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I'm not even sure where to start, honestly. Might as well go with the flow or something.
For anyone who even sees this, i would love to see if any of you would like something speciffic out of certain MCYT media... I will probably post a lot of it anyways; but currently i'm more into such Minecraft smps as
Lifesteal
Content SMP
Hermitcraft
Life series
And some more, others. Currently trying to get into Showtime, Kaboodle and Loopsmp though.
#joyous mcyt enjoyer here#god please i need to draw more often#why am i actually scared of posting...#i need help lmao#art#kaboodle#doctor4t#grian#art reqs open#content smp#mcyt
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Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡
#may 31th anon#hello friends!! (。’▽’。)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much!#I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting#I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys#I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry#I think one just says 'I am ten'#what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c:#my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages#not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far (#my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers#I do not know the meaning of that#but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!!#I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them#I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket#I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said#that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason#but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket#we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion#maybe I should ask her#is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again#I just want to see that silly little hat again#would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket#have a nice day everyone!!#see you soon hopefully!!#♡^▽^♡
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astarion does the talking in my party...
#i just think he looks neat#baldur's gate 3#astarion ancunin#fanart#art#painting#featured#umm also so confession after i kinda popped off with my other bg3 art im not like too scared to actually draw and post more#the imposter syndrome is killing me and my hands are shaking just posting this like why am i so cringe gross#also i feel like im drawing too much of him i usually draw like max 2 piece of fanart of my fave characters and thats that#sorry just thoughts#head full many worms
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This is meant to be silly please don't come for me!
i just think we could all benefit from tagging hate going into the new year. some of us come to tumblr.com because we want to see vampires kiss and some of us come to tumblr.com because we hate him so much we can no longer live as free men with this burden upon us. either is ok but lets not get in each others way. things are going to be so scary next year for a lot of people and sometimes you just want to make up silly little stories about silly little vampires on the internet to relax and maybe its a wild idea that we can do it without hurting one another feelings
#also I just saw the typo please don't @ me I am suffering enough as it is#thank you to everyone who helped me with this#marius#I'm actually scared to post this maybe I will delete it idk#if I messed up just know my intentions were good#I just get really sad sometimes looking for happy stuff#I get it but please just tag so I can block and you can block and we can just both be cool#sometimes its really hard looking in the tag#this is why I left Twitter#Marius de romanus
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self insert time 💥💥💥
#dialtown#dialtown fanart#self insert#yumeship#yumedanshi#roger jones#my art#why am I actually terrified to post this#Like genuinely idk what it is#I guess Im just scared of being judged LMAO#But I’m gonna try not to worry too much because I know people on tumblr are a lot more accepting of being cringe#siggh#nine azure#< - That’s his name btw#michael azure#selfshipping
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ty for contributing to the wasteland that is appreciating bruce as a parent and first child danny🙏🙏🙏
It’s a battle out here soldier but I am strong, like winter bear. Also I relate so hard to Bruce in a lot of ways and I think his initial concept is really neat. He tries his damn hardest, and he has so much hope for his city that it’s really admirable.
And as much fun as it is to poke fun at him for his questionable parenting and hypocrisy, there’s always the line of too much that the fandom tends to cross quite often, just as much as they do with the clone and ghost king stuff. Bruce is just as much of a good parent (or at least a trying one) as he is a bad one, and people tend to ignore his good qualities for the sake of a joke. His character is centered around the fact that he cares, he’s just truly shit at communicating it — which, cheers bro, I’ll drink to that.
And there’s already a ton of batfam prompts and aus out there where Danny shows up when the whole colony is already adopted, which means most of the attention goes to Danny bonding with the other siblings and having very little to do with Bruce. He’s kinda just. There. Whether that be as a prop or an antagonist or someone to point and laugh at. Which, I can’t blame people too much for — the cast is so big it’s hard to keep track of relationships and stuff.
However, I think it’s important for Danny to have some form of relationship with Bruce too and not them just be strangers, especially in a familial/platonic setting where Danny is joining the family.
They share a handful of qualities that I think would mesh well together — Danny’s canonically a pessimist while Bruce is a diehard optimist (you kinda have to be to be a hero in a place like Gotham, and he wouldn’t be Batman if he wasn’t) and they both believe in giving people second chances and have wells of compassion to tap into. Danny’s clever and resourceful, and one of his main character traits is that he’s got an iron will.
All in all, good dad bruce go brrrrr and oldest son danny is the perfect, underutilized concept to explore exactly that without distractions. I think they could get along like a house on fire, if given the opportunity.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#starry asks#blood blossom au#nightingale au#tales of the passerine#i didnt include Danny’s puns bc. well. duh that trait is obvious you dont need me to point it out lmao#blood blossom will ultimately focus on Danny and Bruce’s relationship and not the vigilantism#danny actually isnt planned to join the field for a while for non-health related reasons#but you can find me explaining why in one of my reblogs on the og post#this ask got away from me but when does it never do that#i am a certified yapper#anyways you’ll notice in my other aus too that i dont make a habit of bashing or making fun of bruce#most of the danny’s in my aus have a posi-neutral opinion of him inCLUDING cfau danny#clone danny and stillborn danyal are outliers but even then their negative opinions aren’t because of anything bruce has done and stillborn#is really the only one who could develop a bad opinion. clone danny is just scared of him finding out that he exists but otherwise holds#bruce in a posi-neutral light. he recognises the good he does for his city he’s just scared shitless of the dude finding out that he was#cloned. especially since danny was a victim of cloning himself and knows how violating it feels#stillborn danyal’s opinion weighs firmly on who finds out about who first. he only hates bruce if he finds out first bc his shit esteem#easily convinces him that bruce willingly gave him up and replaced him with Damian. he’ll eventually forgive and let go of that anger when#bruce tells him that he was told danny was stillborn and didn’t know he was alive.#everyone has a batfam member they latch onto and unfortunately for me mine is the og bitch himself Bruce Wayne
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(rant incoming)
#okay. let's process together#why did i feel so annoyed when my mom said that the pictures i was posting on insta looked a little boring?#(it's not like a picture of me it's just some book and crochet stuff(#but here's the thing. i have no idea how i'm supposed to do better than that#sometimes i'm actually enjoying myself on insta and othertimes i really feel like i am not cut out for it#cause if i'm taking a picture of something it's so people can see the thing i am taking a picture of#i 100 percent understand the mindset of wanting an aesthetic picture that looks really nice#but i usually don't know how to execute that#sometimes! but not always#usually not.#and like. in that case i would ask the people in my family who are actually good at this stuff for help?#but i want to be able to do it myself because i don't want them to have to do even more stuff for me#and yeah okay fine YES it is another taking up space thing#but like#ugh#i don't know how to fix this#instagram is kinda fun and cool but it's so not me when it comes to posts#i hate videos and pictures of myself#and visual art is not my thing#and i feel a little lost and confused and i just want people to read my book so i can make enough money that i don't have to get#a horrible normal job#and i don't want my stupid relatives to be right and i never wanted to do instagram in the first place#and the money i saved up from my old job is running out! and i'm a little scared!#and i have a wedding coming up#and stuff is just. ugh. it's not the worst but it sure ain't the best#probably i need to pray and ask God for help instead of posting on tumblr#(in my defense i wanted to process my emotions)#anyways if you made it this far pray for me?#i've been trying to not freak out about all of this for a while but it's kinda pushing its way out now#which i hate. it's just all a lot
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kai winn’s relationship to religion really is just so interesting to me in a way I come back to sometimes like. she’s the leader of a faith and her gods will not speak to her. they will speak to other people in front of her and they will make a human from a society that did not interfere with her planet’s suffering their emissary but they will not speak to her. and I’m sure she can do a lot to justify it in her mind because she would have to be able to in order to keep any faith, and she has to keep her faith because she says herself that’s all she had in the camps, but that’s still a terrible thing to experience. and I’m sure a lot of people would argue that it’s not real faith, it’s ambition, but I think it’s some of both, and most importantly I think on the most immediate levels she believes it’s faith.
and like I think she and a lot of other bajorans have a reason to have a really complicated relationship with the prophets because the more demonstrably real and powerful they are, the more they’re willing to interfere in things like the dominion war, the harder it would be for a lot of people to justify to themselves why the prophets didn’t do anything to stop the genocide of their chosen people. I think the pah wraiths plotline ultimately fell kind of flat when it kind of boiled down to “dukat’s weird cult” and it was also a victim of the season’s pacing issues, but it has some interesting implications regarding this divide in the bajoran people, particularly when their religious leader’s faith is being so seriously called into question.
#on one hand like ‘if there is a loving god why do bad things happen’ is of course an incredibly common religious struggle#but I do have to imagine it’s a little different when your gods are stopping an entire fleet but didn’t save your people yknow#viable religious schism at least#this got off topic I just think kai winn and her storyline are a lot more interesting than people give credit for#opinions around her often seem to start and end with ‘she’s a bitch’ which is. hm.#I’m not like. a winn apologist for things she actually did I just wish people would engage on a more interesting level lmao#san rant#sorry I stopped like actually tagging my posts I got scared#but i saw another post i didn't like so i am trying to make. a better post.
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Imogen vs Bloody Rose || Chapter 16: Hell House
#Pretty Little Liars HBO#Pretty Little Liars: Summer School#PLLSS#PLL Summer School#pllosedit#pllssedit#plledit#plldaily#Imogen Adams#Bailee Madison#filmtvdaily#userbbelcher#cinemapix#horrorwomensource#userladiesblr#dailywomen#smallscreensource#usertelevision#tvgifs#Rachel's edit tag#PLLSS spoilers#long post#my question is.... why did she leave after Imogen unmasked her?#like..... she was in the middle of strangling Imogen and she just bolted after her mask was off?#I feel like there's going to be some sort of explanation that it wasn't actually Davie but as a Davie HATER I would love -#if it truly was her lmao#anyway. I am. so fucking scared for Tabby's test
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drawign.... dandys worl.... how do we feel about shrimpo angst
#rambles#dandys world#shrimpo#dw#i always get so nervous about the idea of posting angsty art whatsoever#i do not know why. i suppose im scared of making people uncomfortable ?#i like drawing my favorite characters sad. sorry#semi related note ive been playing dw a lot lately ? and i really like shrimpo#entirely predictable. because i am the guy who likes shrimp#i had a thought/fic idea about him thay i didnt feel like actually writing. so i drew a comic about it#anyways. offers that out there. hypothetically
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Declawed!AU Venny & Sabre
“Oh, Venny.. I’m so sorry.” “It’s okay, papa! I’ll heal, like I always do.”
#orchid draws#cw abuse mention#cw implied abuse#xmen oc#x men oc#x men original character#xmen original character#evo sabretooth#sabretooth#sabretooth evo#victor creed#victor creed evo#evo Victor creed#how divorced is this story from the actual show and characters LMAO#it makes sense. to me. and that’s all that matters.#smiley face. beloveds. made the lineart in November#then this last week finished it up. cuz I want it to exist.#and be soft. was very insistent this draw had to be soft.#context isn’t but this moment is. yknow.#hesitant to post but fuck that noise. it’s my tumblr. I can post on it.#dog’s vet bills r crazy there’s complications for her surgery#college is kicking my ass already. why am I scared of tumblr notifs. it’s not that serious ever.
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#at time of posting he just needs three more and alaska is definitely going to give it to him#i am so tired#why are so many people catering to this man when we know he’s an affront to democracy and honesty and all sense of decency#oh right the people with all the money are scared of having to actually pay their taxes#i am so sorry to everyone that this blood-colored party is about to bring so much harm to our world
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I think it says something about me that I teared up a little when the teacher scolded the class. I'm so sensitive that I couldn't even handle hearing the teacher upset. I empathized with him but also felt like I was being targeted (even though I wasn't), and those two things combined to make me tear up and feel angry at the other students. So this is the kind of stuff i talk about when i say i'm really sensitive.
#i've always been really sensitive#which is why i'm so easily scared#and so easily stressed out#sigh#high school#school stuff#school days#school day#school#school vent#school venting#vent posts#venting#vents#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#actually autistic#adhd#audhd#empathy#sensitive#sensitivity#overly sensitive#i know i probably am#but i can't help it#sigh.
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these are super, super informal and unorganized thoughts but god these panels are haunting me so:
it’s interesting to finally be reading some of the issues that i assume influence general fanon perception of damian because there’s so much emphasis on the actions against tim (and like yeah fair, fucked up let’s not move past that) but also there’s little moments sprinkled throughout that made me go “…this is a child. This is a whole child.”
like idk man! These two pieces of dialogue are very striking to me! “See? I can be useful!” And “Look at me, Mother!”. Maybe it’s just because I work with kids but i read this and very clearly hear a child’s voice! And sometimes i think because a lot of people get caught up in the “formal” way that damian speaks that people forget he’s a kid. A very competent, highly trained kid. But he’s a kid.
Again, i don’t think Damian’s actions can be brushed off just because he’s a kid, and (within the content of the Morrison run), has had some fucked up shit going on. But like - for fanon, I’m just begging folks to strike the balance between talking about Damian being held accountable for his actions and also understanding that in this point in time he’s like maybe nine or ten-years-old. Idk! I’m tired of reading analysis and fan fiction that absolutely crucifies Damian and doesn’t try to find the nuance at all.
#Ramblings#damian wayne#batman comics#batman#batman and son#i don’t wanna give any flowers to Morrison because these are also the issues with the most insane depictions of talia i’ve ever seen#But like. These moments are in here for a reason okay#I don’t have enough brain cells at the moment to talk about how there like. Might be some adultification bias somewhere in here#From the fandom side#Peace and love i am also a Tim Drake stan but why is he allowed to be a hurt child and not Damian#Examine that perhaps#And I’m so dead serious when you read or re-read damian Wayne’s dialogue#When you read him in fics#Do you actually hear a child’s voice. Im so dead serious#I’m just feeling particularly reflective on how we teach and treat children because I’m in the middle of an intense work week w my own kids#And so. These panels are haunting me#Also like if u made this far into the tags please feel free to correct me on Damian’s age in this particular run#Cause I’ve been hopping around from run to run and so i get confused#Anyways please look at all these characters as humans#Im scared of fandom so I’m dropping this and running away bye#The formatting on this post is so inconsistent sorry if it’s not readable
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trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1
wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)
bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:
#my art lol#synth v yuma#yuma synthv#synth v#synthv fanart#synthesizer v#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#YES I KNOW ITS DIFFERENT but at this rate its the umbrella tag. all vsynth shit goes under there just like on main 😔#sorry for the annoyign watermarks i just dont want this to get stolennn/traced it'll b my joker arc. is2g#like thats never happened to me before as far as i know but now that my art is getting 'better' i begin to get scared that it will happen#if my fanart got stolen i'd def sting a little yeah but not hurt AS bad as if someone stole my original shit. THAT would hurt#one of many reasons why i post less personal oc stuffs. although as mentioned above i AM in an oc mood so i wanna draw em maybe...#and stuff like this is a step to develop a PROPER FUCKING REF STYLE bc i SUCKKKK AT MAKING REFS LOL 😭 BUT I SHOULD GIT GUD#i have a few other refs planned for vocaloid au (i guess???) related shit but they're not done yet. this one was also a wip that i just??#impulsively decided to redo & finish bc i wanted to draw but nothing else i was trying to draw came out right. advantages of many wips#i have SOOO many things i could say abt some of the things that went into this redesign but i dont wanna come off as pretentious 😔💔#obviously it was primarily inspired by the vimalion yuma design but. there's moreeee that i can't explain here bc tag limits and im shy#i do think i want to try and be more intentional with my character designs now so i'm seeing how that goes as i redesign some old ocs#man though this kind of stuff makes me remember i used to LOVEE doing this stuff. and now its even crazierr given art improvement#uaurhghh my head is buzzing w/. so many thoughts. THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS I GET SO MANY IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY GFD#this is actually from today though unlike some other things i might eventually post. that'll make more sense soon#and fuckkk i forgot the chain necklace thing on the chibi yeah but i couldnt get it to look good. whatever
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me desperately trying to outrun my writer’s block for the fiftieth time this week
#i know i vent about my writing struggles a lot on here#but god i really am struggling with this chapter of four walls so much#i feel disconnected and overly critical and lacking motivation and UGH#why can’t life be simple and just let me enjoy the things i enjoy#maybe i’m struggling so much because actually this is the longest story i’ve written in literal years and it’s kind of a daunting#i don’t want to mess it up#and i’m kind of scared i’m losing the thread#i know i just need to trust the process but sometimes it’s really hard#okay rant over#i’m going to gather snacks and return to my laptop and see if i can finally get in the zone#lulu posts
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