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ofviolentdeath Ā· 1 hour ago
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"I'll reach out to the bar, see if anyone out that ways knows anyone with better knowledge on dragons. Think that'll probably be our best starting point."
With all of the different people that passed through that way and the network that had been built by several of the residents, it seemed the most logical route to go. And, even if they didn't know anyone directly, it could get the word out in the safest possible manner.
Wylie looked a little alarmed at being told that the usual stuff that seemed common sense when it came to having a pet was probably mostly out of the question for Chalupa, and it worried Wylie that if the little fuzz ball got sick in any way, they wouldn't have any means to treat him properly, especially if it was something serious.
"Guess it's even more of a good thing you got him off the street then," he reasoned. "Who knows what he could have picked up tryin' to survive out there all on his own."
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front-facing-pokemon Ā· 2 years ago
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i-still-mask-because Ā· 6 months ago
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I still mask because... The idea of food tasting disgusting and like death and shit would actually destroy me. Food is one of the primary pleasures of my existence, and the idea of having to eat ANYWAY everyday, forcing myself to eat foul-tasting food even though it's disgusting is anathema to my personal happiness. I know other people don't enjoy food already, it's not a big deal to them whether food tastes good, but the idea is awful to me.
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ofviolentdeath Ā· 2 days ago
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He hummed to himself, nodding as he listened. It was still concerning but it wasn't his place to voice that worry. Not at this point anyway. Yin might have, he was better at this than Robert ever would be.
The gesture was not lost on him, Robert doing similar things when Yin or Calla pressed on anything he didn't want to deal with. That was fine with him, he could change the subject. "So, tell me, why is it that Calla is convinced you are her brother?"
"Started when I was six. Got good enough that I could keep the old man alive while his body slowly cooked from the outside in," Phoenix answered, a coldness in his tone that was difficult to distinguish between a simple lack of remorse over his actions or the kind of emotional detachment that had grown out of trauma and become a coping mechanism.
"Fucker got what was comin' to him is all," he shrugged, letting the flames die down before sniffing and shifting his entire demeanor as though he was physically drawing a line on the conversation and did not wish to discuss anything further on the matter.
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transannabeth Ā· 4 months ago
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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wangxian-the-zhijis Ā· 8 months ago
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I donā€™t hate those who have seen the original source. I hate those who:
feel superior and entitled because theyā€™ve seen the original source
trash on CQL just because itā€™s different from the books
force their book opinions on CQL lovers when clearly, these 2 are different (civilized discussions are welcome)
are disrespectful and toxic
If you think you are at least one of the bulleted points above, do us both a favor and block me!
I am doing my utmost best not to attract book/donghua fans by using proper tags. Itā€™s not my fault that the characters have the same names in the adaptation. If you really have a problem with The Untamed, kindly block the ā€œThe Untamedā€ and/or ā€œCQLā€ tags and I wonā€™t be on your radar anymore!
Now, if you love CQL orā€” if youā€™ve read the novel or watched the donghua or both ANDā€” you ARE NOT any of the bulleted points above, then you are very welcome here! Welcome to my blog!
More details about this blogā€”
I like to do a variety of stuff (majority about WangXian) but I usually make gifs. I organized all of them through the tags:
My Gifs
My The Untamed X Songs Edits
My The Untamed X Quotes Edits
My Essays
Attempt At Making Humor
Incorrect Quotes
My Chinese Translations
My Video Edits
My Fanfics (thereā€™s only one as of now but hopefully I make more in the future)
The Untamed BTS // YiZhan
[ My previous pinned post - All CQL lovers should see this! ]
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ofviolentdeath Ā· 1 day ago
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"You started it with the scary twin shit," Marissa pointed out, her smile slipping into something less friendly. If he wanted to play this game, she would be all too happy to play along and she wouldn't be nice about it. "You really are new to the whole siblings thing..."
"Who said I was lying?" She wasn't wearing anything at the moment, but only because she was still cleaning the blood out of her usual jewelry. "Body chains? Really? That's a little tacky."
"Weird ass crackhead is rude," he countered quite easily, grin on his face showing off his shiny tooth gems. "Hey, look, we agree on something - we're making waves." There would be no details as to why Darcy thought that but it didn't really seem like he needed any in the moment.
"You're really good at telling lies, aren't you? I bet most people believe you." Not Darcy who had once upon a time been quite the liar himself. Honesty was really working out for him these days though, so he tended to stick with it. "I almost went with body chains - for you and Fulton. I got disapproving looks so I just bought one for myself."
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starsiide Ā· 3 months ago
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if an artist says their turnaround time is usually a week and that they should be done with your specific commission by the end of the week, then goes nearly three weeks without saying something, is it OK to ask them for an update on your commission? I'm a bit torn on whether I should wait a whole month
#as someone who takes comms myself if i were me i would have sent an update after being unable to finish it within my turnaround time#just to be like hey heres what ive got so far sorry that this isnt the turnaround time i said it would be in my comms listing#but also im NOT them so šŸ¤· idk. literally anything could have happened and maybe they cant even use their phone right now#i dont wanna send them an email (even the very politely worded one ive been drafting) bc i dont want to be rude like at all#but also this person didnt get back to me for over a month when i first reached out to commission them so#im starting to see that for the red flag it was#and not like. a sign that they just have so many commissions to do. because it doesnt take long to send an email that says#'sorry im a bit too busy with other comms right now to take yours/work on yours'#i wouldnt have been mad. i would have either waited to comm them or taken my business elsewhere#i also wanna be clear i dont mind long turnarund times ive waited literal months for a comm with no complaints#its just the fact that they promised to finished it (completely unprompted) and then havent... said ANYTHING for WEEKS that seems sus to me#its crossed my mind i may have been scammed since they havent shown me anything more than a sketch#edit: part of the im really regretting comming them is because ive already waited a month to even like finish the TAKING my comm process#since they randomly didnt email me back for weeks right as we were finalizing the details#like i waited a LONG time to even be like 'are you still taking my comm?' bc in my head i was like#'they must have other comms that they havent mentioned (totally valid btw) if i wait the queue will be clear'#and then... yea idk i just dont think that was the case if their turnaround time is actually a week#which is a really short turnaround time anyway imo theyre making it too hard on themself#(funnily enough i have the same turnaround time which is why i know it can be challenging to do it in a week but its also completely doable)#anyway back to the fact i probably got scammed. their 'sketch' though i didnt wamna say it looked VERY much like#they just traced my concept sketch#which šŸ˜°
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doodlingwren Ā· 4 months ago
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Hiatus
I am going on hiatus for a bit more. I really really hoped the stuff that have been going on lately were already "sorted out" but, uhm... they aren't. I need to take a bit more time offline once again, and try to work things out.
Thank you for your patience ā¤
Wren
#EDIT: I've deactivated my IG for a bit because it wasn't helping at all. I'll be back there but I need time#wren text tag#somehow issues from mid July/early August have managed to get worse. Like I'm not even surprised bc I'm used to it but GIRL . What the fuck#ā€œit's finally summerā€+ā€œcan't wait to draw!ā€ * gets 3 hiatus in a row * maybe drawing or summer isn't really meant to be šŸ¤ØšŸ¤”#I hate having to log-in to post a hiatus message and then dissapear again when I'm supposed to post my doodles n have fun#Feels like one of those jesters that appears at luncheon to entertain the royal court and then they go missing for the rest of the month#bc I'm trying very hard not to hide in my shell + having a bit more presence here to post my artwork#and somehow I fail at both like fucking heck. How can you be so bad at this.#but in short I won't be here to answer stuff and being silly or whatever people expect me to do#because if you're here for the silly stuff. MAN. I'm am sorry but I don't feel silly at all.#Somebody once said ā€œthe horrors are never ending yet I remain sillyā€ but I forgot the ā€œremain sillyā€ part#And if you're here for drawings. I don't even have time and I don't feel like drawing at all. Idk which one is worse#The bakery hangs up the ā€œclosed todayā€ so people know they have to go to buy bread somewhere else. Same here. But it won't last a day#idk why the bread analogy. Guess I'm a birb after all#this is also the closest thing to a vent post I will ever write and I managed to say nothing at all. Vagueposting about vent. Good job Wren#tw: vent#tagging in case somebody like me needs to have some tags filtered#the hiatus will go on also a bit longer because the last few weeks my mental health suffered a lot and I know my limit#also this post was queued. If I see I can still be active before publishing I will delete it otherwise see for yourself#also queue doesn't work ig like I programmed this for 9 pm hopefully it will be up by then and not any other random time
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front-facing-pokemon Ā· 2 years ago
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ofviolentdeath Ā· 15 days ago
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"I had a feeling that was going to be a thing," she admitted, not at all surprised to hear he remembered more than anyone else thought he did. Bells had worked with enough trauma to know not to be surprised by any sense of memory, present or missing.
Taking a deep breath, Bells rested a hand on Nik's shoulder, offering that little bit of stability. None of this was going to be easy for him and she knew that too.
"You're right. It did make you both worse. I know that she didn't understand the damage she was causing in her own panic, but that does not change, excuse, or make up for what she put you and Finn through. It does not change, excuse, or make up for the fact that she led others to believe it was in the best interest of anyone. There were any number of us in the family she could have spoken to for better ideas and she didn't. What she did wasn't okay and while I can understand that she has her own unresolved trauma, it does not give her a pass. You deserved better. You both deserved better."
"Just... everything with Mom... what she did..." Nik answered, unable to untangle any one specific thing for the moment, which was understandable now that he was viewing things from a new perspective.
"I think I remember more than I thought I did. At least about bein' locked up..."
While his words might sound like he wasn't entirely sure, he really did hold memories of the in-between moments when he's started to dissociate but Finn hadn't taken over yet, as disorienting and almost dreamlike as they felt.
"It hurts because she made me think what she was doin' was okay, but it wasn't. What she did made us worse, not better..."
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heybaetae Ā· 1 year ago
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i love you all šŸ’œ
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thetriggeredhappy Ā· 2 years ago
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anyways if going ā€œi think iā€™m annoying. i should simply stop thinking iā€™m annoyingā€ isnā€™t working out for you, consider going ā€œi think iā€™m annoying. i can use this for comedyā€. if mentally removing the properties from yourself isnā€™t something youā€™re capable of, shifting your perception of the properties can be helpful. maybe itā€™s funny to be a little annoying. people love when cats are a little annoying. everyone whoā€™s ever had a sibling knows that being a bit of a dick can be extremely funny. and beyond that, surrounding yourself with people tolerant of flaws as small as ā€œoccasionally acts in a way that i personally find superficially unpleasantā€, who will instead celebrate those aspects of you, will be helpful in the long run for your mental health. whatā€™s really so bad about being a little annoying? it means you willing to put yourself out there and have people around you who, more often than not, enjoy you being at 200%. something something ā€œstrengths and weaknesses are just based on perceptionā€. are you annoying, or are you earnest? are you rude, or are you direct? are you strong-willed and independent, or are you incapable of asking for help and self-destructive? are you sweet and friendly, or are you conflict-avoidant? the truth is, youā€™re always both, depending completely on the situation. so be a littleb bit annoying. itā€™ll be fun.
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strangerhands Ā· 10 months ago
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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...šŸ‘ļø the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soonšŸ§Ž
#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw#bc he deserves it#also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate togetheršŸ˜‹šŸ˜‹#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too#excited#have been looking forward to today#and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave#hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well#raaaaaa#still havent fully researched ocd thošŸ§Žive been procrastinatingšŸ§Žas i došŸ§Ž#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp#i downed that shit fr#ok bye bye love yall#talkin shit#FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS#sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number#and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy#and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet#or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues#okay gn thank you for reading if you readšŸ§šŸ«¶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between
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ofviolentdeath Ā· 13 days ago
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"In our defense, you keep ending up on the death spirit side of the family. We don't need as much sleep as most people." And she certainly didn't like to sleep all that much either. "That doesn't surprise me. I've heard some horror stories about Auntie Ko, but I think you'd like her husband. He's been really good for her and stubborn enough that even when she tried to push him away, he stuck it out. Oddly enough, he's a reaper, so like, similar line of work and what not. Which means he sort of just gets it, you know?" That made a lot of sense. Bells knew that Lyri had healed over the years, Lyri had been very transparent about it all, and Bells had appreciated her insight. It had helped a lot with some of her own kids. "Makes sense."
Bells hummed, considering the question for a few moments before shrugging. "Honestly? Creedance has always played his cards pretty close to his chest. Even when he was younger, getting an idea for what he wanted for his birthday was a pain in the ass. He isn't the biggest on items, you know?"
"He says to the mother of several emotionally and mentally fragile children in various states of healing. I'm good at responsibility."
"You, your son, everyone I encounter. It's the worst." If they would just sleep long enough for him to give them a few nice dreams maybe they'd want to sleep more. Though he wouldn't complain too much about Cree's sleep habits because he could usually convince his boyfriend to nap with him whenever he wanted if the other wasn't busy. Still, it would be nice to share his talents with more people. "I know she scared the crap out of my dad one time. Felix, not Hypnos. But I don't really remember the story. Some of my memories are still fuzzy." He was doing loads better than Silas and Felix on that front but there were still some distant memories, or stories of things that had happened, that he had trouble recalling. "You probably would have but Lyri has always been one of my best friends and there was a lot of hurt there and I was young so... I saw a lot of it through her."
Dimitri couldn't help but smile as she did. "I know Cree says he built it because it was practical, because we needed somewhere bigger to live but I've never witnessed a more romantic gesture. "Is there anything you think Cree would like that he wouldn't do for himself? Even if it's something simple. I just wanna do something to make him smile."
He couldn't help but laugh at that. "Nobody wants you cooking Bells. Sounds terrifying. But even just signing the paychecks... responsibility is a fun sucker."
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perilegs Ā· 1 year ago
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every time i try to do something scary on purpose for my social anxiety the universe decides to add in unexpected situations šŸ˜”
#i was supposed to go pick up a package and then i was like. ok wait. ive gotten good at buying something while pickiing a package up. what#if i also buy stamps#bc you have to ask the cashier for those (same as with the package)#and it was just at my cornerstore so it's a safe nonscary environment#well. as not-scary as any store can be.#but. there were a lot of ppl there. which! i thought would be fine bc the line was still relatively short but. what happened was that they#opened another register.#and i was queuing for the reguster that had stamps and handles packages#and i would have loved to stay at the queue. but. only one person went to the queue of the new register. so there were 2 ppl in line before#me. one already had their stuff on the conveyor belt and the other was about to put their stuff there too#and the person who went to the other register only had like 2 things to buy. so. it was me. in line behind 2 people. versus an almost#empty register. so. i had to switch to the free register before the cashier had the time to b like 'there's a free register here!'#bc i don't have a script for hearing that and saying 'no' !!!#so i just. switched over and bought my snacks. leaving the store with no package and no stamps.#bc if i hadnt i would have had to say something i dont have a social script for and probably stumbled on my words and gone red and dizzy#which. not ideal.#and this sucks ass bc all i really needed was one (1) success in a social situation#bc this week has been kicking my ass social anxiety wise#usually when i go and get coffee from a coffeeshop they dont ask me shit and just make my order to regular milk which. ok. i dont have an#allergy or anything. i just think plant alternatives taste better in coffee#but this week. i got asked 'do you want that in regular milk?' and i was not expecting that#so i was like 'yes please šŸ˜Š' and drank my grossly milky coffee dreaming about what i could have had#and that happened TWICE#after the first time i did think about it and decide i could have said 'do you have oat milk or something' and then the barista#could have either said yes or no and both of those would b easy to answer#but instead of asking if they have oat milk i just said yes. again.#can you guys imagine some people speak without being scared#some people even go to the store without feeling even an ounce of fear. imagine#leevi talks
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