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3hr and 16 minute nigel freehand
it went pretty well though all things considered. especially given the fact that i haven’t truly free-handed in MONTHS
#vampire vibes tbh. i love it#didn’t add a watermark bc i may come back to this later and fix some things up#so don’t be surprised if i end up reposting it or editing this post with the updated version#literally was 2 hours into this before i realized i could’ve referenced the encore magazine cover or the classroom scene from the film.#why do i even bother?#like minds#art#drawing#murderous intent#nigel colbie#fanart#like minds 2006#nigel colbie fanart#like minds fanart#tom sturridge
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Coming soon—I shall attempt to fake a camper road trip in a game that hates both cars and world editing! 🤣☠️
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#why do i even bother?#sim storyteller problems#give me my cars back!#give me my world editing tools back!
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#vent#I really don't think I'm made for interacting with communities.#I never get big. Hell I rarely ever get small. I'm usually just super ignored#and that sucks! It makes me not want to interact or do anything.#Playing in the corner with my toys. Alone. Watching everyone else play together#Trying to play with others and just getting ignored.#Why do I even bother?#I'm going to keep going with my newest blog as long as I can. Especially because I'm also using it to like host the story itself#but I know that ultimately when the larger community doesn't even know I exist...#i mean shit. the fact I posted my first chapter and the only people interacting with it are my friends and myself#already makes me want to give up now. Before I put too much time into it.#before another “nationalparkofficial” happens. I put so much time and love into that blog. And for what. For fucking what#I still love the characters I made for it though. So at least I have that.#I wonder sometimes if its because I don't add art.#but other times I wonder if its because I'm that atrocious at making stories.
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"I reached out, but no such luck." So it isn't Kevin, good to know.
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Me: *meticulously tags my posts so that people's filters can spot them and so that I can find them again later*
Later Me: ....dear Search function, I have used that tag on more than one post. See? Here in the archives? I've found five with that tag already. No, it's not 'okay'...none of them are the one I want.
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And oh look, some fan troll who has never said two words to me in my life has found one of my posts 'cause of the tag and has come out of the woodwork to let me know what an idiot I am and why I need to crawl into a hole. Lovely.
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Of course the minute I think I wanna get through a hundred accounts today is the minute the program starts freezing and lagging.
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Friendly reminder that sexualizing/blorbofying Luigi Mangione and your support for him being a quirky little trending meme is exactly why 1. he's been almost forgotten about when any other time his actions would've had far more rippling consequences, 2. why nothing will ever get done in this fucking ass country, much less the positive-- if violent-- change we need, and 3. goes to show the sheer imbecility of the "lol be gay do crimes" demographic.
Where was your support for Briana Boston, who was falsely arrested just for quoting him? Oh, right, she's not a conventionally attractive white man for you to turn into your next Tumblr sexyman.
#Why do I even bother expecting anything out of the same group that sanitized a rebellion statement into a cute uwu callsign#But are too scared to shoplift and would DEFINITELY snitch on someone during an ICE raid if they believed said person didn't#live up to their chronically online neoliberal morals? You assholes couldn't even boycott chick-fil-a. You fell for Tiktok's propaganda for#a dopamine hit. You hide your head in the sand and make up the most inane bullshit to tear eachother apart with to distract#yourselves from ALL THE REAL FUCKING PROBLEMS. There's no way we're getting a revolution‚ and if we do‚ you all will be on the#wrong side. But heaven forbid you forget to preface your ukulele apology video with a “tw p0l1t1cs”.#politics#uspol#us politics#america#american politics#luigi mangione#claims adjuster#briana boston#deny defend depose#current events#capitalism#liberals#brian thompson#usa#united healthcare#uhc#ice raids#la migra#trump administration
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ok someone please correct me if i'm wrong but am i weird for thinking those 'audiobooks don't count as reading' posts are ableist as fuck????
#ramble#my first thought was like: how is this even a debate what about blind people. not every book comes in braille but MOST have an audiobook#or dyslexic people#you still enjoyed the book!! you still absorbed it!!! you got EXACTLY the same thing as people who read the words!!!#how does it not count????#i guess you miss out on the 'learning new vocab' you get through seeing the words but also#i don't really do audiobooks but i do a lot of podcasts esp fiction podcasts#and i have ABSOLUTELY picked up new stuff from there that helps with my writing#someone please explain how this is even an argument of COURSE it counts????#idk in my opinion finishing a book means 'i put the words in my brain and i thought about them and i enjoyed a story'#not 'i held a stack of paper in my hands for a bit'#i'm v lucky that i do have time to sit and read. and whenever i commute anywhere it's public transport so i CAN bring a book with me#but if i didn't have the free time or had to drive for hours everywhere i would be STOKED to still get to enjoy books#it's been REALLY bothering me lmao idk why i feel so strongly#for some reason it's giving the same energy as like. being told you can't take a comic or manga from the library bc it's not a 'real' book#of course it's a real book it's a story somebody wrote down#i can see this spiralling into 'if you have a kindle you aren't reading'. you have to sniff the paper. feel the papercuts
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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.
If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.
#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many#i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok#no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them#they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me#also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that#a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though#i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told#tiny skk adventures#nawy's comics#nawy's doodles#apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this
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POV you’ve informed the Queen and the Court’s Sorcerer of something and they very clearly know something that they’re not letting on
#hehe just a silly doodle#Gwen’s great at subtlety so would this even happen? debatable#just feel like they’d definitely get up to magical shenanigans post-canon#plus there were enough things in the show that could make a reappearance#Lady Vivian is visiting? Oh no is she still under the curse??? D: *cue mutual looks of alarm*#(it’s okay she’s not. justiceforvivian2024)#but anyway STILL they’d definitely go sneaking around in the vaults or library to find answers to the latest Situation tm#like yeah magic is legal and Guinevere is literally the queen#but that doesn’t stop them from shiftilly snooping!! shiftilly snooping just Happens when ur friends with Merlin#it’s like enrichment for them#ANYWAY yet again I have NO idea what proper anatomy is and I did not use a reference for Merlin and only glanced at one for Gwen so#sorry I cannot do u justice merlin + guinevere </3#my mom once glanced at one of my doodles when I was home and she was like why does Merlin look like a monkey#WHICH WAS KINDA OUT OF POCKET TBH 😭😭#but maybe one of these days I’ll actually learn drawing-related things so I can better spread my beloved post canon Merlin agenda#Merlin#Gwen#merlin fanart#bbc merlin#my art#art#merwen#EDIT: fixed up the colouring bc it was bothering meee rip
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Curly hair is expensive and a waste of effort
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"Oi, Chibi. Guess why I'm here? Unfortunately, I have to announce to you that I'm not dead yet and I'm here to annoy you."
-@wastedbandages
"... I didn't even drink yet, what the hell"
*^ very much convinced that Dazai isn't real.*
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Would anyone ELSE like to admit they've been personally victimized by the god or goddess they follow?
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#Larian said why bother coming up with seven original backstories when we can do religious indoctrination REALLY well#also please I'm begging everyone make sure you hit the creche I know it's easy to miss because it's in that weird offshoot area#but it's GOOD#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act II spoilers#croissant adventures#tav#lae'zel#gale#astarion#I love drawing little gremlin guys now lmao#Also can you believe this is comic 41!#I've made 41 of these things?!#And I'm not even halfway done!#comics
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kind of bleh doodle i did at like 3 am last night :P meowple... meepurr...
#my art#inanimate insanity#ii#inanimate insanity fanart#ii mephone4#mephone4 ii#mephone4#ii mephone3gs#mephone3gs ii#mephone3gs#also little mepad & 4s there#catified#catified art#💔Idk why i put the cracks on. the metal and fur too.......#its okay it was 3 am#i need to actually do the other pixel gifs like i wanted to#i love tehse sillies so much#also i like how u can tell what app i used#procreate my brushes r all textured but for some reason ibis they arent#i spam my tags too mcuh HEJDHJWSJ#not even bothering adding my watermark this time bc its so bleh#its Okay It was. 3 Am
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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