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saw the barbie movie again tonight and the people sitting next to me were being so disrespectful that this is now the third platform i’m ranting about them on
#IM SO MAD#they talked constantly#they had their phones out and were scrolling through social media#with the light pointed directly at me#one of them answered a fucking phone call. in the middle of the movie.#babe whispering quietly doesn’t mean it isn’t distracting people!!!#like what the fuck!!! it’s called basic cinema etiquette!!!#i was sooo close to telling them off. you don’t even know.
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Jayce wincing or shielding himself from bright light while Viktor gazes into it
In the season 2 intro, does Jayce manage to withstand the light (spotlight), or is he swallowed up by it? And why is he the only one being overwhelmed by (stage) lights?
#arcane#jayce talis#viktor#viktor arcane#spoilers#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#what does it mean. what does it all meeaaannnnnnn#even caitlyn has a spotlight shown directly on her at one point and she looks right into it at the same moment that jayce winces#making me very nervous given that the machine herald's signature weapon is a nikola tesla deathray (of light)
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Redraw of my favorite chapter art. Except I wanted a creepy vibe and to make it look like inkwash. Original here owo: 👇

#so at some point#because of how I adjusted the lighting#and it expands outwards from where I made the light source being directly behind my man right#so like you know#with the wide photo and his limiters it like kinda looked like shrek#in the shadow#I really am obsessed with Saiki rn#plz talk to me about Saiki#saiki kusuo#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#the disastrous life of saiki k.#tdlosk#saiki k fanart#redraw#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#kusuo saiki#psychic kusuo#tf is that tag#anyways I just love him so much and Idk ab u#but he’s hilariously more creepy and violent in the manga than anime#like not insanely but like#he canonically killed a whole nation of people and then wiped the nation from existence#like anime Saiki is like :/ I don’t want his death on my conscious#and manga Saiki is like#pulling out the Glock
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DROP THE DAGGER AND LATHER THE BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS ROMEO ‼️‼️
#death note#light yagami#L lawliet#L death note#ok. hi guys . i’m back#this came to me while i was listening to the entirety of the black parade on the way to work#it’s a bit messy but i think it works!#notes about the composition:#light is looking at the camera bc the narrator (drop the dagger …) is speaking directly to him#lights hand intentionally obscures L’s mouth#L is mimicking the jesus hand motion he’s seen doing in a lot of biblical paintings#idk i’m not christian 😭#blood cw#had fun making this bc i took the ref pics myself but it was so difficult to get this angle#shitposts will resume at some point#olive art
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im never getting over how belphie just...yoinked beleth's halo. like the artifact says "given" but he very much did not give it 😭


i lowkey think it was to take some of the heat off of beleth for being a fallen angel and to keep others from being too loud about it but still he did it in the most goofy manner possible. (and smthn smthn a crown symbolizing protection for his people and its from the first person he wanted to keep safe personally)
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#whb spoilers#and i love him for it#these two are much sweeter than i thought they'd be and im glad for it#still throwing me for a loop w/ the country accent but ive gotten mostly(?) used to it#how many southerners in this tag did this event awaken lmao bc i had to take a break 2 seconds after belphie said#what in tarnation.#like sir.#all of my comfort will leave immediately if beleth or belphie call mc puddin or some shit thatll be my last staw#like i dont think they would but also i cant be sure what the translation team will do atp#and that prospect scares me just a little bit.#last point ant ill stop rambling funny u can just take the halo#like ik andre takes the ones he wears but like#idk it rly is just some ring of light (or darkness for beleth) and they dont feel anything from it#which makes sense ig its not directly connected
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Presenting... Lady Fredericka and Madame Maximus!
I've already drawn Mini-Max in drag here but was inspired by @freedom-barricades-bighero16 to draw Fred too. Now they're a duo! I think they'd have fun looking fabulous together.
#bh6 fred#fred frederickson iv#bh6 fred frederickson iv#bh6 mini-max#bh6 mini max#mini-max#big hero 6: the series#big hero 6 the series#bh6 the series#hitting all those tags because they deserve it 💙#they're matching. mini-max insisted upon also getting ridiculously high-heeled boots. how he walks in them? willpower and style.#update my brother has weighed in that mini-max would also wear those exaggerated fake lashes#glued directly to his face and they keep falling off#so imagine that for me#since mini-max has been described as a 'pretty princess' in his drag regalia i opted for a royalty theme#but i can also see Fred having more than one persona; one of which being Countess Fancy#which is of course based off of Captain Fancy (potentially a plot point where Cap. Fancy has to go undercover in drag)#lady fredericka's glasses are a nod to madame maximus' eyeshape but theyre also cat-eyed glasses for the hell of it#fredericka becoming the even sparklier embodiment of Bright Lights Loud Noises ✨#my art
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The Man Who Killed Jason Foreman
#Cyberpunk 2077#Phantom Liberty#Phantom Liberty Spoilers#Johnny Silverhand#Hnurrg no thoughts head empty except for Johnny's thoughts during the Leon Rinder gig#Setting him up directly as a light mirror to Rinder to the point that their names are literally one letter off from each other#Linder and Rinder -- L and R; aka Left and Right-- two branching paths#Allowing Rinder to serve as the look into a future where Johnny never deserted and kept falling deeper and deeper into his own trauma#And basically having the entire mission serve (in my eyes) as an echo of both your thoughts on Johnny's past life as a soldier#Do you forgive the boy or do you kill the man#(For all my prose this choice was NOT hard for me lol I shot him right in the face without hesitation lol)#Johnny doesn't buy Rinder's pleas for remorse and I think you could read a lot into that; whether he sees a shade of himself there#I certainly do#Aldi speaks
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Fellas can you take this somewhere else. Maybe. Just not in the fucking halls. Thanks 🫡
I couldn't resist drawing out these tags I wrote on a dif post LMFAO
Moe just has...... SO many problems.......
Close-ups of my fave shots!






The elusive Líf...
#fire emblem#feh#i'm like. split between feeling proud of this and feeling So Over It LMFAOOOOOOO#which is why. lighting could be better. but i don't care enough to put in more work than i already have LMFAOO#LIKE... ONE COOL PART is this could be my first fully colored comic piece w completely original dialogue???#where like. i didn't quit at any point of it. EXCEPT. skimping on the backgrounds. but again. more effort than i'm willing to put in#but i think it still counts bc my only real plan was to have the askr pillars/walls as framing/backdrops#ALSO the characterization... in the panel where lif walks into frame. it's SO fun to me#they both look at lif. but moe is Not subtle about it. looking directly at him. while alfonse side-eyes him.#and the most IMPORTANT detail. is that alfonse and lif are making the same kind of face. like 🤨#there is SO MUCH POTENTIAL. in alfonse and lif sharing facial expressions. in having the same knee-jerk reactions to things.#and it's espppp fun to figure out bc you're only working w half of lif's face. it's all in the eyes/brows and SOMETIMES!#SOMETIMES!!!! it's in the nose! in this illust he is more relaxed/resting so you don't see it here#but i'm TELLING you. adding some scrunch to the nose can add soooo much expression-wise#this took longer than i expected it to. also. which is why i'm so over it LMFAOO#but i do think the extra time was worth it... first run of the last panel was too lighthearted/jokey#capturing some conflict between moe/alfonse was the right choice. in how intensely this starts off (tonally)#AND! in showing how they do butt heads at times. in fact sometimes they clash REALLY badly!!!!#which is actually so huge bc i've wanted to capture this since the beginning. how they're so similar but also so opposite#that a lot of times! they understand each other deeply and cover each other's basis. HOWEVER.....#other times. it's just catastrophic. like it isn't That intense here but you can probably see how it goes horribly wrong.#i am... always thinking about it.... and only occasionally stressing myself out about it LMFAOOO#fe alfonse#fe lif#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics
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What was your 9/11 sona
God, I wish I remembered. Unfortunately, while the whole mess is absolutely hilarious in hindsight, back in the day I just thought it was incredibly tasteless and an insult to the people who actually lost loved ones that day (which it absolutely was!), so I was mortified to have to participate in it. But I didn't want to argue the point, cause with how subjective English is, getting on the teachers bad side will just obliterate your grade, and I'd always been in the high 90's for english so I wasn't about to break that streak over a stupid insensitive writing assignment. So I grit my teeth, wrote some shitty, generic OC, gave them a tasteless, non-offensive eulogy, then tore up the paper and threw it out the second I got the marked assignment back.
And that was about a decade ago now, so I can't remember any details about my tragically deceased 9/11sona - all I can really remember about grade 9 english is the 9/11 stuff, the teacher being really weird about demanding we say 'zed' instead of 'zee' because we're Canadian, and the look of absolute shock on her face when she informed me that I'd gotten a perfect 100% on the reading comp part of the PAT exam (still lowkey proud of that lmao). Moral of the story, don't throw out really embarrassing school writing assignments; they might be hilarious in hindsight.
...The real punchline of all this is that while I went to all that effort to avoid pissing off my teacher and tanking my marks in grade 9, in grade 10 I hit that exact problem literally before my first class had started. I had english in the second semester that year, and my older sibling had given me the book version of Les Miserables as a christmas gift that year, and I was still working on it when school started back up. So I made the terrible mistake of walking into english class about ten minutes early, cracked open my book to pass the time... and then after a few minutes of watching some punk teenager casually reading les mis, the teacher got up, asked me to step out into the hall, then led me into the classroom next door to introduce me to the AP english teacher, and inform him that I was probably better suited for his class. I had to hastily clarify that no the fuck I was not, I had three core classes that semester and a mixup with my one elective meant I was stuck in the goddamn grade 12 band class, so if I didn't have one class I didn't need to put effort into, I would die of stress. Grade 10 english teacher tried to pressure me into taking the AP class anyways, and after I kept refusing, she eventually was like "fine, you can stay in my class, but I'm going to grade you like you're an AP student the whole time."
And for the entire semester, she refused to mark any of my work higher than an 80%. Can you tell I'm still angry about that, because I'm still really fucking angry about it.
#and thats how i got stressed enough to walk directly into traffic (accidentally)#if your route home crosses a busy intersection. do not walk home while having a hardcore dissociative episode#because you will become unable to comprehend traffic lights. and your guess at the safe time to cross will be Very Wrong#shout out to that one truck driver for swerving because wow that could have gone really bad#this story got away from me. the point is i dont remember what my 9/11sona was sorry
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good lord I need to rewatch MID
#I haven’t actually done so since it came out#and at the time I was kinda ehhhh on the whole point of the plot#cuz that’s where my interests were at the time (…and yes I felt jealous it was getting produced when mystreet and rebirth werent)#so like….i watched it but I didn’t really care enough to commit much of it to me Emory#but now I have seen the light#and I’m reworking my multiverse lore to include the daemos realm directly#and I…do not remember wtf they did for 26 episodes#my inner demons#aphmau
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I went to a concert two nights ago at the band had a row of LED strobe lights behind them facing the audience that were flashing constantly, which effectively made them impossible to see. Strobe lights at concerts don't usually effect me too much but I've never seen a set up like that before. I've never been to a concert and had a very bright light flashing directly into my eyes which - naturally - is impossible to block out (in my experience, usually, lights face the band for what I assumed were obvious reasons).
So, I started to feel nauseous and because those lights did not stop flashing for multiple songs I realised this was gonna be the whole concert. This band was going to flash a ridiculously bright light directly into the people trying to watch them for seemingly the whole time and no one one their team designing their set at any point realised that was a ridiculously bad idea. So, I did something I've never done before and fully walked out of a concert 15 minutes in, and now I have intense, one-sided beef with one of my favourite bands
#my friend and i had to walk back through security who were all looking at us because like who leaves a concert four songs in???#and i was looking out for her too because she gets migraines easily. she's usually fine for a concert but boy not this time#luckily it wasn't a complete waste of a night because the opener had like unbelievably impeccable vibes#but i'm still kinda pissed about it and i guess this might just be a me thing but genuinely you don't Need strobe lights at a concert#you can do cool and creative lighting without them and you Certainly don't need to point leds directly into your crowd like hello????#i've never felt sick like that at a concert it was ridiculous#anyways post i meant to make yesterday and then panicked because i didn't think it would matter#but also this is my blog so i'm making it now ashlfdj#jess rants about life
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Rips a door off its hinges
#sorry i thought about how theres been no glasses chiaki for ... 5 years and 4 months *Lights cigar#I MISS HIM I IMISSHIM#not directly related but this made me thikn of how i rmbr when meteor impact came out off the top of my head#bc my dad died during the same weekso its just. the samea moutn of time since then#id dint veen know what enstars was back then but thats always been so funny to me when i realized this. Crazy as fuck week on earth#thank God i didnt enstar back then My life would have been exponentially more over#anyways point is he needs glasses comeback. PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEE
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...i'm starting to wonder if i wasn't actually pretty often failed by the adults in my life as a young kid tbh.
#i'm always doubtful where to put the blame#in a morally neutral causality kind of way to be clear#because like. i dont know. if i was the adult. confronted to the opaque behavior of a child. would i have done better?#but also i can't help but think#why the fuck did they make me skip a grade (last grade of primary on top of that) when i was notorious for never doing my homework#and was incredibly inconsistent across topics#like i sucked at math. like ''needs to count on fingers to do a simple addition or substraction'' sucking at math.#like i never learned any multiplication tables sucking at math#like i never got how to pose divisions and still can't at age 18 because logicomathematics are completely counterintuitive to me#and just. the work was never done to make me Get It. my work or teachers' work who knows. but perhaps skipping a grade wasnt the solution#or like#apparently when i was three years old the pediatrician suspected smth was up with me#either autism directly or ''generally suspicious child'' we're not clear on that#but he told my parents. and everybody said ''we better test that'' and then. nothing. idk.#they filled a parental report of behaviors questionnaire for... adhd i think? autism maybe. and that's it. never fucking heard about it.#god. i just remembered my mom saying proudly they almost never put me in the nursery as a kid.#always either with a parent or family or a nanny.#and perhaps mother. you could have foreseen that a kid with no siblings no pets no kid neighbors no playdates. would end up socially fucked#i remember the teachers scolding late students and showing us that we were supposed to be in bed by 9:30 or something#and internally i was like BUDDY AT 9PM WE'RE HALFWAY THROUGH DINNER#MOM'S BEEN HOME FOR LESS THAN AN HOUR#and shit. i don't know. i was scared of the dark as a child. to the point that even with the compromise#of keeping the door ajar and lights in the hallway (which i had to fucking advocate for btw)#i still slept curled up in the bathroom on a towel sometimes when it got too scary#and i would cry and scream before going to bed. i would beg my mom for sleeping pills from a young age.#i would often find myself in the morning sleeping with my face smushed between the pages of the book i literally fell asleep on#because i read until my eyes gave out#and a couple years later when i got a 3ds i'd play at night and if my dad caught me he'd storm into my room and i'd hide under the comforte#and he'd punch a couple times and whisper-yell at me not to do that and go to sleep#it took until i was about 15yo for me to see a sleep specialist
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... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#why the next poll adventure and everything else has taken so long lol.. I straight up have just not done anything#the past few days... staring down my todo list and sweating hopelessly#AT LEAST it;s relatively low humidity. the highest it's been up to is maybe 65%. but is usually around 50 or 40ish#There is one small window air conditioner in a roomate's room that can KIND OF be shared by nailing a sheet up to block off the hallway#with the rooms in it so the cool air goes into the other bedrooms but doesnt flow out into the kitchen or etc but#wjhen it's the time of day that the sun is directly hitting the window & it's like 102F outside even that doesnt help much. to cool 3 rooms#and I always feel like we're going to explode the air conditioner or something running it too much with direct heat on it. sometimes it#smells like hot plastic or whatever ghj.. so it's mostly just.. block off all windows with 5 layers of blankets and cardboard#starting at 10am (meaning.. no indoor light for days basically.. no natural lighting.. time passes weird. hard to determine time of day).#throw water on the bed every night so you sleep in wet sheets and keep your clothes and hair wet at all times. ice. cold drinks. keep a#little fan running pointed directly at you nearly 24/7 even when sleeping with a fan blowing air on you makes your eyes and throat painfull#dry. etc. etc.. and i KNOW people have it worse in plenty of places blah blah. i am just complaining on my little blog that is about me lol#I think the biggest thing about lack of adequate/central air conditioning for me is just the LACK of productivity!!! I am working on games!#and novels!! and so many other crafts. costumes! sculptures!!! things I want to do!!! we all have a limited amount of time on this planet a#nd I have so many goals!! To lose basically 4-5 days straight or producivity - when if I had been able to temperature#control my environment better I could have easily gotten more done because I wouldn't be laying around nuseous and too hot#and sick to do anything all day etc. -- is like.... GRRRRRR... it just feels so senseless.. i could have USEd that time...#Every CEO who has contributed to global warming owes me 1million doallrs to fund my art projects and make up for all the time#I've lost on them due to their stupid bullshit.. also they should be stoned to death in a public square. but redistribute the money FIRST#to everyone on the planet. but especially people who have been affected by floods. fires. etc. etc.#poor people who have limited choice in housing and access to air conditioning. homeless people in cooling centers. people with disabillitie#and health issues that are worse in the heat so the entire future just seems increasingly terrifying for them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.... eughhhgh.... It can cool down SLIGHTLY at night but the past few nights I have been sleeping in an 81 degree room and I wake up#and first thing in the morning its like 82 by then and I'm so nauseous and nasty feeling... just so so tired of it.. I NEED SNOW#literally not even joking.. snow would heal me. .. oughffff...#AND i got the new nasty stinky poo poo pee pee tumblr dashboard update lol.. e v i l
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Can I ask for a 🍉 in the ask game?
you may indeed!

*exhales* okay. this one's gonna be terrifying to elaborate on but here we go anyways.
there is no art without the artist and there is no artist without the art. they are, in a lot of cases but not all of them, one and the same. every detail you write into these little stories is probably revealing a small patch of your soul without your even realizing it.
this goes double for some of our longer works, for example- take twice., a story that was written during one of the worst times of our life. there was a situation with a guy, you know how it goes, and we literally threw ourself into working on it as an escape. that one's got a lot of themes of healing and how one mistake can cause horrible outcomes. actually now that i think about it a lot of our works deal with hope and healing. i guess it's a mirror
(btw whoever said that your teens are your golden years can die of a thousand tiny papercuts. i am NOT thriving and it is NOT my fault)
ashes is... a long and complex thing. it's faceted. it's messy. to be completely honest we absolutely hate some of the chapters we've posted. but it's been an exercise of honesty- both with ourself, and with our readers.
the characters in it, they fucked up SO bad. most of them are dealing with some serious shit. but there's still hope for them. (i'm not gonna lie, i finished chapter 7 and read back through it like "huh. if anyone ever thinks for half a second about us the author writing that in such staggering detail, we're toast")
there's a lot of projection. like a lot. i aint gonna say where but it's there. it's such a personal thing to be doing this for free and of your own will, both for your own good and others.
life is fuckin tough, and as writing is a reflection of life, the things expressed there will also be fuckin tough. i keep on, though because 1. if i ever stopped writing i would literally explode and 2. i've already promised myself to NEVER abandon a work. (breaks are allowed, though.) i have a commitment here both to the story ive started and to the readers
#ray's tag#answered#this is incomprehensibke because of out of the things we're good at explaining#one of those things is NOT the big picture#everything is connected everything is intertwined and we have zero ffucking idea what our own wtiting process is#i have to be extremely vague and dance around the point in order to draw peoples attention to it#there's no other way to do it. and every time i look at the moral directly it dissapears. its always there in the corner of my eye#that's what stories are to me. the vague painting out of the corner of the artists eye.#anne carson said it best in nox: you turn back to the page you were trying to translate and the lights remain in your mind#the great big barking web of them#that's what drives me insane about writing and why i can never stop. it's a paradox; a study in desperation#someone told me once that they knew i really liked honeysuckle tea because that was the tea i mentioned the most in our fics#it took me out. i didnt expect it at all.#and with all that said. idk. take this as you will. tumblr user quaranmine also explained this really well
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saw smth i did not agree with an injustice being done n at first i was silent for way too long but it cldnt n wldnt leave ne alone so eventually i spoke up n it was scary n im having post anxiety n i feel like i did smth wrong n the other ppl hate me n will judge me negatively but what they did was not nice n not correct so yh who cares if i cry now nothing gets done without a bit of discomfort ahaha
#their was one more seat to the back of the bus#n the guy there is large n sitting to the outside#n one person came in n didn't see it bc u wldnt n there was another free seat#n someone pointed it out to the other person#but it's pretty much me the 3 ppl to the back n the guy actually next to the free seat who knows it's there#n instead of saying smth guy just watched laughed n kept talking#n not like to label ppl but he truly doesn't seem like the shy type#he's talking a lot n loud n to whoever will listen#so like just tht it's not likely anxiety stopped him if tht makes sense#n he also literally laughed at the boy for not realizing so yh#at the first traffic light i told the person in front of me to pass the mssg up to the boy standing#so yay he got the seat#i cldnt shout#trust me i missed my own stop bc the bell wasnt working n i cldnt shout so lolz yh#but i did the right thing#i feel anxious j scared#like what if the others who didnt say anything think negative of me or hate me or smth like tht cri#not in a i care what they think of me way directly but like rumors#but then like they are the 'villains' in the story so#it's not like they can uh bad talk me without saying what they did#which to anyone wld obviously be wrong#ahhh idk whatever i did the thing tht most important#cloud nonsense
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