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wishchip106 · 16 days ago

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feeling lonely 😔

why do those other two look tired af

they sick of it all

i mean fair enough working on a movie is tiring work

hrmm Charles pre-divorce i miss you

that metal bending guy really changed the trajectory of your life forreal

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c-kiddo · 6 months ago

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thinking abt this .. the panic :( the way he just holds onto himself :( just tells himself theres work to do : (

also look at the little beetle carapace belle left for him :(((((

#belle : (#kiddo say #it kind of makes sense to me that belle left on her own without cad knowing. i always thought it was a bit mental if he let her #(that was if she didnt leave with colton)#which i thought she did but whatever #i thought it was corrin + constance together (p sure thats still true) . then their dad or calliope next. then colton then belle maybe toge #together. but their dad is still with them.#oh welll #because its me i do wish there was more sad lonely scenes of time passing . but also its only 56 pages so theres not rly room #which is a shame #i want the isolation of it all #cr spoilers #caduceus clay #going to reread later to have clear thoughts bc brain is a bit scrambled

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guardian-angle22 · 2 months ago

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911: Lone Star | S5E5 -> Nancy gets a new rig to drive

#911 lone star #911ls spoilers #911lsedit #TNT!#tk strand #nancy gillian #tommy vega #my gifs #ahhh I wish we got the bit from the trailer with nancy yelling to hold on!#but this was still excellent!#tnt is killing it this season

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skunkes · 17 days ago

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wears off in a month or so

#a doodley #talkys #as soon as i saved a single screenshot of silco from twitter it was over for me #it rly is mainly that and the ''gets overwhelmed seeing or thinking abt them and has to physically get that out somehow #or put pressure on the face or cover the eyes in shame etc''#i just added the 3rd bc just the 2 seemed so lonely #today i had to slam pause on that scene where silco lights the cigar in his mouth because i got so (embarrassed?) and hide in my hands #for a bit i rly dont know what this is #i still have my ken folder i have to delete it bc its never going to have that insane intensity again ykwim #like i dont think ill draw him again #so sad that silco is fated to this too...i wish i could actually hold onto stuff like this instead of burning through the Big Feelings #really really quickly #this is why im an oc and Drawings of Myself artist lmaooo i wish i could do fandom/fanart stuff beyond just Here's a Portrait/Bust/#Character Standing There/(god forbid) Selfship #tho tbf thats all i draw of my ocs too...#alas!

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finniestoncrane · 29 days ago

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I don’t know what I want and I don’t know what I need but I’m glad I’ve got therapy tomorrow

#kinda… down #feeling sort of broken #and I appreciate all the help #but I feel ignored sometimes like my problems are boring #it’s be nice if someone wanted to help me fix them #it’s just my brain being fucked I know #because I sound so ungrateful and shitty and horrible #horrible enough that it’s like?? I don’t deserve nice things!!#but sometimes I say I’m sad and I get a pity like and told it’s ok #I say I feel lonely and unliked and people say ‘aw’#others might get a long discussion or an outpouring of ‘I like you!!’#and i think I’m just missing out on that because I can’t make connections deep enough #also I’m needy and confused and never really feel like I’m anything to anyone #and that people don’t actually like me #and that me constantly feeling like this makes them like me even less?#but I can’t help it :(#and I wish I knew how to not feel like that and be normal #I think I’m gonna take a little break because I’m in a really deep hole #i'm sorry im like this #and I’m a little bit afraid for myself #finnie shouts into the void

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twanettee · 1 year ago

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bri-does-art · 4 months ago

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#okay guys i'll be completely transparent and honest here:#i could use some birthday wishes #i am sick for the 2nd time in 3 years on my birthday (by my mother's fault - again)#and since it's covid all of my family and friends are staying the hell away which. good! they should!#but they seem to have forgotten they can also y'know. WRITE to me.#so yeah i'm not having a good one #this is not a guilt trip btw i don't expect anyone to cater to my pity party #i am just throwing a line out in the void because i am feeling a bit miserable and lonely and i find being open and reaching out #is the best policy in such instances #i could use a little bit of love and so i am asking for a little bit of love

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lucyvaleheart · 2 months ago

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#....srry for another vent post so soon after talking about how i try not to do this as much #..........just lonely. ddont really like living alone. I-#......i wanna feel desirable #mmore than just words on a screen i. i want someone who can see me in motion #someone in front of me for real who can see all the flaws i can hide with a camera angle #.....and who still.... wwants to touch me #.......i should sleep #jjust. wish i could be pursued just a bit instead of having to constantly and ceaselessly pursue others #i don't have much domme in me i don't have enough stamina to keep up with it i- i-i like it. I do. I wouldn't do it if i didn't but i #..........i just.#............sigh #I don't know what i want honestly. Ill... Im sure I'll find something eventually. Just...just gotta get through the goop phase #last while the chrysalis surrounds me until i can grow through it

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methoughtsphantom · 10 months ago

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Idea that Danny found himself in an alternate dimension and so when he goes to find his alternate self because this is around the area Amity Park should be and his house, he gets the wrong black haired blue eyed child.

Yep, he thinks he’s deceased Jason Todd, instead of neighbor kid Tim Drake.

Danny wonders wherever it’s his fate to die before he is old enough to drive.

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spaghett-onaplate · 5 months ago

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responses to rehearse bc i'm seeing my grandparents tomorrow and they have a tendency to ask weird questions about the whole trans thing:

that's a personal question

that isn't your business

that's a weird thing to ask

you don't need to know that

i never said that

i don't know why you think that

#ok tomorrow should be fine bc theyre just coming over afternoon-night and other people will be around the whole time #but i DEFINITELY will need to rehearse those for when i stay with them myself for 6 days in september #wish id had these mantras last december 😔#i do have more ground to stand on now that im back at school and everything they have much less room to judge #but they have been a tad weirdddd about the whole trans thing #and will continue to be even now that im back at school i expect #anyway ill also have a conversation with my mum later about the misgendering thing bc when i saw them in december they did not get the #pronouns correct ONCE they did not even try lmao #july before that the first time id seen them since coming out they tried a bit more #thing is i just dont correct them at all never before in my life have i corrected anyone #until one customer the other month when the cards fell exactly in my lap to do so #but anyway hopefully ill have the courage to correct them myself i think i should #i did actually correct my dad the other week! surprised me a bit he called me 'she' it was a bit hurtful but ig it's just good he hasn't #much at all since he started calling me oscar when i came out to extended family #anyway ok i dont want to think about all that too much it gives me a headache #ill have a conversation with my mum and hopefully shell have the courage to correct them but if not i will do it myself #hopefully maybe #for now im gonna go and watch 911 lone star with my mum #wahoo shes enjoying it

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conbuzzled · 5 months ago

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thinking I should make a kh-centric sideblog so I can have an unlimited supply of joy on demand

#been looking through my old phone from kh3remind-khmom-khux times since I beat DDD last? week and it sparked my active attention in KH again #remembering when I was actively on kh twitter and my heart hurts from a time that will never happen again.#I had so much fun and made a lot of friends. I miss it and them a lot #twitter sucks ass and does even more so now but a brother misses goofing and gaffing!#and constantly theorizing with the subsection of khux players #I treasure every friend I've made on there and here too. just wish socializing on tumblr was bit more? simple I guess? idk how to phrase it #I dunno I'm lonely and kingdom hearts makes me happy

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guardian-angle22 · 1 year ago

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911 lone star fashion -> every marjan outfit

↳ 3.04

#911 lone star #911lsedit #marjan marwani #every marjan outfit #my gifs #this is a gorgeous scarf #I wish I was able to color it better tbh #the lighting in this scene defeated me a bit ngl #queued post

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skunkes · 1 month ago

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biggest downside of not having many experiences or meeting many people is not having anything to feed into the art machine

#i think this is what i really mean when i say i dont have the artist's mind #i like drawing and am learning to enjoy how i draw #but beneath the lines i dont really know how to make anything meaningful #i wish i could experience the brain of another artist for this reason like #i didnt do much as a kid didnt watch or play many things didnt meet many people i read quite #a bit but nothing really stuck never learned much in school bc id always just draw #is this why i have nothing even now at 26 living almost the same life?#i cant cobble together a story or background for my characters i cant make stuff that Means anything #i always talk also about how i fear finding a partner bc my stuff is just 99% self indulgent sanity keeping work #idk what id make without the lonely #i dont even know what to make With the lonely but its all thats here #<- this part is only barely related but theres a connection there ykwim #talkys #ive never felt anything good or bad in either direction...not much to draw from ...#i know i dont NEED my ocs to have roles in a novel but it just gets embarrassing at some point #ppl take interest in talon and i cant put together anything interesting there's nothing in my brain #i cant connect threads i cant think outside of the box #alas! alas #i think its just always going to be one of those immutable things 😞 too late to rewire rhe brain #especially since the monotony and captivity is ongoing.#goodnite ^_^

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anastacialy · 7 months ago

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y'know, i keep making a habit of swinging my bat at hornets nests, but i have to say i'm getting so, so tired of people complaining about shows not making perfect sense when they aren't even close to done. we're four episodes into this season of doctor who. we're four episodes into this season of bridgerton. and yet in both fandoms i keep seeing people whine that such and such didn't make sense or it wasn't explained all the way and by god you guys i think maybe explanations might come later in the season. this is something most viewers will recognize as being called a 'plot.'

#like maybe a tiny bit of media literacy... might save you #and if you think i'm being mean like. its okay if you don't get it at first. it's okay if you don't understand the themes. but maybe #instead of stamping your feet and saying this makes no sense and i hate what they're doing and and and #maybe you could try listening to other people's interpretations of things and you'll find that what the show is trying to tell you becomes #more clear! would you look at that. wild how that happens #like im sorry you're entitled to your opinions but calling things bad writing just because you don't quite get it or it doesn't resonate #with you personally... i don't think you should just say this was shitty and worthless #the examples im using are because both resonate with me btw. 73 yards was existential horror it was hill house and bly manor #(im going to write about this in another post btw bc it compels me so)#it was about the way fear of abandonment can haunt you how mental illness can haunt you how you feel like you can drive people away #just by being yourself (the Woman was Herself what caused ruby to be abandoned was Her it's about her feeling as though she was the cause #of everyone who left her even as a baby even the people who loved her most could decide to not love her at the drop of a hat)#colin bridgerton is masking and faking a personality because it has been proven that time and time again #being Himself is Wrong that he annoys people he makes himself into what people expect of him because he's tired of being abandoned too #his family ignores and does not reply to his letters this season PEN stopped replying to his letters #his brother was cruel to him for being a romantic his friends LAUGHED AT HIM for saying sex is meaningful to him and don't they feel lonely #his Fake Rake persona makes viewers cringe because! its!! fake!!! he's faking it! HE GETS CALLED OUT ON IT TWICE IN EP ONE #if you don't understand he's faking it then that's on you at that point! i don't know! maybe take a minute to sit in the discomfort and ask #why did this show make me react this way and do you think maybe it was on purpose #''73 yards was confusing'' do you think confusion may be one of the ways ruby feels about her abandonment?#there is a theme in all of her episodes so far is it ''badly written'' unclear to you or do you just refuse to think critically about it #txtly #and im sorry for tagging this its just for my blog i kinda wish they still didnt show up in tags if i tag them all the way at the bottom #[old lady ruby voice] ''i used to be able to tag things just for myself once upon a time''#bridgerton #bridgerton spoilers #doctor who #doctor who spoilers

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i3utterflyeffect · 8 months ago

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Imagine when if they all finally end up warming up to virabot!dark and then immediately they learn that it's Dark.

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and just, even red is horrified this time and it's horrible, it's just horrible, they finally learned the meaning of peace and now it's just been snatched away from them. it's not FAIR. they just want to stop thinking about how angry and ashamed they are. they hate feeling like this.

they're lonely. they want chosen back. they don't even want to destroy anything anymore, they just want to be a person again

#tommy's foolery #dark is really lonely secretly i think. they don't even realize it until they learn what not being lonely is like #i almost feel like like they might even wish they had made friends with their little sibling #i feel like alan might almost realize what's happening after a little bit #the last thing they want is their creator's pity #but they're so alone and it hurts after having friends #they just want someone to care again. they don't have chosen. they don't have rd. they have no one anymore #dark transfer au #tommy's aus #tommy's stickmen tag #send more asks about this if you're interested #this one is fun

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supernaturalsuperhero · 9 months ago

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I'm so normal about this new show I started to watch. You may have heard of it. 9-1-1 Lonestar? It's super gay

#i love tk and carlos' relationship it's fantastic #but also #i wish tk wasnt gay a little bit bc i think i'm in love with him #911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes

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