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I made this mistake 🥺❤️🩹 I had my private photos posted on Twitter by a guy friend, Jake, and I was so mortified and humiliated, I remember just praying and begging God to make it all go away. I was so sorry for trusting that guy… well, I pressed on. I met Cody and he love bombed me twice before ghosting me!! Oh man, I didn’t even know what to think or how to feel. I was just stunned and didn’t even know how to understand or process. I moved forward and continued to put myself out there on dating apps….
Then I met Andrew, the greatest and most terrible person in my life. I was so numb from Cody and Andrew was the first to make me feel something. So for a summer I flirt with Andrew and at some point it wasn’t going anywhere and I should’ve got out but I was too attached already and knew I was gonna get my heart broken so I felt I had to stay. We started a “relationship” that fall when he’s back in college for his sophomore year!!!
we were together until his spring break. He has love bombed me and made me believe we were serious. I was ready at that point to tell my family about him but he asked me to wait…. 😝 he said “we need more time together and get to know each other more”. Basically he was just wasting my time!! I tried to get closer after the love bombing. I pushed and pushed. I told him so many times, “I want more of you. You act like you’re too busy to spend time with me.” He would PROMISE he’s gonna give me more and said I was his priority but clearly he was lying and I was stupidly falling for it… after 3 attempts to end the relationship and he doesn’t change, I called B.S. and realized not only would I never get to actually meet his parents, he was most likely talking to other girls the same way he’s talking to me. 💔💔💔 I broke up with him but he acted as if he broke up with me instead. 🤨 He was a robot and very nonchalant about the break up plus asked me would I remain his “friend”?? ugh!! I was in stupid trauma bond with him but knew nothing like that existed… so I tried to stay “friends” with him but he doesn’t want that. He’s only talking to me for my nudes and attention. He begins to post “his real girlfriend” on his IG to rub it in my face but also keeps trying to flirt with me. I delete my IG account and made a new one that didn’t reek of him.
I was in so much confusion and pain. The summer after I’m trying to stay no contact from him; he would call me from his work and listen to me talk but act like he “butt dialed me”. I KNEW he was listening. I was tired of crying to him and he doesn’t seem to care. Idk it’s creepy. I tried so hard to stay no contact. I downloaded new dating apps and met my husband. In less than 4 months after Andrew’s creepy stalking behavior, I’m in this new relationship and I need to heal but have NO IDEA still. I wouldn’t stop talking about Andrew and Cody. At some point my husband asked me to please stop and move on… wow. I tried so hard. ANDREW CAME BACK!! This time FaceTiming me but hanging up after a couple rings. He just wanted his name on my phone… he wanted to watch me suffer over him.
I blocked his number, per my husband’s request AND my husband FaceTimed Andrew and threatened him to leave me alone or else. Woooooow now I really do have to move on. A little over a year later, I’m married now. I NEVER stopped running to even consider what happened to me or that I had unhealed trauma. I was angry at my husband for no reason, super emotional and could cry at the drop of a hat. I’m disconnected and I’m physically sick. I randomly lost over 25 lbs in a couple weeks and everyone around me was scared. I tried to see a doctor but it was back during “covid” and I couldn’t get an in person appointment. I suffered and had no idea why. Also, I could NOT stop thinking of Andrew.
I would Google every day, “why can’t I get over my ex?? What’s wrong with me??” Never knowing what a “trauma bond” is or that I have trauma. Took me years of begging God for answers until I saw my first video on TikTok about “emotional abuse”. FINALLY but yet I didn’t know I had to heal. Another year later and I need to reflect on the past and talk about what happened but idk who will understand me or who will say I’m crazy. I made this account privately and I’m learning so much about myself every time I blog.
listen, don’t just keep jumping into relationships like I did…. Please take good care of your heart and soul ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 feed your soul daily with healthy and loving words. Talk positively to yourself. Honor your gut when you know things are off. I didn’t, I wanted Andrew to be the one because I was insanely attracted to him 😜 I mean, I thought he was crazy gorgeous with his sandy blonde hair and ocean blue eyes. (Plus an award winning smile) so I ignored my feelings completely and I paid for it in the end. 😓💔💔💔❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹healing is a process and so is forgiveness! Take it all one day at a time even if it’s baby steps ❤️🩹❤️🩹
Always, always take the time to sit with and process your feelings. Often we live through events that are major for us and afterwards we just keep going - we do not stop to check our breathing, our heartbeat, our mental state. A lot of situations cause a lot of difficult emotions and while it is ok to let them exist for a while, it is not ok to bury them. Make room for your feelings and thoughts, my love. Remember to reflect on your experiences and make sure to evaluate how you feel about them. Reflection is the key to truly knowing yourself, to truly healing yourself.
#healing journal#personal post#quotes#my story#unpacking#emotional abuse#mental abuse#emotional wounds#online relationships#self awareness#self reflection#heartbreak#one day at a time#healing takes times#toxic relationship#toxic love#abusive relationships#healing journey#writers on tumblr#soundcloud#audien#wish it were you#Music#manipulation#SoundCloud
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Let the poor man rest.
#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever#and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed#he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death#second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gege akutami#my two cents#satosugu
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this post actually broke my heart.
#i can't believe more than ten thousands children were killed#and yet we are still grappling on whether israel is commiting a genocide#i can't believe how inhumane some people can be#how cargo ships matter more than human life#fuck you if you still support israel#if you still excuse it if you still think of “two sides”#fuck you genuinely i wish you nothing but pain for the rest of your miserable life#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza
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next thing you're gonna tell me is that the butts match 🙄
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#the batkids collectively: yeah bruce WISHES he were batman lol what a loser#bruce probably isnt on sns often so bro's completely oblivious to his children bullying him online#jason to dick later: ok but bruce had a point. why DIDNT you wanna put pants on the robin uniform#dick: you literally wore that same uniform after me i dont wanna hear it#batfamily#batfam#social media au#batkids#dick grayson#jason todd#cassandra cain#tim drake#stephanie brown#duke thomas#damian wayne#barbara gordon#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#incorrect quotes#crack#texts#tweets#fanatical posting
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can’t wait to see billy sitting with the young avengers trying his best to ignore his loving ghost mom being an asshole in the corner
#agatha pointing at hulkling and saying ‘yeah you WOULD.’ and billy wishing he were dead#‘you’re also into a strong person with a green motif? you’re just like mommy 🫵🥹’#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness and billy maximoff#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#billy kaplan#billy kaplan mcu#william kaplan#young avengers#the young avengers#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#wiccan#ela posts!#7k
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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before october 7th this blog was a meme page btw.
#don't you think it's so odd how so many palestinians on tumblr were just minding their own business and having fun#and all of a sudden the genocide started and we started dedicating all our time#to helping and start educating people#only for people to start questioning us and harassing us in the most parasocial ways#and now about half of us are deciding not to share about our personal lives or our interests anymore#because we can't be granted the opportunity to actually have personalities outside of our suffering.#a look into our personal lives is a privilege and all of you abused it#all of this is due to the fact that none of you consider us as actual human beings#even if you're “allies” to the palestinian cause. you still dehumanize us to hell and back#i wish you all could see me as someone who is just like you.
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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Betelgeuse and Lydia's Wedding - Beetlejuice Beetlejuice (2024)
#beetlebabes#beetlejuice#beetlelyds#beetlejuice x lydia#lydia x beetlejuice#gifs#my gifs#you know you did great when even antis are like “they should've gotten married”#LMAO#they always were#this scene is so pretty#wish it went on longer#flash warning#flashing lights#beetlejuice spoilers
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despite its flaws, despite the mess it became, despite everything, dsmp truly will always hold a special place in my and so many others heart, and i think that’s what makes it beautiful. the love.
#i don’t wish to go back to that time but i will always appreciate it#and i’ll prob remain obsessed with the story and characters many years to come#o7 dsmp you were what we needed then#dsmp#dream smp#mcyt#dsmpblr#c!tommy#technoblade#tommyinnit#c!wilbur#mcytblr
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there was a period of time during the early days of Neopets wherein they would redesign an older pet. in order to pick a redesign they'd offer a poll with a few different options, like this:
but during 2001—2004 they would do polls with several completely normal, similar-looking options and then one (1) just completely messed up option that they never acknowledged or explained
my personal favorite was the Gelert one
#neopets#neotag#mynci#kougra#gelert#outdesign posts things#I like the mutant gelert we got but I also kind of unironically wish that messed up design was the mutant#presumably these were joke options but you could vote on them which makes me wonder what they would've done if the gag option won#greatest hits
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What a blessing to meet someone like you With eyes as dead as mine, it's fine It's normal people things just to lie here in silence
Fanart of Changeling Timmy from @cubbihue's AU, please check it out if you haven't seen it already!
#are you still yourself? were you ever?#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop timmy#timmy turner#fop wanda#fop cosmo#fop peri#itty bitties#art#digital art#fanart#why is water so difficult to draw#I really like ur au#I refresh your blog a concerning number of times per day
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#i love you mikan i wish you were in a game that loved you too#art tag#nsft#danganronpa#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#mikan tsumiki
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appreciation post for the second half of dungeon meshi where senshi clearly starts treating chilchuck more like an adult. and also how the two of them start looking incredibly married
#you don't need to tell me they're just standing next to each other. I know <3#listen. I tried to be selective.#like obviously OBVIOUSLY these panels were never meant to be romantic or anything I'm just having fun here#but I do wish people would appreciate how much senshi treats chilchuck like the adult he really is as the series goes on!!#I love how often laios says Some Shit and they just make eye contact#looking at each other like they finish each others sandwiches#dungeon meshi spoilers#chilshi#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#photos
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watched treasure planet the other day and never realized this is how they credited the actors and lead animators... i love it. really emphasizes how the animators and voice actors are two halves of one performance
#of course it only works in the model of 'you work on one character the whole project' but#still very cool. wish it were more common#jonnie's thoughts
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