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softcarebears · 2 years ago

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y'all i burned my hand with hot soup💀😭

#istg #this was my 3rd time making soup by myself and i was happy to do it so that my mom can taste it for the first time #since my fam said it was delicious and that it was even better than my mom's #😭💀but it was also my first time using the pressure cooker to do the soup.i just used a pot for the times beforehand😭#and the pressure cooker is kinda shitty and it doesn't emit the vapour well #so i basically was eyeballing it in a sort #and it was all going well #😭💀#i finished putting all the veggies and then i put the chicken 😭 and closed it for a since the vapour was taking a long arse of a shithole #i decided to take the big spoon and press it onto the little thingy wobbly cylinder and allowed the air to pass through.#like all the air went out so i turned it off to open the fucking lid #AND GUESS WHAT BITCH #THE GREAT TUMULTUOUS ORANGE FUKUSHIMA TSUNAMI LURCHED ALL OVER MY FUCKING HAND ISTG #THIS HURT LIKE A BUTTCHEEK ON A STICK #GOOD THING IT WASNT A 3RD DEGREE BURN OR SMTH #NOW I HAVE A BUNCH OF DRIED UP TOOTHPASTE ALL OVER MY HAND (to relieve the pain)#now my mom and my sis are taking my place doing the soup #why do i always get burnt #😭😭#like tf did i do to you fuckarse of a pressure cooler #ugly ass bitch #im traumatized help #likeeeee #why me of all people #why is my life like this #why do i do this to myself #anyway crying rn #THIS IS LIVING PROOF THAT EVEN A GIRLBOSS HAS HER WEAK MOMENTS😭#ty for coming to my ted talk #storytime

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valentimmy · 2 months ago

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finished the sunburnt sephiroth doodles months later

#if I get sunburnt so does he.#Genesis is talking about like how his loveless play didn’t go as planned but I didn’t want to type all that so I just copy pasted the #the bee movie script and put it there ❤️❤️❤️#I think if sephiroth spent one boss fight in the sun for too long he would get burnt BADLY and that’s how he gets defeated they’re like wh #Why are you Red and he looks down goes NOOOOOOOO and the little defeated sephiroth thingy pops up #timmy draws stuff #fanart #digital art #my art #ff7 #ffvii #sephiroth #genesis rhapsodos #I need to actually draw genesis fr I always draw him angry next to sephiroth 😭#I need to draw angeal too #also what do you all think about the non-binary ball 🔥

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isbergillustration · 6 months ago

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1.5 min wip to reiterate how deeply open for commissions I am, how very much all my originals are for sale, etc

#coffee painting #my pay this month was the equivalent of 400$ which as you may imagine is Not Enough #i have a 0 hour contract where i work so. today i got a text about a free shift replied yes in less than a minute #and then got a reply telling me it was covered. this has happened twice today.#i gotta get a new and less healthcare-y job #anyway that's not your problem sorry about that #this is a person made of bad coffee that tastes burnt. why make bad coffee when it ia possible to make good coffee?#even with milk and ice and a hint of flavouring it is bad :(#how do we feel about me posting sketches and wips? i always worry it becomes obnoxiously much.

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thisisadonaldduckblognow · 2 years ago

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the way i rewatch any part of rottmnt and once again come away from canon leo wondering where the actual heck are people getting this “oohhhh he only thinks he’s good for self sacrifice or as a tool, he has absolutely zero self worth whatsoever” instead of the canon version who’s kind of a manipulative lil stinker and KNOWS he has stuff to bring to the table but isn’t sure how to be Seen

it’s not that he thinks he’s worthless or not wanted. i fuckin promise you that about rise leo. he does not seriously think he is unloved or unwanted or ~one mistake away from being dropped by his own family~ or whatever

what he IS is rejection-sensitive in the way that makes any time he fails feel like the end of the world to HIM (setting aside that time he messed up and it did literally trigger the near-apocalypse and near deaths of him and his family lol), so he’d rather not try than risk messing up

#rottmnt #if i woobified raph the way ppl do leo itd be like 3k word essay on how #idk #the ms cuddles prank was actually extremely cruel and insensitive and CLEARLY why raph had so many trust issues #esp w his dad laughing at him etc etc etc etc like #i dont get it i really dont!!!!#like even as far as the movie goes raph kinda. suffered.... more. yk.#im not big on suffering olympics but like.#raph also self sacrificed and got physically beat up in the big alien fight #AND tortured AND mutated AND mind probed AND controlled into hurting his own family #raph literally starts the movie trying to explain to leo how it is HIS JOB to keep their whole family safe and ready for the next struggle #his entire finale arc is about how tied into the identity of protector and carrying them all he really is and how bad that is on him #fandom makes me so mad when the canon material itself i always enjoy and want to pick apart even for leo #(who frankly im burnt out on! bc of the overwhelming attention he always gets!)

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jrueships · 3 months ago

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the little jrue is Traumatized by the Horrors of working fast food

#me receiving surgeon of the yr award for a job i literally just started and consider part time nd dont consider myself that job title #i used to volunteer my help around the rlly Rlly bad traumas of chicago and was begged employment #management is weird af of course bcs it's basically one burnt out bitch with a bunch of other burnt out bitches (everyone else) and very #VERY understaffed. hence my last second 16hr i survived #i cant even go in depth anywhere on what i do vs what i get billed for cus yea. does not even compare #but yea it's str8 up pitiful this job economy and it always will be #at least struggle in smthing u like or struggle on the side while u work a real one or watever idc #OH a funny thing to note i drive past a sign of demar in a bulls uni cus they didnt take it down yet #and it's riddled with Gun Shot Wounds like it's hilarious #id take a photo but it's on a busy road where u get yelled at not for going over 50mph #why is his hat shaped like the butt of a bread loaf lol

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 month ago

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I gravitate towards jobs and such in which I make decisions, and prefer to live alone which comes with many decisions, and then do creative hobbies that require me to make so many decisions, and I thought "Huh, decisions are hard, what would a nice day without decisions look like?" And then I realized I just meticulously planned out a whole day of no decisions by just making the decisions beforehand.

#im so tired of decisions #rn im pretty new at my job so not too many decisions but still aome stuff i have to do independently #but my last job was so many decisions. i coordinated so much and if i did it wrong evryone hated me #and before that i was a shift lead #and for the last four years at summer camp ive been an area director #and this year i applied for an office position which is even hugher than area director #and im trying to move out of my parents house which comes with so many decisions #why do i keep doing this to myself #i like leadership and independence too fucking much and then im burnt out on it #and i would love just one day in which i didnt have to make any decisions #unfortunately i know myself and i know that someone else would not make the right decisions #so i want to make the decisions beforehand #and then someone else just executes the decisions for me. if that makes sense #like i want to tell someone 'tomorrow we will wake up at 9am and go get coffee. i want aan iced mocha #after that we'll go to target and get a quick lunch at qdoba. one hour after lunch i would like an iced caramel coffee #i would like to drink this coffee while we go on a walk along the lake #then id like to go home and knit for two hours. you may do something in the same space but it has to be quiet and non-distracting #then we will have such a late dinner. pizza unless you are willing to cook one of the three things i am always okay with #then i will peruse my phone until midnight. then i will sleep #i want to lay that all out for someone snd then they facilitate it #like they just know 'okay its 9am get up we're going for coffee.' 'alright its midnight put down your phone for sleeps'#all damn day they just do the decisions for me. even though i already made them so i know they were made right #idk if that makes sense. im just so tired #i was laying in bed before sleeping and decided to plan my perfect day of no decisions #and realized that it was not decision-free because i had just made every decision #did i mention how tired i am

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arnold-layne · 1 year ago

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im taking meds im getting a decent amount of sleep theres no particular stress in my life rn why am i so fucking depressed

#like i always get hit by seasonal depression #and the weather is extremely glum and depressing lately #but still like why? im already taking the highest ampunt of my antidepressant and mood stabilizer. what fucking else can i do #my psychiatrist would just raise the doses because this med combo is the best that works for me she wont change it #maybe im just burnt out. im working 9 to 3 then go straight to uni and come home at 9. im tired #but like i can neither quit nor drop out these were once in a lifetime opportunities for me #but can i really handle it when i was barely handling half that workload in uni #arnold’s laments

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la0hu · 2 months ago

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masha broke a bowl by accident in the kitchen and when i brought her the broom and dustpan and asked her if she was okay, she looked at me, straight-faced, and said, "no, i'm not okay." and then i realized she meant that she still feels emotionally abused by the house somehow, and i felt a flash of anger because i am so sick of her shit, and i rephrased, "are you physically injured?" and she gave me another look and said "i'm physically okay." and then when connie asked from her room "what's going on?" masha replied "nothing new." like fuck off ohhhhhhhh my god

#p #i'm actually sick of making room for people like this #it's not me being kind or understanding. it's me being a doormat and driving myself crazy for not making everyone happy 24/7 #would masha feel better if i continually approached her and invited her to things and forgave her every time she acted like this?#yeah she would. and i can imagine the emotional place she's in right now is a terrible one and i empathize #which is why i feel guilty for being too tired to do the above. but also? but ALSO???#in her head she will always be the victim. everything we do she will always interpret in bad faith; choose the most unkind interpretation #it's gabe all over again. they live in an alternate reality from me and from the rest of the house and it is impossible to reconcile the tw #and i get this feeling of anger and a part of me thinks of it as me 'letting myself be a bitch' but it's not actually that #it's literally self-respect. it's me being so burnt out that i don't have the energy to pretend this is somehow my problem #the whole meme of 'aren't you tired of being nice. don't you wanna go apeshit' that's about being inauthentic not abt being nice #sure authentic/inauthentic is a loaded therapy term now but it's just accurate. i should be able to NOT do things if i'm not moved to #i don't feel like talking to her. i don't feel like inviting her to things. i don't feel like giving an apology for an imaginary wrong #she can hate me for the rest of time. she can be miserable for the rest of the year while she stays here. i don't fucking care #she is making herself miserable. it is absolutely 100% on her. in any way that matters it is up to her to fix her own shit #i am so sick of this idea that somehow through the healing power of kindness and friendship everyone can be lifted up #because actually some people refuse to be helped. and it is so hard for me to reconcile this with my worldview #but it's been proven to me over and over again that this is the truth.#i guess it doesn't necessarily apply to material realities but i think it does for emotional ones #but even that division between the material and the social/emotional feels false to me. they're always related #maybe the actual lesson is that you as an individual and sometimes even as a community #have limited resources. and while the world's ills could theoretically be solved with infinite generosity and kindness #you cannot singlehandedly make that happen.#and also if the other party isn't receptive there's only so much you can do.#god i've written like a fucking essay trying to justify to myself why i'm angry at masha bc i want to be validated for it #even though i know by now that i actually don't need to explain myself to anyone -- even to myself

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failed-inspection · 1 year ago

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Queerplatonic Sunstone, like and subscribe

#lex rambles #rain world downpour #rw five pebbles #rw seven red suns #rw sunstone #As much as I love to joke about them being divorced. To me their I always saw their relationship as not specifically romantic #But they really did mean a lot to each other...#I honestly just really love their story and dynamic so much there's something so tragic about it #They were so close.... but in one's attempt to help the other they lost everything... And burnt their bridges...#Waah #Like. There's something to be said about that. There's something to be said about the fact they never get the chance to reconcile.#There's something to be said about how Suns had faith in what Pebbles was trying to do despite all the risks only to essentially #doom him and his sister in the process...#ALSO. THE ARTI DIALOG WHERE PEBBLES SHOWS REGRET ABOUT WHAT HE SAID TO SUNS....#“None of them understood my theories. but Suns. they trusted me. They risked so much trying to help me. and I hurt them.”#“It's only now. after I've had so much time to think on it. that I understand why I was so angry.”#“I lashed out. because out of everyone. they were the last individual I wanted to confront me about my mistakes...”#LIKE????? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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dsgustng · 2 years ago

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I hate that Disability thing where ur disability is.... debilitating and affects ur every day life in extremely drastic ways... but it always feels like you need to be worse to ever get proper help or be taken seriously..

#i spent years of my life learning how to mask my autism because i was punished constantly and im like. just barley capable of working #and because of it everyone says i dont 'act autistic' or like 'youre able to work fine so you must not be'#i cant work fine!!! i cant! how many times do i have to explain to people im constantly exhausted and burnt out #'oh you do things fine an autistic person would struggle with basic task' I DO!!! IM JUST GOOD AT PRETENDING LIKE IM HANDLING SHIT DAWG #its also annoying because their arbitrary rules on what makes an autistic person is always rlly contradictory and biased #also with being physically disabled people dont get it . like yeah. i can stand and mop and run but it hurts #it gets to the point i cant hold up my own weight anymore #why dont people get it

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heyitslapis · 1 year ago

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I don't have time for people who don't have time for me

#yes yes i know adult life leaves little room for spending time with people who you care about & even if we have time we're burnt out #but my whole adult life has been white-knuckled clinging to relationships or people that barely if ever send that energy back #as soon as theyre onto the next person that will entertain them. as soon as theyve found something to fill the time that i usually take up #as soon as theyve gotten all they wanted from me emotionally. as soon as its inconvient to see me. almost as soon as theyre bored #then suddenly its me waiting for a text. waiting for a day to hang out. hearing over and over again that yet another thing is more importan #than me. and i get it. life happens. schools important. work is important. rest is important. but at the point im at in my life #im looking for people who actually make an effort not just give months and months of excuses as to why they suddenly cant hang out #im a pushover. im easy-going. im a very understanding person. i get it bc theres also very few days per week that im free to socialize #but i cant keep letting myself act subservient to everyone else in my life. i always put my friends & potential friends so high on pedestal #i treat them & their time as precious. now i refuse to let someone do anything but the same for me. my time/energy/love is just as precious #i dont deserve only a text when you need something from me or just to act as a treat to tide me over until the next transgression #and i certainly am NOT going to be the person that you can stand-up and then expect to still answer your text. not anymore.#in prioritizing my mental health lately ive realized that this pattern HAS TO STOP. i cant allow myself to continue the same harmful cycles #i deserve better. i need better. i WANT BETTER #emma vents #vent tag #healing tag

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starlooove · 8 months ago

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The validation is crazy rn

#bc remember actually #It might’ve been a diff blog #anyways a few years back #i made a post about how ppl like Candace Owens and Pearl and kalvin garrah and Blair white #are stuck tap dancing for the rest of their lives #Bc the second they do smth ‘progressive’ they get kicked out #and we sure as hell don’t want them back?#yeah mira 💀#MIRA #E DICHOOOOO #CASO CERRADO #like even when they stop with the weird shit they will NEVER have the success they previously did bc they burnt both bridges?#Y’know whats crazy tho I feel like white women are more aware of this than anyone else #which is why they go so hard till they can’t and then go some more #from my experience black ppl always feel like they’re safe 😭#PERO MIRAAAAAAA

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heycoyotegirl · 1 year ago

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love how the message of season 4 was that you have to have extremely good grades and have gone to parties to be able to successfully adjust to university

#nhie s4 spoilers #nhie s4 #nhie #never have i ever #nhie critical #if you had mediocre grades or were too uptight might as well not even bother going since you're apparently fucked #like. devi ben and fab all got into an ivy and seemed to be enjoying university and doing well right away #meanwhile we have eleanor who gets 1 rejection and gives up on furthering her education entirely (why didn't she think about film school??)#and paxton who worked So Hard to get into college only to immediately drop out just because his roommate was shitty #& blair who was an excellent student but partied too hard and failed out and tried to keep it a secret because it was 'kind of humiliating'#like. blair mentioned that she was burnt out but then it was almost immediately reframed as her having been 'too perfect' in high school #the only character who never planned to go to college was trent who was so bad at school he had to repeat his senior year #why weren't there any students who had done well at high school yet struggled academically even though they were genuinely trying?#or students who hadn't done super well in high school but then thrived in university when they had more freedom to choose their classes #where were the top students who didn't get into their first choice school? or knew that they didn't want to go to college at all?#obviously the show couldn't cover every possible permutation of how people decide whether to go to college and then how they adjust to it #but it's uhhh not great that the 3 'smartest' main characters were admitted into ivies and immediately thrived at university #while the 3 who struggled with school or prioritized non-academic interests either didn't try to go to college or gave up extremely fast #the show has always had moments where characters will be elitist but it seemed much more prominent & tied into the narrative this season #my post #my meta #tag ramble

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monarchisms · 2 years ago

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of course, feel free to ask me anything mc related. whether it be for the life series or AH or the game itself, go crazy

#i almost burnt myself out on ahwol stuff because #i felt like i always had to make Something to keep it going #but the best way to do that is for me to chill tf out #hence why the stuff i make is sporadic #not worrying about how many notes my stuff gets now is pretty freeing ngl

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non-un-topo · 11 months ago

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Those days where you open your drawing program and just want to have a fucking meltdown

#i'm calling it. i have lost my ability to draw. and write apparently.#maybe i do need to angrily clean my bathroom because i feel like i'm on fire rn. like i'm just boiling inside.#it's still funny though because i get gender euphoria when my depression manifests as anger like this.#sig why don't you listen to more system of a down and stare blankly at the ceiling for two hours. i'm sure that would fix you.#i shouldn't have an online presence when i feel this depressed lol but it's tumblr #the day after a night out drinking is always dark. no bby boy don't cut yourself ahaha. seriously i won't but i can't just sit here #i should clean.#i think i know what burnout feels like now but i still keep pushing myself anyway. so i can't be burnt out then huh.#i definitely have some serious depression lol. i'm not saying T would fix me buuuuuuuuuuuuuut...

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago

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i might seem like just a mentally ill eccentric. but deep down i care about the children

#im talking about my job #tales from diana #i probably dont seem eccentric at all to the ppl i work w just socially anxious (which is very obvious irl & always has been w me)#i dont know how to explain my conflict about working at my high school lately other than. it's not just my trauma #with that particular building. i mean yes it's very much awoken w me when im in there #but everything that was wrong w the *culture* of my school. the way teenagers in that district acted.#it's like. exactly the way i left it seven years ago #and i think a lot of it has to do with the incompetence of the administration and i hate to say it but. individual teachers to some extent #i mean ppl just have no expectations for these children to be respectful and apply themselves #when you treat students with dignity and present their work with dignity they will feel dignified and care more.#there are lots of systemic issues that affect teenagers too that cause them to be disengaged as well #and you never know what's just going on in their individual lives that's interfering w their school success.#in many ways it's like the way they fare is so out of our hands that i get why teachers are so burnt out and cant be assed #im very much bright-eyed and bushytailed in some ways. even tho i do not see this as a glamorous job #i am very young and haven't been doing this long enough to have EVERY ideal beaten out of me. just most of em.#yeah. the culture of that high school is just awful.#in general i have very high opinions of teenagers. and low opinions of high schoolers.#it's not who they are that is wrong. it's the building they inhabit and the ways they move around it.#it's the potential of them that is being ill-served that frustrates me so much.#they deserve better and so do we as the adults working there #that's that on that

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