't capable of caring about dean. but he doesn't need to care to know they need to be together, no matter what—to know dean is good for him, dean completes him, dean needs to be there for him.
it's like a sick reversal of season 1. sam drags dean back into this life because he can't keep going without him. because he needs him. because when you think about it logically, and sam has no other choice, there was never any other option for them.
#supernatural#wincest#i mean i'm absolutely looking at this through wincest-colored lenses but this isn't even a romantic observation#and i think that makes it so much worse#every time soulless sam gives an indication that he needs dean in his life even when he's incapable of caring about him. that's so fucked u#like what the fuck do you mean sam's dependence on dean isn't even irrational. that it's so normal to him that it's completely logical#to need him. that sam needs dean the way humans need air to breathe: an unalterable fact of nature and reality#'there are also things about it i remember that i... let's just say i think i should probably go back to being him'#What The Fuck Do You Mean By That Sammy#having a soul hurts but he should 'probably' go back to having one#he says in a conversation about how he knows he should care about dean but doesn't#like there's something inside him screaming for dean. and it's trapped and trying to claw its way out#he needs to care about dean no matter what the cost is. he needs to love him again#it's unnatural and wrong for him to exist without loving his brother. is that what you're saying. is that it#i just can't stop thinking about soulless sam. sorry. what's wrong with him seriously#besides not having a soul#.txt#sam#the winchester gospel#spn posting#6.01#6.08#spn6
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someone left a really good set of tags on the life series winner post but in essence i agree that while i like the watchers in theory as window dressing to the entire tragedy fueling this endless cycle of blood sports i think its a million times more intriguing and engaging for the truth of the matter to be that the lifers themselves are the reason for their own suffering. the watchers are just kind of there as an excuse for their own faults
#i still really like the watchers conceptually though just not exactly in the way theyre commonly depicted in fandom#you gotta be orv-ful about it or else they don't really work LOL#i like the idea that the lifers are aware of the watchers and blame them for the games when in reality they are the ones#dooming themselves. they are the ones enabling what is in essence a self fulfilling prophecy#the watchers act as a convenient scapegoat and mechanism that enables this but theyre not the true reason behind their suffering#theyre just simply here to witness it. to record it. to give it meaning#<- hugeeee emphasis on that last part i have a lot of feelings about observation and fiction being brought to life#and finding meaning in suffering... in the human condition..
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at this point trans people should be entirely banned from sports. trans identified males don’t want to compete against their fellow men because “it’s unfair 😢😢😢😢😢” but they have zero shame beating women to a pulp. it’s male violence.
make the choice: do you want to pretend to be a woman and don misogynistic stereotypes or compete against serious athletes? you don’t get both.
#I literally don’t care if you think I’m a hateful bigot#I absolutely am hateful against entitled loser men beating on women and you should be too#stop denying observable fucking reality and gaslighting women#you deserve to be rejected and outcasted if you think womanhood is acquirable#gender critical#gender abolition#radical feminism#women’s sports
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i have like a severe interest in archaeoastronomy and firsthand observations of the night sky and the techniques that humans have been using to observe for like utter millennia. and so this had led me to a weird position where even among my fellow astronomy people i'm like, too knowledgeable about certain aspects of it such that none of them know wtf i'm talking about. like yeah my one coworker will make a metaphor and say that something is like an oscilloscope, and we all nod our heads and agree because we all know what an oscilloscope is and have done experiments using one. but if i mention like, the nebra sky disc. i'm the only one who gets it
#or i start talking about like the golden gate of the ecliptic or the first point of aries etc all essential for like#using the zodiac for timekeeping specifically#and my coworkers are just like. ? whats all that#but like . isnt it so cool? to look up into the sky and see the passage of time reflected in the stars and solar system???#to sort of work your way backwards and affirm yourself of the time of the year not based off your phone calendar or the#air temperature but solely off the position of the sun in the sky at a given time of day#brot posts#astro posting#<- ASTRONOMY#ive genuinely come to love the zodiac so much like its so good and the more you observe yourself the more you come to#understand why the zodiac constellations were so important in antiquity#but every time i try to acknowledge it out loud irl i have to be like. the zodiac BUT ASTRONOMY. NOT ASTROLOGY !!!!!#like literally the physical reality of the stars and shit. i do not care about the astrological zodiac
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it's so crazy being involved in radical spaces irl and then logging online and seeing posts still making the same points that we've already established ages ago as though they're brand new "hot takes"
#like oh. okay#atp who are you trying to convince you're either with the movement or you're not#appreciate the attempt ofc but your energy can be spent more conducively. Be free#but in reality the virtue signaling is crazyy like if you actually gaf get involved with your community instead of acting high and mighty#not a vague at anyone to be clear this is just a general phenomenon i've observed#🌿
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Thinking about 「The Road Not Taken」 and some people wishing that Lumine had a better traveling partner made me reflect on Dain's acts of kindness and how in reality, they aren't direct nor conventional, but they don't lack weight at the same time.
We're talking about a man who was deeply affected by everything that was happening in the Chasm and hid that from Halfdan in order to tell him the way he seemed to need that despite what happened in Khaenri'ah, he and the others fulfilled their duty and that he's proud of them.
We're talking about a man that would stay the whole night guarding so that his traveling partner would be able to sleep.
And we're talking about a man that as an act of kindness would rather leave and wait until someone else recomposes themselves after crying in their sleep than staying there and add to the other the shame of being seen in that state.
To some these acts of kindness might not be enough or what they need, but to deny them is the same as ignoring that Dain works with subtleties, be it verbal or otherwise.
#I'm sorry if this post sounds salty djfhjg#but in reality I'm emotional over him#have you seen the fist he clenched to repress#the quivering pupils during the Chasm quest#he's very logic driven but he's also highly emotional#and he's pretty observant and thoughtful too#even if he may not express it or reveal it#until he expresses it through these acts he has#and I adore that for him#I said it the first time I talked more in detail about#the animated short and I will say it again#he went through his lot as well#and despite /everything/ he's the way he is#that has a lot of merit all things considered#and sometimes it's disheartening that not many notice
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reason: the seven resketchings of one smuch cannot hurt you
the rest of me: mournful wailing
#WHEN WILL THE DAY COME WHERE I DO NOT FINALIZE MY LINEART AND IMMEDIATELY DECIDE THAT ACTUALLY IT SUCKS#hopefully before the day where i continue to decide it sucks and subsequently also decide not to try again#you can all look at it because i still enjoy their stupidity.#dishonored#corvodaud#drawins#i HATE hair i HATE perspective i HATE anything that isn't a sketch where my brain sorta imagines the perfect result#instead of having to observe the imperfect reality#it's untrue these all just frustrate me. but nonetheless.
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NaNoWriMo Day #18
[masterlist] [part two]
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If there was one thing Danny wasn't expecting when he ascended the ghostly throne, it was having to worry about a freaking line of succession. For one thing, he was under the impression the only reason he was the new ghost king at all was because he'd defeated Pariah Dark in single combat. For another, what did they expect him to do, find a nice ghost girl and settle down? He was fifteen, no way was he ready for that kind of commitment! Nevermind the fact none of us even know if being a halfa effects the ability to have kids, Danny thought grimly.
He'd brought all those points up with his advisors before, but the only one with any real advice he could actually use was Pandora. "You need an heir, but it doesn't have to be the same being the entire time. Be warned, however. Some obsessions fare better in royal positions than others do. Those with freedom related obsessions like your Ellie's would be driven mad within short order." Much more useful than Clockwork's cryptic words of, "Time is the wise King's friend."
After some deliberation and careful study of the Infinite Realms' bylaws and charters, he'd made Jazz his heir with Ellie the "spare" in case Jazz wasn't in a position to succeed Danny. This sort of solution was a stopgap one at best, but it would at least give him a few years, a decade at most, to figure out a more permanent solution. If Jazz's inherent liminality wasn't enough to satisfy the bylaws for more than a few years, then they'd switch Jazz with Ellie and have Ember take up "spare" status, but again, no one knew anything about this kind of situation, it was so new territory. Jazz might be able to give Danny ten years to figure out a more appropriate heir, or she won't be able to give him more than a few months. The variables were different enough from the norm in this situation that no one was happy with how things were at that point in time.
He really needed a better solution, though, and soon, because Ember's obsession wasn't any less freedom based than Ellie's was...
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Nearly five years after Danny's ascension to kinghood, the foundations of the Infinite Realms shifted ever so slightly, almost as though a mostly unstoppable force had tried its hand against an almost immovable object. Six months after that, Danny suddenly nearly collapsed in his applied physics class as he felt the creation of a new halfa. It was sudden, it was painful, and it was familiar. But the cry of a newly formed core, so perfectly in sync with his own, being brutalized nearly made his eyes flare green. Instantly, he knew exactly where this newborn halfa was (—halfway across the world—?), he knew exactly what was happening to them (—they're hitting him with tasers—!), and he knew that if he didn't get there as soon as possible, he'd lose something precious (—they'll ruin him, his obsession, his core—!). It was a good thing Jazz had been his emergency contact on file ever since she turned eighteen, she'd understand what he didn't say, what he couldn't say, over the phone.
Danny was excused from the rest of his classes for the day and his sister picked him up from his physics teacher's office.
"What do you need?" No nonsense, straight to the point. Jazz had grown a lot since his accident, since he became the king of an entire dimension.
Danny released an anxious breath. "I need the Infinity Map." Another breath. "And Frostbite. There's a new halfa, and he's being tortured as we speak." Just keep breathing. "His core cried out to my own, Jazz. From halfway across the world." Jazz's breath hitched at that, and he almost snorted. Exactly. Later. First, he had to save the kid, get him treatment, and deal with the idiots who dared play with things they didn't understand. Then he could deal with the fallout of him hearing the newborn halfa's cry. Deep breaths. That's it, just keep breathing.
"Do you have any more information than his location and current situation?" His sister was a blessing, truly.
"I have a name," he offered. Deep breaths, stay calm, just keep breathing. "Jason Todd." His core sang with protective fury, his obsession crying for blood. That was one of his that those assassins were trying to break. His son, that was his son.
Over my half dead body.
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So. What happens when you're so into a fanfic that you lose all track of time? Well, I end up frantically trying to write a ficlet in two hours that makes sense and doesn't leave too much hanging (^~^;)ゞdid I succeed?
I was originally going to use this prompt to continue one of my previous ficlets, but I also really wanted to write something new, so my muse fought me tooth and nail until I finally gave in (´-﹏-`;) that's part of the reason why I'm writing ficlets instead of a full story this month lol I knew my muse was going to be fickle and wouldn't let me stick with one, or even two storylines lol it's happened before (^_^メ)
Y'all rock, honestly. Like, I know I say that every day, but I genuinely mean it every day (^‿^)
Have a good morning/day/night!
#danny phantom#batman#dc x dp#fanfic#dp x dc#dp crossover#dp au#fanfiction#nanowrimo 2022#NaNoWriMo Day 18#yes the Infinite Realms felt superboy's punch to reality#it unsettled many of the residents#the Observants wanted to do something about it but Clockwork stonewalled them lol#and yes Danny DID just adopt Jason Todd right after he was dipped in the pit!#no Danny doesn't know this baby halfa from Adam#do you think he cares?#this kid's newly formed core somehow singled his out and managed to resonate with it well enough to cry for help#FROM HALFWAY ACROSS THE WORLD#like hell Danny's gonna leave this kid alone! that kid's his now#oh he's Batman's kid?#tough luck buddy he's mine now#finders keepers losers weepers#shoulda kept a better eye on him#maybe shouldn't have let him die in the first place#what's that Jay? you wanna visit him?#... you're lucky the kid likes you Bruce#you can have him for the weekends#maybe every other major holiday#maybe#only if you teach me that cool move you did the other day when fighting that one villain
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If a writer stops observing he is finished. Experience is communicated by small details intimately observed.
~Ernest Hemingway~
#Ernest Hemmingway#Ernest Hemmingway quotes#Hemmingway#writer#observation#see all#be an observer#experience#subtleties#see#details#lha#quotes#reality#writing#1introvertedsage#learning#communication#write what you see#notice the little things#observe#art
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idk if this is a good prompt but put doomguy in myhouse.wad I think he would find it enriching
Right, so I've been mulling on this one for a little bit now, n I'm not opposed to writing something for you, I'm just not... entirely sure what to write? Because the thing is, myhouse.wad doesn't actually really have anything to do with Doom as a story. Sure, Doom is important in that it's the vessel through which the story is told and one of the connections between the narrator and his dead companion. But as far as Doom itself goes, and the story about a man who was too angry/stupid to die, fighting demons and saving earth, none of that is at all relevant to myhouse.wad and its story. For all intents and purposes, Doomguy isn't actually a character in myhouse.wad. So I'm not really sure how exactly to fit him in there.
#pikspeak#bc like. ok so if u say write dg as if he is actually the character in myhouse.wad#then the problem is that theres a pretty huge meta element to myhouse.wad and having some of the outside context- even just the context tha#its supposed to be the creator's dead friend's childhood home- is important. youre not MEANT to 'immerse' yourself in it or pretend you are#the protag. part of the impact comes from knowing youre just an observer and this is just a videogame on your computer.#writing dg as a character inside myhouse.wad would rob it of a lot of context and therefore impactfulness. hed just be walking around an#old house looking at things that have no meaning to him.#so ok then not dg as the protag of myhouse.wad but what about just like.. him in the funky liminal space of myhouse.wad? the non-euclidean#reality breaking shifting house of leaves place of myhouse.wad? i *could* do something like that if thats what youre looking for#but then considering this is the character whose reaction to finding himself in literal hell was to go 'hey??? this is stupid???? anyway im#gonna kill everything here' he probably wouldnt be too exceptionally ruffled by finding himself in a sorta funky reality breaking space.#hed probably still just go 'oh weird. funky. anyway back to killing demons.' and that would be it. which yeah i CAN write if its what u wan#it just. yknow. doesnt quite seem like the right tone? just kinda flat by comparison#i have considered doing things in the right tone before. since it is also canon that on his way back to hell dg has to run through the#burned out ruins of his own hometown. something similar to the visiting an old place thats been twisted by time and grief and coming to#terms with its loss or something to that effect#but. if im being honest i dont know that i have the writing skill to pull that off well much less as a short fic for a prompt response#uhhh anyway where was i going with this.#im happy to write something for you; possibly even something myhouse.wad related if you want!! im just not sure how to do that hdfbhdj...#anyway sorry for letting this one sit for so long without an answer. have another fic prompt where the fic is getting a little longer than#anticipated n combining that with rotating this to try n figure out what i could write for it...#guess time got away from me a little bit. sorry about that!
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I don’t know if I’ll be honest. I kinda just teleported, I didn’t walk so I don’t know- we can check google maps? I think that shows how long the walk from your house to the hospital would be
... Fucking- ugh- it'll take HOURS on foot... WHY- why is this our life???
Stopwhining...
Wecanusethatdoor,righttheretogettoit.
SolongasyoualltrustthatIwon'tleadyououtthewrongside,ofcourse.
Andgiventhatnoonestopsme... Sinceyou'llprobablyworryaboutme... Overexertingthisbodyagain...
#???#ask response#answered asks#( ooc > )#not observer pointing to the door of the house.#well... when reality and space warping is something you can do-#why not use it to help a friend yeah?
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unfortunately if i ever developed the lifeseries orv au in my head in earnest i would in no capacity whatsoever manage to be normal about it at all and like. i mean it
#like . genuinely. so much of orv deals with metafiction & the act of art literally coming to life through#reading/watching/observing it (schrodingers cat) (both dead and alive) (your gaze the determining factor) (a witness to existence)#& how characters turn into real people & vice versa & fiction intermingling with reality#and its that character bit that i am kinda obsessed with esp in mcyt spaces from a phenomenological standpoint#for example in smps where roleplaying elements are light and the characters the ccs are playing as#are much closer to themselves than they are actually characters#AND LIKEEEE THIS IS KIND OF ORVS ENTIRE DEAL REALLY#this act of being percieved and witnessed and characterized by yourself and others#the different social conventions between how we treat ppl as characters vs ppl as human beings#how every person is unto themself a story and how fiction is a tool used to preserve life#to resurrect the dead#to love someone with all your heart despite never actually truly ''knowing'' them#only having an imperfect reconstruction of their existence entirely based on your perception of them#how much of you is ''real'' versus ''fiction'' ? genuine versus persona?#does it matter?#and like. explodes. its so everything to me. its so everything. its not nornal. this is not a mormal way to engage with media#but there is a narrative mechanic that involvws cosmic twitch streaming as metaphor for the audience & performance & stage & storytelling#and i cant just NOT think about it in tandem with whatever it is i have going on here#you tell these stories to keep others alive... to keep yourself alive.. to stave off death...#like... this combined w the endless death game timeloop that is the life series is just#really... important to me... the watchers less as eldritch beings and more true to their metaphor as audience stand ins#greedily devouring the story because its all that we have left#this perpetual act of death and rebirth a preservation of life a celebration of their stories#somethign we cherish and champion and hold close.. something that allows all of us to live#for just a little bit longer#see i. i. yeah. not normal. not nornal at all
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