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feeling lonely 😔
why do those other two look tired af
they sick of it all
i mean fair enough working on a movie is tiring work
hrmm Charles pre-divorce i miss you
that metal bending guy really changed the trajectory of your life forreal
#being serious when i say i have no friends#like literally no one what#😧#my only friends are magneto and professor x 😔#kinda sad tbh uhh#on a happier note#CHERIK CANNON MAKING OUT SLOPPY STYLE NOT CLICKBAIT 40 MINUTE VIDEO#sigh i wish 😔#i keep spelling canon wrong why does this keep happening#i dont want to rewrite that tag#hrmm bout to go to bed#gonna think about magneto cooking snags on the bbq#lol#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up#wish is a bit lonely
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thinking abt this .. the panic :( the way he just holds onto himself :( just tells himself theres work to do : (
also look at the little beetle carapace belle left for him :(((((
#belle : (#kiddo say#it kind of makes sense to me that belle left on her own without cad knowing. i always thought it was a bit mental if he let her#(that was if she didnt leave with colton)#which i thought she did but whatever#i thought it was corrin + constance together (p sure thats still true) . then their dad or calliope next. then colton then belle maybe toge#together. but their dad is still with them.#oh welll#because its me i do wish there was more sad lonely scenes of time passing . but also its only 56 pages so theres not rly room#which is a shame#i want the isolation of it all#cr spoilers#caduceus clay#going to reread later to have clear thoughts bc brain is a bit scrambled
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911: Lone Star | S5E5 -> Nancy gets a new rig to drive
#911 lone star#911ls spoilers#911lsedit#TNT!#tk strand#nancy gillian#tommy vega#my gifs#ahhh I wish we got the bit from the trailer with nancy yelling to hold on!#but this was still excellent!#tnt is killing it this season
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wears off in a month or so
#a doodley#talkys#as soon as i saved a single screenshot of silco from twitter it was over for me#it rly is mainly that and the ''gets overwhelmed seeing or thinking abt them and has to physically get that out somehow#or put pressure on the face or cover the eyes in shame etc''#i just added the 3rd bc just the 2 seemed so lonely#today i had to slam pause on that scene where silco lights the cigar in his mouth because i got so (embarrassed?) and hide in my hands#for a bit i rly dont know what this is#i still have my ken folder i have to delete it bc its never going to have that insane intensity again ykwim#like i dont think ill draw him again#so sad that silco is fated to this too...i wish i could actually hold onto stuff like this instead of burning through the Big Feelings#really really quickly#this is why im an oc and Drawings of Myself artist lmaooo i wish i could do fandom/fanart stuff beyond just Here's a Portrait/Bust/#Character Standing There/(god forbid) Selfship#tho tbf thats all i draw of my ocs too...#alas!
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valkyrie moodboard part 4 🎉🎉🎉
pt. 1 pt. 2 pt. 3
#the first half of kotw is so fucking good for her#you get her being an asshole about work failing to get the boy she went after wishing she could play horses with china#the whole 'well you shouldve worn a coat' thing in the alps the 'come back i just want to hit you' bit in the other dimension#getting sick when skulduggery without hesitation saying he'd give up the rest of his life to take care of her#'this is not an invisible railroad i can see it right there' 'well the train is invisible' 'that's not what you promised me'#need to start eating the book i think#only way ill be satisfied#says kenna#skulduggery pleasant#valkyrie cain#i had to go through my tag for her on here to flesh this out... starting to struggle finding posts on insta for her#it's easier for china bc at her core china is a very normal relatable person#book loving lonely homebody horse girl in unrequited love with complicated relationships with religion and parenthood#while so much of the story asks 'who is valkyrie outside of skulduggery'#she's got minimal if any hobbies her status as the final girl means she ends up with almost no relationships#she's unpleasant to be around but not in the quirky needy way instagram meme people say they are#like do NOT get me wrong she's one of the most complex fascinating characters in the world to me and her personality is very well developed#but not in a 'haha relatable this is who youre being mean to--' kinda way. do you understand me#people don't very often make funny posts about how theyve been groomed#kenna's sp screenshot folder
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I don’t know what I want and I don’t know what I need but I’m glad I’ve got therapy tomorrow
#kinda… down#feeling sort of broken#and I appreciate all the help#but I feel ignored sometimes like my problems are boring#it’s be nice if someone wanted to help me fix them#it’s just my brain being fucked I know#because I sound so ungrateful and shitty and horrible#horrible enough that it’s like?? I don’t deserve nice things!!#but sometimes I say I’m sad and I get a pity like and told it’s ok#I say I feel lonely and unliked and people say ‘aw’#others might get a long discussion or an outpouring of ‘I like you!!’#and i think I’m just missing out on that because I can’t make connections deep enough#also I’m needy and confused and never really feel like I’m anything to anyone#and that people don’t actually like me#and that me constantly feeling like this makes them like me even less?#but I can’t help it :(#and I wish I knew how to not feel like that and be normal#I think I’m gonna take a little break because I’m in a really deep hole#i'm sorry im like this#and I’m a little bit afraid for myself#finnie shouts into the void
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#reverse 1999#necrologist#why?#because I like listening to her lines again and again#when she goes 说吧我在听#您的愿望是……？#not to sound overly dramatic but I wish more people would mean it when they say that#they’re listening#and when she apologises when she attacks#I think she’s very cute#she doesn’t seem like someone who’d enjoy all those battles#she also seems a bit lonely#like that line where she asks for someone to chat with her because she hasn’t chatted with a live person in a while#overall I like listening to her#I also like the one where she talks about the future being the same#I also like bkornblume’s lines#maybe I’ll draw her next#thank you for tuning in to your daily dose of rambles on random fixations#oh#fanart#digital art
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brothership stamp collection... 2!!!! featuring mainly character stamps! ignore the top right one.
#stating again that these are free to use :)#brothership spoilers#brothership#mario and luigi brothership#mario & luigi brothership#[the one and lonely!]#Take Fucking Two considering tumblr ATE the first post.#..probably a good thing in retrospect since the tags on the first one were all over the place.#anyways. creators commentary. some of these stamps took me wayyyyy too long to put together.#ten surprisingly took me a bit to get a good screenshot for. i wanted him in that arms crossed pose#but i couldnt find one where he both had a good angle and was close to the camera.#not entirely happy with the one i settled on bc he kind of bleeds into the bg but Oh Well.#cozette. god she has like 2 good screenshots total. universe itself preventing me from making a million stamps of her. sad :(#i wish i couldve given maykit a more interesting screenshot but she simply does Not Get Close to the camera by herself Ever.#i really like how the dyode and emmit stamp turned out even though it was entirely unintentional. it just goes so hard and for what reason.#and finally i debated not giving adaphne a character stamp for the bit but i decided against it in the end. got really close though.#now GO. be free my darlings (i toss the stamps and they blow away in the wind. like that one komaeda pocket oats post)
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#okay guys i'll be completely transparent and honest here:#i could use some birthday wishes#i am sick for the 2nd time in 3 years on my birthday (by my mother's fault - again)#and since it's covid all of my family and friends are staying the hell away which. good! they should!#but they seem to have forgotten they can also y'know. WRITE to me.#so yeah i'm not having a good one#this is not a guilt trip btw i don't expect anyone to cater to my pity party#i am just throwing a line out in the void because i am feeling a bit miserable and lonely and i find being open and reaching out#is the best policy in such instances#i could use a little bit of love and so i am asking for a little bit of love
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when you need social interaction so you make cherik textposts instead 😻🫶
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16
#apologies for the Moira x Charles if you don’t like that 😞😞#bikisser Charles Xavier 💔#wdym i’ve made ten of these…#i don’t have any RL friends so i get most of my social needs on here#😿😿#social anxiety really did fuck off WHERE DID YOU GO?? 😭😭🤨#not that i want them to come back but i thought i was supposed to be scared talking to people…#i think it’s a bit different on the internet#anyway can people talk to me? 😿#sends ask to say hello or something#it can be anon 😞#i’m lonely 💔#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#professor x#magneto#xmcu#text posts#wish does not shut up#wish’s textposts
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#....srry for another vent post so soon after talking about how i try not to do this as much#..........just lonely. ddont really like living alone. I-#......i wanna feel desirable#mmore than just words on a screen i. i want someone who can see me in motion#someone in front of me for real who can see all the flaws i can hide with a camera angle#.....and who still.... wwants to touch me#.......i should sleep#jjust. wish i could be pursued just a bit instead of having to constantly and ceaselessly pursue others#i don't have much domme in me i don't have enough stamina to keep up with it i- i-i like it. I do. I wouldn't do it if i didn't but i#..........i just.#............sigh#I don't know what i want honestly. Ill... Im sure I'll find something eventually. Just...just gotta get through the goop phase#last while the chrysalis surrounds me until i can grow through it
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911 lone star fashion -> every marjan outfit
↳ 3.04
#911 lone star#911lsedit#marjan marwani#every marjan outfit#my gifs#this is a gorgeous scarf#I wish I was able to color it better tbh#the lighting in this scene defeated me a bit ngl#queued post
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biggest downside of not having many experiences or meeting many people is not having anything to feed into the art machine
#i think this is what i really mean when i say i dont have the artist's mind#i like drawing and am learning to enjoy how i draw#but beneath the lines i dont really know how to make anything meaningful#i wish i could experience the brain of another artist for this reason like#i didnt do much as a kid didnt watch or play many things didnt meet many people i read quite#a bit but nothing really stuck never learned much in school bc id always just draw#is this why i have nothing even now at 26 living almost the same life?#i cant cobble together a story or background for my characters i cant make stuff that Means anything#i always talk also about how i fear finding a partner bc my stuff is just 99% self indulgent sanity keeping work#idk what id make without the lonely#i dont even know what to make With the lonely but its all thats here#<- this part is only barely related but theres a connection there ykwim#talkys#ive never felt anything good or bad in either direction...not much to draw from ...#i know i dont NEED my ocs to have roles in a novel but it just gets embarrassing at some point#ppl take interest in talon and i cant put together anything interesting there's nothing in my brain#i cant connect threads i cant think outside of the box#alas! alas#i think its just always going to be one of those immutable things 😞 too late to rewire rhe brain#especially since the monotony and captivity is ongoing.#goodnite ^_^
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Idea that Danny found himself in an alternate dimension and so when he goes to find his alternate self because this is around the area Amity Park should be and his house, he gets the wrong black haired blue eyed child.
Yep, he thinks he’s deceased Jason Todd, instead of neighbor kid Tim Drake.
Danny wonders wherever it’s his fate to die before he is old enough to drive.
#He stays for a little bit and sees this other kiddo trying to honor his alternate self’s legacy and decides to help#secretly of course#like in little nudges in the obviously downwards spiral that is Bruce#which#is his alternate dad he guesses#his chest squeezes unpleasantly because oh how he wishes his dad knew his son died#and not wish he could capture him and dissect him#(even if he doesn’t know Danny died)#wow#this turned angsty#anyways#tim absolutely knows there’s an invisible presence helping him#at first he thought it was alfred#tim absolutely does not talk to thin air to make the being more comfortable#no sir#(both are lonely genius children) (with no siblings)#(at the moment)#danny fenton#jason todd#danny phantom#tim drake#dp x dc#tim drake robin
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responses to rehearse bc i'm seeing my grandparents tomorrow and they have a tendency to ask weird questions about the whole trans thing:
that's a personal question
that isn't your business
that's a weird thing to ask
you don't need to know that
i never said that
i don't know why you think that
#ok tomorrow should be fine bc theyre just coming over afternoon-night and other people will be around the whole time#but i DEFINITELY will need to rehearse those for when i stay with them myself for 6 days in september#wish id had these mantras last december 😔#i do have more ground to stand on now that im back at school and everything they have much less room to judge#but they have been a tad weirdddd about the whole trans thing#and will continue to be even now that im back at school i expect#anyway ill also have a conversation with my mum later about the misgendering thing bc when i saw them in december they did not get the#pronouns correct ONCE they did not even try lmao#july before that the first time id seen them since coming out they tried a bit more#thing is i just dont correct them at all never before in my life have i corrected anyone#until one customer the other month when the cards fell exactly in my lap to do so#but anyway hopefully ill have the courage to correct them myself i think i should#i did actually correct my dad the other week! surprised me a bit he called me 'she' it was a bit hurtful but ig it's just good he hasn't#much at all since he started calling me oscar when i came out to extended family#anyway ok i dont want to think about all that too much it gives me a headache#ill have a conversation with my mum and hopefully shell have the courage to correct them but if not i will do it myself#hopefully maybe#for now im gonna go and watch 911 lone star with my mum#wahoo shes enjoying it#oscar.exe
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thinking I should make a kh-centric sideblog so I can have an unlimited supply of joy on demand
#been looking through my old phone from kh3remind-khmom-khux times since I beat DDD last? week and it sparked my active attention in KH again#remembering when I was actively on kh twitter and my heart hurts from a time that will never happen again.#I had so much fun and made a lot of friends. I miss it and them a lot#twitter sucks ass and does even more so now but a brother misses goofing and gaffing!#and constantly theorizing with the subsection of khux players#I treasure every friend I've made on there and here too. just wish socializing on tumblr was bit more? simple I guess? idk how to phrase it#I dunno I'm lonely and kingdom hearts makes me happy
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