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a quick messy lil anders as a thank you for all the love 馃挋
#sketches#anders#alternate title: COPING.jpg#actually it鈥檚 a screenshot so. whatever#I haven鈥檛 posted any anders art in almost 3 months..:.#who the FUCK am I
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#i am going to go insane#will probably delete this later#what the fuck man#what the fuck is going on#who the fuck am i#holy shit#tw vent#cw vent#vent tw#vent cw#vent post#personal vent
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real image of me when i no longer like anything i base my identity around (i am a soulless shell of consumerism in the midst of an identity crisis)
#crisis blogging#identity crisis#who the fuck am i#late night posts#boyblogging#coquette aesthetic#coquette
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Alright that's it I'm done being Binah kinnie number 755758 now I'm Don kinnie number 33727 enjoy
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Ward of the State
Another visit from the Domestic Affairs Court threatens to tear the family of Leblanc apart when there's just a few too many hastily-drawn conclusions made about Ren's safety under Sojiro's guardianship.
None of it makes any sense, and yet everything the social workers say is completely logical. Information-driven counter-arguments, signed documents that should have taken days to acquire, i was all聽too聽perfect,聽too聽convenient- but how does a teenage criminal and a cafe owner defend themselves against the weight of the law?
read on ao3 here
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me? posting p5 fic in the year 2023? truly, i am back and worse than ever
a few years ago i had the idea to mess with the possible implications of ren being a part of the social work system, which when combined with the fact the pt are up against some corrupt government officials, who have the capacity to intervene with ren's home situation, puts him in a uniquely vulnerable position. this was the result!
#books talks#writing#fics#persona 5#p5#i can鈥檛 believe i remembered to tweet about this but not post on tumblr???? !!!!!#who the fuck am i#fic with a healthy sprinkle of coffee family angst since i'm unable to help myself#my fics
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WHOMST
#bless u anon for my crabs again but also#??????#who the fuck am I#I'm just sitting here reblogging memes and shit#and having a minor stress out about having to go back to school tomorrow#I rarely even post my own stuff I'm ??????#all I can offer you is questionabl works of fiction and pictures of my aquarium#which is currently going through some shit#my shrimp were NOT HAPPY about the sudden removal of their java moss#or the inclusion of their new java fern and amazon sword#but my guppies are pretty sure this is the greatest thing that's ever happened to them#so I guess there's that#their names are Embezzlement and Tax Fraud in case you were wondering#who are taking up the throne from the Sarbanes Oxley Act of 2002 (who was a betta)#you gave me crabs so now you have to hear about my aquarium I guess#even though my plans of getting thai micro crabs have been temporarily thwarted#I'll keep you updated on how long I keep the crabs this time#the record may very well be 10 days
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me when i have a crisis 馃榿
#WHO THE FUCK AM I#i don't feel like cricket anymore thank god she was gonna have a meltdown if she had to front any longer#i don't feel like victor either#those are the only two viable options that i know of#unless im currently transitioning to victor?? in which case#this would be that vague consciousness stage where im not actually a real person#whatever it is it's giving me an actual fucking headache being a system is so annoying sometimes#owwwww my head#pigeon coos
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You know when your mental pain becomes so bad that it turns physical? Because fuck that...
#mental health#mental illness#who the fuck am I#like what is my identity#i feel like the shell of a human being#how do I have a friend is she okay#hope that a week with her away from home will help me a lil#i think itll just feel like a massive hangover when I get back home
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Ooga booga what's this? Me actually writing a fic?
Holy shit
Uh anyway I'm gonna start up a few fics in my drafts on AO3 and then I'll probably put up a poll once they're all finished to see what y'all wanna see? I guess?
I have too many ideas so... yeah.
I'll actually get to writing like, chapters and shit later today because if I try rn they're def gonna just turn into jumbled messes. My brain is dead tired rn.
#nix speaks#nix rambles#nix's late night rambles#nix is sleep deprived#Ooga booga I'm actually doing shit?#Who the fuck am I
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unsure whether i have a personality or if i鈥檓 a walking list of diagnoses
#bipolar#borderline personality disorder#generalized anxiety disorder#and#autism#who the fuck am i#the world may never know
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Me, if I ever get my drivers licence, a car, and blared Schizophrenic out at full volume whilst zooming around the Central Coast area.
If you鈥檙e ever driving on the Central Coast of NSW and you hear someone blasting Schizophrenic at full volume, it鈥檚 me.
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>Join a union
>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on
>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members
>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on
#anyway this is why i'm the way i am about politics and people who advocate against 'participating in the system'#i am on my way to becoming one of the ten guys and frankly? it's fucking exhausting#i chatted with the union president afterwards and he got this haunted look in his eye#and was like 'i'm glad to see you getting involved but remember you can say no. you can always say no.#don't let anyone bully you into doing more than you want to. make time for yourself. YOU CAN SAY NO.'#which was good and much appreciated advice! but also. ominous
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Wow so I was a completely different person when I ran this blog. That鈥檚 fun.
#bpd#actually bpd#vent#bpd shit#identity crisis#not really but like kinda#who the fuck am I#tw identity crisis#just in case
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Don't listen to them. Do numbers. Make them intentionally incorrect. Make that the main part of your story. Make it obvious. Nobody mentions it.
speculative fiction writers i am going to give you a really urgent piece of advice: don't say numbers. don't give your readers any numbers. how heavy is the sword? lots. how old is that city? plenty. how big is the fort? massive. how fast is the spaceship? not very, it's secondhand.
the minute you say a number your readers can check your math and you cannot do math better than your most autistic critic. i guarantee. don't let your readers do any math. when did something happen? awhile ago. how many bullets can that gun fire? trick question, it shoots lasers, and it shoots em HARD.
you are lying to people for fun. if you let them do math at you the lie collapses and it's no fun anymore.
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Omgggg I could be working on recolors right here at my job
#I have literally three (3) grunge revival kit recolors with different atl hoodies already done#they鈥檙e just sitting on my iPad#i even had them IN MY GAME at one point#who the fuck am I#twink speaks#not cc
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My coffin is too thin.
I fear my garden is dying
I fear I can only watch
I fear I cannot bear to touch the spade
Which I used to bury
All the parts of me that deserve no light
No place, no thought, no grave
I fear I've buried too much
That I've hollowed out my heart
And have left nothing but apathy
I fear that I've used dirt and leaves to fill
The gap between my night and day
I fear my replacement is rotting
And I am no longer the person I once was
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