#why are you so complicated man
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a wild diluc appears
#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin diluc#genshin scribbles#scribbles#me art#I always felt like he just needed a longer coat okay#I can already feel my hand cramping when I think about doing his coats embroidery#why are you so complicated man
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ok, what ive learned from this:
THE CHILDREN
(the ex-QSMP members)
YEARN FOR
THE MINES
(the qsmp (actually just a place where they can all play together and hangout with the benefits of a highly impressive real-time translator to facilitate easy cross-language communication - you know, like the qsmp))
#so many convos these few days have been āman i havent seen u in agesā with a wistful tone#aaaand it breaks my hearttttttt#like legit#the qsmp was a lot of things good and bad#but first and foremost it was a place you could log on anytime and talk with friends u never would have even met#put down the lore and all the complicated reasons why it ended#i wish it still existed just for the goal it was created - to break down cultural and language barriers via a plugin in a little block game#qsmp#squidcraft#squidcraft 3#quackity
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(The Promised Neverland Art Book World)
Ah yes, one of my favorite genres of baby full score trio pictures: Isabella being openly affectionate toward Emma and Norman in front of Ray while being hands off with him.
(Chapter 2 | Chapter 37 | Chapter 165 | Chapter 170 | Chapter 177)
#and by favorite I mean āI am in physical agony. I am violently sobbing. I am eating the dry wall.ā#Isabella before Ray's sixth birthday: man what is up with this kid he's more prickly than a porcupine (not even touching on his hair)#Isabella on January 15ā 2040: ah.#The Promised Neverland#Yakusoku no Neverland#TPN#YnN#The Promised Neverland Art Book World#FSS Chatter#Full Score Trio#TPN Isabella#TPN Emma#TPN Norman#TPN Ray#Isabella and Ray's Incredibly Fraught and Complicated Relationship Tag#Pre-Canon#Introduction Arc#TPN 002#Escape Arc#TPN 037#Return to Grace Field Arc#TPN 165#TPN 170#TPN 177#also with Norman's stark black & white morality this is why his reaction to Isabella's betrayal is so volatile#and why I think it's a shame his relationship with her gets the least amount of focus#especially when you think of their conversation on the way to the gate#āHeyā Momā are you happy?ā / āYes. Yesā I am. After allā I was able to meet you.ā#absolutely fucking wrecks me every time#the layers. šµš©š¦ š š¢ šŗ š¦ š³ š“.
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a break from the murder
#OKAY. okay. I'm insane Abt this game like. the demos barely out but I'm#foaming at the mouth like hope I'm not raising my expectations too much but it seems goood?????#literally obsessed with Leander. what's wrong with him. why is his monster form himself#oh to be a monster because you are too human#man's too fine he's Deranged I love him#@Leander y is your belt so complicated#trying to write a fic on TS is like trying to stich up a torn shirt because huh what when how#my art#digital art#fanart#art#digital painting#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved leander#leander#touchstarved ais#ais#yoyo's
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I am always thinking TimJay thoughts related to the fact that they have matching scars from getting their throats slit, and not only that, but Jason slit Tim's throat first in an attempt to threaten Bruce, where Tim was nothing more than a pawn for Jason to use to emotionally manipulate Bruce.
batman (1940) #618
And then, just a little while later when Jason is trying to confront Bruce and do his whole dramatic moment with Joker in UTRH, and Bruce slits Jason's throat to stop Jason from killing the Joker.
batman (1940) #650
It makes me so Unwell. They have literal matching scars. When do you think Jason realizes it? When do you think, while running his fingers over the scar he has to always remind himself that Bruce was willing to jeopardize Jason's own life just to save the Joker, Jason realized it was the same scar *he* gave Tim? And does it click for him too, that he and Tim are a lot alike? Being used as pawns in Bruce's game? And for the first time he maybe understands Tim Drake, just another kid trying to get Bruce's attention and approval? And Jason did to Tim exactly what Bruce did to Jason? And that's part of what spurns on Jason's obsession with Tim, trying to "save" Tim from Bruce's ideology?
When they finally get together does it make Jason even more possessive? He put that mark on Tim and now he has his own to match. It's the closest to being understood and loved he's ever felt when Tim runs his fingers over Jason's scar at the same time Jason touches Tim's. Mirrors of each other, in a fun, fucked up little way.
#jaytim#timjay#batcest#tim drake x jason todd#jason todd x tim drake#necrotic festerings#i would've included the proper panel where the batarang slits jasons throat but i've gotta be so honest with you#i can't fucking take that panel seriously. the art is *so* bad. why does jason's face look like that.#it ruins what should be one of the most important moments in jason and bruce's history. everytime i look at it i either laugh or cry#anyway it makes me unwell that jason scars tim first bc i usually see ppl mix this moment up with the titans tower moment#which would make it post-utrh#but no it's from batman: hush which comes first which is so much more fun for me when it comes to jason coping#like first you have to handle knowing the man you saw as a father bataranged your throat to save the guy who killed you#and then you realized he incidently gave you a scar that now matches the scar you gave the replacement you fucking hate?#i'd also be so unwell about it i'd go beat tim's ass at titans tower.#in my timjay little mind this is the true state of jason's complicated weird feelings about tim#the realization they have the same scar forces him to reevaluate his gut reaction to tim's existence#and thus his spiral into obsession and testing tim then trying to recruit tim begins.#i did in fact post this instead of writing fanfic don't mind it. i'm having a time. i'm also avoiding doing dishes.#i like ships besides timjay i SWEAR they're just on the mind as of recent
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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!
((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))
but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS
(and, well. whatever this classifies as)
#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much#AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN#about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post#this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy#the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same šššššš#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH#and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it#and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat#and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post#he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash#like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE#his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them#everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else#black white at its finest yall#and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????šššš#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the reverse flash#bart allen#the flash#dc
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"I wanted, more than anything, to make you proud." No longer does his son bend his head. He meets him in his eyes - richest brown to clearest blue. Zeus cannot help but search for that little toddling thing that once sough refuge at his knees. When did Ares grow so large? When did his shoulders get so broad? "Why can't you just be proud of me?" What is it that Phoebus always says? That children can tell their parents have favourites even when they themselves don't know? It almost brings a smile to his face. How alike they both are, even now. Mirrors, the two of them, and they don't even know it. "What good would my pride do you now, Ares?" Ares recoils as though he's been struck. As ever, it is the wrong thing to say. Maybe there's never been a right thing to say. Or maybe the both of them are fools. Caught up in this perpetual dog-and-horse show; the son who wants his father's approval and the father who does not know what that means. All the wisdom in the cosmos can't give him that knowledge. "...Good talk, Father. Truly." That blood-red hair is a windswept flag as Ares leaves. Zeus swears it had been only up to his nape when they'd started speaking. The door slams shut, it rattles all his charts and maps, the vases with Hera's flowers sat pretty on his table. Then, there is silence. Then, there is regret. Well, Metis, look what a mess he's made now.
#ginger writes#zeus#ares#greek mythology#Somewhat of a continuation of the first Zeus and Ares (and Apollo) bit but it's really just a fragment#I'm going to keep chipping away at this actually - I think it's grand#NO BECAUSE THIS WHOLE DYNAMIC IS SO GOOD UGH#I want to keep digging at this - who teaches parents how to parent?#How can they learn if they had no example?#The inherent tragedy of the shortcoming of a parent who does not know what is the right way to love their child#āIt worked for all the others - why doesn't it work for you?ā#āMan Ginger I thought you were an Apolline girlie?ā There is nothing more Apollonian#than complicated Father-Son relationships built upon generational trauma and the untenable bonds of fate#pursuing daybreak posting
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The fandom when Anya is nice to jimmy and compliments/butters him up after the crash: obviously this is a fawn response. She doesnāt actually think these things about jimmy, she is simply trying to protect herself against a volatile, unstable person by placating him
The fandom when curly tries to placate jimmy by telling Jimmy heād fix things, after being very nervous about jimmyās anger and reaction when talking to Anya right beforehand and his heart racing so hard on the way to confront jimmy that heās likely on the verge of a panic or anxiety attack: hmm. Obviously everything curly is saying to jimmy here is completely genuine and not motivated by anything. He obviously doesnāt care about the fact jimmy raped Anya and only cares about helping jimmy at the detriment to Anya. Heās a rape apologist. There could literally be no other potential explanation for why curly is saying the things he is saying right now. Letās take everything curly is saying here completely at face value and not analyze anything else about Curlyās behavior or the rest of the scene.
[seriously why are people only capable of recognizing the fawn response in Anya and not Curly]
#to be clear the people who say Anya had a fawn response are RIGHT!#but since curly is a man clearly thereās no way he could be afraid of jimmy#listen. Iām not trying to say curly is completely flawless#and I get why people get mad at curly for what he said to Jimmy there after finding out what jimmy did#because yeah out of context someone telling a rapist stuff like āIāll fix thingsā āweāll get through this togetherā āyouāve gotten through#difficult times beforeā in response to said rapist fearing his life will be ruined after his actions are exposed#is deplorable#but you canāt just put things in a vacuum#it was a very difficult situation curly was in. regarding of how he confronts jimmy heās going to be stuck on a ship with him for 8 months#and before u say āhe shouldāve just killed Jimmy!ā think for a moment.#permanently ending someoneās life is traumatic for the vast majority of people#and this is someone heās known for years and years so it would be extra difficult#also like. would Anya even want jimmy to be murdered? sure sheād feel safer but I feel like sheād have complicated feelings about it#idk like. itās a very tricky situation#canāt even report Jimmy to HR because that would result in everyoneās pay getting docked.#which would just hurt Anya since she has no savings#curly mouthwashing#fandom critical#would it felt been more therapeutic for fans if curly instead violently confronted jimmy and beat him up for what he did to Anya? yes#but would that have actually helped Anya? no#if anything it wouldāve likely made things worse because Jimmy couldāve just taken his anger out on her afterwards#because theyāre on a tiny ship together. only way they could have eliminated the threat to her would be like. tying jimmy up for months#or shoving him in a cryptopod. but knowing pony express I bet improper use of cryptopods would result in docking everyoneās pay#and it wouldāve been serviously hard to keep jimmy tied up for months. itās not like thereās a prison cell on the ship#the crew is already stretched thin do u think they could have someone constantly watch him for 8 months??#because thatās likely what would need to happen if they just kept him tied up#there arenāt any good rooms to lock him in#yes it wouldāve been better for everyone in the end if Jimmy was tied up or shoved in a cryptopod or killed#but how was curly supposed to know that. hindsight is 20/20#yes curly shouldāve taken the threat jimmy posed more seriously. and handled the situation better. but there were no easy solutions andā
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hearing any defense of the huskerdust age gap (as if it needs one) that doesn't start and end with āAngel is, by every metric under the sun, an adult who can make his own decisionsā is fucking insane to me. You do not need to pull out a timeline. No math required. He is in his thirties. Fuck, I am younger than him by a considerable amount, and if I could be bothered to get out of my pyjamas and go cruise at the local septuagenarian biker bar, all things made equal, I would be fucking fine. Me and this hypothetical grandpa trick would be equally consenting adults.
It is just a bit frustrating to see this line of argument in EITHER direction, from people who think that a ~thirty years old cannot possibly want GILF pussy or that think you need to corkboard mathletes a way around the age gap by saying āwell actually they're around the same age if you [blah blah blah]ā. There are things that are actually fucked up about them that we COULD be talking about instead of putting Seattle on blast with this āhow could a seventy year old man ethically start a relationship with another fully grown adult, both of whom are trying to make meaningful connections in their lives, beyond their work?ā
Please keep in mind, none of this is that serious. This is, at the end of the day, a very silly discourse, and this is, at the end of the day, a very silly reaction. I wish the septuagenarian biker bar thing was serious, but alas. I live in a boring area.
#Huskerdust#Angel dust#hazbin husk#Husker#sorry but it always reads as so condescending to hear people try so hard to defend it. My man is literally in his 30s#He is capable of making his own decisions he is off of his parents insurance#Husk being a few decades older than him (and I do not care about how time works in hell before you ask) is actually fine#And yes Angel has a lot to work through. Husk has a lot to work through. Thatās fine. Relationships can be messy & complicated#That doesnāt make either of them any less worthy of love etc#But like for the love of god why is it that everyone loves an age gap until the older man is . Yknow. Actually old.
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They're two sides of the same coin.
#does anyone have all the flowers somewhere so i can review them#for science#i know that lucanis is supposed to be feathers#and rooks is the lyrium dagger#but i saw Lace's and its so different from Rookās#the devs knew you wanted to romance this broken man from jump#thats why they are both professionals who's jobs tend to go up in flames#why they both say its complicated#perhaps rook opens up where lucanis closes#maybe i need sleep#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#datv#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#rookanis#dragon age veilguard#lucanis x rook#lucanis#veilguard spoilers#the veilguard spoilers#they're soulmates your honor
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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I just found out that Mario and Luigi: Brothership is going to take up 10 gigabytes???
For reference, Super Mario Bros. Wonder is 4.3 gigabytes, and Luigiās Mansion 3 is 6.5 gigabytes, so Iām pretty excited to see whatās happening gamewise that it needs that much space.
#Legend of Zelda Breath of The Wild was 14.4 gigabytes#and TOTK was like 18 gb so 10 is not a crazy number#but man thatās a pretty big file for a Mario gameā¦#I know one of my favorite aspects of Superstar Saga was just how long and complicated the plot was#(you knowā¦ by Mario game standards)#so Iām excited to see the same thing happen in Brothership#thatās my theory on why the file is as big as it is
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NoooOOOOOOO MORVAY NOT AGAIN!!! Two haloween s?? When will you be freee!! š¦š¦š¦
MR FATHER PLE AXSSE
#poor morb. glutton for punishment. and aster's just giggling elsewhere#tryna stick candy into Dante's mouth#bAFFLED by this character combination#how did dante get lured into the torture chambers with the 3 old men?#why is the eiden doll stressed?#is this a We Don't Know How to Deal With Our Burgeoning Feelings of Love session#so they all beat on an effigy of their target#in an effort to sort out their complicated feelings about eiden#or is eiden. like. legit trapped in the body of a plushie#just for this one experience. you know. like experiencing all the horrors and pains of getting stabbed by flaming scissors#but not actually experiencing harm to your real physical body#that's sufficiently spooky for a hallows eve brouhaha is it not?#-evil words by ancient fox man#did they just steal one of Blade's eiden plushies. inject it with eiden's soul#then start smacking it like a pinata#topper would never let that happen!!! I'm sure actual eiden is not trapped in the doll! probably!!#can't believe this is the only time rei and kuya are cooperating with each other...#bunch of tsunderes beating up an eiden doll...#ok BUT WHERE IS THE BLOOD FROM#turns out they were all just butchering an entire wild boar together#um. new sleepover activity i guess
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anyways cause i love hair headcanons and minor pieces of symbolism in things like inherited appearance--
mae (may?) ferin has brown hair, but it's very curly.
jayson ferin has the fiery orange hair that's the signature of the ferins, but it's straight.
thinking about ava ferin having the same hair as her father, because she took after him and fit the role she was meant to. became a navy captain(?) and allat
thinking about jay ferin having her father's red hair, but her mother's curls because she doesn't fit the mold of being a ferin in the way her sister did. she's a pirate, first of all-- she never becomes the navy icon she was meant to, but she still has that lingering loyalty that comes from family. she's caught between her rebellion and her love for her family and i love how her alignment isn't black-and-white.
#vixen rambles#jrwi riptide#im sure that mae actually has a canon hair color/type i just cant remember it and#yk headcanons are headcanons so if you dont agree with it that's totally fine bc we all have different viewing experiences :D#like jay's hair is straight in fanon but to me her hair is fucking curly as shit. like im talking 3b or 3c#jay ferin#ava ferin#jayson ferin#may ferin#auuguhghg i love the ferins so dearly you have NO idea#grizzly and condi did SUCH a good job at creating such a complicated dynamic between all of them#like even if jayson ferin is painted as an antagonist you can understand why he does his actions he's not just an antagonist for-#antagonism's sake and i just AAAAA him and drey too man.#just roll with it#jrwi
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im about to fall for one of the classic gay blunders. see you on the other side š«”
#spacie spoinks#I CANNOT HELP MY ATTRACTION TO WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#why did i ever think i was attracted to men. why did i ever do any of that.#its been obvious since i was like 12 that i never liked them romantically.#me: gets the ick thinking about having sex or being romantic with a man but when its a woman im š#me also: no see im biromantic. yeah. i just think men are so pretty :)#i do NOT!!!!#wellā i can appreciate a man's beauty but i have no interest in dating one or sexing one#of course all of the other. aspec identities complicate things further. but you know.#i THINK ive got some sort of demiromantic demisexual thing goin on#perhaps.#only time will tell truly#tmi? maybe. but if you've been following me for awhile you know that i blab my mouth way too much and tell everyone my business!!!#dont worry guys when i have sex for the first time ill be sure ta give a play by play /j
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2025 and thinking about how obi-wanās faked death fucked everyone up so bad like okay right so necessity and all but ahsoka holding obi-wanās broken body in her arms and the sheer terror on anakinās face and the absolute heartbreak for anakin and ahsoka in knowing that obi-wan thought it would be a good idea to not tell anakin about the whole thing like oh god
#caroline talks#just to be clear: i donāt think anyone did anything truly wrong#like i can see why obi-wan went āyeah anakin canāt lie to save his life actually. so i wonāt tell himā#but also. BUT ALSO.#itās like man. man.#imagine loving and being loved so hard that you use that as a weapon against your enemies#like obi-wan kenobi i love u but that was unhinged and i canāt even blame anakin and ahsoka#for all their own complicated feelings#most dysfunctional trio ever. like oh my god
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