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"I'm in less danger right this second than I would be in any number of seedy bars that I find myself in when I'm trying to get laid," she pointed out, almost daring him to argue that point. "I mean, you're not the only person I could have popped up on but I think Aspen would have literally dragged me home if I showed up on his doorstep."

"I disagree with your assessment entirely. Just because you don't see any dangers right now doesn't mean you're not in danger." There were so many ways that this could go wrong. "I don't really love being part of this very risky, very fucked up experiment."

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"A little weird, maybe, but not crazy." There wasn't a lot that Genesis would consider crazy, all things considered. She had seen way too much and while not all of it made a lot of sense to her, there was generally still some sort of answer. "Nissy maybe? She spent the first part of her life in her dad's dreams." It was the best answer she could think of, but maybe Bridget would know someone else. "Mmm, yeah, I grew up with a good amount of musicals. Dahmer went through a Phantom of the Opera phase and Chance still knows all the words to that one. Not really big on buddy comedy though. Or horror. I do like stuff like The Princess Bride though."

“I know it sounds crazy.” Izzy really had no other way to explain why he was so bothered by touch. It just felt unnatural to him and yet, at the same time, there were parts of him that longed for the comfort others swore physical touch brought them. He thought, just maybe, he’d finally found the exception. “Not really. I wouldn’t know who to talk to.” He had too many issues to tackle and no idea where to begin and yet sometimes he felt like they weren’t big enough issues to bother anyone with. “Energy matched. Wait - musicals? Okay, I know what that is because I’ve done pop culture research but… I’ve never actually seen one? I took you more for either a horror movie or buddy comedy type.”

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"Why wouldn't you want to remember?" There had been so much good, so many milestones of their daughter that he had been around for, things he shouldn't have had to lose in the first place. Kat just couldn't understand not wanting those pieces back, even if the pain of the bad memories would return as well. "Awwwww, that's so sweet though. So you think him and your dad are a good fit?" Kat rose a brow at Silas's question, knowing good and well that he would never let himself live that down. "Hi, have you met you? Do you really think you could do that when it comes to your dad?"

"Honestly, everything is torture." Silas knew he wasn't being a good sport about pretty much anything but he just couldn't bring himself to change anything either. "It's different - they want to remember. I don't. I just don't have a choice. At least that's what Luc said." He just wasn't going around actively bringing it about. It would hit him eventually and probably hit him hard. Kat meant well though and he wasn't trying to alienate her by turning his nose up at her kindness. She, of all people, didn't owe him anything. "Matrimony," he explained. "Don't tell anyone though, pretty sure it's a secret. I'm certain he's trying to figure out how Pops would even feel about that." Silas sighed. Kat's idea wasn't bad but it meant interacting with people and making a real effort. "Do I have to? Can't I just paint a couple of forks and let Pops think it has some deeper meaning?" Of course he couldn't, but he could be stubborn for a little bit.

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"Oooh, I like Bells. Her house is a good one to hide out in even with the amount of people that live there. It should feel more chaotic but it hardly ever does. I don't know how her and Hawk managed to pull that off." It would never cease to amaze her but, then again, Chance had his own way of keeping a home from feeling like too much chaos. It had made it a lot easier to settle in there with that. "I think he's trying not to scare Reed then. People either like me and want to stick it out or they run screaming in the opposite direction," Genesis laughed, not bothered in the slightest. Even with her personality, she had made a good number of friends that she trusted deeply. "I know and I care about him too."

"Sounds like the kind of thing you both need," she noted, head tipped to the side while she watched his face. There was just something in the way he talked about his relationship with Creedance that made Gen believe that. "No, probably not. Her adoptive father is an extremely petty and spiteful archdemon and I don't know how much of that factors into Sage not letting herself get close to people but she seemed geniunely concerned about me ending up a pawn in whatever game he might decide to play down the line. Which would be funny since she's kind of afraid of Chance, but, honestly, it just fucking sucks. It was supposed to be a one night stand and then it was just supposed to be a casual thing but then I had to be stupid and catch feelings and made the even dumber mistake of taking advice from Apollo. Won't catch me making that mistake again any time soon."

"I'm guessing Kat's offered to help but he's keeping her at arm's length too?" She knew Kat and Silas had enough of a history that Abi existed, but she didn't know any details beyond that so it was all just a guess on her end.

"That doesn't surprise me. I think being around everyone overwhelms him. Izzy says he spends some of his time hiding in Finn's room at Belladonna's house though." Dimitri left out the part where he was probably making it harder for Reed, not because he was excluding him but because it was clear the kid wanted to know more about his father and Dimitri still refused to talk about him. "Izzy could probably introduce you sometime, they seem to get along." It also didn't surprise him when she said that Izzy actually listened when he talked. Of course he did. That's why the kid seemed to know everything that was going on even when he looked like he was tuning out. "Maybe that's the case but do you know how excited he was when he decided the two of you were actually friends? That kid cares about you."

Lucky for Genesis Dimitri had no intention of giving her the therapy speech or even suggesting it. He was sure she'd heard it just as much as he had, if not more. Having resisted it until he was absolutely ready, insisting someone else do the same was just not something he was going to do. "Well, good thing I'm the same way because I'm gonna keep him forever." No matter what that looked like, Dimitri was happy and he wanted that for the rest of his life. "Complicated sucks. I take it not the kind of thing that'll work itself out?"

"Luc tried. Thing is, I think he's purposely keeping himself from them. Isolating himself from people to keep from remembering things he doesn't want to remember. I think, outside of Abi - Izzy's his present, not his past - the only other person is Kat." He shrugged. "I think he needs to get out, stop holding himself back. Silas wasn't always the way he is now. He was sweet and kind."

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"Oh, would you relax? I didn't say this place wasn't dangerous, I said I was personally not in danger at the moment. Call this a uh...test, of sorts? Kind of want to see what the limit of this dude's reach is and how much danger I actually have to be in to trigger whatever it is that summons him."

"See, it's that kind of statement that really drives home the fact that you can't be here. You don't even think this place is dangerous. That's bad, Gen. You're gonna get cursed or killed or trapped. We need to get you home."

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"Sooo are we thinking something like arson or in pain, terrified, screaming girl? Because I can start a partial shift in a way that looks like I broke something."

"I will be if there's a big enough distraction to keep them occupied."

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A Little Comfort

"Come sit with me?"

"Take a breath."

"You need to relax."

"You will feel better."

"It's going to be okay, y'know?"

"It all comes to rest eventually."

"You have to let it out. Or it'll destroy you."

"Just - hold my hand."

"I'm going to sit right here."

"You don't have to talk. But if you want to - I'm listening."

"You're going to survive this."

"You've gotten through it all before. You'll do it again."

"Every bad day you've had, you lived through."

"You will smile again."

"The work is hard. But it has to be done."

"I'll be there. When you're bad. When you're better."

"Don't pretend it's okay."

"None of this is okay. But it will be."

"It's okay to cry."

"Don't feel bad about this."

"At the end of the day, you're just - a person. That's okay."

"You're allowed to feel these things."

"I made you a hot drink?"

"Here. I saved you a cookie."

"Listen, I made - I made you this."

"It's okay to stop and breathe sometimes."

"Here, wear my jacket."

"There's a blanket."

"Lay down. Relax."

"Get some rest."

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"Oh come on, it's not like the demon babysitting me has shown up to whisk me away. I can't be in that much danger."

"Oh, you should not be here."

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—  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

"I’ve tried to hide it, but my heart betrays me every time you’re near—I’m completely, hopelessly in love with you."

"I want to be the reason you look at your phone and smile."

"Loving you is like breathing… and I’ve been holding my breath for so long, I can’t do it any longer."

"Every time I look at you, I realise I don’t want to spend another moment of my life without you."

"I don’t know how or when it happened, but you’ve completely stolen my heart."

"I used to wonder if love was real… and then you came along and made it the only thing I believe in."

"Every part of me aches to tell you how much I love you, even if it’s terrifying."

"Loving you is both the easiest and hardest thing I’ve ever done."

"I keep pretending I’m fine, but the truth is I’m in love with you, and it scares me."

"I don’t know if you feel the same way, but I had to say it—I’m in love with you."

"The truth is, every part of me belongs to you."

"I tried to deny it, tried to push it away, but I can’t—I’m hopelessly in love with you."

"You’re my first thought every morning and my last before I sleep."

"I think about you more than I’d like to admit. I think… maybe I’m in love with you."

"There’s a quiet peace in my heart every time I think of you, and it feels like love."

"I never expected to feel this way, but here I am, confessing that I’m in love with you."

"My heart races, my hands shake, and all I want to say is ‘I love you’."

"You’re the reason I believe in love, and I don’t know how to keep that to myself any longer."

"All I know is that life feels brighter, warmer, and more alive whenever I’m with you. I think I’m in love with you."

"I’ve tried to act normal, but the truth is, you’ve captured my heart."

"I think I’ve fallen in love with you, and every day I fall a little more."

"Loving you feels as natural as breathing, and it’s taken me far too long to say it."

"You’re my heart’s greatest wish, and it’s time you knew—I’m in love with you."

"I feel a warmth in my heart every time you’re near… it’s love, isn’t it?"

"I don’t know how to say it gently, so here it is: I love you. I think I always have."

"If I don’t tell you this now, I’m afraid I never will—I’m in love with you."

"There’s no one else I think about like this, no one else I feel so deeply for. It has to be love."

"I don’t need you to say it back; I just needed you to know... I’m in love with you."

"Every moment we’re together feels like magic, and that magic is love, isn’t it?"

"I’d rather risk everything and tell you the truth—I’m in love with you."

"I was fine on my own, but now that I’ve met you, I can’t imagine a life without you."

"I’d move mountains if it meant I could tell you every day how much I love you."

"Loving you feels like the most honest thing I’ve ever done."

"The truth is, my heart has belonged to you from the very first moment we met."

"I can’t promise that I won’t be afraid, but I can promise that I love you."

"Every day without you feels like a day wasted. I’m in love with you, and I want the world to know."

"If there’s one thing I’m certain of, it’s that I love you with everything I am."

"You’ve woven yourself into my heart, and there’s no turning back—I love you."

"Loving you is like coming home to a place I never knew I missed until I met you."

"It feels like my whole life has been leading up to this moment—to tell you that I love you."

"I’m scared, I’m nervous, but more than anything, I’m in love with you."

"I didn’t know it was possible to feel so deeply until you walked into my life."

"I could search the world and never find someone who makes me feel like you do. I love you."

"I never believed in fate until I realised how perfectly you fit into my life."

"I could wait forever to say it, but I don’t want to anymore—I love you."

"Loving you feels like the answer to a question I didn’t even know I had."

"I love you, (name)."

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"Ooooh, okay, yeah, mom's mentioned him. Said he would likely be around. She likes him. Wouldn't be surprised if she's already offered to let him just move in, honestly," he mused, knowing it would be a bigger surprise if she hadn't. It was just the sort of thing she did.

"So, how did that happen? Like, was this one of those immediate connection things that seem to happen in our family or was it more of a lead up?"

Finn could have also included the relationships he'd technically been part of that involved Cypress, Mason, Ilias and a few others that Nik had casually been involved with, but he was choosing to only focus on the relationships he'd had that only involved him, which was fair, given his previous circumstances.

"Yeah, she knows. Already met him, actually," he informed Fulton with a grin, though it was accompanied by a slight blush that said he was still very much in the honeymoon phase and still adjusting to everything.

"His name is Reed, and he's technically Izzy's uncle 'cause he's Dimitri's twin's kid. Dunno if you were aware of any of that already..."

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hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

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"So she's said. Or, lamented I think might be the right word there," he laughed, shaking his head, curls bouncing a little. He was a little overdue for a haircut but had been too occupied with building to really worry about it. Now though, it was beginning to bother him just a little. "I just think it's funny that he's the sweetest man I've ever met and yet his best friend in this family is the one person my ma insists is scarier than she is." Not that he had ever been on his aunt's bad side, but it was still interesting to think about it. "Makes sense. I honestly hadn't planned on even stickin' around long-term here, was gonna go further north maybe, and then I met him and it just felt like the pieces clicked into place." It was still something Cree was trying to figure out, but not in a picking-at-it sort of way. No, he just wanted to know what it was about Dimitri that had him falling so damn fast and he was content to figure that out for as long as he could. "Yeah, okay, ya might got a point there," Cree conceded, knowing damn well that Silas was certainly right. "Yeah, yeah, I'm well aware," he grinned, not at all bothered by it. "I mean, I'm pretty sure Abi's grandkids are older'n I am."

"He's also never had a thing for women, poor Lyri didn't stand a chance." Silas laughed. Lyri and Dimitri had teased each other his whole life and he'd learned to tune it out long ago. He was sure it was worse before he was ever born. The fact that she was now with his ex was something he didn't want to think about either. At least it wasn't his ex and his dad. "Yeah, Pops and Britt were always really close. I think those two would've done anything for each other. And, trust me, nobody bought the slut era thing. That's not who he is at all. I think that was just his way of trying to make things be different to how they were. It was never going to go very far." Silas liked the way Cree talked about himself and Dimitri as a unit. Doing things with each other, for each other. Growing together. It really showed that he wanted to put in the effort and not just let things run their course. He could really respect that. "You say that like he didn't move in to your trailer the minute he decided you were something special," Silas teased. "Exactly. And you are dating someone's great grandpa. Just wanna put that out there. 'Cause my kid has kids. And that's hilarious."

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐈 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 . ( a collection of dialogue prompts from the film the hobbit : the desolation of smaug . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

this is no chance meeting , is it , [ name ] ?

take back your homeland .

what if i were to help you reclaim it ?

that's not the worst of it .

we have another problem .

what did i tell you ? quiet as a mouse .

will you just listen ? i'm trying to tell you there's something else out there .

the bear is unpredictable , the man can be reasoned with .

come away from there , it's not natural . none of it .

it's obvious , he's under some dark spell .

you'll be safe here tonight ... i hope .

we grow in number , we grow in strength .

death will come to all .

there are others like you ?

you're running out of time .

a darkness lies upon that forest .

i would not venture there except in great need .

go now while you have the light .

this forest feels ... sick . as if a disease lies upon it .

something moves in the shadows unseen , hidden from our sight .

if our enemy has returned , we must know .

i would not do this unless i had to .

you've changed , [ name ] .

you must stay on the path . do not leave it . if you do , you'll never find it again .

is there no end to this accursed forest ?

we're going around in circles , we are lost .

the sun . we have to find the sun .

we're being watched .

they're growing bolder .

not just a thief , but a liar as well .

i myself suspect a more prosaic motive .

i have seen how you treat your friends .

you turned away from the suffering of my people .

a hundred years is a mere blink in the life of an elf . i'm patient . i can wait .

did he offer you a deal ?

shh ! there are guards nearby .

you were supposed to be leading us out , not further back in !

are you mad ? they'll find us .

please . please , you must trust me .

this is not a nice place to meet .

why now , [ name ] ? i don't understand .

a human sorcerer could not summon such evil .

in our blindness , the enemy has returned .

the enemy is preparing for war .

i started this . i cannot forsake them , they are in grave danger .

you want me to cast my friends aside ?

i think we've outrun the orcs .

we've no weapons to defend ourselves .

do it again , and you're dead .

what makes you think i would help you ?

no doubt you have some hungry mouths to feed .

oh , come on - enough of the niceties .

i would like to know who you are . and what you're doing in these lands .

we need food , supplies ... weapons . can you help us ?

i'd wager there are ways to enter that town unseen .

for that , you'd need a smuggler .

there was more he could have told us .

i don't care what he calls himself , i don't like him .

we don't have to like him , we just have to pay him .

i've been bled dry by this adventure ! and what have i seen for my investment ?

if you value your freedom , you'll do as i say .

folk in this town are suffering .

you'd do well to remember ; we know where you live .

it's a small town , [ name ] , everyone knows where everyone lives .

who would have the nerve to question my authority ?

you promised us weapons .

death ! that is what you'll bring upon us .

have you forgotten what happened to [ name / location ] ?

let us not be so quick to lay blame .

join us when you're healed .

[ name ] , you belong with the company .

i belong with my brother .

we have no time to wait , we're on our own .

the evil that is hidden here ... i command it reveal itself .

you have keen eyes , [ name ] .

let all those who doubted us rue this day !

i know these walls ... these halls , this stone .

i do not know what you'll find down there .

it never ceases to amaze me . the courage of hobbits .

if there is in fact a live dragon down there , don't waken it .

come , now ... don't be shy . step into the light .

there is something about you , something you carry .

there you are , thief in the shadows .

i did not come to steal from you .

do you think flattery will keep you alive ?

what else do you claim to be ?

truly , you are mistaken .

you have nice manners , for a thief and a liar .

i know the smell and taste of dwarf .

they are drawn to treasure like flies to dead flesh .

did you think i did not know this day would come ?

you should leave us .

and go where ? there is nowhere to go .

the dragon , it's going to kill us .

i kill where i wish , when i wish .

my armor is iron , no blade can pierce me .

i need you to distract the guards .

time to do what , to get killed ?

yes , i'm afraid . i'm afraid for you .

you're not yourself .

the darkness is coming ... it will spread to every corner of the land .

you were only ever a means to an end .

i will not part with a single coin . not one piece of it .

your reputation precedes you .

you have no equal on this earth .

i think our little game ends here .

so tell me , thief ... how do you choose to die ?

we've given him the slip .

there may be a way out .

it's our only chance , we have to try .

i've heard tales of the wonders of elvish medicine .

that was a privilege to witness .

i will not die like this . cowering . gasping for breath .

if this is to end in fire , then we will all burn together .

perhaps it is time i paid them a visit .

this isn't their fault !

you care about them , do you ? good . then you can watch them die .

i am taking back what you stole .

you will take nothing from me .

i laid low your warriors of old . i instilled terror in the hearts of men .

this is not your kingdom . these are dwarf lands .

revenge ? revenge ?! i will show you revenge !

i am fire . i am death .

what have we done ?

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"No, no, no, there are plenty of people in this family that would agree with me." Which likely wasn't the best argument, but dammit, it was the only one she had. Bells had to nod at that, knowing that support was able to make all of the difference in anyone's healing journey. It was part of why she had taken in some of the kids currently living at her house. They had needed the kind of support she and Hawk had experience in giving. "That's true. Support's a big thing. As for your dad, I think he's in a weird grey area of yes but also not quite."

"Guess so. Only you didn't mean Cree through a literal arranged marriage." She had gotten lucky, it had worked out amazingly well for both her and her husband, but it also could have gone very poorly. "Honestly, I don't think our paths would have crossed otherwise so probably for the best for us." Dimitri's confession made Bells frown, unable to wrap her head around that one. Sure, her and Hawk did plenty of things just at home, but they still put in the effort. "How the hell did you stay in a relationship so long without the effort being there? Love isn't enough, you know? That had to be...kind of lonely." Like two people alone together was still loneliness in a way that made her bones ache. "Truth be told, I only met Noah like...twice. He was nice but...shy? Cree's quiet, sure, but he's not shy or timid and I honestly didn't understand what he saw in the wolf. But he seemed happy so I didn't pick. Wasn't my place."

"Only to you." Dimitri knew a thing or two about too much sleep and he certainly didn't think a full night's rest or even a nap was anywhere near that. He wouldn't argue with Belladonna though, knowing she was just one of those strange and frustrating non-sleepers. Someday he'd convince her to relax long enough for a dream but he had plenty of time for that. "Time and support," he echoed with emphasis, knowing how poorly he'd done without support. "That's true. My dad is really the only one I trust and is he really even human at this point?"

"So what you're saying is we've both got sweet, thoughtful partners?" Bells' idea of a date didn't sound that bad but it appealed more to his younger self than who he was currently. Though the more he thought about it the more he realized he didn't get out all that much when he was younger. "Y'know, the more I look back the more I realize my ex and I didn't really do a lot of dates or things like that. We were together all the time and I guess I thought that was enough. I like Hawk and Cree's idea of romance better." He nodded, smiling at the idea of Creedance choosing to stay here and have a life with him. "I mean, aren't you thrilled he's staying? You're his mom. Did you even like the last guy?"

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Let Me Rest

Exhaustion starters!! because i'm so tired man. im so tired. i slept 12 hours and im still so tired.

"You can barely stand any more."

"You're wobbling on your feet."

"When's the last time you rested?"

"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."

"I got you a blanket."

"No - stop complaining - you're laying down."

"You're going to destroy yourself at this rate."

"You have to rest sometimes."

"I want you to feel better."

"If you feel like everyone hates you, you need to sleep."

"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed."

"Sleep isn't a failure."

"Rest is important."

"Shut up. Go to bed."

"The nightmares are... really bad..."

"I don't know when I last slept..."

"I'm gonna... elephant the beam... 'n I'm... uh..."

"I texted my friend "spu auash guahg." what does that mean?"

"If I'm going to bed then you... you... uh..."

"... will you stay with me tonight?"

"It's cold..."

"I wanna, um.. I just... bit longer..."

"Just getting a glass of water."

"Nooo I don't need t'sleep..."

"M'fine. It's... is fine. I'm..."

"I've never been so tired in my whole life."

"I've been laying here for hours and I can't sleep."

"I want to cry. I hate this."

"There's nothing left in me."

"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."

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Hiatus Notice

I am going to be on hiatus until further notice. The queue is still running, I dropped it back to 2 posts a day. I am dealing with a very rough and unexpected family tragedy.

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YOU CAN BARELY TAKE MUCH MORE .

a collection of sentence starters taken from the warning's album 'queen of the murder scene' . edited to fit rp needs , adjust pronouns as necessary , note that there are spanish sentences ! warnings for darker themes ,

❛ come on in , walk this way , ❜

❛ in the end , everything just turns back into dust , ❜

❛ we shall start again , ❜

❛ where are you going ? ❜

❛ i don't seek right or wrong , ❜

❛ i seek the truth found in death , ❜

❛ is it something that is worth losing ? ❜

❛ la salvación es algo que se gana , ❜

❛ i don't know what it is that you do , ❜

❛ i know love shows in mysterious ways , ❜

❛ my screaming makes no sound , ❜

❛ i can't always be there to stop all the bleeding , ❜

❛ there's more to it than just wishing to be found , ❜

❛ you are my fantasy , ❜

❛ you bemuse my soul , ❜

❛ i am afraid to see what's become of me , ❜

❛ i just want to hold your hand , ❜

❛ time won't take the pain away , ❜

❛ i'll do anything to make it happen , ❜

❛ tell me your secrets , what are you hiding ? ❜

❛ please understand that i am not lying , ❜

❛ my heart is true , & it beats for you , ❜

❛ what is it i need to change for you to love me back ? ❜

❛ was it something i said ? ❜

❛ i want to kill all the love that's for you so only mine remains , ❜

❛ hold me like you really love me , tell me that you do , ❜

❛ i'm obsessed with what we both could be , ❜

❛ yes , or no , whichever , i'll have you someday , i'll have you forever . ❜

❛ why don't you know that you are mine ? ❜

❛ i want you to love me , to touch me , ❜

❛ tell me what i must do to atone for what i did to your soul , ❜

❛ don't reject the darkness that is in your eyes , ❜

❛ i'll show you what it means to be so devoted , ❜

❛ you have nothing left but this body you control , ❜

❛ have you quenched the hunger that was still dormant inside ? ❜

❛ you will never get to walk away from all the horrors , ❜

❛ you're an innocent sinner , a guilty saint above us all , ❜

❛ you'll never live until you die , ❜

❛ i'm plucking roses but keeping the thorns , ❜

❛ i found out that dull knives cut better , ❜

❛ you don't want to understand what it's like to have blood on your hands , ❜

❛ i can't be controlled by anything , but let's see you try , ❜

❛ give me something worth living for , ❜

❛ my sanity's gone & my morals are wrong , ❜

❛ better drop that gun while you still have a chance , ❜

❛ be proud of your pride & the things that you hide , ❜

❛ after this , there'll be nothing to feel anymore , ❜

❛ i'll be there to pull you under , ❜

❛ you can't escape your fate , ❜

❛ you went through hell , you'll go through it again , ❜

❛ there's no escape , ❜

❛ i know it was wrong , but there's nothing to be done , ❜

❛ i won't forgive myself because pity doesn't help anymore , ❜

❛ with bloodstained hands , i make amends , ❜

❛ it's a little too late to start over again , ❜

❛ the memories haunt me every night when i'm lying in bed , ❜

❛ oh what have i done ? ❜