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jadepearl Ā· 6 months ago
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I cannot bring myself to like (show) Rhaenys. Here are the reasons:
1. She, much like Alicent, seems to take all the negative emotions she feels towards Viserys and directs them towards Rhaenyra- there were better ways to tell Rhaenyra that her claim would be contested (in fact, im of the opinion that show! Rhaenys started disliking Nyra a little more after Viserys refused to disinherit her after after having his precious [sarcasm] son.) Iā€™ve got more thoughts on this but thatā€™s for later.
2. Her (lovely, but extremely pathetic) gay son. The GAY son that she knew was gay. The GAY son that she suspected would not be able to fuck/ impregnate a woman. The GAY son she knew would ABSOLUTELY be destroyed by the game. THE GAY SON THAT SHE WED TO THE WOMAN SHE KNEW WOULD NEED CHILDREN!!!! The entire situation with the (alleged/rumored) bastards of Nyra is a situation that Rhaenys and Coryls themselves had a hand in- they knowingly married their very gay son to Nyra knowing that she would need heirs and that it was entirely (re:extremely) possible that Laenor would not be able to bed/fuck her. Like how is she going to wake up and be like ā€œoh my hod, my son was cuckoldedā€ as if her son also hadnā€™t been cuckolding Nyra??? Like if she was going to turn a blind to Laenor sleeping w/ Qarl she couldā€™ve afforded Nyra that same willful ignorance. Instead she chose to be mad at Nyra for making the best out of situation that Rhaenys and Corlys and her father, and even fucking Laenor put her in!!!!
3. Her attitude w/ the Velaryon Boys( see point above) those boys exist because her son could not do his duty !!! It is not a Nyra problem- it is not as simple as Nyra deciding to cuckold her husband. Nyra needed children- she TRIED with Laenor, both of them were extremely uncomfortable and it didnā€™t work- and Laenor apologized for being unable to his duty and instead it was decided upon that they ( the boys) would be granted the Velaryon name upon birth. He did not sire those boys (allegedly) but he did love them!!! This is the crux of my issue w/ Rhaenys- if Laenor hated those boys, I could justify her anger, excuse it maybe- but he didnā€™t. He didnā€™t hate them, didnā€™t cure their existence (was he a good father? No. Absolutely not. Very absent at best. But he loved them, and he cared for Nyra and so he took them as his own and gave them his family name) Rhaenys being angry/upset/etc over the outcome of a situation that she/corlys/Viserys all pushed those two into is fucking annoying and really- pardon my speak- grinds my fucking gears. You donā€™t get to force your gay son and your little cousin into a marriage and get shocked when your GAY son canā€™t fuck a woman. Especially not when you suspected that your GAY SON WOULDNT BE ABLE TO FUCK A WOMAN??? because those are the vibes show! Rhaenys gives off (yes my son is gay, no I donā€™t think heā€™ll ever be able to fuck a woman, but how dare his wife not simply live a childless life- who cares if she needed children, doesnā€™t she know how those looks?) why did Rhaenys not think about how it would look before marrying them?? Did she really expect the HEIR TO THE IRON THRONE TO LIVE A CHILDLESS LIFE ALL BECAUSE HER (again lovely, but rather pathetic) GAY SON COULD NOT FUCK ANYONE NOT IN POSSESION OF A COCK??!!!
What angers me the most is that, even after that conversation where she told Nyra how unstable her position was, and how sheā€™d eventually be supplanted in favor of a male heir- this bitch, along w/ her husband put Nyra in a situation where sheā€™d have to make a difficult choice. Live the rest of her life being called barren, cursed, all the things that they all called her late mother- all things that would endanger both her, her title as heir, and probs even Laenor too, or seek someone else to sire children? They put her in that situation and the got pissed when she didnā€™t choose the route of eternal suffering- they put her in that situation and got pissed that she didnā€™t simply accept it??? Show!Rhaenys, Viserys, Corlys, Daemon, fucking Alicent- if you have no enemies I am dead.
Anyway! These are all MY opinions, you are welcome to have your own but yours will not make me change mine. Have a good day!!
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happypeachsludgeflower Ā· 5 months ago
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I donā€™t always make Feng Xin suffer, but when I do? God do I make that man suffer. Heā€™s just my little meow meow and I want to see him cry šŸ„ø
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hplonesomeart Ā· 4 days ago
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblrā€¦at least now I know Iā€™m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! Iā€™ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle Iā€™ve dug myself into. Think Iā€™m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isnā€™t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I donā€™t want to disappoint my professors. Weā€™ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe itā€™s just overstimulation stuff#hoping itā€™ll die down because I canā€™t keep enjoying myself when Iā€™m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ā€˜no I donā€™t want to I canā€™t do thatā€™ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#Iā€™m a mess. Iā€™m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I canā€™t tell you why Iā€™m like this I just am šŸ™ƒ#anyways thinking Iā€™ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways whatā€™s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I donā€™t seem patheticā€¦.#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ā€˜is that Mr. Puzzles?ā€™#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ā€˜WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???ā€™ while trying to suppress grinning or going ā€˜teeheeā€™#anyways now itā€™s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS Iā€™M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didnā€™t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu šŸ˜­šŸ’œ#itā€™s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college wonā€™t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shitā€”like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! Iā€™D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry Iā€™ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ā€˜normallyā€™ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa donā€™t look at me
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cashweasel Ā· 2 months ago
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*bends your manā€™s gender*
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skinnypaleangryperson Ā· 8 months ago
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I love that part whenever I am reaching a point of inner life that was inspired by a piece of media where I no longer feel the need to talk about it in conventional forms, which never really happens for me anyway since I seem to be one of the few that is naturally nuanced, and instead begin to go inside of an incredibly deeply spiritual maladaptive inner life, which can expand for years if not the rest of my life like a personal fantasy that only I can see that is probably more human than 90% of people's experiences.
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mothinabottle Ā· 3 months ago
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Jordan headcanon
I strongly believe they whimper, and sob, and whine.
They are stupid clumsy in sex and don't know shit about it.
You won't cum with that moron. Enjoy being sexually frustrated šŸ˜Š
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asterbats Ā· 11 months ago
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Wenchless
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From the moment Gale said that the Crown of Karsus could allow someone to ascend as a god, I was like... does that mean it could also kill a god? Maybe? Maybe even three gods? šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆšŸ˜³
And I really wish there was a dialogue option where I could at least put the idea out there.
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star-mum Ā· 1 year ago
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Okay OP nation I have some (maybe controversial) statements about the Straw Hats and I need yā€™all to listEN FIRST OKAY- HEAR ME OUT
Boyfriend: Zoro and Franky
Husband: Usopp and Sanji
Girlfriend: Nami
Wife: Robin
Luffy: Aroace king
#DO YOU SEE THE VISION ????#like I am a Certified Zoro Girlie but thats not a husband... he has Boyfriend written all over him#I cant call him husband in my head - ā€˜oh thatā€™s my Husband Zoroā€™ - ew no - 'thats my BOYFRIEND Zoro' - yes !#Franky is just cool and sensitive like that -> the boyfren to defeat all boyfrends -> i'd fall hard and fast -> like embarrassingly so#SANJI OH MY GOD !!! THE FIRST MAN WHO DARED TO MALEWIFE#and of course anime he has a couple red flags but I always put those on ā€˜annoying anime tropeā€™ rather than accepting thats a part of him (C#(OPLA IS HERE TO PROVE THAT) shit like in canon they kinda set him up as this totally uncool Wannabe Casanova (which he is !!)#but heā€™s also just effortlessly charming ???? me at 7 y/o watching his intro for the very first time ??? a goner !!! -> me at 20 yo watchin#GOD !! USOPP !! THE MAN ! THE KING ! THE LEGEND -> I have ALWAYS been an Usopp girlie -> cause im always right and i love to win#yā€™all gonna give a pathetic cowardly little man with huge dreams and an even bigger heart who ALWAYS stands up for whats right#DESPITE BEING SCARED ???? Iā€™m in the chapel baby lets do this šŸ‘°šŸ» -> also his tiddies are always out ??? DUNGAREES WITH NO SHIRT !! WHATS NO#risking his life fighting an incredibly powerful and scary pirate for an entire village who didnā€™t treat him fairly and DIDNT BELIEVE HIM#him going to a place he was Not Welcomed and constantly mistreated at only to tell a DYING girl incredibly fun stories and keep her company#cause he saw his mom go through the same thing as a kid ? -> i love him yall šŸ„ŗ#NAMI !!! thats Girlfriend with a capital G -> shes pretty greedy and a little bit (very) mean -> i love her sm i want her to rule my life#RO !! BIN !! the crush I have on that woman is honestly embarrassing -> she is THE wife -> do not be mistaken#i dont really see Luffy wanting a romantic relationship but thatā€™s not gonna stop me from reading fanfic about him ; p#i had to edit this and glue some tags together so they'd all fit -> thats why theres so many arrows -> I have Thoughts okay -> let me live#one piece#opla#one piece live action#straw hats
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i-appear-misssing Ā· 4 months ago
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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop
#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good#but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside#it IS making me better at my job though#.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know#on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me#i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually#i traded a month with him to have another month with her#he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories#I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far#but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders#so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year#also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies#but I've been in scarier situation i can manage#and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man#but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space#with strong aspects of praise kink#pathetic is what it is really#but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right#I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit#I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST#........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess#yeah it's just like an infected wound right now#angry red throbbing hot pain#i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing#it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation#it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it#it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work#the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to#I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right
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poltergeist-coffee Ā· 11 months ago
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iā€™m about to become a full time pactoiles artist because theyā€™re all i can think about lately
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mars-ipan Ā· 8 months ago
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so funny when i make it back to my dorm on fridays and iā€™m like ā€œgod why am i tiredā€¦ā€ girl you just roleplayed for 8 hours of course youā€™re tired
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flowerflamestars Ā· 2 years ago
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Timeloop au snippet
Brutal economy of motion, silent, Lucien watched Nesta spread her napkin over her lap. Straighten her silverware. Draw closer the water rather than the wine at a precise right angle, and then fail to drink.
ā€œNo one human left to write to,ā€ Elain laughed, the sound a grating lie. Ā  Nesta wound her hands together beneath the table, knuckles white. ā€œYou,ā€ Morriganā€™s laugh cut into the word, interrupted by a swallow, ā€œYou want to send letters to faeries?ā€ Ā  Calm, cool, dead- Nesta addressed the wall somewhere behind Azriel, ā€œOur family has traded with faeries for fifteen generations.ā€ Ā  Rhysand hummed, low in his throat, the noise imbued with enough power the hairs on Lucienā€™s arms rose. ā€œOf course. Merchants. Do humans consider business a success when theyā€™re starving in a hovel, living only off their childrenā€™s bravery?ā€ Ā  Morrigan let out another shattered glass laugh. Waved her drink Nestaā€™s direction, jaunty. ā€œAll in the past now. Youā€™re Feyreā€™s family. You need not worry about being taken care of.ā€ Ā  The High Lord of Night responded by showily pouring wine down his throat. Ā  Quiet, in the icy lull that followed, Azriel said, head ducked as though speaking only to Elain, ā€œYour guards will be allowed into the city now, Iā€™ve taken care of it. The barracks in the harbor will house them.ā€ Ā  ā€œThey hardly need them,ā€ Morrigan cut in. ā€œThe House is impermeable.ā€ She leaned forward, toward Lucien, ā€œThe walls of Velaris have not been breached in more than twelve thousand years. We can keep two girls safe.ā€ Ā  Safe- theyā€™d shattered their lives and watched them be killed. Ā  Theyā€™d been murdered, just to punish Feyre, for the asinine plan of this foolish, petty Court. Ā  It was insult too far, for Nesta. Ā  ā€œIs it?ā€ Ā  Slow, menace filling the air like a chill, Rhysand shifted. Had both his feet on the floor and the whole otherworldly force of his furious violet gaze on Nesta, when she continued. Ā  ā€œThe safety of your city is secrecy,ā€ Nesta hissed, ā€œAnd you already sold it. Twelve thousand years ended the second you were insane enough to imagine humans would choose you, the son of slave-owners.ā€
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laughinglynx Ā· 1 year ago
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valctovoel Ā· 2 years ago
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These days I can only draw memes.
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orcelito Ā· 2 years ago
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that one bookmark is gone and on one hand im glad i dont have to see it anymore but on the other hand im a little embarrassed at the thought of them having seen me have a whole mini spiral about it at like 5 am. like sorry random person ig
#speculation nation#i shouldnt be allowed to make posts in the middle of sleeping times#i wake up all the time while trying to sleep & then i check social media & also my ao3 stats page#usually this is fine but that bookmark note hit Just the right insecurity in me for me to make some pathetic posts about it on my tumblr#like yes i Am insecure about ppl not liking what im doing in the story lately & thinking im taking too long :') thank U for confirming#the reader support afterwards definitely helped me but Man i dont wanna b known as that author that cant take even a hint of criticism#i mean i kind of am but i dont wanna be KNOWN for it ykno#im cool as a cucumber. u can tell. Absolutely the coolest. thats why i go crying to my tumblr dot com when someone says smth that isnt#complete praise for my work.#like on one hand i dont gotta share this online. it's a privilege that u guys get to read it. so i dont wanna hear ppl disliking it#on the other hand i wish i wasnt that pathetically insecure lmfao#in my defense not having an active beta reader has been fucking with my self confidence re: writing#i was a nervous WRECK when posting the last chapter. and the other chapters too but last chapter especially.#life. is so difficult. alas.#sorry to my readers for my lack of object permanence re: ppl liking my shit.#ive had ppl repeatedly saying they love it and it's still not enough#in largest part bc im insecure about that Changing. so with every chapter im like peeking over like 'do you still like my writing...?'#'do u still like my writing pls respond'#honestly bless u readers who have kept up with discacc & continuously comment & offer me reassuring words here when im down#ur enthusiasm & kind words help me a lot. thank U
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