#will i convince my bf to be him?
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finally found the time and energy to finish and post my rage and sadness induced demolition lovers drawings
pretty impressed and proud of how well they actually ended up looking (not happy about that red but we roll with it)(the girl’s hair on the third pic is nothing like all the other but we, again, roll with it)
be nice or i’ll cry
the hardest part was probably the demolition lovers lyrics lmao
#my chemical romance#mcr#gerard way#frank iero#mikey way#ray toro#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#ibymbybmyl#three cheers for sweet revenge#tcfsr#demoliton lovers#life on the murder scene#lotms#almost all the original pics are from lotms#i have an unhealthy obsession#with this two#i really wanna cosplay her#will i convince my bf to be him?#probably not#but i really wanna take the cute pic with him#like the one behind the vinyl cover#which i can’t find an example of but if i do i’ll update
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It's way funnier to me to imagine that Geralt is the one who desperately wants Dandelion to winter at Kaer Morhen with him but Dandelion keeps saying no on the simple grounds that it's too fucking cold and do you want me to die Geralt? Do you want me to get hypothermia and fucking die?
And Geralt's like "please I am begging on my knees I will cuddle you every night to keep you warm I just need to prove you actually exist"
#the witcher books#dandelion#geralt of rivia#gerlion#you know those romcom plots that are like 'I told my fam I have a bf and now they want to meet him so pls pretend to date me'?#this is like that except the reverse#geralt tells his fam he has a bestie who's a bard that cuddles with him at night and they all just#don't believe him bc it sounds so ridiculous#'it's okay to say you're just lonely geralt you don't need to Invent A Guy to convince us you're not'#'I DIDN'T INVENT A GUY HE'S REAL I PROMISE STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE I'M A PATHETIC WET DOG'
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Good morning gamers ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔっ✨
#went a lil hard on this it was just supposed to be a doodle but I just couldn't stop#i just like him better with less clothing#I'm still trying to figure out anatomy this is just good practice (is what I'm telling myself)#you cannot convince me that he doesnt wear video game undies btw#I believe with all my heart that he is unabashedly cringe#bro would have the matching socks too if he actually wore any#symbol of fear? nah thats my cringefail runescape bf#if you zoom in you can see the true power of the very coil glitter pens ive been using in csp#i like having the glittery lineart now its my new fav thing#like his hair is so cute like that cmon#anyways enjoy the meal#my art#bnha#mha#my hero academia#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#shiggy#bnha shigaraki#mha shigaraki#league of villains
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svsss au where there's a system glitch that happens as shen yuan saves liu qingge from his qi deviation, resulting in sy's system being linked to lqg as well. aka, they share a system account. they share quests and points and everything. this... Changes things. such as well, the implications and fallout of an early system/identity reveal to one person, someone that hated the original shen qingque. but also, lqg being forced to have to work together and cooperate with an "imposter"! like in my head i can see lqg being rlly conflicted abt everything that's going on at the start. sy will get over it somewhat quickly i think because sure, why not, fuck you system!! but also in pidw lqg isn't a major character so i can see him having less hangups abt working w him. like his experience w lqg is basically a blank slate. but lqg? he has history w sqq. he simultaneously is on a blank slate and a huge monolith of history/shared experiences/past. he needs to not only adapt to that but also his new situation of sharing sy's system.
i've been microwaving this idea in my head for the last day or so and mmmm yes.s i love lqg. i haven't read svsss in like 4 or 5 years maybe so my memory of certain things is kinda fuzzy but i Cannot get this au idea out of my head
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#svsss system#sai speaks#liushen#in my head this is a slow burn liushen#i am 100% convinced if lbh wasn't well. lbh. then lqq would have been the love interest.#like cmon dude transmigrates into another guy's body and saves the life of a man who hated that guy??#the potential.#dont get me wrong i love bingqiu but in the grand scheme of things in this au lqq gets a headstart in many ways#such as being insanely pretty#and also being in a position where he has to cooperate w sy but also they r technically peers#and if lbh still gets thrown into the abyss tjen well. that's a lot of years combined for lqq to get ahead#also im sorry i love poly ships and lbh/lqq/sqq is cute#but personally i cannot see sy as poly#it took how many years for him to realize he was a boykisser????#and like it's been maybe 5ish years since i read svsss but iirc wasn't sy still like hmm yes lbh is my exception. gay only for him#he's utterly hopeless there is no way he's snagging a second bf#born to give sy a harem forced to pick only 1 bofie because he's an idiot#scum villain's self saving system#liu qingge x shen yuan#liu qingge x shen qingqiu#svsss au#i want to start writing this but i probably need to reread svsss to refamiliarize myself fully w sy & lqq's personalities#which would hav been easy i could've done that in like a day svsss is p short but#the fan translations r no more </3#mxtx
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How I thought about the MonsterVerse Mothra solo movie, but with the Mothra vs. Battra fighting scene?
I don't own this video (credit to @_s__o)
#ALSO#A happy energetic moth and a tired emo edgelord moth#Heisei Mothra convinces Heisei Battra to stop fighting each other and worked together to stop Heisei Godzilla#Mothra tries to wake Battra up#Is this how Divine Moths flirt?#Me vs My ADHD#BF tries to flirt at you but you just gave him a dull stupid expression#Me and my brain right now#My positive side vs my negative side#OH BOY WHY IS IT THERE ARE SO MANY CAPTIONS TO TAKE?!#ANYWAY#CAPTION THIS!!!#godzilla#mothra#battra#godzilla vs mothra#heisei era#heisei mothra#heisei movies#monsterverse#kaiju#godzilla king of the monsters#godzilla kotm#LEGENDARY GIVE US MOTHRA SOLO MOVIE I BEG YOU!!!
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listen I've just played through MW3's campaign for the first time and i just HAVE TO SAY... i love Ghost and all, but Price.... . . . . . . . . .
Damn that man is hot
Dare I say more so than Simon 🫣 Maybe that's a huge hot take but idk. I'm down with the mask kink, but the utter control Price has over everyone?? The dominance?? The aggression?? The looks he gives people when he's pissed off and thinking of ways to work situations out??? Sjhfdkdjdk
And not to mention that he's such a softie despite all of that rough soldier exterior. He cares so much for the work he does and his team and it really shows how much trust he puts into them (esp Gaz).
I'm no facial hair enjoyer either, but there might be a bit of something something goin' on with his 👀 That's all I'll say abt that lmaooo
#took a 10 month break from fandom just to come back like an addict finally getting their fix#que spongebob#i dont need it...... i dont need it.....#IIIIII NEEEEDDDDD ITTTTTTTTT#like seriously if price ordered me to call him captwin id be on my knees in a millisecond no joke#hey how much convincing does a guy need to do to get their bf to cosplay as him 👀#cod mw3#captain price#captain john price#cod price#idk why im tagging this. part of me wants to see if im the only one whos preference has started leaning towards price ig
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Actually despise how I can’t ask for pro-vegan resources or articles without being bombarded by animal gore videos and proceed to be insulted for not wanting to see them… when I’m already vegetarian and pro-animal rights.
“If you don’t watch the videos you’re hiding from the truth!” You know it’s entirely possible to inform someone of something without forcing them to witness traumatising content right. I’ve managed to stop eating meat and reduce my animal product usage for 7 years all without sitting through Dominion or a single animal gore video.
I really don’t think I’m crazy for wanting some resources I can send people without forcing them to watch extremely upsetting content and it’s such a weird Mind Police mindset to think otherwise. Would you send someone rape and torture and murder videos to inform them about war or fascism? Who am I kidding, some of you probably would. This strange martyr mindset of “they’re suffering so I have to make myself suffer by deliberately triggering myself” has got to stop.
Newsflash! The vast majority of people are not going to watch extremely distressing content you send them and if you try to force them to you’re probably not going to convince them of anything other than that you’re a nasty vile cunt. I don’t care how much of an annoying know-it-all brat someone is when they’re against something or uninformed about it, you don’t do that to them. Where is the humanity
#I just wanted some resources to send to my bf#Not to convince him of anything because he’s got to do that on his own#But just because he has some misconceptions I want to correct#Online vegans when I don’t want to make my partner watch puppies being drowned: 🤬🤬🤬#vegans#veganism#vegetarianism#vegetarian#vegan#animal rights#activism#online activism#animal welfare#environmentalism
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Some gala au shenanigans :3 the brainrot is strong with this one
#my time at sandrock#mtas#mtas oc#mtas builder#mtas arvio#bii art#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#mtas fanart#oc: rosemary#teddy came up with the genius idea of a gala au in the otas server a while back. i was so ready to put romvio in fancy fits#basically sandrock is holding a gala to get sponsors or people interested in helping the place out#obviously arvio is one of the first people there to convince people like musa to sponsor by the stairs and such#romie is there to help fang and qi with social stuff because out of the 3 she is somehow the best with that kind of thing#she definitely isnt interested in seeing her bf in some nice getup. definitely didnt think of him while picking what to wear#hes also calling her his wife because uhhhh. he wants to :3 he will brag so much about the beautiful lady at his side#if you saw me post this and delete it at like 2am. no u didnt. i decided it needed some color in the back lmao
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Red bastard in progress ❤️
#I've been posting my art on Twitter and trying to convince my bf that I'm not going to leave him for sentient steam engines#i swear all i wannt do is lovingly push james down a flight of stairs#spinkly sketches#ttte#thomas and friends#thomas the tank engine#ttte human au#ttte james#james the red engine#james the splendid engine
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leo valdez my beloved
#if i could date any pjo/hoo chars it would be him#sorry annabeth and nico i love you both but youre a little too intense for me#(i say while my gf is the annabeth to my percy and everyone ik is convinced my bf is literally nico di angelo)
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The problem with my art right now is that 1) the little drawing time I have goes to @daily-basil ; 2) I have phases, and am currently deeply unmotivated ; and 3) when I do draw what this blog is currently about (Arsenic) I draw him in a gay way (because I love him deeply) and not like the unhinged person he actually is. I'm sorry I'm so soft about him right now. Yes I want Sunny and him to tear each other apart but they also need to love each other so so so much first
#siiiiiiigh...#im sorry i need him to hold sunny gently and tells him he loves him and yes he'll say it in horrible unhinged ways BUT#poor man who does not know how to love and does not know he can be loved. he is convinced he needs to manipulate people to make them stay#writing down arsenic lore for tosteur like two days ago made me so emotional about him. shaking and crying#there's not even like An Event it's just that his whole childhood sucks and he's never been accepted by anyone and he's so lonely and#(starts crying)#he does horrible horrible things but all he does to sunny truly comes from love. deeply inhumane and twisted love but love nonetheless#(except when he's being a selfish ass who doesn't have any sort of morals and generally doesn't give a shit about other people. of course)#god he's such a horrible person (/simplification) i love him#he does not care about hurting other people and only cares about his own selfish desires#he thinks he can do anything he wants and if other people get hurt by his actions it's not his problem#don't you DARE touch a single hair on sunny's head. not in a 'i care about my bf' way btw.#but because if sunny gets hurt. he has to deal with that and 1) it's boring unless it brings him something and 2) that's *his* plaything.#even when he does nice things for sunny he doesn't make it just to make sunny happy#he does it so that sunny will associate happiness with him and stay.#that's what he thinks consciously at least. he always had ulterior motives for everything he does#it doesn't really make him calculating because it's automatic at this point. it just makes him deeply selfish#my poor little boy who has never had anyone genuinely care about him before...#which doesn't excuse shit of course but hhhh i love him so much.#(D if you see this. this is about the OC not the guy. of course)#arsenic#rant#sometimes i think about nick like a normal person ('he's so awful and interesting') and sometimes i just slhrflfbfb. (cries)
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my boyfriends family is so fucking awful that no matter how good he is to me my friends constantly tell me to dump him
#genuinely just nasty gross fucking people#and ive been with him like six fucking years#with each one that passes they get worse and meaner#i walked out of their home one time because one of them kept saying slurs and they tried to convince my bf EYE was the bad guy#be so fr#he keeps begging me to spend time with them too#like dude you need to move out
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getting a little bit obsessed with my "cottagecore throuple" here, because the more I think about it, the more disgustingly perfect and idyllic the whole thing is to me.
like... post-game, I like to imagine Shadowheart absolutely thriving. She's a city girl with a deep love for animals, and spotty- to nil memories, most of which are of the worst things to have ever happened in a dank torture-basement: of course a sweet, picturesque forest cottage (so far I like to think that Petyr would call it "The Hovel", even though it's by all means a cozy, nice hunter's lodge) would have her downright giddy, and she deserves every ounce of that happiness ever.
As I imagine it, when not enthusiastically learning all there is to learn about the quasi-self-sustaining life (that she had dropped herself into by shacking up with a literal forest ranger), she spends as much time outside as possible: walks barefoot in the tall grass, stops to smell every flower (and even plants quite a few, just by the vegetables), and lays in the soft underbrush for hours at a time- enjoying the sunlight caressing her face, enjoying a nice novel (and/or a cuddle with Scratch, the cub, or her boyfriend once he sits down for a moment), or just gazing up at the moon and stars in silent worship. She makes friends with every animal that crosses her path, too: SO many potions of animal speaking are consumed, it's absurd. (She's best friends with the chickens. Petyr has to start farming acorn truffles in the basement for her, and that even proves actually very lucrative- in town, that shit sells for like 10-20 gold a pop.)
She'd of course bring home everything that'll let her. Little wildflower bouquets and stuff at first, but also every critter: from juvenile racoons just weaned from their mothers (they look almost like kittens! how cute!), to elderly foxes that just want to curl up in front of the fire and warm their bones somewhere safe for a moment. She's having the time of her goddamn life, she's learning a shitton of life skills she was never taught (finally learning things not meant to make her better at hurting people!), and generally enjoying a life that, while still plagued by remnants of the past (night terrors, perpetrator trauma, loss, grief, pains both suffered and inflicted, all that great stuff), has her feeling actually content with her lot in it.
And with all this, Petyr is... very business as usual, or at least he's trying to pretend that he is. Having someone in what was his space for like 20 years is strange initially, but if there's one thing he's used to, it's adapting. Making things work. (Plus, he's like, happy, or whatever. In love. You know, that sort of rot.)
Then again, he's also used to only having to feed himself with the very little he has, not another (especially another who is inexperienced at this type of thing, and a second another who just... drops by sometimes, always unannounced and unexpected, but never unwelcome), which deep down does have him a bit (a lot) more antsy about not just being the self-appointed guardian of her happiness, but also just... their general survival.
He's keenly aware that winters in the wild are never especially easy, not when you're so far removed from the safety of a community- especially not the way he's used to being alone, without even magic to keep you warm and safe. Usually, he spends most of the year primarily occupied by preparing for winter, and even like that, there have been lean years: years when he got snowed in for tendays, when he did something stupid and all the careful prep went down the shitter, years he had to go hungry and learn to make do with next to nothing.
So he compensates for- (and distracts himself from-) that anxiety by making extra sure that the pantry is stocked to bursting with all the goods there can be, and they often head out into the woods to hunt and forage together- although he's not a great (or even a good) teacher, Shadowheart (usually Shadow, often Heart, lately Jen or Jenny in affection) does make what he used to do out of sheer need, into something also done for fun.
Hunting and foraging are fun now, and soon, the cabinets are overflowing with jars and jars of dry mushrooms, so much homemade deer jerky, jams and jellies and pickles galore... there's mead fermenting, and homemade soap curing before it can be used, firewood stacked to the height of a person... herb bundles, garlic braids, grain corn, and drying peppers are strung up on the rafters like fragrant fairy lights.
Meanwhile, I imagine that Halsin comes and goes as he pleases- not entirely unlike a beloved stray cat. He just shows up one evening as if he had left not tendays, but only a few hours ago, kicks the duff or mud or snow off his boots, and leans his staff into its habitual nook by the door. He sets whatever it is that he brought this time in its appropriate place (be it otherwise unobtainable goods from town, or just a little gift, a treat to enjoy together), and he sinks into the worn-out armchair by the fireplace that was declared his the first time he stayed.
One of the others almost always then strolls by to settle wordlessly on his lap (if not both of them- that poor chair can barely take the combined weight), and just relax as his big, warm fingers slowly work through the knots and ties keeping their hair out of their faces, and, voice rumbling deep in his chest, he tells them all that has happened in Reithwin the past while.
The many smells of dinner and the comforting scent of pipe tobacco mingle with the fragrant herbs and the crackling fire then, and creates something that can only be described as the scent of home.
.............. and then all three just fuck absolute NASTY every day, in every configuration, and on every surface available for the next, oh, month or so.
#first i had a typo; “halsin comes and hoes” and while that means something different; that too is accurate#squirrel plays bg3#dad's birthday lunch done; i now relax by imagining cottagecore-ass domesticity yaaaay#i just. i love that in my world Shadowheart; the animal-loving yet lonely city girl#has two handsome woodsman boyfriends and the idyllic home of her dreams#Petyr; the man who convinced himself that he has no needs actually#has two partners who are not just sweet and fun but also both accomplished caregivers in different flavors#(they might even forcibly take care of him when he refuses to take care of himself)#and Halsin; after having finally accomplished the goal that has kept him wandering for a century#has two beautiful lovers who always welcome him home as a beloved equal#oc: petyr wildbrook#yeah the asshole whom i hate to love will have quite possibly the nicest goddamn epilogue; fuck#arvid gets a nice wedding; separation anxiety; and PTSD#iona goes on an almost fully nocturnal (and decades-long) wild goose chase to give her love the sun back#and petyr just. returns home with a gf#and a bf#and also PTSD but what else is new#they might even inspire him to try and reestablish a connection with his family; who knows
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I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao
#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now#because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now#and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day#we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off#but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up#and this is also something that happens multiple times a day#like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god#but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach#'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit#and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good#his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before#also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career#opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc#and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now#i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma#and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own#it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down#about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life#and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done#and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this#that has been made PAINFULLY clear#ugh this is so fucking horrendous#what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person#who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life#like explain it to me jfc
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thinking about syd march on this fine monday evening
#tuseday morning?? oh well#i miss caleb landry jones every day#i think i can convince my bf to go see him w me in nyc this april (lying and optimistic)#also i accidently am now writing an essay for my english class abt this film?? teacher is in for a wild ride#thats what he gets for assigning bimonthly 2-5 page film analyses on top of our regular lessons and homework.#antiviral#text
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the world is so confusing? its hard to explain, but it feels like everyone either wants me to cover up like a nun or reveal everything for their sick pleasure.
people who just want me to be myself are hard to come by, and sometimes it doesnt feel like theyre being honest. how do I even figure out who "myself" is anyway?? wdym Im not just a thoughtless sex doll for the amusement of others??? lmao
even Nico has started becoming uncomfortable with my habits like this. he assures me that I deserve love, even if that doesnt just mean sex, but its just so hard to understand why someone would want me for something other than just being a human fleshlight??? I dont think he entirely gets it, since he doesnt hold any of our sexual trauma. that doesnt mean he doesnt try to be understanding obv, but hes just not equipped for this kind of stuff and I feel bad sometimes for irrationally expecting him to.
idk if any of this is comprehensible lawl... if any1 has any advice hmu ig???
#system nsft#csa vent#Eve🐦⬛#Nico🐕#hes my insys bf lol#also a caretaker in our system#trying to convince him to make his own blog I wanna tag him in shit
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