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My weirdest headcanon is that at the end of 4th year Remus bites his leg off during a transformation. It's the first moon after his mum's funeral so he's extra distressed and the wolf isn't having it. Pomfrey is terrified when she finds him all mangled and cold from blood loss, and it's the first time James, Peter and Sirius aren't allowed to see him right away. Pomfrey magically sews his leg back together, of course, but like all his werewolf injuries it doesn't heal quite right. Now Remus has to hide his newfound limp to avoid suspicion. It makes Severus question him even more than before though, especially with Professors making up new excuses for Remus' absence after that since, you know, his mum's illness can't be a reason anymore. It also makes James, Peter and Sirius work faster on their animagi master plan cuz "bloody hell he chewed off his leg!"
#it's a win-win for all subplots#not for remus tho#all my hcs for him just add to canon suffering#i'm so sorry my dude#initially wanted him to have a full-on amputation#with a prosthetic leg#then remembered they're wizards#big yikes#post-hogwarts he uses aids on occasion#when all the eyes aren't on him anymore#and more regularly with age#tho not during poa obviously#so in 1993-94 he's extra miserable#just. constant. pain#emotional and physical#again i am so sorry#remus lupin#i love him i promise#poppy pomfrey#james potter#peter pettigrew#sirius black#severus snape#the marauders#marauders#marauders era#marauders headcanon#why tf are there so many tags for those guys#smh
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"slut" ! charles l. x ofc (filo!celebrity!ofc)
"we'll pay the price, i guess."
summary: charles leclerc's ex trashed on his new girlfriend, who was his friend first before she became a lover. charles and the fans didn't stand for that kind of behaviour.
OR his ex tried to compare herself to louella lourdes villar, but even charles knew that no one could compete with her. after all, he wouldn't write songs with anyone unless the melody fit perfectly with his rhythm. (based on this request)
content warning: use of explicit language, ofc's discography is based on taylor swift, toxic!fictional ex (maddie lisandro) is not a girls' girl, hateful comments from ex, charles and ofc being each other's "homie hopper", wingman!arthur mentioned
note: i've tried my best anon 😭 it's my reading week so i'm gonna get one more homework out of the way and try to write as much stuff as a girl can do!! enjoy xx
a - n masterlist
o - z masterlist
i. "homie hoppers" but it's just a vice versa thing
ii. charles the muse
iii. haters gonna hate, shake it off
iv. made in monaco
tagged charles_leclerc
liked by pierregasly, estebanocon, arthur_leclerc
arthur_leclerc when the songs aren't depressing and not charles-coded >>> liked by louellalourdes
lorenzotl congratulations ella bella!!! i hope you do well in the job! ❤️ liked by louellalourdes
louellalourdes merci enzo!
pierregasly new best friend on the grid 🤩 liked by louellalourdes
estebanocon see you soon mon ange! liked by louellalourdes
user1 she's doing side quests what-
user2 how tf do you go from being an actress in the philippines to writing and making songs to working for formula one? 😭
user3 connections. connections we don't have
user4 if girlie is a barbie she'd be a "you can do anything" type 😕 liked by louellalourdes
alpinef1team have fun controlling those two 😩 i believe in you lou! liked by louellalourdes
louellalourdes i already got them on a leash don't worry admin! 🥰
alpinef1team stan lou villar for clear skin 🙌
charles_leclerc glad to work with you, bebe ❤️ liked by louellalourdes
louellalourdes my favourite co-writer 💅
[translation: i'm very proud of my darling.]
tagged louellalourdes
liked by lorenzotl, arthur_leclerc, maxverstappen1
user1 CHARLOU ERA 😩
user2 my guy went from wanting to hop his homie to writing love songs with his homie-turned-lover ❤️
arthur_leclerc too many Ls and none of them belong to ella bella 😩
user3 it's okay you can say maddie lisandro
arthur_leclerc hehe
user4 BRO WHY YOU BEEFING WITH THE EX ARTHUR 😭
landonorris tell her that i love her new album please 😳 liked by charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc she said she can also sign the vinyl
landonorris can she give me new merch too?!!!
louellalourdes how much money do you earn per year again landonorris?
user5 YES BBY HUMBLE THEM
alex_albon i just want an autograph 👉👈
charles_leclerc since you asked nicely 🤩
maxverstappen1 charles stop exploiting her
charles_leclerc she has all of the clout 😕
user6 these millenials are making me cringe actually stfu charles 😭
user7 no deadass i'm actually physically cringing- don't say "clout" ever again
louellalourdes merci my love ❤️ liked by charles_leclerc
#charles leclerc fic#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc smau#charles leclerc social media au#charles leclerc x oc#formula one x oc#formula one imagine#f1 imagine#formula one fic#formula one fanfiction#f1 fic#f1 smau#f1 fanfic#charles leclerc x female reader#formula one smau#cl16 imagine#charles leclerc instagram au#f1 instagram au#💌 re:moony’s planner#formula one#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc
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an: this is a reupload!! (copy and paste pain) because for some reason my original post wasn’t showing up on the tags?? even my own??? if this doesn’t show up again i’m just gonna leave it as is. also the og’s who saw the post before i took it down are the real ones <3 anyways, requests are closed but i took this as a suggestion because i wanted to do it. when i saw this in my inbox i felt productive/determined to fulfill this ask so you're welcome /Ih and holy shit 2k+ notes on part one you guys are crazy thank you so much i'm so glad you liked it!! you take care of yourself as well dear anon <3
‘i've got my eye on you.’ (pt. 2)
prompt: what would they do if they saw their s/o in an uncomfortable situation
characters: itto, diluc, zhongli, ayato, tartaglia, thoma, kaeya
style: fluff, much fluff
notes: not proofread, lowercase intended, possibly ooc because i used character demos/teasers/ a few voicelines as references, gender neutral reader, the smaller text is whispering, no dialogue/use for [name], kuki shinobu mention in itto's part, how tf do you write zhongli and kaeya, petnames: beloved, treasure, love, swearing, blood mention in tartaglia's part, tartaglia getting a little violent, got lazy while writing the last few portions
reblogs are appreciated!
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"HEYYYY THERE YOU ARE!! so uh, are these guys bothering you?"
"huh, so they are. hey! hey, no worries! ill getcha outta here. i'm THE arataki numero uno they’re dealing with."
"hey, so, you're making my lovely super amazing wonderful partner uncomfortable and i would absolutely LOVE it if you leave em alone."
"oh wait, they're already gone. OHHHH did i scare them?? HAHAHAAA, man, that was great. totally worth the scare. anyways! want to have an onikabuto battle? yeah? OKAY! come on, come on, come on!!! i know the best spot to find them. but just so you know, i will beat you this time!"
let me tell you itto's was a lot of fun to write. i don't have to write too seriously!!!
he was looking for you actually, to have a little onikabuto battle since he's determined to win. (despite the many losses he has under his belt)
but seeing you look so uneasy from afar, yeah no he's not having it. ran towards you at mach 20.
one simple glance at him, those creeps are running to their mothers. the best part was that itto was confused as to why they've run off but he assumed it was because of him.
well, he's half right, because what really scared them off was kuki shinobu's shadow quite literally appeared out of nowhere next to you and itto. mvp! you guys weren't aware of her presence, because after they ran off, she just walked away. stealthy. like a boss.
i find it canon that if itto has a s/o shinobu would do anything in her power to keep those two away from trouble/danger. it's her job as deputy leader of the arataki gang, right?
diluc
"look, i'm not interested in small talk, but i'll get straight to the point. if you wish to make things simple for the both of us, see yourselves out. i won't ask again."
"what am i going to do about it? well, wouldn't you like to know." (casually readies his claymore)
"what a bunch of imbeciles. *sigh* i apologize for not arriving here sooner, i'll escort you home."
"you. want to stay with me? alright, i'll arrange a room for you at the winery right away. no? ah. i see. then i suppose my bed would big enough for the two of us to sleep on. are you satisfied with that? good. now let's go."
he isn't the darknight hero for nothing
like the gentleman he is, he was going to accompany you until you get home safely and then exchange goodbyes.
but no, you wanted to stay with him for the night. he has many rooms for the guests to use, but when you in particular suggested to sleep with him in his room, he of course doesn't mind since it's you.
should it be anyone else, it'll be an immediate no. so be glad you get to have this privilege from the guy because he loves you and is willing to do anything for you
zhongli
"pardon the intrusion, but i believe now's the time for the both of us to take our leave. please excuse us."
"it'd be wise for you to not place your indelicate hands onto my beloved. lest you'll see a rather.. grotesque, outcome."
"my dear, are you alright? ... how did i find you, you may ask? oh, please do not underestimate me. i'm far more than what meets the eye."
"we are sharing a contract, after all. to live and cherish life with one another until the end of time, to be safe, filled with tenderness and warmth within our hearts, and to not have anyone interfere that great deal of a bond. for you are my greatest treasure."
rip my brain for having to push zhongli's portion out because it clearly cannot comprehend this man's vocabulary.
you and him are to follow a contract, yes. but it's similar to a confession, if that makes sense?
basically zhongli was the one to confess to you first with his built-in thesaurus (to which you accepted of course if you like him too) and then have you and him sign' this sort of contract as a promise to stick with one another for as long as life can allow it. and by sign...
it's a kiss. to seal the contract :)
ayato
"a pity. hm? yes, i am 'the head of the kamisato clan. but your concerns about my reputation is irrelevant."
"you're harassing my lover, and if i catch you doing this unsightly act once again, then i'm afraid i'll have to resort to something that'll make you wish you've never been born."
"ah, my words were too harsh? nonsense, it was vitally necessary. at least it'd driven them away. well, i guess there are benefits for someone of high status."
"come now, i'll have my staff cook you something to your liking. you are my lover, so they'll be sure to suit your needs. you needn't worry."
fun fact: i've never finished ayato's story quest so i was writing this blind (with the help of some voicelines/demos/teasers, this goes along with the rest of the men on this list)
originally, you two were going on a nightly stroll since he was free but were stopped by a group of creeps. however, ayato handled the matter in his way.
in his head, those creeps are a waste of time and mere bugs because, well, they are. and pathetic, because they immediately recognize him for his high status and they all shrank in his presence. which made things easier for ayato. he made a small threat, and then they zoomed.
afterwards, he wanted to bring you home for dinner instead. continuing to stay out after that ordeal was not an option in his book.
what a good man
tartaglia
"wow, you all are quite bold. daring to do that while i'm here? hah, how risky. i'm actually impressed, by how wrong of a move you've just played."
"say, wouldn't you guys be interested for a sparring session? i'll be delighted to fight you all at the same time to enhance my combative capabilities. no? are you sure? okay, the offer's still on the table you know. and don't think i'm letting you all off so easily."
"love, are you alright? did they hurt you? if they did then i'll be sure to give them the same pain as they did to you. but worse. hm? no? okay, if you insist."
"moving on, let's go home shall we? the more i think about those creeps, the more i'm itching to grab my blades and hunt them down. oh! no, it's nothing. let's move, wouldn't want to stay out for too long."
we all know that he'll definitely end them
the thing is, he was right next to you when it happened and it's almost as if those asshats were blind!!!
blinded by his beauty ig
well, those assholes should sleep with one eye open every night now that tartaglia has seen them.
thoma
"excuse me, my partner and i are in a hurry. we have important business to attend to and we wouldn't want to be late."
"we won't take up the rest of your time, so please, if you'll excuse us."
"phew, that was rough. i didn't like how they were treating you, so i wanted to help you out. oh nonono, there's no need to thank me! as your boyfriend, it's my job to make sure that you're safe and happy at all times!"
"to get your mind off of what happened, i'll cook dinner for you tonight. any preferences? favorites? recipes? ill be sure to write them down!"
thoma based
instead of staying and insulting them, he just makes up an excuse to leave! it saves less time!!
..which shunned the creeps to bits. because you see, to me, people who are as kindhearted as thoma are equivalent to sunshine. and by sunshine i mean blindingly bright.
too nice and polite to the point the creeps are blind and deaf, you get what i mean?
kaeya
"well, well, well, how amusing of you all to act in such a way while i'm here. clearly you weren't cautious about your surroundings nor able to understand the differences between common courtesy and disrespect."
"how do i think so? from what you were displaying a few seconds ago, there's an obvious answer to that. it's allill written in your face. uneasiness. just like my partner."
"run along now, before your feet will run cold."
"ah, please, spare me the thanks. i only did what i had to do. as long as you're safe, that's all that matters to me. now then, allow me to treat you to dinner. it's all on me~"
honestly i got very lost in writing kaya's portion despite listening to his voicelines for like 2-3 times :,)
but, what i can conclude from this is that he'll be the sly bro he usually is with people
except in here, it's a bit different. his words are like that of a snake, wrapping around its prey.
makes sense, because kaeya doesn't stand people who make his s/o uncomfortable. if he scares them off or anything, then so be it. anything to keep you safe.
#✏️ lume writes#genshin#genshin impact#genshin x gn reader#genshin x reader#genshin fluff#itto x reader#diluc x reader#zhongli x reader#ayato x reader#tartaglia x reader#childe x reader#thoma x reader#kaeya x reader#itto fluff#diluc fluff#zhongli fluff#tartaglia fluff#thoma fluff#kaeya fluff
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SLICES OF LIFE # !︎
↠︎ plot + warnings: hcs on college!jjk men with f!reader roommate and their many adventures with one another!
↠︎ featuring: nanami, toji, choso, gojo, and geto
↠︎ continuing my college!jjk series and we're starting with this! i love the idea of reader having her own relationship with the boys and vice versa!
➞︎ it isn't often that you guys get to go on adventures together.
➞︎ most of the time its a bunch of mini side quests with one another at different times.
➞︎ when you have afternoon classes, gojo and geto are usually finishing up their day as well.
➞︎ which turns into the three of you taking the train into tokyo, blowing gojo's money on sweets and food.
➞︎ sometimes you guys catch a car meet on the off chance y'all end up on that side of town when its happening (a/n: i hc the group to be into cars but geto, toji, and choso are the biggest gear heads)
➞︎ some days, you and nanami spend mornings together.
➞︎ mostly spent in the nooks and crannies of libraries or by the window in a bakery/cafe.
➞︎ sometimes, when you guys have book club, he'll put together a picnic for the two of you.
➞︎ there's a garden with a bunch of Japanese maple trees that the two of you found once.
➞︎ it's y'all's secret third spot. 🤫
➞︎ surprisingly, choso started tagging along with you to toji's practices/matches after a couple months of you doing it.
➞︎ while you were focused on the 'pr' side of things for the boxer, choso took on the role of sparring partner.
➞︎ so now, you had not one, but two gym bros on your hands as choso started hitting the gym srsly.
➞︎ don't worry, it's not always a fist fight with those guys.
➞︎ choso is always finding some new spot to try, mostly art or herbal shops, and toji drives while you tag along for the ride.
➞︎ meanwhile, toji's always finding some mountain to hike! gd its exhausting keeping up with him sometimes!
➞︎ but they're the only two to stick around for when you have your 'bring it on' marathon, so you endure :)
➞︎ geto is in the tattoo shop late at night some weekends and whenever you're available, you pop a squat on the comfy futon he has in his space and chill.
➞︎ he appreciates the company whenever he's working on a client after hours or working hard on designing a new piece.
➞︎ he uses you as a gauge for when he's been working too long. if you've been silent for more than an hour, he knows it's time to wrap it up.
➞︎ gojo is a slut for his monthly massages. he got you one as a birthday gift one year and y'all have been going together ever since.
➞︎ he's always the one you're trying bazaar shit with. cos why tf did he fire up the private jet just so the two of you could visit the blue lagoon.
➞︎ in ICELAND btw
➞︎ toji secretly likes to cook.
➞︎ like loves to cook actually.
➞︎ you only found out when it was just the two of you at home one weekend (nanami on a business retreat with geto, gojo visiting his family (begrudgingly he says), and choso went camping with his brother's) and toji threw down after the joint sesh y'all had.
➞︎ i mean the spread was spreadin'
➞︎ he swore you to secrecy, cooking was smth he didn't want the other's taking advantage of (he's just scared of rejection ((that wouldn't happen)) 🙄).
➞︎ one time y'all took a dessert class and learned to make matcha swiss rolls 🤤
➞︎ toji looked cute in his lil apron and hat ;)
➞︎ choso invites you to art exhibits with him and drags you along to the newest infrastructure being built in the city
➞︎ there's a local pottery/glass blowing shop in downtown Sendai, that the two of you frequent to make clay pottery.
➞︎ at some point, choso designs the most beautiful sculpture out of clay and all of you show up for he showcases it at his first art show!
➞︎ you were the sculpture
➞︎ every once in awhile you guys link up for a group activity.
➞︎ its usually toji's fights but most recently you guys went to the opera!!!
➞︎ geto somehow ended up on stage for a brief moment but that's a story for another time cause 😅
FREE PALESTINE, CONGO, SUDAN, EVERYWHERE !!!!
#storms.treasures#choso kamo#college!jjk#college!nanami#college!geto#college!gojo#college!toji#college!choso#college!jjk x reader#nanami x reader#geto x reader#gojo x reader#choso x reader#jjk x black!reader#anime x black!reader#anime
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Reading SVSSS: Chapter 6
For those who don't know, I am reading SVSSS for the first time and sharing my thoughts!
If you have not read it, there will be spoilers! Consider this a warning.
Also- if you want to follow along, I am aiming to post updates daily. You can find all the posts in the tag bloopitynoot reads SVSSS. You can also check out the intro post for context on my read.
Here we are on book 2!
I took a couple days off because my body was perishing (read: my uterus was being a little bitch) but I am back :D
Today's tea is an apple crumble with milk and sugar and my little reading buddy (Charlie) has returned for this chapter Extra Needy and sporting his new necktie.
Let's get into this long chapter:
And we start three years later! I was wondering if there was going to be a time jump and there is! :) p9
Why is everyone so thirsty in this world RE: Ning YingYing p10
Oh dang. I really want to know what's making people melt into skeletons p13
Shen Qingqiu is such a vibe" I know I am physically useless, but i'm also a walking encyclopedia so I bring that to the party" p14 honestly same
So many corpses in the water!! p18
Oh shit, what the heck Wu Chen's legs? p22
RE: Wu Chen I did lol at "Great Master, you call this a bit uncomfortable?!" p 22
this totally feels more like a curse than a standard plague p24
why am I laughing so hard at "fuck me, with this speed, they wouldn't lose to a runner doing the 100-metre hurdles! 'Old Lady'? Yeah right! I must be blind!"p26
oooo! Gongyi Xiao is back! p28
Baby is back too!! Luo Binghe! pp29-31
omg and now there is a height difference! Shen qinqgiu being the smol one p32
Re: on the subject of thinking it was a curse like 15 pages ago, it is not a curse. I don't know why I thought it would be literally anything other than demons LOL this is the plot of the entire fictional universe of this book p37
Luo Binghe still only has eyes for Shen Qingqiu- even after being tossed into hell p38
I truly love the inner monologue of Shen Qingqiu's thoughts vs what people just kind of assume he's feeling. SQQ: Luo Binghe has brainwashed these disciples, he is definitely coming for me, I am fucked. Everyone else: this poor man misses his student so much, he is so hurt that Luo Binghe didn't go back to him.
LOL at Luo Binghe's hatefire at seeing SQQ and Gongyi Xiao bonding together p42
I can't XD SQQ: I have a huge announcement guys, Luo Binghe is back!!!! Everyone else: who tf is that? RIP p44
no shit that demonic activity increasing in frequency is 100% indeed a bad omen. p47
I'm crying SQQ thinks Luo BInghe is about to kill him p48
not the magpie bridge reference p50
This man is just crushing his windpipe for funsies -> why do I feel like this is their dynamic? p50
SQQ is actually an idiot. This fool is continuously operating under the assumption that nothing in the story has changed and the original story is guaranteed. If he heard these words and responded appropriately he'd probably be fine RE: "Then why did you tell me not to put too much weight on race and that no one is intolerable to the heavens" p55
Goddamn is Luo Binghe just going to keep beating the shit out of SQQ?? pp57-59
He really made him drink his blood (side note: when this is all said and done, I need to read some vampire aus) What even is that blood going to do to him?? (do not actually tell me, I assume I will find out soonish) p59
I am once again here to talk about how utterly Fucked SQQ is. He still has 0 idea that Luo Binghe has absolutely claimed him p65
Oh dang. Still, even after all this, SQQ has not shaken his original fate of being hated p69
Bro should have let Qi Qingyi finish that sentence. Re: out of his mind with grief" also probably would have changed some things (even if he was embarrassed as hell) p71
omg so much happening in this scene rn AND then Shen Qingqiu's ex shows up out of no where?!?!?!?!??!!? p73
this man truly cannot catch a break p75
holy shit not even his ex- his wife??????? p75
oop, we have SQQ backstory reveal p77
But also with this reveal: it's a little weird for her though. Like her family takes in this kid from the street, makes him a servant. He continues to serve them, his "family" starts to view him a sibling, AND THEN they get betrothed (not married). Like what. This is wild poor guy- weird because sibling dynamics, also he was their servant. I think she is the weird one honestly. p77
okay, well, he did kill her brother LOL p78
the water prison does not sound good. p81
he really wants to try and last a month there??? best of luck buddy, he cant even handle riding in a carriage without a snack p85
Bonus picture with no notes!
I'm actually so excited for the water prison- it sounds vile, but I need to know how he get's out/how his relationship with Luo Binghe progresses.
#bloopitynoot reads svsss#svsss spoilers#mxtx svsss#svsss#this chapter was wild#and the crazy thing is I think the next one will be worse#I am prepared but not for the water prison
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Guys I literally JUST realized a thing about my autism/masking/alexithymia. I noticed there was an alexithymia tag here on tumblr and when I investigated, there was this one post listing these symptoms:
and I just--
I've had these exact, MAJOR struggles through my whole life for one.
But for two, and what's really interesting in my opinion...
Yesterday, I was having a video call with my mom. I've been off of some medications that I'm supposed to be taking because of financial issues, so my mental is NOT in a great place and I've had NO spoons for the past month. But while on call with her, she seriously, unironically, asked me if I thought I really needed the meds. Because, apparently, I "wasn't acting like I needed them" or something like that. And I'm sure I don't need to explain why that pissed me tf off.
But, like... at the time, the closest thing I could come up with for an answer was that "I have no spoons and no energy to do anything"; "I lived 17 years without meds, I kind-of know how to fake it"; and "I haven't had much socializing lately, so I have enough Social Energy™ to fake being okay right now."
Now that I'm not being put on the spot and after reading that post, I'm slowly figuring out that I've always done this. I mean, I've obviously always struggled to describe my own emotions and need to analyze my physical reactions to figure them out, but like. I'm just now starting to realize that I've really struggled to describe exactly how I'm "feeling bad" or, in fact, that I am feeling bad at all.
I mean, again, considering the alexithymia, that last part is a given. But it's kinda putting into perspective exactly how I've always had to understand "I don't have the energy to do anything" or "it's incredibly difficult to do anything" or "something deep inside of me feels Wrong™ and I can neither address nor identify it". I'd just passively have those "feelings" and struggle to continue life despite them.
It brings back thoughts of my struggles with masking, and how I was never diagnosed with autism as a child. Looking back, it should've been incredibly obvious. I had SO many of the tell-tale signs. But I guess it wasn't today, and there wasn't anywhere near as much awareness of what those signs were... but really. Textbook.
I'm sure my masking made it more difficult to recognize the signs as I got older. Hell, I even read over different "autism diagnosis checklist"s countless times, thinking to myself "oh wow it's a lot like me!... exceeeeeptttt--" and moved on from there.
I keep digressing. My point is, since discovering my autism and how it was hidden by masking, I've always wondered where my mask ends and where I begin. Most of the time, I feel like I feel nothing, even when I'm not depressed. I've been told I don't show my emotions, like when I'm happy (aka my chest is light and I feel free). That, or people can't tell when I like/dislike them (though that's partially a trauma thing). Other times, I've been told I'm smiling when I didn't even realize I was happy, much less that I was actually smiling. Some people have told me I'm incredibly easy to read, that my emotions show very clearly. But how can they when I feel like I feel nothing?
Which leads me back to what I said earlier, my conversation with my mother. How she asked if I actually need my meds because "I don't seem like I do". I guess I kind-of understand now, why she might've seen it that way. Do most people always show signs of how they actually feel? And how does the fact that I "don't feel" effect what I show?
I've wondered about that for a while. How much of how I act is because I was trained to, one way or another? How much of the emotion I show is because I learned to? Do I even show the emotions I feel? I really can't know because the people I know irl, who would better be able to tell me how I act, aren't understanding of any of these things. My older sister is lowkey ableist and thinks she sees the grand plan of the universe, my mother is too "pull yourself up by the bootstraps!!!" to accept Spoon Theory or mental health struggles, and just about everyone else in my life comes and goes as quickly as the wind.
Anyhow, this was a long rant that I've kinda had half-formed thoughts about for a while. Thanks for reading, hopefully this can help or entertain whoever stumbles upon this?
#Barlowe's thoughts#long post#btw if you were wondering#the reason I kept looking at autism diagnosis checklists is because I was writing autistic characters#and I didn't know I was autistic yet#the first one was on purpose#but the second one was a complete accident haha#after I got my diagnosis#and yknow#got an understanding of my autism and others'#I actually did an amazing job on the first character#and obviously especially on the second haha#Basil my beloved#he's actually so much like me#ANOTHER thing that really should've tipped me off tbh#I think it's because Basil doesn't mask whereas I do#tho maybe it's also slightly related to the whole “he's a guy and I'm a woman” thing?#idk but#autism#autistic adult#autistic#autistic things#actually autistic#actually audhd#audhd#alexithymia#masking#neurodivergent#autism masking#autistic struggles
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Fic Writer Interview
thank you for tagging me @13834. Hopefully the tag works <3
Under the cut cause I said so much help. This took like an hour?? Probably maybe even longer
How many works do you have on ao3? 16 posted as attraqtia + 6 posted on anon + 1 one I hid because I did not like it. And an extra one on my old AO3 but I'm discounting that one lmao. Also back in the day I posted on a further unspecified fanfic archive that is not AO3 (and is still around) as well as on Wattpad and ff.net but I've forgotten my username and login to all and I refuse to admit to those anyway so...
What’s your total word count? 238,447 words. Insane
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
ether strike (313 kudos)
galaxy collapse (somebody scream) (257 kudos)
home is only a town (you're just a guest) (224 kudos)
kicked out the stage lights (you’re still performing) (222 kudos)
system’s breaking down (there’s been a glitch) (214 kudos)+ because I find it funny, 6th place is shared between fill your drink with tonic gin (this is the american dream) and universum both at 187 kudos
Do you respond to comments? Why/why not? I try to (I say as if I have responded to a comment within the past several months) but I am not very good at it. Wish i could like a comment tbh, sometimes it is a idk what to say but your comment made me smile. Also I just get so much burnout I hate it here
What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending? Uh... probably fill your drink with tonic gin (this is the american dream). Don't really write angsty endings but this is open ended so o7
What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending? Heckies there are several possibilities. Ignoring pwp cause I almost exclusively write established relationship so that is technically happy;
galaxy collapse (somebody scream) is a romcom that ends in loscar happy in a relationship. Happiest ending I've written. That being said
we found wonderland (you and i got lost in it) has a less happy ending but it is significantly angstier so it has a bigger range of emotions. Same goes for kicked out the stage lights (you're still performing). Putting them together cause they both have the roughly same setup of lost contact in an angsty way
same goes for now entering a world (from which you will never return) aka timeloop. Not a super happy ending but the amount of angst makes it feel more happy I think
finally maybe we got lost (in translation) and home is only a town (you're just a guest) are both getting together fics and they end in a happy get together. So adding those as well. They are not romcoms since there is plenty of drama and angst in both
Do you write crossovers? Uh... no rules (in breakable heavens) aka cycling au is a crossover right? I took guys from media A (F1) and put them into the universe of media B (cycling). Granted they are both sports that exist in the same universe but I think this should count as a crossover to me
Have you ever received hate on a fic? Nope. Thank fucking god. In all my close to a decade of writing never and I hope it stays that way
Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yeah. Mostly established relationship pwp so I am pleading to AO3 to please add tenderhorny as a tag, most of my smut involves some (mild) kinks but also the established relationship part is important!!
Only single thread of gold (tied me to you) has explicit smut and is not pwp lmao. And yeah... that also has domestic fluff as a tag so who tf knows
Have you ever had a fic stolen? Nope. Or at least no that I know of
Have you ever had a fic translated? Nope
Have you ever co-written a fic before? No... technically. Me and kiro have been floating an idea of co-writing a fic earlier this year but we never got around to it. Kiro come back from the war (US education system) I wanna co-write that fic 🥺
That being said I would love to cowrite a fic one day, it always sounds so fun!! Any writing mutuals (or non writing mutuals who even just need an emotional support writer or anything else o7) hmu I would love to co-write a fic <3
What's your all-time favourite ship? All time including previous fandoms? Bokuaka from Haikyuu!!
F1 only? Probably Piarles actually. Or Loscar or Lolex, been leaning a lot towards Lolex recently Honorary cycling mention: pogrog. The ideas people post and the few fics on AO3... Please these two intrigue me so much
What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will? I am eternally scared I would never finish time travel George :(((. Really wanna write it, one of these days I will lock in I promise.
What I will never actually write? The original iteration of rbr!Oscar. Idk if I ever will write a version of it, I plotted the original version in August last year and my opinion of rbr has changed since then. I have replotted some of it few months bac but idk how I feel about rbr still lmao. But I am stealing a lot of the backstory for a Merc!Oscar AU so I suppose it works out :3c
Cycling AU also used to look very different. Tbh if anyones interested I'd love to yap about it, don't think it could ever work and it was the first thing I plotted but I have a soft spot for it :). Honestly I just really wanna talk about cycling AU, I have done so much worldbuilding for it and I adore it <3
More ideas from 2023 I will never finish: a Le Mans au for a further unspecified ship, several landoscar wips, several different takes on the pierresteban beef (one day I will write one. Just the ones I have rn will never make it out of the Google docs in their current state). Several different character studies of a driver I now hate so 😂😭
What are your writing strengths? Description I think. Being ESL and having a read a lot in English as a child means that my vocabulary is wide and messy and I am willing to stick three different words with the same meaning next to each other so lol and lmao
What are your writing weaknesses? Dialogue. Idk how to even talk with people irl, does anyone think I can wrote a dialogue of two people?
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? Idk I'm not a huge fan unless it is to make a point? Like if you speak the language then I suppose but idk, dont vibe with it
That being said non-English pet names when relevant (ie Piarles using pet names in French) is cute :)))
What was the first fandom you wrote for? Refuse to admit to it. Second one was Naruto asdfghj
What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to? PIERRESTEBAN. Like my second wip ever after cycling au was pierresteban. I have always had at least one pierresteban wip. I never managed to write one that I actually liked but one of these days they will be free. Lets see if I can finish my Brazil fic (also known as azincourt so if that spawns o7) or not
Also gewis. I always forget I have not written them yet lmao, time travel George truly lives rent free in my head :)))
And one of these days I will write a proper cycling fic, not an a with the F1 guys. I just... have a weird relationship with cycling rpf on account of growing up with the sport, but I respect the work yall do and I do have the cycling rpf tag opened in a tab on my phone. One of these days I will process my thoughts on it and then write a pogrog fic o7
What's your favourite fic you've written? Heck idk. Top 3 5 in no particular order:
galaxy collapse (somebody scream) - not that good cause its close to a year old but I adore the premise, I adore the vibes, I adore her so much. She is so fun and chill I think I could've done a better job on her in hindsight so she does not get to be No1 but my beloved
now entering a world (from which you will never return) - timeloop!! Probably if I had to say just one it would be her, a labor of love, I think some bits of my thesis of the fic (trust the people around you, it is okay to rely on them at times) are clumsily executed within the actual text and in hindsight there might be bits I wanna retcon but I do adore her a lot
we found wonderland (you and i got lost in it) - my dearly beloved first proper long fic. I still regularly think about the galex in this AU. Like no joke I have made up a very cheesy and idealized and probably lowk ooc future for them that I shall not yap on here about (re: the ooc bit) but honestly, if anyone wants to know it I am willing to yap in DMs o7
kicked out the stage lights (you’re still performing) - so fun to write!! wrote across like three or four sessions, feels like a very condensed version of wonderland and yes. I may or may not have thought of what happens after as well
home is only a town (you're just a guest) - I adore soulmate AUs a lot!! It was on my bucket list to write some day and I'm so glad I finally wrote it!! I vibe with the premise so much and the world building my beloved, so many bits to explore in just Alex and Logan's upbringing (bottom line consider the fact that Charles and Alex would have a fundamentally different relationship cause Charles' soulmate is also named Alex!! Just marinate on that) + honorary mention of no rules (in breakable heavens). I was (and still am lowk) working through a burnout so she is sorta ass but its cycling au. I adore cycling au. I don't think I can put it into words how much the cycling au means to me, one of these days I will write drabbles about the other guys. Bottom line George and Alex in that AU intrigue me
Sorry for the long ass yap asdfgh. Tagging uh... @landoisokay @lafaerie @weegreenbean @autumn816 @femmegeorge @racingliners and @kiroiimye if you by any chance open Tumblr in the next few days >:) come on come back to writing
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heyy, what relationship do you think louis has with F? I know you don't believe that's his son, but personally I have many doubts on the whole thing and one of the main reasons is that i think he genuinely cares about him. I mean the way he talks about him and everything, and i dont mean interviews only, for example that time after a show when he met a little fan and he asked them how old they were and then he said something like "my little F is 7", he just said that bc he wanted to, so why would he do if he doesn't care about him? and I'm not saying that proofs that's his son, I'm just asking bc most larries that I see they claim that lou doesn't give a fuck about F, but I think he really does
hello lovely! if you are having doubts and want more info, check out this tags page that has a heap of bbg content from over the years that may help you make your mind up. and thank you for being respectful of what I believe even if you’re not sure 100% where you stand on it. so thank you and great to have you here!
I’ve touched on something similar to this before, in which, we know how much louis loves kids. him and his little sisters and bro, young fans, his sisters’ kids etc. like every situation we see him with a kid in, he lights up. same with Harry
anyway, I think bbg got out of hand and when it became far more long term and he had to be pictured with this child, he probably felt very frustrated and shitty that it got this far. He probably feels bad for the kid that his family got him involved in this, and now this kid won’t ever have a normal life. and so, he’s hung out with this kid every once in a while, watching him grow up, and I can imagine he probably does care about him a lot. He’s a very caring guy in general, and so under the circumstances, he’s trying to make this work the best he can.
He’s not gonna sit there and be like “gross kid get tf away from me” lol, but he’s balancing this distance of not being too close to become such a permanent fixture in his life, and not hurting this kid’s feelings. Again, it’s hard to know what F believes as he’s only like 8 or so, so I’m not sure how much they’ve divulged with him, but I’m pretty positive he’d know louis isn’t his dad by now tbh. but louis probably just feels shitty and wants to at least have the kid spend time having fun with him, rather than miserable for a life he didn’t choose.
Re your comment about him talking about F to the fans… in my opinion, bbg is now at the level of pretty much a strictly fan service stunt, and has been for a while now. we get the little gap filler articles from bored journalists like “all about louis tomlinson’s son!” etc. every once in a while, but otherwise it’s not really gaining him much publicity these days. he’ll mention him when he does those random Twitter chats, interviews here and there, and we get our annual Christmas photo (nothing for Father’s Day this year tho cough cough), but the GP don’t… care about it. But we as fans who follow his sisters’ accounts and are more invested, bbg is brought up for us. So because it’s not shoved in our faces from the press all the time, it’s easier to keep going with it by doing a mention about it here and there.
they still have this stunt as a bombshell to drop when necessary, though. Louis could gain some mad publicity with the end of it and still come out looking good, so it’s kinda just there until they find a suitable time for it to drop, which I have a feeling will be soon since it is so fan focused now.
lining up the end of stunts with releases/other big press news etc. is also quite tricky. this one has to be delicate because it’s got a kid involved, too.
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Louk's Bad Batch rewatch part 9 batchersss
Let's do it 🤟
The Bad Batch 1x05
"I get my own comm device?" she's so excited and it's so big on her lil arm 🥺🤲
Wrecker working out with Gonky
Echo: "the jedi trusted him" Tech: "the jedi who are all dead" bro 💀 I mean he has a point but still
dad batch telling Omega her comm isn't a toy...
*2 seconds later* Omega sneaking off to use her comm as a toy 😂
Echo and Hunter mom and dad going through the rules with Omega
(fun fact my mum knows their rules because I say them to her lmao)
Tech's reaction to seeing Cid's place is literally "charming 👀" oml he's roasting her before he even meets her I love him sm
the two guys Ahsoka set free !!! on Oba diah !!!
Hunter: 'who is Cid?' Echo: 'I literally have no idea' 💀
Tech: "that would've been information to share earlier" brooo his sass level as at an all time high this ep 👑
TURN AROUND RN BOYS ITS NOT WORTH IT
Omega is so smart fr 💕
Echo mom grabbing Omega's hand before she touches the sharp thingy
CID WHY TF DO YOU HAVE CLONE HELMETS IN YOUR STUPID LITTLE OFFICE LIKE THEYRE DECORATIONS
I don't hate a lot of star wars characters, but Cid is definitely one of them now ngl
DONT DO IT BOYS IT'S A TRAP
Wrecker and Omega high five 💕💕💕💕
Cid called Wrecker "it" I'm- 😡
Wreckers headaches are getting worse 🥲🙃
I know someone has spoken about this before but I just cannot get over the way Omega hugs her little clone doll when she finds out some people are sold and treated like property 😭💔 it's like poetry but not the nice kind
Omega: "poor Muchi she looks scared" 🤲
another fun fact my dad says this all the time hehe oops (no my parents have not seen tbb)
oop Hunter dad told Omega to stay on the ship
shhh they're sneaking 🤫
I MISS THEM SO BAD THEYRE DOING MISSION THINGS LIKE "Echo, sitrep" idk it just feels so tcw I'm emotional 🥲
Wrecker hits his head count: 5
Hunter and Tech got the zappy net oop
Omega: "now she's a bad batcher" screaming, crying, kicking my feet, throwing myself across the room
Omega always calls for Hunter first 🥺
STOP ZAPPING OUR BOYS 😡
Wrecker trying to comfort the lil green baby 🥲
Tech's dramatic sigh count: 583
Omega has the brain cell this ep fr
THE TALKING WITHOUT WORDS GETS ME EVERY FREAKING TIME I SWEAR
ew get ur crusty feral slaver ass outta here, skug
lmao Echo shouting to Omega like 'we are unarmed pls arm us' 😂
WAIT I saw someone posting about this, if anyone knows what I'm talking about pls tag the op or something please !! but they were talking about how Echo seems so willing to work with Omega in the field, like he trusts her despite her being a child, possibly because he'd worked alongside Ahsoka as a child, like for him it's normal to work with a child soldier. so while the rest of the batch are like ??? how to talk to babies ??? Echo is giving her battlefield instructions and gives her a bit more 'freedom' (for lack of a better word) in the field
lmao Wrecker's way of distracting the guards is to take out some guy's ankles 💀
"I wasn't sneaking... I was unlocking" YESSSS OMEGAAAA 🥰💕👑🙌
screwdriver hand go brrr
Echo: "the rancor is Muchi???" 🤨🙃 poor baby just needs a nap fr
okay but Hunter just throws Echo's pack at him from like 10ft away 💀 then Wrecker immediately throws him his helmet 👀 yes I watched it multiple times 🤫
Echo again !! he straight up volunteers to take Omega with him 💕
Tech is an ipad kid
OMEGA GRABBING THE LITTLE GREEN BABY'S HAND 🥺
get them Muchi !! tear those slavers apart !!! (insert evil Nimona face)
Wrecker's big nod to slide his helmet over his face properly teehee
Wrecker hits his head count: 6
Hunter grabbing the whip. Hunter grabbing the whip. Hunter grabbing the whip. Hunter grabbing the-
do not ask me how many times I've watched this scene... just don't
but the answer is yes
anyway back to being normal lmao
Omega finding her laser bow 🙌 !!! + Echo mom calling aftet her lololol
Muchi thrashed that slaver pet fr
Wrecker: 'challenge accepted' *fights rancor*
Bib Fortuna and the guards for the ot vibes 🥰
Omega riding Muchi !!! very Fett of her hehe
"I'm good with secrets" yeah and I'm good at going to bed before 3am 🙄 pfft good with secrets my ass Ciddarin 😠
tysm for joining again friends 💕 I actually meant to post this yesterday but I fell asleep oopsie
but I'm running out of time lolol so I'm gonna have to watch a few eps a day now !!
who else is terrified for s3 👀
It's almost 3am and these are the only 2 pics I can find from this ep 🥲 feel free to reblog and add more 💕
#louk’s bad batch rewatch#star wars#hunter the bad batch#the bad batch hunter#bad batch hunter#hunter bad batch#wrecker tbb#tbb wrecker#wrecker bad batch#echo tbb#tbb echo#echo bad batch#bad batch echo#tech bad batch#the bad batch tech#bad batch tech#tbb tech#omega tbb#omega bad batch#tbb omega#bad batch omega#tech the bad batch#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#bad batch#hunter tbb#arc trooper echo#clone trooper wrecker#tech tbb#tbb
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No Home Prompts/Headcanons
[feel free to use these as inspiration for fanfics or fanart. tag me if you post it!!]
(disclaimer 1: this is prolly very ooc but it's also not supposed to be realistic. disclaimer 2: a lot of these are centered around Haejoon and Eunyung and can be interpreted as /r or /p)
HJ stopping someone from harassing EY, similar to the frying pan scene. [one concrete scenario i have is a teacher/supervisor wanting to cut EY's hair and HJ, who's standing next to him (i imagine all dorm boys lined up for the lights-out roll call), grabs the scissors out of their hand and throws it out the window. HJ: "you should go grab them if you don't want them to rust" so the supervisor goes away. badass HJ (altho he's too much of a model student to spite a teacher like that). EY is confused and in awe. bonus points if there's witnesses who marvel at HJ's badassery and authority defiance.]
all 6 MCs hanging out in the clubroom and HJ does sth cool or impressive (maybe sings out loud and it sounds good). juwan and minju are panicking bc 'holy shit he's so hot i want him carnally' like tearing up, rolling on the floor type craving. marie is watching them freak tf out, completely unimpressed, with an expression like she's on the office. hara is like 'hey man, that sounded really good' like the golden retriever sunshine puppy she is. EY is just staring very intently at him like trying to figure out a puzzle with a faint thought of 'he should join the theater club'. HJ, poor him, is so fucking confused as to why everyone is overreacting and a little embarrassed that he accidentally did that.
minju and juwan craving the 184cm mommy issues ghost guy be like:
^^ this is how i imagine juwan's internal monologue like 98% of the times he interacts with HJ. just constant gay panic.
all the other boys in their dorms who have to listen to HJ and EY's screaming matches all the time. poor fuckers. they all often choke on the tension those two create in the room they're in. but the fighting is basically like free live reality TV prime-time entertainment, so they can't be too bothered (unless they're trying to sleep). and generally, everyone is weirded out/confused by their friendship (?). like 'why is the nice popular pretty guy hanging out with model student bully who sees ghosts, especially when they're always just fighting?' <- #confusion. but it's entertaining so eh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
HJ helping EY study, maybe forced by a teacher, or from EY's own volition (doubtful), or per juwan's suggestion when EY failed too many exams/classes to keep living in the dorms. i wonder how that tutoring session would go. would probably end bloody.
whenever HJ goes to the grocery store to buy food he also buys a pack of sweets or snacks. every time EY sees them in their room he asks if he can have some. HJ lets him open the pack. EY always asks if he wants some too and HJ almost always says no. after the 6th time this happened, EY confronted him abt it 'why are you buying these if you're not eating them?' and HJ is like 'i buy them for you. i know you like them.' EY is surprised and juwan is happy they're not fighting anymore (but also insanely jealous -> 'when did they get so close? grrrr')
(/r) HJ chilling on the couch in the dorm living-room, reading a book for class and EY comes and wants to lie down but there's no more space so he spreads out on the couch with his legs on HJ's lap, who's a bit like 'wtf' but decides against picking a fight. EY is chilling on his phone in a skirt shorts and with his hair undone. they just chill like that for a while and every poor soul who passes through that room are confused and uneasy abt their lack of fighting. at some point HJ notices the scars on EY's knees and rests his hand (the one not holding the book) on them, then goes back to reading while absent-mindedly rubbing his thumb over the scars. EY is startled and also like 'wtf' but let's it be bc he has crypto to mine.
juwan-marie mlm/wlw solidarity. all 3 boys are not surprised when she comes out as a (disater) lesbian but their reaction is 'oh really? i never would've guessed (/s)'. she comes out to them bc she needs help making hara figure out she likes her in an non-obvious way.
the boys' reaction be like:
marie likes hara, minju likes marie, and hara likes her sport (karate? idr). marie is frustrated at hara's cluelessness, minju is annoyed marie doesn't take her advances seriously, hara is oblivious to the turmoil she's caused. [a scenario i came up with is all 6 in the clubroom where minju just goes full out after shit's been building up for a while like ' why do you like hara and not me? i'm here trying my best and she doesn't even care! how is she so much better than me?' marie is beyond embarrassed and also very done with the bs. she pulls minju outside the clubroom and slaps her in the hallway promptly rejecting her. the other 4 saw everything through the door window and are jaw-dropped-flabbergasted. marie enters again after minju left and everyone asks if she's ok. hara's like 'you like me?' and marie says 'now's not the time for that. don't you have practice or sth?'. after a bit of convincing hara leaves for her lessons and the 3 boys ask marie why she doesn't like minju -> 'she doesn't like me, she just likes the chase. if we were to get together she'd get bored in less than a month and break up with me.' juwan agrees bc he knows minju best and that's something she would absolutely do. marie starts tearing up bc this is overwheming and embarrassing but the boys are there to comfort her. (<- what's even more frustrating in all of this is that marie did like minju in the beginning, before she swindled marie for the clubroom, was disingenuous abt their friendship, and friendzone marie when she told minju that she liked her.) ohh how the turn tables]
^^ this is the dynamic i imagine bc it's hella funny /// @ artist on twt
EY wil fight for kids who can't fight for themselves. if he sees a kid/friend get hit by a parent/authority he won't hesitate to throw hands. he'll step in on the spot and sucker-punch the mfer who put their hands on someone weaker than themselves. [the first time the others see this side of him is when they meet marie's brother, who acts like a massive asshole and stupidly smacks marie in front of them. HJ is ready to say sth/jump in but EY is half a second quicker and already gave the bitch a bloody nose. and he fights with the rage he'd fight his dad with, if he ever dared to do that. like a demon possessed, not anywhere near the way he's ever fought HJ before. marie's crying and begging him to stop hitting her brother, HJ and juwan are frozen in shock. juwan wants to try to calm him down but is too scared to approach him when he's like that. meanwhile HJ is just like 'holy shit, this mfer is actually crazy' and goes to pull EY off of marie's brother bc he got too close to killing him. after that everyone is more wary of him in general, marie is somewhat grateful but also terrified of him. from then on the brother either never hits her again or gathers a group of friends to go beat up a blond high school kid.]
i think it would be interesting to see the bullies who forced EY to crawl two stations to get his money back resurface. that group of bullies bumping into our 3 boys and going like 'whoa, EY? is that you? how're your knees doing?' and laughing. juwan is confused as to what they're talking about, HJ immediately knows who the fuckers are bc he knows the knee story, and EY is trying to ignore them with a poker face but really he's terrified inside bc trauma™. HJ has never seen EY so affected/blank/scared/distraught and is concerned. trouble ensues, bonus points if HJ saves the day (aka beats the fuckers up) and bonus bonus points if he doesn't tell EY abt it and does it in secret.
^^ no thought's behind those eyes. only misery and trauma
juwan and HJ gift EY clothes every time they have an excuse like 'oh you passed that exam? nice here is a new pair of jeans' or 'it's Christmas, this is a jacket for you'. bc my boy needs more than one piece of everything. he needs more clothes and his friends noticed and are now providing. they need to have an excuse/good reason to gift the items to EY bc he will not accept them otherwise (he refuses to be indebted to anyone).
whenever EY catches HJ changing clothes in their room, he feels really guilty when he sees the scar he gave him when they first met. every time, he wants to apologize but he doesn't know how to make it sound genuine, and the apology always catches in his throat anyway. he can't say it out loud, so he quickly makes it a habit to leave the room when HJ changes.
idk man, i just wanna see HJ help EY braid his hair. and EY be surprised by how well he can braid or make fun of him for how bad he is at it. [maybe a hand/arm injury that prevents him from braiding his hair himself and he doesn't want to leave the dorm looking like that before he can get to a girl-friend who could do his hair for him.]
EY goes with HJ to provide moral support when HJ has to go back to his old house to pick sth up or when HJ goes to visit his mom's grave (only 52% willingly). [(/r ->) at the house, HJ would definitely have a mental breakdown and EY would be there to unintentionally aggravate the situation, then mend it and comfort him. EY is also terrified of all the ghost items inside that house when he first enters. HJ is a tad happy to see some old faces (<- the ghosts who live/haunt his house). /// at the graveyard, HJ would try his best not to cry, EY would notice and leave him alone for a bit to mourn. when he's done, before they leave, EY looks intently at the mom's grave stone and nods his head once. maybe it's a salute to the mom, or a 'thank you for raising him well', but in any case, that's the first time we see EY use manners. HJ doesn't notice it bc he's busy with his own feelings.]
parallel to that, juwan and HJ come pick EY up from (aka get him out of) his parent's apartment. the parent's are astounded anyone came for their 'good-for-nothing' son. before the boys leave the apartment building's courtyard, EY's mom comes running up to them. HJ and juwan are in defense/protection mode, EY is just so tired and so done with everything he doesn't feel present anymore. the mom doesn't get any closer, she just looks HJ in the eyes and thanks him for looking out for her son. then she turns to EY and says 'don't fuck this up like everything else in your life' and goes back to the apartment. all of them are shocked by the unexpected good nature she's shown and EY is also a bit upset by her comment about his life but he's too tired to give a shit atm.
when EY finally gets back into acting, HJ helps him learn his lines when he has the time. after his first play, HJ is there to give him flowers and tell him how good his acting was. (/r -> this may or may not be the moment EY really (realizes he) caught feelings) also HJ was gen amazed at how good his acting skills are, like wide-eyed 'wow he's actually really really good'.
(/r) i want EY to wear a skirt as a dare or sth and fluster the shit out of HJ (and any other eyes that catch him in that outfit). EY would tease him for blushing so hard and feel powerful bc of the reaction he's got, until HJ grabs him (one hand on a shoulder and one hand on his waist) and pulls him so he can whisper in his ear 'stop that'. the tables turn. EY pushes away like he's been burned, which might be true, seeing how he got so red one would think he's been sunburned.
(/r) idk if it's canon but i for some reason think HJ has weights in their room. so, EY always stares at HJ from his top bunk bed (where HJ can't see him), whenever HJ's using them. specifically at his biceps. EY is unsure whether he's jealous bc he wants those muscles or if he wants those muscles. (if you catch my drift)
i feel like HJ and EY could bond a lot over music. they are often listening to it.
the apocalypse storyline is not talked about enough. someone needs to write this since wanan only gave us a crumb and disappeared.
i mean, look at this ^^. are you gonna stand there and tell me you're not intrigued?
#prompt#headcanons#hcs#no home#no home manhwa#집이 없어#webtoon#fanfic#fanart#eunyung baek#haejoon goh#juwan park#marie kim#hara kang#minju gong#list#meme#ey hj parallels#rainbow stuffz#i'm extremely surprised and amused how the girls' love-triangle-bullet-point ended up the longest#despite me obv shipping the main two idiots the most#please don't judge me (too much)#also. i wrote all this in february so some things might be outdated. sry abt that#<- i just wanted to share some crumbs of the stuff that goes on in my head when i think abt nh. hope u like it
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we call him "barry" here, sir.
every once in a while i have the courage to go "this is my blog, i can post whatever i want whenever i want and everyone's dashboards can just deal with it. thats why i have tags for my f/os and my goofy f/o stuff." this is one of those times. so completely unprompted, this is my post to tell you that i gave my poor little lore-less f/o a name because the one in the credits is given to him as a nickname by the guy who beats him up dsfsd-
. 🌑 .
too many times have i been writing drafts that i almost type "barry" instead of "smiley." so im tired of trying to not have to correct it every time because its too natural for me now, ive had him living rent free (like he could even afford rent-) in my brain for like, 2 or so years now.
so for those of you who dont know smiley, you go "who tf is smiley?" and i tell you, "he's this guy from ford fairlane heehoo <33"
those of you who dont know barry, you go, "who tf is barry?" and i tell you, "you do know him. he is also this guy from ford fairlane heehoo <33"
because i have to give my f/o so much lore and headcanons that his name is Barton and i call him barry for short, so when you ask "who tf is barry" or "who tf is smiley" youre asking the same question twice and you dont even realize it.
do you know how hard it is to correct him every time when i talk to people?? orhghfkdghfg- maybe thats the only good thing about him being a very unnoticed character tho, i dont have very many people who know who smiley is to begin with, so he doesnt get brought up too often. .
. . but that also makes me sad because i love him. . 😔
. 🌑 .
i dont know if this one is as relevant, because i could be fine, but i know im not good with accents. Whatever accent he was supposed to have, the closest i could find to it was cockney so if he's technically not cockney, he sounded like it to me, so he's also called my cockney criminal and that's going to be how he talks to me forever. tell me "nah, its a BURMING'AM ACCENT-" or "no its NEW YORK IDIOT-" bro idk accents, he sounded closest to cockney when i looked it up so thats what the f/o version of him is. maybe im right tho, idk, maybe YOURE the dumb one. Either way, if you tell me f/o barry isnt cockney, then youre definitely the dumb one. robert englund himself could tell me he was supposed to sound jamaican. that's cool for the movie robbie, but he's cockney to me. he's the cockney criminal f/o.
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OK, FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO THIS
Thanks for the tag! @residentdormouse ! ^w^ I am SOOOOOOOO SORRYYYYY IT TOOK ME MONTHS TO DO THIS
I guess I'll do two like you guys did. Or nah actually imma do three cuz why tf not???
Rules: Answer the questions about your OCs and tag people! I'm doing three of mine but you can do however many you'd like!
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Mellona
5 words to physically describe your OC (do you have a drawing? even better!)
(I've seen past additions to this tag game and folks seem to use words that don't necessarily describe the character in a physical sense?? Idk maybe I'm misunderstanding what "physical" means or maybe it's more along the lines of a suggestion??)
Hostile, Brunette, Dangerous, Unstable, Self-destructive
I haven't really drawn her just yet since she's still fairly new...? But She has long dark brown hair that's all tangled and unkempt and she has various patches of rot on her skin as well as a big festering stab wound through her chest surounded by like fungus or something.
I DOOOO have a drawing(s) of her sort of... fursona?
Her and the other three get them cuz idk I can't help myself. Idk why I even put so much thought into them cuz it's not even how they'll look for a majority of the fuckin story....
Who inspired your OC? (can be your mum to a very famous fungi)
She started off as a background demon character named Flystrike for one of my other stories that I would play around with in my head. Flystrike was inspired by when this woman I worked for at a goat farm told me and my co-workers about what flystrike is and how it occurs and since I have a facination with the macab, I ended up creating a character from it. Jerry Terry's cover of Kiss Me also gave me a fair amount of inspiration for her. She didn't really start to become Mellona until after I started to make the forsaken god character and decided to repurpose her character for that story.
Give me a song to define your OC (I will listen to it to enter in your WIP mood!)
It's DEFINITLY a three way tie between-
Dumb Head by People Soup
Over and Over by Rio Romeo
Kiss Me (Kill Me) by Jerry Terry
If I met your OC on the street how would they greet me?
She wouldn't. If you looked at her and she noticed, she'd give you an unsettling and hostile look like "tf you lookin at?" and... It'd be very wise to not provoke her lol.
Can your OC be your best friend? Why?
Mmmmmmm probably not... She'd definitly end up yelling at me for talking too much or I might accidently say something that sets her off...
1 adjective and 1 noun to describe your OC
Violent, Victim
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Scorch
5 words to physically describe your OC (do you have a drawing? even better!)
Fiery, Spunky, Determined, Scrappy, Stubborn
Once again don't really have a drawing for this one... But she's got short orange?honey blonde? ginger??? not sure yet... hair that's singed on the ends cuz she keeps accidently burning it and she's also got various old burn scars from accidently burning herself when she was little and still getting a hang of her wings and tail. Oh yeah she's got wings and a tail made of fire cuz she's half fire elemental. Her wings aren't capable of flight though... Oh and she wears a jean vest cuz those are cool.
Who inspired your OC? (can be your mum to a very famous fungi)
Mostly music. Songs like Fat Lip and Punk Tactics. I also just was in the mood to make a gang affiliated character at the time. Her fire wings and tail came from Fat Lip cuz I couldn't stop imagining a person standing tall and confident with said wings and tail.
Give me a song to define your OC (I will listen to it to enter in your WIP mood!)
Once again a tie. This time between Fat Lip by Sum 41 and Punk Tactics by Joey Valence & Brae
If I met your OC on the street how would they greet me?
She'd either nod her head at you and be like "Sup!" or give you a scowl depending on the vibe she got from you.
Can your OC be your best friend? Why?
I feel like we could get along! I don't know if we could be besties since I already plan on giving her one, but I think we'd click ok once she realized I'm not a threat.
1 adjective and 1 noun to describe your OC
Brazen, Fire
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Dire aka Darryl Silcliff(still trying to fully decide on a last name)
5 words to physically describe your OC (do you have a drawing? even better!)
Brooding, Tired, Quiet, Downcast, Albino
I've actually got drawings of this guy!
Who inspired your OC? (can be your mum to a very famous fungi)
Ooooooooookaaaaaaay buckle in for a history lesson on the history of this man~
His original design was HEAVILY inspired by a dragon/sona I designed for my boyfriend at the time to ship with my dragon/sona and then later on after we broke up I sort of... took the design and used it on a character who's whole personality was just being flirty with my sona and my sona was constantly annoyed by him (yeah this whole thing reeks of early 2010 I know...) and his name was Alsilen.
THEN after I became obsessed with Undertale, I started making my own heavily inspired game/story and I repurposed his character to be my game's Sans and I tweaked his design and personality a bunch.
In that time, he's gone through soooo many phases. At one point he was a general for a dragon army, then he was a orphan turned captain of the royal guard(sometime around here is where he got a human design), goddd I can't even remember all of the different things he became... And he eventually evolved into the angsty teen and then young adult of today!
Give me a song to define your OC (I will listen to it to enter in your WIP mood!)
I have less of a strong grip on what songs vibe with him than my other characters. It's actually really funny. I either know what type of songs fit them, or I have a design for them lol.
If I had to go with one though, I guess it would be Make The Grade by Jack Conte
If I met your OC on the street how would they greet me?
He's the antisocial quiet one of the group. So without intervention from his friends, he'd probably just ignore you.
Can your OC be your best friend? Why?
If that spot wasn't already occupied, probably? He's very much attached to Zira almost to an unhealthy co-dependent degree but he gets better. eventually... and I self-project and base a lot of Zira's mannerisms on myself so he'd probably like me because I remind him of them. Or he might just find me annoying cuz he also found Zira annoying at first.
1 adjective and 1 noun to describe your OC
Depressed, Escapist
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IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII FINALLY FINISHED THIS AFTER IT WAS IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS COLLECTING DUST!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Tagging @ksenya-and-the-artistic-cucumber , @pyrohawx , @starleska , @sai-gemflower (idk which of my mutals have OCs im sorryyyyyyyy ya'll ;-; I'm forgetful as fuck) + anyone else who wants to hop aboard!!
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Nyx reads Six of Crows (pt.1)
I didn't want to annoy anyone with too much spamming so this is just my general thoughts while reading! (PLEASE DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO READ THIS HALF OF IT IS GOING TO BE ME BEING DUMB AS HELL SO)
(updating every day, so you guys can keep up with my thoughts in real-time without TOO much spam :))
LIKE I SAID THERE'S NO PRESSURE TO READ IT AND HONESTLY IF IT GETS ANNOYING JUST BLOCK THE TAG #★nyx reads soc! AND YOU WON'T SEE IT ANYMORE I GET IT'LL PROBABLY BE TOO MUCH CONSIDERING THERE ARE 40 SOME CHAPTERS NO HARD FEELINGS 😭
part 2
SPOILERS BELOW!!!!
Started reading: 1/18/23
Finished reading: 2/4/23
Alright, since I didn't start this at the beginning of the book, I'm gonna summarize my thoughts from Chapters 1-4 in a few sentences:
AWWW JOOST AND ANYA SO CUTE, omgggg I'm in love with Inej AND Kaz, is this new? Nope. Uh oh, the girlfriend is gonna get killed. DAMN KAZ THE THREATS 💀 Jesper is so me. NOOOO JOOST. AND ANYA??? Who the hell is that. WHO TF IS JORDIE???? SLAY INEJ!!! Aww, new ship you guys!!!
Ok, that's all hope people understand it and if you don't, too bad. JOKING LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Starting at chapter 5 guys
Kaz is actually so smart
Oh Jordie is older-
I mean I assumed he was his brother but I thought he was younger
MEETING NINA!!!! (Ives said I'd like her)
omg. I'm in love with her. She has said one thing.
HIM BUYING STOCKS FROM THAT OLD MAN BECAUSE OF NINA💀
I can't believe they're only 17
I'm trying to be like Kaz
interested in Matthias like a lot
chapter 6 now
I wonder what Matthias did
omg another new ship
I'm still confused about the costumes
this prison feels like hell
so many gangs
WTF IS THAT THING
ROARS LIKE A LION
LOOKS LIKE A SNAKE THING
WHAT
AHH WTF I'M GONNA CRY
NOT PEKKA AGAIN
who would actually think of something like this 😦
It's sick
not sick in a cool way
sick in a WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL way
YOU'RE RIGHT NINA IT IS DISGUSTING
HOW ARE PEOPLE WATCHING THIS IN GOOD CONSCIENCE
ok maybe for the sick fucks
THEY CHOOSE TO DO IT
FUCK THE BENEFITS NO WAY I'M DOING THAT
omg they bet on it.
crying, screaming
"I'm mad at you, too" "I don't know yet. I just am." -me coded
oh Nina...this won't end well
ENEMIES TO LOVERS!!!
my two sides fighting ^^
NOT HIS HAIR
oh she down bad
Don't tell me killing wolves is against his morals- or his country's morals-
Omg. IT'S AGAINST HIS FUCKING MORALS- SOBBING SCREAMING PULLING MY HAIR OUT WTF
WHY DOES THIS HURT SO MUCH
HE'S WISHING THEM FAREWELL 😭
IT'S TRYING TO KILL HIM AND HE'S PRAYING FOR THEM
AHHHHHH-
HE'S CRYING.
HE. IS. CRYING.
😭😭😭😭
I'm hurt, you guys. Very hurt. Might cry. Probably will.
Do you guys see how sensitive I am yet?
WHAT DID YOU DO NINA???
HIS MOTHER 😭 KAZ I CANNOT RN
Kaz is a slay per usual
I love the word barbaric
such a funny word
Kaz is literally a genius
No I won't stop saying that because he is
I just rolled my eyes so much I could see my fucking brain
Am I the only one who hates when guys act tough?
"I can take it" STFU AND LET HER DO HER WORK 😡
WHY TF IS HE CALLED GOOD BOY I WANNA BE CALLED GOOD GIRL BY KAZ WTF 😡
y'all I don't know who said that cause it wasn't me.
anyways
...oh such a lovely reunion!!! how romantic!!!!!
Chapter 7 ALONG WITH Part 2!!!!
first pov from Matthias!
we left off where he was choking her and now he's dreaming of her???
trying to be like them fr JOKING JOKING
Matthias would like Taylor Swift
I mean he used one of her song titles in one of his first sentences!!!
He's so me
just realized that said hunted instead of haunted
crying actually
I thought we had something Matthias.
now with me those instances would be switched, kissing Nina sounds very pleasant actually
oh Matthias is down bad too
SLAYYYY
MATTHIAS YOU HORNY BASTARD
Sorry that's rude BUT TRUE APPARENTLY???
OMG MATTHIAS GET OVER YOURSELF AND JUST KISS HER HOLY SHIT
Me thinks this is a enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers again arc
JESPER'S HERE TOO? WOOHOO, THAT'S MY FAV FR!!!
I say that about everyone idek which one is actually my fav
"Boys like you weren't meant to get ideas, Helver," YOU TELL HIM KAZ!!!
"that Jesper character" HE IS CERTAINLY A CHARACTER INDEED BUT I LOVE HIM FOR IT
My girl killed something that no one had survived before her
Love her sm ❤
Kaz is a lot of things but at least he's honest about it 💀
LEARN HER NAME MATTHIAS 😭
I LOVE JESPER SM
my lord I think he wants to kill Nina, just a thought though
bro Nina fucked him up
GRISHA CORRUPTION??? HOLY SHIT THEY DO HATE THE GRISHA NINA WASN'T EVEN EXAGGERATING
Matthias drop the witch thing, it's getting annoying
A STORK- HE JUST CALLED JESPER A STORK 💀
THE DEMON. MY GOD HE LOVES NAME CALLING
SO SET ON THE KILLING THING MY GOD
oh he's so salty I love it
me thinks she will think about you, often (it's disgusting and I can't stop)
my lord Matthias, never getting on your bad side
does he genuinely think Kaz is a demon? like a demon demon?
New character y'all
OMG ANOTHER REMINDER THEY'RE ALL HELLA YOUNG
THEY SEEM SO MUCH OLDER
VAN ECK???
Chapter 8 IN JESPER'S POV!!!
I love Jesper he's so me
WTF HIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT (I say as I've been complaining to myself about how long the chapters are)
Jealous? I know what you are Jesper.
It's ok me too
JOKING JOKING
or am I?
Y'ALL LEAVE THIS POOR KID ALONE
THEY'RE ALL GOING IN ON HIM
don't have a repeat of Joost. Istfg I will sob. don't try me.
hey, hey. flute is cool too. (ok not as cool as piano but don't tell him I said that)
JESPER 😭
Wylan give me all your belongings rn.
Ofc Kaz is unfazed, it's Kaz tf do you expect?
JESPER I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH
Nina provoking him won't do any good 😭
God the dynamic between Jesper and Wylan
I want what they have
"You're all horrible" YOU WOKE UP AND IMMEDIATELY STARTED TRYING TO STRANGLE SOMEONE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT. 💀
KAZ IS SO. SMART.
OMGGGG WYLAN 😭
"No" "it looks like a target" NOW THAT'S A SLAY
Chapter 9 ANOTHER SHORT ONE!!!
HA KAZ PAIRED JESPER WITH HIM
I feel a new ship brewing
Kaz ships Jesper and Wylan confirmed
KAZ IS SO FUNNY
Can you guys tell I like Kaz yet?
MATTHIAS IS ADORABLE
He'd probably try to kill me if I said that to him
But I only speak the truth!!!
I take that back
how stupid do you have to be to attack Kaz?
Kaz being the best per usual
Chapter 10, INEJ!!!
MY GIRL HAS RETURNED!!!
Can't believe I've already read like 5 chapters today
But some of these have been short, this chapter is too
And it has still taken me like 4 hours I think, I'm a really slow reader 😭
anyways
Inej and Kaz's dynamic never fails to make me laugh 💀
oh...guys now why would you say that
oh no the silent treatment 💀
KAZ WHY WOULD YOU SAY THATTTT
Inej's parents were the blueprint
THE FLOWERSSSSS
omg that place sounds horrible.
AHHH NO INEJ
oml my heart is racing
LYNX IS NOT HER NAME 😡
omg she names her knives I love her
I want to know more about her Saints
her knives mean as much to her as Jesper's guns mean to him
WTF DO YOU MEAN IT EXPLODED
NO. NO WAY.
Chapter 11, JESPER AGAIN ❤❤❤
y'all gonna explain the explosion???
WHO ARE YOU SHOOTING AT JESPER
OMG.
"Not a kid" me too Wylan but I also call everyone kid so 🤷
omg Kaz you're a lifesaver, literally
ok it's official, yeah there's def 3 ships here
I know what you guys are.
Matt DIDN'T use his first opportunity to kill Nina? DEVELOPMENT!!!
I am calling him Matt from now on
IT'S TOO FUNNY
AHHH JESPER-
IS HE INSANE?
BETTER THAN WINNING AT GAMBLING?
I'LL TAKE THE CARDS PLEASE WHAT-
"you can't kiss me from down there" SO YOU WANT HIM TO KISS YOU?????? CAUGHT YOU BITCH/j
OH YEAH WYLAN!!! PROVE THOSE BITCHES WRONG!!! YOU ARE USEFUL!!! SLAYYYY
Lawd this chapter brought my heart rate up
Chapter 12, MY BELOVED AGAIN!!!
WHY ARE THESE CHAPTERS SO SHORT
the ones in the beginning were so long
wtf happened
Who cares PARTAY
I hate long chapters
aw not the fucking black tips again
MULTIPLE GANGS?
WITH HIS BARE HANDS 😦
AHHH SO MUCH STRESS- INEJ ISTFG
OMG INEJ SLAY I LOVE THAT FOR YOU I CANNOT
INEJJJ
Omg you worried me.
Kaz to the rescue again
omg.
crying.
she's not gonna die but lord-
ISTFG.
AHHHHHHHHH
this book has a habit of ending the chapters on very worrying notes.
anyways.
Chapter 13, Kaz
scared fr ngl
another short chapter as well
omg he loves her so much
but I love her more so he can fuck off.
JOKING LOVE YA KAZ
trying to steal my girl though 🙄
HIS WRAITH
SOBBING, SCREAMING, PASSING OUT, RIPPING MY HAIR OUT.
STOMPED 💀 HE'S SUCH A CHILD I LOVE HIM
Awww they're so cute together... (Wylan and Jesper)
oh...now Kaz....his eye socket?
OH HIS EYE.
KAZ.
OH HE JUST- THREW IT OVERBOARD- NO CARE IN THE WORLD-
OH AND THE HANDKERCHIEF.
OK I LIKE IT PICASSO.
KAZ. ISTG. I CANNOT.
FUCKING ROLLINS? I SWEAR THIS MF JUST NEEDS TO GET THE FUCK OUT OMG-
well bye ig
Don't mess with Inej guys you get your eye taken out and get thrown overboard
deserved
KAZ IS SCARY THOUGH HOLY SHIT
AND THE MY WRAITH THING AGAIN
I CAN'T.
JESPERRRR
I need to know what tf happened with Jordie.
Chapter 14!!! Nina is backkkk
This one is VERY long and by long I mean 15 pages so honestly I'm being dramatic.
Honestly the gang tattoo sounds like it'd look really good
YES NINA SEES IT TOO
Inej and Nina together>>>>
Best friends I say
I wonder if people ship them
I mean I guess I can see it idk yet though
Jesper and Inej 🤝 finding comfort in deathly weapons
Oh Jesper please don't start crying cause I will too
they're all so smart
how tf she know all those languages
y'all I don't think I like Zoya all that much
ONCE AGAIN SHE'S SO SMART
MATTTTT
omg she said he looks like a painting
crying, screaming
oh Nina..
um...everyone makes mistakes! you'll be ok!
ew. um. I would rather die, actually.
Me thinks Jarl Brum is a little bitch
I wish I understood all the words they're saying
NO. FUCKING. WAY. I'M GONNA LOSE MY MIND IF THEY DO WHAT I THINK THEY'RE IMPLYING.
oh some boy to the rescue
oh nvm.
NINA YESSSS SLAY
WHAT DID SHE JUST SAYYYY UGHHHHH
omg she's going to kill him!!!
I support women's rights but I also support their wrongs
joking I know she won't kill him
ooh she called out the name calling too
glad I'm not the only one
OMG NINA YOU DID WHAT
YOU'RE RIGHT HE DOES HAVE A RIGHT TO DISLIKE YOU 😦
I don't though, still love you SUPPORT WOMEN'S WRONGS!!! (/j)
OMG THIS HURTS.
I'M GONNA CRY-
Last chapter of this part, Chapter 15, Matty boy's perspective
Back to the short chapters
oh...violent per usual
WYLAN BITING THE DISK 💀
oooh Brum died? YIPEE!!!
omg Kaz 😭
HE'S SO IN LOVE
Kaz scary sometimes
AWWW HE'S WARMING UP TO WYLAN
"my ghost won't associate with your ghost)" MATTYYY 💀
CHAPTER 16, along with part 3, AND AN INEJ POV!!!
oh she's crying-
BEST FRIENDS!!!!!
3 DAYS?????
HELPPP THIS FRIENDSHIP IS EVERYTHING
I feel like Kaz has a death wish
OMG I NEED THEM TOGETHER. SHE CARES SO MUCH FOR HIM.
I LOVE INEJ AND NINAAAAA
not her bullying her singing 💀
THEY LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HER
THESE POOR CHILDREN
Chapter 17, AND JESPERRRRRRRR
I'd probably jump too, seems boring
HELP BOTHER WYLAN
they love each other
ok Wylan, come on now
JESPER IS JUST LIKE ME BRO
oh the lovers are quarreling
HELP "You're not dead!" JESPER 💀
Y'all...it's a good thing I'm a multi-shipper.../hj
"YOU'RE NOT INVITED" 💀
am I though?? I love waffles
Jesper is a people watcher
LIKE I SAID JUST LIKE ME FR
"Would it kill him to smile every once in a while" "very possibly" YALL 😭
Inej and Jesper friendship supremacy
omg Jesper loves Kaz
me too
AND HE ASKS ABOUT WYLAN
THEY'RE IN LOVE
WHAT
WITH HIS TUTOR???
SLAY WYLAN
SHE READ THE LETTERS I CAN'T
HE DOESN'T LIKE THE OCEAN EITHER????
JESPER WE'RE JUST SO CONNECTED
I told you Jesper has a crush on Kaz. "feeling his cheeks heat" I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE
idek if I'm joking at this point not
THEY'RE THE BEST CHARACTERS OUT OF THE WHOLE BOOK
I LOVE THEM YOU GUYS I LOVE THEM
alright day 2 (or 3, can't remember) of you guys putting up with my total BULLSHIT
Chapter 18, KAZZZZ
my husband fr
and Inej's
TRYING TO FIND AN EXCUSE TO TALK TO HER 😭
Kaz always has something over someone 💀
"tell me you know that. He needed her to say it." "He needed to know she believed him." HE WANTS HER TO TRUST HIMMMM
NO.
JORDIE.
OH THAT BITCH
BRO ISTFG
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CRYING SCREAMING PASSING OUT OMG I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I WANNA-
BE RID OF THIS DISTRACTION? KAZ BREKKER. ISTFG IF YOU LOSE HER BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID TRAIN OF THOUGHT I'LL CRY.
KAZ BREKKER. 😡😡😡
BRO "He didn't want Inej." YOU JUST FUCKING SAID-
OH. THAT'S A HORRIBLE WAY TO DIE- POOR KAZ'S DAD-
HE GREW UP ON A FARM.
KAZ IS A FARMER BOY.
THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY.
this is gonna be sad.
oh he liked the omelets :(
OMG HES SO INNOCENT
FUCK NOT WCS
OMG I CAN'T DO THIS RN
HE BLAMES HIMSELFFFFF
I'M GONNA SOB
JORDIEEEE
NOOO YOU JINXED IT
actually about to start crying
knowing Jordie dies hurt
WHERE IS SASKIA NOW
"That seems like cheating" and he does it now :(
omg Filip not a good idea
AHHH
he didn't.
he didn't just trick some helpless CHILDREN right?
OMFG HE DID.
OH THE RIBBON
OH THE METAPHOR
OMG OUCH HOLY SHIT
Chapter 19, Matty boy is back
Feel like it hasn't been his pov in forever
It's only been 4 chapters.
Embarrassing on my part 💀
anyways this chapter is so long
20 pages this time
still not that long but longer than the last time I complained about it
anyways
I love Nina
HE CAN SMILE???
He's such a child
it's so funny
Finally they're having contact without them trying to kill each other
OMG HE'S SO IN LOVE
AHHHH in a good way this time
uh oh running out of romance tabs
you ruined it Matty boy
I love that they say that
"Strange people" PLEASE
So real Jesper
Kaz has his priorities straight
money>>>>everyhing/hj
HE LEFT HIS CANE????
omg they just keep going 😭
sometimes I forget they're technically speaking another language
do none of them have mothers
If Matty betrays them istg
Don't pull a Peter Matty boy
Ah fuck I'm out of post-its for my in-book annotations
ugh I should've been better prepared 😭
omg I'm ALSO always in charge of making sure people don't start fighting
ONCE AGAIN, KAZ IS A FUCKING GENIUS.
omg Matty, I love you, but you're getting on my fucking nerves
KAZ PAIRING WYLAN AND JESPER TOGETHER AGAIN
PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SHIPS HIM
THERE'S NO WAY I'M THE ONLY ONE
AT LEAST YOU FOUND SOMETHING TO AGREE ON 💀
Matty, they ARE crows
HIM IMITATING THE BELLS
Because you're in love Matty boy, that's why
HOW LONG WAS NINA PULLING HIS HEAVY ASS BODY WITH HER? AND USING POWERS?? DAMN
awww they're so cute
if we look past the fact they are very close to death
um...
HE TURNED AROUND FOR HER
Nah I don't think it's intentional I think you just have a dirty mind Matty boy
"Then you're as stupid as you look" SLAY NINA!!!!
OMG MATT GET OVER YOURSELF AND TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES.
IT'S NOT NATURAL FOR SOMEONE TO BE AS STUPID AS HE IS TALL 💀💀💀
A BURLY SQUID????? NINAAA
AHHHH
"He lied. He did like the way she talked."
MATTY
oh god
GO OFF NINA!!!!
HOW IS ONE OF THEM ALIVE?
oh poor Nina
YES NINA STAND YOUR GROUND
Matthias. Yes I just said your real name. That is such a fucked up thing to say.
SLAY NINA
Chapter 20, NINAAA
the ending of the last chapter made me really angry at Matty boy so
also I'm officially halfway through the book!!!
oh Nina loves him so much :/
so down bad
I LOVE THEM
well I get why he hates Grisha if his family was killed by them
WE DON'T EAT BABIES 💀
Matt you do not have fun you seem like the most boring person ever
I DIDN'T KNOW YOU COULD LAUGH I'M CRYING
Nina is so relatable
"Do you ever doubt yourself?"
"All the time." "I just don't show it."
OMG NINA JUST CALLED HIM OUT
fuck out of romance tabs
so cute though
OMG THEY NAME SHARED
AHHHHH
oh he angry
honestly has the right to
Nina now wtf come on
INEJ TO THE RESCUE!!!!
I might actually cry I found more tabs and I don't wanna go back
At least I have them for the future?
I DIDN'T EVEN THINK OF CHECKING MY BAG OMFG
IT'S A NEW FUCKING PACK TOO I'M GONNA START SOBBING
Switching general note post-its too BECAUSE THERE WAS A WHOLE FUCKING THING OF THOSE TOO
MY GOD 😭
how do you view Grisha as less than you WHEN THEY ARE LITERALLY BETTER THAN YOU IN SO MANY WAYS
ARE YOU CONTROLLING THE ELEMENTS? I DIDN'T THINK SO
CAN YOU KILL SOMEONE WITHOUT TOUCHING THEM? NOPE.
STAY IN YOUR FUCKING LANE
oh that's fucked up Kaz
ok well Nina is justified in all that
HE DOESN'T WANT IT???
WOOHOO
YIPPEE
HOPEFULLY THEY WON'T TRY TO KILL EACH OTHER NOW
Summing up what I read in school! (so ten pages)
That food was probably disgusting, CANNONS? "WHO KNEW I HAD A TASTE FOR LITERATURE" JESPER 💀. Good plan, but also so incredibly stupid wtf. NINA. Inej's discussion with Matty is so true.
alright continuing chapter 21, INEJ!!!
my wife fr
Bro Jesper is just so me
Bro, I'd give this man the most amazing, mind-blowing, leg-shaking, eye-rolling, breath-taking, sheet-grabbing, sloppiest head he's ever gotten in his entire life
Who said that cause it wasn't me
Def not
anyways
OH NO HE FLINCHED
oh shit they're pressed together
his touch thing
oh fuck
don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
Matty boy scary
"IT LOOKS LIKE LEAVING THEM IN A DITCH" 💀
Nina and Matty boy are so cute 😍
IDEAL FOR FAKING SUICIDES????
This book gives me stress
OMG KAZ I'M GONNA CRY
FAINTED??? SOBBING SCREAMING RIPPING MY HAIR OUT
Chapter 22, KAZZLE DAZZLE
SCARED FR
oh their story is so sad :/
NOOOOOO JORDIE
OH MY GOD.
HE'S SO YOUNG
THIS ISN'T FAIR
I'M ACTUALLY CRYING
HE HAD TO USE HIS BODY
OH HONEY YOU'RE NO MONSTER DON'T SAY THAT
OMG HIM AND INEJ I'M GONNA SOB
OH NO HE'S PANICKING CAUSE INEJ ISN'T THERE
TANKS?
Kaz slays with the quotes per usual
JESPER 💀
OH LORD KAZ I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN
THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES JESPER
oh Kaz :/ I FEEL SO BAD
"Kaz knew the word for cripple in plenty of languages" KAZZZZZZ 😭
SLAY KAZ YOU DO THAT!!!
Chapter 23, JESPER!!!!!
He just like me but my father doesn't understand so 🤷🏻♀
THE LEG WAS ASKING FOR IT????? WHAT????
I WANT MORE WYLAN 😡
Love Jesper and Wylan so much
SINCE WHEN IS HE A FABRIKATOR
I LOVE THEM
THEY'RE BOTH FARM BOYS
Y'ALL THAT'S TOO FUNNY TO ME
THE FLIRTINGGGG
Chapter 24, NINA!!!
my other wife
so pretty much all of the Fjerdan are hella tall? scary
THOSE CELLS ARE HORRIBLE
poor Nina
UH OH UH OH UH OH
NOT AN ALARM OMG
Chapter 25, Inej!!!
even his gloves are genius
AH ISTG IF SHE FALLS
THE SHOES???
omg Kaz and Inej 😍
I hate this place.
EW HELEEN IS DISGUSTING
Flexing like a goddamn acrobat
"Better terrible truths than kind lies"
so real for that one
please Inej, keep going 😭
THANK YOU RAIN OMG
THE STRESS
YES INEJ, YES IT IS!!!
Chapter 26, my husband
the only thing keeping him alive rn is revenge
KAZ YOU BIT HIM??? 😭
Genius at 9
A ROCK??? BRO KAZ WAS AS RUTHLESS AT 9 AS HE IS NOW
Rietveld
Kaz Rietveld
Idk doesn't have the same ring to it but that might just be because I'm used to Brekker
Kaz should teach me cards imagine how much money I'd get
OMG HE'S HERE?
KAZ
ok y'all I'm gonna start struggling I've used too many images so I have like 3 more chapters I can go between and then I'm gonna have to start a new post
I'm gonna cry
anyways
chapter 27 JESPER!!!
OH I FORGOT ABOUT THE ALARM
ok they're all good
for now
HELP JESPER IS TOO FUNNY THIS IS A SERIOUS SITUATION
NOT THE MENAGERIE 😡
chapter 28, INEJ!!!!
my wife fr
DEMON AGAIN 💀
bro how are they all geniuses
so we have a new plan!!!!!
WDYM MISS THAT LOOK YOU'LL BE SEEING IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
RIGHT? RIGHT??????
I like shiny things
omg I hate this
DON'T SAY THAT
omg Matty said it
JESPER 💀
Omg she's gonna leave.
OMG HE TOUCHED HER.
AHHHH
HE DIDN'T PULL AWAYYYY
omg she'd be such a good captain
they all have horrific backgrounds
I love Nina sm
HELP
"all I can see is your ass" 💀
THEY CALLED HIM A TULIP
BRO THAT'S BETTER THAN THE STORK THING
I CAN'T RN
DON'T FLIRT WITH HIM FLIRT WITH ME
OMG INEJ ISTG IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU
this is the last chapter I'm doing on this post
BUT CHAPTER 29!! MATTY BOY
I love Jesper
Bro loves her so much
we just moving past that??
HE DIDN'T SHOOT!!! WOOHOO!!!
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Was Tagged in this post by @azonine and my edible hit a while ago. let's go for it everybody thank you beloved
Last Song: my sister and i were listening to our spotify blend earlier and i think it's updating itself bc i could've sworn the last thing i remember was something like passion by nicki minaj with a pink album cover but i can't find this song so i think i made it up. likely what i actually hear was Bomb Intro / Pass That Dutch by Missy Elliot. it's my sister's contribution but i vibe with it. apparently we're an 83% match which is interesting. she also keeps making fun of me for saying ethoslab is attractive but i'm literally right. sorry you wouldn't understand
Favorite Color: BRIGHT red slightly pink. i never used to say i have a favorite color and i lost my shoe. i've found it. anyway i gravitate towards red, especially that shade. i also love just black of course but that is a safe color that goes with anything. but red. that's bold. also many flowers are red. flowers are gorgeous. every single one. godbless they make the world cooler
Last Movie/TV: The Wilds. one of those cancelled lesbian shows. unfortunate. it's not as good as Yellowjackets though. i think they spend too much time on everyone's backstories but they're honestly not that complex like half of season 1 is leah having a breakdown over that guy and they want to be like leah is an obsessive person but they only show the one thing like. her other obsessions are so much more interesting i don't care about mr pedophile writer guy i literally do not care. let her go insane she deserves it for being bisexual. the last movie is possibly blue beetle which was alright for an airplane movie, wish i could pause it though. why tf is it a channel? who put live channels on planes? who did that? you deserve SUFFERING. also, while i was writing this i realized i actually later watched the new percy jackson episode with my sister so that actually but i don't remember anything from the books and unfortunately the show is clearly directed towards the same age range as the original series and it's like. good for what it is but selfishly i wish it was cooler for me specifically. rick riordan is cool though
Sweet/Spicy/Savory?: sweet or savory depends on my mood really. but savory maybe? although i am searching it up and now i am confused about the definition. i love the savory crepes (the philly) from crepevine it's possibly my favorite meal ever. would love to eat crepevine every day all day ever
Relationship Status: newly single. please hmu if you like taking care of pathetic people or alternatively have a lot of money
Last Thing I Googled: "vegetable list" to answer the llff qotd which i keep saying in my head as "quote of the day". before that. soojin g-idle. queen. you would've killed it in queencard i know it. also as you can see above i am in fact single
Current Obsession: i think my depression is currently bad enough to prevent me from a single obsession currently. i searched the wilds on tumblr a couple times but it's like 90% people complaining about canceled wlw shows bc tumblr search is unusable. i wouldn't call it anything close to an obsession though, it just happens to be what i'm currently binging. most recently though - poppy seed pets. also rewatched a couple community episodes. such a good show my god. wish alison brie was asian. also i have been thinking about tattoos a lot. specifically my new one which was my first. got with friends. very cute (: further i am going to be so abnormal about the boys s4. i don't have a kin list but i'm starting one rn putting jordan li at the top. minecraft character bdoubleo100 second. king from the owl house third. not for size reason we just both get disrespected. taking recommendations for additions that aren't a random small animal you saw on instagram - please keep in mind that i am 7'4" in real life and extremely intimidating. i am also considering adding nora from the wilds (autistic) and abed community (autistic) and todd sanchez bojack horseman (aspec but actually we're not that similar. i think i am just thinking about him. what a lad.) and perhaps. asian lesbian from scream queens because i too think chanel no. 3 is hot. actually every character from community except pierce is relateable. also generally any character that is "bad" representation of a minority group and knows it but i haven't seen much of that kind of character. they should make more of them for the bitches like me who are simultaneously whitewashed and a stereotype
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Reading SVSSS: Chapter 17
For those who don't know, I am reading SVSSS for the first time and sharing my thoughts!
If you have not read it, there will be spoilers! Consider this a warning.
Also- if you want to follow along, I am aiming to post updates daily. You can find all the posts in the tag bloopitynoot reads SVSSS. You can also check out the intro post for context on my read.
It's been a weekend!
I went to a wedding this weekend and my partner and I were on toddler babysitting duty. I naively thought I would be able to read a few chapters, but babies move fast yall. This was the only chapter I was able to read the entire time we were away.
I didn't even have a hot drink when I read it :'( But I did have this baby claim my lap (meet Winston).
Anyways- let's get into the chapter!!
ofc we start off this chapter with him waking up yet again with Tianlang-Jun. p113
Oh god, wait is the army marching to get rid of the sects with SQQ in their presence? Is this another way to frame SQQ?? Why would he just be with this army? p113
oh fuck, SQQ's arm. That's so rough oh no, the flowers really are growing. p114
and the means to take care of it is equally terrible. he has to BURN IT OFF. p115
Why is Luo Binghe's dad like this LOOOOL Him asking if SQQ fucked (Dual cultivated with) his son. pp116-117
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL Tianlang-jun humming the epic love ballad to SQQ. this man really is shipping these two hard. What a total weirdo (in the best of ways). p117
wait. he wants to MERGE two realms? How tf do you even do that? wouldnt that like fuck with spacetime or something? p119
Oof what a horrible sounding relationship that was between Tianlang-jun and Su Xiyan. I hope we learn more about these two because it is really a bizarre dynamic they had. I feel like this guy just fetishizes humans p121
ooo! How did Luo Binghe arrive here? bro just shows up in the middle of a war camp. is it a dream? Either way LOL we have yet another absolutely wild kiss pp122-123
AND THEN SQQ not even being mad about Luo Binghe force kissing him- instead being mad that Luo Binghe gave Tianlang-jun Xin Mo LOL p123
Why is Luo Binghe so stupid XD not a thought in that boys head about consequences or anything. Like my dude, there is about to be an entire war and you seem to not give a shit. pp124-125
RIP hahahahaha hiding luo binghe in his bed p125
and Luo Binghe being Big Mad about ZZL "coming in while Shizun is sleeping" p125
NOT THE MISUNDERSTANDING. "we agreed on this" " agreed on what??" p126
OMG this scene is an entire comedy of errors LOL we have SQQ sitting on Luo Binghe on his bed with ZZL there. p129
OMG NOW TIANLANG-JUN IS THERE. He thinks ZZL and SQQ are fucking but that SQQ is also fucking his son. This guy must fully think SQQ is the biggest man whore. p131
AND NOW HE'S IN THE CUCK CHAIR BYE. "I don't mind, continue." p133
Tianlang-jun is having an entire conversation with SQQ while Luo Binghe is hidden beside/underneath just trying not to murder Zhuzhi-lang. p134 This is WILD.
Liu Qingge is actually going to get himself killed at this rate. He couldn't beat Luo Binghe the lesser demon, and here he is openly challenging Tianlang-jun. p136
oh no! so it was zhuzhi-lang who killed Gongyi Xiao :( p142
Liu Qingge "are you together?" SQQ: "it's complicated" p144
Wait- what's wrong with Luo Binghe? pp149-150
oh god. is Liu Qingge concerned for SQQ's virtue XD Is this going to be another "SQQ is a slut" rumour- like is someone going to see the three of them go into a room together? Though I am here for the SQQ is not actually a hoe but becomes the universes biggest rumoured hoe agenda. p152
Luo Binghe- I'm paying and - oh no- I only have enough for 2 rooms p153
SQQ forcing the two of them to have a room together while he takes his own. Just totally leaving them to fight one another about it XD p154
"Yes, Shen Qingqiu insisted he was still straight!" p155 okay buddy I believe you
SO many notifications form the system! threshold exceeded for satisfaction points, "high energy ahead", satisfaction point report monthly (LOL I presume he is going to have one hell of a shock when he sees). pp156-157
Knock Knock Knock
WHO IS IT THO?
#bloopitynoot reads svsss#svsss spoilers#mxtx svsss#svsss#scum villain#scum villans self saving system#Shen Qingqiu is definitely straight#he INSISTED
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I posted 1,383 times in 2022
1,381 posts created (100%)
2 posts reblogged (0%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@transrowanstar
@wcamino-confessions
I tagged 353 of my posts in 2022
#submission - 145 posts
#from the queue - 57 posts
#off topic - 39 posts
#mod x - 38 posts
#response - 37 posts
#ask to tag - 25 posts
#jokes - 25 posts
#mod dawn - 14 posts
#<- mod dawn - 11 posts
#mod post - 9 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#this is exactly what happens when you guys get so mad at the lt. you stop thinking and attacking them for every little reason your minds1/2
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
since someone wants to create some drama about me because I decided to sell my character to someone else.
this person was hella sketchy, I was about to block them because they made me slightly uncomfortable. the fact they purchased $25 of points for a $15 paypal character?
this user was attempting the good ole chargeback scam. rather than spending the $15 to friends and family on paypal, they bought $25 of points to send to me and chargeback. happened before to a friend so i’m very wary about accepting points.
you’re not entitled to purchase any of my characters. you’re not entitled to the rights of my characters and you’re certainly not entitled to tell me what offer I am allowed to accept or deny.
you made me incredibly uncomfortable and attempted to pull a scam. i was getting ready to block you but noticed you had messaged me.
maybe instead of paying $25 for points, could have saved yourself $10 + got the character. fucking scammer type energy right there.
66 notes - Posted March 13, 2022
#4
putting this in my bio
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67 notes - Posted February 22, 2022
#3
nah because why tf are people on this app so rude for no reason 💀 i offered 2k ac for two fullbodies(they showed two styles, but when they said they accepted my offer they didnt say there was a price difference between the two styles in the first place)
See the full post
73 notes - Posted November 6, 2022
#2
Y’all owe deesh a huge apology
The fact that y’all ((@ tizzy and Yuna especially)) think it’s okay to purposefully trigger deesh is disgusting
WAC is a place for opinions, but opinions don’t fucking including trying to emotional hurt someone by using something THEY HAVE ESPECIALLY SAID DOES THAT
Im not going to be posting what deesh said without there permission, but the fact they had to ask you guys multiple times to stop doing something that triggered them and you decide to respond to that by making a post calling them that and including a screenshot of them saying is a trigger is gross
is deesh annoying? Maybe, but being annoying isn’t a crime, if you dislike someone block and move on. You don’t borderline harass them
And don’t even think about using the opinion excuse again because it’s very clear that some of you don’t even fully agree with it
Not even 2 weeks ago did Yuna and tizzy and whoever else is associated with wa69 go one a whole tirade accusing wac of doxxing someone. When the person who was responsible for the doxxing wasn’t even involved. Or the fact that you guys specifically made a whole other blog to make fun of wac because wac thought you guys harassing the lt wasn’t okay. So it’s a “place for opinions” until suddenly those opinions don’t line up with yours?
The fact you guys went so far against deesh despite the fact that basically everyone involved has done worse is so hypocritical
Yeah sure it makes perfect sense that yuna, someone who’s told lt they deserve to die, is allowed to trigger deesh because “they’re annoying”
But it’s hypocritical that Deesh complains about complex adopts despite the fact that people constantly do that without many people calling it out and that one of the people who were calling deesh hypocritical also made a post saying certain adopts were scams?
88 notes - Posted March 24, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
some people need to stop acting like a victim for getting banned, looking at you mistystorm- like it was hella justified stop bringing it up literally every chance you get
124 notes - Posted March 5, 2022
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#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#storm if youre in the discord lmk i will give you a silly role
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